#yall cant tell me this didn't/don't happen at meetings

[vampirevatican]

Hobie: You got the floor

Miguel: Do I have the floor. Do I?

Hobie: YeS yOu dO

[textbookz-n-sketchbookz]

Textbooks and Sketchbooks :)

Heyo!! It's me Marly/Scrunkly (Main blog is @scrunkalicious), and this is the writing blog for a story called "Textbooks and Sketchbooks"! MARTOR NATION RISE UP,,,,,,

This will be the official story/lore for Martor, Marly x Viktor WOOOWWW... and this will also be the easiest way for me to export lore to y'all :3

The story will take place before Arcane starts, and will eventually follow the episodes story when they happen (I CANT WAIT FOR SEASON 2). Sooommeee divergence from canon but we ball

The story follows an art student from Piltover's Academy, Marly!! Energetic, friendly and loud, Marly is always ready to chat and make new friends. She soon meets Viktor, intuitive and witty (i loooovee viktor). Blah blah they do stuff become friendz and they like art & science and maybe kiss and cuddle later on

Uhhh those like fanfic tag things that tell you what the story contains: Fluff (a lot), angst (a lot later), strangers/acquaintances to friends to lovers, maybe a bit of academic rivalry, some violence, discrimination (will add/edit as time goes on!!)

There will be some racism/discrimination scenes based off my own personal experience (I'm Filipino!!) sooo yeah,,,

ALSO. This will be an entirely SFW story. I don't plan on things getting too suggestive, but if anything happens to get a little 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 than I didn't originally planI WILL LET Y'ALL KNOW DW <33

UUUHHHH the story usually follows Marly's viewpoint but I may sometimes change the POV to Viktor sometimes!! When changing I'll use these fun lil borders that I drew <3 (they're so unnecessary but whatever, everything execpt the plush on marly'z border drawn by me, but the hexcore/gear/boat on viktor'z are directly from the arcane show)

Border for when changing to Marly's POV:

Border for when changing to Viktor's POV:

I will NOT be doing a taglist for this blog/story!! If you wanna be notified for new chapters just turn on notifications on this blog because I'll only be posting chapters here!

{MASTERLIST}

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

under the cut is me rambling abt this story lmao

UUUHH IM SO HAPPY TO FINALY BE PUTTING THIS OUT HERE,,, YALL GET THE FULL LORE <333 ill be writing as i go so im literally making up the finer detailz as time goez on lmao,,,

One thing I like about the Martor story is that, in the grand scheme of things, I'm getting you interested in a side-story. Compared to the story of Arcane, all things considered, Marly is a side character. Someone who just happened to know be in the right place, right time, right characteristic to end up knowing Viktor. With Arcane's plot, she could be considered a character maybe comparative to Mel (heeyyy gorgeous). I may or may not have seen a video a few days ago about video games that have you play as a side character okay anywayz YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY

[mykidneysbuddy]

Something you guys seem to not understand.

You act like Cassandra raised Varian.

They met and talked less than a dozen times, the most time they spend together was when Cassandra abducted him.

They don't know each other.

When, tell me, was Cassandra grooming him?

If they coincidentally meet years later and actually spend some time together and actually talked with each other and fell in love, what the hell is the problem?

thats not what y'all are doing though.. that's not what I'm seeing on Tumblr. (and I have a pretty good feeling of who this anonymous pussy is, so yeah, you're pretty twisted buddy) never said she raised him never said they TONS of time together (they were friends though and happened to be in the vicinity of eachother a lot because they both hung out with Rapunzel at the same time) Cass didn't groom him.

the problem is not Cass. the problem is not a show promoting pedophilia, BECAUSE THE SHOW ISN'T. the show handled varians crush on her very well.

ITS YALL SICKOS THAT ARE THE PROBLEM. GET HELP. I CANT BELIEVE YOU LEFT SO MANY MESSAGES IN MY INBOX SOLELY TO DEFEND A PEDO SHIP, LIKE WHAT?????

[your-local-scene-emo]

Hiii!!! Its me again.

Can you do hcs for scene kid! Alex kralie making a bunch of bracelets (I belive yall call it candy?) For his punk! S/o (they them) and fussing over how he cant choose a design to stick with,so he just does as Many as he can and gives them to his s/o, telling them that they can just use one of the Many bracelets.

But jokes on him,cuz his s/o shows up the next day using them ALL and it covers all of their forearms.

Thanks!!

SORRY THIS TOOK SO DAMN LOOOONG and yes it's called kandy :) also it's they/them pronouns if thats ok, i can change it if you'd like please don't be afraid to reach message me. alex was annoyed and frustrated, he was making kandy bracelets for his S/O, but he didn't know what color they wanted, or what design they would enjoy. alex groaned in frustration, dropping the pink and black bracelet on the carpeted floor. he lays down on the ground, his hands over his eyes as he tries to think about what his S/O would love. sure they would love whatever he made for them, but he needed them to be special. maybe he would just make a bunch of different colors and let them choose? alex smiled, sitting back up and finding the confidence to make more. he made a neon green and black one, pink and black, rainbow, S/O's pride flag colors (idk if you want that i just thought it was cute), black and white, pink purple and black, and neon yellow and black. after all of them were made, alex scheduled a date to meet up with his S/O to give them the kandi.

((time skip to date)) alex drove to ((place of choice)), meeting his S/O there. he wore his favorite outfit, and so did they.

