#writing about writing > actually writing 😔✌🏻

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tragic news: oc daydreaming and pondering is interrupted by being at work and having to be present. more at 8

[xokohaneazusawa]

Hiii! I'm your new follower i love ur account😭😭 im sorry if my english is bad, english is my not main language😔

So, yesterday was my birthday and my friend forgot my birthday. He thought it was today!

Not only that, but another friend of mine forgot it and celebrated it today lmao💀

So I think you get the idea😔✌🏻

Can I ask for Bachira and Reo, who forget the reader's birthday and do not understand it no matter how much the reader tries to remind them? You can also add any other character you want. Your writings are very nice!

Also, if you're writing for Genshin, can Venti join in? he's so silly I love him🙁 And if you don't want to do it, that's okay! I'm crying from anxiety as I write this👺

Happy (late) birthday, Anon!! I'm so sorry about your friends, and lets hope they remember next year!!!!! Also so sorry Anon, but I don't actually write for Venti!! It's just that I don't know his personality very well and it would be so out of character!!

Bachira Meguru -> To be 100% honest, he does have a pretty decent reputation to fall asleep all over the goddamn place and at any time, so there is a chance that when you were telling him he was either A- falling asleep, or B - man was just not paying attention. -> Even if you tell him for weeks leading up to it, his brain probably only has the capacity to hold so much, and most of it is with football practice and things like that. -> Seems like the kinda to have to write things down to remember them, and write things on his hand but always ends up sweating it off because of lovely practice -> Though when he finally does write it down, of course it’s on the wrong day. -> Never actually gets to that day, because you finally confront him about it on your actual birthday, to which he doesn’t seem too bad about it. Only saying it was an accident even if you had told him so many times. -> Does actually start to feel bad when he sees that you're so upset about it, and goes to the store immediately after to get you a cake. One reason being that it’s a birthday cake, and the second for the fact he felt bad, and who doesn’t like cake when they feel bad? -> Will write it down afterwards and make sure he gets your birthday right every year from then on Reo Mikage -> Man is always pretty busy, I mean between having to be Nagi’s taxi, working on school, football, and his families company sometimes he mishears things -> This was probably just a misunderstanding writes it down on the wrong day, not actually meaning to do that to you -> Even if you remind him a bunch there is a chance that he’ll think about it for a minute but just thing that he misheard you (even though he only actually misheard you the first time) and never actually change it to the correct day -> Is actually really sweet when your birthday is coming up but when you finally get confused on why he didn’t do anything for your birthday on the actual day you were born you were most likely pretty confused, to which he was confused as well. He could have sworn you said the day after.. -> Though luckily for you, he normally gets express/first class shipping (to be rich and have good shipping, what a dream..) So he still had a gift and everything and he promises that he’ll change it on basically everything he has -> Makes sure to write it down on basically everything, so he never has to run into this problem again and makes sure he never makes you never have to go through somebody forgetting such a special day for you

[bigball-thefrog]

Hey so i saw that you were finished with the dressrosa arc and i was maybe wondering if you could write something for Cavendish. I know he is not listed on your list but i really have been thinking of that beautiful man recently 😔. Maybe you could write something along the lines of like maybe the reader and Cavendish had a thing with eachother but like before she joined the strawhat pirates. Like Cavendish was deeply in love with her but she suddenly left and now obviously is under Luffy’s command. Maybe she met him before he was a pirate and she knows of his alter ego Hakuba. Then like they cross paths with eachother again in dressroas. If you can’t do this character i’m totally fine with that✌🏻I just can’t find much on cavendish. OH! And it would be cool if the reader is in the grunge/goth style just because that’s what i am :) THANK YOU! I HOPE UR DOING WELL

Hi hi hi!!! So i really like this idea so I did write it. This won't be a one time thing and I'm placing a new rule for my account, if you want me to write for someone in One Piece that is not listed on my character list then the prompt/idea must at least, make me giggle or laugh, or it's a really good idea for angst. So please enjoy your Cavendish, I hope I wrote it well enough and that you like it

Warnings/Tags:

Spoilers for Dressrosa

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Narrator POV

Cavendish, the man that made every woman fall to heir knees in love was smitten. And saying that was unusual because he was always the one making people fall in love, not the other way around. And why was he so in love? Because you didn't show interest.

