as time passes by and the older i get i really do not give a fuck. i love and appreciate fire emblem if for what it is. the storys fun messy the characters are lovable and dramatic and stupid and the tropes are what i eat for BREAKFAST. age gap. siscon/brocon. gap moe. surprise cousin incest. faux incest. being able to woo a shota/loli. being able to woo old men who literally watched you grow. camilla va sawashiro miyuki. Fire Emblem If (2015) you will always be my top 3 favourite fe game
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hey just a couple things bc my step-dad really pissed my off yesterday and I need this to he out there:
People mature at different rates
And it's hard for autistic people to mature (quickly) because autism is a cognitive disability
Autism is a cognitive disability
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i'm getting a 90 min massage tmrw, thank god but then later that evening, i'm going over to this potentially new friends house. it's... okay well so a friend of mine works in kids ministry and i went to help her a few weeks back for an event (we met in church when we were kids) and she introduced me to this other woman she knows, and we were stationed together and chatting. and she was so sweet to let me know she was starting a woman's group, and so she text to invite me. and i'd feel bad if i said no bc basically i haven't been to church and/or the religious thing for years (my faith is what i make of it imo), and now i'm like ok so maybe new ppl to meet (which i desperately need) but also theyre all probs church girlies and my ass can only handle so much of that. we're gonna see how this goes, lmao.
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I hate needing to sleep.
I hate that sleep is a requirement to function at our best.
There's much too much to do, too much art and media to consume, too many things to learn, and I have to sleep away part of the day to help my brain have the right level of power to do it all?
It is incredibly frustrating to look at the never ending to-dos, the TBR, the writing ideas, and know that you'll get through them...maybe
...eventually.
I know many might think they wouldn't be as productive if they had all hours in the day, but the goal isn't always to be productive.
I guess it depends on your idea of productive, though.
Because those 3 AM I-finally-figured-out-the-plot-hole-in-my-story moments? The adrenaline from writing those? Fantastic.
1 AM I-Need-Answers about that twist in this novel? Addicting.
5AM cuddles with my love as we watch the sunrise and just take it slow? Absolute peak.
But do you know what I do now? I sleep. And I miss all of those things.
Being an adult sucks.
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Early 20s Ghost and Gavin drawing inspired by mah frienndddd (you know who you are)
(Full version on my twitter , 18+ pls 🙏)
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jackson has this vcr in his concert about self discovery, hope in youself and love for yourself, and i sobbed like a child and continued sobbing all the way through the next song. i do not believe in faith as such but moments like this make me believe it. last year i realised that i am super unhappy with myself and my life. i have known it for a while but it took me time to face it. i woke up one day in june of 2022 sobbing and told myself that i do not want to live my life like this and i have all the means to change it if i just stopped being scared. i went on to consider what in life i would like to be to become happier and one of the things was travel. the concept of travelling alone has bothered me for years and my first venture to get rid of this fear just happens to be a jackson wang concert in paris where he talks about the samw thing i have been going through for a while and the path of self discovery.
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having feelings for and being romantic with a woman for the first time in forever*, forcing me to resume unpacking the whole internalised lesbophobia feeling profoundly predatory for my attraction thing and let me tell you. not fun. wish i could get over with so i could like. be normal about it as opposed to aggressively repressing 99% of the time and becoming unhingedly dykeish the other 1%
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people in the fall out boy community still having beef with me and spreading false rumors about me for something that was resolved like a year ago is actually fucking hilarious im sorry. y’all call me obsessive then pull this shit vro 😭 stay mad I guess… I won anyway
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crazy how half of the dreaded mary sue ocs people lost their shit over were joke ocs which were in turn made in response to other joke ocs that they took too fucking seriously and proceeded to blame "cringey little kids" for it and make people too ashamed to have fun with their characters. like cmon, the ORIGINAL mary sue was made as a fucking joke what is your fucking probleeeeemmmmm.
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yall im kinda sad cause from this year on i'm gonna to have to start acting "like an adult" cause there won't be any more "teens" for me to blame my childish demeanor 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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