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schizo2709 ยท 9 months ago
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You were sick and with Cheon Sangwon. You think I didn't know? You relied on Cheon Sangwon but why couldn't you do that with me? Why won't you rely on me? Why must you always manage everything alone? Why won't you tell me things? Why am I the only one doing this? Whenever I see you, I both feel good and want to cry. I feel so much about every little thing. But I'm not happy at all right now.
Love for Love's Sake (2024), episode 7
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bellamysgriffin ยท 1 year ago
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Baby, my heart is wide openโ€ฆ Iโ€™m so glad I found my someday girl. (x)
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hoshigray ยท 10 months ago
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๐๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž ๐‹๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐Œ๐ž [๐๐Ž๐“]!! | a JJK series
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๐’๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐’๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: โ€œGO FUCK YOURSELF, SATORU GOJO!โ€ โ€œBETTER THAN FUCKING YOU!โ€ Itโ€™s no secret to anyone on this Earth that you and Gojo cannot stand each other. Despite that, the world seems amused to put these two star-crossed lovers haters in the same space. Or worse, have them dwell deeper into their feelings for one anotherโ€ฆ
๐–๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: Gojo x fem/afab! reader - explicit content; minors DNI - modern + college AU - frenemies to lovers + mutual pining - fluff + angst + misunderstandings - first kiss - virginity loss - Gojo and reader are at least age 20 - secret relationships; implied friends-with-benefits - sex in shared rooms; college dorms + hotel suite - college parties - use of party games (seven minutes in heaven) - confessions - mention of drug/alcohol abuse - humor bc Gojo and college, lol - Gojo is a cocky, tactless sweetheart, nothing new - cameos of other characters + explicit content will be listed in their respective fics (within the contents).
๐€๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ'๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ญ๐ž: when I say that I had this series planned out, I mean like mid-October last year planned out, lmaoo!! I'm honestly so psyched to do this series, as it's one of my favorite tropes + relatively short as I'll be busy irl, but we'll do what we can!! i was lowkey feeling this concept when i was re-watching Ranma 1/2 and figured it would work great with Gojo. So, here's to hoping i can properly execute my thoughts with this series, hehehe~
reblogs + comments are appreciated wholeheartedly โค๏ธŽ gif header made by me + fic dividers used are provided by the wonderful @cafekitsune and @animatedglittergraphics-n-more!!
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๐‘ณ๐’๐’—๐’† ๐‘ฐ๐’” ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘จ๐’Š๐’“...
All the material below contains explicit 18+ content, so minors do not interact.
โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐’๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐‡๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก ๐Œ๐ข๐ง๐ฎ๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐‡๐ž๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐ง (Feb 1st)
The start of the spring semester is supposed to be fresh and new, not be cramped up in a closet with your frenemy at a party! And what's worse: you actually like the feeling of his lips on yours!?
โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐‡๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐‹๐ข๐ค๐ž, ๐‹๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐‡๐จ๐ฅ๐ (Feb 7th)
Is it possible to wish to be in the embrace of someone who makes you want to throw them off a cliff? You seem to think so, and the same goes for Gojo. But alas, good things always come to an end, even when not meant to be...
โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐’๐ฎ๐๐๐ž๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ, ๐ˆ ๐‡๐š๐ ๐š ๐•๐š๐ฅ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ž (Feb 14th)
Going on a date with the guy who broke your heart is something youโ€™d never thought would happen โ€“ especially on Valentineโ€™s Day! But itโ€™s just for him to be in your good graces again, nothing moreโ€ฆYeah, go ahead and tell yourself that.
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๐‘ป๐‘จ๐‘ฎ ๐‘ณ๐‘ฐ๐‘บ๐‘ป ๐‘ช๐‘ณ๐‘ถ๐‘บ๐‘ฌ๐‘ซ!!! Have made a list of the first 50 ppl who asked, but don't worry!! Check back for the stories when they're posted on their respective dates!!
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ยฉ ๐‡๐จ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ2024 โค๏ธŽ These stories have been written by the original poster (me). Do not steal, edit, copy/plagiarize, or post any of my works on your own accounts, in or out of this app. Please and thank you.
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thoughtsonkm ยท 2 months ago
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Mimi-san & Kookoo-san
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This photo really fulfills my need for aesthetic shots
This episode (and probably the whole trip) is like the biggest, warmest, lingering hug someone could give you. Not letting go for a long time, until after it's over you're left with a full heart, teary eyes and a sense of unprecedented calmness.
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So no Tokyo for us (as expected). That city really is theirs and theirs ONLY. (I read that ppl saw them with a camera in that ramen shop in Tokyo, so now everyone's thinking of a possible GCF #2 but that would be INSANE)
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Jimin stop ruining the romantic moments JK creates, challenge failed! (he really does live up to the "conceal, don't feel" idea)
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This ritual of Jimin singing Kook's new singles on each trip, is very very cute.
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THE BABIEST OF THEM ALL another bean hereโฌ†๏ธ
Did they lowkey have a gentle monster sponsorship? Way to go Jikook ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป
I know it's always been Jimin's go to brand for glasses so it feels kinda full circle. He should be some kind of brand ambassador for them.
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Oh hello mister 'I can eat yo fingers but not yo potato peel' (I get it tho)
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This is the single softest Jikook moment ever!! Period. End of discussion.
Sharing earphones, romantic music, beautiful scenery, calm setting, head on shoulder. - Who says romance is dead? ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Not even the background animation can ruin this for me. (ingenious idea nonetheless)
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I CANNOT deal with the sweetness of this daughter talk. DO THEY KNOW WE'RE INSANE??
My guy starts talking about a family. The other guy he's gripping tight is already discombobulated, gulping, eyes going left and right lol
Jokes aside he really would be the most gentle, bestest, most caring dad ever ๐Ÿ˜ญ (I promised myself to not get emo during this episode, I'm saving the waterworks for the inevitable last ep.)
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I do remember they (especially Jimin) used to be pretty fluent in japanese so I'm guessing since they haven't done Japan promo since 2021, they forgot a little bit..
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Imagine Jimin in a jazz bar with a 10 year old whiskey in hand, flirting with his bf.. Improv kings!
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Happiness looks so good on them.
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I love that from time to time they almost forgot they had a show to shoot. A DAMN JOB to do ๐Ÿ˜‚
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I present you a compilation of Jungkook saying how happy he is, how much he loves it and how good it is, during this episode.
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LOL at them doing the english meme thing. Just two simple guys with ONE BRAINCELL. Looks like one of those random af videos they would watch while learning english.
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Oh yes, we do indeed enjoy y'all gradually getting raggedy and fat ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ He's hilarious, he's on a roll ladies and gents.
Jungkook half wishing they were the same age so they could "twin" even more (I'm sure that would be so convenient for you Jk ๐Ÿ‘€) as if it's possible for them to be even more on the same wavelength than they already are.
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I do feel like in the distant future it would be such a good option for them to transfer and live in Japan cause it does seem like their favourite place in the whole world and the one place they feel themselves the most.
Sapporo in their 40es would be like a little hidden paradise for them to be somewhat free..
(let me dream)
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strawberryraviegutz ยท 3 months ago
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I love both versions of Eric Draven.
Yeah thatโ€™s right I said BOTH. Both versions of the crow bring different things to the table and I understand being a bit biased due to nostalgia, but just cuz you donโ€™t like it doesnโ€™t give you the right to shit on everyone involved with the movie without giving it a chance or at least acknowledging that itโ€™s at least gonna urge/encourage younger generations to go look for the og film which should be considered a good thing cuz it means more ppl are gonna discover how amazing the crow as a whole is.
Iโ€™m elder gen z and was introduced to the crow by a goth couple on YouTube(it was either before or after I heard about the remake.)It wasnโ€™t until I heard about the remake that I finally stopped procrastinating and watched it. And I loved it. It was rlly good. As for the more recent one. I donโ€™t necessarily hate it tho there are some things I wish they had done differently.
But maybe itโ€™s cuz I like the 1994 one a bit better. I still enjoyed the crow 2024 tho. And I also understand the whole loyalty and respect to Brandon Lee cuz he died durimg the making of the crow.
But I donโ€™t think Brandon Lee would appreciate you guys using him to put down another actorโ€™s hard work if he were still alive today. He wasnโ€™t even the only person to play Eric either. Someone else who wasnโ€™t Bill Skarsgard played Eric in one of the other films.(I think. Feel free to correct me)Not to mention I think weโ€™re all forgetting that the og source material isnโ€™t the 1994 movie. The Crow was originally a comic book series.
Iโ€™m not here to tell you what you should or shouldnโ€™t like. But I am here to tell you to maybe calm down a bit. Itโ€™s fine if the crow 2024 isnโ€™t your cup of tea or if you like the 1994 movie better.
What isnโ€™t ok is shitting on/slandering Bill Skarsgard and everyone else involved with the 2024 movie, getting genuinely angry that others enjoyed the 2024 movie, saying that newer fans who got into the crow franchise because of the remake arenโ€™t allowed to like the crow franchise and accusing them of being posers(even tho goth is a music based subculture and there are loads of different types of goth styles but ok. Plus you donโ€™t necessarily need to be goth to enjoy the crow.), and getting genuinely angry at ppl writing fanfics for 2024 Eric Draven.
Both versions of Eric are unique in their own ways and I wish people would stop being so mean about this.
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lovelyyandereaddictionpoint ยท 1 year ago
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Hi, could u do yandere ciel, sebastian, ran mao, lau, ash, and hannah from black butler with a reader like teruhashi from saiki k, shes basically a really pretty girl who believes she is completely perfect but acts sweet and humble outside, and has a huge fan club involving other nobles and important politicans, and is actually loved by literal gods and is seen as a goddess to other ppl with ppl willing to sacrifice their life for them all bc just for her beauty.
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Teruhashi Reader | Yandere Black Butler
Your beauty is other-wordly, causing all to indescribable chase after your heart and happiness. As it's always been. And just as your fan base has always been so has your arrogance and narcissism. You know youโ€™re the perfect of most perfect and it's all going to your plan. You worried that even those who might have an inkling of your true thoughts might think to stop you but just like the others they're just as obsessed with you:
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Ciel Phantomhive
โ€œIf youโ€™d be willing, the Phantomhive estate would appreciate your visit.โ€
Heโ€™s not offering this is a warning
He wouldnโ€™t trust the uninformed masses to mishandle you
It's best you stay within his trusted care
Forget about being a bargaining chipย 
He sees how others revolve around you and he feels the need to insert himself
Perhaps protect you like he wasnโ€™tย 
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Sebastian Michaelis
โ€œYou are truly someone of power, to deceive so many humans. It's admirable.โ€
Sees through your actions easilyย 
Your character is an enigma he finds himself falling for all the same
Perhaps it's not the universal charm you seem to have but your general behavior
Either way, heโ€™s more than happy to be commanded to protect your blissful existence
And it's more than entertaining to watch how the world bends to your twisted will
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Ran Mao
โ€œ...keep?โ€
She doesnโ€™t need to speak often for all to know she loves you
Nuzzling into your neck, hugging you from behind, squeezing your chest
Her lack of boundaries works perfectly for her
And youโ€™d be none the wiser holding her roaming hands that had the blood of potential suitors on them
But if Lau approves sheโ€™ll start making moves to exact their will
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Lauย 
โ€œYes, I think thatโ€™s a delightful idea Ran Mao!โ€
Heโ€™s intrigued and in love at first sight
Now that first sight most definitely is not when Ciel holds that ball
No doubt heโ€™s been aware of your existence for awhile
Its only a matter of time before he starts making moves to have you in his grasp
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Ash Landersย ย 
โ€œSuch purity! You truly are the diamond surrounded by human scum!โ€
Is definitely unbiased lies
Heโ€™s not in love heโ€™s aware of your true purity lies again
Heโ€™s madly obsessed no doubt putting you on a deity-like level
He will commit all sorts of atrocities in your name
And should you protest he twists your words
or worst of all he decides you've becomes poisoned
To which heโ€™ll happily sorrowfully remove youโ€™re infected self
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Hannah
โ€œMy master wishes for you to stayโ€ฆwonโ€™t you please (Y/n)?โ€
As always Aloisโ€™ will is but her own
Sheโ€™s just happy they match up this time
Sheโ€™d want nothing more than for you to join their family
No doubt she knows her master and heโ€™d refuse toโ€ฆpunish you the way he does her
Itโ€™d warm her heart if you came willingly
A family shouldnโ€™t stay apart for too long
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meowzfordayz ยท 10 months ago
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"fake" date โ€” mitsuri, kyojuro, sanemi, giyuu
Authorโ€™s Note: initially planned to write a Giyuu x Reader one shot for this trope, but enough ppl voted for Hashira preferences that my plans changed. ๐Ÿ˜‰ Pls and ty enjoy ~shorter snippets for Mitsuri, Kyojuro, and Sanemi + something a lil more fleshed out for Giyuu. ๐Ÿค— Varying degrees of angst ahead!
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โ€œfakeโ€ date โ€” mitsuri, kyojuro, sanemi, giyuu
Kanroji Mitsuri x Reader, Rengoku Kyojuro x Reader, Shinazugawa Sanemi x Reader, Tomioka Giyuu x Reader
Word Count: ~1,900
CW: explicit language, mild sexual content
~faqs~
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โ€œYou look amazing!โ€ Mitsuri gushes, eyes wide with their usual shimmer.
You step sheepishly through your bedroom doorway into the hall where she waits, stare fixed firmly on your sock clad feet.
โ€œArenโ€™t you going to be cold though?โ€ her voice dips with concern, โ€œIโ€™m sure theyโ€™d understand if you wore thicker socks. Theyโ€™ll be covered by your shoes anyway.โ€
โ€œI mean,โ€ you shrug, finally glancing up at the warmth in her face that youโ€™ve felt since the day you met, โ€œThe ceremony and reception are inside. I can survive in these from the Uber to the entrance.โ€
Grinning teasingly, she strides over to you, tugging on your overcoat with familiar care, โ€œI donโ€™t know, someoneโ€™s feet are always freezing when we watch movies together.โ€
โ€œAnd someone else is a blanket hog,โ€ you huff, mesmerized by the delicate imprint of her fingertips โ€” that you know are just as capable of grabbing and tossing you over her shoulder.
Well I like when you snuggle closer to me she almost declares, cheeks reddening as she ducks her head aside, feigning an itchy nose.
โ€œYouโ€™re sure itโ€™s okay for me to come?โ€
The quiver of fear restricting her words coaxes you in, hand mindlessly grabbing hers as you nod reassuringly.
โ€œOf course! They gave me a plus one. I guarantee I wouldnโ€™t hear the end of it if I showed up alone.โ€
โ€œSo Iโ€™m doing you a favor?โ€
Her question tremors with the faintest of insincerity. You ignore it. Itโ€™s understandable, after all. Weddings are cumbersome and awkward and often far too fanciful.
โ€œAbsolutely, Mitsuri! I owe you one. And you look beautiful too!โ€
Youโ€™re still holding her hand, clammy and comforting as ever.
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Her heart aches as she watches you stand in line, tiny buffet plate balanced lazily on your palm, overhead lights bathing you in a soft, unbearable glow.
And you look beautiful too!
She licks her lips, wishing she could ask you to dance.
I owe you one.
Wishing she could ask you to dance, and that you would finally realize what she was really promising.
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โ€œSoโ€ฆ youโ€™re asking me to go to your familyโ€™s Thanksgiving as your date, but not actually your date?โ€
Kyojuro hopes he doesnโ€™t sound too disappointed, well acquainted with masking his simmering feelings beneath an exterior of exuberance and forwardness.
โ€œMhm,โ€ you nod, resisting the urge to bite down on your tongue.
Youโ€™d love if not-actually-your-date was actually-your-date, but youโ€™d hate even more to ruin your years of ease and friendship.
โ€œBut they know weโ€™re friends?โ€
His head cocks with faux confusion, and you nearly coo at his cuteness. To you, his confusion isnโ€™t pretend โ€” you yourself arenโ€™t entirely sure how youโ€™re going to convince your nosy family members.
โ€œFriends can get close,โ€ you wink playfully, nudging his bicep as if to prove your point.
โ€œHow close are we talking?โ€ Kyojuro quips, nudging you back harder.
He relishes in getting to steady you, warm hands wrapping large and protective around your shoulders, righting you before you keel too far off balance.
โ€œAre you going to help your friend out or what?โ€ you scowl jokingly, dramatically brushing your shoulders, knowing youโ€™re going to feel the heat and strength of his touch for hours.
โ€œOf course Iโ€™m going to help you! I just-โ€
His eyes widen involuntarily, and you notice that they stir a peaceful longing in you more deeply than any sunset ever has.
โ€œYou just?โ€ you prod, pulse quickening at the prospect of something else.
What else, you have no idea. But sunlight slips through the crack nonetheless.
โ€œNothing,โ€ Kyojuro grunts, โ€œI forgot!โ€
You exhale slowly, emotions unfurling as you return to your soft, sunsetless reality.
โ€œAlrighty then.โ€
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โ€œWeโ€™re not gonna fool anyone into thinking weโ€™re dating,โ€ Sanemi grimaces, brow furrowed as you take in his reaction.
โ€œAnd why not?โ€ you retort, arms crossed as you glare back, โ€œThe only person who knows you better than me is Genya. Maybe.โ€
And nobody knows me better than you.
Eyes darting from your lips to your glare, he sighs, jaw tight as he mutters, โ€œBecause weโ€™ve never even kissed. What kind of couple, what kind of chemistry, would we have?โ€
Youโ€™re grateful he rambles on, because you almost quip So letโ€™s kiss dumbass.
โ€œTerrible chemistry,โ€ he answers himself, โ€œWe would have terrible chemistry. If you really need a date to that holiday party, then you should ask Obanai.โ€
โ€œOBANAI?!โ€ you screech, too fixated on his horrible plan B to notice his pre emptive wince, a beat before youโ€™d actually processed his suggestion, โ€œYou mean a man whoโ€™s already in a relationship?!!!โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ Sanemi deadpans, โ€œLow risk.โ€
He hopes you canโ€™t see how deeply his foot is inserted into his mouth.
โ€œWhat the hell does that mean?โ€ you hiss, โ€œI sure as fuck havenโ€™t kissed him!โ€
โ€œMitsuri would probably be amendable.โ€
He hopes you canโ€™t hear him choking on his foot, gasping for air.
โ€œTo me kissing her boyfriend?!โ€
Ah shit.
โ€œIโ€™ll do it!โ€
That shuts you up. You blink, mind blank as you stare at him staring at you staring at him. His hair looks nicer than usual, fluffy with a light scent of dampness as though heโ€™d showered prior to coming over. And his gaze, so strikingly mellow โ€” drenched in lavender and longing. No you correct yourself, the longing is in your own unwavering expression, reflected in the glassiness of his pupils, mirroring the tension in your shoulders.
โ€œDo what?โ€ you murmur Kiss me?
And he nearly does, feet planted firmly on the worn tile of your kitchen, chest heaving as the weight of your question clings to his lungs. He nearly does. Nearly kisses your sarcastic tongue, the hazy drop of your eyelids, the way your body seems to lean toward him as he teeters toward you. Nearly.
โ€œIโ€™ll be your stupid date,โ€ he mumbles.
โ€œYou are stupid,โ€ you smile weakly, abruptly shifting your attention to your now lukewarm mug of tea Takes one to know one.
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โ€œI donโ€™t understand,โ€ Giyuu says, spine stiffening as he sits on your couch, โ€œYou want us toโ€ฆ fake, date?โ€
Of all the favors you could ask him for, why did it have to be a fake date? He would happily give you a real date, thank you very much.
โ€œNot like! More than once! Just once! For my family reunion! Theyโ€™re awful and boring and everyone older than like, fifty, asks me if Iโ€™m seeing anyone. My answer is always no and their response is always harassment and Iโ€ฆโ€ you trail off, suddenly conscious of your rambling, cheeks hot as you mumble, โ€œI care about my family and I want to attend, but I donโ€™t want to be alone.โ€
I donโ€™t want to be lonely.
โ€œHave you ever thought that you could be the problem?โ€
You gape at your best friend, well accustomed to his poorly worded concern, but flabbergasted by his lack of tact regardless.
โ€œGIYUU!โ€
He winces at your exclamation, quickly backtracking when he notices just how shiny your eyes are getting.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry, I know, thatโ€™s not what I meant,โ€ he swallows thickly, fingers in knots in his lap as his mouth twists, โ€œWill we need a backstory? A photo album of our entanglement thus far? Or will it be our first date?โ€
โ€œWell,โ€ you chew on your bottom lip, struck by his thoughtfulness, clammy at the realization that you wouldnโ€™t need to create a fake photo album because your camera roll is mostly you and him anyway, โ€œMost people donโ€™t take their partner to a family reunion as their first date.โ€
โ€œUnless they donโ€™t like them and are trying to scare them away,โ€™ Giyuu deadpans, wry glint in his gaze.
โ€œWouldnโ€™t it be easier to just not date them?โ€ you drawl, apprehension subsiding as amusement bubbles.
โ€œAre you trying to scare me away?โ€ he quips, legs crossing and then uncrossing as his posture slowly relaxes, โ€œBecause Iโ€™ll play the part,โ€ gut roiling even as his heart urges him forward, โ€œIn the name of our friendship, I shall gladly date you,โ€ releasing the tip of his tongue from the clench of his teeth, โ€œJust once.โ€
You cheer exaggeratedly, hands clapping together loudly, foot bumping against his thigh from your end of the couch. He doesnโ€™t seem to register your touch, distracted by your palpable relief, the disappearance of the stress crinkles at your temples, drowning in the sensation of What have I done?
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If thereโ€™s one thing heโ€™s grateful for, itโ€™s the fact that you invited him to an arguably lackadaisical event. Not because Giyuu loathes wearing a suit and tie, but because heโ€™d likely lose the ability to articulate himself reasonably were you to be dressed up. Heโ€™s seen you in nice attire, sure, but never as your fake date; never under circumstances so close to the sun โ€” positively burning in its radiance.
โ€œYour parents,โ€ he stops mid stride, front door to your auntโ€™s house looming despite its normal dimensions, โ€œWonโ€™t they-โ€
โ€œThey know, they know,โ€ you interrupt, practically shushing him, pushing your impending panic to the bottom of your stomach as you nudge him along, โ€œThey wonโ€™t tell on us.โ€
Tell on us the wording sits sour in his mouth, eager to lessen your burden and lonesome, yet resentful of its restrictions and underlying truth of the matter.
โ€œHey,โ€ he murmurs, puffing out a wisp of hesitation before swiveling to face you, โ€œYouโ€™re going to be fine, I wonโ€™t let you down.โ€
He presses a gentle kiss to your forehead, the gesture more intimate than he intended, your heartbeat bumbling frantic and stunned in your throat.
โ€œO-okay,โ€ you manage to croak, rooted in place until he carefully tugs you back into actionย  I know that.
Or maybe he meant to steal your breath away?
โ€”
Giyuu is awkward. So awkward that your overwhelming anxiety gradually fades to the background as you watch him interact with your family. You canโ€™t tell whether itโ€™s accidental or on purpose, but heโ€™s doing a great job at simultaneously alarming and charming your aunts, uncles, cousins, in-laws, once-removed-s, etc. His stubborn decorum and distaste for small talk make for an interesting clash of bound-by-honor and get-me-the-fuck-out-of-here, his introversion rearing its head every time he abruptly walks away mid sentence.
โ€œWhat are you doing?โ€ you giggle, poking his shoulder with mirthful fondness.
โ€œI got bored, so I moved on,โ€ he shrugs, nagging discomfort spurning him on to clarify, โ€œBut I only do that with conversations! Not with relationships!โ€
Not with you.
You snort, endeared by the flustered pink of his ears, โ€œI know babe, not with relationships.โ€
He supposes your suggestive eyebrow waggle is meant to be teasingโ€”a playful nod to the fakeness of it allโ€”but heโ€™s stuck on Babe, jaw twitching as you intertwine your fingers with his in an electrifying, wonderful, horribly casual manner.
โ€œHow about we check out the charcuterie board?โ€ you grin, pecking his earlobe so softly that he wonders if youโ€™d practiced the night before.
Perhaps on your wrist or your pillow, or the fogginess of your mirror after showering.
โ€”
He follows you to the spread of food and beverages, unable to discern the excited, acheful, longing quiver in your step, too caught up in the same tremor of his own.
โ€”
If the night ends with a bittersweet, we-would-never-dare, okay-well-I-guess-we-dared, This was fun, Fuck I hate this kissโ€ฆ then thatโ€™s nobodyโ€™s business.
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SWEETHEART | Jeremiah Fisher
Summary: After your parents file for a divorce, youโ€™re forced to move in with your momโ€™s friend until the divorce is finalized. You wished you could stay with your dad and your friends, but when you meet Jeremiah Fisher, that changes. And now youโ€™re wanting to stay in the Cousins. Too bad things donโ€™t last forever.
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Part: 6
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Authors Note: Iโ€™m like actually so sorry for not updating. Iโ€™ve just been really unmotivated but since season 2 is out Iโ€™ve gotten more motivation and energy to continue the series! Not proofread (like always) but please let me know if you want to be on the taglist or if I missed you! (it wouldnโ€™t let me tag some ppl for some odd reason.)
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โ€œY/N, wake up!โ€ You hear someone whisper.
You mumble something you donโ€™t even remember, shoving your face deeper into a pillow. You think whoever was trying to wake you left, and so just as you were about to fall back asleep a pillow hit your back.
You look up to see Jeremiah with a pillow in his handโ€ฆ and he was shirtless. You lazily stared at his abs before he smacked your face with pillow.
Fuck, did he notice?
โ€œCโ€™mon! Itโ€™s Bellyโ€™s birthday, we gotta go get up before her.โ€ He says.
โ€œWhaโ€”โ€œ You start, cut off with another pillow to face. You reach your arm out to snatch the pillow away, but he pulls it out of your reach.
โ€œWhat time is it?โ€ You ask, rubbing your eyes.
โ€œ8:00โ€
โ€œWhat the hellโ€”โ€œ
โ€œItโ€™s Bellyโ€™s birthday, we gotta decorate the kitchen before she wakes up.โ€ He explains, throwing the pillow back onto your bed.
It was her birthday? Shoot, why didnโ€™t anybody tell you? You wouldโ€™ve gotten her a gift, you know you just met her and all but still.
โ€œIโ€™ll be down in a bit.โ€ You mumble, shoving your face back into your pillow.
Maybe you could get her a gift later? What does she even like?
โ€œOkay, make sure to brush your teethโ€ฆ I can smell your breath all the way from over here.โ€ He exaggerates, jokingly grimacing as he plugs his nose.
โ€œShut up!โ€
And before you knew it, you were back asleep. You were exhausted from the night before. After Belly joined in on your guysโ€™ movie marathon, she shortly fell asleep and whenever you would close your eyes for longer than 5 seconds, Jeremiah would be the one to poke you, waking you up. It wasnโ€™t until after the movies were over, Jeremiah woke Belly up and the two didnโ€™t even have a chance to leave before you were passed out.
You rubbed your eyes hastily, jumping out of bed after you heard the multiple โ€œheysโ€ coming from downstairs.
Grabbing the first shirt and shorts you saw, you sped walk downstairs, following the voices.
โ€œโ€ฆ.Conrad, uh, do you wanna give Belly your present?โ€ You hear Susannah ask.
Itโ€™s quiet for a few moments, before Conrad responds, โ€œSorryโ€ฆ I forgot.โ€
Nobody noticed you yet as you watch the side of Bellyโ€™s face fall, a small frown on her lips.
An awkward pause of silence washes over before Belly quickly recovers, โ€œOh. Thatโ€™s coolโ€” I wasnโ€™t really expecting anything anyways.โ€
Another awkward pause happens until your mom spots you. โ€œAh, thereโ€™s Y/N!โ€
You watch as all eyes fall on you, your mom getting up from her spot on the couch and making her way to you. She pulls out a small box from her front pocket, giving it to you. She mouths the words; โ€œWeโ€™ll talk laterโ€
You give her a tight lipped smile, before she makes her way back to her spot. You follow quickly, giving the box to Belly as you say โ€œHappy Birthday.โ€
Belly sends you an appreciative smile, โ€œAw, Y/N. You really didnโ€™t have to get me anything.โ€
โ€œPfttt, of course I did.โ€ You say, watching as she opened the box. It was a pair of earrings along with a necklace. Her smile widens, โ€œThank you!โ€
Conrad makes an excuse, before exiting the room as Belly smiles once falls again.
โ€œHey, why donโ€™t we practice driving before we have to go pick up Taylor from the bus station?โ€ You hear Jeremiah say.
Who the hell is Taylor?
-
โ€œI canโ€™t believe you would sleep in like that!โ€ Your mom lectures you after pretty much everybody left the house. Jeremiah invited you to go witness โ€œBellyโ€™s terrible driving skillsโ€ but you mom quickly shot him down.
โ€œI didnโ€™t knowโ€”โ€œ You start, uncomfortably sitting at the edge of her bed.
โ€œReally? Because didnโ€™t Jeremiah wake you up?โ€
โ€œWell, yeahโ€”โ€œ
โ€œJesus, Y/N. Why are you acting like this? I didnโ€™t raise youโ€”
โ€œOh, I donโ€™t know! Maybe because youโ€™re forcing me to stay here when I can stay with Dad!โ€ You interrupt.
Before your mom could even get a chance to go off at you, a knock on the door stops her. She exhales before opening the door.
Susannah stands there with a smile on her face, โ€œHey, I was wondering if I can take Y/N out for shopping? I need to get some stuff for tonights dinner, It would be a great time to get to know her better.โ€
Your mom stays quiet for a moment before nodding, โ€œYeah, Iโ€™m sure itโ€™ll be fun.โ€
You follow Susannah outside to her car, silent as you sat in the front seat. You put your seatbelt on before you realize that Susannah wasnโ€™t making any move to put hers on.
โ€œY/N, look, I know how it must feel to be staying at some random strangers house. But, Iโ€™ve known your mom for a while. And she has her reasons, okay?โ€ She tries to explain, staring at you with a look of empathy on her face.
You bite your tongue, trying to stop yourself from saying anything rude. You appreciated Susannah letting you stay here, she was nice, had amazing sons, well one of them at least, and she was an overall sweet person. It was justโ€ฆ you missed home. You missed your friends, you missed your dad, and it feels weird being here. You feel out of place, like an intruder. Everybody knows everybody but you.
โ€œI just wanna go home.โ€ You mumble, leaning your head against the car door.
She stays silent for a moment. โ€œโ€ฆ Okay, how bout we make a deal?โ€
This perks your interest as you lift your head to look at her.
โ€œIf you still wanna go home by the end of this week, Iโ€™ll talk to your mom and see about flying you home.โ€
Your eyes widen, โ€œWait really? Youโ€™d do that?โ€
โ€œYes, but only if your mom is on board. Just try to stay on your momโ€™s good side until then?โ€ She suggests, sending you a wink causing you to laugh.
โ€œOkay, okay, deal.โ€ You say, trying your hardest not to smile from ear to ear.
She starts the car, โ€œI actually need stuff for Bellyโ€™s birthday dinner tonight but we can stop for some pies and eat them in the car. Just donโ€™t tell anybody.โ€
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By the time youโ€™re back at the house, you notice Jeremiahโ€™s red jeep back in the driveway. You felt fat and full after splitting a pecan pie with Susannah and just wanted to sleep it off.
You helped get the groceries out of the car, setting them inside on the counter. Your mom was nowhere to be found, thank god so you didnโ€™t have to continue the lecture from earlierโ€ฆ at least for now.
As you were about to grab the last bag, you spot Conrad and his girlfriend, whatever her name is, walking to the backyard.
Oh god were they about to make out in the pool or what? Whyโ€™d he even bring her? Itโ€™s Bellyโ€™s birthday and he just brought his girlfriend over like they werenโ€™t arguing a few days ago? Pathetic.
โ€œDo you need help with putting these away?โ€ You offer Susannah once your back inside, she shoos you away, claiming you should go hang out with the rest of the kids.
You shoot her a appreciative smile, your arms sore from carrying all those bags as you went from store to store.
Opening the sliding door, the first people you notice are Conrad and his girlfriend sitting on the edge, and the next thing is a net with a volleyball flying over it.
โ€œHey, Y/N! Youโ€™re back!โ€ You hear Belly shout, Conrad and his girlfriend both turn to look at you but you ignore them as you make your way closer to the pool.
โ€œHey.โ€ You say. You finally notice the new face next to her, a dirty blonde in a teal bikini. And you definitely don't miss the dirty look she sends you.
She waits a few moments, hoping her friend in the bikini would introduce herself but she doesnโ€™t make any effort, still looking at you like you were gum on the bottom of her shoe.
Belly nervously laughs, โ€œY/N, this is my best friend Taylor. Taylor, this is Y/N. You know the one I was telling you about on the phone?โ€
โ€œOh yeah.โ€ Taylor says, forcing a smile your way.
What the hell was her problem?
โ€œJoin us! Steven can sit outโ€”โ€œ Jeremiah starts, throwing the ball up in the air but catching it.
โ€œNo, no, I never agreed to that!โ€ Steven argues, Jeremiah spins around and guessing by the look on his face or something he said that you couldnโ€™t hear Steven groans before giving in.
โ€œActually we were about to go to the beach, right Belly?โ€ Taylor speaks.
โ€œUh, yeah.. Y/N do you want to come?โ€ Belly asks, looking away from her friend to look at you.
Telling by the annoyed look on Taylors face and the way sheโ€™s been looking at you, you can tell she doesnโ€™t want you there. Or anywhere around her for that matter.
โ€œNo thanks, Iโ€™m pretty tired from shopping.โ€ You tried to joke, chuckling to yourself.
โ€œHow could you be tired if you slept in this morning?โ€ Taylor quips, shooting you a glare. Belly turns around to shoot her one, causing Taylor to shrug.
โ€œHaha, yeahโ€ฆโ€ You mumble, scratching your arm. Oh god, the end of the week couldnโ€™t come any faster.
Belly gives you an empathic look, or you think she did, you were too busy staring at your feet.
You didnโ€™t want to go back inside because you didnโ€™t want to seem like coward but you also didnโ€™t want to stay if you werenโ€™t wanted.
Jeremiah was quick to notice your awkwardness, telling you that you could dip your legs into the water on his side and so thatโ€™s what you did. Sitting on the edge of the pool, dangling your legs in the water and most important of all, sitting far far away from Taylor.
Instead of Belly and Taylor going to the beach like Taylor said they would, they play a few more rounds of volleyball until Taylor hit Conradโ€™s girlfriend in the face causing her and Conrad to go inside.
And soon Steven left because his girlfriend called him, causing him to almost drop his phone in the water, and because it was just Jeremiah vs. Belly and Taylor they finally decided to go to the beach.
โ€œHey, yโ€™know Belly doesnโ€™t care you slept in right?โ€ Jeremiah says, splashing water at you. He swims closer to you, pulling himself out of the pool to sit on the edge next to you.
You roll your eyes, โ€œHer friend does.โ€
โ€œTaylor? Yeah, sheโ€™s a little cray cray.โ€ He says, motioning it with his finger.
You laugh, shaking your head. โ€œHow long is she staying?โ€
โ€œJust a few days, then weโ€™ll be Taylor free for the rest of summer.โ€
The rest of summer.
โ€œYou should get in.โ€ He says, elbowing your side.
โ€œI donโ€™t have a bathing suit.โ€
He stays silent for a moment, โ€œSo?โ€ He pushes you into the water, your body submerging into the cold water as you shoot up coughing.
You can hear him laughing, while youโ€™re basically choking on the chlorine filled water. โ€œYou jerk! I didnโ€™t want to get my clothes wet!โ€
โ€œYou can still take them off.โ€ He suggests, watching as you slicked your hair back.
You shoot him a playful glare, โ€œIn your dreams.โ€
โ€œEvery dream since Iโ€™ve met you.โ€
You splash him with water, โ€œYouโ€™re stupid.โ€
He stares at you for a moment before tackling you under water, pulling you back up with his arm around your waist. โ€œWhatโ€™d you say?โ€
You wipe your eyes, trying to shove him off you but no budge. Your guysโ€™ faces were even closer, your breath hitched. What was gonna happen?
He made eye contact with you a few times, and the times he wasnโ€™t doing that he was staring at your lips. He started leaning in, closer and closer to the point where your noses were almost touching.
You felt like you couldnโ€™t even breathe.
Did you even want this?
And just as he was about to move closer you shoved him away, taking him by surprise.
He backs away quickly, eyes widening.
โ€œS-sorry.. I justโ€ฆ I just donโ€™t really know you.โ€ You say, scratching the back of your neck.
โ€œNo, yeah, yeah I shouldnโ€™t have done that. You donโ€™t have to apologize.โ€ He says, eyes still as round as saucers.
โ€œUhrmโ€ฆ yeahโ€ฆโ€ You mumble, crossing your arms around yourself as you suddenly felt cold even though you were used to the water.
What a way to kill a mood. Whyโ€™d you even do that, damnit.
He nods, placing his lips into a tight line. โ€œIโ€™m gonnaโ€ฆโ€ He closes his mouth, pointing to the house while backing up.
โ€œOkay.โ€ You say, nodding.
You watch him turn around, pull himself out of the water and grab a towel before he quickly goes inside
Leaving you in the pool alone as you stared at the spot he was just at.
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Don't Go Breakin' My Heart - Luke Hughes
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Summary: Luke gets his heart broken
content: children, angst, mentions of breakups, kissing, makeouts, mention of sex but no smut, mentions of using sex to cope with emotions, crying, oc x ex!john marino
wc: 4.6k
notes: PART 7!!! i want to thank everyone that still loves this series :) it means the world to me that there are ppl that enjoy my writing!! anywho... this one is a doozy. it was originally longer, but i've decided to split it into two parts! enjoy!!
Tori felt like shit. She felt like locking herself in her room and never talking to anyone ever again. But she's a mother and sadly that is no longer an option. So instead, she sat on the floor next to Riley's drawing table and helped him colour some pictures.
"What's this one?" she asked, pointing to one of the scribbles on his piece of paper.
"Mama and Dada."
Tori just nodded, letting her emotions get to her before she could tell her son how great his picture was. But Riley didn't seem to care, grabbing his red crayon and scribbling away on his picture of "Dada."
"What colour is that, Ri?"
"Red! Like 'ockey!"
"It is! It's red just like Dada's jersey. You're so smart, baba," she ruffled his hair, trying to stay in the moment.
"Pwetty?"
"Yes! All the colours are so pretty!"
Riley beamed at the praise, his attention fully on his artwork.
"Are you gonna give it to Dada?"
"Yes! Pwsent."
"A present? Wow, you're so nice, Ri-Ri."