"hey Y/N, how are you?" Y/N smiles, sitting down next to him. "great alex, how about you?" Alex's cheeks got a little red, nodding. they were so kind to him. (not trying to make ur personality inaccurate AAA-)

you smile, taking his hand, your spikes brushing up against his skin. you didn't notice, but he sure as hell did. maybe it wasn't the best time to mention bracelets. you two talked for a while. you guys talked about how you were, what you were doing, whatever couples do. but finally it was time to end the date, but alex had one thing he needed to give to Y/N.

"hey Y/N, before you leave i need to give you something, i-i didn't know what you wanted so i kinda did a lot of them, you can chose but uh." alex stalled for a little while, before you finally got it out of him and he pulled out a little plastic baggy of kandy bracelets of all colors. you thanked him, being sweet to him and expressing your gratitude towards the gift.

tomorrow you two would go to the mall, but alex was not ready for what would happen.

(time skip, yall going places)

alex met you at where you two would meet up, at the food court. he smiled once he saw your face, but when he saw your arms he could feel his face begin to burn up. your arms where covered in the kandy bracelets he made for you yesterday. you smile sweetly at him, ruffling his hair. his reaction was cute, spending the whole day with his hand wrapped around your wrist because he just loved the fact it was on there. he fidgeted with your kandi if he got anxious around people as well.

[shaampoo]

okay so in one of my poll post yall said yes to me talking about the fics i have without spoilers (it isn't done yet as I'm writing this BUT I'm a lil impatient and i want to talk [or type kasjkdh])

Alright Lets go

Number 1: Time is Going in Circles

Alright so i already finished this one but its like 4 pages long and i didn't write like "Chapter one" and "Chapter 2" etc. and i feel like its kinda short and needs more story but its too long to be a oneshot but time to talk about it

So its pretty much where Emmet is stuck in a time loop in when Armamageddon happens and slowly while I'm writing he kinda goes insane and is willing to do anything (As in ANYTHING) to get out and he slowly just loses any care for human life (his love for his friends kinda fade since they don't believe him when he told them he's in a time loop but he still cares for them) since if they die oh well the time will just reset why worry? I already know how it ends but I'm gonna keep you in suspense :] *Evil laugh*

Number 2: The Exciting Afterlife Of Emmet Brickowski

So basically Emmet dies

Number 3: It takes t-

Just kidding with ya imma tell ya more about ghost Brickowski So pretty much as I said Emmet dies and turns into a ghost, and since its in chapter 1 its kinda like not spoiler ish? so the reason he dies is that Lucy and the gang kinda broke into the construction and then something something Emmet falls, Benny tries to save him fails Emmet dead. Emmet kinda fell from a really high height and hit his head too hard and dies. Lucy lead that break in so she kinda feels responsible for his death

He then becomes a ghost and since he hit his head in his death he kinda has amnesia and doesn't remember his death but the first people he sees are Lucy and the gang (Benny, Unikitty, batman,Metalbeard) and feels a connection to them. Still, he doesn't know why (Maybe cause they're responsible for his death lkvkjs) but he feels especially connected to Lucy. He doesn't know why (Cause she caused his death) and then he follows them around and saves them from capture then like 2 years later he finds Lucy about to fall down a hole. Hence, he pushes her away (with ghost powers, he feels more solid in the construction site cause The Piece of Resistance is there and it makes him more alive or something) and falls in the hole but since The Piece of Resistance makes him more solid he kinda cant fly away and go ghost, he meets Lucy and doesn't know why she looks so scared. Then pretty much the movie happens but with ghost stuff and guilt ig

Number 3(actually): It takes two

So uh how do i explain this dhshash

So Rex time travels but messes up and ends up in the same body with Emmet chaos ensues it kinda goes like the movie but not actually. Rex may or may not try to kill the others so yeah

Number 4 Oneshot: Trying to move on (and not looking back)

So pretty much Lucy tries to get over Emmet's death (Rex timeline) Thats pretty much all i can say xlckjlk

Number 5

Okay i know i said 4 but uh this is an au of an au and an au if that makes sense

So pretty much Alter Ego au by @thinknamewhat x The Anti Lego Movie by also Thinknamewhat but all i got for this au is that Ryan just becomes Erix and becomes nice all the interesting dialogue is

"Dangervest thats really your name?" A patron asked

Ryan wanted to smack him, who ask that type of questions? But he forced a smile, have to stay nice it would be embarrassing if they found out that he was Ryan

"Yeah got it from my dad really wild guy"

Okay so i kinda got an idea on how this geas now that i wrote that but uhhh its still kinda boring

Uh i kinda (?) have other aus but its just Thinknamewhat au x The Anti lego movie asjnxc

Anyways hope you guys liked my talk see you guys in idk alaska or 2085

[peachyproserpina]

its literally a rant that i need to post somewhere so im not blowing up peoples DMs with this bullshit please scroll past.

I wish I could just exist and have it not be exhausting or exist in a way that I don't have to cope in such an unhealthy way. fuckin tiktok has been nothing but like AuDHD and like slf help shit and its making me realize im older then i ever thought id get to. a whole fuckin 12 years after the fact and my healing is up to me and just UGH. its alot. im also having a whole thing about being stuck working and never able to fully enjoy myself due to the crush weight of being in the US and im gonna try to put myself out there this weekend at the bars / parties im going to have to deal with the constant self rejection and the recjection from others and im not like SUPER ready for that again. I jsut think about the dude who told me I was coming on too strong for asking him out, then as my friend is cursing him out he fucking asked her out infront of me. That sounds so dumb and middle school but i just havent been able to stop thinking about it. He saw me too.

