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          DOES MY WORLD LOOK THE SAME AS YOURS?

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WHERE WILL YOU GO WHEN YOU DIE?

you go into death's arms:  you do not wake up anywhere. you meet death with eyes open, and death smiles at you, wordless, knowing. you take its hand, and are drawn under the sweep of a vast dark cloak. death takes you home with it. you are cradled in the embrace of a vast and incomprehensible lover. you are safe. you are loved. you are known, and you are tended to like a flower in a garden, like a beloved child, like an exquisite rarity. you doze in the curl of death's cloak and you help to soothe its melancholy, and for that you are rewarded endlessly.

tagged by: stolen! i forgot from who

tagging: you, if you haven’t

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ASKS FOR PEOPLE WITH A MULTIMUSE OR MULTIPLE RP BLOGS

Which muse(s) is/are your favourite(s)?

Which muse(s) do you wish had more interactions?

Which muse(s) do you currently have most muse for?

Name a muse you have written in the past. What was your favourite thing about this muse?

Name a muse you wish to write in the future. What’s your favourite thing about this muse?

How is your multimuse blog organised?

Do you have crossover verses for the muses on your blog?

Which of your muses deserves better?

Which of your muses do you most identify with? Why?

If you could change the faceclaim for any of you muses, would you do it?

Do you have any original characters on your multimuse? If so, tell us something more about them.

How many muses are you currently writing?

In how many fandoms are you currently active?

What is your favourite fandom to write in? Why?

What is a fandom you wish to write in one day?

What is a fandom you used to write in in the past?

What is your favourite thing when you decide to add a new muse to your blog/when you decide to make a new blog?

Share an opinion you have about multimuse blogs.

Does your multimuse blog have a theme? Do the muses on your blog have something in common?

What is the story or explanation behind your blog name?

Share a positive experience about multimuses you’ve had in the past.

List some of your favourite multimuse blogs. 

Tag a multimuse blog and write some positivity about them (their blog, their muses, etc.)

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                                NOW WE JOIN THE DEAD,                          AND NOW WE ALL LAY DOWN

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Tell me a fact about your oc and I will respond with a semi-related fact about mine!

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MEDIA ENTITIES: A PRIMER is complete! for now, at least. if i realize i forgot something i’ll go back and add it. anyway, enjoy!

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For every “⏳” I receive, my muse will openly talk about a bit of their backstory.

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INFORMATION ABOUT DARBY’S REINCARNATION AU.

first name sydney. you can call him syd, if you’d like. last name ballard. he’s 26 years old.

dirty blond hair, hazel eyes, wears glasses. tragically, no freckles.

works at some big company, in a position i haven’t decided on yet.

not entirely dissimilar from darby, personality-wise, but is more willing to talk back and less constantly anxious.

initially doesn’t remember any details of his past life, but this changes over time.

often has nightmares of his previous death, as well as severe, inexplicable stomach pains. convinced this is a premonition of his eventual death in this life. really going through it.

after he starts remembering more of his past life, he often becomes confused, forgetting the year and not responding to his current name. this eventually becomes less common as he sorts through things.

lloyd is also there! his name is charlie now and he and syd are good friends, though they’re not sure why they feel such a connection between them yet.

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💖 heart game! 💖

   ❤️ Scary mutual, intimidating.

   🧡 Baby mutual, needs protecting.

   💛 Favorite mutual, interact a lot.

   💚 Cool mutual, don’t know very well.

   💙 Popular mutual, has a lot of friends.

   💜 Funny mutual, posts are great

so i saw this going around on twitter and uhmm 👀👀

reblog to have ur mutuals send u a heart!

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halou, wholeness & separation | lyric meme

content warnings: none that i can find these prompts can be taken as direct dialogue, part of a description you’d use, or just as a prompt. feel free to change the pronouns and input names as you see fit.

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tubefed

we appeal to your basic nature.

chew up the harder facts for you to make them easy to consume.

you won’t have to think too hard.

you won’t have to dig too far.

sanitize the truth for you

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honeythief

sometimes i doubt the path i chose.

sometimes my dreams feel all on hold.

there’s no doubt that this will make me strong.

because it’s the hardest thing i’ve ever done.

and when i’m lost, you search for me.

and when i doubt, you’re my belief.

i’m supposed to be the stronger one.

you always seem to prove that theory wrong.

i’m supposed to be the strong one; you always seem to prove that theory wrong.

still, i hold my breath each time you go.

still, i hold my breath each time you go out in the world that’s beyond my control.

if you are dreaming, i never want to wake you up.

when i’m at my wit’s end and i’m losing my head, you remind me of just how lucky i am.

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everything is ok

break it all down into simplest terms.

there, was that so bad?

you doubt yourself so much you don’t even know what you really want, or how you really feel.

and i’m so tired of you constantly over-thinking.

i know why, because everything’s going ok.

hust your style to break it all into pieces.

disregard your inner monologue, don’t try to drown it out, ’cause it’ll only wear you out.

sometimes things are just beyond control.

that has to be ok, and you don’t have a choice.

everything is unacceptable.

