#work kicked my ass last night

[inavagrant-a]

Good evening gamers. I shall be chilling here and on @caelsu (hsr blog). Will be prioritizing plotting messages. Hope you're all having a good one!

[peachcitt]

text from thirteen by @anna-scribbles

art by me :)

read thirteen read thirteen it’s everything read thirteen read thirteen read thirteen read thirteen<3 happy thirteen day. have you read thirteen yet. read it again if you have. prepare for your life to be changed if you haven’t.

[miikanui]

dont you guys ever just make random characters in those papa louie games?? in my case, its ALWAYS vocaloid.

[bondagebimbo]

LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.

and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠

I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.

I’m just. I give up.

this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭

[beinggayisreallyexpensive]

Ian's and my anxieties over not having work were def kind of feeding on each other last week. Friday night I dropped my entire dinner on the floor and started crying over frustration/ embarrassment and Ian was just. So gentle with me. He helped me clean it up and shared half the meat portion with me I had plated for him and said basically "we don't have to live with that kind of energy" and man. It's really nice to have someone in my life so regulating like that. You do get to decide what kind of relationships you have with people. You do get to decide sometimes how to react.

[idwtransformers-vibe]

Trying to think of what I should write. Any suggestions, ideas, or requests will work if anyone wants to send something 😊

[spikedfearn]

sorry guys I'll have to delay chapter three until tomorrow :((( I'm not completely satisfied with the chapter as it is but hopefully it'll be worth the wait!!

[threnodians]

ordered better crocs for work (a pair of boots because winter is coming up and a pair of non-slip crocs without all the holes in them because i am sick of my feet getting wet) because they had a sale going so hopefully those get here asap because it is cold and damp outside 24/7 and having wet feet for my entire shift is getting old real quick

[pluresque]

[crawling out of bed at 1pm] hi

[nervocat]

Announcement time!!

This abt my writing status — no I am not going on hiatus. I plan to finish my hcq series before I do anything else, and then open my requests to everyone after I get a couple of other things done!!

It's been forever since I've opened up my requests to everyone, but the time is approaching! Now that I'm done with exams for a bit, I'll hopefully have more time for now until it gets to be near summer (that's when my family and I go camping and I go hunting more and you get it.. very busy 🙏🙏)

But that's basically it I think ^^ I'm working on finishing ch 2 of my hcq series so look out for that. It will be on the shorter side, but it will be laying out more of the dynamics the reader and the others had before we get to the rlly angsty part of the series and go into more details of the past!! I'm very excited for when the action for this goes up and I hope you all are too :33

Love you guys!!(/p) Stay safe out there and have a good day/night &lt;;33

[fuwaprince]

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[sangcreole]

//it’s a rainy day, and I have so much work to do but I can’t focus because all I want to do is snuggle up under a blanket and think about Louis 😭 but since I’m working overtime until 8pm tonight, send Louis some questions and I’ll hop on to answer them when I get a break

[todayisafridaynight]

Goofy as hell about your ID bro I guess everyone's a little faceblind now and then

Maybe she was thrown off bout my coconut-headass haircut in the pic LMAOOO my hair is hopefully a little better looking now compared to then

in any case…. Heh.. case.. i get to keep it in this bad boy now 😏 and hopefully not lose it again LOL

[dawnedon]

"I'll be at my full power this Friday. Watch out."

[medicinemane]

Discord's back it seems. Saw people on the reddit thread I found about this that was from like 20 minutes ago saying that they had moderate success resetting their router

No, I refuse. Discord broke it, discord can fix it, I'm not putting in that much effort when I still had my phone and didn't have anything important to do

And I won, I didn't have to do shit and it got fixed eventually

So like... good work, but I'm still gonna complain. The correct amount of outages is zero when you're a big company. Full stop (though while I'm very much applying this to stuff like ISPs, I'm sure many of us would say that by that standard their ISP isn't acceptable... and it's not)

[covenofthearticulate]

god. re-reading tvl for the first time since before the pandemic and it’s got me in my feels WAY more than expected. fucking rude.