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the contents of my trinket shelf

[rockitmans]

fic writer 20 questions - ask game

I was tagged by @bitbybitwrites, @special-bc-ur-part-of-it and @shame-is-a-wasted-emotion . Thank you my darlings 💖

tagging... probably a bunch of people that have already answered. @cerriddwenluna @heartsmadeofbooks @kurtsascot @backslashdelta

1. how many works do you have on ao3?

8

2. whats your ao3 word count?

134,215

3. what fandoms do you write for?

Only Glee/Klaine at the moment but I teeter enternally on the edge of writing for Red, White and Royal Blue

4. top 5 fics by kudos

Spinning Out (306) Blaine Anderson vs. Valentine's Day (221) Smart With Math, Stupid With Love (215) No Take Backs (166) Witch Wanted (161)

5. do you respond to comments? why or why not?

Yes, although if I get distracted for even a second it will inevitably not happen. If things are out of sight they are out of mind 😅

I do like to reply because comments absolutely make my day so I wanna acknowledge that. Even if I'm just like "fanks 🤓", inside I'm screaming.

6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Witch Wanted has an ambiguous ending which can be read as angsty depending on how the reader interprets it. Personally I take the happy ending but either way the purpose of it is more about choosing to love each other through any challenge, however it ends up.

7. whats the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

All the rest haha. I think Blaine Anderson vs Valentine's Day is the most straightforwardly light hearted fic. Smart With Math has the best progression. And No Take Backs is the most cathartic and hopeful.

8. do you get hate on fics?

No. I've had people disagree with some stuff like writing Kurt Hummel as a Slut in Spinning Out (he deserved a slut phase ok). Personally I always think the point of fiction is exploring other avenues for the characters but I don't mind if people disagree with that.

9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?

Yes and as to what kind... The kind where sex happens?? Not sure haha. I guess I tend to write bottom Blaine with slightly subby undertones but y'know I've also written possessive top!Blaine and wall sex and soft sex with a lot of ~feelings~ so I'll try anything really as long as it doesn't squick me.

I also tend towards writing sex in a way that I think fits the fanfic mold rather than how I feel it strictly exists in reality. I don't think there's anything wrong with that though. The mold is good.

10. do you write crossovers? whats the craziest one youve ever written?

Nah. I'm writing a Red, White, Royal Blue AU currently but it's not a crossover in the sense that characters from the book will appear. I don't currently have any plans to write one but maybe.

11. have you ever had a fic stolen?

Don't think so

12. have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope

13. have you ever cowritten a fic before?

No. I'm open to it but terrible at writing to a schedule so it would have to be a patient soul to put up with me. I've written to prompts and for art though which is a different kind of collaboration that I really enjoy.

14. fave all time ship?

Klaine but I had a pretty hefty Merthur era in my youth and they still have a special place in my heart.

15. wip you want to finish but doubt you will?

I kind of intend to finish all of them even if that's entirely unrealistic. Nothing is formally abandoned that I've written more than a few thousand words for because... sunk cost fallacy.

It's possible the fic I was writing for Back to School may fall by the way side. It was competing choir directors with a lot of dumb rivalry and banter which I do really enjoy but I'm struggling to structure the story.

16. what are your writing strengths?

Dialogue, humour and smut. At least comfort in writing those things - it's hard to judge the quality of your own work objectively.

17. what are your writing weaknesses?

Exposition, capturing any emotion other than pure stupidity, and getting the guy from one place to another.

18. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

Wouldn't do it personally, I would probably indicate a character was speaking another language within the prose rather than writing it out. But to be fair the only other language I speak is BSL which does not translate well to text 😝

I don't mind reading it as long as there's translation somewhere because your boy is lazy and doesn't wanna look stuff up

19. first fandom you wrote for?

If we're talking unpublished, it was a Jack/Ianto Torchwood fic. I think Jack was the first canonical queer man I encountered in media but I could be forgetting someone.

20. fave fic youve written?

Spinning Out is my baby and I the urge to write a sequel grows daily. I love the boys' dynamic in that fic.

But from a pure reread perspective it's probably Blaine Anderson Vs Valentine's Day. It's just light hearted silly fun and still makes me smile.

[bluecoolr]

emoji asks let's goooooo

please don't feel forced to answer everything <3

for Darrell, my beloved <3

people 

👁️ EYE - what colour are their eyes? do people notice their eyes? is there anything special about them (shows emotion easily, literally magical...)?

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

👻 GHOST - do they believe in ghosts? what are their "ghostly experiences", if any?

💥 COLLISON - what emotions do they have trouble dealing with? 

😭 CRYING - what makes them cry? do they cry easily?

food & drinks 

🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?

🍩 DONUT - favourite sweet treat?

plants & nature 

🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?

🌋 VOLCANO - how bad is their temper? is it a slow boil, or a instant explosion? 

🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?

🌹 ROSE - do they like valentines day? have they been confessed to before? have they confessed to anyone before?

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

🌱 SEEDLING - what is their most vivid memory from childhood?

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

objects  

🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for?

✂️ SCISSORS - what is the "last straw" for them to cut someone out of their life? how easily do they let go of people? 

🔪 KNIFE - how do they react to injury / misfortune befalling their loved ones (significant other, family, friends)? do they put themselves at blame?

✏️ PENCIL - is there a particular quote / lyric that you associate with them?

🎡 FERRIS WHEEL - are they someone who wants to kiss at the top of the ferris wheel? 

🔫 PISTOL - do they trust people easily? how easily will they turn their back to someone? have they been backstabbed before? will they betray someone if given an ultimatum?

📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.

🖍️ CRAYON - what advice would you give to them?

❇️ SPARKLE - what is their most prized possession? what do they value?

transport 

🚆 TRAIN - what is their answer to the trolley problem?

weather 

🌈 RAINBOW - what advice would they give to their younger self?

🔥 FIRE - do they have any self destructive tendencies? what habits do they have that hinder them from becoming their best self? 

☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon

🌠 SHOOTING STAR - if they could make any wish with no repercussions, what wish would they make?

☄️ COMET - what do people assume about them? are they right?

hearts 

💓 BEATING HEART - what gets their heart racing? 

💘 HEART W/ ARROW - what traits do they look for in a relationship? do they believe in love at first sight? 

❤️ RED HEART - their love language(s)?

💚 GREEN HEART - what things make your oc feel comforted? hugs, kisses, food? 

💖 SPARKLING HEART - are they a subtle or a showy lover? 

can you tell that i love him

and i love you

*finger guns*

Hello my love! 💙

AAAAAA you sent some real good emojis!!! I'm gonna try to answer as much of these - if I skip over some it's mostly because I haven't decided how it would apply to Darrell yet. I hope you enjoy these brain blurbs!!

👁️ EYE - what colour are their eyes? do people notice their eyes? is there anything special about them (shows emotion easily, literally magical...)?

Darrell's eyes are brown. They're a pretty dark shade, which makes them look unremarkable at face value. In the sun they lighten to a medium brown shade. Darrell has dull eyes from being overworked and for staying up late too often. They typically don't betray much emotion except when he's in a murderous rage. If you look closely though he has very pretty eyelashes, long and wispy.

👻 GHOST - do they believe in ghosts? what are their "ghostly experiences", if any?

He sort of believes in ghosts? He's wary of the supernatural having been raised Christian. Idk if this counts as a "ghostly experience" but one time he dreamed that he woke in the middle of the night, wandered barefoot into the woods and found a hog eating an eviscerated corpse. It turned to him, red eyes glowing, jowls hung with gore, and spoke in his father's voice. "That anyway to greet your father, boy?"

"I have no father," Darrell replied. "He has forsaken me."

"I am your father," it insisted, and Darrell looked at the corpse again and realized it was his. He woke with a start and realized his feet were caked in mud and dirt.

😭 CRYING - what makes them cry? do they cry easily?

Movies. Touching song lyrics. Feeling cared for and wanted. Old memories. The occasional depressing thought.

🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?

He loves hash brown, fluffy scrambled eggs with chives, nice crispy bacon. Something sweet like jam on toast. Nothing warms him like a mug of coffee. It feels like a hug.

🍩 DONUT - favourite sweet treat?

He loves pie! Apple pie with walnuts and a sprinkle of cinammon. @the-pinstriped-hood and I headcanon he loves pop tarts. He eats then out the foil packet like a madman tho likes them better like that.

🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?

Ultimately? He wants peace. He wants to feel at peace with his past and with himself. It gets hard because how can he be at peace if terrible people are walking around hurting others? How can he sit at peace with himself knowing he didn't do anything when could have done something? He's killed for his own peace of mind, and for other's too.

🌋 VOLCANO - how bad is their temper? is it a slow boil, or a instant explosion? 

He keeps himself in check. His anger is the steady bubbling simmmering type. The one that sometimes spills out the lid of the pot. He's only had an explosive outburst once while he was in the Marines.

🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?

Aside from the irrational fear of corn fields, He fears losing people he cares about or driving them away.

🌹 ROSE - do they like valentines day? have they been confessed to before? have they confessed to anyone before?

When he was single he didn't care much for it, he appreciated the cutesy designs the products get for valentine's though. They've never confessed willingly. I think it just slips. @kalid-raven He probably let slip to Scarlet that she "drove him mad like a hound dog" during a date at the shooting range.

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

Never the terrifying, ruthless god complex side of him. No, that's just for people who'd been judged, who need to be executed.

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

I was at the height of my slasher phase (it had come back earlier this year) and decided I wanted to make one of my own! I decided he was gonna be some backwoods guy tucked away in the perfect killing ground. My other inspirations were Robert McCall from the Equalizer for the normcore vigilante archetype and Hannibal Lecter as the polite/civilized madman archetype.

🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for?

Definitely a loved one in danger, maybe a chance to exact revenge.

🔪 KNIFE - how do they react to injury / misfortune befalling their loved ones (significant other, family, friends)? do they put themselves at blame?

#selfblameclub He's a horrible shaking mess of fear.

✏️ PENCIL - is there a particular quote / lyric that you associate with them?

Have a few!

"The wages of sin is death." - Romans 6:23

"You cannot enter the house of God."

"God is not here. This is an empty box."

- Castlevania (Netflix), Blue Fangs confronts the Bishop in the church

"You can't kill me 'cause I'm already inside you." - [sic], Slipknot

Also this part of the song onwards perfectly sums up Darrell's struggling with his own God complex counterpart. Laughter, sobbing, and screaming included.

📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.

He likes glittery eyeshadow (on him and other people). He aks Ava to put some on him when he visits. @slaasherslut

🚆 TRAIN - what is their answer to the trolley problem?

Definitely sacrifice one for five.

☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon

He really loves animals. @rottent33th said he's kinda like Snow White with the animals just automatically crowding around him.

Also, he makes sure to stock the convenience store with snacks Cylas likes since she comes there regularly.

☄️ COMET - what do people assume about them? are they right?

He's perceived as sweet and unassuming and they're right!

💘 HEART W/ ARROW - what traits do they look for in a relationship? do they believe in love at first sight? 

❤️ RED HEART - their love language(s)?

Physical touch and words of affirmation. He gives what he also seeks.

[williamrikers]

BL/QL Ask Game : The Ugly, the Bad and the Worst

thanks for tagging me @my-rose-tinted-glasses 😊 the thing about me is that i will drop any show as soon as it disappoints me, so some of these questions might be hard for me to answer. let's see how i go!

Worst soundtrack / weirdest song choice in a BL

as you know, i love abaab a lot, but that main theme was WAY overused. i'm not a fan of it playing during the intimate scene in episode 10.

Most cringe-inducing line (cute)

any time they mention how refreshing oishi green tea is. at this point, it's a staple of the genre and i sort of love it but it's still always cringe.

Most cringe-inducing line (actually bad)

all of the dialogue on dangerous romance starting from episode 3

Most stupid decision made by a character

pat wanting to be a relationship with jeng even after the events of episode 11. go forth, be free! you can do so much better!

Worst plot line

our skyy 2 x the eclipse. in its entirety. everything that happened was entirely out of character (especially for ayan), full of bad communication, and wat had the main storyline for some reason. in the special episode about akk and aye. make it make sense

The most problematic show you've watched

can't decide if this one should go to step by step or theory of love.

A show people love but you find bad

some people actually do seem to love dangerous romance, for some incomprehensible reason, so it qualifies.