I don't register as a person to so many people here. I hate it. no its obviously a me thing. if i wasnt so fucked up and fat people would like me. I know I have been talking about this and myself all day and im sick of thinking about myself but i cant stop. and legit ive just been crying all day because like im responible for my own healing even though i wasn't responsible for getting hurt in the first place and i just hate it. I also know I need to take steps to really take care of myself and better myself so I can be a good partner and a good parent but shits hard. and the worst part is i know im so exhausting and all i do is complain about my situation like im not the one responsible for gettting myself into it. and all i do is bitch and whine but take not action and i hate it so i cant imagine how yall feel. I just I don't know. It's this constant battle of "I have to change the way I think about myself because this isn't healthy" and "this is litterally who you are" and im so exhausted all the time. ive burnt out my FAWN response and I just don't feel like I've been giving those around the love and attentiveness they deserve from me and I hate that most of all I think. It's so hard to actively listen and i used to be able to be so engaged and attentive and I don't know what happened other then getting exhausted. Everyone deserves so much more from me but I can't give it. And I really just feel like all I do is talk about myself and my issues and i hate it. I also just became socially aware earlier this year and my whole childhood has changed. I was so used to people abusing/beating/yelling at me or directly telling me that they don't like me as I was growing up that all those little like bullying behaviors and like things never clicked in my mind that they were malicious until this year. I know it doesn't matter and it shouldn't impact me as much as it does specially considering this shit was like 20 years ago but I dont know. I grew up believing people liked me and now I'm finding out that people didn't actually like me. It's just jarring and it;s so dumb. Plus its been feeding back into my life now. I am so painfully socially aware of myself that I don't want to leave the house.

I dont want to meet new people because they are just going be mean and cruel to me and I wont know it. And again ignorance is bliss and like i wish i still was unaware. and i know this has just got to be some kind of mental health issue. Its anxeity or something making me feel like this and like I know i shouldn't care what others think of me. But I also want to just like... date and go out and have fun and whatnot. I feel like in order to do that you have to care about what people think of you in some capacity. I don't know. life is hard. this is too hard. I'm not gonna find someone to have a family with and im pretty sure im infertile so i cant have kids anyway. so like whats the point. Might as well waste my life away on the internet and just..... be that old office lady who never had kids or got married. and shes great at work, so kind and nice, and it just makes you sit there and think 'what is wrong with her.' like there has to be something so broken and fucked up with her that she can keep a job for 30 years but no one wants to live with her. thats who I am. I'm not ready to accept that fate because I dont WANT to be that person but I am. I might as well try to fuck around and get some dating in before it's too late for me. this was stupid. I shouldn't post it but im going to. in some fucked up hope that this will fix me. When the only thing that would fix me is losing 200 pounds and getting some normal fuckin hobbies.

[xoculture]

listening to music and falling even more deeply in love with my men so here's a couple of songs 4 them. pt 1 hee hee

If I Should Die Tonight by Marvin Gaye just screams Fernando to me cause like he's just a guy. Like he is so enamored by you and loves you even if he isn't the most PDA or showy person when it comes to it. He doesn't know how to express how much he loves you and it scares him because what if something happens to him? His worst fear is him leaving you behind and you feeling like he never really loved you because he does. Esp after everything yall been through he knows being with him is not easy but he is forever grateful that you stick by him through and through. He knows that you are the best thing that happened to him and he just cant get over the thought of just meeting you. He's feels so lucky to have known you and hold you because he knows that other dudes wont ever know what this kind of love feels like like he genuinely feels bad for other people. Fernandos with you for the long haul, you're literally a walking dream to him. It's so sad for him too because he feels like hes gonna die fast (spoiler alert, he doesn't) but he cant shake the feeling so every moment he spends with you he revels in your presence. He's not a religious man but he prays. He prays for you and he prays for him to stay with you for as long as you live because there's no point in living without you. ALSO CAN I JUST HAVE A MOMENT TO TALK ABT. HOW GOOD HE HOLDS YOU? Like seriously hes so good at hugs and holding people its so unfair because what words fail to say what can get the message across is how he holds you.

Things he does to show you he loves you: late night cruisin' listening to oldies, getting you food from your favorite taco shop, bringing you things when comes back from Peru

OMG MANOLO NOOOO. literally fucking sobbing over him bc so many songs remind me of him like corridos but also the song Todo Cambió by Camila is just such a perfect example of his love for you. like before he met you he was just this scrappy new mexican kid who got into fights and everyone was lowkey intimidated by him, but you liked him. You didn't even know him, he literally beat your best friend's ass but you still talked to him after class. if he was honest, the minute he knew he was gone was the minute you two locked eyes after he got pulled off another kid by the narcs. then the more you spent time together during his punishment for the fight (its a thing I'm writing ill post it later) he swears his life changed. He fell in love so hard and so fast, like 'Todo cambió cuando te vi, De blanco y negro a color, me convertí' like that was fr him the moment he met you. I CANT THIS WHOLE SONG IS REALLY YALL LIKE IM ACTUALLY CRYING OVER IT. He's just so down for you and hes not much of a PDA guy (at all) but he is never embarrassed to show you how much he loves you (ok a little he is but its only bc hes not used to PDA). He defends your honor so fiercely and like if other girls try to holla at him even after he already rejected them he doesnt give a fuck he'll tell them to fuck off and kill themselves because he is so grossly devoted to you he doesn't even want to entertain the idea of other girls liking him. And even tho his homelife is fucked up he tries to never bring it to you because he doesn't want you to have to carry that weight but it is okay to share the burden and you're always there for him and he cannot even begin to tell you how thankful he is for you.

