#worry ill still hide it tho guys'
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it kinda sucks that even in like. Mental Health Positive spaces you cannot really talk or show or depict or discuss self harm scars or talk about it in a past sense like. there is always an assumption you are Edgy or romanticizing it or endorsing it or something else when it's like. man. its just a fact of life for some people. that is just how some people's bodies look.
like ive seen people roll their eyes at and talk rudely about others drawing characters with self harm scars or writing about it and its like man. real people have bodies with scars from self harm sometimes. im sorry it offends you but Some People Look Like That And They Cannot Change It. my body looks like that and its clear after over a decade that its never going away and im not really ashamed of it its just a neutral thing to me. its a part of my body its how i look and its me. but depicting that is somehow Wrong and people will make all sorts of honestly very rude assumptions about you!
nd god forbid you post a picture of yourself like a completely normal photo where your arms with old scars are visible because that is how your body looks. its insane how even in spaces where its widely accepted that you shouldn't police people's bodies and its insane to ask people to Trigger Warning their bodies otherwise, its still somehow reasonable to do that to people with self harm scars. girl that is peoples bodies! im sorry it makes you uncomfortable but that has to be a You Problem. all of this is just like. another form of judging people's mental health and bodies audibly but because its under the guise of Well This Is Uncomfortable >_< its okay i guess. man.
#self harm mention#see this isnt under a read more for a reason. lol. bc i dont wanna be like 'ummm guysss can i talk about this thing that pisses me off dont#worry ill still hide it tho guys'#tess talks#my scars r from middle school i am a full grown adult with a degree now.. like why should i feel ashamed or hide something for a decade#or feel like depicting that in any way for me or others is somehow Wrong. when it is just a Scar and a feature like any other. MAN!#thing is i have never depicted this in public things bc i have seen what people say about the few others doing this.#its fine if it makes you uncomfortable. lots of art can do that. that is a You Problem though cant stress that enough.
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Shower. c.sturniolo
You and Chris decide to take a shower together after you've had a long day with the "pampering" of his fans.
warnings: slight depression, overthinking, getting threats (small tho), breaking down (crying), just being sad overall, showering together, kissing, lots of fluff
use of y/n, babe, love, ma
WC:1651
AN: just thought of this while in the shower so I'ma write it real quick while I'm still thinking about it lol. there isn't that much dialog
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Pulling up into the driveway of yours and Chris' house that you share with his brothers you sigh, not expecting what to walk in on. you've already had a long day at work and you just want to get into the shower and relax in bed.
When you walk into the house you hear screaming and what sounded like a fork being thrown across the room. You take a deep breath and walk farther into the house not expecting to see Chris, Matt, and Nick all sharing a drink. You stand there and smile to yourself from behind the camera.
Your relationship with Chris is public and has been for about two weeks, you guys have been dating for a little over a year and thought it would be a good time to share the love you have for each other. It went smoothly for a bit with all of the fans being happy for you guys and them being happy that Chris was happy. But that slowly turned and you started to get some hate from the few that didn't quite love that you are Chris' girlfriend. Now it's weighing on you and you're starting to overthink things and know that you need to talk to Chris tonight.
You start to walk to your and Chris' shared bedroom to get changed when Chris pulls you into frame for you to say hi. "Hi guys!" you say with a big smile on your face trying to hide the fact that you didn't want to be in the video today after getting small threats you still put on a brave face and smile for the camera. Giving Chris a small kiss on the cheek you head to your room.
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Once the boys are done filming Chris comes to find you. He finds you in one of his fresh love hoodies and shorts in a ball on the bed wrapped tight in the sheets. He walks over to you with a concerned look on his face and bends down to see what was going on.
"What's up baby?" He asks. "Wait- why are you crying?" asking now more concerned.
"I- Its nothing, really." You say slightly stumbling on your words.
"I can tell its not ma." He pauses for a moment. "Please tell me what up and what I can do to help."
You sit and think about telling him what's really going on or just saying you're tired, but end up telling him everything. "I-It's just since.. since we've told people about being together it's" You stop sitting up more before continuing. "Its been dif-different online."
"What do you mean "different" y/n/n?"
"Like I've been getting some small threats-"
Chris cuts you off, not letting you continue before grabbing your hands, pulling you into a hug. This is when you break down completely, letting it all out into his chest, small sobs escaping your mouth, tears falling down your face and you pull back he gives you a gentle smile and a quick peck on the lips.
"Ill handle it don't worry about the crazy bitches who think you don't deserve me. You are the best thing that has happened to me, over all of the fans. You. You are my number.." he stops and thinks "You're my number three." you stare at him blankly "Matt and Nick." he says and you giggle a little. "There is no one I want more than you and know one I love more than you."
You smile at him and pull him into a kiss. Smiling as you guys pull apart you start to speak before he quickly kisses you again. "Sorry" he says. "They just look so kissable" he has a shit eating grin across his face.
"Can we take a shower together?" you ask your voice slightly cracking.
"Sure love. Let me go get the shower started." he starts to walk across the room to his bathroom. "Water temperature?"
"As hot as hell its self please" you ask with a small smile forming on your lips. You love when Chris takes care of you even if its as simple as taking a shower together.
Once the water was hot Chris came back out with just his pants on. "Waters hot, like supper supper hot. just how you like it." He says as he pulls you into the bathroom filled with steam. You can feel your body relaxing already.
Chris comes up behind you and pulls you into an embrace. He starts to take your shirt off. Helping you get undressed. You let him help you, taking your pants off to speed up the process. Once your fully undressed you can feel Chris staring at you from behind. You spin to look at him, giving him a look that makes his lips go into a straight line. He just nods understanding that you're not in the mood tonight.
"Lets just get in." you say walking over opening the shower door letting more steam out. Chris not too far behind you.
Stepping into the shower you and Chris find your comfortable spots, him behind you, you right under the water soaking it all in. You feel an arm reach the shampoo on the right of you. Hearing the cap open you step aside so Chris can get his hair wet but he just pulls you back under the water. Looking over your shoulder you notice that he grabbed your shampoo.
"Chris what-" You start to say before he cuts you off.
"Just let me. I feel bad this whole going public was my idea and now your getting backlash for it."
"Ok." You say stepping back so just your head is now not getting hit by water so he can start washing it.
Hearing the cap open you prepare yourself for the cold shampoo to hit your head. Once Chris put his fingers on your scalp you relaxed even more into him. Now fully leaning your back against his chest closing your eyes as he does all the work. Feeling him massage your head was the best feeling in the world.
Chris knew that you loved when someone played with your hair so he made sure to take his time in each spot before moving on. Once he took his hands off your head you groaned at the loss of contact and slowly spun to start washing the shampoo out of your head. Chris giving you a quick kiss helped you wash the soap out of your hair.
Once done that he started putting conditioner in your hair. "remember only the ends." You remind him. He hums in response liking the comfortable silence that filled the room. Just the sound of the water hitting your bodies and the floor.
This time Chris spun you around washing the conditioner out of your hair, making sure to get it all before turning the shower off and stepping out to grab a towel for himself then for you.
"Chris you didn't even wash yourself." You kinda state kinda ask.
"I dont need to. I showered before you came home."
"Oh ok" You say to him as he wraps you up in the plush towel. You snuggle into it before walking back into the room.
"Here, take these." He says while walking to his side of the closet pulling down his favorite pair of sweats and a nice sweatshirt he knows you love.
You smile while you grab them putting them on and climbing into bed. "You coming?" questioning why he was starting to walk to the door.
"Yeah, one second." He starts walking out the door. "I have to do one thing"
"Ok, I'll be here" You tell him smiling. He returns the smile back to you before closing the door.
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Its been five minutes since Chris has left the room and your starting to wonder what he is doing. As if he could read your mind he opened the door with a smile on his face, phone in hand. "What did you do" you asked him.
He didn't answer you all he did was hand you his phone that was playing a video of him, Matt, and Nick all together talking. You turn the phone up and hear Nick say "If we hear someone is sending threats to y/n again we will All" He says waving his finger around pointing at the three of them on the couch. "Block you from every form of social media we have." He finishes his statement with a quick smile but his eyes dark from anger.
You look up from the phone with slight tears prickling your eyes, feeling so loved by each of the boys. The fact they would go as far as finding the person and blocking them meant the world to you. You let a sob escape from your lips and Chris looks down to see you laughing and crying at the same time.
Chris climbs on to the bed resting his head on you. You look at him a kiss him out of the blue "As a thank you." You say when you pull back to find a surprised Chris looking back at you. You giggle when you see his kiddish smile form. "I love you so much Chris, thank you for doing that." You pause "and tell Matt and Nick I said that you as well."
"You're welcome y/n" comes from behind the door. You start to laugh as you cant believe they were eavesdropping on you, but you thought it was cute.
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A few hours later you and Chris are passed out tangled in each other's bodies and embrace. Your favorite way to sleep, next to the person you loved the most, the person who care so much about you sleeping with his head on your chest, snoring slightly, cute little noises coming from him as he dreams. Your absolute favorite.
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AN: pt2: I hope you guys liked this! this was my first time writing for than some head cannons. this took me like two hours the write and I feel like it was supper cute and the end is just *chefs kiss*
#chris x reader#christopher sturniolo#chris sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#matt#nick sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#matt sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#fluff#sturniolo x reader#matt sturniolo x reader#reader insert
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OPINONS UNDER THE CUT
warning this is super long and ranty but does have some silly doodles ill post else where :)
-teddie bear 420
I have had several dreams about vaggie and lute and alastor, they plage my every waking moment. one was me going to smooch city with alastor (very scary that man does not wash his teeth). the others vaggie just shows up sometimes
really liked vaggie in her angel flash back, her hair cut was so cute, not a fan she still has pink eye but what eves. I LOVE HER PONY TAIL THO, give my girl better hair styles!!!
do you think theyve explored each others bodies?
I hated lute at first cuz, just look at her. you could get snow blindness with how white that woman is oh my lord. but once the 8th episode rolled around with hot women fighting my brain kinda clicked on for our old second in command. i keep going back to her in my brain and slowly morphing her into a heart broken lesbian who has a superiority complex and bullies her crush and then moves on to having a sugar mama situation ship with Lilith.
alastor is just so fun and silly, and there's this one x reader fic that ive made fan art of, you've all seen it. i just love this guy but i like to imagine he's a woman just for me :)
i understand why he is a fan favorite
i love charlies look but i hate how childish she is, like girl you are like 24 kill your friends pimp. nifty molly emily are all so cute and i enjoy looking at them. cant wait for the nifty episode (delusional)
i do love nifty more than the rest of these ones tho. i see lots of folks talking about how nifty is alastors daughter or angel dusts little baby daughter SHUT UP
SHES 25 YEARS OLD AND MURDERED HER HUSBAND IN HER SLEEP. NIFTY CALLED ALASTOR OVER TO HAVE THEIR LUNCH DATE AND HIDE THE BODY!!!
OK maybe nifty lives in my dreams too
do you think theyve explored each others bodies?
mimzy makes me mad cuz the show hated having her there clearly, like why is she the only fat person in hell. dont worry girl, I'll appreciate you once again i have to make alastor a dyke for my own sanity
do you think they-
lilith and rosie are good to look at, i like how rosie talks and her showtunes, god i love her show tunes. pentious is the only yellow dude in hell. velvete looks like ass most of the time but I LOVE A BAD BITCH
like i said, no strong feelings
ok most of these dudes are too ugly or too annoying and i hate when they are on screen, lucifers pants are his skin, angel dust has the worst fashoin sense ever UGHS I HATE HIM WHERE ARE HIS TITS WAAAAAA
also i love that her name is sarah, thats such a basic name, like i can type alastor x reader and theres a bunch of results but if i typed sarah x reader, shes no where :(
also shes got that mlp horse face going on i love it
i despise carmilla carmine, i hate her dumb horns, i hate her unnamed daughters, i hate her skirt, i hate her song, i hate her blazed ass eyes, i hate her long hair
vox just looks bad i cant lie
OK ADUM MAKES ME SO MAD HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN JACK BLACK WE SHOULD HAVE SEEN HIM BEING A FAT BASTARD CUZ I WAS CONVINCED HE WAS ANOTHER SKINNY TWINK also i am an anti shipper when it comes to adum x lute cuz that shit is weaaaak. he is so mean to her and not in a hot way, adum is some incel and lute is a goddess
yeah, #adumisoverparty 2024 the most divorced man in heaven
i can not wait for season two dude, im so pumped
#teddz stuff#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel critical#alastor#vaggie#nifty hazbin hotel#angel dust#hazbin hotel husk
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the oak-swallows-garcia's at the time of the epilogue!! this is also me working on revamping some designs..stay tuned, im planning on doing this with all of the families! tho idk if ill get to it...we'll see
i feel like hero looks a lot like the twins where norm looks a lot like rebecca, especially as she got older, i need to revamp my design for her or at least make a proper one lol, as well as one for s2 hero
started with these guys because i have not stopped thinking abt them since the finale, like oh my god...this family man.
(HUGE descs of post-canon/epilogue hcs below cut, as well as closeups!)
first off: Hero! (i posted a wip/close up of her a bit ago but that was before i realized i got the ages wrong,) she's 40, working for NASA after going to college, she's currently single, living with her two best friends she met in college and their cat, Momo. She's living her best life, still in therapy, and is finding it to be very helpful. She hasn't spoken to the Twins and Rebecca in about six or seven years, but keeps in contact with Normal regularly, after everything that happened while she was a child and years of therapy she decided it was best to go no contact with them, they respect her decision. Her and Normal call every few weeks just to catch up.
Normal! not too different from what was already described in canon, he's 38, living alone outside of California, he attempted to go to college after graduation and ended up dropping out in his Sophomore year, after a mental health crisis got him way off track. Now he's working a retail job in Boston, while attempting to go back to school and graduate. He hasn't exactly put in the effort to keep in contact with the rest of the teens, though Scary and Linc call or text him every now and then. Normal was at there wedding, and attends every one of Gerry's birthday parties. He's in contact with his parents, though mostly only Rebecca. He's in therapy, but he's still struggling. He is also still talking to Henry, and he visits Oakvale every now and then, just to say hi to him and his Aunt Birdie. (screw yall shes real to ME)
Rebecca! At 60, She and the twins are still living in San Dimas, she's only just now retired officially, though living comfortably with the money from Swallow's ice cream. Her marriage with Sparrow has always been rocky, but they're at a point where it's easier to live together and stay married. Though they more so are living as friends other than a married couple. Her relationship with Lark has always been weird, though she'd consider them good friends as well. She texts with Normal practically daily, because she worries about him a lot. After she died for a brief amount of time, she started to rethink a lot of things in her life, one of those things being the amount of time she spends focusing on her kids and making sure they're alright. If Normal was anyone else he'd probably say she was being too clingy. Shed attempted to revive her dying relationship with her daughter as well, but inevitably respected her decision once Hero decided to go no-contact. She still asks Norm about her though.
Sparrow!! this one is interesting! At 31 (pre-s2), he hits a specific point as a druid where he gains the Timeless Body ability, where his aging slows as he gets older, Sparrow wasn't aware thats what was happening until he realized around his mid forties that he wasn't looking any different. After a long conversation with Henry, he figures out that's what's happening. He doesn't tell anyone besides Lark for a while until it's too noticeable to hide. at 59, he's living at home with Rebecca and Lark still, and is spending most of his time gardening and painting, or attempting to keep his mind off of...everything. Sparrow isn't living happy or comfortably, though it seems that way from an outside point of view. He finds himself trying to ignore everything going on around him, the fact his life is in shambles, and the inevitable of his loved ones dying before him. He throws himself into his art, to the point where Rebecca has to drag him out of their art studio (their garage) to eat and sleep. He barely leaves the house, because people around town had already started to notice how young he looks.
Lark!! agghgh if you thought my sparrow description was a bummer get buckled. Lark never really recovered from the aftermath of The Doodler and Code Purple, he had really been solely living off of his dedication to fixing everything. So once everything was fixed, he crashed. Badly. For about seven months no one knew where he was, he ran off to the other side of the country and basically went on a self destructive spree, driving around aimlessly. Once he came back home, Sparrow and him had their first heated argument. Sparrow wouldn't let Lark out of his sight, and pushed him to do something other than wallow in self hatred. So Lark started working at a mechanic shop down the road, and without his usual purpose, he threw himself into the work.He worked there for 12 years before an accident involving his right knee happened, leaving him immobilized (hence the mobility aid/cane). Sparrow forced him to leave the job behind after that, at 59, Lark's basically been in a weird stasis, waiting to die.
#sorry yall i got too silly and somehow decided the oak twins havent suffered enough#i redid the ages because i realized that it had been more than 20 years since s2's ending#i made norm way short- look he never got that growth spurt hes the same height he was when he was 15#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dungeons & daddies#dndaddies#dndads s2#dndads fanart#dndads legacy#dndads art#hero oak#hero oak swallows garcia#normal oak#normal oak swallows garcia#normally oak swallows garcia#rebecca oak swallows garcia#rebecca swallows#sparrow oak#sparrow oak garcia#sparrow oak swallows garcia#lark oak#lark oak garcia#my art#digitial art#autumn rambling#🍁
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Seeing as it’s Disability Pride Month and I’ve been having a pretty rough time lately I thought I would share some pictures of what my life is like to see if I can feel less ashamed. I tend to hide my disorder because I’m worried people will judge me, but I wanna try sharing for a while.
My brain doesn’t always process feelings in a safe way. The Logical part of my brain and the Emotional part of my brain don’t communicate very well and so I’m more likely to jump to the worst case scenario (and in every scenario I believe everything is my fault) and make an impulsive dangerous decision based on that.
So, I have to live with constant distractions and safe things to keep me safe and calm me down when the bad thoughts start, here’s what some of that looks like.
This is my floor time blanket. I’m safer on the floor, it’s easier for me to lie down and wrap myself in a safety burrito if I need to and it’s harder for me to get up and do something dangerous.
These are my distraction games. We discovered it helps me to get lost in a large immersive open world games (Skyrim survival mode is the most helpful, but anything Star Wars is also great)
Speaking of Star Wars, luckily something about the world of Star Wars creates a pleasant feeling in my brain, so when in need I can always hang out with my best friends.
These are what we call “safety snacks”. If I start to spiral then a sharp flavour can sometimes shock me out of it. This is anything sour, vinegary or spicy.
(It’s gonna get a little bit dark now and I’m gonna mention suicide)
This is the view I have of the city. I love living here and it helps sometimes to rest my head on the glass and remember all the things I still have to experience before I die. Sadly, the door is always locked and I’m not allowed out there unsupervised for obvious reasons.
I also have a view of the river, the bridges, and that little gap in the fence I know a person can fit through, which as you can imagine can be a bit of a problem. This is a bowl of cold water I always have on hand. In extreme situations I need to hold my head under freezing cold water for at least 30 seconds with no breaks. Suicide attempts are usually brought on by extreme adrenaline rush that triggers my fight or flight. If I simulate drowning it can trick my body into thinking we have acted on this and bring my adrenaline down.
I don’t really tell people about this because when I do the reaction is very “Oh you just get to play video games and eat snacks all day, must be nice 🙄”. And yes, under some circumstances that is nice, but a lot of the time I am doing this under very very unpleasnt circumstances. I don’t live like this all the time, this is only when it’s a must.
I’m not sharing this for sympathy or clout, I just don’t think masking and hiding this part of me is very healthy and I thought maybe during Disability Pride people would be a little more open to this sort of stuff. I’m not really allowed to leave the apartment unsupervised and I don’t get much human interaction. It feels a bit like a prison at times and I’m tired of feeling so alone in all this. (Don’t feel sorry for me! It’ll just make it worse. Just tell me I’m a stinky a lil guy and drop a game recommendation or something)
Any way thank you for listening, this was really more for myself than anything and I already feel a bit lighter 🥰 Be safe out there x
Here’s the T-shirt I made after I got diagnosed.
Coz even tho I’m ill, I’m still just a silly little guy x
#disability pride#personality disorder#borderline personality disorder#emotional instability disorder#personal i guess#I will be back to posting Star Wars shit post soon I promise
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skz versions PLEASE
while im waiting for pasta sauce to thicken up a lil...
my immediate thought for 'older brothers best friend' is aussie bros being actual (adopted) aussie bros. reader is chris's best friend and felix is in love with them but has 0 idea how to talk abt it. where like... the seokmin-chan dynamic was "i'm worried abt how seokmin will respond :(", the chris-felix dynamic is "chris can never find out because he has so much dirt on me and i'll never live"
i like the idea that reader n chris meet in high school and just click together rly well lol and felix starts crushing on them after reader shows up to a swim meet a few years later while felix is a freshman. reader's cheering on chris and felix because they wanna be supportive and reader hugs felix afterward and he's like omg (flustered). he doesn't act on it for a while because he thinks the crush will go away, esp after reader goes abroad for school, and then they come back and felix's crush comes back in full force. all of his friends (the rest of the 00z + jeongin) know the lore by now and have been sworn to silence. there's just some sort of rekindling of things, both have matured a bit, and its kind of a "im getting to know you again and oops we're falling in love" while reader and felix scramble to keep their relationship hidden from chris (bc reader, like felix, also knows how much dirt chris has on them. neither part of this relationship will get to live with chris around)
i like to imagine that eventually it leads to a big fight because i live for the drama in fiction lol where chris finds out and he's hurt because two of the people he loves most have been hiding this from him and he feels horrible because why wouldnt they trust him??? reader calls things off with felix because they feel guilty for hurting him, felix is upset and feels guilty for hurting chris as well, and the three start to avoid one another fully after the fallout. it 100% takes the rest of their friends to trick them all into the same room and being like 'ok work this shit out because ur depressing us.' they work things out, probs w chris admitting he never wanted them to hide their relationship and he def didn't want them to break up as a result, he just wishes they had talked to him, etc. and they work things out and happy ever after :)
sorry u can tell i was thinking abt this while i was cooking sdkfhdsf
fake dating but the guy needs it instead of the reader... hmm..... god, who is the funniest option for fake dating.... my heart says seungmin if im honest because like. he feels like the type who's like "i would never get myself into that situation"
and then he turns around to reader and hes like "i need you to pretend to date me. don't ask questions." and reader (his friend and coworker) is like. uh. my guy, i kind of have to ask questions rn. and seungmin starts telling this long story about how he saw his ex out in public and they're dating someone new and they were kind of a shitty person when they dated and turns out they're still shitty bc they saw the chance to put seungmin down because ohh ur not dating anyone? of course ur not :) and hes like ACTUALLY I AM (pulls up picture of him and reader when they were hanging out) they're hotter than you :) and now he's invited to some party that he knows his ex will be at and he needs reader to go with him. readers like whats in it for me tho other than showing up ur bitchy ex. and seungmins like idk ill cover one of ur shifts.
thats not enough and he ends up promising to take u out for whatever food afterward and covering one of ur shifts as soon as u need it (barring him having any personal emergencies/being physically unable to cover it). reader is 100% the one who kisses seungmin's cheek while at the party...
and probably also the one who yanks seungmin in to make out with him in a bedroom when they hear seungmin's ex wandering around for him. they absolutely pull away and are fine right after its all over. the two probs keep up the fake dating for a while w the PDA becoming more and more common until seungmin just looks up one day and hes like
holy fuck. we're just like... actually dating now arent we.
they r idiots together <3 mwah mwah
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Tw: slight body horror(?)
IT'S YOUR FAULT
dont worry guys I DIDNT hide a teeny tiny amogus no one will see
I hate the face i already redid it twice tho and i hate this 1 the least
More under cut :) (and i mean a lot more plz check it out PLZ)
Yoo
Alt version:
i totally didnt hide anything in that one either but i think i forgor to put the gradient on them both before i saved them and i saved them wrong so i cant go back in NOOOOOOOO
Ref pictures
The more chibi ver was a doodle to kinda put the design down and the second was a more finished version
Older doodle
I used 2 draw their hair closer to canon but it was hell for me bro like i hate it sm so i changed it ik its not as canon but whatever ]]]]
Their new hair looks a bit more floaty bc i think as a spirit their hair would be sorta anitigravity and stuff but whenevr they were alive it would be flatter ill prolly post a drawing of living chara eventually so youll see that👍maybe
also the whole image has frisk in tehre also so here it is
this is pretty bad bc it was mostly just supposed to be a ref for me for their colors and designs but uhh yeah just take it bro just take it
SPEAKING of old art like a million years ago i said i was working on a chara doodle sheet but truth is it was already done except for some reason i decided i wanted to put all the words by hand? and i was procrastinating that so uhh i never did that and i never posted it but here it is now
uhh yeah
the things written down are headcanons i didnt reread all of them but i think i still headcanon most of them now so feel free to read them if u want
tbh that looks like shit but👍whatever i made it a long time ago
anyway thats it. ill stop now. bye
#lol#digital art#:3#art#cute art#my art#artists on tumblr#chara#chara undertale#undertale#undertale fanart#undertale art#chara ut#chara dreemurr#chara dremuur#chara deltarune#< ? what#fanart#digital fanart#my fanart#what ever yo im not writing any more tags its like 11 at night#body horror#body horror tw#body horror warning#body horrow cw#tw body horror#cw body horror
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actually I am very curious about who Aika is :3 could you tell me about the silly possibly?
YESSSSS I GET TO TALK ABT AIKA !!!!!!!!!!! im just. gonna add a read more bc i. can ramble abt him for forever if u let me
he's my little sakuma brother oc <3 he's the youngest of the three (and in the same year as tsukasa at yumenosaki) . he was named by rei (his name means "love song" and is read 愛歌 (with "uta" being read as "ka" instead) . and bc the sakumas seem to get progressively weaker aika is the weakest of the three and was even more sheltered than ritsu and had to be held back a year bc he missed so many classes (aika was in the same class as ritsu originally, then was held back and ended up in tsukasa's class. rip them both getting held back) so he tends to have to contend with being pretty weak even into his adolescence, although he tries to not let it get to him (sometimes to his own detriment) <- im like pretty sure i have that timeline right. ritsu's repeated 1st year is aika's first 1st year, then ritsu becomes a second yr and aika is held back and ends up in tsukasa's class. i think all three sakumas are briefly at yumenosaki together?
aika is really good at piano since playing was one of the few things he could do when he was younger, and ritsu and aika in particular have quite a few duets they've written together (along with a few songs with rei) . he also shares the sakuma trait of being way too smart for his age bc he spent a Lot of time in the sakuma manor library . aika's decent at composing but tends to mostly just write songs with his brothers (and a few with tsukasa down the line)
aika also joined knights, though bc of how weak he is he doesn't properly debut until late into his second year when he can properly keep up. although aika's vocals can be heard on album versions of knights songs he didn't appear in lives until then !! his title is similar to ritsu's - "the shining knight that guides through the night" ! ritsu watches over the night, and aika shines the way through it~
aika looks almost identical to ritsu up until rei returns from overseas, when aika starts growing his hair out (there's angsty reasons behind it <3) although he has more of a penchant for wearing hairclips and accessories . the two are still hard to distinguish at times tho . minus their height difference that is extremely obvious when they're together. (aika's like 160cm. ritsu is 171.) plus he tends to steal ritsu's clothes which makes it harder to distinguish them at times.
he tends to act pretty bright and bubbly as a way to cover up his illness and weakness, although it's obvious to people he's close to that it's an act. he's very good at hiding his actual feelings to spare people having to worry about him, and tends to mimic ritsu's teasing nature to deflect when people do start worrying about him.
he's just . a little guy :3c he loves his brothers and hates worrying people but is just as sleepy and lazy as ritsu is . and those two are rarely far apart anyways so . they have a lot of inventive nap spots . only ritsu (and later tsukasa) know of some of aika's weirder ones. (how does someone so weak and tiny climb a tree to sleep in it? don't ask, he won't tell you. vampire's secrets :3c)
#also aika's voice claim is satoshi onishi. lmao. i wanted him to have the cute voice to match ritsu's#there is so much sakuma angst behind the scenes i love them dearly but also i hate them all#aika's also in gay love w/ tsukasa but they're both extremely dense abt each other's mutual pining.#it takes a While for them to finally get anywhere . mostly revolving around Sakuma Angst(tm) following rei's return . :3c#i have so much more i could say abt him. trust me.#ANYWAY. i rambled a lot. sowwy i just love my little guy . i can tell u more if u want tho :3
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*pokes head out of the great expanse of information that is the internet* DID I HEAR YOU SAY KAEYA ZHONGLI BESTIES AGENDA do elaborate because I am. I am. in need.
AHAHAAHAHAHAHAH YES YOU DID HEAR CORRECTLY. Look They have so much inherent angst based on Kaeya's origins and Zhongli's orgins. And I'm definitely going to get into some fanon/headcanon territory here. But like- I headcanon that whatever part Zhongli played in destroying Khaenri'ah he feels horrible about it. Meeting Kaeya would be a grenade of emotions for him. Like on one hand: Hey! This guy is a living Khaenri'ahn, maybe i can do small things to pay him for what I've done Not that I could ever total repay it ON the other: OH SHOOT I MESSED UP SO BAD BY HIM I SHOULD JUST NEVER SPEAK TO HIM EVER AND IF HE WANTS ME TO PAY FOR MY CRIMES I WILL. Initially Zhongli would probably just be a good ole formal acquaintance. Being pretty normal about everything (he's good at compartmentalizing and burying pain) except in weird instances where he'd get really intensely invested in Helping Kaeya. Kaeya is like "Okay this dude is strange. Nice! But strange." Eventually the truth would come to light and that would be a mess, not exactly sure how it would go down? I usually play with the idea of Kaeya being pretty angry with Zhongli and softening when he realizes how much Zhongli regrets and how human he is. The start of their actual friendship would be climbing over the hurdle of Zhongli.... well being overly gracious essentially?
Kaeya would have to slap him being like "Dude you need to not bend to my every request for star's sake." Like, kaeya can understand given how much he feels like he messed up, but at this point he genuinely wants to be friends with Zhongli, not have Zhongli be his dutiful archon butler. It'd take a bit for Zhongli to shake the behavior because the guilt complex runs DEEP. Also Kaeya would have to open a lot. Zhongli is old as dirt (ha) So he can probably see through Kaeya waaaay more than he's comfortable with. Zhongli is thankfully not horribly heavy handed? But I can see him being somewhat petty or poking at Kaeya before he's ready.
Kaeya would have the bonus of Zhongli already knowing his Origins! But he would still have to contest with worrying about him flipping out over the spy thing (not to mention Zhongli was the Contracts lord.) Zhongli would also not be super cool with kaeya's more reckless and under-explained stunts. Its probably already somewhat nervewracking for him that most of his friends are mortal. Them making ill-advised decisions would not sit well with him. but with time I think they'd have a beautiful friendship! They're both protectors and have Older Family member vibes (grandpa and older brother) Zhongli would be invested in seeing Kaeya grow past his trauma and the horrible things that happened to him and his people. And Kaeya would be invested in seeing Zhongli live a happy unburdened life (he understands too well holding what feels like the weight of the world.)
And just in general I think the way they can play off of each other is really fun? Just personality wise. They're both really smart but also feel like they'd have a great time discussing stuff over tea, Really random or inane stuff. I imagine they're both kinda fed up with the Anime Plot they're born into xD
I feel like they're both little things people. LIke zhongli going on and on about the flowers being beautiful this morning and Kaeya would just be sitting there like "yeah :]" They realize how much that stuff matters.
Somebody save Zhongli if Hu Tao and Kaeya are in the same room tho. SFDLSDIHGDFIGLDHFGLASIDGHDFG Also they'd both be doing "Woe, therapy be upon ye" at each other SADLFIHSDGLIDFHGDFGHFG
Also both of them adore kids. ;;v;; The capacity they have for understanding each other's pain. Just being the "stop being strong, I know, you can't hide it from me." and "i'm sorry you have this burden, you should've never had it." and "i'm so afraid of what I am harming the people I love." THere could be so much solidarity and comfort and understanding. And conflict and frustration too! I can see them easily being very hypocritical with each other without intending too xD
So yeah! Just their whole deal can be so fascinating and fun, both of them would have so much baggage to work through with each other. And I can see every step of that journey being delightfully fun to dig into and play out in different ways!
#Ask#anonymous#genshin impact#zhongli#kaeya#isa screams#I love they so much#i'm so soft for their frienship ToT
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Ep 14 mouse thoughts
- called the bong yi not saying anything and also the mu chi misdirection
- i fear if he stays close to his friends he'll end up killing one of them but if he tries to separate himself he'll fall deeper into yo han's brain
- Choi PD that was kind of stupid af of you ngl
- ah unless it was a trap/test FOR ba reum.. still stupid but smart stupid yknow
- im having the 'i could fix him' urges towards ba reum ill be honest
- okay this is cute af but so so so so sad i hope the dad was able to come to the wedding (HE WAS!! YIPPEEEE!!)
- i.. enforcing that him killing people is a good thing is stressing me out i'm scared of how it'll affect him long term (if he gets to have a long term)
- the aunt.. she knows.. she going to the us cause she knows..
- ba reum giving the cat away feels like a good thing for the poor kitten but i'm scared it might be a further loss of control but im glad the kitten can be safe but i have so many conflicting thoughts
- ..'she can fix me...' ...ba reum.. no...
- this would be better if she wasnt a highschooler when they met and there wasn't the 'i'll marry her when she comes of age' i can't root for them together
- NO DANIEL YOU'RE REALLY REALLY NOT DOING THE RIGHT THING BUT IT'S A BIT LATE ISNT IT YOU STUPID BITCH
- aaah fuck the kid will die or have very important evidence fr fr
- AMAZING SATURDAY??? I hear kibum💕
- were the other guys just training?? 필요없어?? Daniel is bad news bad news bad news
- i feel like that target was really important tho..
- yo talk to that grandma she knows things for sureeeee
- i mean it feels like it's the meat truck guy but it seems a bit too straightforward?
- i mean okay then
- Chi kook! The shot was really weird and a bit ominous.. worried...
- okay so he's using the grandma as cover, he probably killed her cat which is the one she carried around and the keys are either for trophies or-
- okay so for evidence of bigger crimes
- OH ISNT THAT THE GIRLFRIEND?? THAT'S SUPPOSEDLY ABROAD??
- the concept of identifying killers by dna never fails to piss me off because it assumes people can be born killers and never have the choice to not be one and no one kills vulnerable people unless they were 'born this way' but this show is too good for me to stop watching
- BA REUM HIDE YOUR FACE OMFG YOU NEVER KNOW DON'T TAKE STUPID RISKS
- oh he had time? I'm glaf but also please stop before you can't anymore ba reum
- damn ba reum is quick af??? (Kinda hot)
- ba reum.. don't act dumb when you were previously sooooo fast to understand it's suspicious
- i feel like he'll believe he's getting better only to fall deeper
- mu chi my poor mid 40s baby boy
- not the sibling adoption😭😭😭 break my heart more will you
- wtf. Why is that necklaxe there??? The scar?? The brain can't replicate that but it can't be him?? It was before the surgery??
- WHAT???!???? HOW?!??!?
-no. No he didnt. He wouldnt. It cant be him. It was before. It was before. It cant be him. Please its not him. Please he wouldnt. No no no no no no non on ono no no no no no no no no come on no please.
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I want to hear all your unfiltered thoughts on Madarame. asking for research purposes :)
HAHA OK OK LETS ANSWER THIS IM SO EXCITED reason im late to answering is bcs i was waiting to properly sit down n type out all my thoughts. im so excited. well firstly i hope u like madarame or u prob wont like my thoughts abt him i love him vvvvv much hes my fav sd guy n my second fav route!
tldr i love madarame for his hot looksand voice, his unserious funny nature his genuine care for towa and honest straightforward personality. i jsut rly love him a lot. my man !!!!
ok so b4 i played the game for some reason everyone talked abt him like he wasnthe devil so i was scared of playing his route n i didnt rly have a good impression of him. id even hate on him out of peer pressure. but he was really sexy, i rly liked his arms and. and his tits ok he has nice tits also hes dilfy anf tall i lvoenthat. so i was scared but still he waskind of a guilty pleasure to me JSHFHS THIS IS ALL B4 THE GAME CAME OUT!!! now when i actualy startednplaying i was still dreadimg his route but like i said i found hi mrlyyy sexy. so i was willingnto give him a chance. at fiest i wasnt likingnthe direction the route wa staking tho i wasnt surprised bcs thid is how i expect kidnappernroutes to plsy out. but halfway theough my opinion of him rly chsnged? acrually even b4 thst...hed like actually try to keep towa fed n liek put a blsnket on him n gave him a shower n stuff i didnt liek him yet but i was like hmm 🤔 then then whentowa came back after being let ho by madarame my opniino of himjsut chsnged comoletey. henwas so muchmore chill thani thought n i LVOED his casual dynamic e towa its like yeah thyre violent but u could tell that theyre comfortable n sctually care abt each otger. nad the mroe i played his route the more i lvoed him...my brain is a messnrn so i cant articulate it right !!! i just rly lvoenthe guy!! firstly, i was expecting him to be a villain tyoe so when i found out he didnt scrually kill kaga n was also associated w guyd like mayu eiji kotarou i was v surprised..n everyoen sctuslly liked him? like igarashi n mayu kotsrou n all..so it kinda influenced my opinion too i think. also i jsut yhink madarame is so unserious and fun and neat nsbfbd. i rly do love his dynamic w towa i love how. yk usually in this type of route the mc ends up beigm rly submissive but w madarames route that seems to be the opposite of what he wants n he wsnts towa to have soem life bsck in him hes disappinted in how dead insife hes become. n by the end they rly do feel like equals to me!!@ and i just. love how their dynamic id unconventional yet they still care deeply abt each othef ghrrhrhd lime. madarame has such a fuck the past attitude yet he kept the photo n the lgihter n came bsck for towa. ALSOOO i lthink madarame is a v honest person and he doesnt hide things which is one of the main reasons he appealed to me also him not having ulterior motives like greed power momey itnwas kindanrefreshing he was jsut living his life in the moment. i rly like that mindset im trying to adopt it myself since it makes me worry lesshfhdjs. i cantnrly explain why but hes also weirdly comforting to me. i think hesnrly funny as well i lvoe when towas like hey why r we doing this (bodyguard disguise thign) n madarames like i think its funny so i devised an elaborate scheme >:3 HESNSO SILLYYYYY AH. ANDMANWNRNFHFHE AND AND IDKKKK HE JEUT HAS RLY NICE VIBES I LOVE HIM SM I PROB HAVE MORE THOUGHTS BUT I DONT WANT TO BORE U ONE DAY ILL WRITE A PROPER ESSAY ON HIM but yeah
ok editing to add a lil more i also love how hes surprisingly the modt. stable? ksfbdbd out of all of them somehowww and also that he managesnto be duch a neat charndespite hid past never being revealed in the route. i rky liked that n it felt like an intentional choice thag fits hid character!!*$&$& i jst lovr the guy.
as for flaws im sure he has plenty i think he is kind of manipulative for drivign a wedge between towa n taku like that he also knows more thsn he lets on (points to the msnsion in fujiedas route) and im not sure why he kidnapped towa in the first place was it fro the drama or like .what. but i still love him those flaws aside and included sjfbsb i love him!!@ thats all!!!
