#xxmeizzxx

[emhliajade]

I have tried joining the crowd,

Only to realize that

Even when I'm surrounded by people,

I'm still alone.

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

I mourn

for myself

because this reality

kills me.

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

I mourn

for myself

because this reality

kills me.

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

I would have saved you,

Only if I was not drowning too.

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

𝖤𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗇𝖾𝖺𝗋,

𝖬𝗒 𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒 𝗌𝗁𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗌 𝗂𝗇 𝖿𝖾𝖺𝗋,

𝖶𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝗍��𝖾 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾?

𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦,

𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦?

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

Hi! I am Emhlia Jade — only my pseudonym thou. You can call me Emhlia, Emh, or Jade. I joined Tumblr when I was only 12 or 13. Now, I'm already 15.

I first came here with the pseudonym "xxmeizzxx." I still have my old poems in my profile, and I actually have no plan of deleting them. They're my memories, my reminder of how fascinated I was, and still am in poetry and human thoughts.

I'm planning to write again.

Some things about me—I am a school news writer, feature writer, and editorial writer. I love poetry and literature. I love music. I like singing, but I'm not very good at it. I can play some pieces in guitar and flute recorder, but then again, I'm not very good at it. I like reading romance, sci-fi, action, and adventure. But right now, I'm into books like "Tuesdays with Morrie" and "The Alchemist." English is not my mother tongue so please, bear with me, guys. I'm also into photography. I love sunset, but sunrise more. Sunrise means new beginning, another chance, more opportunities.

I don't know what else to tell about myself but I hope that we can be friends!♡︎

[emhliajade]

I woke up,

Feeling betrayed,

For you said you love me,

While holding someone's else's hand.

@xxmeizzxx

[emhliajade]

-𝗚𝗼𝗱 𝗚𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗠𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗚𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁-

Oh, I thought

that the sunny day

when you chose to stay

with me in any way

would be the last thing that brought

joy in my face.

And then the time had come,

our vows were uttered,

God gave us the greatest offer:

I would be a father,

and you're gonna be a mom,

we have felt the aether.

Oh, I never knew

that a niveous night

could be the best moment

in my life,

for it had you

and our newly borned child.

@𝐗𝐗𝐦𝐞𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐗𝐗

[emhliajade]

[emhliajade]

Eyes can be deceiving.

They give you faulty emotions

that are caused by manipulation.

So be ware

of the unhinged bear

hanging with the wolf family.

@xxmeizzxx

[emhliajade]

𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒,

𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔.

@xxmeizzxx

[emhliajade]

𝖠 𝗅𝗈𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗂𝖽𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖯𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗋𝖺'𝗌 𝖡𝗈𝗑,

𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝖿𝖺𝗏𝗈𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾.

𝖸𝖾𝗌, 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗋𝖾 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾

𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅, 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝖿𝖺𝗏𝗈𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾.

@𝐗𝐗𝐦𝐞𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐗𝐗

[emhliajade]

Yes, I am not Juliet

But I can stay with you until your dream is get;

I can be with you until my last breath;

I can love you until death.

@𝐗𝐗𝐦𝐞𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐗𝐗

[emhliajade]

𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺

𝘰𝘧 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯

𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥

𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘺

"𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵, 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺.

𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶."

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺

𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳��.

@𝐗𝐗𝐦𝐞𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐗𝐗

[emhliajade]

𝖧𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗒𝗌, "𝗵𝗲𝗶, 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗲,"

𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖺𝖽, 𝖨 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝖺𝗐𝖺𝗒.

𝖨 𝗌𝖺𝗒, "𝗵𝗲𝗶, 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗲,"

𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖺𝖽, 𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌𝗇'𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗒.

@𝐗𝐗𝐦𝐞𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐗𝐗

[emhliajade]

𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘥,

𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦,

𝘕𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘥,

𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦.

𝘐𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴.

@𝐗𝐗𝐦𝐞𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐗𝐗