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xx-sharpfawngz-xx · 7 months ago

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Man, at this point if I want to ship characters with people, I should like read a handbook or something on how to like. Flirt and shit

Like a week ago I went out with this dude from The Tindies and like we hung out for like 5 hours and at some point he was like 'he he I'm never sure if these things are dates...' and I was like 'hm, of course this isn't a date, I literally don't know you. The next time it'll maybe be a date if we decide that's, like, the vibe we're going for." and I thought I was so normal until I told that to my bestie and he did his little 'Man, I literally love you so much' thing that he does every time I do something stupid 😭

#my go to first date question is 'how would you describe romantic attraction if you feel it?'#Like I fully understand and feel deep devotion and love but have no idea how you get here #every time I'm on a date I feel like I'm going insane in front of the person's eyes #I think the point is that I have this very literal set of expectations I think people have when engaging in such things #So I always feel like I'm not delivering so I hide behind drawing stuff bc it's what I think I'm good but you also have to actually engage #with the themes and narrativeeeeees #And I know that I should be myself but what if myself is somehow deeply wrong?????#I need to be more of a freak #thanks for reading my public diary I really needed to post something like this

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