Riley's face scrunched up in concentration, the crayon pressed against the page. Her heart ached with love for her son, but also the weight of everything that had happened since she met Luke. The kiss with John kept replaying in her mind, making it almost impossible to focus on the bonding moment they were sharing. She wished she could back and erase what had happened, especially the guilt clawing at the inside of her chest.
"More?" Riley asked, holding up the picture to show her.
"It's perfect, Riley. Dada's gonna love it."
He grabbed another crayon, blue this time, and added more lines to his creation. Tori watched, feeling like she was watching her life unravel in slow motion. How was she going to explain this to Luke? How was she going to keep everything from falling apart? Maybe she would take Riley and move back to Pittsburgh.
But as she watched Riley, so happy and innocent, she knew she had to be strong. Riley would be heartbroken if they went to Pittsburgh and he couldn't see his dad. She couldn't let her mistakes ruin everything, especially not for her baby. She had to fix this, to make things right with Luke, even if it meant facing the consequences of her actions.
"Dada's gonna be so happy with his present," she murmured, more to herself than Riley. She just hoped that, somehow, they could all get through this without ending up more broken than before.
She took a deep breath, "How about we add some yellow?"
Riley's eyes lit up, and he eagerly took the crayon from his mom. Tori watched with pride as he added more colour. She knew that no matter what happened with Luke, her priority was Riley's happiness.
When Riley finished his masterpiece, he looked up at her with a grin. "Done, Mama!"
"It's beautiful, Ri-Ri! Dada's gonna be so proud of you!" she pressed a kiss to his forehead.
Riley carefully set the drawing back down on the table, grabbing a new piece of paper. Tori's phone buzzed and she reached to pick it up. Her heart skipped a beat when she noticed it was "Luke <3" flashing across the screen. This was it--the moment she'd been dreading.
"Luke?" she answered, her voice unsteady.
"Hey, Tori. Can we talk?"
Tori swallowed hard, glancing at Riley, who was already starting a new drawing. "Yeah, we can talk. Can you come over?"
There was a pause before Luke answered. "I'll be there in 15."
She looked down at Riley again as Luke hung up. She knew that no matter what happened, she'd shield Riley from it. Not allow herself to yell with him in the room. Riley was her first priority. Always.
~~
When the doorbell rang, Tori jumped, her heart racing. She opened the door to Luke, an unreadable expression on his face.
"Hey."
"Hi," she closed the door behind him, her stomach twisting.
Luke took a glance around the room, his eyes landing on Riley, who was still engrossed in making another drawing. "How's he doing?"
"He's... good. Been working on some art," she replied, her voice tight.
Luke managed a small smile as he walked over to Riley. "Hey, buddy," he greeted, ruffling the toddler's hair. "What're you drawing?"
Riley looked up, his face lighting up at the sight of Luke. "Look 'Uke! Pwsent for Dada!"
Luke's smile faltered for just a moment, but he was quick to recover. "Wow! That's awesome, Ri! I'm sure he'll love it!"
Tori didn't miss the slight change in Luke's demeanor, the way he tried to keep things light for Riley's sake. It only made her feel worse.
"Can we talk?" Luke asked, nodding his head towards the kitchen.
"Of course."
Luke shoved his hands in his pockets, his gaze fixed on the tile of the floor. "I've been distant lately," he began, "And I know you've noticed. I'm sorry, Victoria."
Tori bit her lip, waiting for him to continue.
"I've been trying to figure out if I can handle all of... all of this. Being with you, being in Riley's life, dealing with everything that comes with it," he finally met her eyes. "I didn't want to just jump in without being sure, but I didn't know how to tell you without making you feel like I wasn't committed."
She could feel the tears welling up in her eyes, but she blinked them back, determined to stay strong. "I wish you would've talked to me about it," she whispered. "We could've figured it out together."
"I know," he admitted, taking a step closer to her. "I was scared, Vic. Scared of messing things up, of not being good enough for you or Riley. But I'm here now, and I want to make it right."
"Luke, there's something I need to tell you too," she started, her voice trembling. "Something happened... with John."
Luke's expression shifted, the colour draining from his face as he processed her words. "What do you mean, 'something happened?'"
"We kissed. It was a mistake, Luke, I swear. I didn't mean for it to happen, and I regret it so much."
Luke stared at her, shock and hurt written all over his face. He turned away, running a hand through his hair as he tried to process her words. The silence between them was deafening, and Tori felt like she was suffocating under the tension.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
Tori wiped at her eyes, her voice breaking as she replied, "I was scared too, Luke. I didn't want to lose you, and I didn't know how to make it right. But I had to be honest with you, even if it means..."
"Even if it means we don't make it through this?" he finished for her, his voice rough with emotion.
She nodded, heart shattering at the thought. "I don't want to lose you, Luke. But I understand if you need time... or if you can't-"
Luke cut her off, backing out of the kitchen. "I don't know what this means for us, Tori. But I need time. A lot of time. I just..."
"I get it. I, uh, I'll talk to you when you're ready."
Luke just nodded, holding back his tears as he exited the apartment. His mind filled with so many thoughts that he forgot to say 'bye' to the toddler who was waving at him as he left.
Tori felt her world crumbling around her. Luke's reaction, while deserved, was devastating. And she knew she needed to sort these feelings out soon. But how would she do that with Riley needing her constant attention?
She picked up her phone, her fingers hovering over the call button next to John's name. She didn't want to tell him what had happened with Luke--not yet, at least. But she needed the space to breathe, to think.
"Hey, V," John's voice came through the line, sounding surprised. "Everything okay?"
"I was wondering if you could come by and take Riley for a little while. I just... I need some time."
"Of course," he replied without hesitation. "Be there soon."
When John arrived, Riley ran up to him excitedly, holding up the drawing he'd made. "'Ook, Dada! Pwsent!"
John's face lit up with a genuine smile as he knelt down to admire the work. "Wow, bud! This is amazing! Thank you!"
As John lifted Riley into his arms, Tori could see how much Riley adored his father. Seeing them together only made her decisions more difficult. She couldn't ruin Riley's happiness, but what about her happiness?
"Ready to go, big guy?"
Riley nodded, clinging to his father.
"John, can I talk you for a second before you go?"
John shifted his attention to Tori, sensing the seriousness in her voice. "Ri, why don't you get your backpack?"
Riley ran off to his room to find his little backpack, probably filling it with toys in the process.
"What's up, Tori?"
Without thinking, Tori stepped forward and kissed him. It was a desperate, searching kiss, one that held all her confusion and longing she couldn't put into words. She needed to know if there was anything left there, anything worth throwing away for Luke.
John was momentarily taken aback, but then he responded, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her closer. The kiss deepened, and for a moment, everything else faded away--the pain, the guilt, the confusion.
When they finally pulled apart, Tori stared at him, breathles and conflicted. "I... I just needed to know."
"And did it help? Did it make things clearer for you?" he held her face in his hands, staring right into her eyes.
She fixed her gaze to the floor, "I'm not sure."
"I'll take Ri for as long as you need. Just let me know."
He turned to go to Riley's room when she grapped his wrist, turning him around.
"Stay," her voice trembled.
John hesitated, searching her eyes for a clue to the turmoil inside her mind. The words Tori wanted to say were stuck in her throat. The last thing she wanted was to lead him on, to make promises she wasn't sure she could keep, but the thought of being alone now felt unbearable.
"Please," she whispered. "Just for a little bit."
He nodded, gently squeezing her hand. "Okay, I'll stay."
Tori released his wrist, leading him to the living room, the air thick with unspoken words.
"Ri will be okay playing in his room for a bit."
John nodded, his eyes never leaving her. "Tori, you don't have to explain anything right now. I'm here for you, whenever you need."
His words only made her feel more conflicted. How could she sit here, next to the father of her child, after what had just happened with her boyfriend? Was he even her boyfriend anymore? And yet, here was John, offering her support without asking for anything in return.
"I don't know what I'm doing," she admitted. "Everything's messed up, and I'm making it worse."
John reached out, intertwining their fingers. "You're doing the best you can. None of this is easy, and it's okay to feel lost."
Tori turned her head away, not wanting John to see her cry, but he gently cupped her cheek, turning her face back towards him.
"Don't hide from me, V," he said softly. "I've seen you at your best and your worst. You don't have to pretend with me."
That broke her. The tears she'd been trying to hold in, spilled over. She let out a shaky breath, letting everything crash down on her. John pulled her into his arms, holding her close as she cried, his hand rubbing soothing circles on her back.
"I'm scared, John. I don't want to lose Riley, or you, or Luke."
John pressed a kiss to the top of her head, "You're not going to lose Riley, V. And as for me... I'll always be here for you, no matter what."
She clung to him, still feeling guilty. She didn't know how long they'd sat there cuddling, but eventually, her tears began to subside, leaving her feeling drained but a little more at peace.
"Thank you."
"You don't have to thank me. You're the mother of my only child, Tori. I'm here to help you figure out everything."
"I just... I need time to think. To decide what's best for me and Riley."
"And you've got that time. Look I don't know what's got you feeling like this. But you're not alone."
"Can we... just sit here for a while? I don't want to be alone right now."
"Of course."
Tori rested her head on John's chest, feeling the tension slowly leave her body. She had no idea what the future held for her and Luke; but, for now she let herself find comfort in John's embrace, knowing that for at least for this moment, she wasn't alone.
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The next morning, John felt a sense of unease as he left Tori's apartment. The night had been filled with emotional turmoil, but he had stayed with Tori, because she needed someone, and he didn't want her to feel alone. They hadn't crossed any lines after that kiss, but the fact that he'd spent the night at her place could easily be misunderstood--especially by one Mr. Luke Hughes.
John shook off the thought as he got into his car, trying to focus on the day ahead. Practice. He'd already texted Lindy to let him know he was running late, but he wasn't looking forward to facing the guys in the locker room, especially not Luke.
When he finally walked into the Devils' locker room, he could feel the eyes of his teammates on him. John wasn't one to shy away from attention, but today felt different. There was an air of suspicion, that hung over the room.
Morning, Sleeping Beauty," Nico called out with a grin, breaking the silence.
John smirked, trying to play it cool. "Yeah, yeah, I know I'm late. Don't worry, I'll make it up on the ice."
"Where were you, Marino?" Jack chimed in, not letting it go. "You usually don't roll in this late unless something's up."
John hesitated for a moment, glancing around the room. He knew there was no easy way to say it, but lying would only make things worse. "I, uh... I spent the night at Tori's."
The room went quiet. It was the kind of quiet that made you feel like everyone was waiting for something to happen.
Luke, had been tying his skates, suddenly froze. His eyes snapped up to meet John's, and the fury in them was unmistakable. He shot to his feet, fists clenched at his sides. "What did you just say?"
John held up his hands, trying to diffuse the situation before it escalated. "Luke, it's not what you think-"
But Luke wasn't having it. He crossed the room in a few quick strides, shoving John hard in the chest. "You spent the night at her place? Are you fucking kidding me?"
"Luke, calm down," Jack interjected, stepping in between them, but Luke was too far gone.
"No, Jack, stay out of this!" Luke snapped, his voice raw with anger. "You think you can just waltz in here and tell me you spent the night with Tori after everything that's happened? What the hell were you thinking, John?"
John's jaw tightened. He understood Luke's reaction, but the accusation still stung. "I wasn't trying to hurt you, Luke. She needed someone, and I was there. That's all."
Luke wasn't buying it. His breathing was heavy, and his fists still clenched. "Bullshit! You've been trying to get back with hers since the moment I showed up. And now you're just... what? Moving in on her because I wasn't there?"
"That's not what happened, and you know it!" John spat back, his own temper flaring now. "I'm Riley's dad, Luke. I was trying to help her out!"
"By staying the night?" Luke's voice was full of sarcasm and disbelief. "You knew we were having issues, and you used it to your advantage. You've always been a selfish prick!"
John's patience snapped. "And you think you're any better? You've been so focused on your own doubts that you've pushed her right back to me. So maybe you should look in the mirror before blaming me for everything!"
Luke lunged at him, and the locker room erupted into chaos. Their teammates rushed to pull them apart, Jack and Nico holding Luke back while Dougie and Dawson grabbed John.
"Enough!" Nico shouted, trying to get control of the situation. "This isn't the place for this shit!"
But Luke wasn't listening. He was seething, his eyes locked on John. "You're dead to me, Marino. Stay the hell away from me, and stay the hell away from Tori!"
John, breathing heavily, didn't reply. The tension between them could've been cut by a knife, and it was clear it wasn't going to be resolved easily.
Lindy walked in just as the chaos was settling down, his eyes narrowing as he took in the scene. "What the hell is going on in here?" he barked.
"Nothing, coach," Nico quickly covered, trying to defuse the situation before it got any worse. "Just a little disagreement. We'll handle it."
Lindy didn't look convinced, but he nodded curtly. "Handle it fast. We've got practice in five. And I don't want any of this shit spilling onto the ice."
He walked out, but everyone knew this wasn't over. Not by a long shot.
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John wasn't sure why he decided to go to Tori's after practice. Maybe it was because he wanted to see Riley or maybe it was because he felt the need to protect his family after his dispute with Luke. His emotions were running high and he felt an intense urge to be with Riley, to connect with the one person in his life who brought him genuine joy amid the chaos.
