#wolfstar crying during sex fic

[lynxindisguise]

don't cover our tracks

“You’ve been miserable?” he chokes out as Sirius’s mouth reaches the gash on his hip. “I’ve been...” He’s been combusting on repeat for the better part of three years, relishing the burn until it consumes him, leaving him to wearily dust off the ash only for it to start all over again. The thought quakes through him and emerges an ugly sob.

“Oh Moony... love...” Sirius gives his thighs a reassuring squeeze, releasing a whimper. His tongue teases inward. “Let’s make it all worth it, yeah?”

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Or, five times wolfstar cried during sex and the one time they *checks notes* almost didn't.

[dakogutin]

smut request! trans sirius (ftm) and it’s his and remus’ first time and all really soft and :(((

ty for sending! hope this is soft enough<33 cw: graphic smut

The movie playing on their telly has long been abandoned in favor of trading soft touches and sweet kisses. But that felt like lifetimes ago. Sirius has ended up lying on top as he nips at Remus' bottom lip. They're lost in each other's taste, it's all there is in the world— Sirius. His mouth, his tongue, his lavender shampoo, and his fingers running all over Remus' hair. Remus is boneless under him.

He doubts anything can ever beat this feeling.

A hand trails down to his waist, lifting the hem of his jumper to rest on his skin. The hand is cold, but the contact is electrifying. Remus shudders a moan, unable to help himself.

And like a spell breaking, Sirius pulls away from Remus' neck to stare at him. Panic swirls in Remus' head. "What's wrong?" he asks, positively dazed.

"Nothing," Sirius quickly replies. If anything, he looks as surprised.

Remus tucks Sirius' hair over his ear. Sirius' eyes are glossy, his parted lips are swollen red, and his hair is in a beautiful disarray. "Have I told you you're the most beautiful boy I've ever seen?"

A blush forms on Sirius' cheeks despite his playful show of disapproval. "My darling Moony has already turned sappy. It's the sign of the very late hour indeed."

"Sorry," Remus chuckles, "Are you tired? Do you want to sleep?"

As a response, Sirius presses down to capture his lips deep, and all Remus' thoughts are immediately reduced to kissing back. The hand on Remus' waist twitches, brushing up and down, just as another is closing a fist in Remus' hair. He tugs, pulling Remus' head back and eliciting a groan.

And then Sirius pulls back from Remus' lips again. "No," Sirius murmurs, voice low and raspy. "I don't want to sleep... Do you?"

It's then when the wave of comprehension hits Remus. He shakes his head in reply. His eyes fall to Sirius' lips, and Sirius takes the hint, leaning in.

Sirius' hand on Remus' waist moves to brush against his nipples, causing a shudder. He feels Sirius' other hand join on his bare skin, leaving a trail of sparks. He captures Sirius' bottom lip, but feels Sirius' lips go slack.

Remus shortly realises why. A hand dips under the waistband of his trousers, seeking permission. Swallowing thickly in anticipation, Remus sighs, "Yeah..."

Sirius doesn't hesitate. He slides his hand in and closes it around Remus' prick. The pressure is divine. Remus' hips buck up— encouraging and eager, as Sirius alternates on palming and stroking.

Remus loses track of his surroundings shortly after that. He feels afloat, lost in ecstasy under Sirius' control. He cracks his eyes open only to be met with Sirius' steady gaze.

"Fuck..." Sirius mutters. "You can't look at me like that and expect me not to fuck you."

Remus grins. He needs to make sure this is real, that they're really about to do it for the first time. They've never taken it further than getting each other off, and what Sirius said definitely did not sound like he'll stop at wanking Remus. But all his delirious brain can muster is a breathless, "yeah?"

Sirius chuckles. "Yeah."

"I mean," Remus cuts himself off with a groan. It's admittedly hard to form a sentence when Sirius' hand hasn't exactly stopped moving the entire time. "Are you sure?"

Sirius gives him a kiss that's way too quick. "It's all I thought about since we moved in together," he says, popping the button open on Remus' trousers. "Is that a yes?"

"Very much." Remus feels himself overcome with just the thrill of what's coming that he barely registers Sirius pulling his pants off. The suden rush of cold air on his bare legs makes him shiver. He's pliant under Sirius' care as his jumper comes off next. And when Remus is fully undressed, he's confronted with the gorgeous view of watching Sirius strip this time. It's nothing he hasn't seen before, but the effect never seems to diminish each time.

"Don't worry," Sirius says upon noticing Remus' stare. "You can touch. That's the point." He plants a kiss to Remus' lips. "Look at you, and I've barely done anything."

"Barely done anything?" Remus says dryly, gesturing to Sirius' hand around his cock.

"Fine," Sirius chuckles, rolling his eyes.

As Remus continues to stare at Sirius' very naked body, feeling how wet Sirius is on his lap, the reality suddenly kicks in. "So, do we...?"

Sirius blinks at him.

But Remus never really knew how to finsh that question. He clears his throat. "I don't know what I'm doing," he says, feeling his cheeks heat up.

A smile blooms on Sirius' face. He looks radiant. "Me neither."

"You mean you haven't—?"

Sirius tilts his head, the smile on his face growing into something more mischievous.

Remus' cheeks get hotter. "You're really waiting for me to say it?"

"I don't know what you're on about." Before Remus can hide his face, Sirius grabs his hands, laughing, and kisses him. "Let's just figure it out together, yeah?"

Remus nods. "Why don't we do it like this, so you can have better control. I don't want to hurt you."

"Want me to ride you?" Sirius teases, winking.

Remus chokes. "So you can... have... better control."

"Okay," Sirius says in a voice ever so gentle Remus almost breaks from hearing it. And he even follows it with, "I trust you."

Sudddenly Remus feels tears stinging his eyes. He finds himself profoundly grateful he's lying down instead of sitting up. "I trust you too." He takes Sirius' hand, using it to guide him so his legs are properly astride Remus' hips. Inches separate Remus' cock from touchcing Sirius. "Do I..." Remus begins, "Do you want me to... I don't know, prepare you or something?"

Sirius' face softens. "Already did. Thank Merlin for magic, am I right?" He lifts Remus' hand to place a kiss on his wrist. "I'll be fine."

"Good. I just want to make sure we're safe... That you won't..."

"We're safe." Sirius shakes his head. "Ideally I envisioned our first time being in the bedroom, but... well, I'd rather not wait any longer. Do you? Yeah, exactly," Sirius says without waiting for Remus to respond. He huffs a laugh, sheepish and playful all at once. "Ready?"

"As long as you are," Remus says, squeezing Sirius' hand.

Sirius takes in a deep breath, and slowly slides Remus' cock inside.

Remus chokes on a grunt. It's so impossibly tight. And hot. It's like he's being sucked in. It's taking everything in him to keep his control. He decides to shift his focus on Sirius, his face scrunched up, and how he's squeezing Remus' hand this time. Remus wants to reach out, to offer any kind of assistance. Instead he doesn't move, not wanting to risk hurting Sirius.

When Sirius exhales long and hard, only then does Remus speak. "Alright?"

"Yeah..."

"How do you feel?"

Sirius whimpers. "Full."

"Is that—?"

"No, I love it." Sirius opens his eyes, half-lidded. "I feel all of you. It's... a lot." And he manages to grin lewdly at this.

"You're ridiculous." Despite himself, Remus holds back a laugh. "You're okay? You're not hurt?"

"No, Remus. It feels amazing. Don't even think of apologizing for your huge dick."

Remus doesn't protest because firstly, Sirius was right. An apology definitely was about to follow. And secondly, because Sirius is moving without warning.

