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Greed makes me sick.
By: J
Woo fucking hoo, gotta love projection! (this was 100% self indulgent, idk how well it actually works with jiro but! Oh fucking well! At least im getting smth done ig)
Cw; Selfharm, Suicide Ideation, Jiro generally being unhealthy, awful writing
Once again; sorry for your eyes, goodluck
Jiro laid in his bed, glancing at the clock on his phone every so often, around 21:34. Mindlessly scrolling through some of his friends' accounts, he never wanted to admit it, but he does in a way enjoy ‘stalking’ his friends, “friends” being mostly of people he's never met or talked to a day in his life, but that's never really mattered to him.
Usually it's just to catch up on everything, ‘oh they finally got married’ etc. boring stuff, but why the hell not.
But other times like today, it made him want to throw up. He was happy for them, sure, but there was a disgusting jealousy spreading throughout his chest, traveling down his esophagus, down to his stomach, and setting there. He’s felt it before, the first few times it happened, he thought he literally had to throw up, resulting in him essentially purging to get the feeling out; it didn't ever work. He gave up on trying, it usually went away on its own, just how long would it take was the question. Minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years. It was all a possibility. The longer he felt it, the worse it became. He’d liked to say that it started off slowly, but it never did. Usually the first thing he jumped to was ‘I'll never be like them, no matter how hard I try, so what's the point in living?’ He wished he could say it was irrational, but it just wasn't. He knew due to one reason or another, he couldn't be like them, no matter how hard he tried, no matter for how long he never gave up. He would always fail. He wished he could also say that he had no desires, that would be a lie too. Seeing people do what you've wanted to do for years of your life, that you never came close to doing, so easily, it hurt. It hurt. It hurt. It. Hurt. and he wished he could say it didn't. He wished something so very mundane didn't hurt. He hated jealousy, he hated greed, perhaps that's why it hurt so much more. Because he was a hypocrite. It's not like he wished that they weren't able to do that, he just wanted to be able to do it too.
Jealousy, is an odd word. People always assume that if you are jealous- that you wish ill on whoever you’re jealous of. But that couldn't be further from what he felt. Sometimes, it was tiring to constantly work and work for something others have so easily, that you'll never get. Why does life deal such shitty hands to people who care? Or is it the other way? Shitty hands in life make you care? Either way, it still made him sick.
Somedays, he got off easy, he knew it's not their fault, sometimes motivated by a ‘you'll get there someday, you just have to keep trying���. Days like this though, that wasn't the case. Trying is pointless, not that he just feels like it, but it is. No amount of trying or wishing will ever work. Shitty hand remember? So if he couldn't do what he wanted, what was the point in living? Maybe he was crazy, fucking insane even, no one talks about this sort of thing, there's probably a reason, right?
He sat up on his mattress, took a look at his phone, then tossed it across the room. He would’ve thrown it, but he didn't see a point in breaking the phone or wall if he was angry. He wasn't even angry either, just like there was a hole in his chest where his heart should be, and that hole was filled with bile.
He looked down and stared at his hands, disgusting. Failure. He was a failure. He had good grades, sure, but it really didn't mean anything. Grades are just numbers, and numbers that didn't matter to him. If When he gets older, he's probably not going to be sitting on his deathbed thinking about how he got a 100% on a math quiz. But this?
He stood up and walked over to his ‘desk’, clean for 4 months at the simple request of a friend. It's not like she’d know or find out if he did it. Well, unless he couldn't keep his mouth shut as usual. Even if she did find out, would she care? Would she even remember what was said? Ha. Maybe she’d tell him how pathetic he was, unable to go past a small styro, he is really pathetic, so it’d be fitting.
Even if she somehow did ‘care’ as much as she said, wouldn't it be tiresome? That was one of the main reasons he stopped in the first place, taking care of people, even if you love them can be tiresome. So she was bound to get tired and bored of it. She’d probably grow to not care, part of him wanted that.
He admittedly fantasizes thinks about what would've happened if he hadn't stopped, more than he should.
Maybe she’d grow annoyed of his break/melt downs, maybe she'd make fun of him instead, he couldn't really blame her either way. Part of him wanted her to grow bored of him, but the other selfish part, hated the idea. Even now, he considered reaching out “You don't have to suffer alone, I’m always here, you’ll never annoy me.” but..
He appreciated it, but it probably wasn't meant for something like this. What was the point? It wasn't like he was gonna kill himself, no matter how badly he wanted to. Sure, it wasn't a necessarily ‘healthy’ coping mechanism, but. It's not like he could do much damage anyways right? This was just like scratching himself when he was pissed off, not healthy, but what could anyone do? It didn't really hurt, so what would be the point in taking it away?
Without caring enough to think it through, he picked up the blade, and sliced through the mid of his forearm. It stung. More than usual, but who even cares. He spun his chair around, then sat down. He brought the blade to his arm again- he really was pathetic, wasn't he? Slice- even if someone for some reason cared- slice- it's not like they should, he was pathetic and needy- slice- maybe some people in this world are supposed to die? Or suffer at least- slice- but, he didn't really want anyone else to suffer. If he met someone just as himself, would he hate them too? Or would he take pity? Slice- He smiled. His arm felt weak. Hand shaky. No one was coming to save him. No one knew of what he’d done. No matter what, he’s always alone. He deserved it.
He stared at his arm for a few minutes, the deepest he’s ever cut, after not even 5 minutes, it looks pathetic again. God he's stupid. What if she somehow does find out? She wouldn't outwardly say how pathetic he is, she wasn't that type of person. She’d probably show some sort of concern. Fuck. Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck FUCK. She’ll probably show some sort of care, attention. He didn't want that. Great. Now it looks like he did it all just for attention! Fucking wonderful.
He glanced at his phone that had been lazily thrown on the floor, part wishing someone messaged, anyone, but dreading having to respond. No matter how much he loved them, responding right after this thing, he always seemed off, too off.
He took a breath, trying to collect what little of himself was left. He should get something to drink. Yeah, that’ll probably make him feel at least a bit more level-headed.
But there again, he is a waste of space, failure, etc. he’s heard most of the names by now mostly from himself but that didn't matter, does he really deserve something as simple as drinking? Even basic things do cost money, even if just a few cents. Why waste it on himself? But his throat is so dry still,,
He walked out of his bedroom, hitting his face on the door, forgetting it was very muchly locked, precaution. He wanted to lash out, take every bit of anger out on it but then…. Nothing. Numbness. He didn't even have a good reason to feel angry. It was his fault anyways. He took a deep breath, unlocked the door, and walked out.
Walking to the kitchen, slower than usual, he started to wonder again with how he was going to hide his awful wonderful misdeed. Makeup worked.. Well honestly for him it worked awfully. Nothing ever seemed to match in all lighting, plus that was only really an option for scars, tactile cuts didn't really improve much when paired with a powder or creme (?? sorry idk), plus it could run the risk of infection. Right? He's never seen anything warning against it so maybe not? But putting something that has chemicals like that into a cut, it didn't seem correct. Considering what minuscule things could cause infection. Not that he'd mind getting infected and slowly, painfully dying. He just didn't like the look generally.
What could he do then? Wear a jacket like normal, sure, but she always finds out somehow. Gods know how, not him, but somehow. He could bandage it sure, but that ran the risk of even more questions, it wasn't exactly news that he didn't care about proper ‘aftercare’ like that. Sure, not properly covering it, cleaning the blade etc. could cause infection, but.. Well. He didn't have any excuses, he was just biased in some ungodly way that he never noticed right until that very moment! (Large cough. H e l p.)
Grabbing a random cup, he decided to just tough it out like usual. Try to not show his arm in any setting but not be weird about it, try to act normaler than usual, sure it’ll suck, but it's between that and in his mind, ‘looking like an attention seeker’. He poured out what wasn't even 1/4th of a cup of water into the cup. His throat was just dry, it's not like he'd die from dehydration any time soon. Sure, he's human, doesn't that mean he just needs the absolute minimal amount of care? Hell, this couldn't even be considered minimal! He has a roof over his head, water, food, there's so much more he could go without, gods he's selfish huh? He sat down his empty glass beside the sink, very quietly laughing under his breath, pathetic, wasn’t it? He’s so selfish, he has it well, yet he acts like he has nothing! What more could he ask for in life? Stability? What a joke. He should really be more grateful.
He stared at the glass glass beside him, staring into his distorted reflection. Well, at least there was always a way to fix it all. In the back of his mind, he was always running though, listing off methods, quickest, easiest, cheapest, messiest, etc. No matter how hard he tried, he’d never figured out the ‘perfect suicide’ in his own eyes.
Though, recently, a method stuck his eye. Nitrogen gas. He’d heard it takes one out quickly, but makes them struggle and suffer beforehand. Perfect for himself. No time to back out because of how quickly it takes you, pain before death, he’d never wanted a peaceful one. It was near perfect. But one of the main issues was managing to get any. Or get around any in general. (little did Jiro know; he was only a few letters off from his actual suicide; that being Nitroglycerin!)
But, he doubted it was realistic, for reasons already stated, so he was stuck with whatever other incredibly fucked method he inevitably decides on. It's not like he probably will anytime soon either, no matter how much he wants to. He walked back to his room, flopping down as soon as he was close enough for at least his face to hit the mattress. Thud totally comfortable.
He stood up once again, actually closing his door this time. Then sitting on the bed properly, right, shit, his phone. No, no one probably texted, they're all busy. What can only be described as a mantra he mentally spoke, trying his best to not get his hopes up and what left of his heart shattered, even if he was always deep-down hoping, begging for any sort of message.
He walked around to the far wall, and picked up his phone, quickly turning it around, anticipation and tension always left more room for disappointment. He seen the messaging app icon and- no one. A stupid update reminder. He’d rather’ve seen absolutely nothing than that. But whatever, they're busy, she's busy. He reminded himself, trying to subside the constant idea that they all fucking loath him for everything that he's ever done. But it's probably true though right? Of course it is. They all hate him. No matter how close, they all do. He’ll never change, will he? Why even bother at this point, he loved talking to them all sure, but why do they bother to talk to him? Pity? Perhaps. A disgusting feeling crept back up into his stomach and esophagus, it unknowingly had disappeared some minutes ago. Not like it mattered now. He tossed his phone to the side of his bed, on the ground, not bothering to charge it. It's not like anyone will message anyways. He's an idiot, everytime, everyday, why does he still feel such anticipation anyways? The answer didn't matter. He was tired. He didn't want to sleep, he hadn't gotten anything done, hell he was bored. But he had no energy to do anything. Just because of some stupid post. Sensitive. Weak. Pathetic. Why was he even still here? He's just dead weight to everyone he meets. What is the point.
He laid there, he didn't know for how long, it didn't matter, he heard a door shut, they're back. He couldn't talk to them or face them like this. No. He’ll fake sleeping, maybe he’ll fall asleep in the process, that'd be nice, or if he never woke up, both seem ideal to him.
He laid on his stomach, right arm obscuring his face, left in a weak fist. It was a default ‘I swear I'm asleep’ pose, shockingly comfortable too!
Staring at the back of his eyelids, repeating bright colours and vague shapes started appearing, in a way it always felt a bit soothing, it was always there for him.
Even when he wasn't there for himself.
#'sticks and stones may break my bones; but man razor blades hurt so much more'#j writes badly#no beta we die like jirou#if a lot of this seems vauge. thats the point#youre not going crazy; im just a shit writer who cant figure out how else to translate it into writing!#the nitrogen thing was 100% improv. it was baseed on a convo i had the other day and went “yeah close enough”#if he knows how to make bombs. he probably knows that nitrogen will kill you alot faster right?? thats. common knowledge#i think. (<- didnt know it)#this got me almost yelled at by my mother bc i stayed up later than usual and slept until like 13:30#(which mkaes no sense bc i used to sleep in a lotttt longer than that but oh well ig)#tryna not go off the imaginary rails on here but chat.#chat i want to fucking die.#the urge to kms but the knowledge that you probably wont attempt so you feel like theres no reason in talking abt it to anyone so its awkwa#d and youre just there like “🧍”#yeah idk were i was going with that. man i needa knit real bad. i havent in a few days. crown scarf must be real by next year. stg
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update WOO FUCKING HOO - I'm done with supply I'M DONE I'M DONE
The only ig i didn't do merits and demerits of Mean, median mode which i'll do rn OTHERWISE I'M FUCKING DONE
in the next hour before the dams starts i can revise
ANYWAYS BYE !<3
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went to my paramore concert last night but before the show i had the worst panic/anxiety attack ive had since like middle/high school and almost didnt go inside after all the work and trouble (not to mention money) i had to get there and cried for an hour until my makeup that i spent two hours on was very obviously cried off and could not enjoy anything until paramore actually played like two hrs after entering the show and only when they played could i find myself calming down but i could barely see her and i didnt get any pictures of anything and nothing that day went as planned at all and i had some fun plans.. i bought a three pack of 35 film so i could take pics while in cinci and didnt get one. why cant i do anything why cant i have one fucking good day/night this was the only big fun thing ive had goin for me for fucking. well basically the whole year and i fucking ruined it
#🍒#i bought a tour hoodie and stickers so theres that ig#but like. i took all the fun out for myself and definitely made it entirely less fun for my bf#theres so much more to this than i typed like it was fucking bad until it wasnt and then it was bad again#i was looking forward to it so much like i literally bought presale tickets the second they came out and counted down the days for months#it came out of nowhere like i didnt expect to feel that way at all#feeling very much like i never want to leave my house again or speak words out loud again.#i ruined it all and embarrassed myself to new lengths. awesome!! so cool!!! im such a fun person to be around!!! woo hoo!!!!
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#this is a vent doodle ig??#i thought it looked good so i might as well post it#im stressed as fuck bc of college!!! woo hoo!!! love that#Its FINE. Everythings FINE.#no it isnt lmao#anyway whatever i guess hopefully the month between orientation and when my classes start will be more chill and i can breathe some more#myart#i should have given myself funky socks i dont own many plain socks this is so out of character ajdhjahdjsj
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ok after my wonderful mental breakdown yesterday, i washed my hair today so i smell like an ocean breeze apparently and maybe i have really bad depression and want to die but ... ocean breeze !
#yeah! ocean breeze#im gonna shut the fuck up and never speak again! woo hoo#im still depressed but whats newwwww !#anyway#im fine ig#ppl were worried ig so i msorry for that i was just....... not great#i really thought abt it u kno killing myself fndkddkdkd lmao..... which is FINE and all b u t ..........#i thought abt doing smth and i was like huh..... ok !!!!!#but i didnt and thats that ig.#anyway.
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Cardan Greenbriar has no bad tracks like KISS ME UNTIL IM SICK OF IT bangerr !!! IF YOU'RE THE SICKNESS IG YOU CAN'T ALSO BE THE CURE woo-hoo !!! BY YOU IM ALWAYS UNDONE i mean damn !! And don't get me started on YOUR HANDS WERE ON HER BUT HER EYES WERE ON ME like the shade on Locke
man is so fucking poetic
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ok ig cashier damian is my latest hyper fixiation, so let’s add
• Ight so, on fridays, jon cannot come in all the time, very rarely can he. and when he does. he sees a very cute sleepy damian who also wants to punch him:)
• damian is just a mess. he didn’t have time to fix his appearance because as soon as he got out of school, he had to change in a shitty unsanitary grocery store bathroom.
• it was not fucking fun. it never is. damian is so over it. jon normally sees Damian working on homework quickly before putting it away when Jon or other customers show
• damian cannot be asked to look like a normal human being when he just finished 7 sad hours of school in ANOTHER shitty uniform. he hates uniforms
Jon: you look like you’re gonna fall asleep
Damian: ugh, look who it is, the good boy from metropolis who doesn’t look like a creep at all when he comes here just to talk to me. woo hoo!
Jon: nice to see you too
• jon normally sucked on lollipops when he didn’t want to chew on gum, plus sometimes he chews on gum really aggressively and it hurts his jaw
• but let’s talk abt jonny: star athlete ( I’m a simp for athletes jon, please kill me. he’s a basketball player in this though. he got the height for it anyway ), himbo-vibes, and overall sweetheart.
• at least that’s what everyone else thinks. his life is a cycle. A very miserable cycle. It’s honestly tiring and hurts his head and generally takes his mood down
• but then he drove to bludhaven in his new car and brand new license. and he saw him.
• sure he’s seen moody teenagers working at stores before, but this boy; Damian, by his name tag, was different. He SENSED IT
• jon found that he liked different
• damian.. just didn’t easily talk with Jon like so many did at home. he liked a challenge
• and Damian was his challenge
• so he wasted so much gas and time and money to visit him.
• he was so whipped
• he was attracted to him. just the way he did things. like goddamn. ok.
• then his friends and him took a trip there. it was Saturday, they were gonna leave on Sunday. it was for Kathy’s birthday. He had no idea why she wanted to go here.
• oh. yeah. The idiots taken in for underaged drinking. Jon didn’t drink. ( he was a good boy and designated driver ) so he was just there trying to get the officers to let his friends off the hook
Damian: oh look, guess the good boy isn’t really a good boy.
Jon: Damian—? No! I’m here to get my friends out!
Damian: figures, you’re too innocent to do bad things.
Jon: what did you do then?
Damian: well wouldnt my you like to know
Dick: Damian! There you are! Sorry, I was calling up some parents- who is this?
Damian: Good boy.
Dick: ah.
Jon: Jon Kent.. nice to meet you
Dick: wait. As in Clark Kent?
Jon: yeah? that’s my dad
Dick: aw your dad used to babysit me
Damian: can we go now
Dick: hush Damian, I’m feeling nostalgic
• so Damian learned jons name. And jon got to see Damian in regular clothes, so that was cool
• he also got in trouble and couldn’t see Damian for a month because his parents were upset about what happened.. understandable, but jon was still upset
Tai: soo, that was him?:)
Jon: shut up
• tai accidentally found out about cashier boy, it was very funny for tai. not Jon. he teased jon for being whipped.
• sure jon liked damian for his looks at first. then he liked him for him.
Jon: dad, some guy named dick said hi
Clark: jon it isn’t— wait-
Jon: he said you babysat him
Clark: really? You saw him, how did he look? I haven’t seen him since he was a kid!
Jon: um. good?
Clark: where did you see him?
Jon: ..the police place
• his parents put a tracker on jons phone. now they were so confused why their son kept going to Giant Beagle in bludhaven. it was. weird.
• they just- was he meeting someone?? why was he doing this? WAS HE GETTING DRUGS? wait. no. it’s jon. jon couldn’t even stand the smell of cigarettes
Lois: jon.. honey.
Jon: yeah?
Lois: why do you keep driving to bludhaven? I’m worried about you and want to make sure you aren’t doing anything.. bad. Or dangerous.
• granted, it was very dangerous going out there, but he liked it. he liked the thrill of when he got to walk damian back sometimes! HE WAS GETTING CLOSER TO DAMIAN!
• oh also. it turns out damian gave him a fake number
• rude.
• damian always warned him though. and tried to make jon not walk far. jon was.. jon was a good boy. he would never survive in bludhaven frequently, jt worried humored damian.
• sometimes jon came by during the day. Damian’s Sunday shift was in the evening while his Saturday one was in the morning. jon got to go get lunch with him sometimes if Damian felt like there were enough people around that would know if he got kidnapped or not
Damian: why do you bother talking to me? most get bored of me and my attitude.
Jon: I find it charming. you’re fun to talk to. you feel so real. almost everyone in my life feels artificial and like I’m living in a disney Chanel movie.
Damian: *he laughed* oh?
Jon, loving Damians laugh rn: yeah! it’s like they’re.. androids or somethin’.
Damian: why don’t you just find someone snarky from metropolis?
Jon: it wouldn’t be as fun then.
Jon: i like a challenge.
• getting to know damian was like trying to beat the hardest level in his game. it was mind blowing how many times he basically had to restart. Damian was also like a Rubix cube, but jon will get there. He already has 1 side done on it.
Jon: so you live with your brother?
Damian: yes.
Jon: nice
• jon didn’t pry. Damian and dick had became forgotten after bruces death, a lot of the kids did. they just all disappeared from the media like ghosts.
• so jon didn’t know that dick wasn’t his blood relative, or that Damian was Bruce’s child. no one really did
• it wasn’t like it mattered though anyways
Damian: basketball is lame.
Jon: have you ever played?
Damian: yes. it sucked ass
• jon has helped Damian restocked late at night sometimes. Damian doesn’t like him touching things, but the faster he does it, faster he can go home to get his pets, alfred, and his idiot brother
Damian: you waste a lot of gas coming to see me.
Jon: it’s worth it.
• jon had to get a job. boo. he worked on days he didn’t have practice and sadly, on sundays.
• he was a worker at a small cafe, he was just a waiter there
• and then one day, on a Sunday, Damian came in with a few people. WAIT DAMIAN CAME IN
Jon: DAMIAN
Damian, clearly startled: what the fuck, jon!
Jon: why’re you here! how long are you staying! ARE TOU REALLY HERE!
Maya: is this who you were talking about?
Damian: shut up.. but calm down, idiot.
Damian: .. you got a haircut.
Jon: you- you noticed? sorry I couldn’t come this week. was busy this week and needed to catch up on sleep.
Damian:’it’s fine. I guess I really should give you my number now.
Colin: that was smooth
Jon: really?
Damian: mhm. after you seat us, dumbass.
Jon: oh right
• and Damian did give jon his number
• a real one dw
Maps: he was cute.. he single?
Maya: he wouldn’t be single if Damian just manned up
Colin: they practically just stared at each other the whole time when they thought the other wasn’t looking
Damian: wait he was looking at me?
Maya: oh damians so whipped.
• oh how the cashier is falling for the waiter
• sounds like a hallmark film.
• next week jon did end up visiting him in ‘haven, and drove him home.
• damians feet were hurting and he was tired so he didn’t even bother to argue.
• jon couldn’t come to visit his favorite cashier during winters a lot, he may of liked his new “dangerous” life, but he heard how bad the roses could get from Damian
• damian was a bit sad and moody because of that. but shut up. you don’t know anything dick
Dick: you know.. you should invite him inside
Damian: so you can embarrass me? no thank you.
Dick: me? embarrass you? never. but come on, you have never shown interested in anyone before! I wanna meet him!
Damian: you already did. At the police station. you forget or something?
Dick: .. that wasn’t really the best first meeting. come on. please?
Damian: no.
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in the family drama era!!! woo fucking hoo ig/s
#charlie.txt#so my older cousin#they got disowned for their birth mom divorcing my uncle#and for having mental illness#and for having a normal teenager attitude#they’re my only older cousin#they used to look exactly like me#they were me before I was me#and you can surely see why this has always worried me#if I’m just following the same path#then I’ll just have the same fate#since I was fucking outed to my grandma by my little cousin#and my parents disrespected my wishes to keep my little hospital visit a secret#and I’ve cut my hair in a masculine way#I’m doing everything my older cousin was eventually disowned for#and here’s the other thing#when I say they were me before I was me#I meant it#my parents always babysat them#there’s photo proof of it#I was just raised exactly how they were raised#and now my mom hates them for being them#I’m scared. how in the world do you face your inevitable future#vent
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alllll the tender asks
hey chasw i lov u veryyyyyy much and im veryyyyyy proud of you
fresh milk: age?
im 15!! Ive been 15 for 27 years smh
teeth: gender identity?
lmao good question! As of now I identify as female but thatcould be up for debate
honey: do i have a nickname?
with my birth name theyre soph and soophie but with mychosen name its olliw and that’s basically it but one thing that will neverchange is my gma calls me peanut butter :’) lov her
breast: do I get along with my mother?
Yes! I am very blessed to have a mother that I have tons incommon with and shared interests and such. Jodi is such a savage I love herveryyyyy much
Angelhood: favorite memory?
Probably being in Europe and just getting to be in themiddle of life in paris Barcelona and madrid I cant wait to get back
Tranquil: who do I laugh the most with?
Anna and her family or my family. All of us are little shitsthat just say the dumbest shit and it cracks me up to no end
Adieu: who do I dread to say goodbye to?
Either frankie, my puppy, or chase. I always feel like we’reduped out of the time we deserve to hang out. Smh homophobia.
Wax: can I keep a secret?
I used to be terrible at keeping secrets but I realized howimportant privacy is and how much a person has to value their trust with me totell me so now I value them over my life.
Tinder box: what do I cherish most?
Probably my walls, which sounds weird but its true. Theyre coveredin all my memories and photos and letters random shit. They keep me groundedwhen my bran gets jumbled and my feet get floaty I lov my walls veryyyyymuchoooo
Paper: whats my favorite novel?
The harry potter series or carry on by ranbow rowell (itsgay give it a read)
Box office: whats my favorite film?
Moana, dead poets society, new in town, the lovely bones(sorry chasw), the imitation game, the list goes on im a huge slut for moviesso if ur every trying to woo me just show me your favorite film and ill basicallymarry you ;)
Stage: do I have a talent?
Being annoying. Next.
Tiger: whats my bravest moment?
Auditioning for a show last year (and getting the part)
Treasure: what is your brightest characteristic?
Like physically? Ive been told I have a big ass smile…. But personality-wise?Idk my compassion or empathy?
Morale: is my castle made of glass or stone?
Oooooo a glass castle sounds cute af! Using plants as likeblinds? Sign me tf up natural sunlight all day? Hoo boy im in. definitely glass:)
Wolf: do I have an inner monster?
Depression.
Seven: lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, or pride?
Lust definitely cuz im a gay.horny.b.i.t.c.h
Trick: white lie or deceit?
Idfk I try not to lie or “deceive” very much
Illusion: do I have a secret?
Fuck yeah I do
Heart: am I in love?
Lmao
Mary: am I a virgin?
Ugh
Bedroom: how would I define my sexual orientation?
G A Y
Pink: panties, bloomers, or lingerie?
(what in the fuck are bloomers?????) idk I think panties isan uncomfy word but ig I wear “panties” but ive always really loved how lingerielooks….
Rope: do I have a fetish?
I mean probably? Like nothing weird or hella kinky but imguessing theres something I life that is considered a kink? Idfk I don’t divedeep into that shit lol
Tobacco: do I smoke?
NO
Wine: do I drink?
I have once and it was fine but I didn’t love it n I willprobably wait a while before I do again
Taboo: do I have any tattoos?
I fuckin wishhhhh
Metal: do I have piercings?
My ears and my nose!
Stitches: what kind of clothing do I wear?
I get most of my clothes from goodwill or other thriftstores but I wear mostly plain or primary colors with black leggings or baggyass jeans or literal sweatpants…. In conclusion I dress like a very very poorhipster that cant be bothered to put any work into her appearance
Eau de toilette: what is my favorite scent?
Lavender :)
Murmur: how do I deal with drama?
I don’t!
Hiccup: what makes me nervous?
Existing? Virtually everything?
Gazelle: do I participate in the arts?
I used to do the theater club at my school but idk if imgoing back cuz theres so much drama (lol what a fitting issue to have)
Anomaly: what to I find unique about myself?
My passion for helping others
Cedar: what is my favorite season?
Spring!!! All the flowers and rain and smells makes me socalm and feel at peace
Balm: the last person I kissed:
My friend Rachel
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It's been a minute since I posted something like this on here. Before I turned for the fireman carry, I did tire flips to more or less the other side of the turf. But the video was way too long for me to include everything. I hope to one day be able to fit this set into a single 60 second IG post. So for now, I'll just keep at it. This was the rotten cherry that topped this mess of a workout but at least I'm here doing sonething. Also, big ups to not smoking in a month. Big ups to yoga for making me stop on the first place and for getting me back into the gym. Woo fucking hoo 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
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