When he walked in, Tori was in the kitchen, trying to distract herself with mundane chores. She looked up, surprised but grateful to see him.
"Hey."
"Hey. Riley's in his room. Playing dinosaurs I think. He'd love to see you."
John opened the door, finding Riley sitting in the middle of the floor, surrounded by plastic dinosaurs.
"DADA!" he scrambled to his feet, running over to John and throwing his arms around his legs.
"Hey, buddy!" his heart swelled with love for his son. "What're you up to?"
"Pwaying! "Oo pway, Dada?"
"Of course I do," John replied, joining Riley on the floor.
"Dino 'venture!"
"Oh are they going on a dino adventure?"
"Yes! Dino 'venture!"
"Rawr!" John growled playfully.
"RAWR!"
"Wow! You're a scary dinosaur, Ri!"
"No! No scawy! Just Wiley."
"Oh thank goodness it's you, Riley! I thought there was a scary dinosaur in my Riley's room!"
They continued to play dinos, Riley making sure his dad knew that he didn't need to be scared and that they were just toys. The weight of the world was lifted off John's shoulders as he spent time with his son. Riley's laughter lifted his spirits instantly and reminded him of how much he loved his son.
Tori watched from the doorway for a few minutes. Seeing the genuine joy John brought into Riley's life stirred something in Tori. It was a stark reminder of why she had fallen for John in the first place--his effortless love and his ability to bring light into her life during rough times.
After a couple hours of playing, Riley was starting to yawn. John helped him get his pjs on as Tori prepped his bottle. Tori watched as they read dino books together as Riley began to drift off. John tucked him in, pressing a kiss to his forehead.
"Night, Ri-Ri. I love you," he whispered, going to join Tori in the living room.
"Thank you for coming by tonight. Riley loves spending time with you," she grinned, setting her book down on the coffee table.
"I needed it too. More than you know," he grinned, reaching out to hold her hand.
"Johnโ€ฆ" she started, "I don't know what to do anymore. Everything feels like a mess."
"I know, V. But right now, all I want is to be here for you. For both of you."
Tori's facade crumbled. She had been holding back her feelings, trying to figure out her emotions. But now, with John so close (and after seeing him bond with Riley), it was hard to resist the pull. She leaned into him, and he wrapped his arms around her, drawing her close.
They shared a kiss filled with the desperation and longing they both felt. It deepened quickly, and before either of them knew it, they were laying on the couch making out. Tori's hands in John's hair and John's wrapped about her waist.
John was the first to stop, helping Tori up as he led them to her bedroom. Their kisses growing more fervent. They fell back onto the bed together, and for the first time in a long time, Tori took her shirt off and laid back with John hovering over her. His touch was both comforting and electrifying, filled with a sense of familiarity. And Tori was surprised to say that making love felt like they were mending all the broken pieces between them.
Afterward, they lay together in silence, Tori's head resting on John's chest, her leg thrown over his. She couldn't deny the connection that they shared. They both knew that fucking didn't solve their problems, but in that moment, they felt connected in a way they hadn't since they found out they were having a baby together. And for now, this was the only way Tori knew how to bring that feeling back.
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Tori woke up the next morning, the warmth of John's body next to hers. The night had been a whirlwind of emotions, but now, as sunlight filtered through the curtains, she found a sense of peace. Her thoughts ran to Riley, who was still asleep in his room.
She slipped out of bed quitely, not wanting to disturb John. As she made her way to Riley's room, she was greeted by the sight of her son snuggled under his hockey-themed blanket, his Winnie the Pooh clutched in his arms, his face peaceful and serene.
She gently shook him awake, knowing that he wouldn't be able to nap later if he slept in, leaving her with an irritable nightmare.
"Good morning, baby," she whispered, brushing some hair from his face.
"Mornin', Mama," his tiny hands reaching up for a hug.
Tori lifted him from his crib and carried him to the kitchen. She was eager to start the day, to make it as perfect as possible. The dream she had been chasing for so long seemed to be within reach. John and Riley together felt like she'd finally gotten the ideal family she had always envisioned.
She set Riley up with breakfast, watching as he happily dug into his cheerios and sliced strawberry. Tori busied herself preparing a fresh pot of coffee, her mind racing with thoughts of the future. She imagined what her life could look like as a picture-perfect family, with John and Riley by her side. It felt right. It felt like she'd always wanted it to be since she first found out about Riley's existence.
John joined them in the kitchen, his presence bringing normalcy and comfort with it. He kissed Tori on the cheek, wrapping his arms around her waist.
"Morning, big guy."
"Mornin', Dada!" Riley exclaimed.
They enjoyed breakfast together, and Tori couldn't help but revel in the warmth and closeness of their family unit. It was like a dream come true. Riley's little giggles and John's easy banter made her feel more relaxed than she had in ages. She was living the life she's always dreamed of.
As she showered, she imagined their future. Family picnics, holidays together, and cozy evenings spent at home. The idea of a perfect family with John seemed so tangible that it was hard to consider anything else. The dream was intoxicating.
In the midst of her euphoria of spending a day at home with her family, the idea of reaching out to Luke didn't come to mind once. The idea of confronting the complexities of their relationship seemed distant compared to the joy she was feeling with her boys.
That evening as she sat on the couch with John, his arms wrapped around her waist, Riley playing happily with his cars, she felt so much fulfillment. She was determined to hold onto this feeling, no matter what the future tried to throw her way.
~~
Luke sat in the dark of his bedroom, the only light coming from the TV across from his bed. A show was playing, but he wasn't paying attention, zoning out and losing focus every couple minutes. The rage he had felt in the locker room had gone down and now was just a flicker in his chest. He felt more betrayal and confusion now than anger.
How could Tori do that? How could John, someone he used to see as a teammate he could look up to, stab him in the back? Spend the night with his girlfriend? Luke thought over every moment he'd spent with Tori and Riley, wondering it was all just a lie.
He felt betrayed by both Tori and John. Tori, who he had fallen for deeply and quickly, had kissed another man. And not just any man, her ex-boyfriend, the father of her child--while Luke was trying to figure out if he even belonged in her life. And John, a teammate and supposed friend, had gone behind his back. It felt like the rug had been pulled from under him, and he was left flailing his arms as he lost his balance.
Luke had always prided himself on keeping his cool, not being as quick to temper as his brothers, but this? This was too much. The frustration of trying to fit into this ready-made family, the doubts he had about being there for both Riley and Tori, and now this-- it all came crashing down on him. And he didn't know how to process it.
Jack knocked on his door, letting himself in without waiting for an answer. "Hey man. You okay?"
Luke shook his head, not trusting himself to speak. His throat was tight with the effort of holding back tears and keeping his composure.
"I get it. This sucks. It's messed up. But you gotta keep your head, okay? Don't let Marino and Tori mess with you. You need to focus on you and what you want."
"What I want?" Luke managed, his voice hoarse. "What I want is to go back to when things were simple. Before all this... this bullshit."
"I know. But you can't. You've got to deal with it now. What do you want to do? Do you still want to be with her?"
Luke's heart ached at the question. He wanted to be with Tori; that much was clear. He was in love with her. But how could he be with someone who kissed another man--her ex, no less-- while they were still trying to figure things out? Could he trust her again? Would things ever be the same?
"I don't know, Jack. I don't know if I can do this."
Jack just nodded, offering silent support to his brother. Luke was at a crossroads, and he had no idea which direction to take.
For now, all he knew was that he needed more space-- from Tori, from John, from everyone. He needed time to think, to process, and to figure out what the hell he was going to do next.
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summary:ย "Perhaps most tantalizing of all were his glassesโ€“their lenses were lightly fogged, but you could still almost see his wide eyes behind them."ย  rating:ย explicit (18+ mdni) pairing:ย bob floyd x f!reader word count:ย ~2.9k warnings:ย idiots pining, car sex (lol), hangman being hangman, no use of y/n.ย  notes:ย Inspired by me thinking about Bob's glasses getting all fogged up. y'all i wish i could apologize for this but all i can think abt is this man and how someone once said they wanna chew on him like a polly pocket.. anyways please let me know what you think ! no beta we die like men tagging: @sebsxphia @theharddeck - tagging ppl either by request or whom i feel like luv bob soooo pls let me know if you'd like to be added/removed
You were usually far more behaved than this, really. You paid attention in your classes, did your work, showed up on time to your jobโ€“kept it all together. But there was something about him, about Bob, that just made that tiny part of you want to be reckless. And he had no idea.ย 
There he was, along with the rest of the group like every Friday, sitting and watching them play pool. Theyโ€™d hoot and holler, order drink after drink, and heโ€™d sit and laugh along with his peanuts and his Shirley Temples or lemonades. And it made you want to jump his bones.
It was a smidge ironic that as a bartender his non-alcoholic drink choices were part of what got you going, but what could you say? A man of multitudes and contradictions was appealing, and Bob was just that. Best weapons system operator around, shy as all hell, and damn smart. He always tipped generously, never put his phone on the bar, and had interrupted more than one creep on a mission to try and ruin your Friday night (flirting is for tips, not for keeps!).ย 
But any time you tried to move it past your brief interactions, he always slipped away. You figured it wasnโ€™t necessarily on purposeโ€” he seemed to be friendly otherwise, just probably not interested. So you resigned yourself to the occasional small chat when making drinks or he came in while the Hard Deck was a bit less noisyโ€”and ever so often, finishing while imagining just what it would feel like to have his body pressed up against yours.ย 
And this Friday began like every other. You came in right as lunch ended, and busied yourself with prepping more limes than you ever wanted to see again in your life. There were glasses to be stacked, napkins and straws to be refilled, and liquors to be restocked. Patrons would start trickling in around 5 or 6, with the majority starting to filter in around 8, clearly coming from dinner or work. By 9, the Hard Deck would be packed to the brim with fighter pilots and other people from the nearby base.ย 
Your favorite fighter pilots would make it in at 8:45 pm every Friday, like clockwork. Theyโ€™d take over the pool table with a direct eyeline to the bar, and stay till the early hours of the morning, sometimes till closing. Rooster usually bought the first round if the weather was nice, Hangman would when the weather was shit. More than once youโ€™d tried to discern a pattern beyond that, but they seemed to have some sort of system.ย 
Bob would always buy his own drinks.ย 
Heโ€™d make his way to the bar, smiling gently at you and waiting patiently while you fielded other customers. Then heโ€™d place his drink order and ask for a refill on his cup of peanuts, and stand there humming something to himself while you poured him a drink. Tips came in cash, straight into your palms and always paired with a soft smile that made your knees weak and your pulse hammer.
Tonight was no different. He ordered his lemonade and handed you cash with a warm smile before returning to what appeared to be an increasingly hostile and heated game of pool. Sitting on the sidelines, he seemed to just be content observing the madness.ย 
When Hangman approached the bar during a momentary lull, you expected it to be for another round. Except he leaned over the counter conspiratorially, and crooked a finger at you to beckon you closer.ย 
โ€œI have a secret to tell you, only itโ€™s not really a secret.โ€ He had a coy smile on his face like he was about to tell you heโ€™d taken a cookie from the cookie jar.ย 
You really wanted to roll your eyes at him, but you had to admit sometimes Hangman was entertaining and you figured your shift would at least be somewhat more lively with his antics. So you just shifted closer to him while maintaining an eye on the bar in case someone needed anything.ย 
โ€œDo tell.โ€
He pointed a finger back towards the game of pool just as Rooster sunk a shot and Phoenix high-fived him, โ€œYou see Bob over there?โ€
You narrowed your eyes. You definitely didnโ€™t like where this was going. While Hangman was all huge ego on the outside, you knew he wasnโ€™t really like that on the inside, so it made you suspicious that he was deciding to pick on Bob. Usually it was all in good fun, but you had a soft spot for Bob and you really didnโ€™t want to be caught up in any hurtful gossip.
โ€œPlay nice in my bar, Bagman.โ€ You said, scrubbing a bit more aggressively at the countertop than you meant to.
โ€œHey! Iโ€™ll have you know Iโ€™m playing very nice, Iโ€™m being a wingman instead of Hangman tonight.โ€ Wingman? โ€œBob over there, has a very big and bad crush on a certain someone.โ€ย 
You hoped this was some sort of prank, because Hangman had one perfectly manicured finger pointing at you. You felt your face go bright red.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s not playing nice.โ€ God, why was this happening?ย 
It was one thing to harbor your little crush on Bob, to let yourself check him out while you were sure he wasnโ€™t looking, it was another to have Hangman mock you by telling you that Bob liked you back.ย 
โ€œHe really thinks heโ€™s being subtle,โ€ Hangman continued as if he hadnโ€™t heard you speak, โ€œBut he refuses to let us buy his drinks whenever weโ€™re buying a round just so he can talk to you. I swear he spends more time up here or staring at you than he does hanging out with us.โ€
Saved by a customer, you let your attention drift away from Hangman and what heโ€™d said to you. Even though he lingered, leaning on the bar, you tried not to focus on him.ย 
What did he mean Bob had a crush on you? That couldnโ€™t be possible. A few weeks prior you had almost asked Bob out to dinner after not charging him for his drink, hoping that that would be enough to start a bit of flirting.ย 
Instead the WSO had placed enough cash to cover his drink and a very generous tip on the bar and stammered out something about needing to get back to the game of pool him and Rooster were losing. So you took that as your hint.ย 
Ever a patient asshole, Hangman was still there after you finished making drinks. Clearly being decently drunk wasnโ€™t enough to keep him from being a pain. He just kept looking between you and Bob and not saying anything.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re scaring other customers.โ€ You wanted this to end, the observation, you wanted to get out from under his knowing gaze.