His hips are lifting up and slamming down, it punches the air out of Remus' lungs. It takes a moment for Remus to realise the moan hadn't come from himself, but from Sirius. "Fuck! Okay... I get it," he says, laughing. And then he's doing it again. And again. And again.

Remus is a mindless heap under him, simply taking what Sirius is giving him. It feels heavenly, surrendering for once, being used by Sirius in the best of ways.

Sirius goes from using his legs to bounce himself, to eventually relying on rocking his hips back and forth, all in all driving Remus insane. He loves letting Sirius set the pace, doing whatever he wants. Although Sirius already said quite earnestly that he trusts Remus, it's that Remus doesn't trust himself. This is the best compromise.

"How're you feeling, love?" Remus manages to say.

"Like I'm fucking my wonderful boyfriend's wonderful dick." He laughs, and Remus can't help but laugh too.

"Sirius..." Remus grits out, squeezing their entwined fingers. "I'm close."

"So am I," Sirius replies breathlessly.

"Slow down. Please."

Sirius obliges in an instant, Remus almost thinks he fully stopped. He feels Sirius brush his lips against his own, and for a moment they stay like that, simply holding each other close, relishing their closeness everywhere. They kiss softly, tenderly, as Sirius circles his hips. It feels so lewd, so wet down there, while his lips are being revered. Slowly, Remus opens his eyes and meets Sirius' loving gaze.

"I love you."

"I love you too, Remus."

Remus pulls him in for another kiss. "I love you so much." Sirius swipes a thumb to his cheek and that's when Remus discovers the tears that had fallen from his eyes. Sirius smiles, and it's also watery. He leans back and resumes his more relentless pace. Remus knows it's with a better determination to finish now, especially as his fingers begin playing with his swollen clit right in front of Remus.

Remus doesn't think he's ever been this turned-on.

Then, Sirius is screaming. His thighs are trembling, and his eyes are rolling to the back of his head. His hips stop moving while his fingers grow erratic. And that's when Remus feels Sirius constrict his walls around his cock.

"Remus.... Ah! I'm coming!"

"Fuck," is all Remus can respond as he watches, slack-jawed and in awe. He almost forgets he also needs to come himself. When Sirius returns to himself, it's with a breathy chuckle. His eyes are glossy, tear-stricken, as they settle on Remus.

"Don't pull out," he says, bending over until their faces are inches apart. His blazing silver eyes burn Remus as he mutters lowly, "I want you to finish in me."

And that's all it takes for Remus to come with a choked sob. Hips bucking up as Sirius slams back down. Sirius rides out wave after wave of pleasure, kissing him open-mouthed and wet.

"Hey..." Sirius' voice breaks through to the cloud of haze in Remus' mind. Remus blinks his bleary eyes into focus and finds tears in Sirius' cheeks. He wipes it with his palms.

"Are you okay?"

Sirius laughs— as his first reaction is to most things. He brings his own palms to wipe Remus' own tears. And Remus laughs with him, at them, at the ridiculousness of it all. Sirius still hasn't pulled off of him, but none of them seem to mind anyway.

"Not bad," Sirius eventually says.

"I think I deserve more than a 'not bad' for an assessment."

"Outstanding performance, Mr Moony. You just fucked my brain out. I think I came nine times. That good enough?"

Remus sputters out a laugh. Again. He's beginning to think Sirius is rubbing off on him. "Too much. You don't have to lie. I just wanted to know if it was as good for you."

A smirk slowly stretches Sirius' lips. "It'd be good for you to know that I wasn't lying then."

Surprise. Disbelief. Pride. Doubt. Suspicion. "You're lying," Remus decides, poking Sirius' nose— who retaliates by almost biting his finger. "Come on, let's get cleaned up."

"Hold on," Sirius tightens his grip on Remus— his hands and legs locking them in place. His hips twitch, making Remus extremely aware of his dick still inside Sirius, and that he's already growing hard. No doubt Sirius is pointing out the exact same thing. "Who says we're done?"

ty for reading! i had to stop here or else i'll go 10k of just pwp (which if yall like then hmu👀)

[ellecdc]

Nsfw!

Moonwater is a bit new pairing for me and i love it too much but i always wonder how the dynamic are in the bedroom, i really dont think both men are anything other than rough.

I mean when needed the boys would be gentle but most of the time i dont think so? Remus, maybe? could be gentler but during full moon he’s an animal but regulus tho, i dont see him as the gentle type.

What do you think?

oooou ok ok I like it, I like it; let's discuss below

CW: discussing sex and dynamics, NSFW, mdni 18+

So, this first part is going to be my own personal opinion based off of who I am as a person, and my views may not be shared within the fandom. I personally struggle with super abrasive dom/sub dynamics where a male character is very overbearing, controlling, etc. THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T LIKE ANY DOM/SUB DYNAMICS, just that fics where a male character is being super aggressive and demeaning and such really aren't my vibe, if that makes sense?

I personally struggle imagining our sweet, sad boy Remus as being super mean in bed? Doesn't mean I don't think he's in charge, especially in poly!scenarios because when there's that many people in bed, someone has to run the show lol, but I don't see him as super bossy and assertive.

Now, keeping in mind that this is my interpretation on a character who literally doesn't exist (which is so sad wtf), my version of 'dom!remus' looks more like a very assured, confident guy in bed; he knows what he's doing, he's good at it, and he knows how to get everyone where they're trying to go (i.e., orgasm city, obviously). He takes care of everyone in bed, and (in the case of poly!marauders or poly!wolfstar) he certainly redirects anyone's naughty (bratty) behaviour (read: sirius), but I think he'd also be super communicative and understanding that it's a dance, not a battle which adds to his assuredness and confidence in bed because people feel safe with him - they know that he knows what he's doing and can let go because they trust him with their safety and their pleasure - and he's in bed with his partner's, not his adversaries.

I've often imagined his love language (how he shows love) to be acts of service and physical touch, which I think goes hand in hand with how he is in bed; when he's in a relationship with these ships, he's making love, not just fucking

HOWEVER.....

I think you're right...some things definitely change around the full moon. I think leading up to the moon (depending on if it was a manic moon or if he was moonsick) there'd be a very noticeable change in him. For manic moons - he'd be a little more desperate, a little rougher (while still being our sweet guy as mentioned above lol), and I think there would be way more sex. He'd be insatiable and obsessed with you; "come on dovey, one more for me, yeah? you're so good, so good for me; i know you can do one more". Good luck trying to pry him from between your legs.

if he was riddled with moonsickness (immediately after every moon or leading up to a bad moon where he is sore and such), i think he might be a bit of a switch? He'd want to be held and cherished and taken care of - he'd nearly cry in awe every time you got on your knees to give him a lazy, gentle blowjob, or if you were in the mood, he'd lay back and let you ride him (he actually loved it - thought you looked beautiful up there)

Now for Regulus lolololololol

No one who grew up in the dynamics Regulus did is vanilla in bed, I'm sorry. (and I come from a place of authority in this - I relate a little too well to Sirius [though not as violent, obviously]). Honestly? I could see Regulus being mean. And not in a super demeaning way that makes you feel small or embarrassed (again, this is my preference), but he takes pleasure in surprising you by suddenly flipping you over and taking you from a different angle. By suddenly and without warning changing the rhythm of his thrusts from soft and slow to deep and punishing. He'd love marking you up - possessive af and making sure everyone and anyone knew that not only were you taken, but you were his. In the same vain, I picture him as a bit of a sadist/masochist but again, not in a super violent or demeaning way. He'd like for the fuck to be a little rough, a little hard; he loves the mixture of pleasure and pain - wants to be bit so hard he bleeds and wouldn't mind doing the same to you if you asked for it. I also think he'd be willing to try a lot of new things in bed, and some of his favourite sex is when you fuck him with a strap [if you're fem or afab].

Together?

I think Rem is still in charge - again, he's confident and assured in the bedroom and everyone trusts his authority and trusts him to keep them safe and satisfied. He would keep Reg from getting too rough or going too hard and would constantly check in to make sure you were still good with everything going on. He'd also be able to satiate any need in Reg regarding his masochistic tendencies. I believe Reg would bottom in the dynamic, but again, I think sometimes depending on the moon and how Rem is feeling mentally - he'd experiment more fluidly with Reg.

I've also mentioned before that I believe Purebloods have a breeding kink and with Remus' animalistic side due to his lycanthropy, that he would too. So I think there would be a lot of using cum as lube, taking turns filling you up with their cum, maybe some snowballing??? jesus christ I'm a sick fuck lmfao. anything to do with cum would send those boys spiralling, "no no babygirl, don't waste it" Rem would coo as he used his fingers to push cum back into your hole. or "whose do you want next, amour? Mine or Rem's?"

And I think you're right, when the time called for it, these boys would be so fucking good at making you feel nothing short of fucking worshipped. The soft, hungry gazes, the lingering and soothing touches, the praises falling from their lips as they gave you everything they got. I'd cry I think; they'd reduce me to tears for sure.

[shadowjinx2906]

I just wrote a scene that my fic is nowhere near and its making me want to cry because I’m an evil genius and parallels and angst but also comfort and giggles

I am rewriting the first few chapters, because I wanted ✨more✨ as well as a better plan, and also want to have a good bit prewritten before I update again but this is the fic (I suck at summaries and will one day redo that 😅):

The Black Snake (24269 words) by ShadowJinx Chapters: 7/? Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Regulus Black/James Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Regulus Black & Remus Lupin, Sirius Black & James Potter, Regulus Black & Barty Crouch Jr. & Remus Lupin & Evan Rosier Characters: Harry Potter Characters Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Zombie Apocalypse, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Established Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Regulus Black Needs a Hug, POV Alternating, Angst with a Happy Ending, Regulus with a knife, BAMF Regulus Black, BAMF Remus Lupin, Rosekiller, Jegulus, wolfstar, Character Death, i want you to laugh, but I also want you to cry, Zombie Apocalypse, Blood and Violence, Other Ships Not Mentioned in Tags, Alternate Universe - Non-Magical, Death Eater Remus Lupin, Regulus Black is a Little Shit, no beta we drown like regulus black, Idiots in Love, Mutual Pining, Fluff and Angst, The Walking Dead References, did I mention tags might contain spoilers yet?, Alternate Universe - The Walking Dead Fusion, Kinda, Bad Parent Walburga Black, Bad Parent Orion Black, Morally Grey Regulus Black, Morally Grey Characters, Traumatic things happen and everyone reacts in their own way, I intend to break your heart so read at your own risk, But it’s not all angst I promise, Pushing the boundaries of platonic, platonic but intimate, Platonic Sex, idk if itll be explicit or just implied yet, did I mention that people die?, like its the marauders in a TWD AU so expect death, but don't forget i want you to laugh and be happy too, even if your favorite character dies.., maybe I should stop with the tags or else I'll scare everyone away lol, I am planning a happy ending though I solemnly swear Summary: Regulus Black (22) and his estranged brother, Sirius Black (24), are separated during the apocalypse and experience it very differently. One becomes a Death Eater and the other joins the Order of the Phoenix. One looks for his brother and the other hopes he never finds him. Will they find each other? What will happen if they do? Have they changed too much, or will they find each other just in time? … As James raises his hand a third time, the door finally yanks open. Regulus’s hand, full of black and silver rings, leans against the side of it. A scowl that would make Walburga Black proud immediately crosses his features—his bored expression long gone—when he sees them and promptly slams the door in their faces. So.. he’s definitely not out… It’ll be okay. Probably. “Little fucking shit,” Sirius growls. A muffled yell from the other side reaches James’ ears, “Remus! Your idiots are here!” “Well, that’s just rude,” James mutters. Sirius is right. __ SO, this is far from finished but I have plans for it <333

[puuvillaa]

3, 15, 16 for the end-of-year asks!

Hello! 🌻

end of the year asks

3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year

This scene from The Werewolf Hunt

“I’m worried. I’m—I worry that you’ll forget about me completely. That’s what it’s seemed like these past weeks. You only see him. It’s like I suddenly don’t exist to you at all… Even he’s been paying more attention to me, and he never even speaks to me.”

James turned his eyes to the floor. The carpet was an ugly shade of beige, and he couldn’t understand why someone had thought it was the perfect colour for the carpet people would step on when they first got inside.

“I don’t know… You seem so happy with him. Did you know you smiled for the first time since… everything, the day we found him? I couldn’t make you smile. And I couldn’t even…”

He squeezed his eyes shut.

“I couldn’t even keep you safe,” he whispered. “If I hadn’t been late to meet you—if I hadn’t… I could have saved you.”

He swallowed, but no amount of trying could stop the tears that had gathered in his eyes.

“I let you down. And I’m sorry.”

His voice broke on the last word, and he tried to stifle the sob that followed. He jumped and opened his eyes when Sirius butted his arm with his head. He pushed his glasses aside and tried to wipe his tears off, but they wouldn’t stop coming, and he sniffled, his lower lip trembling as he tried to hold himself together.

“I’m so sorry.”

Sirius pushed himself under his arm and sat down, leaning softly into James. James sank his fingers into his fur, as if it would help stabilise him, as if he could grasp Sirius’s very being and never let go. Sirius was warm against him, and James tried his hardest to stop crying, but it was impossible, the hot tears running down his face as he leaned into Sirius’s warm body, knowing that if he had been earlier, if he hadn’t lost track of time, Sirius would have never been bitten, and he continued to cry. His heart ached and the pressure that had resided over his chest ever since he had first found Sirius’s mauled body had grown in weight.

It took a long time, but James eventually stopped crying. He hiccupped and leaned more into Sirius, wishing that Sirius were his human self and could talk to him. He didn’t think he had ever needed to hear Sirius’s voice more than he did at that moment.

15. something you learned this year

A very recent thing I learned was that the repetition I used in The Iridescent Moon doesn't work 😔

16. fic(s) you completed this year

There are so many!

The Werewolf Hunt (M, 21.8k, James&Sirius, wolfstar)

James would follow Sirius anywhere—even to a werewolf hunt across the country.

Stuck (on You) (E, 5k, remulus)

Remus wasn’t expecting to encounter Regulus during his mission, and he definitely wasn’t expecting what happened next.

Ready to Believe (not rated, 119, wolfstar)

For Remus, Sirius is willing to believe.

Mitä jäljelle jää (T, 1.2k, wolfstar)

Sirius on hiustenleikkuun tarpeessa.

In the Dark, You Shine So Bright (E, 4.5k, Remus/Caradoc)

Every day, Remus and Caradoc grow closer and closer.

The Limits of Patience (E, 4.5k, remily)

Remus has yet to tell James about his relationship with Lily, and he’s quickly approaching the limits of her patience.

Different Kinds of Luck (T, 1.1k, wolfstar)

Remus Lupin was not a lucky man.

Kevätpäiväntasaus/The Vernal Equinox (M, 2.2k, wolfstar)

Remus and James’s birthday cruise doesn’t go according to plan.

Stirring the Cauldron (E, 1.8k, snupin)

Remus likes to wind Snape up to see his reaction.

Happiness Is a Fire (T, 735, wolfstar)

Being happy frightens Remus.

Kissing Animals (E, 8.6k, snackin)

After Remus walks in on Sirius and Snape having sex, he becomes obsessed with the idea of joining in.

Tie My Tie for Me? (E, 5k, bokukuro)

Bokuto needs help with tying his tie. Luckily, Kuroo can help with that.

Peaches and Cream (E, 2.6k, wolfstar)

Sirius watches Remus eat a peach.

An Anemone and a Crescent Moon (E, 13.6k, snupin)

Ever since Severus found out who his soulmate is, he has known he will never have his happy ever after.

Something Bad in the Dark (T, 1.6k, wolfstar)

Sirius can't sleep.

Such a Brave Boy (E, 5k, Lyall/Remus)

In the summer before Remus’s 6th year at Hogwarts, Lyall catches him trying to sneak out to find Greyback. Why does Remus want to find him, and what can Lyall do to stop him from going?

Maybe We Could Pretend (T, 3.7k, wolfbucks)

After Sirius fell mysteriously ill, James and Remus were left to go on their planned road trip by themselves.

Planning to Love You (E, 16k, snupin)

Remus and Severus are secretly in a relationship and have a plan to keep Severus safe from the Death Eaters. Their plan is compromised when Remus’s friends find out about the relationship. Will they keep the secret?

Stuck in the Lift (E, 3k, wolfstar)

Remus and Sirius get stuck in a lift at the worst possible time.

I'll Be Wearing a Red Scarf (T, 2.5k, wolfstar)

Remus and Sirius have been online friends for years, and their relationship has been shifting towards a romantic one. What will happen when they finally agree to meet in real life?

The Iridescent Moon (T, 963, wolfstar)

Sirius felt exposed when Remus looked at him.

Bones (not rated, 94, wolfstar)

Remus finds a bone in his flowerbed.

Bleeding Through Your Shirt (E, 3.9k, wolfking)

What will happen when Kingsley realises that Remus doesn’t take proper care of himself after the full moon?

A Sticky Situation (E, 4.2k, wolfbucks)

Remus has been living as a beta for years, when one day, his suppressants stop working and he goes into heat. Luckily, his flatmate James is away for the weekend. Or is he?

By Appointment Only (E, 108k, wolfbucks)

All alphas must be mated by the age of thirty. If an alpha isn’t mated by then, they will have to be appointed a mate by the Alpha Mating Registry.

Remus and James meet at the Registry.

Also r/s big bang and the crack ship fic, but those won't post until next year. I will also still finish knot fest and Remus decides to die before the year is over

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🌕The big three🌑

You want fluff & smut? I got you.

back when we were dinosaurs (4/4) - (E , 37.7k words, complete, wolfstar, fluff, smut, it's my fictional ode to Toronto) track it under the Museum tag.

Remus is the ROM's newest curator of the paleontological wing. Sirius manages the gift shop and has a dinosaur obsession. They are cute little nerds in love and sometimes they have sex in the archives

You want cunts to lovers? I got you.

Series: When You Open Your Legs (incomplete) - (E, 42k+ words, WIP, wolfstar, porn with an increasing amount of plot, aka my Hatefuck fic)

Love and hate aren't as far apart as you'd think. When Sirius meets famed rockstar Remus Lupin at a pub, they quickly become arch-enemies—and there's not much to do to but fuck about it.

1 Now I'm Spreading Your Legs (with mine in between) 2 I Got My Spoon (inside your jar) 3 touching me (touching you) 3.5 It's So Shameful of Me (I like you) - a Hatefuck b-side 4 The More You Ignore Me (the closer I get) 4.5 I Had A Dream That You Were Mine - a Hatefuck b-side 4.5 spilling drinks at the bar — a Hatefuck b-side 

You want a dark comedy? I got you.

The Killing Time (unwillingly mine) (3/3) - (M, 17.5k words, complete, wolfstar, background jegulily, tw: murder) track it under the Murder Husbands tag.

Remus becomes the most prolific serial killer in modern history because Sirius is a slut and won’t stop getting engaged.

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✨ no series 🌙 series: hatefuck extended universe 💫 series: the 6ix, or, there and back again 🌠 series: Useless Magic, B-Sides & Rarities 🔨 series: Love, Blood, and Wham: The Life and Death(s) of Remus J. Lupin

🐺Wolfstar⭐

✨ check me out - (E, 5k words, wolfstar, university au, smut, written for the MWPProject 2024 Fandom Initiative)

Remus is suddenly sweating—not just because the library aircon seems to be broken, or because he has an eleven page paper that's due next week that he's pretty sure he’s getting zero help on. He's sweating because Sirius keeps looking at him like that—smirking at him from under his eyelashes, a feral spark to his eye like he's starving and Remus is a particularly appealing meal. He’s sweating because this gorgeous, frustrating man has just offered to suck him off in the middle of the library and he can’t think of a single reason to say no. He should be able to think of a reason to say no. He’s not gonna say no. “Uh, yes please.”

✨ i'm green, you're green - (G, 2.9k words, wolfstar, adaptation of Frog and Toad)

Once upon a time, not too long ago, there lived a Frog called Sirius and a Toad called Remus. They were neighbours in a beautiful garden. Oh, how they loved one another! They were the truest of friends. These are their adventures.

✨he's got that (hot) dog in him - (M, 1.2k words, wolfstar, hot dog eating contest crack)

✨ they call it the cockpit - (E, 6.4k words, wolfstar, airport smut, written for the SiriuslyHozierFest)

🌙 Rolling In The Deep - (E, 750 words, divorced wolfstar, crying during sex, hatefucking, porn with very little plot)

🌙 Only Get (My Rocks) Off - (E, 2k words, wolfstar, hoa violations as foreplay, hatefucking, porn with very little plot)

✨ soft like silk chiffon - (E, 1.8k words, wolfstar, remus in a silk slip) / inspired by this gorgeous drawing by @industrations

🌠 You Grew Tall (I Stayed The Same) - (G, 1.4k words, hogwarts era, wolfstar, fluff)

🌠 Savour It (I'm Tasty) - (M, 782 words+, wolfstar, sausage roll crack)

🌠 Ah-Ooh (werewolves of london) - (G, 1k words, hogwarts era, background wolfstar, hurt/comfort if the comfort was a piano)

🌠 Don't Be Scared (i love you) - (G, 1k words, wolfstar, post first wizarding war, hurt/comfort)

🌠 my blood is singing with your voice - (M, 750 words, wolfstar, horror, midsommar au)

🌠 In ár gCroíthe go deo - (T, 1k words, wolfstar, irish remus lupin, older wolfstar)

🌠 I Knew Your Love Before I Knew Your Name - (G, 380 words, wolfstar, cowboy remus)

🌠 Here I Am (a rabbit-hearted boy) - (G, 664 words, hogwarts era, background wolfstar, wererabbit remus crack)

🌠 the day after tomorrow - (G, 641 words, wolfstar, post-war hurt/comfort, sirius as padfoot)

💫 imagine if I never met the broskis - (T, 1.8k words, wolfstar, hogwarts era, crack, toronto mans remus)

💫 oh, it's what you do to me - (T, 930 words, wolfstar, hogwarts era, crack, toronto mans remus)

✨ Nobody parts two rivers met (1/3) - (M, 1k+ words, wolfstar, angst) this is a concept fic based on Liz Phair's album 'Exile in Guyville'. track it here.

🔨 You better watch out, You Better Watch Out, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT (A Murder Husbands b-side) - (T, 1.6k words, wolfstar, jegulily, Christmas fic, Regulus POV)

🔨 taken by the blood moon (a murder husbands b-side) - (M, 1.4k words, wolfstar, Remus is an accidental cult leader)

🌠 I Want A Dog - (M, 1k words, past wolfstar. hurt no comfort)

🍾Other🧡

✨ a perfect left down a sunset shore - (T, 782 words, evan(s). skate park au)

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[ddejavvu]

m.list - james potter

❥ - mei’s favorites

☼ - fluff

☾ - angst

✘ - nsfw content, minors please dni

Fics:

Good Luck Charm ✘❥

Tree's the Charm ☼

Love Letters ☼ ❥

Blurbs:

james + finger sucking | 2 | ✘❥

poly!jegulus reacting to reader breaking a rule ✘

james taking care of a tired reader ☼

james + boob massage  ☼ ❥

friends to lovers with james  ☼ ❥

comforting james after a nightmare ☼ ☾

baking with james ☼

james + “let me win please”  ☼ ❥

dbf!james ✘❥

james and reader’s first dance ☼ ❥

reader teasing james and it backfires ✘

napping with james ☼ ❥

james + kisses ☼ ❥

james + hand kink ✘❥

james comforting reader after a hard day ☼ ☾

sub!james + begging ✘

reader telling james she’s pregnant ☼ ❥

james + boobs ✘❥

camboy!james | 2 |✘❥❥❥

james + maid!reader ✘

needy james ☼ ❥

james x pillowprincess!reader ✘

james + period sex  ✘☼❥

dbf!james + wolfstar’s kid ✘☼❥

build-a-bear with james ☼❥

drummer!james fingering you before a concert ✘

soulmate au with james ☼ ☾

spiderman!james ☼❥

james teaching reader to finger herself ✘❥

sugar daddy!james ☼

face masks with james ☼❥

software engineer!james

cooking with james

hosting a dinner party with james

taking james to get his wisdom teeth removed

james having sex under the invisibility cloak

obsessive!james

james x popular!reader

james gets handsy during a movie

james fucks your strap

james + breeding

lumberjack!james | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14

james sneaking into the hospital wing to see you

coming out to james as bi

baseball player!james

chef!james

streamer!james

drummer!james | 2 |

taking a road trip with james

girldad!james

james stops when you stop

somno with james

james wants to ruin your lipstick

edging sub!james

james is your son's best friend

you interrupt james's phone call

protective!james

you walk in on james naked

dad!james

james comforts you when you're crying

dog hybrid!james

shopping with james at victoria's secret

fratboy!james

firefighter!james

[drarryandtomarryfanfics]

My Personal Favorite Tomarry Fics

by exarite (check their other works too ! )

anything & everything

Platform : AO3

Tags : blanket consent, Consent Issues, Porn With Plot, Consensual Somnophilia, Exhibitionism, Cock Warming, Semi-Public Sex, Threesome - M/M/M, Dom/sub Undertones, Politics, Sex Toys Under Clothing, Sugar Daddy, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Overstimulation, Public Sex, Established Relationship, Morally Grey Harry Potter, Age Difference, Lingerie, Subspace, Crying During Sex, Breathplay, Seduction, Consensual Infidelity, Spitroasting, the cedric/harry/tom is one chapter, Escalation of Kink, Non-Consensual Voyeurism, Power Dynamics, Somewhat Unhealthy Relationship, Sexual Coercion, etc.

( Rated E, 30,304 words, multichapter, ongoing )

“If you do own me, then you can have me anytime. Anywhere. That’s how it works, right?”

“Anytime?” Tom asked. His lip twitched, curling into a dark smile. "And what am I allowed to do to you?"

“Anything,” Harry promised. “Everything.”

::

Featuring Sugar Daddy Tom and Trophy Husband Harry. Tom takes very good care of him, and in return, Harry gives him blanket consent.

Of course, Tom’s curious as to just how far he can push Harry’s limits.

The Ethics of Want

Platform : AO3

Tags : Dominant Bottom, Bottom Tom Riddle, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Breeding, Light daddy kink, Mild Somnophilia, Dubious Consent, Age Difference, Topping from the Bottom, Rimming, submissive top, Impregnation, Manipulative! Tom Riddle, etc.

( Rated E, 9,749 words, oneshot, completed )

Omega Tom Riddle gets who he wants, what he wants, when he wants.

What he wants now?

Harry Potter, Albus’s divorced Alpha father who’s 25 years his senior.

Unplanned

Platform : AO3

Tags : Underage: 17/17, same age au, Unplanned Pregnancy, Mpreg, Teen Pregnancy, NOT omegaverse just regular old mpreg, Horny Teenagers, Discussion of Abortion, But no actual abortion, Hate Sex, Background Wolfstar, Shotgun Wedding, Timeline What Timeline, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Memory Charms, they switch once, Mostly bottom! harry

( Rated E, 65,418 words, multichapter, ongoing )

Harry’s list of reasons on why he and Tom Riddle should not sleep together is long and varied, but he's never thought to include the possibility that Riddle would accidentally knock him up.

Now 17, male, and pregnant during his last year at Hogwarts, Harry contemplates that he really should have.

[jacksallys]

Remus/Sirius, Piper/Annabeth, Draco/Hermione and Simon/Agatha

wolfstar — remus lupin/sirius black

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

i am of the belief that besides from arthur and merlin in bbc’s merlin and scorpius malfoy and albus potter, there’s never been a better accidental queer ship than wolfstar. like. they read like an actual couple. they make sense as a couple. i know a lot of people who simply did not realise they weren’t a heavily implied couple. their dynamic is just incredible and i truly can’t believe there was ever a time where i didn’t ship them? and there was. shout out to twelve year old maddie who read up to year four of pengiwen’s marauders series (who follows me on wattpad btw? a little weird but ok) and then immediately clicked off it bc it got very wolfstarish and back then i was dealing w/ a lot of internalised homophobia! honestly i’ve still not finished that series but maybe i’ll try. honestly i just adore wolfstar, they’re not necessarily the most important ship to me, that spot is held by scorbus for a lot of reasons, but i love their dynamic and i love the way they balance each other, and i especially love the angst that is involved in every single canon compliant fic involving them !!

pipabeth — piper mclean/annabeth chase

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

ok i am very much of the wavelength of kind of despising any ship that messes w/ my otp, and obviously,,, that’s percabeth. HOWEVER i literally can’t argue that pipabeth didn’t happen, like. even if it was one sided. you can’t look me in the eye and tell me that piper mclean wasn’t a little bit fucking gay for annabeth chase. like. i think if annabeth hadn’t spent about four years pining for percy, she’d have wifed piper up the second she realised she was into girls. it’s very difficult to explain but pipabeth is my favourite ship involving piper however it’s not my favourite ship involving annabeth. however. hear me out. if the entirety of the pjo series hadn’t been in mr. percy “the world was collapsing, and the only thing that really mattered to me was that she was alive.” jackson aka simp of the entire fucking century i probably would’ve shipped pipabeth a lot more than i do? i think just the fact that i spent five books in percy’s head makes me crushed at the idea of him not being with annabeth just bc you know how much he cares abt her, plus the fact that… really the entire hoo series is based around them. like idc. in tlh all my brain sticks to is leo and the fact that annabeth needs to find percy. in son all i can think abt is the fact that the only thing (!!!) percy can remember is annabeth. and then in moa and hoh there’s percabeth. they’re not happy but they’re together. rick just did a really good job with percabeth, blending their relationship with the plot and making it overwhelming but also not, to the point where i find it difficult to really wholeheartedly enjoy any ship that contradicts with their relationship. so yeah, i love pipabeth but i’m glad it didn’t happen

dramione — draco malfoy/hermione granger

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

literally not even gonna explain this one lmao just say you’re into oppressor x oppressee and enjoy reading those weird non-con fics where people buy a sex slave and regularly assault them and move on. this pairing would be perhaps. okay in an au where draco didn’t, i don’t know, actually abuse and harass hermione for seven years based off of the fact that she was “impure” in comparison to him, but the majority of dramione fics take place during hogwarts or after the battle, and i don’t care if draco has a redemption arc. a redemption arc doesn’t change the fact that he did irreversible damage to hermione and she deserves fucking better!

??? — agatha wellbelove/simon snow

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

they’re cute but specifically in the way that agatha’s a lesbian and simon is bi but heavily preferring men, and they’d fake date / even get married because it’s expected of them, and they’re best friends and can imagine spending the rest of their lives in an open, completely platonic relationship, and they’ve known each other so long that they’re familiar and comfortable and work together. they’re definitely the type of couple that “picked” their crushes on each other, and they started dating because it made sense for them to do so, but they never had any feelings for each other. they love each other to pieces but they’re not in love— agatha has more chemistry with penelope than simon, and simon spends the entire trilogy thinking about baz and baz only. so they’re a cute couple, but in the way that they’d only work if they’d acknowledged that they were clearly each other’s beards? like. they’re both gay…

send me a ship and i’ll rate it !! <3

[lynxindisguise]

tuesday snippet

ty for the tag @fruityindividual, please have more sopping wet dogboys <333

“Are you nervous?” Sirius asks as he lowers himself beside him. He feels his brow furrow. “About us?” “About our wedding night.” His husband—his husband—leans in conspiratorially. “Did Lyall give you the talk?” Delirious laughter shakes the tension from his shoulders. “I hate you.” “No, really, did he? I’m not ready to be a father. Although we would make the most beautiful babies...” Sirius surveys him intently, as if trying to mentally merge their features. Remus shakes his head. “What exactly is my role in this bit you’re doing?” “What bit?” With his most Padfoot-esque head tilt, he looks genuinely confused. Remus’s cast-iron certainty that he’s joking dwindles with every second. Who knows what absolute rubbish Walburga and Orion told him about how babies are made? Is there a chance he genuinely believes same-sex couples can’t procreate because they couldn’t legally marry until recently? “Oh Moony, your face!” Doubled over with giggles, Sirius falls against his chest. “Come here.”

tagging @plecotusauritus @spindrifters @achilleslikespeas @wanderingdonut @mostlyoptimisticdinosaur @kaaaaaaarf

[itsthegameilike]

Just some fic recs (part 2)...

It’s been a while since I’ve made a rec list and that seemed tragic to me as I’ve spent most of my quarantine surviving off fic. So here we go! The popular fics are hidden away for today and there is more Wangxian on here than I’d care to admit, but I Hyperfixated. Still, the ships are numerous and various.

Promises We Make -- Mayarene Rose; Wangxian Lan Zhan has taken to visiting the Yiling as often as he can, bringing as many rabbits as he can carry. It is not against the sect rules so there's no reason for him to feel guilty about it. And after all, he made a promise. Or the one where Lan Zhan sneakily moves into the Burial Mounds and this may or may not have helped stop a lot of bad things from happening. **If you’re feeling sad, this is the fic for you. It can take any bad day and make it better. Lan Zhan brings every goddamn rabbit in Cloud Recesses to the Burial Mounds a few rabbits at a time just as an excuse to visit Wei Ying. Then he kind of just stays? And everyone loves him? And Wei Ying is an absolute dumbass about the whole thing? Which tracks.

Screw Poetry, It’s You I Want -- intertwiningsouls; Pynch Adam tries to navigate a crush on his best friend, his first time having a group of friends during the holidays, and the mysterious notes that keep showing up in his locker. **Fair warning this fic is not finished and on hiatus, but I still think it is absolutely worth reading anyway. I reread it often and then get sad it’s not updated, but, you know, fic writer’s lives are hard. I know this deeply. Anyway, it’s soft, it’s cute, and Ronan is perfect.

apastron -- kissmesexybatman; Shatt "This was the mission: three people were set to travel half a year out to the edge of the solar system, traversing space no human eyes had ever seen, to explore the possibility of life in the most extreme of conditions." The first six months of the Kerberos Mission. **This fic is quiet and meditative and a little lonely, but it is so, so beautiful. I loved it the first time I read it and I love it now. There’s some very good ace representation and love just pours from this fic. Love for people and love for space.

How Fragile We Are, Between the Few Good Moments -- nineandthreequarterrs; Wolfstar By the time it’s dark, there’s a fire crackling before them. The tent is set up. There are two chairs propped up by the fire. They have cooked and eaten dinner, and they are sitting in silence. It reminds Sirius of the dinners at home after he got sorted into Gryffindor, or after his mother found the letters from his friends, or lately, whenever he dares to show his face around the house at all. What lives in that space isn’t actually silence. Silence is absence. This thing that hangs between him and his mother, now between him and Remus, is the presence of something suffocating and cutting. It doesn’t serve as a placeholder for noise, it serves as a punishment. It cleaves him to the bone, flays him until he wants to cry. The soft, knotting feeling in his chest he feels when he wants to let tears out but can’t is rising in him. Sirius doesn’t know how to kill except to hiss, “Well if you’re mad at me just fucking say so.” **This takes the moment where Sirius lures Snape to the Shrieking Shack and nearly gets him killed by Remus in his werewolf form-a scene that should be utilized like this more frequently-and creates something absolutely lovely with it. The fic is quiet and subtle and deals with the abuse Sirius suffers and Remus’ rightful anger in a delicate and true way. I adore it.

Likewise Variable -- ssstrychnine; Wolfstar James has plans, Peter is the nurse, Sirius keeps fake blood up his sleeves, and Remus just tries to stay alive. **One of those classic Marauders fics where everyone is batshit crazy except Remus, who ends up doing batshit crazy things because he loves his friends. And Sirius. Especially Sirius. He ends up playing Romeo and Sirius plays Juliet and the pining and angst is unreal. A trope I’m trash for and very well executed.

flowers boldly blossoming over withered grass -- LilyMaxwell; Wangxian It’s in the dawning years after Jin Guangyao’s death that Wei Wuxian learns what it’s like to live and love without a second thought. **The first fic I found in my endless search through pages and pages on ao3 where I saw a characterization of Lan Zhan that resonated with me in the same way he did in the show. I have a thing for soft and quiet fics and this one is no exception. Lovely and beautifully written. 

Like Knives -- All_My_Characters_Are_Dead; Bakushima Bakugou was disappointed in him. Bakugou thought he was weak, thought he was useless. Bakugou knew he’d broken, and Bakugou was mad at him for it. **I love this fic a lot. It takes Bakugou’s anger and uses it to full angst advantage. Kirishima overhears Bakugou and misinterprets Bakugou’s intense worry for anger. And then emotions happen.

Garden War -- Cibee; Drarry Harry and Draco are quarantined in their houses, a lake across from one another. What better ways to spend this time than to annoy each other with letters and attempts to prove that their garden is better? **I did my best to avoid quarantine fics, but you know, easier said than done. This one is super cute. Mostly epistolary, Harry and Draco just make fun of each other and garden and then get together. Like, what the hell else do you want?

light fires at night (to push back the void) -- inthesea; Andreil The first time Andrew realizes he wants to hear the words, Neil isn’t even doing anything. He’s just sitting there, staring at the horizon with that stupidly dramatic faraway expression of his, and letting the cigarette burn down between his fingers all the way to the filter — an outrageous waste of good nicotine, if you asked Andrew. (Or: 20+ times Andrew and Neil say I love you, and one time they say it out loud.) **One of the two truly popular fics that shows up on here. This fic changed my life. It killed me and then brought me back to life. It’s essentially a series of vignettes starring Andrew and Neil and like...it hurts and it heals and it loves. I would die for this fic to continue existing even when I don’t.

the hidden source is the watchful heart -- sombregods; Wangxian Wei Wuxian comes back to the Cloud Recesses for the winter months. He and Lan Wangji learn that emotional intimacy and physical intimacy are not (yet) quite synonymous.They have time to figure it out. **I have the biggest soft spot for relationships where sex and romance aren’t intrinsically intertwined and take some time to navigate. And in my mind, Lan Zhan and Wei Ying have exactly that kind of relationship, so this fic was all I ever needed. If that’s your thing, this is a must read.

