emhliajade

[emhliajade]

there are poems in your eyes and you dont even know it

[emhliajade]

You hold yourself so well, people would never suspect you're going through hell.

[emhliajade]

I mourn

for myself

because this reality

kills me.

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

I mourn

for myself

because this reality

kills me.

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

“No man, for any considerable period, can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude, without finally getting bewildered as to which may be the true.”

— Nathaniel Hawthorne

[emhliajade]

I would have saved you,

Only if I was not drowning too.

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

I have tried joining the crowd,

Only to realize that

Even when I'm surrounded by people,

I'm still alone.

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

𝖤𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗇𝖾𝖺𝗋,

𝖬𝗒 𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒 𝗌𝗁𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗌 𝗂𝗇 𝖿𝖾𝖺𝗋,

𝖶𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾?

𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦,

𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦?

𝐄𝐦𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞

[emhliajade]

“It’s about who you miss at 2 in the afternoon when you’re busy, not 2 in the morning when you’re lonely.”

— Unknown

[emhliajade]

“With every act of self care your authentic self gets stronger, and the critical, fearful mind gets weaker. Every act of self care is a powerful declaration: I am on my side; each day I am more and more on my side.”

— Susan Weiss Berry

[emhliajade]

— nipuna (via @nipsyyy)

[emhliajade]

Hi! I am Emhlia Jade — only my pseudonym thou. You can call me Emhlia, Emh, or Jade. I joined Tumblr when I was only 12 or 13. Now, I'm already 15.

I first came here with the pseudonym "xxmeizzxx." I still have my old poems in my profile, and I actually have no plan of deleting them. They're my memories, my reminder of how fascinated I was, and still am in poetry and human thoughts.

I'm planning to write again.

Some things about me—I am a school news writer, feature writer, and editorial writer. I love poetry and literature. I love music. I like singing, but I'm not very good at it. I can play some pieces in guitar and flute recorder, but then again, I'm not very good at it. I like reading romance, sci-fi, action, and adventure. But right now, I'm into books like "Tuesdays with Morrie" and "The Alchemist." English is not my mother tongue so please, bear with me, guys. I'm also into photography. I love sunset, but sunrise more. Sunrise means new beginning, another chance, more opportunities.

I don't know what else to tell about myself but I hope that we can be friends!♡︎

[emhliajade]

-𝗚𝗼𝗱 𝗚𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗠𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗚𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁-

Oh, I thought

that the sunny day

when you chose to stay

with me in any way

would be the last thing that brought

joy in my face.

And then the time had come,

our vows were uttered,

God gave us the greatest offer:

I would be a father,

and you're gonna be a mom,

we have felt the aether.

Oh, I never knew

that a niveous night

could be the best moment

in my life,

for it had you

and our newly borned child.

@𝐗𝐗𝐦𝐞𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐗𝐗

[emhliajade]

[emhliajade]

Eyes can be deceiving.

They give you faulty emotions

that are caused by manipulation.

So be ware

of the unhinged bear

hanging with the wolf family.

@xxmeizzxx

[emhliajade]

I woke up,

Feeling betrayed,

For you said you love me,

While holding someone's else's hand.

@xxmeizzxx

[emhliajade]

𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒,

𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔.

@xxmeizzxx