#wow this is a mess asdf

[juncpers-blog]

tiredness hijacking every bone, muscle, and nerve in the brunette’s body placed juniper in hands of dizziness and injected more then enough sleep haha’s then she could bare . her eyes had felt heavy and her legs had felt as if they no longer belonged to her .. yawns fell from her lips, and her brain had begged her to catch an uber home and crawl into her cloud like bed, entangle herself in her own soft sheets . but despite how tempting the idea was, juniper could not force herself to leave the four walls of the studio . instead ? she seemed to have done everything but sleep . she rubbed her eyes, span around in her chair, even got up and did jumping jacks . and when that failed ? she let out a big old huff and puff, grabbed her purse and headed for the vending machines . her ambition and excitement she had for her new album being to dominant and powerful to let the tiredness win. or at least that’s what she told herself as she grabbed the fourth redbull from the vending slot . she was going to drink these, power through and then she would sleep . it was the perfect plan .. or more like it seemed like the perfect plan before she turned around and spotted another . the reality that holding four red bulls in her hand seemed a bit crazy hitting her right in the face . and well ? she couldnt help but laugh at herself . full on laugh . ‘ god i look insane don’t i ? ‘ she asked the bystander, a sleepy smile on her lips . ‘ i swear , im not but  i wont blame you if you answer yes . ‘ she laughed, head shaking . ‘ im .. trying to fight of sleep and well ? whats better to do that then getting a caffeine high ? ‘ she told them, holding the red bulls up and shaking them slightly .

@ofsahars

[spierfeld]

hi hi sorry for being basically Absent on here i’m trying to maintain a queue and stuff but my life is really busy rn thank u to those of you who stick around :’)

[loki-the-trikster-god]

hihi friend it’s clyde!

i’m so sorry lol i took even longer to respond that u did (which was fine take ur time amigo) i literally read ur message then forgot it was my turn to respond

proves how well my brain is functioning (it’s not functioning at all)

...ok that’s a strange way to have pasta. does it still taste good? *hands u a carrot*

muffins are a valid and respected part of the community. they are loved by all.

ahahaha yeahhhhh

i still can’t spell definitely (and i won a spelling bee when i was 8 soooooo)

yeesh that’s messed up bro. it’s still technically right, i can say that, even though i don’t know what radicals are

ahhhh yeah for example i can tune out french class.

oh shit i’m in health class rn and we are learning about “human development and sexual health”

yay so more heteronormative stuff! non trans or all gender inclusive! and it’s super cringy too! so i can spend all class yelling to my friend about how society sucks.

seriously tho that system is fucked up

ahahaha yes. swords are good

i wish i could seduce ppl that would be like so cool

yes you can touch. *floods ur hair too*

floof floof floof floofffffffff

floof good

asdf ikr i have a science project and i’ve literally been procrastinating it all week (i still haven’t started it) and it’s gonna take 10 years to do

ooh cool. i like medieval culture and being in those sort of settings. there was a thing i went to a few years ago called medieval times and it was so amazing! it was like being in the medieval era! i really liked it it’s amazing

i just... struggle with those kinds of books, tho i’m sure if i did read them i would like it

oh fucking shit were doing a lesson on literally gender identity and sexual orientation the very thing i’m having a crisis over wow okay this might kill me.

i’m sorry for the health class commentary i’m just dying internally rn ughhhhhhhh

ahaha yeah i think u’d love the book tbh it is literally the funniest thing ever

yes u are right everyone’s taste is valid and it doesn’t define them it’s just what they like

ahahaha yes u kick their ass darling just don’t dent ur sword that’s bad. yeah don’t stab them it will be messy and it’ll interfere with the play

ooh u play the cello that’s really cool. i wish i played an instrument but sadly i can just tap on the drums which isn’t really a talent lol

ahahaha yes lol. yees the homies need to chill

okay this is gonna sound weird but i like it to be around 18-20 degrees celsius bc i can go out in sweatpants and a hoodie and that’s my ideal clothing but any colder is freezing and hotter is too warm (i don’t like shorts) sooooo hehe. hbu?

and i love ur icon it is beautiful :) new aesthetic very you 👌

oki i hafta go back to suffering through class now

until next time amigo! :)

*kicks the door open* Howdy bitch I’m finally answering lol :)))

I got home from orchestra and was like. Sick tired where you’re so tired you feel like you have a fever and then I was like wow I haven’t slept more than six hours in like a week that’s bad and then I passed out for 12. Probably gonna do another super long night tomorrow just to keep myself alive. Anyhow.