He flicked a cherry stem at you, and without flinching proceeded to make you feel like you were officially the worldโ€™s least subtle person, โ€œItโ€™s not hard to see that you and Bob wanna jump each otherโ€™s bones, I think once you get it out of your system youโ€™ll be perfect for each other. Just have to get over that first hurdle.โ€
And with that, Hangman walked himself back over to the rest of the group. You stood there in stunned silence trying to process exactly what just happened.
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Like you said before, you were usually far more behaved than this. But nevertheless, you now found yourself pressed up against your car in the corner of the Hard Deckโ€™s parking lot, Bobโ€™s lips on yours and his hands on your waist.ย 
Anyone could see. Hangman or Rooster could step out for a breath of fresh air, maybe even a drunk cigarette (no one was allowed to tell Mav), and see you pulling Bobโ€™s shirt out of his standard-issue khakis and running your hands over his stomach. You had always known he was hiding some serious muscle under his uniform. Someone could see you, weak in the knees for the quiet, but beautiful, Bob.ย 
โ€œJesus Christ,โ€ he said quietly against your lips as you scratched at his back and trembled in his arms. โ€œWe shouldnโ€™tโ€“shouldnโ€™t be doing this out in the open. You deserve better.โ€
Was it wrong that him being so respectful made you want him to ruin you all that more? What you wouldnโ€™t give to be in your, or his, apartment right now, protected by four walls and free to strip and see all of him. But for now, youโ€™d have to take the cards you were dealt.ย 
Grasping behind yourself, you yanked the back door handle against yourself, feeling the door give against you and open slightly. You pushed Bob off you gently, just enough to pull the door open and grab his collar to pull him into the car with you. He made a choked off sound, and you honestly werenโ€™t sure if it was because of you grabbing his shirt or if he was surprised.ย 
โ€œWait,โ€ He managed, and you froze, โ€œI... Will you sit in my lap?โ€
You were going to die, here and now, with him almost hovering over you, his eyes wide and pleading. For a moment, time seemed to turn into something syrupy as he slid fully into the car, shut the door, and pulled you into his lap.ย 
You both sat there for just a moment, panting and staring at each other. Maybe you owed Hangman an apology for doubting his wingman skills, but you werenโ€™t sure you wanted to inflate his ego more than it already was.ย 
However, he did deserve some credit. After he had dropped that bomb on you, Bob had come over and asked if you were alright, claiming heโ€™d give Hangman a talking-to about whatever he said that had clearly upset you. You just stood there staring at him, until he started to squirm slightly under your gaze.ย 
It was in that moment you had blurted out, โ€œI have a crush on you.โ€
He had stared at you for a split second before he whispered, so quietly you werenโ€™t even sure you were supposed to hear it, โ€œOh my god, I want to kiss you so badly.โ€ย 
It had taken everything in you not to drag him across the bar and press your lips into his. Instead, you managed to tell him that you had your thirty minute break in five minutes, and to meet you in the parking lot by your car. It was probably the most reckless thing you had ever done.
So that was how you ended up in the backseat of your car, Bobโ€™s tongue running along the seam of your lips, whining slightly when you opened your mouth to feel his tongue glide over your teeth. You could tell he had his feet firmly planted on the floor by the steady rhythm of his hips against yours. That part of his actions seemed so confident, so assured in comparison to the slight tremor in his hands against your hips, but you wanted him to let loose a little, show you just how much he wanted you.ย 
The car rocked gently with your movements. He was panting as his forehead leaned against yours, and he let out a particularly high pitched whine as you grabbed him by the back of the neck to force your lips together again.
โ€œBeen thinking about this, about you,โ€ he ground out as you both pulled away again to catch your breaths, โ€œSee you every Friday and Hangman, ah, Hangman makes fun of me.โ€ย 
You groaned at his confession and twisted your hands into his neatly combed hair. Honestly, you couldnโ€™t judge his hesitancy, for godโ€™s sake you thought he barely liked you as a friend. Plus, youโ€™d firmly asked more than one patron to leave when they tried to be too forward. Bob was never too forward.ย 
โ€œBeen, fuck! Been, trying to be a gentleman.โ€
You didnโ€™t want him to be a gentleman, you wanted him to ruin you. Grabbing his wrists, you shoved them under your shirt and sighed as he got the message, rubbing your nipples over your bra.ย 
โ€œF-Fuck,โ€ you gasped, rolling your hips against his more firmly.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re so beautiful,โ€ He whispered as his lips marked a path down your neck, mouthing at your collarbone as he tugged the collar of your shirt to the side.
โ€œBob...โ€ You could feel the heat in your stomach building, the familiar tingle in your fingers.
โ€œI know, sweetheart, I know,โ€ With one hand on your stomach rubbing soothing circles, and the other dipping into your bra, the flood of physical sensations was almost too much.ย 
You moaned into his mouth and shuddered against his grip, raking your hands through his hair and feeling just how much he liked the sensation of your nails scraping against his scalp when the rhythm of his hips stuttered.ย ย 
When you came it felt like a star bursting in your chest, everything went fuzzy around the edges as he rocked you in his lap and you rode out your orgasm. It felt like Christmas morning, your birthday, and every party all rolled into one. You shuddered as he kept your hips moving against his, clearly close.ย 
But you would have none of that.
Still trembling from your own release you unbuttoned his khakis with shaking hands and reached in to grasp him. He stared down at your through lightly fogged up glasses, clearly shocked.ย 
โ€œFuck, wait, are you sureโ€”!โ€ Was all he managed to get out before you were on your knees, doing your damndest to swallow him down.
He came with a choked shout, one hand on the back of your head and the other clawing at the worn leather of your seats, grasping for something, anything to keep him tethered. For a moment you stayed on your knees, reveling in the feeling of what had just happened.ย 
He was a fucking vision from this angle. His usually perfectly done haired was wild from you running your hands through it, his khakis were haphazardly open and his softening cock was laying against his stomach where you had rucked his shirt up. Breathing wild, his chest rose and fell quickly, and his fingers resting on the seat twitched in a matching rhythm to the ones in your hair.
Perhaps most tantalizing of all were his glassesโ€“their lenses were fogged up, but you could still almost see his wide eyes behind them.ย 
You wished you had a camera to capture the moment.ย 
The moment was broken when Bob reached down to pull you back into his lap and move his lips softly against yours. It took you a moment to register that he was whispering sweet nothings to youโ€“a combination of thank you, and all sorts of compliments that made your chest ache.ย 
A sudden alarm sound made both of you turn in opposite directions at the same time, smacking your foreheads together. Suddenly any sexual tension had completely dissipated, replaced by both of you melting into laughter. Leave it to you and Bob to top off humping in your car like teenagers by giving each other concussions.ย 
โ€œI need to get back to work.โ€ You whispered as he inspected your forehead for any lasting injuries, โ€œThat was my alarm.โ€
He pressed his lips to yours softly, as if he was savoring your final moments together. โ€œCan I take you out to dinner tomorrow? Do this part right?โ€
โ€œIโ€™d love that.โ€
-
You almost made it to closing without anyone noticing that you and Bob had both conveniently been gone for most of your meal break. But the crew crowding the pool table was far too observant for their own good. To his credit, Bob got himself almost fully back to his normal appearance, and you slipped into the bathroom to make sure you were presentable again.ย 
โ€œYou should say thank you to people who do nice things for you,โ€ Hangman was back, toothpick hanging loosely from his mouth as he turned a sly grin in your direction, โ€œIโ€™ll take a beer in compensation, though.โ€
Pretending not to know what he could possibly mean, you continued to clean up. โ€œMaking sure all your cups are on the bar by closing is not exactly free beer material.โ€
He scoffed and stole another garnish, โ€œYou might think youโ€™re slick but Bobโ€™s been staring at you uninterrupted since you got back from your little break.โ€
โ€œAccording to you he stares at me regardless.โ€ Sorry, Bob.
โ€œYeah, but now he stares at you all mopey, which means you mustโ€™ve gotten the other stuff out of your systemโ€“โ€
You threw a piece of ice, the universe granting you with perfect aim for once, and watched as it hit his collarbone and slid down his shirt. He jerked backwards with a hiss.ย 
โ€œOkay! Just take your beer and shut up.โ€ Why did he have to be like this?
โ€œWhy thank you sweetheart, consider your debt settled.โ€ With a wink, he was gone.
If you were honest with yourself, you probably would give Hangman a thousand free beers just to see Bob in the backseat, glasses foggy, and staring at you like you hung the moon. But he didnโ€™t have to know that.
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Another Breakdown on episode 8 love in the air prapai and sky that no one asked for lol๐Ÿ’จโ˜๏ธ
With love in the air almost just about 2 years later and my countless rewatches ๐Ÿ˜™ I want to talk about prapai and sky story arc in more detail from my pov!
Episode 8 (the first meeting) so with their first meeting I'm not going to lie it wasn't the most romantic BUT the first time they laid eyes on each other you can already sense this attraction of both ends from them. Prapai obviously as we know being the quote on quote "playboy" he slept around. And when we rewatching I don't know if he was intending to take someone from the race track that night or not but it seemed like he made up his mind when he had made eye contact with sky. And seemingly seeing the situation he was in with being caught by the guards he swooped in and took his chance.
Speaking of them making eye contact, that scene alone is so enticing! Cause not just the music and the sudden abrupt pause of it when they lock eyes!! When watching you hear a sharp knife sound when prapai notices sky first and he's surrounded by this bright red in the back. Red is a clear sign of danger and / or desire it's very exciting and draws you into what prapai is going to do next. But also this obvious sense of confidence that prapai has in this moment he's sure of himself.
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Then the purple and blue that looms over sky and then both them! (Heavily when they get into the bedroom scenes) It's kinda an ultraviolet and indigo hue. As I said again, it's so intriguing. It's passionate and intense these two when they clash intimately. Watching them talk, you have a sense of mystery cause you don't know what's gonna happen.
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And this insight into the way it's shot they make prapai look like this big bad wolf. And sky looks very much so innocent and somewhat lost for words. I mean he probably is thinking of how handsome this man is, this man who just saved him. And having a sliver of hope that this guy is actually not like his ex. Because as we know sky being there already brings up a lot of unwanted feelings because he knows of this place because of his ex. And so he is surrounded as he says with a bunch of a holes because they were associated with his ex.
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Also while we're here the way prapai proposed the choice for sky to leave with him or just leave the race track on his own. Cause It's at least clear to me that prapai wasn't forcing sky he gave him a choice! Prapai wouldn't have even stopped sky if he wanted to leave he would've let him go.
(Also they've shown us how pai treats the ppl he sleeps with and he's actually very kind to them he's very gentle and overall a really decent guy)
Sky chose to sleep with prapai to pay back the favor. He made that conscious decision, and you don't have to like it, of course, but he did. And it was very much a necessity as he says himself but we can also see how very much sky was in charge of it all. Cause Sky most likely was very much attracted to pai, but after pai started talking, he proved Sky's point of what he thought. Maybe prapai wasn't, and that's an asshole. Also sky is very emotionally and mentally broken he thinks so low of himself he self- loathes a lot and so he feels that he put himself in this position and sadly he believes it's all that he's good for.
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When sky leaves his place we see him have this regretful look and he says it everyone he runs into is a asshole prapai is a asshole very badly of prapai which is understandable so when you know that he now
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And it's telling cause prapai tells him as we know in ep 13 he wished he would have met him sooner. After hearing sky bare his heart out about everything he had went through. And sky says it's okay cause they did eventually. Especially when you know the circumstances of how they met and as know it wasn't the ideal meeting. It made Sky's first impression of prapai not look so good in the beginning. But for sky saying we did meet and he wouldn't have changed anything about how it happened. Because if he did he probably wouldn't be where he is now.
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So when they go for the second round, they show sky's face, and you can see him here, forcing himself and his clear detachment from it all although he chooses to go again. After praipai initiates, he's disappointed at himself. He's mad that he's lying here in his bed that he's put himself in this position again. While prapai obviously doesn't know anything about Sky atp, when Sky Leaves, he can't even get him to tell him name! because again, for pai, this is just what he does he has one night stands.
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And then the scene when sky gets the sunflowers I know sky said he didn't want it and even felt bad that he was about to even trash them but as we know he couldn't and ended up just giving them to the lady at the front desk of his apartment complex lol. But this gesture obviously really touched sky's heart even if he didn't want to actually feel anything about it he did. But immediately he did what he would usually told himself to not get his hopes up basically cause he's the last person prapai would ever actually go for. Sky doesn't want to admit it but he really liked the flowers he chuckled at prapai cheesy yet charming line of "the sunflowers facing the sky I can't be the Sun for you but whenever you see sunflowers remember that this winds watching over the sky" it's the first time someone has shown him a affectionate gesture. His fear of his trauma makes him not want to get close he talks himself out of even entertaining pai cuz a part of him does want to but he's not going to lie himself to do so. It's his obvious clear internal struggle that we see throughout their story sky arc open up his heart but to afraid to let potentially all of that hurt and pain in again.