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morsecode

write your codes.

throw me off.

i’ve captured your enigma machine.

better have tried, and consequently fell.

they lacked this fine decoder ring.

i am here, i read you loud and clear.

i sneak inside.

retrace your steps.

movements make motives clear.

your phrases fly and i am fluent now.

you’re coming through without a glitch.

we read you loud and clear.

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stonefruit

dear heart, take a look at you.

i know how it feels.

the bounty of the rain, the bounty of the spring.

dear heart, you can’t keep them all

i wait with eyes closed.

i’ll lighten your load.

truth hurts

remember this: we are pooling our faith.

you said it.

asking for my basket full.

whatever sustains me, gifts and pampers you.

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your friends

your friends.

we are your soldiers sworn to protect your character, and there is no attack for which we’re not prepared.

when you need us, we’re there. if you need us, we’re there.

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the ratio of freckles to stars

but i don’t think i can wait; i’ve been living for this day.

i think that if i do or don’t, it’ll turn out the same way, but i can’t seem to pull myself away.

and i hope that’s ok.

even just the very thought makes me want to stay.

this is more than i can take.

i fear my heart will burst or break.

if there;s a thing as too much joy i will be taken away.

if i wrap you up inside of me, kiss your fingers greedily, i will lose track of the floor, i will lose track of my feet.

all that you’ve conquered was already yours.

all that you’ve longed for is painted on my arms.

here, i can take you.

but i don’t know what to say, all my language slipped away.

i only know that i am yours and i hope you take the hint.

be still my sweaty little heart.

you are my every waking thought.

if there’s a thing as too much love, i am guilty as i stand.

if i dive head first straight into you the way i’ve always wanted to, i can’t be held responsible; there’s no telling what i’ll do.

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wholeness

how can i learn to let go, now that you have shown that you are strong enough, but i am not.

how can i let the world rough you around when i’m not there? i can’t protect you.

why does life have to rob you of your Innocence and faith for you to be a grown up?

the only thing that gives me strength when i am deep in doubt is your nature.

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today

today i feel surrounded.

today i am connected.

today i am a part of something more, as if every cell were singing.

still, i can’t embrace it.

every silver lining has a cloud, but not so far.

i keep waiting for the shoe to drop, waiting for the axe to fall. and it will happen, this I know. just not so far.

today i feel like dancing. i never feel like dancing.

it’s like even the weather suits my mood.

my entire soul is ringing.

still, i can’t accept it.

i keep looking for the thing to bring me down, though i can’t explain my reasons to you.

i think we are the same.

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hollow bones

i understand the principle, wrapped it up inside my skull, i just cannot seem to make it real.

and even without hollow bones, and burdened down by all these clothes against the forces of the earth, i swear that i will make it real.

and when we go, take nothing with us.

and when it’s cold, then they will miss us.

i just cannot seem to make it fly.

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i am warm

my legacy a string of losses.

my god, i ask, how can you do this? you made the sun, the world your canvas. with all this i can see how i’m unimportant.

could this be some grand coincidence? or is it true? it only comes from you.

in this dream, i am warm.

there are hands in my hair, and it’s good to be there.

when i need you, you’re not there. maybe you think i’m stronger than I really am.

i wave my hand and nothing happens. i set my scene and i can’t play it.

but you make a mean sunset. makes me wonder where i stand

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things stay the same

i don’t think that you’re being unreasonable.

you wait.

these are such basic things, you shouldn’t have to voice them, but you do.

and in your mind everything is quantified and sharpened.

it seems you have forgotten me. i will remind you. it seems you’re overlooking me. i will find you. you seem not to care for me. did you ever try to?

am I really so hard to love?

someone needs to hold you before you slip away.

because you always leave us guessing.

you’re really not so far from us.

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📚     𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐙 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐖𝐒𝐊𝐈'𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒 (𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟎) 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒               ↳ change pronouns / details as necessary.

❛  this is not for you.  ❜ ❛  i still get nightmares.  ❜ ❛  sleep’s been stalking me for as long as i can remember.  ❜ ❛  i don’t want to end up like that.  ❜ ❛  i should have known something was up.  ❜ ❛  mostly though, they just vanished.  ❜ ❛  what did i know then ?  what do i know now ?  ❜ ❛  i have never read for more than an hour.  ❜ ❛  i haven’t even washed the blood off yet.  ❜ ❛  there’s no doubt i am responsible for plenty.  ❜ ❛  you’ll suddenly realize things are not how you perceived them to be at all.  ❜ ❛  and then the nightmares will begin.  ❜ ❛  i’m just trying to help you out here.  ❜ ❛  i had to think fast.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t mean to wander into all of this.  ❜ ❛  now there’s an admission, eh ?  ❜ ❛  last night i wasn’t sleeping very well.  ❜ ❛  we all create stories to protect ourselves.  ❜ ❛  what can i say ?   i’m a sucker for abandoned stuff.  ❜ ❛  i guess the complicated one i don’t feel like getting into.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t feel at all myself.  ❜ ❛  i can’t do a fucking thing.  ❜ ❛  but i’m still having problems breathing.  ❜ ❛  i should have stayed near people.  ❜ ❛  you won’t have time to even scream.  ❜ ❛  i actually thought i was going to fall.  ❜ ❛  it made me real uneasy, like i was surrounded by ghosts.  ❜ ❛  do you believe in ghosts ?  ❜ ❛  i think i still feel guilty.  ❜ ❛  but who am i kidding ?  ❜ ❛  i am alone in hostile territories and have no idea how they are hostile.  ❜ ❛  right now going to hell seems like a pretty sound bet.  ❜ ❛  i knew i’d failed.  ❜ ❛  i’ve been waiting for this chance for a while.  ❜ ❛  like i already said, drives me nuts.  ❜ ❛  hey asshole.  ❜ ❛  this shit’s getting ridiculous.  ❜ ❛  i’ll remember what i’d hoped to say in the first place.  ❜ ❛  i have no way of knowing that for certain.  ❜ ❛  i don’t have long.  ❜

