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Garland Cowl by Galzanne Knits.
Made this delightful cowl for a friend's birthday using hand-painted pure mulberry silk by Araucanía Yarns (which appears to be a thing they no longer make?? We won't talk about how long I've had this stashed). The big worsted-weight lace was a lot of fun and worked up quickly once I got my gauge issues sorted out. I'd never worked with silk before! I'm a fan. Learned a new cast on for this, and I turned my bamboo knitting needles and fingers VERY blue, but I sort of like when my crafts stain my hands--it's bright evidence that I'm Out Here Making Things, y'know?
#knitting#my knitting#garland cowl#my photography#it was fun!!#it was scary to block!!#i had great interstate support for it!!!#(shout out to asexualbookbird's mom for care instructions and silk hacks)#(ez whatever would i do without you two???)#pattern is linked in the title!!#free pattern on ravelry#i did add a couple garter repeats because i figured i'd have some extra yarn to use up#(i did)#i tried this on 11s and that was a Mistake#10.5 was perfect#(and i do knit VERY tightly so like. be forewarned lmao)#great news: silk is easy to frog!!#(we won't talk about how many times i had to do that either lmao)#seriously i do love when yarn dye bleeds onto my fingers or when i get pen ink all over my hands#like yeah i'm over here and i'm creating something out of either string or NOTHING#witness meeeee
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Got dayum me doing H/awks wav stuff really got a lot of people hype o-o!
I shall fluster you all accordingly >:D
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need to kiss him until we’re both silly and delirious and giggling, until we’re both grabbing at each other’s shoulders and sides and arms, until we’re both half hazardously stumbling our way backwards onto the couch in a heap of laughter just so we can be as close as possible and we’re clumsily bumping foreheads and noses. need to kiss him until he can’t stop smiling and until we’re both stupidly lovestruck and just clinging to each other
#head in hands. i need to be kissed#waaaaah ignore meeeee…#but not like. really. witness me being so horrendously in love with the card game anime boy please#warmshipping#was going to say something about breathing each other’s air but i’d sound way more unhinged about this guy if i did so#i will be. somewhat normal. for now#rainy’s posting about premarital kissing again everyone point and laugh#self ship#f/o imagines#romantic f/o#self shipping#imagine your f/o
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Doing screenshot redraws but I'm eepy, have a shotgun Jax wip teehee
#tadc#tadc teaser#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#wip#bear king draws#gooseworx im BEGGING pls have a WITNESS MEEEEE moment in this episode
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@anim-ttrpgs
Introducing: Urethra! Bad Traits for Bad Investigators
Available now on Itch, I have created a Pay-If-You-Must collection of 14 new traits for the HIT independently developed, critically acclaimed, urban fantasy noir mystery solving tabletop roleplaying game known only as Eureka: Investigative Urban Fantasy. The traits held within range from actively hindering, laughably specific, and even decently powerful (albeit with humorous presentation.) If you're a fan of Eureka, please help yourself to my little supplement, I guarantee it will at least bring you a chuckle. If you AREN'T already a fan of Eureka and you're seeing this post I BEG you, click the underlined link above or even right here. Believe me when I tell you Eureka is the TTRPG scene's next indie darling. Alright. PEACE.
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[Me, everyday I'm not at a Limp Bizkit concert]
Hey there Delilah, what's it like in Loserville?
#I'm a thousand miles away but wow the band sure does look pretty. yes they do. thanks to my insta feed of all things Nü. I swear it's true.#Hey there Delilah I know scoring tix was hard. But just believe me that someday I'll witness Wes with his guitar. It'll be so good.#I'll watch band live like I knew I would. My word is good.#Ohhhhhh should I sell my nookieeeeee?#Ohhhhhh to see Fred wave at meeeee#Ohhhhhh why can't the show be freeeeeee?#Ohhhhhh to watch the band of my dreamsssssss#Watch the band of my dreamsssssssszzzzzz#okay wow am I a low key song writer or a high key idiot? Don't answer that pls. I'm a bit delusional rn.#Limp Bizkit#nu metal#Fred Durst#Wes Borland#Sam Rivers#DJ Lethal#John Otto#down the rabbit hole
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when im relating so hard to a character that i want to eat t hem from the inside and wear their skin cause it might as well just be mine. you poser. give me my body it belongs to me
#lo'ak was written after me. actually. true.#HES SO ME#hes literally me#the epitome of middle childness#the way he interacts w friends and then family and then strangers HES LITERALLY MEEEEE#hes me except his horrors are replaced with college true.#we've both witnessed death via gunshot. im literally him.#hes my number one “hes so me” character#hashtag dissapointment middlechildren who Dont Want To Be There#hashtag guyfailures who struggles to bond with others and feels likea freak and cant find a home within a house TRUE#HES ME GUYS HES ME TRUST TRUST#blabberpar#hes the fakest idgafer ever. (just like me)
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power went out a few hours ago so we decided to go to bed, but me and my sleep disorder woke me up again... well now the power's back on, but i have no fucking idea where my damnb glasses went.
i have a dentist appointment tomorrow >_< but it shouldnt be too scary, it's a fitting for a custom night guard because my bruxism! I'm grinding my teeth down to nothin cuz the cptsd but hopefully that doesn't have to be a problem with the guard. i'm genuinely so excited my teeth fucking hort all the time grind grind crunch crunch crack crack grind grind grind
edit: I FOUND MAH GLASSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN SEE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🤓 <- me
#normally i set them down in the same exact place but the sudden dark startled meeeee because im Very afraid of the dark#also the heat was out for only a few hours but i swear it's like 15 degrees colder in here now#dumbass fucking shitbox apartment wit no insulationnnn#parasite was my source of heat cuz we were snuggling under the bnlankets but it's still asleep right now#i cant see very well w/o my glasses but i also dont like laying in bed when i cant sleep... but it'll be warm when i go back at least c:
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(stares at progress and scene list) :') this chapter is gonna be so long
#luniaisun#edit:6.6k words and#only 6/13 scenes fully completed. saveme brevity is the soul of wit save meeeee
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all right, all right, y'all convinced me, @alloreli, @asexualbookbird, here's my shitty 3D Paint Counter Propaganda:

lovers of hardbacks, unite (or, more likely, divide)!
dear reader! hello! do you enjoy hardback books? do you love having opinions and pressing buttons on tumblr dot com?? then oh, boy, do i have just the poll for you!!
say you're reading a hardback book that comes with a dust jacket--a book you own, perhaps, or have borrowed from a loved one or lifelong rival or sworn enemy, or anywhere else besides the library (for the purposes of this poll, we must both Have and Be Able To Remove The Dust Jacket, i'm sorry, it's very important for Science™).
please answer for your IDEAL/MOST COMMON COURSE OF ACTION--weird exceptions need not apply (unless you want them to, or you want to holler about said exceptions in the tags/replies/reblogs. i don't know your lifestyle, but i DO want to know your polarizing opinions on the care and keeping of dust jackets) (you can also holler about why you chose what you did in general, even without weird exceptions. in fact, i look forward to reading this Discourse).
***this is SPECIFICALLY ABOUT HARDBACKS, please don't skew my science with paperback propaganda :( i myself tend toward a paperback way of being, but right now Inquiring Minds Need To Know About Dust Jackets and Dust Jackets Alone***
#books#book polls#booklr#hardback#bookish polls#hardback books#dust jacket#WITNESS MEEEEE#counter propaganda#someone you can build a nest in#john wisewell#licherally this is what i'm reading right now#so please note how its jacket is OFF#and sitting ON MY DESK WAITING FOR ME TO PUT IT BACK ON PRE-SHELVING#alloreli#asexualbookbird#you did this to me btw so u get Mentioned#(my mom is impressed with this btw)#('you made that??')#(yeah mom i did thanks XD)
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19 days till pyrkon (snarls)
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ok see at first I didnt think tae would ever date a black woman but now….idk fren I’m seeing the vision
the boyz ii men, keyshia cole, jackson 5 combo did it for u didn’t it 😏
#ask#BC IT SHO DID FOR MEEEEE#I GOT SCREEN RECORDINGS OF ALL THREE#like it was such a good morning spending time vibing wit my baeeeeee
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sorry if my queue ran out and i just do personal posts rn. if you thought i was a fun gamer or a cool guy or whatever my life is just post-You Know now and i have very limited irl space to comfortably talk about it without people who pray on my downfall seeing it. i'm fine structurally but some days even with a loving support network in place for me i get so miserable yknow. let me know if i need to trigger tag stuff ik im gonna use the damn wildfire tw for the rest of my life in spaces that are applicable to me
#also if you Just came here bc im a partitio liker. sorry. if you don't want to read any of this it's fine. i won't be upset#i know the immediate need to curate ur social media experience bc the ways i interact with people have changed so immediately now#like if we met via media and we're cool anyway even then if u don't want to potentially witness me being like a changed and sad person.#it's truly ok i get it.#like me too tbh. meeeee fucking tooooooooo
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𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 “𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤”𝐞𝐝 - 𝐨𝐩. 𝟖𝟏

𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: oscar’s girlfriend is feral on main. 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: crack. this is a shitpost, you have been warned. uh this is completely unrealistic, it’s pure vibes okay. this is not an accurate representation of those mentioned. 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴: oscar piastri x fem!black!reader 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: smau.
𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲: i wouldn’t consider myself an oscar girlie but then,,, i opened tumblr and saw the photos of oscar from when he went karting and um��now have another op 81 mess of a smau! this is completely unserious and it’s inspired by the nefarious actions i would do to oscar’s biceps. inspired by @dwarvenchords and @hookhausenschips ‘s reblog lol. it’s short but, enjoy, loves xxx.
insp. 1 | insp. 2 | taglist | feedback & requests | table of contents ↻
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yninstagram • february 28th
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oscarpiastri: love…you couldn’t even save this for the close friends stories? you had to post it on main yninstagram: did you like my joke? oscar “jack”ed piastri LOL im so clever oscarpiastri: ijbol 😐 yninstagram: i’d be pressed but ur muscles are distracting me oscarpiastri: u should cmere and give them a kiss :)
lilymhe: he let u tie a bow around his bicep?!!! omfg i have to do this with alex yninstagram: i don’t think alex has enough muscles to meet the requirement for the bow :/
landonorris: he’s such a simp landonorris: i would never let my girlfriend tie a bow on me 🥱 yninstagram: step 1: have a girlfriend
logansargeant: your freak out on twitter had a slight mentally-ill aura yninstagram: shut the fuck up and get on a podium before you talk to me yninstagram: gangly bitch + not funny didn’t laugh + L
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yninstagram • february 28th • in between my boyfriends tiddies ⚑


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yninstagram: things to do with your boyfriends muscles; listed in the comments below (a huge thanks to the toto user on twt for FINALLY sending me the photo)
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yninstagram 1. tie a bow around them (completed)
➥ user thx for sharing the photo
➥ user FUCK! I CAN’T FIND A PIECE OF PAPER TO WRITE THIS ON
yninstagram 2. kiss them (completed)
➥ user awh how cute! going to nap on the interstate rq
➥ user wait for me!
➥ user omg slumberpartyyyyy
yninstagram 3. touch them (completed)
➥ markwebber there’s a time i thought you were a normal girl
➥ yninstagram who told you to think that??
user i know those arms are rock solid 🥴🤤
user i’m the toto user on twitter !!! she did not kill me y’all !!!
➥ user u were flirting with death babes
➥ user i would not have admitted to this under her post
➥ user you should seek witness protection 🙏🏾
yninstagram 4. have him suffocate you with them (he said no)
➥ oscarpiastri WHY DID YOU INCLUDE THIS ONE
➥ logansargeant i think you’re proving the mentally-ill part y/n
➥ yninstagram u sound jealous logan
➥ user personally, i think if you didn’t want her to say that, you shouldn’t have muscles @/oscarpiastri
➥ oscarpiastri oh! yeah! why didn’t i think of that—lemme just take them off rq 😐 WTH
yninstagram 5. wall sex (?)
➥ oscarpiastri i specifically said not to say #4 and #5 in public
➥ user the question mark is SENDING MEEEEE
➥ yninstagram i mean, i can tell you that he didn’t say no to this one 😈 @/user
➥ landonorris i did not want to see this when i opened ig
➥ yninstagram do us all a favor then and delete ur account x
➥ oscarpiastri what she said^
➥ landonorris :o -> :(
yninstagram 6. draw on them (in progress)
➥ user wait this one is actually cute 🤭
➥ oscarpiastri watching the pure concentration on her face is adorable
➥ user omg she’s so 👉🏼👈🏼 coded
➥ oscarpiastri it tickles lol
➥ yninstagram ur moving around too much
➥ yninstagram might have to tie you to the headboard 😏
➥ user and she’s back on her bs
yninstagram 7. watch him flex for you (ongoing indefinitely)
➥ mclaren do we have your permission to post oscar thirst traps now?
➥ yninstagram i’m sure we could work out something mutually beneficial
oscarpiastri • february 28th • my girl’s basement ⚑


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oscarpiastri she knocked out on my chest halfway through drawing on me. didn’t know this was part of the boyfriend job description, felt like there was some false adverting. overall: 12/10 experience, will be doing this again.
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danielricciardo didn’t know where this was going for a sec but fuck you guys are so cute 🥹
➥ oscarpiastri thank you? i guess
➥ user oh to have my relationship praised by danny ric
➥ user girl ur man responds to your texts two days late
➥ user DAMN u didn’t have to air out my business like thatttt
user WHAT DID SHE USE TO DRAW ON YOU OSCAR??? HELP A GIRL OUT
➥ oscarpiastri its liquid eyeliner 🫡
➥ oscarpiastri she used an eyeshadow palette when she wanted to add colors
➥ user why did i never think of that, she’s so smarttttt
user oscar piastri the MAN that u AREEEE
logansargeant so,,,,are we still getting dinner later orrrrr
➥ user LOL
➥ user omg y/n was right logan IS jealous
➥ logansargeant im not jealous !!!!
➥ user 💀
➥ user okayyyy….we believe you LMAOOOOO
➥ oscarpiastri ijbol 😂
➥ logansargeant stop using ijbol it’s not funny
➥ user this will be the only time that i say i agree with logan on something
➥ logansargeant ur literally a fan account FOR ME?? @/user
➥ user yeah man u didn’t have to bring that up 😒
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#oscar piastri x reader#oscar piastri x female reader#oscar piastri x black!reader#oscar piastri x you#logan sergeant x reader#lando norris x reader#f1 x reader#f1 x female reader#f1 x black!reader#f1 x y/n#oscar piastri fic#oscar piastri fanfic#oscar piastri imagine#formula 1 fanfic#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 x female reader#formula 1 x black!reader#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#f1 fluff#f1 crack#oscar piastri#⋆⭒˚。⋆. series special: formula 1#serene's chapters.#serene’s fave.
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BTS shopping| FC43 (HAC #8)
pairing: franco colapinto x reader
summary: a glimpse into what shopping is like with you and franco
warning: fluff!
fc: none!
a/n: f1 seating changed. day 8 of moonlight records holiday advent calendar! another sm au!
day 1 | day 2 | day 3 | day 4 | day 5 | day 6 | day 7 | current day | day 9
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francolapinto prettiest view of 2024 😊
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ynvibes oh stoooop it babe (keep going)
↳ francolapinto thanksfully, i won't stop ↳ ynvibes good 😊 ↳ ynbestie excuse meeeee ↳ francolapinto and my favorite chaos buddy appears! ↳ ynbestie damn RIGHT
user1 NEW FRANCO SIMP POST JUST DROPPED!!
user2 me too franco, me too ↳ ynvibes liked this comment
landonorris and no invite?
↳ francolapinto you're alive!!! ↳ ynvibes we tried but you were hungover, but we can bring something back for you!! ↳ landonorris my savior!!! ↳ ynbestie can you bring y/n home so we can go shopping? please?? i miss my wife 😫 ↳ francolapinto how about i bring y/n home and i take both you out to shopping? ↳ ynbestie I KNEW YOU WERE MY FAVORITE FOR SOME REASON!!! 😍
user3 WE NEED A SHOPPING HAUL STAT
↳ ynvibes ask and you shall receive! ↳ user3 LETS GOOOOOO!!!!
user4 I NEED THAT RED BAG!!!!
user5 this haul bout to hit, i just know it!!!
ynvibes maybe i can help get your secret santa gift
↳ francolapinto PLEASE
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ynvibes got the secret santa gift and then went back for movies & legos
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user6 oh to shop and then watch movies and build legos after
maxverstappen1 what lego set is he building?
↳ ynvibes no clue but it was on sale. so were the flower sets since I know P wants to build legos!! ↳ maxverstappen1 i knew there was a reason you're my favorite wag ↳ user9 HELLO? ↳ ynvibes awww max!!! ↳ maxverstappen1 don't get use to it
user7 I love Up!!!!
user8 god bless y/n for expanding franco's fashion design. doing the lords work 😫
landonorris whatcha got there? 👀
↳ francolapinto a surprise ↳ landonorris boooooo
user9 it's either for franco or secret santa and either way someone's winning
user10 im excited for them shopping for each other
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francolapinto when we together, it's only one brain cell between all of us
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user11 who's in the first one???
↳ user9 i think that's ynbestie
user12 these are the vibes we need this holiday season
ynvibes REUNITED AT LAST!!!
↳ ynbestie I KNOW THATS RIGHT!!!
user13 oh to witness them shopping
alex_albon the paddock's favorite three musketeers!!
↳ francolapinto thank you amigo!! ↳ ynbestie damn straight!!!
user14 OMG I WALKED BY FRANCO IN THE PILLOWS AND THOUGHT IT WAS SOME RANDOM GUY 😭
↳ user15 OMG!!! ↳ user14 I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE I WAS JUDGING SO HARD
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ynvibes this and yapping ❤️ (thank you franco for giving us your card while you took a phone call you forgot about)
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user16 THIS HAUL BOUT TO SLAP!!!
user17 this is what girlhood is all about
ynbestie OH THANK YOU DEAR FRANCO!! I SHALL BAKE ALL THE BOOZY BROWNIES YOUR HEART DESIRES!!! 🩵 ↳ francolapinto I WIN!! ↳ landonorris I WANT BOOZY BROWNIES???!!!! SHARE PLEASE!!!???? ↳ francolapinto of course i will! ↳ landonorris LETS GOOOOOO ↳ ynvibes smh not you trying to court with the boozy brownies, i am right here ↳ francolapinto my love, i have two hands. one for you and one for lando. like you and your bestie and i ↳ ynvibes this is true. i call one corner piece and i'll accept this arrangement ↳ francolapinto deal!
user18 soooooo book haul when???
↳ ynvibes soon 🤭 ↳ user18 YESSSSS
user19 need a man like this
user20 where's the coffee?!
↳ ynvibes we finished them before we took photos!!! ↳ user20 valid!
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francolapinto post shopping lunch and celebration 🥳
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user21 WHAT CELEBRATION???
user22 k-pot after shopping? oh y'all got this under lock and key
landonorris what news???
↳ francolapinto soon! ↳ landonorris sir????
user23 WE THE PEOPLE ARE NOSY FOR ANSWERS!!!
ynbestie i know you're doing to do great things 🩵
↳ francolapinto thank you amigo 🩵
user24 YNBESTIE CONGRATULATING FRANCO??? FRANCO IN F1 SEAT???
alex_albon hell yeah!!! congrats franco!!
user25 OMG OMG OMG IS FRANCO TO WILLIAMS???
ynvibes so proud of you babe 🩵
↳ francolapinto thank you mi amor ❤️
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ynvibes family presents ✅
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user26 you love playing with fire, don't you? 😂
user27 ugh target run sounds so nice right noe
charles_leclerc i thought you said you needed one thing? ↳ ynvibes target tells YOU what YOU need. ↳ charles_leclerc ...y/n wtf???
user28 any good sales going on??? love target but it's so far
↳ ynvibes a few! if you need household items and clothes def check them! ↳ user28 i will!!
user29 that fuzzy jackets look SOOOO comfy
logansargeant we love a good target run
↳ ynvibes YOU GET IT!!! ↳ logansargeant i do i do ↳ francolapinto petition for you and logan's partner to go to target while logan and i stay back and play video games ↳ logansargeant where do i sign this petition?? ↳ ynvibes petition granted
user30 time to run to target!!
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francolapinto christmas shopping officially done (ft. y/n refusing to let me to carry her bags)
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user31 y/n is a strong independent woman!!
↳ user32 independent yn 🤝 simp franco ↳ user31 god you're so right ↳ user32 wonder if franco carried the bags in ↳ ynvibes he did 😒
user33 can't wait for the wrapping video!!!
ynbestie so am i coming over to help wrap presents???
↳ ynvibes fuck YEAH ↳ francolapinto am i getting wine? ↳ ynbestie yes please!!!
user34 please tell me you guys are doing advent calendars for each other!!!!
↳ user35 PLEASE ↳ user34 begging for it
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ynvibes welcome williams newest driver & qudrants newest member 🩵
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quadrant welcome to the team, franco!!!
↳ francolapinto thank you for having me!!
user36 OMG OMG OMG!!!
user37 BEST. DAY. EVER!!!!
landonorris glad to have you apart of the team, amigo
↳ francolapinto thank you for having me!! ↳ ynvibes just make sure i get to see him ↳ max_fewtrell i will ↳ ynvibes thank yoooou
user38 YAY MORE FRANCO CONTENT!!!! AND Y/N WAG ERA!!!
user39 im crying this is great
user40 what movie y'all seeing?
↳ ynvibes wicked! ↳ user40 are you guys holding space??? ↳ ynvibes ofc!!!
#moonlight releases#bts shopping#franco colapinto smau#franco colapinto fluff#franco colapinto x reader#franco colapinto imagine#fc43 sm au#fc43 x reader#fc43 imagine#moonlight records holiday advent calendar#mlr.hac day 8
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Season 4 of Supernatural is eating me alive. I watched episodes 2 and 3 yesterday, and haven't gotten a chance to watch any yet today but it's killing meeeee.
I didn't realize how different Cas was going to be from the clips and pictures I've seen of him on here and around the Internet, so that's definitely something I'm still adjusting to. I thought he'd be a lot more open I guess for some reason?? Even though that doesn't make sense since he's literally just met Dean. So I had to wrap my head around that change, but then thought, "Oh, he'll probably be like how he is in Lazarus Rising then." and he's not really like that either????
I don't know, in Lazarus Rising I feel like he was so talkative, looked at Dean all the time, etc. and in the last two episodes it's like a 50-50 chance whether he'll even say anything in response to Dean talking to him, and he never looks at Dean. I get that he's like that, but I thought he talked?? And the super vague answers, like I thought he'd be somewhat of an overexplainer, maybe he is later on in the show and I just need to be patient and realize that Season 4 Cas is not like Season 9 Cas lol.
Also very confused about the different "Missions from God" he seems to be sending Dean on and what the goal of them is. In episode 2, Dean and Sam and Bobby had to fight off the witnesses, but they failed and one of the 66 seals was unlocked (that's a whole other problem I'll talk about in a minute lol) and Cas seemed disappointed? At least to me he did, he's not really the most expressive guy lol. But I thought he seemed disappointed like he thought they could defeat the witnesses, and they couldn't and that's literally their first test? Like if they can't pass their first test what are we supposed to do??
But then in the third episode, he sends Dean back in time to "Stop it." AND DOESN'T EVEN SAY WHAT "IT" IS, but Dean assumes it to be the Yellow-Eyed Demon killing his mom (and the whole time I was watching the episode I was like... "Would Cas really want him to do such a history-altering, timeline-changing thing?" and I didn't think so but what else are we to assume when he just tells us to stop "it"?).
But I digress. But then when Dean can't stop the Yellow-Eyed Demon (and the two wolves inside of my were FIGHTING oh my gosh. Half of me was trying to comfort myself and be like "There was actually no way he could have stopped it, there's nothing he could have done. He did everything he possibly could have, there's no way." but the other half of me was like "CRAP... we failed our second test and why can't we pass any of them and are we supposed to be passing them because I don't even know???") But then Cas acts like it's okay that he couldn't stop it. Like. Why did you tell him to go stop it if you KNEW he couldn't and then he couldn't. Which, then he kinda turns it into a lesson about how all roads lead to one and you can't avoid your destiny yada yada yada. And implies that he made him go back in time so that he could "know all that angels know/know as much as they do", so whatever, that's fine.
But I'm just confused on the goal and point and purpose of the missions? Are we supposed to be winning them? Are we winning them? Do we not necessarily need to win them and we're just learning lessons along the way or what is going on? Because I feel like they should be preparing us for the Literal Apocalypse that is coming and we aren't passing them and we aren't ready. But maybe I'm wrong and just feel that way because that's kinda how the last three seasons have been set up and Season 4 is different.