*crunches carrot* it’s perfectly fine,,,,., not the best but fine,,,,, the reason for freezing it is that it’s precooked so you thaw it and then cook for less time.

Muffins are so so valid.

Radicals are square roots. Algebra is the second worst class in the history of the universe. (The first being a specific history class taught by this one super old batshit teacher. I like history but he sucked.)

Ah yes, the joys of “””””health”””” class. It’s not fun, man. They did that with us this year and that’s the year I came out at school and let me tell you they did not know what to do they were so confused they were like this is random but do u know that tik tok sound that’s the song am I a man or am I a muppet (you probably don’t know what I’m saying and I sound crazy but oh well) but anyways they were like what the fuck gender is this help cause they’re dumb.

Someday, child, you shall learn the art of sEdUcTiOn. Or not, who knows. Whatever you end up liking. Swords do always help tho, pro tip 😉

FLOOF FLOOF FLOOF FLOOF floof is is a fun activity :))))))))

Oooof I skipped the entirety of chem yesterday and now idk what’s happening guess I’ll figure that out as I go lol. I believe in myself.

Rigjt now I’m in math and I’m too tired to think so that’s fun.

Omg one of the only non-repressed memories I have of being a child is in sixth grade I went to a medieval times. It Slapped. Our knight won and I got to hold a falcon and I was losing my mind. It was cause we won an orchestra competition that we got to go. Also that’s valid, once again it’s an acquired taste of mine lol.

Oh I *hate* that. I’d almost rather have it not be acknowledged like it was for me than have some cishet teach me what it’s like to have a gender/sexuality crisis.

I won’t actually stab him I’ll just stab him a little. I’ll stab him lightly. Delicately. And he’ll cry like a little boy. This is my cruel fantasy, at least. I’m kinda mean but then again so is he 😔

Drum tapping is a skill lol. Yeah I’ve been doing cello for a while I do it in school and outside of school which is a Lot of cello but oh well it’s fun.

*quickly checks my F to C converter* oh that’s such a valid temperature I like it too cause then I can wear my black jeans and my sweaters and I don’t have to wear a binder to not be dysphoric which is sexy of me (/j) so yeah I agree

I also like wind in the spring a Lot and I’ll always have my window open.

Awww thanks I’m v happy with my little icon it’s my man paul gross in hamlet at ,,,, Stratford. Part of my obsession lol.

Math class is starting to teach so I should listen so until next time bro :)))

[reachingforaspark]

ASDF OH MY GOD YOU DO FIC RECS?! You perfect human being! Have you ever thought about doing a crossover between Hunger Games and Marvel?? And I’m not talkin AU—I’m talkin MCU Peter and Tony running into Peeta and Katniss after the latest Avengers mess upsets the walls between universes or something. Maybe the four of them will bond over self-sacrificial tendencies lol Thank you for sharing a piece of your lovely mind re: Hunger Games and Marvel with us! :))

Ah, okay, first up, you are the perfect human being! Second of all, I am SO SORRY it took so long to respond to this. 

Iron Man and Spider-Man are chasing a bad dude through the subway tunnels, but he’s proving slippery “Wow,” Peter pants as he sprints down the tunnel, “This guys really drank his go juice this morning.” “Less talking.” Tony grits out as he whips through the air after him, “more bad guy chasing.”

Until Tony overshoots the corner, and gets shot backwards by a blast of shimmering energy, and his loyal Spiderling shoots a web onto his back, trying to slow his spin towards the wizard, but gets yanked after him. 