A Heart’s a Heavy Burden -- idratherhaveyou; Wangxian There was fire and magic and death, screams and blood, but rage was Wei Ying's song at night, the beast he became taking control, protecting what it could and destroying those that did harm.Years ago, when Wei Ying had newly discovered this particular power of his, when he’d picked his side—to simply fight everyone who didn’t fight for those weaker than themselves—he’d remembered more.To him, this was better. Better to forget things best forgot. **A Howl’s Moving Castle AU **A shameless self-promotion, but I love this fic to pieces, so I thought it seemed fit to add. Not quite finished, but I promise it will be. I just take two of my favorite pieces of media and have a real good time. There’s magic, Lan Zhan and Wei Ying love each other a lot, and A-Yuan does god’s work.

Siren Song -- Becky_J_1022 When Damen is cursed by a Siren in exchange for the revenge his heart desperately desires, his life is thrown into chaos, and betrayal lurks around every corner. Despite his better judgment, he allows a beautiful young man to seek berth on his ship, not knowing that he has granted refuge to the one man who has every reason to want him dead. Laurent may be the key to breaking Damen's curse, and Damen could help restore Laurent to his throne—but if they have any hope of helping each other, they will have to untangle their bitter pasts first. **Listen, man, this fic is balls to the walls fun and also everyone should read Becky’s fics. Not enough people do. She makes sentences beautiful. Just so beautiful. And she loves to and you can tell.

[aryastark-valarmorghulis]

✨📜✨

Tagged by @chromat1cs and @kattlupin, thank you both so much!

Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 favourite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2019. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!

Well, I’ve never written as much as I did last year in all my life; it was such a good year! I think I gained a little more self-confidence in my writing abilities.  

1) Nunc est bibendum - Wolfstar, M, 5k, First-war Era, Canon Compliant. 

Featuring a Sphinx, a riddle about reading and graveyard sex. Still can’t believe I wrote something so bizarre and out of my comfort zone. Maybe the fact that I wrote it in 5 days while I was bedridden says something about it?

“Soon he was pushed against the mausoleum's wall, back arching, legs trembling, skin alight. For a split second, his traitorous mind, never quiet, remembered the Sphinx's mocking words about being used by a cruel man, and he half wished to shove Sirius away, and half longed to cry out: please, use me all you want. Every thought was wiped out of his head. Mindless, he was - for a moment - happy.”

2) Midday, Midnight - Wolfstar, T, 8,5k, set during the summer of 1976, between fifth and sixth year at Hogwarts (and after The Prank).

Ironic, that the best thing I’ve written (probably the best I’ll ever write) is a Marauder Era summer romance, since I usually prefer to focus on R/S as adults and I’m fonder of wintry/autumnal atmospheres. This is R/S in their “the age of innocence”.

“Remus lifted his head and a big black dog appeared, strolling through the crunching yellow grass. It was ironic or it was heatstroke, or Ovid was right about supernatural encounters at noon, or it was the Grim coming to relieve him of his mundane worries – or Sirius was actually there.

Remus blinked. Still there. An unconditioned reflex spurred him to his feet as the dog – no, Padfoot – was running towards him, one, two, three strides, one, two, three heartbeats and then a drooling tongue was licking his palms, a wagging tail greeting him happily.

He was struck, like church-bells were tolling inside his brain, dinging Sirius Sirius Sirius.”

3) What became of the dreams we had - Wolfstar, M, 8k, set during Goblet of Fire: Sirius is hiding in Hogsmeade but he visits Remus for Christmas.

I knew this wasn’t going to be a crowd-pleaser but. Who. Cares. Honesty counts more. 

“The real reason he never sailed the boat in all those years, it occurs to him without real surprise, is that it would have pained him too much. 

Without his parents and without Sirius, this boat is nothing but a heap of old rotten wood cobbled together, reeking of silence, of things lost and broken and abandoned during the crushing course of time. It came alive when Padfoot climbed on board before and it will fade away again as soon as he disembarks – Remus isn’t even sure if it’s a metaphor for himself, too, as pathetic as it is. 

What he is sure of, the only fixed point in the time and space continuum of his and Sirius’ relationship, embedded in his bone marrow, is that he wants to clutch as close as he can all Sirius’ cutting questions, his scathing remarks, his volatile moods, his impetuous moments of fondness. If he can’t have happiness, he’ll take this instead.”

4) The light that blinds my eyes - Wolfstar, T, 6k, No Voldemort AU, post-Hogwarts.

I had so much fun writing this rom-com! Lots of pining, demi Sirius and Remus who’s very oblivious. And it’s my first (and for now, my only) chaptered fic. 

“After, they step outside to smoke, sitting on the single stone step that divides the cottage from the garden. Sirius puts two cigarettes in his mouth and lights them both, pinching one between his fingers only to place it directly between Remus’ parted lips, a rather affectionate gesture, but not odd. 

Sirius has always been warm with him – he really is sweet, Remus thinks, looking at him sideways blowing a puff of smoke, his classical profile turned upwards to the starry sky. Any girl or boy would be lucky to love him, he almost wants to say, referring to yesterday’s conversation, but he’s too afraid of striking a nerve.

They smoke in silence for a while, gazing at the dark garden ahead, little shapes of glowing Fairies twinkling here and there in between the shrubs. It’s Sirius who breaks the silence first, as usual.

“So can I ask one more question before you tell me to sod off.”

5) When we finally kiss goodnight - Wolfstar, T, 2,2k, First War era, set during Christmas.

I love RS Small Gifts so much and I love Christmas as well!

“Silence falls upon them like a soft blanket, an intimate space that only belongs to themselves. Remus goes to the loo, brushes his teeth and when he steps into the guestroom, Sirius is already sitting under the covers, the lampshade casting a warm, soft glow. How would it be, thinks Remus, to come home to this. And then, don’t be fucking stupid.”

Consider yourselves tagged, if you like.

[bigfuckinnerdblog]

Okay but in wolfstar fics I feel like people get their coming out wrong

The marauders grew up in a less understanding time. James and peter wouldn’t just be like “lol whatever”

Remus would be first to come out (pan, gay, bi, etc.). They already accepted him as a werewolf, so he would have a bit more courage. Sirius, who grew up in a less loving household, would be scared shitless.

When Remus came out Peter would be soooo uncomfortable (a little bigoted and very disturbed), but he would have no clue what to do. So, he would look to James.

James would be silent then ask questions, which then would probably be ‘open minded’ but now be terrible. He would ask how it was possible, ask if he had ever looked at any of the others in a sexual way, ask if he had sex, if he hadn’t if he was sure he was gay, it would continue like that for a while. Once James was satisfied (which would take HOURS, in which Sirius would stay extremely quiet and Peter would look mad during(adding a few questions of his own)) James would end the conversation with the classic “as long as you never like me we’re good.”

But it wouldn’t be good.

Suddenly Peter and James wouldn’t change in front of Remus, they would look sick when they saw Remus talking to a guy who wasn’t in their group, and they avoided him as much as possible.

This went on for a month or so.

Sirius the only one treating him the same.

It ends when Remus breaks down crying one night, to Lily of all people. And Lily being an amazing person (and possibly bi/pan) gets pissed. She rounds up the other three and screams at them until her voice is raw, telling them how they hurt Remus.

After that night James is back to normal and even tears up apologizing to Remus. Because while James was raised in a different time he’s a bro™ and would get over it and even come to love it once everything set it. Peter would take another week or two but, as always, would follow James’ lead.

Sirius would be too scared from James’ and peter’s reaction to come out willingly for at least a few months, maybe a year.

Remus finds out, he accidentally stumbles upon a nude magazine of men that he knows isn’t his. He confronts Sirius who denies it and cries but Remus just says he’ll love Sirius no matter what. After a minute Sirius says it out loud and it’s a big relief.

Remus doesn’t make Sirius come out to the others because he knows how hard it is. It isn’t until a bad full moon that Sirius comes out. Kind of.

Remus is unconscious and bloody and they don’t know if he’ll make it. Sirius is over him, clutching him tightly, mumbling about how Remus can’t leave him, saying how much he loves him. James and Peter whiteness the entire thing but say nothing.

Weeks later Remus is better and Peter is acting weird and detached again, this time only staying close to James.

One time when James and Sirius are alone he asks him how long he had been in love with Remus, then how long he had known he was gay. He apologizes for how he had talked about Remus when the werewolf had first come out, then he cries a little and apologizes for if he made Sirius upset or scared to come out. They cry together and fall asleep on the common room couch hugging.

Sirius officially comes out as gay to the marauders two days later.

They all nod knowingly and there’s a flicker of hope in Remus’ eyes that only James catches. This is when he becomes the ultimate wolfstar shipper and makes multiple plans to get them together. He executes them with the help of Peter (who starts acting supportive eventually) and Lily.

All three are upset when a year into their plans they figure out that Remus and Sirius had been together for half of that time. They 100% find out by waking in on the two making out/banging.

It’s seeing James go from bigot to the biggest gay shipper ever that makes lily realize she could maybe love him, or at lest give him a chance.

The point is: MAKE JAMES AND PETER WORK TO COME TO UNDERSTAND OTHER SEXUALITIES, STOP PRETENDING PEOPLE WERE AUTOMATICALLY WOKE THIRTY YEARS AGO

[kevinqueenofexy]

Fanfiction Asks!

I was bored, so there we go!

1. Do you read fic? Do you write fic? Both!

2. Favorite genre of fic? Umm, don’t really know

3. Favorite fandom? Tfc, obviously! But they have a bunch of good things in the trc fandom as well!

4. Favorite pairing? Wolfstar (sorry Andreil)

5. Favorite fic author? My wonderful darling @arielcartwright

6. Favorite fic (or one of them)? Lessons In Cartography

7. One-shots or longfic? Depends, but usually longfic

8. Do you read WIPs? Um what?

9. What is the longest fic you’ve read? Armies (great Andreil fic)

10. Favorite trope/element/scenario in fic? Ughhh don’t know

11. Least favorite trope/element/scenario? I generally don’t like the whole scenario where someone loses their memory because so many people write it and it just gets boring

12. What turns you away the most from a fic? Disgusting pairings (example: Kevin x Riko)

Angst:

13. Has a fic ever made you cry? Oh hell yes

14. What tropes/elements/scenarios get you the worst? Just in general someone dying @arielcartwright wrote a wonderfully hurtful Renison fic where Renee dies and I bawled my eyes out

15. Do you mind when characters cry? No

16. How do you feel about character death in fic? It’s cruel but I just can’t stop myself from reading those fics

17. Any characters who you can't stand to see in pain? All of my faves in general, but seeing Kevn in pain is always hurtful

18. Favorite angst fic? Ummm, can’t really name one

Porn:

19. Do you read porn or does it make you uncomfortable? I do read it (let’s be honest, who doesn’t read smut?)

20. Do you like PWPs? what’s that

21. How and when did you get introduced to smut fic? Any horror stories? Um no horror stories, I don’t even remember how I found those kinds of fics. Must’ve been during the time I was into YouTuber fanfics

22. Biggest turn-ons in fic? Praise-kink

23. Biggest turn-offs in fic? stuff like the Hat Fic (that’s so disgusting who even wrote that)

24. Do you have any dirty kinks that you’re ashamed of? kinks are nothing to be ashamed of mate

25. Any kinks that you’d love to try in real life? I mean my biggest kink is biting and I have tried that one in real life soooo (Dave exposed lmao)

26. Any kinks that you don’t want to try in real life (but are still hot in a fanfic)? not really

27. Rough sex or gentle sex? both can be nice

28. How do you feel about masturbation in fic? if written well it’s a good thing

29. How do you feel about non-con and dub-con? um what?

30. Favorite porn fic? Does Lessons In Cartography count as a porn fic? There’s also a great Malec smut fic (I always forget the name) and an amazing Pynch fic but I also don’t remember the name (something with studies? Maybe?)

AU:

31. Do you read AUs? yes

32. Favorite AU tropes? don’t know

33. Least favorite AU tropes? also don’t really know

34. Do you like UAs (universe-alterations, when the main universe and characters are the same but one plot point/decision/outcome is altered)? yes, but I prefer these as oneshots to be honest (says me who’s writing a fic exactly like that)

35. Do you like high school and college AUs? I do, but most of them aren’t written very well (sorry)

36. Do you like crossovers? If so, favorite crossover? there are a bunch of good trc/tfc crossovers

37. How do you feel about parent!fics/lovechildren? How about mpreg? parent!fics are the best, I live for these but I don’t really like mpreg fics

38. How do you feel about genderbending? De-aging? Animalizing? Not my cup of tea

39. Favorite AU fic? mine (jk), the one where Andreil adopt this kid called Luke, I forgot what it’s called, I’m terrible with fic names

Fluff:

40. Do you like fluff? yES

41. Favorite fluffy tropes? ughhh don’t know

42. Least favorite fluffy tropes? don’t know (why don’t I have an opinion)

43. Do you like fluff on its own or in conjunction with other elements (angst, sex, etc.) angsty fluff always gets me tbh

44. How fluffy is too fluffy? there’s no such thing as too fluffy

45. Favorite fluff fic? I don’t really have one, I guess

[lynxindisguise]

🐁 (genre is smut) 🌈❌

🐁 Name three reasons why this WIP is horrible at being smut.

It's written by someone with limited interest in sex as a physical act and absolutely zero spacial reasoning skills.

It's far too soggy. The characters routinely have to pause what they're doing because one of them is crying. All of the climaxes are just them finally releasing a pent-up sob.

A tiny hint of a Plot and also some Themes and far too much Banter crept its way in.

🌈 If at the beginning of your WIP the characters knew about the end, would they kill you to stop you from writing it?

Hmmmm... I think Remus might, a gut-reaction of sheer embarrassment. Sirius would be a bit shell-shocked, like "sorry I have to go through WHAT?" but I do think he'd accept it knowing there was a happy ending. And that he got to have sex with Remus AT LEAST six times!! That's Big News for eighteen-year-old Sirius.

❌ What would your WIP get cancelled on Twitter for?

OH BOY, definitely for toxic communication issues and less than healthy bdsm practices. And someone would absolutely have the take that "having sex with someone while they're crying is always non-con, even if they beg you to continue."

wip ask game

[lynxindisguise]

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🍩 What's the weirdest thing someone eats in your WIP? What's the best thing?

um. there's not much time for eating and also the food would just get soggy...

there is the... um... thing sirius is eating here.... "The rest of the praise he does without words, each lick savouring, each suck worshipping, each swallow treasuring."

wip ask game