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hello if ur still. willnignto talkab slow damage i would lvoeee to knoe ur thoughts on the other love interests and also towa himself as a character ! :3
IM ALWAYS DOWN TO TALK ABOUT IT YIPPEE!! ⭐
adding a cut to this i have a lot of thoughts lol (💖・ω・) (includes spoilers)
👨⚕️taku: OK HE IS MIXED FOR ME i like him in routes other than his own LOL i think hes rly fun as like a semi normal acting guy in weirdo town. Its cute he cares a lot about the ppl at the clinic and i like the scenes where he hangs out and eats with towa and rei so much its cute they are a silly family 😭
i think hes really fun as a nice dad or at least big bro in towas life but that is why i dont like his route romantically its WEIRD THAT WAY LOL... bro u have known towa way too long for this.. please fall for some other dilf or something!! his bad end was too much for me and i have a strong stomach !!! (less so the bugs and more the meth slave thing .. get a better hobby sir!!)
but otherwise i like him! him doing meth warcrimes besides the bug related ones are interesting and the whole mansion part of his route was rly cool and fun to read!! also hes just funny i love that hes always responding to things like -_-????
i like the breaking bad pictures.
🍰Rei: I LOVE REI SO MUCH so cute 😭 his was my second fav route in general! hes so sweet and its so cute how much hes always thinking about everyone 😭 i also love how he has so many hobbies he has!! I didnt quite like his route as much from a plot/worldbuilding perspective as much as some of the others+the moneymatch stuff in general was kinda not as interesting just because i think its like. nothing super new or exciting i guess! but im a character writing person so that doesn't bother me lol!
I rly love his self love / acceptance journey.. i am emotional.. even if I visually hate his stupid tiny haircut!! i hope he can lean back into some of his not traditionally manly side after he is comfortable with gender stuff 🥺
I think as a romance route his was rly nice!!! it was cute and sweet and its sweet the ways they support eachother 🥺💖 towa feels very like affectionate in a cat way towards him its cute! I like them as bffs maybe more they are just too cute that way 😭 i want to b reis friend as well
his bad end is GOOD !! towa looks COOL i like the corset ribbons.. i want to see a full body CG what else has he done!! wasnt expecting rei to be the eye pussy one but ill take it .
🐈Madarame: OK.. first half of his route i rly hated him SORRY TO FANS but thinking back on it and playing more i dont hate him now LOL I feel like even after playing i don't know enough about him as i'd like! i want to know what this bitch does in his spare time other than towa lol ?? its cute that he likes cats and i liked him and the boys all eating pizza!! the towa infiltrating in the cute suit part was rly fun too! i wanted to see him talk to mayu and kotarou and stuff more he doesn't talk heaps in general tho hfjhfh
regarding them as boyfriends i am a sappy romance person so their type of affection isn't my normal preference but it suits them! I think that why it was kind of hard to get through the start besides me never rly liking the ⭐problematic guy⭐ route in VNs LOL! but im glad in both endings they are so happy but was a nice surprise! yeah boys u have fun!!
🐇 fujieda : FUJI... I WROTE A LOT IN THE LAST ASK trying to think of new info i didnt write there. I love that he is actually kind of an airhead LOL i feel like he would be rly worried when towa said he caught ligma...... him before he teams up with towa is funny too like how often is he hiding in that concrete pipe???? is he comfy?? i love him.
theres prob more i haven't said about him but ill leave it at his lovingly drawn bazongas for now.
🎨towa: I LOVE TOWA.... LIKE OK... my skrunkly.. initial impressions i love every manslut character by default and he is very nice to look at. his personality is so fun omg what a bitch!!! i love that for him.i am biased because its also my dayjob but him being a medical receptionist is so funny LMFAO he seems terrible at it go king give us nothing !! obviously his hobbies make him rly fun to read about, i rly like his art hes good at it!!
plot and everything else wise UOUGHhhhh he makes me emotional. i am having trouble articulating about him because of this KJHBJHB no matter the routes i love watching him open up his feelings a bit 😭 the way he actually cares about people close to him even though hes been trying to convince himself he doesn't need other ppl gets to me 😭 his vulnerable moments make me emo... him wanting to see fujis scars in the shower especially got to me 🥺😭
his backstory stuff is rly well done too i think his mental health is rly well done in general 😭 but its kinda refreshing its not all magically better either afterwards boys got a lot to work through!!! but i am so glad he can smile in fujis route.. .uuuuu😭😭😭
I rly like how hes upfront and shameless about being gay and a weirdo yeah king own it!!! him being snarky and cheeky all the time is cute too!! i have more to say but i need to work out how to write it. he is important 2 me💖
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quick thoughts on non datable character stuff:
Ikuina - I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH i like guys who are so horny they become useless. his euphoria scene is really great LOL i know they dont but it would be fun if he and towa could be friends afterwards. can someone hack the game give him a route .
asakura- HIS TASTES ASIDE i think he was actually really interesting and cool to read about!!!! the angel thing was dope.. towa getting the wings.. so COOL
the guy in reis chap 2 mizuno was it??? was that his brothers name??? anyway i wasnt that interested in him LOL not much to say here
Mayu - SLAY HIS ENDING IS SOOO FUNNY.. stan a guy with like 3-4 clear nendoroids i like him
kotarou- ending should have been in a cleaner bathroom !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eiji- I LOVE EIJI HE IS SOOOO CUTE AND FUN
SORRY TO WRITE AN ESSAY THERE IS SO MUCH I DONT THINK IVE EVEN ADDRESSED HERE LMFAO GAME TOO GOOD!!
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*update* She said okay as long as he rips out carpet lol I don't think he happy xD she wants him to rip out a couple chunks for last nights stay and some more if he stays tonight 🫣 kind or figured there'd be a catch, they got annoyed we'd do nothing but hide in my room all summer instead of at least helping cut the grass or something, which he did actually offer on his own to do it before lol I'm sure if they asked he would've more often. I think this is her way of just being a dink tbh lol but hey if it gets him on her good books again 😬
Aghhhh I don't see why she'd say no.....
it's not like we go anywhere or do anything, at least she knows (that inner protective momma bear)
I'm safe getting stoned here at home, playing videos games/watching movies, in my room, we don't even leave it to bother her vs her being worried if I'm gambling or driving stupid or getting into some sort of trouble.
Ended up being a long long one as I had a wicked word vomit. If ya wanna keep reading lol.
Which we all know there is certainly trouble boiling in town. SO YES. I'd like one more night with my guy, safe at my house, no jib temptations, he can go home tomorrow, then I stay home till Tuesday.
Wahhh that's so long without my love 🥺💔
Ps. Fucking crazy I'm saying my love now..... like wow never ever did I think that.
Getting back on track....
Us trying to communicate through messenger is still a struggle agh. We were arguing yesterday, over my gambling boo boo, that I was seriously surprised he still came over anyway. Like aweeeeeee ♡ I'm sooo happy he did.
I don't care, even when we fight I still like to see him! Even if im grouchy and say I don't wanna haha I still always run to him when I CAN, anyway. Point being, it's nice he's here with me rn, and I'd love one more night 🥺
He knows it to, things get shitty the moment I go home, or I guess when we're apart, why when I was at his place he asked me to get my dog and stay with him lolol didn't want me going home and then another argument starts 🙄
I'm guilty to being one that probably starts it most of the time hehehehe I don't mean to. I just get depressy and shit..... I start over thinking, and then I over react to the way he responds to me, when i dont hear the responses i want. Then he gets upset and boom aghhhh fuck we'll work through it, we have to being we live in two separate towns. Not that far away but ain't no walk unless you like walking the distance....
Lmfao, I will walk 500 miles!
I just, like I said I'm constantly watched by my mother smh, I feel like I always need permission.... it fucking sucks. But that's what mental illness, suicidal attempts and fucking stupidity does to you I guess. I make poor choices obviously, I am grateful she toughs it out and supports me tho. I'm not easy to manage 😬. Her and my step pop are protective over me cause they careeee.
Like hell, they had to pick me up from the hospital like an hr away cause I was driving on the rim of my tire on the highway having a mental break down and I was highly intoxicated to. Luckily the blower couldn't get an accurate reading annnnd they fucked up the weed ticket so it got thrown out.
Hmmm oh yes I was involved in a police chase, not my fault I was basically knocked out drunk in the passenger. My step pop had to pick me up the morning after when i woke up on my friends couch, luckily not in the drunk tank lol
Lastly, my fucking psychotic break where I ended up hiding in a field on the Trans highway a province from home that the popo searched 2 hrs for me before I hopped up cause the green flashing light meant go... anywho 7 days later I think ya, the folks had to do a road trip to the city (in that province) to pick my ass up from the mental ward. Funny I was suppost to stay for 3 weeks but guess they couldn't handle me BAHAHA
Not to mention my OD, from when I was living alone..... ya almost lost me there. Thankyou for caring bosses that came to look for me when I didn't show up for work 💖
So you can see why they're protective eh? Oh and they know how I start getting alil more crazy when I'm involved with a guy, that's another thing they hate 👀 idk why it happens it just does, all my emotions go up 5-10 notches. Then they're the ones at home stuck dealing with the ups and downs from me. So I see why they hate it but it sounds selfish to me LMAO JKJK
Then of course the first man I date in years is like the most..... perfect guy 😉 that makes them so 'happy' for me..... anyway to me he is, yeah there's alot of shit that could possibly out weigh the good between us..... but let's just see where the ride takes us? (Mmmm , i think i said this before with him and that ended in a loud bang....then again we are dating now so it could be different, but yes many unnecessary emotional breakdowns for sure are about to happen, fuck. Stoopid bipolar making me sensitive as fuck when I know there's a bad ass bitch in there lol)
Like damn, I wish I was still like idk.... positive about things and giddy like 2020, when I thought i was head over heals for this guy, I never got triggered or anything, I knew how to calm myself down for him and stop overthinking and trust him. Hell he was in my bed sleeping that day I walked to the post office and caige seen and messaged me for the first time. I was so dedicated to this other guy I asked him if it was okay if I could chill with caige. Which he said yes. Just silly cause we were still just getting to know eachother (obv it was a spark that died quick due to my mental health, i had that psychotic break that i guess spooked him off lol), anyway thats how i started hanging with caige who somehow became my now love ❤️ who accepted me before n after my mental snap 🥰
And he's sleeping like a baby as I type this, that's when men are the cutest lol
Sorry yall I'm just over thinking and chatty rn.