They bounce once or twice, and then roll along the ground and find themselves in a derelict concrete train station.  Tony whistles. “The M.T.A are really letting these go, aren’t they.”  “How long has it even been since you’ve taken the subway anyway?” Peter asks, helping Tony to his feet.

They both tense as they realise they have an audience. Two kids watch them from the platform, the girl short and wiry looking, one fist raised and body angled in front of the boy. Their eyes are equally wary. “Hey kiddos,” Tony calls, and watches as they flinch away from his shining gauntlets. “Don’t worry about this, it’s just my- ah, high tech prosthesis.” Peter pulls off his mask and shows them his empty hands in a gesture of goodwill

Introductions are made, and Katniss and Peeta describe how their train rolled into the empty station, then left without them. 

They agree to explore, although Katniss seems reluctant to split up with strangers, and Katniss and Peter (ugh that is so hard to write) go to explore the other side of the platform while Peeta and Tony search that side.

Tony notices Peeta wincing, and asks what’s wrong. Peeta admits he’s got a prosthesis too, but not quite as fancy, so Tony sits him down on a bench to have a look at it. 

Meanwhile, Katniss and Peter climb up onto the other side of the platform and start poking around. They make forced small talk, Katniss being wary and keeping one eye on Peeta, Peter being just a tad intimidated by Katniss’s scowl. 

She eventually asks about the costume.  “Oh, um-” Peter fidgets, “it’s my superhero persona.” “What’s a superhero?” Katniss asks. “Oh, someone who like, protects other people and fights bad guys.”  Katniss thinks about this, then nods. “So like a solder?”  “No,” Peter reassures her, “I’m a civilian. Kind of like, volunteering.”  “I volunteered too.” She tells him, and for some reason she looks incredibly sad.  “That’s cool,” he tells her, “you must be really brave.”  She shrugs. “Just did what I had to do.”  “Yeah,” Peter says, “same, once I got my enhancements I-” “They enhanced you?” Katniss interrupts, and something in her eyes softens. “Peter I’m so sorry.”  “It’s not all bad,” he says, “I can do some pretty awesome stuff now, like, see?”  He jumps up onto the roof hanging there for a second, then backflips back down. “Plus,” he adds, picking up a rock and crushing it to dust in his hand. “Super strength.” Katniss stares at him for a second, then abruptly turns away.  “Peeta!” She yells, “I’ve changed my mind about those enhancements!” 

Anyway, they can’t find a way out, so they sit on the platform, jokes are told, bonding is done, Katniss gets very hungry and a little feral. The superheros are horrified to hear about the Hunger Games, and Tony starts teaching Katniss and Peeta on how to safely overthrow a regime and loading them up with tech. He feels for this “Haymitch” character, having a feeling his mentees are no easier to keep in line than his own. 

Eventually a train rolls in, with just one carriage, and they all board it together, Peter about jumping out of his skin at the idea of a Capital raid.  Seriously, smushing these two worlds together stretched my brain something chronic.  Thank you so much for the ask! 

[noctuaalba]

wow your art is so beautiful asdf, it truly makes me consider trying to draw (mostly to fulfill my imagination of drawing my girlfriend (I don't have one yet, but a girl can dream right?) like the disaster bi I am, but still, any tips for someone who has zero experience and doesn't know anything whatsoever?)

first of all: thank you!

My advice number one is to have fun! Take your time to explore different techniques, make a mess with all the color, draw only stuff that you like-  just enjoy the feel of it! It will helps you understand what your favourite things are, what works for you  in terms of tools and gestures, so it will be your starting point. Don’t start out trying to achieve the perfect artwork, the number of scrapped art will hugely outnumber the number of the works you’ll be happy of, even after years. But even mistakes are progress. Once you feel a bit more confident, look up tutorials , both books and online stuff, for life drawing (in school we’d first try drawing objects, then move on to people) and anatomy.  Idk if this helps, but you have my blessing! Go and draw all the girls     

[taesthetes]

(1/?) Travel-anon-hi! Sorry for the late reply, I've been feeling a bit under the weather D: But wow! That's so sweet of you for what you did for your mom! My family's not big on celebrating parent days, but we do go out for dinners - my mom's bday is a couple days before, so we merge the two ;u;~ Thank you! I'll probably come back with a pile of photos, and be super picky which to instagram, haha. Oh! Good idea with the perfume! I normally don't carry any, but this sounds like a good reason to.