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That's all for now I wanna do this for the rest of their arc in the next coming weeks so I'll see when after love sea ends cause I'll be in my withdrawals lol
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hoshigray ยท 2 months ago
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๐‡๐จ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข-๐“๐จ๐›๐ž๐ซ โ˜ ๏ธŽ ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐’๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฆ-๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฅ | a JJK series
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๐€๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ'๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ญ๐ž: another year, another kinktober for the blog; everyone say thank you to @blkkizzat for making me do this before i get off this platform bc i promise you i was ready to throw it in the trash, LMAO !! I can only hope that I can post everything on time...anyway, happy October, everybody!
2023 kinktober list โ‹ฎ masterlists โ‹ฎ playlist
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๐‘พ๐’‰๐’‚๐’•'๐’” ๐’€๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐‘ญ๐’‚๐’—๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’† ๐‘บ๐’„๐’‚๐’“๐’šโ€ฆ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’๐’†???
All the material below contains 18+ content, so minors do not interact. Changes + added pieces will be updated; look through my RBs to see what was changed or added. Contents of the fanfics/pieces are specified in their respective posts.
โ˜ ๏ธŽ = ficlet/thirst/scenario (Tues) | โ™ฑ = fics (Thurs)
๐“‰ธเพ€เฝฒ . . . ๐‘พ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฒ 1 :
โ˜ ๏ธŽ ๐‚๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ญ ๐Œ๐ž, ๐๐š๐›๐ฒ . . . ft. bully! Gojo โ‹ฎ corruption kink
โ™ฑ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐†๐จ ๐๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ | s. gojล + k. nanami + h. higuruma
Two demon hunters and a witch unite to take down a demon terrorizing the locals โ€” sounds easy enough until the demon puts up a good fight and drags you three in for a night youโ€™ll never forgetโ€ฆ!
๐“‰ธเพ€เฝฒ . . . ๐‘พ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฒ 2 :
โ˜ ๏ธŽ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐๐ฒ & ๐Œ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฒ . . . ft. true form! Sukuna โ‹ฎ cannabilism/ blood kink
โ™ฑ ๐’๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐๐๐ž๐ ๐ƒ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ & ๐‹๐ž๐ ๐ฌ ๐’๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ | s. ryลmen
The duty of a shrine maiden isnโ€™t straightforward โ€” especially during the olden times. Could you take on the supposed King of Curses head-on and leave unscathed in more ways than one? Who knowsโ€ฆ
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๐“‰ธเพ€เฝฒ . . . ๐‘พ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฒ 3 :
โ˜ ๏ธŽ ๐‡๐ž๐š๐ญ ๐ง' ๐’๐ก๐ž๐ž๐ญ๐ฌ . . . ft. werewolf! Nanami โ‹ฎ breeding kink + knotting
โ™ฑ ๐‹๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐“๐ก๐ฒ ๐ƒ๐ž๐ฆ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก๐›๐จ๐ซ! | t. fushiguro
Not only are you drunk on a Friday night, but youโ€™re a drunk, closeted succubus who is, unfortunately, under the care of the hot neighbor under your roof! Would you ruin the mood if he found out your little secret? You donโ€™t even wanna know!
extra!! to be announced soon...
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๐“‰ธเพ€เฝฒ . . . ๐‘พ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฒ 4 :
โ˜ ๏ธŽ ๐’๐ข๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ฌ' ๐Œ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐‚๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ . . . ft. sirens! Shoko + Utahime + Yuki โ‹ฎ monster-fucking + foursome
โ™ฑ ๐–๐ก๐จ'๐ฌ ๐’๐œ๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ง' ๐–๐ก๐จ, ๐Œ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐†๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ž? | c. kamo
Having a phantom in your apartment sounds pretty scaryโ€ฆ! But what happens when you finally catch that unexpectedly cute ghost creeping around and frightening you? Andโ€ฆhow do you plan on punishing the little scrub?
๐“‰ธเพ€เฝฒ . . . ๐‘พ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฒ 5 :
โ˜ ๏ธŽ ๐’๐จ ๐–๐š๐ซ๐ฆ & ๐“๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ . . . ft. ex-husband! Toji โ‹ฎ cockwarming
โ™ฑ ๐…๐ฎ๐œ๐ค ๐‡๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐“๐ก๐ซ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ[๐ž๐ซ] !! | s. gojล + s. getล
Ending the month with tradition: pulling up all the best scary movies to watch and hanging with your two best friends! But it's safe to say that the thing poking behind your back isn't a knifeโ€ฆaccording to Gojo.
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๐‘พ๐’†๐’†๐’Œ๐’๐’š ๐‘พ๐’Š๐’•๐’„๐’‰๐’†๐’” ๐‘ช๐’๐’–๐’ƒ!!
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Accepting the first 50 ppl ; still open!!
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ยฉ ๐‡๐จ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ2024 โ‹†โ™ฑโœฎโ™ฑโ‹† These tales have been transcribed and written by the original poster (me). Do not steal, edit, copy/plagiarize, or post any of my works on your own accounts, in or out of this app. Please and thank you.
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bnhxx ยท 1 year ago
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Coming out of my shell to say that I'm petitioning to be Leon's annoying little sister
Some platonic sibling hcs under the cut!!
Warnings: Platonic! Au, a little bit of sibling violence and A LOT of sibling banter, mentions of ptsd, drinking and alcoholism and events in RE2 and RE4
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It's always I want him to rail me! I want his babies! And I can respect that I can I can but...have you ever considered being his annoying little baby sibling that adopts him as your new family member ๐Ÿ˜‡
Like yeah nah bro I wanna annoy him and tease him for having no rizz AT ALL and just all around annoy tf outta him ๐Ÿ˜ค
Like he's an orphan but not AnYmOrE, scooping this traumatised boy up and making him WISH he never met you but also is weirdly protective you who "adopted" him as their "sibling", and now won't stop saying "point and laugh!" out loud everytime he does smth stupid in the middle of the office when hes back from a mission.
Like, please he just needs an annoying little sibling in his life, I know I can't fix him but by God can I be the annoying little sister he so desperately needs in his life
Like....I KNOW his heels have never known the wrath of MY FEET clipping his shoes up when he's walking too slow but he NEEDS to ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I need to post this and find my PEOPLE
Also I feel like being a sibling vibe you'd have tagged along as a civilian in RE2, also not knowing what the fuck was going on but hey, you're in this fucked up shit together now ig. ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ And you have some family/friends out of state so after the event you take him to chill at a beach or smth w your family/friends bc you're both well deserving of a fucking break while this ptsd hits the both of you
n everyone talks about how fucking awkward he was w Sherry in game but ayo hes REALLY feeling it now...
Like you're joking when you're like "it's like you've never been to one of these Leon ๐Ÿคจ"
N he just looks at you like "Yeah I haven't ๐Ÿ˜"
AND YOU KAHSJEVDHEKEHEJE
"You're like ๐Ÿ˜ถ....bro....you have now been absorbed.....as my older brother"
And he's like ๐Ÿง๐Ÿง๐Ÿง at first bc what??? How do I interact w these ppl??? Why me???? but ofc they love him, he's RE2 Leon and although he's super fucking traumatised and still awkward asf he just wants to make a good impression on his friends' close ones
Also he's like sitting there like damn,,,,,I wish I had that ๐Ÿ˜”
So you're like wELP noW yoU dO ๐Ÿคช
And of course they're super grateful to him bc he saved you so they treat him nicely but he kinda gets that a lot so he's just like ๐Ÿง
So after you tell them hes now your older brother you've deemed it so ๐Ÿค— they just start to treat him like that and he just, doesn't know what to do??? Do I salute them, (y/n)???
Do it make him salute them for at least three weeks until you tell him absolutely no one does that and he was stupid for ever believing you ๐Ÿ˜ˆ
Tbh I feel like this would work for the first couple of times until he mentions it at work in passing n everyone's like ๐Ÿคจ,,,,so then the next time he sees you he just has that pissed off older sibling face and he's coming for you so you better have ran like you did in Raccoon City kahsjehs ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ
But yeah after a while you guys stay in touch, he's training and drowning his pain with alcohol and you're trying to get him into more healthier ways of dealing w his pain as well as laughing at him kshsjdhsjs
your just sort of there to support him even when he's pushing you away bc no idiot I will not leave you alone when you're training I will watch and I will LAUGH when you fall. But I will also cheer you on when you win and give you my favourite hello kitty bandaid if you ever get hurt ๐Ÿฅฐ
And he's super grateful?? Bc your like this stable sort of annoying person who's there for him no matter what.
Like he knows he can come to yours to crash if he's had one too many drinks to holds his hair when he's puking his guts out hungover.
Yes you are there in the morning to laugh and yell at him for being stupid but he also saw the glass of water you left on the couch next to the ibuprofen and chuck bucket for him. And the little blankets and they you always seem to have waiting on him when he arrives
Yes you will be there to do it all over again if he comes walking to your place after he's drunk again.
And Yes, you will also be there to show him all the dumb photos you took of him drunk on your Kodak once they get developed and cackle in his face ๐Ÿ˜ˆ
He like actually learns to take a load off with you and relax a little bc you have a bond and you weren't just saying that when you took his ass on holiday, you really meant you'd be there for him and it means a lot to him bc he's never really had that stability in his life before ๐Ÿ˜”
Also bc the trauma bonding you just get him โœจ๏ธ like you can both relate to the horrors you saw and what you unknowingly found out about Umbrella.
Like maybe you work w him in the field or just as an archivist or smth but you're helping him w this cause too, dealing w the same or similar shit he's been dragged into so ofc you guys form a bond w each other.
And so by the time RE4 rolls around imagine you're like talking him through his mission on the radio n he's soo serious around Ashley and Luis so you can't help it you burst out laughing bc he's so stiff, and he's like THIS is a LIFE and DEATH siTuAtiOn now do your fUcKiNg jOb SeNd me tHe coOrDiNatEs
And you're like okay okay grumpy pants ๐Ÿ˜ˆ I'll give you the coordinates but you have to say pwetty pwease w a cherry on top for me ๐Ÿฅฐ
If it were anyone else he'd turn the radio off and find it himself but bc he does care for you, and you're like the only stable platonic thing he's had in ages he's like cursing and swearing until he FINALLY caves in and does it
So you give him the coordinates and just as he's about to go back to almost dying your like "I got that recorded fyi" and he's just ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค at Luis for no real reason other than his 'little shit of an adopted sibling' kwhsjshdhd
But also imagine randomly calling him constantly bc you're really worried for him bc this time your not there with him and it scares you
And he's like, I'm not dying here bc who else is gonna put up w your shithead behaviour??? n you're just like, 'aww Leon!! ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ'
So hes like 'yeah so stfu and let me do my mission ๐Ÿ˜ค' but you swear you can hear the smile in his voice through the radio
OR if you're there, with him it's even MORE chaos kshdjdhdjdn
Like imagine Luis flirting w you n him being all protective older brother on you, n you're just like ๐Ÿ™„ siblings amirite, btw Leon that's a prime example of how to properly rizz someone up you loser ๐Ÿ˜‡ n your not running from ganados this time your running from him (again) ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ
If you engage in sibling violence he's like, you haven't hit me once this whole mission n you're like, I'm giving you a vacation since we're running for our godamned lives out here n hes thinking like ๐Ÿฅบ my shins have never know rest like this before since I met you ๐Ÿฅบ
but he just gives you a little smirk 'heh' or some one liner and that's it he did it to himself his shins indeed do NOT know rest ๐Ÿ’€
Being teased by him more and more as he matures but dw, you're always there to annoy him back ๐Ÿ˜‡ and run tf away when he gives that older sibling look like he's about to wreck your shit for ever thinking of crossing him lajsjsjsbs
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lanaswritingbook ยท 11 months ago
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I canโ€™t tell you 2/2
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oh wow guys this is embarrassingโ€ฆ Iโ€™ve been in a bad writing block for like months now. And I felt really bad for not finishing this part 2 bc I hate when ppl do that to me so I hope you enjoy ๐Ÿ˜ญ (itโ€™s rushed but iโ€™m trying to get started again)
Dave Lizewski x Black!Plus Size Reader
Pt. 1- https://www.tumblr.com/spenceswife/712542712672452608/i-cant-tell-you-12
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The gym door slammed loudly as Dave watched Yn storm out the gymnasium.
His chest tightened as he thought over their conversation. How could she think he was cheating?
But could he blame her? The scene wasโ€ฆ misleading.
Dave shook his head while combing through his curly hair anxiously. He had to make it right.
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It had been 3 days since Yn spoke to Dave. He texted her everyday and tried to get her attention in school but she constantly blew him off like he did to her previously.
His friends wondered why they didnโ€™t see the touchy couple together anymore so they decided to confront Dave and the comic shop.