Things he does to show you he loves you: hears you talking about whatever of yours being broken and fixes them the next day, cooks for you, locks arms with you when you cross the street

FREDDY... Freddy :( he was sooo hard finding a song because even though A Que Saben Tus Besos by Anthony Cruz fits his situation w/ u before yall started dating PERFECTLY. I don't think it fits now (also he doesn't listen to salsa often so) another song i think would fit is I Could Fall In Love by Selena. Freddy didn't really listen to Selena before being with you, but after you forced him to watch the movie and series AND listen to her entire discography he can say he has a special place for her. I think this song fits both ways, before he was dating you and during, because yall start out as friends and hes always purposely annoying you (snapping your bra strap, licking your face etc) and he doesnt realize that hes in love with you until he thinks about it then hes like "oh shit" but he keeps it to himself bc your cousin is his best friend and you're his friend like he doesnt wanna jeopardize that. So here he is listening to Selena in his car because she reminds him of you. Like he's so in love with you its so gross to him. Everything about him is smooth and fast but whenever hes around you everything slows down and it literally hurts his soul that he cannot be with you. The way that he's so perceptive and in tune with you is insane because like i said he is your best friend when you go to Jersey, he knows literally everything about you and knows how you're feeling and shit like if yall are out and you wanna dance but your date doesnt guess whos coming up to you and telling- not asking- telling you to dance with him like "Let's go dance" and holding his hand out like i cannot. Literally the smoothest but the minute yall start dancing it doesnt matter whats playing he just looses himself to you. AND WHEN YALL START DATING??? GOODBYE GOT ME FUCKING SOBBING. OR IF YOU DID SOMETHING DIFFERENT ABOUT YOUR APPEARANCE, HE ALWAYS NOTICES. it never fails like "Damnn gata, got your hair done? who you tryna impress?". Like dudes so fucking in love with you and hes so unashamed once yall become public. His hands are on you and hes telling you daily how much he loves you :(( telling other bitches to "fuck with someone else" bc he got a woman at home. :( Freddy will literally devote his life to you do not play with him. Literally defends you for whatever if the guys are ganging up on you a little too much and you're getting overwhelmed hes telling them to back off ASAP. if someone in ur family is making some sideways ass comment about you he does not give a fuck he will call them out. DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HIM AND UR FAMILY BC HE IS THE BEST GUY TO BRING TO YOUR FAMILY. I CANT DONT HMU.

Things he does to show you he loves u: if a new game is coming out and you take interest he's gonna hack the system and snatch that game, unashamed affection 24/7, asks you to run errands w him so yall can spend time together

[rosachaotic]

Remember when i said Talbott and Cereza werent over? Yeah.

I promised yall i would write a continuation of this. For those dont remember that happend, here

Anyways enjoy the fanfic!

Warning: none?? Its more just angst then fluff.(but sorry for my bad english and wording im not very good at writing and I wrote this on mobile)

It's been two months and few days since the big argument Talbott and Cereza had on the hospital wings.

This all happened because Cereza tried to do all the investigation and take down R by herself, but of course that plan failed and it backfired on her very badly. She fought the wizard in white and almost died because of it, losing her consciousness after he ran away, fortunately she was found by Moody who was searching for her after her twin brother said she went missing and was taken to the hospital wings.

She was scolded for it of course, and after that her friends went to visit her. All of her friends were worried for her, especially her twin brother Michael who jumped into her hugging her tight, crying, not realizing her whole body was in pain before he quickly let her go.

After a long chat with her friends and twin brother Talbott got in but he didn't look happy, he asked for everyone to leave him and Cereza alone because he wanted to talk to her, everyone left confused to what was going on.

Outside people could hear both Talbott and Cereza arguing with each other, Talbott was disappointed that Cereza lied to everyone including him about not having any information that could be useful for Circle ot Khanna and that she did is by herself he thought she was dead she could have died because of her reckless decision, Cereza tried to explain herself by saying she thought what she was doing was the right because she wanted to protect everyone which didn't make Talbott feel any less worse but the opposite. Both kept arguing with each other until Talbott storms out of hospital wings not looking at his friend's faces who were waiting outside, Penny tried to stop him but he just ignored her and walked away, once everyone back inside to the hospital they saw Cereza holding back her tears but she did a very job at it once everyone was inside and started crying.

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Cereza rarely saw Talbott after what happened, she only saw him on the classes they shared but even then he didn't even talk to her, she decided to let it be not wanting to bother Talbott and she thought that this was the end of their relationship. This broke her alot, the happy girl that was always smiling and giggling all the time wasn't there anymore, not only she felt bad for what she did but she thought she lost one of the people she loved the most.

That was until Cereza got a letter in the morning, Andre gave it to her and said "It's from Talbott." She quickly opened the letter and read the paper that said:

"We need to talk. Meet me after dinner in the courtyard."

-Talbott

She thanked Andre for the letter who nodded and said "I hope everything works out for you guys." And left, Cereza also hoped that things would work out but she couldn't help but feel anxious about it. What did he want to talk about after dinner? Why did it have to wait?

"Does he want to end our relationship once and for all?" Cereza thought all day, Cereza knew how to be patient but this waiting was killing her.

During dinner she barely ate anything, Rowen(M!Rowan) was trying to make her eat something but she couldn't.

"You have to eat something, you can't sleep with an empty stomach." Said Rowen, worried for his best friend trying to make her eat. He knew about the letter, Cereza told him about it and he knew how nervous and anxious she was because of it.

"I can't, this wait is killing me.'' Cereza said anxiously.

She then looked around, noticing that Talbott wasn't at the ravenclaw table or at any table of the other houses.

"Did you see Talbott walk in?" Asked Cereza, still looking around, Rowen shook his head.

"No, I didn't, I don't think he is coming for dinner today." Rowen took a bite of his food as he said that.

"Why? Do you know about something??"

"No, no, but...Penny said she didn't see all day, he didn't go to any of his classes." Cereza felt her heart drop, this wasn't like him, he would NEVER miss any class, if there was something Talbott was proud of himself is that he was an excellent student.

"This isn't like him…" Whispered Cereza."I cant, i have to go."

"Wha- B-But dinner time isn't over yet!"

"I'm sorry Rowen, but I have to go."

"...Okay, good luck Cere!"

Cereza nodded and left the great hall running, she opened the big door to the corridor and rushed past the students to the courtyard.

As she got outside she looked around.

There he was, sitting on the tree trunk looking at the stars just like he would when he waited for her for their dates.. Cereza sighed with relief knowing that Talbott was okay...or was he?

She took a deep breath and walked toward him, stopping right before him.

"Hey…" Talbott jumped at hearing Cereza's voice, he was probably so lost in his thoughts that he didn't hear her walk in.

"Oh, Sorry I didn't hear you coming in…" Said Talbott awkwardly.

"Its okay…"

"..."

"Penny said she didn't see you all day, you also didn't come for dinner as well."

"I felt sick all day and I wasn't hungry."

"Oh...I'm sorry, I hope you're better now."

Silence took over, the only sound they heard was the cold night wind, making things kinda awkward. Until Talbott coughed and said

"Sit here with me." He tapped right next to him, Cereza then climbed the tree trunk and sat right next to him.

Again, the awkward silence.

Cereza then looked at the sky, it was a pretty starry night, she could see some shooting stars.

" The night is beautiful tonight isn't it?" Asked Talbott, breaking the silence.

"Yeah. It is beautiful."

"It reminds me of when we used to have our dates here, you would make wishes for the shooting stars."

"Stupid wishes, I know." Cereza giggled at her own stupid self.

"I never thought they were stupid." Said Talbott.

"Even the one where I wished for a giant puffskein?"

Cereza shook her head smiling a little bit and she also noticed Talbott was smiling a little as well, she missed seeing him smile, but they weren't there to watch the stars.

"Hey, if that's your wish, who am i to judge?

"Talbott-"

"Yeah?"

"Listen, I-I know you said you wanted to talk to me in your letter, but I want to say something first." Said Cereza nervously, while staring at the floor.

"...Go ahead."

She took a deep breath and then looked at his warm striking hazel, who met her golden eyes. Then she finally said:

"...I'm sorry."

"...Wha-"

"I'm sorry for what I did, Talbott. It was very dumb of me try to all of that on my own and it was and it was insensitive and bad of me not to tell you guys the information I had about R."

"Cereza-"

"I should have trusted you all to defend yourselves without my help, I shouldn't have lied to you guys about not finding anything."

"Cereza listen-"

"I shouldn't have done that, I could have died and i didn't thought about how you, my family and the rest of our friends would feel about it if I died, you were right when you said things wouldn't get any better if I-"

"CEREZA!"

Cereza jumped at Talbott who raised his voice at her, he gripped her shoulders and made her look at him, his eyes staring at her but he didn't look angry he looked sad.

"Just...listen to me please."

Cereza nodded and whispered "sorry" and let him talk.

"Look...after what happened, i couldn't stop thinking about that night on hospital wings. That night kept playing in my head over and over every time I went to bed...I felt awful"

"Huh-"

"I felt awful, Cereza. After I calmed down I realized what I just did and how I shouldn't have talked to you that way, but it was too late, I was already at my dorm and I couldn't bring myself to come back."

"..."

"I was ashamed."

"Is that the reason why you were avoiding me?"

Talbott nodded, he took a deep breath as if was holding himself to not cry.

"I thought you hated me."

"..."

"So I avoided you and everyone else as well, it was painful."

"Tal I-"

"I should have thought of your feelings, how were you feeling that made you do all of that yourself."

"...You had all the rights to react the way you did, it was a stupid and dangerous decision that I made."

"But I still shouldn't have said those things to you."

"..."

"I let my emotions take over me, my heart dropped when I saw Moody carrying you to the hospital wings....blood all over you and you unconscious and i thought i lost you..."

"..."

"When i heard you were alive, I was so happy and relieved...but when i heard about why you did that when I heard Michael talking to Moody I...I dont know what came over me, i was angry and disappointed"

"...I know-"

"Not only on you, but mostly on myself"

"..W-why? Why were you angry at yourself??"

"Because I thought I failed you, I couldn't protect you, I couldn't be there for you."

"But it wasn't your fault-"

"Let me finish..."

"..."

