#wordsofemotion

[trustyourjourney]

17 February 2021,

Dear Friend,

I'm sorry for having my weak episodes again. I hope I did not step over the line. I guess I've been assuming things again and day dreaming about past memories. I know it will never be the same again but atleast we can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I just wanted to say that, even though I’m not with you anymore at least we are under the same sky, just look at it whenever you miss me. I'll do too.

Love always,

Marlo

[e-c-l-e-c-t-i-c-i-s-i-t]

I’m bleeding… I’m bleeding my cold little heart is bleeding.

[adriccenerii]

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[vanillaautumn]

The person that loved me is gone. Instead a perfectly mean stranger has taken their place. Maybe people never change? Maybe I was living a lie, Was it worth for me to try? All I can fathom is a sigh. -RA

Cabrillo National Monument. San Diego, CA, United States.

[reahltalk]

It’s easy to hate yourself when all your love is inside someone else.

[peoplealwaysleave1994]

To the man I fell In love with

I'm always going to love you Lucas it's never going to stop! Yes Lucas is a cover name for you but it doesn't change how much our world and life is like Peyton and Lucas, I know we probably won't end up together in the end and even if we do I can't hold on to that hope anymore with you I have for so long and it made me change and become weak and I can't do it anymore I am the person who's always here for you and loves you no matter the shit you put me through, but do you notice no and you never will 100% until it's convenient for you. But I will still love and stick up for you. Because you aren't just my first love/ love of my life but you're my best friend. All I want is you happy even when it causes me pain. I love you SMH and I always will even if I hide it so I can keep you in my life as my best friend, I still hope for the day that you may fall for me and I might be good enough. But even if that doesn't happen I still love having you in my life as one of my best friends even if I question it sometimes I know you're still here for me but I will hide everything just to keep you in my life because I can't imagine losing you or having a live without you in it. 💜💜

[bloggerpushkin]

"...and those unread Conversations"

"...and some conversations never got completed. Those half sent words of praise(s) Those loud words of anger and aguish Those emotions were never felt again The duo chased the dreams Fighting all the odds with soul's loudest scream The scream of leaving good(s) behind The shout of carrying the desires in mind The Best Friends, once again in the awe of nature Were seemed getting separated Those never said goodbye's And those half read conversations Never got completed For the reason those words needed lips to sing and ear to hear Hence those conversations never saw a new morning The only reason 'Those Conversations Could Never Be Completed'."           - Pushkin Channan

[thoughts-in-the-clouds]

If I would meet you now. In the city, you on your bike. You would wave. Or tip me on my shoulder. Me, having my earplugs in, trying to dive in an other universe, me I would be surprised. Like so many times that you were driving behind me and I didn’t notice it. And you would smile like back then, happy and kind of proud that you surprised me and that I am staring at you like you are a ghost. Well,.. for me you were a ghost somehow. I looked at you this way because I was scared. That I accidentally would let you see what I feel. That I would make you realize that I am not „okay“ . That you would see behind. I was scared that if I would touch you again, I would be lost forever. Well,.. I was already.

If I would meet you now. In the city, you on your bike. You would ask me how I am doing and I spent the last few years. And I?

I would like to tell you about the pain, that you caused. The heartbreak that you didn’t even now was happening to me. That I feel so stupid for not telling you what you mean to me before you met „her“. That I still want to say the three words but I am scared. That I am curious what you were doing. I want to tell you how much my family is missing you. That I am feared for my mums health. That I don’t have eyes for other guys. Cause they are not you. That I miss you. Your voice. Your touch. Your soul. That I am going through hard times and how much it hurts that we grew apart that much.

If I would meet you now. In the city, you on your bike. You would look deep into my eyes, like back then, our souls would have this special connection just by looking into eachothers eyes. And I would just say

„I‘m okay.“

[trustyourjourney]

17 January 2021

Dear Friend,

Are you here?

I have something to tell you.

I'm sorry, for the bad things that happened. It's my fault.

I will try... to continue living without feeling any guilt, but if that means I have to forget you, I don't want to do it, because you are my good memory, the only memory that I have.

Why do I have to cry for you?

I have so many things to tell you.

I'll see you soon.

Love Always,

Marlo

[wallswords-blog]

Insincerity #words #wallswords #wordsofemotion #quotes #insincerity

[e-c-l-e-c-t-i-c-i-s-i-t]

Fresh starts and clean slates?? It’s more like damaged hearts and twisted fates.

[vanillaautumn]

“There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.”

1 John 4:18 NIV

[reahltalk]

[bloggerpushkin]

"Respect Her"

"The good God made her to resolve the enmity, Didn't know that one day his creation would get trapped in the world of cruelty. Unaware was he that the world (his own creation) would do this Would do all the wrong in world to prove his might. The war is on and still on, To prove her wrong on the battleground. Knowingly that she's the one who brought him to the world, He still manages to fight her solidarity to prove his worth. Well, she kept you in the womb of hers, And this is what you gifted in return to her. No dear men, that's not her worth I hope you could realize what pain she has born to bring you down to the beautiful planet earth. What she need is only respect, and you will notice her putting the best to make you healthy, wealthy and prosperous in all respect(s)."

[bethandbougie]

Remember when I told you, I love you to the bottom of the sea. Oh I know it's over and I guess that's just how it used to be.

Y. San Luis, reminiscing everything about the past

[trustyourjourney]

12 March 2019

Dear friend,

Everything is good now. I've been seeing someone for the past 2 months. His name is Sep and he's 27 years old. I've been doing my best to be the best partner for him and to keep all the promises that we've made. He's serious about me, and I hope that it will stay that way. I promised that I will be here for him no matter what happens, even in the good times, and most especially in the bad times.

I would like to describe how he looks like. Well, he's 5 feet 5 inches tall, we're actually almost on the same height, he has tan skinned, with round and big dark brown eyes, he's medium built like me but he's a little bigger, he's cut like me, although I think I have more cuts than him, but he does have a bigger bicep than mine. He has black hair that is cut like a typical modern college jock. He's beautiful, and is even more beautiful on the inside. He's kind and caring about me.

There are many things in this relationship that I get to discover as compared to my previous relationship. It's not just about me anymore. I've learned to include my partner in all of my decisions and to check whether I might hurt his feelings or not. It's very important to consider not just myself but also my partner.

Just like every relationship, we fight, we argue, and I think that's normal. The most important thing is that, we keep trying. Above all else, we forgive, and still love each other. We're human beings and we all struggle about something in our lives, and what's important is that we support each other during those moments. At times, we struggle with our relationship but we conquer it and we keep going. We keep each other, and we keep our promises to love each other.

Although the pain from my past can never be taken away, I can say that I'm healing, I'm recovering, and I'm learning to love again. I'm opening myself up to someone that I want to spend the rest of my life with. At times, I still feel sad, I still feel the pain, and I've learned to live with that, but Sep here has made everything better for me. He loves me, and I'm grateful for that. I appreciate him for all the things that he's done for me. A lot of times, I feel that I don't give him as much love as he gives to me, but I hope I do make him feel that I love him because I do, I do love him as much.

I'm happy now. We're happy and I hope we always will. This is to more adventures with Sep and I. Thank you my friend for listening.

Love Always,

Marlo