Anyway, the Seals. I'm also scared that we are going to run out of Seals and they're all going to get unlocked (which, I mean Season FIVE spoilers I guess because I've been spoiled, I guess that they do get unlocked because Lucifer gets out at the end of Season 4 or beginning of Season 5, but that doesn't stop me from worrying. I knew that Dean wasn't ACTUALLY going to be stuck in Hell for forever at the end of Season 3 and I still didn't want him to die.) But Cas says that they're fighting all kinds of different wars and tons of angels are dying WEEKLY, so I'm afraid that if we keep failing our tests, more seals are going to get unlocked, and we don't even know what's going on elsewhere. We could already be down to only ten Seals left or something, we aren't in charge of EVERY single Seal. Hence another reason why I'm so worried about us failing our tests from God or Cas or whatever.
I don't know. I have so many questions about Cas and what he knows and what he's doing when he's not with us. Fighting wars and everything, but I want to know the specifics lol. Also.... when Cas isn't with us, is Jimmy Novak, the vessel, just living his normal life? Or is he dead? I'm so curious about the differences between angels with their vessels and demons with theirs, because there seems to be a lot of similarities, but I would guess there are also some differences. Is Jimmy Novak a "prisoner" (as much as he can be a "prisoner" when he prayed for this) in his own body like Meg said she was in hers and having to watch all the Destiel moments with his own eyes? Because I think that'd be really funny (also a little awkward, but hey).
But I'm adoring the "Dean being special to God and the angels and being an important person to them" and the "Sam being special to the Devil and the demons and being an important person to them" parallel, especially since you would think it'd be the other way around with Sam being with God and Dean with Lucifer. I love it :)
Next episode continues from Sam doing whatever probably evil things with Ruby, so I'm excited to see where that goes and what he's up to now. I feel like they laid the groundwork for that way back in the first episode of the season when he telepathically killed that girl in the diner with his eyes closed, so he's definitely up to something not great. Wondering what he could possibly be working towards or why he's letting out his more murderous, Prince of Hell powers now and why he, I assume, worked on them while Dean was dead and why he stopped trying to control them and forget about them. Crazy how in Season 3 he hadn't had any psychic vision stuff happen for ages, and now in Season 4 he's got more powers than he ever has before. He definitely had to have put some work in, but I'm curious as to why he would do that.
Random end thoughts: Where is Lilith? What is she doing? Probably breaking Seals and everything but she's such a huge ginormous root of our problems problem and also such a forgettable one at the same time somehow for me. Also Bela? Are we ever going to see her again? Probably not, I'm afraid she's going to end up like Ellen and Jo did where we didn't really hear about them after their introduction season, but I started to like her :( and I have questions about what happened to her. She probably just died to the Hell Hounds, but did Dean and her ever see each other in Hell? I have a lot of questions about Dean's time in Hell, actually. What demons did he see? Which demons hurt him? Did he see Bela, or John? Or Mary, if she's down there? What did they do to him? We've only had the flashes of the screaming and his eyes frantically looking back and forth, but there's so much room to put more horrible things that he witnessed and have him mention them later on.
Anyway, I can't wait. I saw a post on here once from someone (I don't know who otherwise I'd definitely tag them!) who said they had to continuously convince their friend to watch/keep watching the first three seasons of Supernatural, but when they got to Season 4 it was "all they thought about" and I think about that post about 27 times a day. Roughly. Lol. Because I loved the first three seasons and thought I was obsessed then, but Season 4?! Absolutely not, Cas being introduced has made my obsession so much worse. I'm literally at the stage of looking up what episodes he is and isn't in (so I know that he's not in the next three episodes :( I'm gonna miss him, but I know they'll be good nonetheless, especially because one of them is Yellow Fever :)). None of my other hobbies, hyperfixations, or interests are appealing to me right now, so that's the vibe lol. Loving my time with this show so much, but in classic hyperfixation style, I wish I didn't have any responsibilities and places I needed to be, and could just sit and watch for 16 hours straight without stopping.
But I might try to watch an episode now if I have time before supper, otherwise I'll watch later tonight. There's no way I'll get to Cas tonight, but maybe in the next day or two.
Love you all and hope you're doing great <3
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