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Send “📚” and I will flip to a random page in a book and use the first line of dialogue I see as a starter.

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Horrific Headcanons part 2

Since it’s one of my most popular memes, here is a part 2 to THIS meme, all about RP muse headcanons that are dark, angsty, or horror/scifi-related!

😇 Does your muse pretend to be innocent if they’ve done something wrong? 😈 Are they a deceitful person, and do they see themselves as such?  👁 Have they ever been a stalker, or been stalked themselves? 👀 What is the most disturbing thing they’ve ever seen? 😴 Would they ever choose to die in their sleep? Why or why not? 😡 What would someone have to make them lash out in violent anger? 🎃 If they were to play a mean trick on Halloween, what would they do and who would be their target? 👥 Is there anyone they wish they had never met? 🤡 Do they have any phobias or irrational fears? ❌ Would they consider themselves easy to corrupt? Already corrupted? 🤞  What is one of the biggest lies they’ve told (or their most recent lie)? 🥀 How would they handle the death of a loved one? (optional: specify person) 🔫 Would they ever sacrifice someone in order to save their own life? 💣 Name one dangerous experience they survived. 🍗 Have they ever wondered what human tasted like? Or do they know? 🎵 If they were going to torture someone, what music would they play while they did it? 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨 How would they react if the person they fell in love with turned out to be a criminal? 😍How would they react if the person they fell in love with turned out to be non-human? 😪 Name one thing someone could say or do to make your muse cry. 🦋Would they choose to die if it meant they’d come back as someone stronger? 👄If your muse had the ‘kiss of death’, would they ever use it?    🗣When is the last time they yelled at someone in anger? 🍼 Would they have a family with someone who was not of the same species/human-ness as them? 👤 If they could switch bodies or lives with any one person, who would it be? 👽What would they do if they witnessed an alien ship crash landing? 🤑Would they commit a brutal murder if it meant they would become rich? 👣Do they believe in Bigfoot? What about other legendary creatures? 💥If the world were ending, would they be satisfied with their life? 🔥 In a fire, they can only save three things (including people). Who/what do they save? 🍷 What would they do if someone slipped them a slow-killing poison? 😱When was the last time they were shocked or startled? 🦉Could they stay calm lost in the woods all night by themselves? 🐲Were they afraid of monsters under the bed as a child? 🎧How would they react after hearing an unexplained sound while home alone? 🏡How much would they have to be offered to live in a haunted house for a month? 🙀Do they believe animals have extra senses that people don’t? 🔪What do they think is scarier: a killer with a gun, or a killer skilled with a knife? 👻If they were a ghost, what methods would they use to haunt someone? 🔮They have a premonition that something terrible will happen to them. How do they handle the situation? 🔭Do they have a fear of the unknown and things they can’t explain?

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𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 !

    do   you   want   a   certain   kind   of   ship   with   my   muse  ?   check   out   the   key   below   &   send   me   a   symbol   to   tell   me   what   kind   of   ship   you   want   !     note  :    my   muse   =   blog   owner’s   muse     /     your   muse   =   sender’s   muses

romantic relationships !

💘  friends to lovers ❣️  enemies to lovers 💜  love at first sight 💙  slow burn 💚  skinny love 💔  exes to lovers again 🖤  on again , off again

familial relationships !

🌼  older sibling 🌺  younger sibling 👭  twins 🌻  friends like siblings 🍃  cousins 🌵  parental

friend relationships !

☀️   best friends 🌦   enemies to friends 🌈   friends since childhood  ⛅️  friends of circumstance  ☁️  school friends  🌩  friends from traumatic experiences

enemy relationships !

🔪   friends to enemies 💣   stole something from my muse 🔦   stole something from your muse 🗡   bullied my muse 🔫   bullied your muse ⚔️   family feud 🛠   fueds between mutual friends ❌   guilty by association

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Tony Oursler, Criminal Eye, 1995

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Danny Lyon, Three Young Men Uptown, Chicago, 1963