#y'all ruined me (i ruined myself)

[pokeberry5]

tim in outfits i vaguely remember preppy boys in my high school wearing

(edit: drew more headband tim)

[kuromi-hoemie]

“if she doesn't want to be called dude i won't call her that” - you are assuming you and your friends read as people trans women feel safe enough to speak up to, while already demonstrating you don't take other people seriously enough.

Your habit and lack of self restraint/awareness matter more than common sense i guess. Like i would never call a transmasc “girl” because that would seem like obvious misgendering, but it's different for trans women apparently.

[userautumn]

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[elytrafemme]

holding my breath on this but its only been like 3 days of me REALLY posting other shit on here than just my thoughts and it already feels so much better. like i am glad i have this space to talk about my mental health and very kind people who have stuck with me through my many years of breakdowns but like... i don't know. i'm kind of sick of dealing with my own shit, and being able to like rb silly posts or talk about my interests on here just feels better. i'm still going to be sad as fuck on here sometimes, probably, but i like that i can kinda be a whole person more. i'm so tired of tumblr being the holding cell for my misery. i'm so tired of being miserable. least i can do is post about pokemon every once in a while

[byanyan]

mkay i wrote two more good chunks (bringing us up to exactly 4k fucking words...........) of byan's bio but i'm just starting to touch on the actual lowest, darkest point of their life and it's not really helping the already shit place i'm in mentally, so. think i'm done for the night lmao

[depvotee]

Mmmhh that one time a fandom darling basically showed their whole ass to me bc I wanted to talk about how someone that'd been sexually harassing me and others but tell me not to on the pretense that the person harassing us might hurt themselves just bc they were autistic 🤦🏽‍♂

[taegularities]

mmh...

[billygoat26]

Guys- moots who know me well enough kind of-

I'm not simping solely for fictional characters anymore-

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I hate this, it's weird, I wanna say something to them or at least one of my other irl friends but I'm too scared that 1: they'll judge me and 2: they'll TELL HIM. Dear god I do not need that-

BUT IT WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE (aka it's been on my mind for a few hours too long)

Yesterday, pool party with friends, right?

I knew that he did some workout stuff but I still was NOT prepared- (me, who was fully expecting him to wear some form of his normal outfit but for the pool- noooooope! Shirtless- very unprepared)

And listen, I knew I at least sort of like-liked him before cuz you know, personality and all that stuff, but come onnnn- like- what do I do now??

And then they were playing chicken fights in the pool or whatever the game is called, and after that they were standing on each other's shoulders and pretending to walk on water (We all had just endured a bible unit in our English classes)

He had offered for ME to stand on HIS shoulders- and for that to happen, you know, they gotta swim under, right? Well, we both have the dirtiest of minds (I also just have shitty balance so I was not about to try that anyways. That was the main reason on my mind but I thought of the other stuff after).

I don't even know if I have blushed since elementary school, but if I did then, then thank god for the sun because sunburnsssss

And then he couldn't find his shirt after we had all gotten out, and one of my other friends said that he didn't need the shirt (jokingly) and dear god I wanted to agree (verbally) but I'm too worried about my whole bullshit being too obvious if I did, so I just had to stay quiet. (He ended up not finding it and just having to leave cuz his parents were there)

But that- that day- just... that. It's not. Leaving. My. Mind. Alone.

[that-was-anticlimactic]

there’s something so sacred about sharing what you love with others: whether it be a song or food or clothes, a show or a movie or pictures. it's just... such a deep and personal thing, you know? having someone carve out a little part of their heart and gift it to you with an abundance of joy and excitement and passion... yeah.

[artskls]

that feeling when starfleet expects u to take ur captain seriously but he's flouncing around looking like he's running an onlyfans on the bridge when ur not looking

[dyed-red]

Me before: *lived one province away from where supernatural filmed for most of my life and didn't really think about this or care, despite being a fan*

Me before: *visited Vancouver multiple times during those years and never thought/cared about that proximity to the cast*

Me before: *has been to Texas 3 times and never once thought about j2 while there*

Me now: why did I book a trip to South Australia next week instead of to Tasmania why can't I be where Jared is what kind of fool am I whyyyy

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Anyway being active in a fandom gives you brain rot

[godisasimp]

Interesting pair, I do not personally ship it but honestly kinda curious ☕ could be an interesting ship in an AU or enemies to lover (extreme enemies to lover lmao-) in a way HoDomination kinda helped Kiana grow so y'know not all bad (sure they wanted to steal her core and may or may not have harmed her loved ones but like -)

6/10 not a ship I currently am into but definitely an interesting pair.

[born-to-lose]

All I know about a heart in winter is your poetic synopsis but I do know this kind of emotionally unavailable/cold guys sure is your type 💀😭

What can I say, I don't date, I have projects for pyschological experiments 💔 life imitates art with the exception that my fictional emotionally unavailable blorbos are hot and my ex projects are not

Please watch it tho, it's on YouTube! They portrayed it so well and they don't try to fix him, he's just like that and they're not getting together

[arolesbianism]

Thinking abt the random card au again. Why must it go so crazy hard I miss it sm

[rubiesintherough]

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[arsen1cs4ng0]

it's fucking awful how everyone just had some sort of bad experience in this godforsaken fandom. the cons of being in a small community is that the loud minority will do absolutely anything to ruin shit!!!!!