(2/?) Aw, you had to give up your internship? I’m sorry D: but on the bright side, vacation? Would you be able to do the internship another time? In terms of expensiveness, I think HK topped it for me. The livelihood there is super high end and overpriced to me :/ And ikr! I wish it were like that here too, but North America’s just too big and spread out for that unless you lived downtown, but that’s expensive D: In December, one Japan night was 24 degrees celsius ouo;; that’s pretty much summer

(3/?) But it does depend where you’re at in Japan! That night I was in Tokyo! It’ll be colder if you’re farther north~ I don’t know if the magikarp promo is still going D: but if it is, you definitely have to try it! I actually like the “crispy sandwich caramel” haagen dazs! I can’t get it where I’m from ;u; so depriveeeed. Your convenience stores sound so much better than mine! All mine have are dollar store things and candy OTL? Usually super grungy looking too. Aw, that’s cute! Do you visit?

(4/?) For the cat, not your sister (well, I guess her too), haha. I don’t remember, did you say you’d try to get a pet in the future for yourself, maybe? Yep! Certain holidays or popular events cause tickets to be more expensive to those countries during those times~ It’s still modern art?! Why isn’t there any traditional ones D:?! I actually prefer modern art, haha; mostly the interactive type ones! I don’t particularly have a favourite artist; I appreciate based on how interesting their-

(5/?) concepts are and how well they executed it. I mean, we did drop a lot of cash on the machines (and won nothing a lot of times), so I’m pretty sure that’s why they took pity on us, haha! I hope you’re lucky enough to either win it yourself, or find someone to help you! I also wish for you to be good at those games ;D! Have you had any more ramen since I last spoke to you? You’re still making me crave for it, and I can’t have any right now ;u; Oo, barely any jet lag can be a good thing!

(6/?) I don’t jet lag much when I travel, but the bits that I do, I accounted for, and used it for long-term traveling within the country! Oo, I hope I get to try a vietnamese hot pot some time then :D! If we ever manage to meet up in another country, let’s hit up vietnamese hot pot, haha. Omg, both of those movies were so good!! Infinity war, I really hope you do get to see it soon D: There’s so many spoilers out already, and it would suck if you got completely ruined to it beforehand!

(7/?) I preordered all 4 albums when they first opened it :D;; If I was only getting 1 of them though, I’d have gotten O! What about you? Did you preorder, or are you going to hit up a store when it’s released where you are? Which is your favourite concept? And, omg, yes. Jimin’s pretty hardcore when it comes to going 0 to 100, so I tend to die fairly often, haha. How do you manage to keep up with Tae?! He’s just as bad, if not worse, than Jimin’s 0-100?! He’s too pretty and amazing as a person!

(8/8) I was going to end this at 7, but well, here’s 8, haha. I follow on yt, and when a notice pops up, I listen and fav the song if it matches my tastes :D NCT is going haaard right now, like wow, almost every other week or two OTL I’ve been into kpop for so long that I like a lot of groups, so it’s hard to recount all of them, haha. What about you? Who else do you listen to? How long have you been into kpop? How was the Tswift concert?! Did you have an amazing time?? How early did you lineup?

hello, m’love!! oh noo, i’m so sorry to hear that ): are you feeling better now? make sure to drink lots of fluids and rest up! and thank you :’) i hope you had a good dinner with your family!! and happy belated birthday to your mom 💕 oh gosh, my instagram is a mess, i just post sporadically and nothing matches. but i think i’ll start trying to make a nicer instagram page though haha. yeah, it’s pretty helpful with the perfume because you can’t bring pepper spray onto planes or anything for travel, so i just pack a small perfume bottle instead!