"But that doesn't excuse what I did, i didnt think about what you were feeling, how you were feeling. Your feelings that made you do this and your feelings after it...I called you selfish but I was even more selfish…"

"Tal…"

Cereza's hand went to Talbott's cheek, who jumped at her touch but then rested his face on her hand holding her hand even more close to his face. He closed his eyes while he felt her warmth on his skin again after so long.

"I'm sorry Cereza, I'm sorry for what I did. I'm sorry for everything."

"I forgive you."

Talbott's eyes quickly opened as he looked at her, he was surprised but it also looked like a heavy weight was lifted off his shoulders. She continued:

"But...do you forgive me as well?"

"Of course I do."

Cereza also felt as if a heavy weight was lifted off her shoulders as well, she smiled as she felt tears run down her face and she had to take off her glasses to clean it.

"I-I thought...I thought you called me to end everything between us." Said Cereza as she cried while she tried to clean her tears off her face. She was shaking a little and her breath was also shaky.

"I would never do that." He whispered. "If anything, I was more afraid of you wanting to break up with me."

Talbott got closer to her and hugged tight on to his body, catching her by surprise.

Cereza returned the tight hug, smiling while tears rolled down her face, Talbott also had tears rolling down his face who tried to hide by hiding his face on her shoulder but his shaky breath and the way he sniffed quietly gave it away he was crying. Cereza's hand went to Talbott's hair and was caressing his hair.

"I thought I was going to lose you." Whispered Talbott, not wanting to let her go.

"I thought the same thing…" Cereza whispered back, kissing his head.

Both of them stopped hugging each other as they cleaned their faces but still kept close, Talbott's hand travelled to Cereza's face and caressed her cheek, his hand was cold as always but Cereza never cared about that, she liked his touch.

They both stared at each other, they both knew it was awkward the way they stared at each other but they did not care, their gazes were filled with intense love.

Talbott kept his hand on Cereza's cheek and kissed her other cheek gently but his face didn't move away, in fact he kept face very close to hers moving only a little to her lips, their noses were touching each other and they could feel their heavy breaths, Cereza closed her eyes as she felt her heartbeat go very fast and her face was red, Talbott heart also felt like it was going to jump from his mouth and even his ears were dark red. He brushed his nose on to hers but then kissed her nose, he caressed her cheek once more smiling, Cereza then opened her eyes and saw his smile and smiled back at him. Both of them giving loving smiles at each other.

"I love you." Said Talbott.

Cereza's hand went to Talbott's face and to his cheek as well, as she sighed and smiled again.

"I love you too, meu amor.'

Talbott's smile grew as he heard again the loving way Cereza called him using her first language, while they didn't have their first kiss yet what matters is that they were both together again.

"Just promise to me that you will be more careful." Said Talbott.

Cereza nodded.

"I will...but, do you promise to never leave my side?" Asked Cereza, Talbott chuckled and said:

"I promise, my sunshine."

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You Got It Wrong (Matt Casey) Part 2.

Summary: After Y/N and Matt get into an argument, she leaves for her sister's wedding.

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A/N or Warning: can you guys like comment more? Love the support but would love yall more if yall commented lmao. I'm tired and I dont care about going through it and fixing the grammar and spelling. So I'm sorry for that!

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Since your punishment, you barely talked to Casey or Herrmann unless it was Fire related or a job related which sucked but you were mad at them still. You were mopping the floor in the break room when you saw Casey walking towards you. You made no eye contact as he walked up to you. "Y/N, how long is this gonna go on?"

"I don't know what you mean Lieutenant? I have still two weeks of chores. Your punishment,"

Casey sighed and shook his head. "Not what I meant," and walked off.

"What's going on here? Why are you doing chores, is this the rookie's job?"

You looked up at Ritter. "Yep, but since I didn't answer the radio on during the apartment fire, Casey and Herrmann have me on chores duty for the next two weeks,"

"That's why theres tension between you and Casey. I just thought it was sexual,"

You playfully shoved him. "RITTER!"

He laughed and walked off. "You know it's true,"

"It isn't but okay,"

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You were outside washing the truck and laughing with Gallo when Casey walked up to you two. "What's so funny?"

You stopped smiling and looked away from him. "Nothing, Lieutenant,"

Casey looked over at you and then at Gallo. "Gallo, can you leave me and Y/N alone?"

Gallo nodded and dropped the rag in the bucket and walked inside. "Y/N, stop cleaning and talk to me,"

"You can talk to me while I'm doing this because I have to get this done,"

"Drop the rag and look at me, that's an order,"

You turned around and threw the rag in th bucket. "Yes, sir,"

Casey looked at you. "You got to stop this,"

"Stop what?"

"You're giving me grief over punishing you. I'm your superior,"

You just stood there. "I'm not giving you grief, Casey and exactly. You're my superior and I'm treating you as such,"

"No, you're not-"

"Okay then Casey. Tell me how to behave or what to say because obiviously, I can't do shit right according too,"

You started to walk off. "If you don't drop the additude, I will add more weeks,"

"Yeah, well, what's stopping you?"

MATT'S POV

Matt stood there watching her walk inside the firehouse as he sighed. This girl was doing to drive him insane. He didn't know what to do or say around you anymore without you blowing up on him. He walked into the firehouse and went to the common area and sat next to Mouch. He groaned and rubbed his face. "What going with you?"

"Women,"

Mouch laughed. "Don't think age stops those problems cause they don't,"

-

The day went on but Casey didn't see you. He walked up to Gallo and Ritter. "Have you seen Y/L/N?"