Yes it sounds crazy but for some context, you and Cavendish knew each other even before he became a pirate. He was the hottest boy around and you were the first to not be affected by his charms, you were different than the other girls he's met. You sat there in your dark grungy outfits, ignoring his advances to charm or impress you with his beauty. It was shocking to him, women fell at his feet and you weren't, and he needed to know why. So he started talking to you and you both actually got along really well. Now here's why he started falling, most of the girls he meets only fell for him and liked him because of his charming looks, but since you weren't attracted to his looks you got to know him on a personal level, you became a genuine friend that cared about him deeply and not for just his looks, and he liked that, it felt nice to be genuinely cared for. You were the first person he told about his alter ego, Hakuba, and surprisingly you didn't run when he told you and that meant a lot to him. Meeting such a genuine person He started to fall for you. He continued trying to charm you, hoping to get you to feel the same but it seemed like nothing worked. Then one night after a frustrated confession from him you actually confessed back and he was surprised. But from that night you were closer than ever, you were a strange couple him being all charming and dramatic while you were all dark and quiet, when people saw you together it resembled a peacock and a crow. He was a flashy peacock and you were a crow that loved flashy things.

But one day you just disappeared without a trace. No note, no reason, he just never saw you again. He was upset, thinking you were just using him but he managed to move on, then he became a pirate and he only cared about the attention. Now he was in Dressrosa, a famous pirate loved by the ladies and his anger towards Strawhat Luffy.

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Despite his anger towards Luffy he was currently helping him by giving Luffy and Law a lift on his horse as they rode to Doflamingos castle. After his horse was hurt and now he was stuck with Robin and Bartolomeo, he saw someone running towards them. He had his sword ready but when the person came closer he almost dropped the sword. Why were you here? Of all the places and all the times to see you again you just had to appear in the middle of a fight. But you ran past him and towards Robin. Robin was catching you up on the current situation while Cavendish just stared. Once Robin left to go catch up with the others in the Sunflower fieldyou turned around, wanting to help here but then you also froze. You didn't know that Cavendish was here so you both froze as you stared at each other. Step by step you both made your way towards each other.

Once you were only inches apart he spoke, "You're okay....?" He questioned, not sure exactly what to say or ask, you nodded, "Always have been.." "Why did you leave me?" He asked with a hurt tone as he took your hand in his. You sighed and admitted, "I got into some trouble with some bad people.... And I didn't want you to get involved" "So you left without saying anything?" "I didn't want you to be worried..." "You didn't want me to be worried?! I was worried sick because you just disappeared without a trace!! I thought you used me to get me vulnerable so I would tell you about Hakuba and you could turn me in to the marines! You can't just disappear like that when I... I care about you so damm much..." Cavendish cupped your cheek and have you a genuine look of care. "You were my lover, why wouldn't I care...?" He moved to hold your hands again and rested his forehead against yours. "Don't disappear again... You're the person I'm closest to, my heart can't take it again.." He asked as he gave your hands a tight squeeze "Alright... I won't disappear... I'll try better to keep in touch this time.." you squeezed his hands back reassuringly.

Cavendish smiled and pulled away, "Good, now I'd love to hear what you've been up to but we have a fight going on so afterwards I say we find the least destroyed place in the kingdom and catch up, I'd love to hear where the Hell you've been since I last saw yo-" Cavendish was cut off by Bartolomeo, "OH MY GOD, IS THAT ANOTHER STRAWHAT?!?! *Sniff* *Sob* THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!" Cavendish looked at him with disgust then looked back at you with concern, "Please don't tell me you're-" "Yes.. I'm apart of Luffy's crew..." "Strawhat Luffy...?" "Yes.. Strawhat Luffy..." Cavendish visibly twitched at your confirmation at being apart of Luffy's crew. His teeth and jaw clenched at this and his hand gripped his sword but once he saw your look of concern he took a deep breath to calm down, "I'm fine... I'm fine with that... Strawhat Luffy... I'm... Fine with that.... I'm glad you found a crew you're happy in... Even if it's someone I wanted to kill.... Yes... It's fine... Everything is fine..." He was still twitching. Someone tried to attack him from behind but you quickly took them down, "Cavendish I know you're having another one of your dramatic breakdowns but it's not the time for that!" Cavendish snapped out of it when you saved him and nodded, "Right, but I'm coming to find you after this!" he announced as he drew his sword and the fight continued.

