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willgrahamismybabygirl · 6 months ago

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Vent post lol

Fighting for my life out here

(Afraid everyone who loves me will not care about me anymore once I transition, I’ll go from relatively pretty girl to ugly freak, I have no idea how to be future me)

#happy pride ig #vent post #also like I think freaks are hot💔 but it’s so hard to find other like actual genuine weird people irl #yall only live on timblr apparently #so glad the whole ‘I was never good at being a (gender assigned at birth)’ ‘I always knew from a young age’ narrative helps people but like #I’ve successfully lived as a girl for so long I don��t even know how to go about changing #I want to so bad I feel like I’m in drag but it’s so exhausting to live that way #Im so tired of doing it #but I have so much longer till I can start hrt #I feel so dysphoric about the way I talk/walk/am in general #like how do you even go about changing your mannerisms #like I know there’s no right way to be a man but also like the specific man I emulate is definitely not me #at least not right now #idk how much of that is like normal and fine or if I’m just weird lol #I’ve never really seen anyone talk about that part of being trans before so idk if I’m like super out of left field with this one

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