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hey my bro, so...i have this weird thought of mine...
erm...anyways- so i imagined you as a woman with a big rack, bob cut with spiky (?) bangs, and you being a woman you would look good in both suits, corsets, and dresses 🫣. i think you would still like women tho 👀 but of course you also like men as well 😏...and you still like badonkers despite having one, oh and...i have a feeling you would smirk and tease to those people who are distracted and flustered looking at your honkaroos.
i won't blame them like I WOULD GET SO DOWN BAD AND ILL GET ON MY KNEES, ILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU LIKE PLEASE LET ME BURY MY FACE ONTO YOUR CHERRIES- 🫢
so...let me reveal myself...what if i told you that this bro of yours...is actually a girl herself...🥲
of course no guy could type like this and it's so obvious man-
and i don't actually blame you since I ALSO LIKE WOMEN RIFNEKDMEM LIKE THEY ARE SOOO FINE- im attracted to emma as well 🤭
LIKE HEAR ME OUT- I JUST ALSO LOVE WOMEN BUT NO WORRIES I STILL LOVE MEN TOO EDIENDKEMSKSM-
okay i should shut up, i talked too much 😔
- you already know me, im THAT same anon
Hey there anon you ready?
Ok so as I said yesterday I put a lot of thought into what I'd look like as a woman and I've got it! I would definitely have very nice boobs, not too big to smoother but big enough to fill some big hands and after conferring with my admin lady that size would definitely be DD (admin here: please no more boobs for awhile I beg you he gets too descriptive lol). Of course I would rock any type of look but I think my go to would probably be tight slacks with a white blouse and navy blue corset on top...ya definitely, some nice gold trim on it. Think the one area I would disagree with you on is I'd have longer hair, not that there's anything wrong with short hair and the spiked look would be interesting but I'd want something different from my current style. Plus there's something about running your fingers through some nice silky locks, gotta imagine it feels good on the receiving end too.
Of course I would distract everyone and not just with my boobs. I would be just as sexy as a woman as I am as a man if not sexier! I Mean you're already getting worked up over me as a woman so I gotta be smokin'.
Emma is pretty hot, she hides that hourglass of hers a little too much but that's part of her allure. Liking both is fine, gives you more options and hey when it comes to loving somebody you love what's on the inside right? The packaging is just the bonus! You love whichever you want, I'm sure that person will have a very interesting and full life with ya.
Don't ever be worried about talkin too much to me. I know sometimes I'm busy with my duties or going out on dates but I will always answer you back.
Edit: opps I forgot to add, if I was a woman I'd still definitely love the ladies. I love women too much to ever not love them! More boobs would just mean more fun 😉
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Invisible Strings Chapter 11
Characters: Uzui Tengen x Reader | Modern AU Synopsis: Sequel of Parallel Lines Content Warnings: profanity, smut, sleep paralysis, eventual violence, blo0d, slight manga spoilers (tho i strayed away from the original plot but yeh), can be a bit psychologically triggering for some so proceed cautiously.
Previous Chapter: Prologue Next Chapter: Chapter 2
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You're finally back at work after being sick for about a week, and the excitement to see everyone again fills you with joy. As you entered the office, however, a sense of unease hung in the air. Despite not being the most perceptive person, you could tell something was off.
It didn't help that Tengen came home with a bloody nose a few nights ago, brushing it off as a mere accident. You couldn't shake off the feeling that there was more to the story, but you decided to give him space, trusting that he would open up when he was ready.
In your absence, Yushiro and Nezuko had finally settled the payment for the venue for the gala. While Tengen and Zenitsu were out in the field, you found solace in being reunited with your friends.
"Hey, Y/N-chan, want to dine out for lunch?" Nezuko's cheerful voice interrupted your thoughts.
You turned to her with a smile, eager for some time out. "Sure, where are we going?"
"Yushiro-kun is still scouting for a good place. Is there anything you’re craving?" Nezuko asked.
"Hmm... I've been craving ramen recently," you admitted, your stomach grumbling at the thought.
Nezuko's smile mirrored your craving. "Ramen it is! Wait here, I'll tell Yushiro-kun," she said before hurrying off to inform him of the change in plans.
Turning back to your work, frustration bubbled as your computer continued to act up. Despite your efforts, the screen remained frozen, prompting a groan of annoyance. "Ah, I need to have the IT team look at this again," you grumbled.
With little else to do, you decided to leave your computer for the time being and headed to the restroom before joining Nezuko and Yushiro for lunch, hoping that a delicious bowl of ramen would lift your spirits.
*
"Did something happen while I was away?" you asked, noticing the tension in the air as you entered the office.
Yushiro and Nezuko exchanged uncertain glances, hesitant to divulge anything. Kagaya's instructions to avoid mentioning anything about your past life as a demon lingered in their minds.
"What do you mean?" Yushiro replied cautiously.
"It just seemed like everyone was on edge this morning," you elaborated, trying to make sense of the atmosphere.
"Ah, that? We had a minor hiccup with one of our investors. With the Gala approaching, it's a setback for us," Yushiro explained, downplaying the situation.
"Really?" you inquired, surprised by the revelation.
"There's no need to worry; Kagaya-san handled it gracefully," Nezuko reassured you with a smile.
Relieved by their explanation, you nodded in understanding. "I see... It's just unexpected."
"We were taken aback too, but dwelling on it won't change anything," Nezuko remarked optimistically.
"How are you feeling now?" Yushiro asked, changing the subject.
"I'm still a bit queasy, but I can manage," you replied, recalling Tengen's concern for your well-being. Despite his reluctance, you insisted on returning to work, determined not to burden him further. His playful "strict boss" demeanor couldn't hide his genuine care for you.
"Well, I'm glad you're feeling better. We missed having you around," Nezuko chimed in warmly.
"I missed you guys too," you admitted with a chuckle, grateful for their support during your absence. "Being stuck at home was starting to get dull."
"At least Tengen-san took good care of you," Nezuko remarked.
Tengen had indeed gone above and beyond to pamper you during your illness. His gestures of affection had not gone unnoticed, and you cherished each moment spent in his care.
Lunch passed quickly, and as you headed back to work, you felt your phone vibrate. It was Tengen.
"Hey," you said, greeting him with a smile.
"Just checking in to see how you're doing." Tengen's voice sounded over the line, eliciting a grin from you.
"I'm alright. I just had lunch with Yushiro-kun and Nezuko-chan. Have you eaten yet?" you asked, concern lacing your words.
"Not yet. Our meeting with the architect ran longer than expected, and now we're stuck in traffic," Tengen explained, his hunger evident in his tone.
"I'll get you something to eat. Anything specific you're craving?" you offered, eager to help.
"I'd appreciate it. Hmm... maybe a subway sandwich and iced coffee." Tengen replied gratefully.
"Consider it done."
"Hey, I have to get going; I need to get to the IT department and get my computer inspected again."
"Why? What happened?" Tengen's voice immediately grew concerned when you mentioned the IT department, knowing that it meant you might run into Sanemi.
"The computer crashed just as I was finishing up my presentation."
"You're welcome to use my computer, and then I'll have someone check on yours when I get back."
You hummed thoughtfully. "I guess I could do that."
"I won't be using mine today anyway; I have a meeting with Rengoku and Giyuu later after lunch." Tengen continued in hopes of persuading you.
"All right, I'll just notify Sanemi-senpai or Inosuke-kun then. I gotta go now, Tengen. See you later!"
“Y/N, wait–!” Tengen was about to say something else, but you ended the call before he could finish.
"Do you think she'll be okay?" Zenitsu asked, his acute hearing having picked up on the worry in Tengen's voice.
Tengen looked at Zenitsu, noting his concern. "I can only pray Sanemi doesn't say or do anything dumb. If he's genuinely concerned about everyone's safety, he should keep his mouth shut, and if he dares to harm Y/N, I'll come for his head first."
The Sound Hashira sighed, turning to the window and cursing the traffic that was delaying his return to you.
*
You knocked on the door of the IT department and entered. Immediately, you scanned the room for either Sanemi or Inosuke, but neither of them was present. You approached the office secretary to inquire about their whereabouts, and she informed you that Inosuke was on leave while Sanemi was in a meeting with Gyoumei and Obanai.
"I guess I'll come back later," you said, thanking the secretary for the information.
Continuing with your day, you decided to grab a cup of coffee before returning to your desk. Heading to the pantry for a much-needed caffeine boost, you nearly dropped your cup when a booming voice came from behind you.
"Oh, if it isn't Y/N."
"Oh, my God!" you exclaimed, startled by the sudden voice. After regaining your composure, you realized it was Gyoumei approaching the pantry table with his own mug.
"Sorry for scaring you," he chuckled.
"It's fine. Are you done with your meeting with Sanemi-senpai?" you asked.
"Yup, it was just a brief catch-up conference with one of our sponsors," he replied, brewing his own coffee.
"How are things going, senpai?"
"They've already dispatched the units, and they should arrive in two months."
"I'm glad to hear that. The last time I spoke with Sanemi-senpai, he was concerned about it," you said, recalling the amusing encounter with him.
Gyoumei laughed. "When I offered him coffee, he said he'd rather have a drink of bourbon."
"That sounds like Sanemi-senpai," you chuckled, taking a sip of your coffee. "Speaking of Sanemi-senpai, where is he? I need to talk to him. Is he still in the conference room?"
Gyoumei hesitated, unsure of whether he should tell you the truth. He wasn't certain if Sanemi would still treat you the same way or if he would snap at you.
"Yeah, I believe so. He had another appointment with a client, but I think he should be done by now. What do you want to tell him? I can relay the message for you if you want," Gyoumei offered, feeling a bit uneasy.
"Oh, no, it's fine. I'll talk to him myself. But thank you anyway, Senpai!"
After bidding Gyoumei farewell, you quickly returned to your floor, eager to complete your work. You were almost halfway through your presentation and just needed to make a few changes based on Tengen's request earlier that morning.
On your way to Sanemi's office to discuss your faulty computer, you decided to go the extra mile and fetch him some coffee. You knew he would appreciate the caffeine boost after two consecutive meetings.
"Sanemi-senpai!" you called out when you spotted him in the hallway.
Sanemi paused, contemplating whether to entertain you or not give you the time of day. But before he could respond, you were standing in front of him, handing him his favorite iced coffee.
"For you, Senpai, I thought you could use the caffeine," you said cheerfully.
"What do you want? I'm busy," he replied, his tone abrupt and harsh.
His sudden abrasiveness caught you off guard, causing you to take a step back.
"Oh, um, I wanted to talk to you about my computer. It's been acting up," you explained.
"And you couldn't ask the secretaries downstairs?"
Sanemi looked at you with intimidating eyes, a far cry from the warmth you were accustomed to, leaving you completely taken aback. Despite feeling hurt by his response, you still apologized.
"I did, but she recommended I come to you. I'm sorry for bothering you."
Seeing how startled and scared you looked, Sanemi's heart broke and ached.
Even more so because he knew he was the cause of your distress.
He immediately regretted speaking to you in that manner and wished he could punch himself for being so foolish.
Sanemi now sees and treats you as his little sister after eight months of working together. However, when he discovered that you were once a demon in your previous life, his world turned upside down. As much as he adores you, accepting the fact that you were once a blood-sucking creature preying on the living is challenging for him.
In some ways, he feels deceived. But as Tengen and his own heart have reminded him, you are a completely different person now. He has spent enough time with you to know better than to impose his outdated beliefs and your past identity on you. If the gods and goddesses have granted you a second chance at life, who is he to deny you that?
What matters now is that you are alive and well. Instead of dwelling on the past, he should do everything in his power to keep you safe from harm.
Sanemi took a deep breath to center himself, closing his eyes briefly. When he opened them again, the hostility had vanished, replaced by a melancholic expression.
"I'm sorry. It was rude of me to lash out at you like that. I was having a bad day," he apologized sincerely.
You stood there feeling a mix of relief and distress, not sure how to respond after being hurt by his previous outburst. You don't appreciate being spoken to in such a manner, as it brings up unpleasant memories.
"It's okay, I understand," you replied, still feeling a bit nervous in his presence.
Sanemi gestured toward the iced coffee you had prepared for him and said sheepishly, "Can I still have that?"
"Of course," you said, mirroring his smile and handing him the cool drink.
Just as he was about to take it from you, a searing pain shot through your stomach, causing you to slump over and drop the drink.
"Y/N!" Sanemi caught you in his arms, the force causing both of you to tumble to the floor.
"Hey, what's the matter? Y/N—hey!" he called out in concern.
Everything happened so quickly. The once-quiet corridor now resounded with your agonizing screams.
"I NEED HELP! IS SOMEONE THERE?!" Sanemi shouted, hoping that someone would hear him and come to your aid.
"It hurts—" you attempted to say, but the pain was so intense that uttering a single syllable was a struggle.
Unbeknownst to you, you were spitting out blood, staining Sanemi's perfectly pressed dress shirt.
"What the fuck--Y/N? Y/N! Wait a second, okay? I'm going to call for help. Just hold on a little longer, okay? Stay with me."
Sanemi tried his hardest to remain composed as he cradled you in his arms and retrieved his phone from his pocket.
While he murmured words of encouragement, he felt something move inside you.
Sanemi dialed Tengen's number with trembling hands, desperation evident in his voice. "Why isn't he answering!?"
"What the hell is happening here?!" Giyuu walked in, his eyes widening in shock when he saw your bloody body writhing in Sanemi's arms.
"We were just talking when she suddenly started screaming in pain and coughing up blood. She—Y/N needs help! Call the fucking ambulance and get Shinobu here quickly!" Sanemi's voice trembled as he struggled to speak.
They wasted no time and rushed you to the elevator, Giyuu calling out to Shinobu while Sanemi carried you, whispering soothing words to keep you awake.
"No matter what happens, don't close your eyes. You hear me? Just hold on a little longer," he said, turning his attention back to you.
"Where is Tengen?" Giyuu asked urgently.
"I don't fucking know! I tried reaching him, but he's not answering!"
"For now, let's focus on getting Y/N to the infirmary," Giyuu said, his face filled with deep concern as he feared for your life.
Thankfully, you had stopped screaming, but the sight of you in pain was heartbreaking. They arrived at the infirmary and wasted no time getting you settled on one of the beds.
Sanemi observed you closely and noticed how much skinnier and paler you had become in such a short period of time. It seemed like you were on the verge of passing out.
"Keep your eyes open, Y/N. Whatever happens, don't close them. Don't you dare pass out on me!"
"Giyuu said Shinobu is on her way," Sanemi informed, his voice filled with both hope and worry.
Sanemi kept a firm hold on your hand, praying for your swift recovery. Giyuu excused himself momentarily to inform the others about what had happened.
From your perspective, everything was a haze. You couldn't discern who was speaking to you, but you knew there were multiple people present. As you opened your mouth to speak, no words came out.
Sanemi winced at the scratchiness in your voice, but he was relieved that you were still conscious. He made gentle shushing noises, urging you not to talk for the time being to avoid exacerbating your discomfort.
"Don't worry, Shinobu is on her way, and Tengen hasn't called back yet, but I'm sure he'll rush here once he hears what happened."
As you stared at him, Sanemi noticed your fully dilated eyes, as if you had been injected with some strange drug.
"S-Sane—"
"Shh... don't talk too much for now, okay? I'm here. I won't leave you until I know you're safe, Y/N," Sanemi whispered, brushing your hair gently.
With the little strength you had left, you reached out to him and wiped away the tears streaming down his cheeks. Despite your successful gesture, Sanemi's tears only flowed more as he watched you comfort him.
"Idiot, I should be the one comforting you right now, you know?" he chuckled, his voice choked with emotion.
You mustered a tired smile in response to his remark.
"I know you're exhausted, but try to stay awake for a little longer, okay? Help is on the way," Sanemi said, his heart aching with worry.
It wasn't long before Shinobu arrived with her medical team. They quickly assessed your condition and began to administer the necessary treatment.
Sanemi reluctantly let go of your hand, allowing the medical team to work. He watched anxiously as they attended to you, feeling a profound sense of helplessness.
"She'll be okay, right?" Sanemi asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Shinobu glanced at him and offered a reassuring nod. "We'll do everything we can. She's strong; she'll pull through."
Sanemi could only hope that her words would hold true as he stood by, praying for your recovery and vowing to be there for you every step of the way.
*
You mustered all your strength to stay awake for over an hour while Shinobu ran tests and examined you more closely in her clinic.
Tengen had finally arrived, while Shinobu was running several tests on you. His phone had died, so he couldn't answer Sanemi's call earlier. When he found out what had happened to you, he was completely distraught. He felt furious with himself for not being able to help you in any way.
All he's done is let you down time and time again.
Shinobu continued to evaluate you and provide you with the medical care you needed. He, Sanemi, Giyuu, Zenitsu, and Kagaya remained outside, waiting for her to finish.
"She'll be fine. Have faith in her," Sanemi said to Tengen, who was staring into nothingness.
"I failed her again."
"It's not your fault," murmured the Wind Hashira.
Tengen nodded in response to Sanemi's words, knowing full well that dwelling in self-pity now was pointless.
"Thank you for saving her."
"If only you could see how scared shitless I was," Sanemi chuckled tiredly. "If there's anyone who deserves recognition, it's Giyuu. I don't want to admit it, but he did handle everything much better than me."
"But even if you despised what she was, you were still there for her—"
"I don't hate her; I never have." Sanemi intervened before Tengen could continue his sentence. "That was just me being stupid and not being able to move on."
"And I can understand that, but thank you for putting your faith in her," Tengen replied, turning to face his friend with a faint smile on his lips.
Sanemi merely shrugged and remarked, with a faint smirk on his lips, "Once she's recovered, you can bet she'll get an earful from me for putting me through hell."
Tengen snickered. “Count me in.”
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moriarty the patriot headcannons pt. 1
| requested by anon: Can you write about all male characters in moriarty has a same look of their children and hpw many children they want? |
william x reader; louis x reader; albert x reader; sebastian x reader; fred x reader
word count: 2397
pt. 2: 221b boys
a/n: I DONT KNOW WHY I DIDNT WRITE THIS EARLIER IM SO SORRY THIS REQUEST HAS LITERALLY BEEN IN MY INBOX FOR SO LONG I AM SO SORRY I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS
william: 487 words
with his whole plan to clean the world of the filthy nobles, william never really stopped to think about having children
well, until he met you
you both were in town one day and he saw you fondly watching a child speak with her mother
“i think two children would be nice”
“i didn’t even ask”
“i know, but the look you gave that mother was telling enough”
n e ways he is a simp and he did eventually give you what you wanted
fast forward a few years, you have two children: a boy and a girl
and they look exactly like their father
like,, it lowkey pains you how much they physically take after their father
you wanted to be like “oh they have your personality, but they look just like me!”
no
granted, your son took after you in an emotional sense but your daughter was a daddy’s girl through and through
like she looks like him, she acts like him, speaks like him, she even EATS like him
ok but the men w your children
fred is a freaking sweetheart ok
like he’ll watch over the kids when no one has the time and they love him too so they’ll help out in the garden which you are SO thankful for
tbh they only like uncle albert bc he brings them lil trinkets from when he gets back from london LMAO
louis doesn’t show it, but he absolutely adores your children and makes extra snacks for them at tea time
you caught onto this at one point bc for some REASON your kids would not stop bouncing off of the walls before bed and they told you uncle louis gave them chocolate
and sebastian loves messing w your kids bc,,, sebastian
but he accidentally made your son cry ONCE and he was at the mercy of every adult in the moriarty estate including the boy’s younger sister
needless to say, he watched his actions and words around your children after that
now, william
i’m just gonna say this straight out: most of the men never really thought about having kids (save john and albert)
but when you finally had kids, william had a different outlook on life
like fr,, this man works overtime now trying to get rid of the filth that is called nobles
he doesn’t want his kids to be raised in a world where just because you have more money than another means you get to look down on them
you still instill in them those good morals ofc
he also tries to be very present in their lives since he and his brother were raised as orphans
when he was younger, he didn’t mind it all much
but now that he had this small family and a brighter future, he did everything in his power to make sure they’re happy and grow up in a cleaner and kinder world
louis: 320 words
it took you a week to get him to at LEAST humor you
“if you could, how many kids do you want?”
“none”
like, this guy is so dedicated to his brother and his cause it is a WONDER you somehow wormed your way into his heart
but you did and honestly, the brothers are actually very happy that you’re with them
william especially
louis rarely emotes but when you came into their lives, you got louis pissed at one point and everyone was like,,,, wtf?? he has emotions???
anyways, his answer is one kid LMAO
and when you get that one kid, he looks just like louis
yall already KNOW that he’s ready to die for that child as soon as louis holds him in his arms
the only kid sebastian wouldnt even try to mess with
he can deal with william’s albert’s or fred’s kids but louis lowkey intimidates him so he’s as nice as he can be
that being said, louis teaches his kid how to properly handle stuff around the house
you want to cry bc ur son is just so??? the little kid just loves helping out no matter how small the task and he’s just so cute it hurts
even sebastian’s kinda like,, “aight he’s the only kid i will tolerate”
louis grew up with only his brothers so he also wants to give his son a shot at a normal family
is actually aware at how he thinks he’s indispensable for william’s cause and he doesn’t want his son to end up like him
he also teaches his son some badass fighting moves
oh and louis smiles a lot more too
cried bc his son saw the scar he got on his cheek, rubbed some dirt on his lil face and said “i have daddy’s cool scar now”
all in all his son is the best thing to happen to all of you
albert: 505 words
same as louis in the fact that it takes him a week to answer
“you know you haven’t even answered my question”
“i’m sorry, what did you say?”
“how many kids do you want?”
genuinely takes time to ponder that question
he hadn’t thought of that since his family adopted william and louis
but with you?
“i think two darling girls who take after their mother is enough for me”
pls he’d be so sweet 🥺🥺🥺
you two end up having a girl and a boy, who look just like their father
and tbh, you’re not even mad
you love them so much so when albert comes back north, the three of you are ecstatic
the happiness was short lived for albert tho
he found his son spending time with william and there’s nothing bad right????
“where’s your sister?”
“she’s with mr. moran”
his heart DROPPED
out of all the people in the manor
HIM
he sees the two running around the garden
it all happened as soon as albert’s daughter went up to sebastian and said “you’re very pretty! you’re my knight now!”
he decided to “adopt” the little girl and now he’s lowkey whipped
you found albert staring at sebastian playing with his daughter and updated him about everything going on
“but him??”
“he’s just a big softie for her let it go”
isn’t really surprised when he finds out they can fight a little
actually glad that they can hold their own, God forbid anything happens to them
otherwise mi6 has to deal w family matters lmao
“albert, she only tripped”
“you shouldve seen the fear in her eyes as she fell”
“IT WAS A STRAY COBBLESTONE”
would raise hell if anyone even THOUGHT ill of his kids
william and louis are the doting uncles
william more so than louis bc your kids have never seen louis smile
now they’re on a mission to make uncle louis smile
louis was on child duty one day and they managed to slip away
omyGOD he was stressed but also,, extremely worried
so when he found them he had the most genuine smile on his face
your daughter was like (・∀・)
she loves uncle louis
ofc your son adores his dad like,,, who else wouldn't feel awesome at the age of 10 if you found out your dad was a high ranking general
feels superior to sebastian bc of his dad
lmao this 4’5 kid thinks he can rule sebastian for some odd reason
the house is always dirty bc him and sebastian always prank each other
your daughter is trying to catch a butterfly but she can’t so fred helps
instantly loves fred
“is that what heartbreak is”
“i guess that’s what happens when you try to get close to my kids colonel”
albert is kind of afraid of turning into his dad but he has you and everyone else to remind him that: no you are not your father, you are so much better than him
loves your family with his entire being
sebastian: 844 words
“i see you looking at those kids and the answer is none”
lmao you’ll get so pouty around him bc you want kids dammit
that and he spoils you to no end so that's why you’re pouty lol
“fine we’ll only do one kid and bc one kid is all i can tolerate”
bruh
this man gives you three in four years LMFAO
two boys a year apart and a girl in the fourth year
you wanted to smack sebastian
when the two boys grew up, it was obvious they were already taking after their father in the physical sense
it was terrifying
they genuinely look like mini sebastians and you know everyone in the manor is afraid that you two birthed satan
and the satan was your eldest one
he’s just a feral sebastian moran in a tiny body
your second son, god bless him, looked just like his father but with fred’s temperament
and see, you were fine with your sons looking like their father
it was FINE right
you prayed to God that your third child would have at least some physical resemblance to you
your daughter was birthed, she grew up
and you cried
“HOW DO THEY ALL LOOK LIKE YOU”
“i’ve got some strong genetics, baby”
you sulk for a lil bit
but you accept it anyway because you love your goddamn kids
thankfully, your second and youngest child are both soft spoken and it's only your husband and his tiny clone bringing hell to earth
smacking sebastian bc all of your children suddenly started swearing up a storm at each other
“WHYD YOU HIT ME”
“YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO SWEARS AROUND THE KIDS”
finally sitting down and trying to convince them to stop swearing
“father does it!”
“your father’s stupid”
speaking of your daughter
she’s his little princess and no he will not take criticism
spoils her more than he spoils you
did she glance at a toy at a passing store?
he buys more toys than he should from said store
you have to physically hide some of his money bc there is only so much you can buy
and her older brothers are so caring you want to sob
if a person accidentally shoved her over bc she was tiny and they couldn’t see her
oh boy
get ready to restrain them like chihuahuas
“little sister will be protected at all costs”
since his second son is so different from him, sebastian actively makes time to talk about what the little boy is doing and what he’s getting from it
doesn’t want to be pushy and suffocating like his dad was so when his younger kid does want to be left alone to his devices, sebastian does so
but honestly loves that your second son is so literate
lddhsajdsfk what yall dont know is that they’re all in cahoots
kinda funny to see them all together bc they all take after their father so much it's like having three tiny sebastians go around town
anyways,,,, yall know the promised neverland right
you got ray, norman, and emma
granted one of them wasn’t as smart as ray but he definitely knew what stealth was
regular sibling rivalry was still a thing but if they could smell the pudding from the kitchen, they know they have to work together
sebastian caught his eldest smuggling biscuits into a small bag
he had half a mind to scold him
but then he ended up giving tips TO ALL HIS CHILDREN on how not to get caught next time—
bc of this they beg him to tell them some stories from afghanistan bc “there’s no way a man as old as dad knows this many stealth tactics”
louis is so fed up lmao
albert is in london most of the time so he just thanks the lord that he doesn’t have to deal w the propaganda that sebastian feeds his children about how “mr. albert is a bad man”
william is fine w it as long as they don’t trash the library
your younger ones love the library so they would cry at the thought of one of the books losing any of the pages
your second and your daughter are definitely the moriartys’ favorites
they don’t show it, but you just KNOW
your eldest could care less about that though
as long as you and his father still love him
and of course you both do
and fred is definitely your youngers favorite
they like to hang out in the garden
ok they still fight all the time though
just because your second child is soft spoken doesn't mean he’s afraid to throw hands
their sister likes to join in for the hell of it
but if someone wrongs any of the children
just because the younger ones are the moriartys’ favorite, doesn’t mean that they’re not gonna hunt someone down if they even think about trying to hurt the eldest too
yeah,,, good luck to them and their families
they got the entire moriarty estate coming after them
fred: 241 words
cmon yall are like,, young
but you did ask him bc you were curious if he thought about it
he wants one
and when yall do have the kid, you guys actually do have one kid and its a girl
since you both are young, you can immediately see a resemblance between her and her father
everyone who meets her would die for her
ABSOLUTE CUTIE
especially when she walks around the garden w her hand in her dad’s and he’s showing her all the plants and telling her how to take care of them
needless to say she grows up loving plants
any type of plant
the boys love giving her flowers or anything from bc she has the biggest smile every single time
no matter if it’s just a single rose or a rock
this was found out one time when sebastian gave her a rock bc everyone else had given her like,, two roses each
was afraid she was gonna cry
“thank you so much mr. moran! i will treasure this until i get old!”
she was like 4 at the time
and had the widest smile you’ve ever seen on her
guys u don’t understand she smiles a lot but this was like,, genuine happiness
but everyone was just,, i will destroy the world and myself if anything happens to her
fr it’s just sunshines and rainbows every single time she’s around
everyone just loves her ok
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