A show people find bad but you will defend

enchanté. i am currently working on about 4 different meta posts about it... i'm very late to the fandom but i am HERE now!

A show that is just objectively bad but you enjoyed it

i don't think i have one for this

A bad show that you kept watching because you were intrigued/fascinated

star in my mind. i am GENUINELY amazed that they managed to write a whole special episode entirely without a plot. it's baffling to me. i don't know how they managed to do that.

A bad show that you kept watching because you were horny

man trisanu made me watch more step by step than was good for my mental health

A bad show that you kept watching because of that one character

i watched theory of love entirely for third. JUSTICE FOR THIRD

A bad show that you would still recommend

i only recommend shows i think are good

The character that ruined a show the most

king's sister in my engineer. i only watched the ramking supercut, not the whole show, and her scenes were. just. awful.

Most awful character that you hated

khai theory of love.

Most awful character that you loved

everyone on only friends 💖

A character that wasn't awful but that you just don't like

i had a very hard time sympathizing with win on cupid's last wish.

A hero that should have been a villain

i didn't watch a lot of big dragon but yeah. both of the mains.

A morally bad character you're into

can't give this to anyone but my problematic fave vegas theerapanyakul. who is doing it like him

A morally bad character you're not into and you wish people would stop being into

i don't know whether there are any jeng sbs defenders out there but if there are: shame on you

The show that disappointed you the most

dangerous romance. GOD DAMN IT

The Worst Show of Them All Because of Your Own Reasons

big dragon

i'm tagging @kinnbig @burnsuncomet @ranchthoughts 😘

[nerice]

Can I play the OC song ask game in reverse? Which category does Feel fall into? Or any other songs from that album. You don’t have to answer if this is not a valid option.

WELCOME TO SCREENPLAY HOURS i'm so happy you asked in this way bc i have so much to say here (and the fact that u still care abt screenplay/its songs makes me so 💖💖💖💖) ALRIGHT [puts on my hyperfixation glasses]

feel (a life divided)

aka the quinessential tge song out of which this entire fuckery was born & the lyrics of which i have not misheard at any point & am objectively correct about.

therefore: spot on lyrics. special shoutout to 'i know you're weak / got lost in time' it's why we're here in the first place <3

badass scene (in there for several points. 'this must be the last day of my life' fr the inv moon trap scene. :3) on the same account of which it also wins:

sexy song (we love the face of a suffering man tm)

first song on the playlist!

definitely amv material !! this one & wait for me encapsulate the entire screenplay & are so so good in brain <3

there's both a kiss & a kill imagery in there due to. screenplay amv-ness ;3c

personal favourite (tho again sharing it with wait for me!!)

song a character dances to (by virtue of content again. tho not in an insert song type way; that wld be sounds like a melody which i'm not counting rn bc it's on the other album h,, 'she's so soft and warm in my arms' an aes i CANNOT get in canon due 2 cold touch cure so i'm TAKING IT HERE)

own category: it fucks me to pieces🥰

REST OF DISCUSSION UNDER CUT bc lesser song emos

wait for me

aforementioned other most important song that (in strict screenplay context) actually dethrones feel >:3

ouchie hurtie angst (only in context but it so perfectly hits the "please show me a way to live" and "i can't do this on my own" vibes (despite. despite💔) the push n pull of 'no one's ever shown me the way / everyone just told me to stay' into the later 'stay / don't break me / don't make me / stay' i go insaneee

spot on lyrics (ofc!)

would work both as trailer or credits song though i don't feel strongly abt either of it. amv in my brain again tho

personal favourite! feel is the better song & has application for canon too, but if we are just talking screenplay this one wins!!

comforting song (softness amidst the hurt... bc you know linn is responding to it on the other side. :3)

own category: )-)o

clouds of glass

in this playlist solely on grounds of how strong the vibe of the opening line is ('im in a hurry / i got no second to lose') overlaid on how the screenplay opens (gray dropping the peach > hauling ass into the smoldering settlement) bonus points bc it mentions moon things. 10/10

on the edge

like feel this is a song that works extreme double duty with canon (it is more canon relevant than tge but) when that 'im falling away from a life that i could never love' hits in conjunction with the final inv moon facing scene imagery i dieeee. rating it Whatever Black Swan Have Going On In General/10

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