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The fight was over, Doflamingo is in jail and Luffy had won. As promised, Cavendish hunted you down and now you were both walking and talking through the flower field near the cottage you and the others were resting in. You were holding hands and as you both told stories of your adventures over the seas. Soon it was getting dark and Cavendish would have to go back to the castle soon so you both decided to lay in the flowers and watch the sun set. "It's all so beautiful, isn't it?" you asked as you turned to face Cavendish, "It is, not as beautiful as me, or you of course, but it's nice to lay here with you and watch the sunset with you again" he replied as he moved closer to you. "Is there really no way I can convince you to join my crew...?" He asked you. You sighed, "I'm sorry Cavendish, I've been with the Strawhats so long it would feel wrong to just leave... I love you more than anything but my loyalty lies to Luffy, even if my heart belongs to you." Cavendish frowned but gave you a small nod, "I understand... You're a loyal person, to me and Luffy.. I trust you to take care of yourself, and I trust Luffy enough to make sure you are safe.." "Really..?" "Yes you're still my closest friend and the love of my life and this won't be the last time we will see each other, I'll make sure of it. I'll sne letters, I'll get transporder snails, I'll do whatever it takes to communicate with you and speak to you. All I ask is that you don't disappear again and leave me alone again.." Cavendish fully turned to face you and you did the same, "I promise, I won't do something stupid like that again. I'll communicate to you this time if I ever need your help." Cavendish smiled and cupped your cheek, you both leaned in shared a tender and passionate kiss under the setting sun, your bond stronger than ever.

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Nothing much to say this time, I will most likely finish my Slasher Rob Lucci this week where I will talk more so see you all next time

Kelly🐸

[henrysglock]

Hi! Just wanted to say that I adore your theories! You’re insane and the level of insanity is something I aspire to achieve one day. I binged your and aemiron-main’s theories and your brains are so big that your necks must hurt from the weight they carry! The dedication, the analysis – I’m utterly insane about fringe/ST parallels (I’m krokodilsredimudil here, I can’t write from that account) but I can’t notice a lot of things, so I’m waiting for you to finish s5!

hey thanks!! i'm tickled <3 (my neck hurts, but it's just the craniocervical instability ✌🏻😔)

The analysis is unending!! Here's to hoping we can chew through all of it by the time ST5 comes. Every time we get brand new info it's just like:

Although now, I guess, people are calling in-depth analysis "nonsensical blabbering"...so...Fringe-Things-posting from St. Pennhurst's ✌🏻😗 with my besties Victor and Walter. We share a cell!

I honestly can't wait to finish Fringe Season 5, I get the feeling it's going to do SO much for me in the way of Stranger Things. I've heard whispers of a final timeline reset, and I'm staring at ST like. Is...is that how we're resolving this? Scott's theoretical universe where nothing bad ever happened? Godbless. I'd actually accept that with both hands. I'd gobble that up like Christmas dinner.

Rest assured, I will be sharing whatever insanity comes to me! Peace and love /gen!!

[frickingnerd]

thanks for writing my request!!!!!!!

Adam and Eve are my top favorites, I knew they would as soon as I saw them in the alien spaceship lol

I actually have a side blog (@glorytodroidkind) where I focus on writing Nier: Automata (and even Replicant!) oneshots and headcanons if you're ever in need to see some other nier content (heaven knows its hard to find sometimes).

One thing i dislike about having the brothers as my favorites is that I????? have to deal with people shipping them??? I once saw a comment that said "with the way adam was holding eve there's no way that they're just brothers" and I wanted to bleach my eyes.

(this is also kind of why i started writing more fanfiction bc if i couldn't find the content i wanted i was gonna make it myself)

adam and eve are great! big fan of the two of them as well (adam is my fav out of the two 👉🏻👈🏻)

i left you a follow and can't wait to read through your works! i def know the struggle of being into a more underrated fandom or character and having no fanworks of them 🤧 that's pretty much why i made this blog, to write about some of my fav fandoms that i couldn't find anything to read for 😔✌🏻

and yuck! i think i get why people do the shipping, because there aren't really many characters to ship them with otherwise and they wanna see their blorbos date someone but yeah, yuck 😳 some of these people seem to have never heard of platonic love 👁👄👁

[leqclerc]

5, 10, and 15 <3

5. What character that you’re writing do you most identify with? 

Hmm, I try to be fair and write both characters as fairly and accurately as I can. That being said, it was sometimes hard for me to... remove my own personal feelings from my writing when I wrote some of my heavier Nico/Lewis stuff, mainly the ones with implied/background Sebastian/Lewis. I just... I know some people were really amused by the awkward triangle going on between them from like 2015-2016—on the podium, in the cooldown room, during press conferences, but I hated it. I just felt sorry for Nico in that situation, being the odd one out, the one no one wanted around, the one everyone criticizes for being overly dramatic or emotional, for not having Sebastian’s sense of humour, and I think some of that bled through. Imo both Nico and Lewis have done awful things to each other, to get under each other’s skin, but Nico generally seemed to be the more amiable one, the one more open to the idea of repairing their relationship, and things like that made me sympathize with him that bit more, I guess. Now, I never bashed anybody involved—I would never do that—it’s just that I tended to stick with him as the (arguably, sometimes unreliable) narrator and so his emotions and his experiences were brought to the forefront and amplified. 

