#wishing u well in the new year
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wizard of both ways
#pokemon#swsh#champion leon#wizard leon! Ive messed arounf with this piece for literal months#and like yesterday my brain was like okay either you finish this or you explode and die#so. been finishing this up#now I can return to work in peace....#this is! also a revision of an old design#which was kinda made up as I was goin so it wasnt the most coherent thing. but I was like well. its a wizard design#cowboy wizard... sword and pen..... being in two places at the same time..... this is what this wizard is about now#the number of wizard leons Ive got is still at a round ten rn I think. into this new year I'd like to shore up and make a zine for em#got a big to do list this year... hope I get to everything#but for now. we return to the good work. we live n we see#have a good day guys! I get a snack now. a botato jacket. I wish u the opportunity for the same
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Happy anniversary, Circle ♡
#im a bit late but here is a tribute to my fav goddamn song! happy birthday to circle <3#mygifs#shinee#onew#jinki#lee jinki#onew circle#circle#happy anniversary#1 year!!!#this is such a beautiful mv it is really well directed and STUNNINGLY edited gosh#a bit of small gifset cause i did it last minute ugh i wish i had more timmmeeeeee#i love u onew my man rest well and good luck with new company if ur signing ;)#kpop#speakofgifs#also found an amazing new technique for removing the sm watermark >:) can yall tell? hehehee
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for @minchanz ���❣️
#madebymel#kdramadaily#kdramaedit#hi my nini <3 this is a present for you!!#i thought i'd give you a compilation of just a few of your fav k-actors since ik theres prob many more HAHAAHAH#this is why i was asking you about ur fav actor🤭#i hope this gives u lots of serotonin and i'm always wishing you well <3 you are always such a delight to talk to like love in human form 🥺#please have the very best holiday season and new year 💖💖💖#MWAH!!!!!!#chae jong hyeop#lee do hyun#ahn hyo seop#jung hae in#lee jae wook#ahn bo hyun#lee junho#song kang
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make the art and au thats catered specifically to you and you only right now
nick of time is a pronghorn and cosmos disguise is a dog!
#toby.txt#also sorry all ive done is just reblog my own art on this blog im not very sonic brained rn#sonic#sth#sonic the hedgehog#fairly oddparents#fop#fop:anw#fairly oddparents a new wish#tbh u could also read this as reguar furry art <- cant draw in the sonic art style#timmy turner#wanda fairlywinkle#cosmo cosma#chloe carmicheal#hazel wells#winn harper#jasmine tran#im not tagging anyone else lmao#i havent rlly done alot of doodling at all .. like all ive done is just full pieces the past few years#this took surprisingly longer then it shouldve#long post#art#fanart#crossover
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trying to find a tkgn fic i barely remember the details of but whoaaaa no way really nice sorrowfulsweet sugi pov kid-to-adulthood........
#[pushing past headache] i think like. most favorite doing of 'shouyou has to have The Talk w one of his kids hes just realized is in love#w his other kid' bc in this one he has to contend with countering historical xtian homophobia for his little eight year old. very true he#would say that. fic that has made me have more thoughts about bansai than i ever did in canon as well kjsdfg <- honestly forgot#about him after he died sorry. i forgot sugi was mourning his new boyfriend who taught him how to love again while he was dead thats neat.#sopping wet gintoki posting#i loooooooooooveeeeeee a wish fulfillment fic i love to be nice to my wretched little guy. yeah theres a remotely possible universe where#u and gintoki could be nice to each other in the worst moments. it couldve happened like that.
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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gonna frame this btw
#yena talks#gonna CRY he really has fhe sweetest soul#it's a whole paragraph saying 'thank you' and 'i love u' and 'please look keeping loving me in the new year' and 'u did well this year' and#'i wish u well in the future' and it's so LOVINF and im so SAD
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer#defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things#unrelated#ed mention#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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im almost done with this semester and this stupid grad program, am so sorry to have been offline a lot. if anyone misses me, u should know that im missing u sm and am so tired of this academic nonsense 😔
#RACCOON NONNIE ARE YOU ALIVE#i hope everyone is happy and well and excited for the new year (and chrimmy if u celebrate! let me know if u do and i'll send u well wishes#mwah mwah kisses and smooches and hugs for u all#brandy rambles
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bit late but here u go
#p#id in alt text#im so tired from ny my throat hurts from yelling so much#also sleepy#wishing u all well in the new year
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frog documentation. frogcumentation
I think I mentioned a while back I'd post nibling frog momence after the gift's done given. which happened on the 2nd this month I just forgot lmao. anyways we can do it now. I used the boigameista pattern scaled up to four pieces of A4 print paper and decided to double deck it to a two layer thing, not unlike a pillow, for ease of washin. because it was gonna be gifted to a one year old child
took a long time and made a number of mistakes bc hand sewing makes me worse as a person but this guy was done in time for the birthday occasion and that's what matters. chose non-fuzzy fabrics for it because we live in a dense city in the tropics and from personal experience if I hug something made of fur I would explode. the original plan included felt patterns on its back for bonus textures for baby but that wouldn't stretch well along with the rest of the thing so had to hold that back. eventually we got this
zipper across its ass, the coat type of zipper bc I miscalculated when ordering. but it did have a shape and that's all that matters to me. will be a fun game for the baby to grow up and be severely misinformed about what a frog looks like
happy extremely late birthday to this thing also
#bakuspecial#uhhhh. whats my craft tag. I forgor. update this later#frog plush babeyyyy#I want this thing to last until the heat death of the universe so I felled all the seams down. dont recommend doing this by hand#Im so stubborn lmao I refuse to get a serger I will simply get better at hand sewing instead. damn its taking kinda long#there used to be a Lot more frogs around hanoi. but the lack of clean water ponds and lakes have driven down the population#I live like right at the edge of the city rn tho (will no longer be the case in five years) so there are still a lot of aminals#house robins. skinks. fireflies (!!!!). praying mantises. tree frogs#they love to hang out at the fountain inside the complex right across the street. had to pick em up to return to the fountain#from the hot brick tiled ground a few times#theyre so small. theyre so small....#I miss house geckos they dont show up a lot in our apartment. I wish they would they would love the cockroaches around here#and of course. bc the kind of rice we eat is more short-grained and thus usually not all the way dried like the longer-grained type we have#so many rice weevils. do u know those little fucks do not drown for a Long time#do u know they lay eggs inside the rice grains and that's how u find out ur rice about to become the weevil beverly hill#by washing the rice and seeing hollowed out grains float up. I have become an expert at this.#but I get to see skinks in random bushes so who am I to be pissed about that. skinks rule#this has been baku talks about animals for a mile of tags. thank u for listening#well. its evening and the family wants to go out so that's what we're doin. hope u have a good time too wherever u are#see u this midnight when I reblog every new posts I've made in the last week or so lmao
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#waaahhh feeling BAD again.....#like few months ago my friend asked if i had new years free and i ASSUMED that meant we were like planning smth together?????#and today she mentions in a GROUP CHAT that shes spendingnnew years with her bf#and like. ok. fine. good for them i guess#but i just rly wished she woulda told me like before#and it happened while i was at a Christmas party toooo.... now im sad and just not drunk enough#feeling lonely#i rly thought i had like things going up things looking good finally friends and shit#and like obviously i know her bf is the most important person to her thats how it works#but likee feels bad yk#cause apparently to her this wasnt even that big of a deal cos she didnt bother mentioning it yo be before#and i have no one#my other friends invited us both (thats how i found out) but theyre a couple too so i dont wanns go third wheeling their new years yk#i just#u think its going so well#and suddenly i just feel like ughhhh#this is cringe even writing i might delete this tomorrow when im sober and awake#but like. everyones got someone and ive been trying to click with someone for 20 fucking years#and still#:(((((((((#and like it feels bad not being anyones most important person#and like i know so many ppl are in this situation im not trying to be like wahhh my suffering is unique but like it just feels bad#very bad esp when ur tired as fuck and alone and shit#:(((((#my post#everything SUCKS!!!!!!!!!
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was gonna say smth else but this turned into a vent sorry everyone just ignore. typical weekend post on this blog u know how it is here we go👍
#wild ik so many ppl getting married meanwhile im over here struggling to convince myself my friends even care abt me or want me around#pathetic to admit but i cant even fantasise abt someone loving me bc im too insecure n emotionally unstable#my mind just shoots the idea down like whoa. unrealistic. ur incapable of expressing or receiving affection in any way that matters#no matter how badly u want to... and even if someone did well u wouldnt believe them most of the time#gotta get out of the fucking labyrinth first i couldnt inflict this shit on anyone i cared abt#but it makes me so desperately sad sometimes i dont know how im ever going to get out of this ive been trying for years and years#and im a little better at it snd i dont feel like this all of the time i know it just comes around and itll pass again#but im tired of being in so much emotional pain so frequently. and shouldering it so alone. theres such a disconnect between myself and#others and i dont know how to bridge that i don't know how to stop feeling so isolated and unwanted !!!!!! im trying so hard#it doesnt even bother me w relative strangers in my life like i dont get insecure at all around them i like meeting new ppl#bc theres like. no expectations i guess. like ik they dont care abt me personally and idk them well enough to do that either#and its fun but it doesnt satisfy needs that i have like i need to feel close + connected to ppl i need to care abt them + feel cared for#but as soon as i do start to care abt ppl it gets all tangled and i end up getting rly badly hurt over and over. thru no fault but my own#bc im constantly alienating myself and bc i struggle so much w shit like physical affection which is frustratingly rly critical for me!!!!#it wouldnt fucking matter if i didnt like or want affection ik some ppl are fine without i wish it worked like that for me#but nope instead i have to be constantly messed up over my complete fucking inability to express myself in any form#and ik it makes everyone around me so uncomfortable so it just becomes self reinforcing and eventually they drift and leave me behind#and i just do that over and over and over and every time ill tell myself ill do better ill try harder and itll get easier and someone will#and it happens again and right now im at the stage where the abandonment fear is starting to kick in which is awful n paralysing#and usually a precursor to actually being abandoned ehich is always my own fault bc i start behaving so erratically out of fear or defense#its self fulfilling and im trying. im trying so hard not to let it overwhelm me again and not to start acting out and freaking ppl out#and im coping with it okay i think but just hurts me a lot its all internal my rejection sensitivity is gradually ticking up and up#and argh!!!!!!!!! and some days im okay and some days its like this and i dont know what todo when its like this im so tired and in pain#its not even that bad today tbf. once im done typing this to get it out ill be able to do smth else and distract mysrlf for a bit#and then calling friends later too so exposure therapy innit. but itll be fun and i love them but i will probably also feel very bad after#or even possibly during but thats okay ill still manage fine im not going to let it interfere i dont want it controlling my fucking life#i am going to have a nice time and be okay despite it all. even if i do have to fucking battle this every day forever#and even if it stops me living my life to the extent i want and feeling as ok as i want i just have to come to terms with and be ok w it#and im not going to be!!! a fucking asshole abt it!!! i dont want to hurt anyone else thats the most important thing no matter how i feel#thr rest is all secondary and ik i cant help a few little bumps here and there but trying hardest to keep it separate its not negotiable
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I know it's almost 5 days late lol... but happy new year!!! I hope you had a good nye and I wish you all the best for the new year and the months to come!! ♡
EM ! happy new year lovely ^_^ my nye was great teehee ! i hope yours was too ! may this year bring you lots n lots of happiness and the best vibes (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ᰔ sending you sm love !!
#PLS it’s okay i still have sm ppl i haven’t properly said happy new year to yet T^T im so behind#but thank u for the well wishes <3 !#𐔌‧。˚ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅꜱ ֢#⋆˙ᰔ ֢ 𓂃 em .ᐟ
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i get to play a fun game today, "try and find a 20 yo fabric pattern that was probably discontinued" lmao
#it's the fabric that was originally the backing for my wubie#bc. the original is in shreds (pissed about that) and i kinda want it back? so uh. gathering the materials to make a new one rofl#i will probably have to find a different fabric bc while I know i would well. know it if I saw it i don't remember the exact things on it w#*which is making it hard to search up#i know it was pink had abc blocks ducks and baby sheep (not sure about the sheep. u#*i think there were sheep but. it's been 5 years since i saw that fabric)#wish me luck guys i will likely never see this fabric again but hopefully i'll find something ajacent#or i'll just put dragons on it. ikd
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got a daily art prompt app this morning as part of my loose new years resolution and IMMEDIATELY forgot about it until about 20 minutes before the deadline lmao... heres a quick merrow
#i wish i would have spent more time on the coloring but hey!#im out of practice + i was rushed lmao#the prompt was jewelry.... u cant see it well but all of his is in glitter pen lmao#ocs#my ocs#tfobh#tfobh merrow#the fate of broken hearts#merrow atwood#yes that is one of jackies sweaters what of it.#also! debut of his new hair. side braid. bc i rlly like the way it looks and he needed somethi g to balance out the mask on the other side#dont. look at the yellow spot on his vhest. i grabbed ths wrong pencil#anyway. i dont like this much but its something !!!!! and its finished!!!#make things even if they are bad. thats what im trying 2 work on this year#ghostiezone#stuck-in-the-ghost-zone
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