Ritter and Gallo both looked at each other and then to Casey. "Ask Boden,"

Casey was a bit confused as to that answer but he nodded and walked towards Boden's office and knocked on the office door. "Come in,"

"Have you seen Y/N?"

He nodded. "Not since she requested a transfer this morning,"

"Wait what?"

"She said that since she couldn't seem to do anything right here, she wanted to try another firehouse and after talking to her for an hour,"

"This is my fault,"

"What do you mean?"

"Well Herrmann and I put her on two week chore duty for not repsonding to us durnig the apartment fire and then right before she came to you, we got into an arugment and I made her feel like that. Like she can't do anything right. I got to fix this,"

Casey pulled out his phone and started to call you. "Calling her won't do anything good. She's driving to Michigian for her sister's wedding and she turned off her phone,"

"I thought that wasn't for another few weeks,"

"Well, they changed it, its on Sunday,"

"That's still like a week away?"

"I told her to take the week off to think about if she really wants to transfer,"

"I know this is short notice but can I have the week off or at least a few dats and I will try to have convince her not to transfer,"

"She one of the best firefighters we got. I dont want to lose her to another house. Take as much time as needed. I'll call you if we need you,"

Y/N's POV:

You sighed as you parked in your paren'ts driveway and you just sat there, wishing this was going to go different but you know what was going to happened the moment you stepped into that house. You turned on your phone and it started buzzing as you missed a lot of texts and calls. Mainly from Casey but you ingored those and went to yours, Gallo's and Ritter's text.

Gallo: Seriously? Why'd you turn off your phone.

Ritter: How would we know if you die or not?

Ritter: Turn on your phone already?

*3 hours later*

Gallo: Its been three hours, Ritter. She hasn't answered. I think its time to call a search party.

Ritter: I think so too.

You chuckled and replied to them.

You: I just pulled into my parents' driveway. I'm alive and fine.

Ritter: See, Gallo? I told you not to worry.

You rolled your eyes and looked up and saw your dad looking out the window. You sighed and decided that it was time for you to go see your family. You put your phone in your purse and walked into the house. You eldest brother walked up to you and gave you a bear hug. "We were wondering when you were coming into the house, you were park in the driveway for hours,"

You moved your arm to hug him back. "Yeah, well I had turned off my phone while driving and I was repsonding to my friends that thought I was dead or had been in a serious accident,"

After getting hugged by you older borther and your dad, you noticed that your mom wasnt in there. "Where's mom?"

"She's doing a errand, she will be back soon. Sit. Sit. Tell us. How is it living in Chicago? Those fires keeping you so busy that you can't come and visit us more often?"

You looked at your dad. "Yeah, pretty much. I'm surprised my boss let me get a week off."

What I really wanted to say was; "No. Mom is the reason I stay away. I cant handle her nagging me all the time,"

"So do we know who the lucky guy that is marrying our baby sister yet?"

They all shook their heads no. Your sister had kept this relationship a secret for a year before telling us that she was in it, even then she has kept who it was a secret as well. We at frist were worried it was someone that was really bad for her but she was a good girl who knew how not to get in trouble. "Not yet, we are suppose to meet him tomorrow,"

---

It had been about four hours since you gotten home, your mom came home about an hour after you got here and as you expected started on you about your love life but thankfully your eldest brother came to your defense and got her off your back. You were going to stay at a hotel but your parents have convinced you to stay at the house. You were walking towards your car and saw a car pulling up. You immdietely knew whose car it was and you walked up there, confused, as the door opened. "What are you doing here?"

Casey walked out of the car and looked at you. "Trying to convince you to stay with 51,"

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Fallen Light (Part 5)

No I didn't forget that I was making these until someone recently liked one of the scenes

"AHH! Dammit!-" The titan took a few steps back holding his now clawed side. The fabric of his under armor feeling almost as jagged as the edges of the scraped breastplate. He'd look up at the thrall slowly side stepping around him. The jeers and applause from the fallen in the viewing balcony mocking him once again. The thrall's scream quickly bringing the Titan's focus back onto it. In an annoyed rage he screamed back at the creature, causing it to pause momentarily.

The Titan took this quick moment to stretch his shoulders and straighten his back. "C'mon egg head give me a good swipe right here." He knocked on the chin of his dented helmet, taunting the thrall. Almost with an eagerness the thrall obliged, charging the titan with a swing from its claw. The titan ducked under the forceful swing, wrapping his left arm around the chest of the thrall and hooking his left leg around the thrall's. With a strong twist of his upper body he sent the thrall to the floor quickly straddling it. The thrall screamed once again clawing at him. The titan caught the thrall's arm under his own, bending back to keep it straight. Then following the same action with the thrall's left arm. Arching his head back the Titan quickly slammed his helmet down into the base of the thrall's skull. The thrall bent its head back, stunned with green liquid dripping out its nose. Seeing the thrall start to come to the Titan gripped the creatures arms tighter and slammed his helmet to meet the thrall's skull once again. WHAM. The thrall's arms attempted to free themselves from the titan's tight grip. WHAM! Another strong blow crashed into thrall's head, and another and another. The Titan panted heavily before tossing the thrall's limp arms to the floor and found his footing over it's body screaming his victory to the heavens.