10. How would you describe your writing process?

Oof. Hm. It’s mostly just opening the damn Docs file and... writing what comes to me. Sometimes I’ll come up with something really great (or something that feels really great at the time anyway) and run to jot it down on my phone before I forget (and forget I do, lol.) I don’t really plot things—beyond, like, having the bones of the story rattling around (haha, puns) in my head, maybe envisioning a couple of key scenes or themes I want to include, and a general idea of the vibe I’m going for. I rarely actually write these things down, or if I do, I’m very brief and it’s usually just a couple of bullet points. There’s no spider diagram, no mind map, no big plan. Which is probably very chaotic and very unprofessional, but it’s how I roll and tbh most of the time it seems to be working for me, lol. Of course I’m very... I guess finicky and tend not to be, like, immediately satisfied with my work, so a lot of the time I’ll write a sentence and then tweak it. And edit it. And change the wording. And then...move it several lines down because it makes more sense there. So things tend to be quite fluid during the process itself. I don’t always get it right on the first go—I mean, sometimes, but those lines are like literary unicorns, lmao. Generally it takes a while for me to be, like, properly content with what I’ve written.

As for, like, background prep or whatever, I like making playlists for myself, having a few go-to songs that set the mood and sort of... give me the vibe that I’m trying to achieve. 

15. Which is harder: titles or summaries (or tags)?

Probably the title? Again, I’m finicky and tend to change things several times before I finally settle on something (usually a lyric or a line from a poem because, tragically, I’m basic like that.) The tag ideas usually appear while I’m writing, when the vibe becomes apparent and you sort of have a vague idea of what you’re gonna include—Light Angst, Complicated Relationships, Self-Destructive Behaviour, Breakup, Post-Breakup, Unresolved Emotional Tension, Pining, Lack of Communication, Non-Explicit Sex are some of my favourites/most used, lol. I tend to keep them brief, usually using anywhere between two and six tags, enough to give people a taste of what’s inside without giving them whiplash, lmao. For summaries I usually use a line or two from the fic itself. 

[avid-adoxography]

New Year's resolutions but it's actually a list of stuff that I need/want to work on, let's goooooooo!!

About my F/Os:

Sturm ~ I will give him new arms. It's a promise, a threat (to everyone) and a treat (for me) >:3c

Oliver ~ I oughta finish updating his bio and make him some proper reference sheets. And his horse too. Trust me it's important for the lore™

Lord Kardok ~ Same as above, but to a much more deep extent. A redesign is long due too, both in terms of character and weapon design (of which I already have something ready), but maaan... shit's hard when the hyperfixation ain't kicking in ✌🏻😔

About my S/Is:

Griselda Thaar / Murias ~ Finalize her design and publish her bio. She's such a complex character on which I've been working so intensely on, I think she deserves to be shared with the world too uwu

Silvia Baronio ~ I need a.. uh... reference sheet for her mutated form. And maybe plan some extra outfits too (including some proper Romanian ones for uhh... A couple special occasions dhhd) but we'll see.

Monstersona ~ Update their reference sheet and separate the OG from the one I'm using as my Deltarune!sona to avoid confusion.

MediEvil!sona ~ Oh god where do I even start with this... Delete it. Break it. Twist it. Reshape it. Upgrades people! UPGRADES!! I have a new story, new ideas and improved skills to make something good out of this mess trust me >:3

Stuff in general:

Try to be more active in the selfship community AND with my mutuals (collabs, trades, gifts.. ya know the drill <3c)

Make more art and, more importantly, actually post my works instead of hoarding them like a loser dhdb

Get back into writing. For reals this time. And post that as well ffs.

Stop being emotionally constipated and actually gush more about my faves >:(

Speaking of, I will now be sharing headcanons on main. No more secrets, y'all're gonna be cursed with forbidden knowledge about my fos whether y'all like it or not gjsvk

Find some new friends who like the same media I'm into and do shenanigans together? Maybe..? I'd. Really love that ngl hhh <3c

Aaand that's p much it, hopefully I'll stick to it and get to do at least one thing right eventually djdh sooo... yeah let's see how it goes 👀🤞🏻

[borathae]

YOO BOI DID THAT CHAPTER GET ME IN MY FEELS-

I felt every FUCKING EMOTION I could and I'm here to bark about it.

I AM NOT IN A STATE TO CHOSE A FAVOURITE PART FROM THE (love making) ROLEPLAY SO Y'ALL READ THAT AGAIN.