yeah, i’m excited for the vacation!! i won’t be able to do an internship until next summer then unfortunately. oooh, i heard kong kong is really nice! but i’ll make sure not to go there until i have money lmao. yeah, the only way walking is fine in north america is if i live in one of the big cities, like nyc. oh my god, in december??? it’s going to be even worse since i’m going in the summer D: i think overall it’s going to be very hot in japan because it’s summer when i’ll be there. 

ahhh, even if there’s no magikarp, i’m still excited to eat taiyaki!! omg ok, i’ll make sure to get that ice cream flavor when i’m there :o and that really sucks ): hopefully, you’ll get to come back to japan soon and then you can get the ice cream :D ah yeah, there’s a lot of dollar store items and travel items too and candy. i think most convenience stores are pretty grungy tbh. i visited her last year! but that was before she got a cat sadly ):

and yes!! i want to get a dog and a cat in the future! i suppose there are a few traditional art pieces on display? but i think most people here enjoy modernized art more, like even the buildings and such in the usa are much more modern compared to europe. i guess it’s because the usa hasn’t been a country for as long as european countries, so everything is newer looking. oooh nice!! interactive art is always fun! :D modern art is really beautiful too, but sometimes, i see something like the entire canvas is painted one color with only one stripe down it and i’m like ??? how is this worth 91283472319 dollars???

asdfjkads that’s going to be me. i’m going to spend all my money on the crane machines and win nothing, so let’s hope someone will help me ahah and thank you!! fingers crossed! :’)  and i haven’t had any ramen since ): ramen isn’t the healthiest, so i try not to eat it often. ajsdhfalks but you can’t have any right now? D: did you run out? oooh, and that’s smart! i really hope the jet lag won’t hit so hard because i want to explore everything, but there’s never enough time. and yes!! we’ll definitely get vietnamese hot pot, and then you’ll have to show me all your favorite food places too :D ahhh, i want to see both of them soon! i took my last midterm yesterday, but i still have papers and several projects to do ): and my weekends are packed since i have some things to go to for my friends’ birthdays and i think we might do a road trip for the upcoming memorial weekend since we get monday off.

and omg so lucky!! all four wow :o well, i didn’t preorder it, but i don’t know which album i want either. maybe R or O? because they all look good in denim, but tae had that lip ring.. and unfortunately, they don’t sell kpop merch in stores anywhere near me /: so i’ll have to order it from amazon if i do buy it! honestly all the concepts are pretty though. jimin’s stage presence vs real life is mind blowing with how he can switch so fast. askdlhfjaj i barely keep up with tae, he’s too perfect and he’s such a sweetheart pluS HIS DOGS AND CAT ARE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

asdf,nasd oh my god i love nct so so so much, like nct dream is my ult boy group favorite, and i’m so sad mark is graduating from the dreamies after this year ): did you see their chain mv? who’s your bias? oh my gosh i’m so excited to hear you like nct alskdjfhalew i really, really, really love taeyeon, like she’s my ult bias, but i also love shinee and blackpink (when will they release a new song)!!! i follow up with those three and nct the most. but i also listen to red velvet, gfriend, twice, kard, day6, wanna one, monsta x, infinite, vixx, astro, and f(x) like when are they coming back ): oh and (g)i-dle!!! i pretty much listen to whatever group that currently makes a comeback, so i know the title songs of most of the kpop groups, but i don’t know each of the members’ names. and i’ve been into kpop since early 2014 :’)

ooooh my god, the taylor swift concert marks the best night of my life, likE I LOVE HER SO MUCH I’VE BEEN A FAN SINCE 2006 AND I CAN���T BELIEVE I FINALLY GOT TO GO TO HER CONCERT!!!! but i got there two hours early for the lineup, and when it started, i sang along for every single song, and when she sang a mashup with long live included, i was over the moon, plus before the concert, i was like oh hey what if she sings the best day because it’s mother’s day tomorrow anD SHE ACTUALLY DID AND I CRIED OMG I GOT SO EMO i was shaking like i tried to get good videos on my phone, but my phone also died and the video will show you how shaky i actually was and wow i just– best experience, i will definitely go to her concerts over and over again and i just loved it so much. so yeah i was pretty excited and super happy overall :’) and how is your week going? 💗