Dathryk laughed to himself as he heard the majority of fallen behind him groan and growl. The newer viewers rarely bet their glimmer towards a Lightless guardian. The blue shield dispersed as Dathryk stood and admired his new spoilers landing in the tray beside his chair. Dathryk steps down into the arena with the Titan as the rest of the fallen left for their own business. "Well done Lightless! A wonderful show, I'd argue my favorite!" His voice cheerful as he gripped the guardian's shoulders.

The titan wiped the green liquid from his helmet, a wince of pain shooting through him as Dathryk clapped his hands upon his shoulders. "A larger crowd today Dathryk. Not sure how I feel about it." Dathryk moved his hand to the guardian's back as they walked to the viewing balcony. "Don't mind the crowds Lightless they are only troops looking for entertainment, I imagine you guardians are much the same in your free time. Now enough about them you are joining me for how your ghost called it... dinner?" Dathryk grabbed the small lantern like cage holding the blue shelled ghost and turned off its field letting the weak ghost float to its guardian. "What's your game Dathryk?" The Titan looked to him confused as he softly held his ghost in his hands. "No game Lightless, you bring my crew entertainment and I know your ghost is important to you." Dathryk would stand tall over the guardian as they moved to his dining room, Dathryk keeping his gaze forward. His voice now calmer and more monotone "You continue to bring my crew and myself entertainment, I continue to let you see your ghost." Dathryk proceeded to open a door leading to a large rectangular table, decorated almost as if from a golden age pirate movie. The guardian found himself a seat across from Dathryk, pulling a plate of medium rare... meat. Hard to tell the type of food but he wasnt going to judge.

"So guar-" Dathryk made a sound close to a cough and quickly corrected his gaze back to the Titan "Lightless. Your ghost has told me interesting things about you. Your hatred of Cabal, your interest with the Fallen, a great many things." Dathryk waved his hand in the air. The Titan giving his ghost a side glance through his helmet, getting only a ghost's version of an awkward shrug in response. "And as promised to your ghost. I will tell you both what has happened to your last city within this past two weeks."

I hope yall liked this part 5 I really feel like this would be better in comic form if that makes sense but I can't find good models to use for like gmod or something and I cant draw so... yeah...

[spunkyspy]

You're right that he didn't have great jury management, but he wasn't as bad as Paul imo. He at least tried to right some of his wrongs, while all Paul did was say, "oh that's just who I am you'll have to deal with it!" When people confronted him. I don't really remember Tyler having bad gbm's, except for his to Scottie. Are there more examples? Not saying you're wrong I just really don't remember.

What wrongs did he try to right though besides apologizing to Bay at the end (which was clearly too little too late?) and i think theres some confusion in me saying he didnt have good GBMs, i dont mean that he left nasty ones, i mean more that he didnt use them like he could have/should have, Josh style (his one to Scottie was AWFUL though we can agree). 

But imo Tyler lost the game with his treatment of Bay and Sam. 

With Bay, he NEVER should have let that blow up happen after the house meeting. The shit with the sunglasses and the tea was enough, but him letting her walk away from that fight THAT upset was a huge mistake. He should have just sucked it up and apologized and it really wouldnt have affected his game (L6 wouldnt have cared imo and it would have gained him some favor with the hive). It’s been a while, but iirc she wasnt even calling him out on game stuff really, just the personal treatment she received so just fucking apologize. The first juror plays such an instrumental role in setting the tone for the jury, look at Bay, Cody, and Day! Look at Shelli in bb17! She was there repping for Vanessa every week and they were already to vote for her (minus Austin) even though she sent them all there. Letting Bay walk out of that house and into the jury house furious with him was such a big mistake because she could have easily sat there and poisoned all of them against him (not saying she did, but they did have a voting pact at one time).

Sam I think was an even bigger mistake than Bay and she’s actually where I think he lost the game. Sam was VERY clear with Tyler that she just didnt want to be lied to. iirc she told him that if they were gonna vote her out to just tell her and she wouldnt be upset but just dont lie to her. imo, he should have just sat her down and told her “look, im sorry, but day 1 i made a deal with Kaycee and that’s what I have to move forward with. i care about you and the connection we made, and ive kept my word to you so far, but I have to do what’s best for my game at this point and i dont want you to be blindsided.” but he instead sent her to the jury house semi-blindsided where she had to learn a lot of that info from the hive/Brett/Angela, which was very Paul-esque of him. Theres also that video that I cant find rn of Sam talking to Tyler about Kaycee that should have been a MASSIVE red flag to him that he couldnt have beat Kaycee. 

I’ve seen people argue that the Machiavellian/mastermind/whatever you want to call it game cant win BB anymore, and i dont think that’s true, i think people are just playing them incorrectly. I think one fatal flaw that Tyler had (Paul too) was playing for TV instead of the jury. All those blindsides and gif moments that he thought he was making were great for TV sure, but that’s not how you win the game. He was more concerned with playing a game that would look good instead of one that would win him the game. I’ve said before too that I think Tyler tried to play a prejury game post jury and I still think that’s true too, but it ultimately doesnt matter how good of a game you played, and it damn sure doesnt matter how good your game looked on TV, all that matters is how the jury perceives your game and that’s largely on you as a player. Ik i keep mentioning her, but just look at Vanessa, she very much so played a mastermind game, but she would have won in any f2 scenario bc she was great at population control/jury management! I don’t think Tyler was as bad as Paul either, but they’re both in that same camp of being more concerned with being an “iconic” player instead of actually winning, at least imo, 

I literally didnt mean for this to be an essay so yall can save me all your “No ones reading that comments” ksjdflksdjf