First of all, personally, I NEVER EXPECTED MYSELF TO BE A DOM TO JUNGKOOK, EVEN THOUGH I'M A DOM BY DEFAULT (lmao is that right? idk, I just know y'all would get me anyways) BUT WHAT IN THE NAME OF MONA LISA'S EYEBROW DID THIS OC AND JUNGKOOK DO TO ME-

I CAN'T GET MYSELF TO EVEN THINK OF SUBBING FOR HIM ANYMORE WHEN I CAN JUST MAKE HIM BEG WHILE I PEG HIM🧍🏻‍♀️😔😫😏 BUT IF WE GET A DOM AAOL JUNGKOOK THEN WHAT-

Me to my now 'I'M NEVER SUBBING FOR HIM' mindset:

THE WHOLE STORY IS TOO HOT FOR ME TO SAY ANYTHING EXCEPT I'D LIKE TO REQUEST AN AFTER 8 SESSION OF JUNGKOOK AND OC IN HIS OFFICE🧍🏻‍♀️🚶‍♀️🏃‍♀️💨

Coming to the actual REASON I wanted to bark, THE AFTER MATH of it.

WHY IS LUCKY DOING THAT TO HERSELF AND TO BUNNY?"?*?#)@#;"... AND ALL OF US!!!

But I don't blame her cause Jungkook's romantic self is impossible to not fall for.

Also, Jungkook went from being alone and not wanting to wake up the next day to wanting a life with her.

We love to see it, though we know it's not going to be that easy, atleast he's trying to find a reason to wake up the next day.

It's obvious for them to fall but a safe landing is what seems to be very impractical to Lucky,.....actually, she doesn't even want to imagine one, as she knows she'd to be drawn too much into it to figure out things.

NEXT COMES A PART THAT MADE ME SO PROUD?"!$?$)#! Like damn, I DIDNT EVEN WRITE THAT-

A very very important issue: NO IS A NO NOT MATTER WHAT GENDER IT IS OR IF THEY WERE CONSENSUAL BEFORE AND AREN'T ATM. SICK HOMOSAPIENS DONT TAKE A HINT, I GET IT, bitch ATLEAST GET SHIT THATS TOLD TO YOU TO YOUR BRAIN AND USE THAT ORGAN.

Also Ryujin, I get it that your boss is too hot to handle and has given you consent before, but HE said NO and you play the GUILT TRIPPING CARD?

Then comes THE FIRST (?) JUNGKOOK AND OC MEET! OMFG freaking finally! But I'm glad it wasn't rushed. I, for the first time ever, got trapped lmao. I BELIEVED IT WAS LUCKY THEN NOT AND THEN THAT SHE WAS HER AND THEN NOT AND-

SIBI CONVINCED ME ENOUGH TO MAKE MY BRAINCELLS SHUT.

WHY DID YOU EVEN STOP BESTIE😭

SHE GAVE HERSELF AWAY WITH A FEW PARTICULAR things and I'M HAPPY JUNGKOOK ISNT DUMB.

ALSO "IT'S ME. BUNNY." DID THINGS TO ME I DARE NOT DISCUSS COZ-

Then comes the part where JUNGKOOK'S AND MY HEART SHATTERED TO PIECES ONLY LUCKY (SIBI) COULD FIND AND FIX. MY EYES WERE TEARING UP.

Also, I genuinely want people to not hate Happy here, even though she was harsh with her words, she did the right thing. Imagine being her, having a guy at your sex club trying to be someone your frnd doesn't want. He'd potentially seem like those obsessive ones that should be got ridden off for OCs security and privacy.

(Don't come @ me, y'all I'm just giving a potential scenario. I know he isn't. )

Then came the tsunami of heart wreck for me and Jungkook that had my eyes peeing for way too long.

Every freaking line had its impact right in my heart and YALL NEED TO READ THAT AGAIN TOO.😗🥲✌🏻

Also, I'm not done.

First of all I am loving the fact that you are yelling for the majority of this becAUSE YES OMFG YELL YOUR EMOTIONS AT ME 🤧🤧 second of all afjdsjjf the MEMES JSJJS you know that I am a sucker for a good meme and those memes are just 10/10 😂💜

Also:

Also, Jungkook went from being alone and not wanting to wake up the next day to wanting a life with her.

please catch me crying in the club with my alcohol free mimosa in my hand because this shit breaks me, fuck I love him 😭😭 (i'm acting as if I didn't write this character but lisTEN I LOVE HIM ALRIGHT)

Also I am all for loving Happy, she was just a good friend and we all need a real one like her in our life 😔😔😔

Now I am off to answer part two of you barking at me and I am loving it and you 🥺😭💜