When the bell rang hinting someone entered Dave found his group at their normal table arguing about something.
โ€œHey guysโ€ Dave spoke swinging his backpack in the booth.
โ€œYou look like shit.โ€ Marty spoke making Todd slap his chest.
โ€œWrong approach but heโ€™s right. Whatโ€™s wrong with you dudeโ€ Todd crossed his arms ready to listen.
โ€œYn thinks I cheated on herโ€ฆโ€ they both look at each other surprised.
โ€œWell did you?โ€ Marty asked in shock
โ€œHell no! I love her with all my heart I could never. It was really a misunderstanding I just canโ€™t say what.โ€ he took a breathy sigh clearly in distress.
โ€œI mean I believe you dude, but thatโ€™s some sketchy shit. I donโ€™t know sheโ€™ll forgive you.โ€ Todd furrowed his brows.
โ€œHow about this you know Jessica?โ€ Marty raised his brows with a smirk
โ€œYeah whyโ€ฆโ€ Dave asked more confused
โ€œWell sheโ€™s at Yn studying and gonna meet me here in about 30. So how about you trap your girl and apologize the right way.โ€ Lizewski stared his friend down thinking of the idea.
โ€œโ€ฆ I have nothing else to choose from so fine. Wish me luckโ€ He grabbed his bag standing up accidentally bumping into a counter while walking towards the door.
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Dave snuck through her window, luckily she had a fire escape so it was easy for him to enter.
She wasnโ€™t in her room but her bathroom light was on meaning she was still home.
He passed shortly back n forth thinking about what he wanted to say until he heard a voice breaking through.
โ€œWhy are you here Dave?โ€ Yn walked towards her bed sitting not even looking him in the eye.
But Dave couldnโ€™t help but stare he missed seeing her like this. Comfy.
She was wearing a long shirt and shorts with her curls going every direction. She looked perfect to him
โ€œLook please listen to me. I would never hurt you and that includes never cheating. I love you so much and I would love to tell the reason of what you heard, but I just canโ€™t right now itโ€™s too dangerous. Iโ€™ll tell you eventually but I just have to figure this out first I promise iโ€™d never hurt you intentionally baby pleaseโ€ฆโ€ Yn saw the glint in Daveโ€™s eye that he was telling the truth.
And she didnโ€™t see the nervous tic he does when he lies so she caved and wrapped her arms around his neck.
He closed his eyes thanking the angles above for giving his own back.
โ€œYouโ€™d never hurt me?โ€ Yn whispered playing with his loose curls as her face was stuck between his neck and shoulder.
โ€œNever in my life, youโ€™re the one I protect the most. Literallyโ€ฆโ€ her face scrunched at the last part but quickly forgot about it as she was happy he was in her presence.
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cup1dt3a ยท 2 years ago
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Hello, I saw that you were writing for Welcome home and was wondering (If you took requests for it) if you could possibly do a possessive/obsessive (if you want to do Yonder you can!) Wally Darling x reader where the reader has a bird, when weird things start to turn up and objects start to disappear- the comfort of their home grows sour- they end up questioning themselves on what is happening and that they may have a squatter or even a stalker/ intruder who enters the home when the are either away, at work or asleep till the bird starts screeching out "Darling" in the middle of the night and would freak the hell out when ever the reader has Wally or he gets anywhere close to the doll/ puppet?
(Browny points if Reader sees Wally as a comfort object/stuffy)
I thought it would be a cool lill thingy.
If not that is A OK! I only wish for you to be comfortable!
I LOVE THIE IDEA And birds <33 Tysm for the request! And donโ€™t worry I am comfortable with this request tysm for asking either way. Also the bird is a parakeet but I just like the word budgie more! It sounds just sooo cute and fun to say! Hope you and everyone are having an amazing day/night
Warning โš ๏ธ angst, bad home life, panic attack description
( I might have gone a little overboard with this one so there are some warnings. Iโ€™m sorry but the angst gods told me to make ppl cry a river and I had to please them)
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โ€œ Arenโ€™t you just sweet?โ€ You cooed out to your little budgie Bean as they nuzzled your face.
โ€œSweet bird! Sweet bird!โ€ She squawked in agreement.
She was a little green budgie you had recently gotten from the pet store after months of saving. Bean was your dream pet. As a child you would always beg your parents for a budgie and constantly tell them everything you knew about them. But finally after moving out you had finally gotten your dream bird. And they were most definitely worth the wait from how sweet they were. Just a little cuddle bug and sometimes a mischievous little thing. For they had made it a habit of stealing some of your things to make a nest. It was cute but you needed your things back for your work.
After a month of having bean things started to feel odd. Not odd as in pigs flying but as if you were being watched. You knew it wasnโ€™t bean because you would leave her beside one of your windows to have some sunlight in your kitchen. You would move her little โ€œ houseโ€ to your room during the day. But at night you would move it to the kitchen due to her squawking a lot. At first it confused you why she would constantly squawk at night, but you thought it was maybe because of some of your room decor scaring her. Once you moved her out of your room to the kitchen she had finally stopped. Poor baby scared of something in your room. You just wished you knew what it was.
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You cuddled your Wally plush sighing as you stretched to go see what Bean was screeching about. Your budgie had been constantly almost every night yelling for you. It was concerning. At first you brushed it off as then just having separation anxiety but you were wrong. You needed sleep for work but your small bean came before that. As you went to the kitchen you hurriedly gently got them out of their cadge to comfort them. This wasnโ€™t good. Itโ€™s a well known fact that birds could be scared to death. You might have to sadly get rid of Bean if this kept happening. You loved her but you didnโ€™t want her to die because you couldnโ€™t bear to part with her. You gently scratched the top of their head to soothe them.
You had brought them back in your room where Wally sat on top of your bed still. As soon as you got in there with Bean they started to freak out squawking โ€œ Darling! Darling!โ€
Oh shit! They were scared of Wally. You placed them into their cadge before gently putting Wally away under your bed. They soon stopped calming down finally.
โ€œ Poor baby. Iโ€™m sorry I didnโ€™t notice.โ€ You said to the bird.
You felt horrible for not noticing Beans distress over the puppet. How could you not have noticed for so long? Poor Bean.But you still wondered why they would freak out even when in the kitchen. Must be cats or something you thought as you cradled the tiny bird. Seeing them finally ok. Your tired brain had time to wonder what was bothering them in the kitchen later since it was late and you had a shift at 5 in the morning you needed the sleep. Yawning as you pet their fluffy green feathers for the last time before putting them to bed. You went to your own plopping face first onto the bed before snoring the night away. While a certain pair of eyes glared at the finally peaceful bird.
This isnโ€™t going to well at all
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โ€œYeah you know that Wally plush I have? Yeah turns out Bean was just very scared of it.โ€ You told one of your friends as you gave in another order of food to the back.
โ€œ I wouldnโ€™t blame them! That thing is creepy and how long have you had it for againโ€ฆoh yeah 12 years!โ€ They announced while you rolled your eyes before walking off to your next table.
Itโ€™s only been 12 years plus Wally is in very good condition because you may or may not have studied a lot about how to keep plushes in good shape for years. But that doesnโ€™t matter! Wally was just a toy you always had. It felt as if he was always there for you. Listening to your frustrations, rants, bottled up feelings, and even helped you go through the worst year of your life.
Wally was given to you when a friend of yours had noticed youโ€™ve been on the brink of harming yourself for a while. Your home situation wasnโ€™t that good. And they had become worried, so on they gave you Wally. And you just felt a bit of a connection with the doll. It could maybe be that his eyes always looked like they were at attention every time you needed just somebody and Wally turned into your somebody. Sure plushies didnโ€™t work for everyone but Wally did for you so whatever.
As you brought another ticket to the kitchen you had noticed a familiar color of blue poking out of your bag. You rushed to it flipping the top over to see Wally still staring at you with his smile and wide eyes at full attention as always.
โ€œ How did-โ€œ you muttered before being caught off by your boss yelling โ€œ_____ keep it moving!โ€
You hurriedly nodded as put the plus as gently as you fastly could back into your bag. This was the second time you accidentally brought him to work with you. It might have been from habit of always carrying him around but you donโ€™t know you your anxious brain would bring him. You were now scared of being him anywhere except around the comfort of your home. For the fear of losing him, getting him dirty, one of his stitches coming loose, or even one of the cute buttons on his blouse popping off.
You must have just been so rushed today from your lack of sleep and accidentally put him in your bag as you were moving it out from under your bed.
You failed to once again notice the hateful glare threatening your boss as they still had their little yellow head poked out the bag.
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Finally after finishing your shift you were called to your bosses office. You dreaded being fired is he going to fire you? Is he sick of you bringing your plush to work by accident. You donโ€™t get that distracted by Wally right? Right?
โ€œ Do you know why I called you here?โ€ She asked while her arms were crossed.
โ€œ No maโ€™amโ€ฆam I going to get fired?โ€ You hesitantly asked.
โ€œNo _____ but. You need to stop bringing that thing to work! Itโ€™s been a distraction to you everytime! This is the second time Iโ€™ve had to give you a warning the next time I have to Iโ€™ll be letting you go. Do you understand?โ€ She sneered clearly once again upset with your performance at work.
โ€œYesโ€ฆYes maโ€™am I promise next time to be sure theyโ€™re not in my bag before leaving for work.โ€ You promised.
โ€œThank you _____. But donโ€™t forget that I will fire you if you also continue to daze off during your shifts too.โ€ She remarked as you nodded before turning your back to get out of there.
All the while this time the doll sent a silent threat to your boss. Mortifying her.
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Finally home you started to feel as if something was off about it. As you went to see where Bean was they were fast asleep behind their little toy. Yu stared in awe at how cute they were before silently putting some food I. Their cadge when they wake up. Their water was still full and you cleaned it yesterday so theyโ€™ll be fine.
You headed off to your room know Bean will alert you when they awake. As you got to your room to try and find some of your pens you noticed they werenโ€™t there anymore. It was odd because you hadnโ€™t had a break to use them in a while so how are they suddenly gone? You then looked for your headphones nowhere to be seen. Even looking for just a hair brush no where to be seen. Thatโ€™s odd very odd. You used your headphones and hairbrush this morning. How could they not be there. This was creepy. You then looked for one of your oversized shirts once again no where to be seen. All of them except your blue and rainbow one could be seen. You then headed to your bathroom. Toothbrush, perfume, and even retainers gone. What the fuck. What the actual fuck this doesnโ€™t just happen no. Bean couldnโ€™t have done this because they were in their bird house all day. And you knew how to unlock it soโ€ฆ Is there someone in your apartment?
No there canโ€™t be the window is shut, every door still shut, your front door locked, and everything was still as neat as you left it. Do you have some kind of creepy stalker in your house? No no! This canโ€™t be happening you might have just misplaced them? Right you are just forgetful! No one can be in here you live alone with Bean. What if thatโ€™s whatโ€™s been causing her to squeak out every night. Were they trying to alert you? No, if someone was in here they would have still be screaming out.
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You felt too hesitant to go to bed. The lingering question if some stranger being in your house scare you to the bone. You cuddled your Wally plush close to you. Scared. Being full of all the dreadful thing someone could do while you slept. Or even the horrific idea of what they could do to you. Were you just paranoid? Is everything off and you misplaced them all. You didnโ€™t know you were just scared. Tomorrow was your off day and you for once wished it wasnโ€™t just not wanting to be in here right now but at the moment you had no where else to go. You couldnโ€™t sell your house and clean it out because that would take months of work you didnโ€™t have time for. You just wanted to sleep for one night with bean not disturbing you. Why must the world be so cruel with its ridiculous powerful anxiety prone ways of giving you a panic attack? Why does everything go wrong for you? You just wanted to live a good rest of whatever life you had once free from the old place you called home not worried about some stalker.
You held your breath trying to hear if anyone was there. Even as your eyeโ€™s watered you still tried to keep it in. But eventually after 5 hours of keeping your eyes open they eventually closed drained from work and too many all nighters.
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You woke up with Wallyโ€™s head now onto oof yours in almost a hugging position. And a few loud squawks coming from the kitchen. It was 2 pm now. Geez you slept for that long. You hesitantly got up looking around to see anything misplaced. Thankfully nothing was gone or placed somewhere else. You went to the kitchen the atmosphere of your home still as sour as it was when you came in you had seen Bean happily fluttering around wanting you to hug him. Even going as far as to demand them.
โ€œ Hug and Kiss! Pretty bird! Hug and kiss pretty bird!โ€ They chanted making you chuckle.
This is what you needed just this little distraction. Maybe you were just paranoid now seeing your two shirts on the laundry machine. As you turned around with Bean placed o toy our finger to get some food your hopes once again came crashing down. After they seemed to look up a heart gaped apple now laid on your counter white a yellow note beside the now sticky knife.
โ€œ A sweet for my sweet <3โ€
No no no no no! No! This isnโ€™t happening! No this wasnโ€™t! Why does everything just go wrong for you? You needed to get out of here now. As you hurriedly for yours and beans things you tried to open the door only for it to not budge. How could it lock from the outside the only way to unlock it was in here. You set Bean aside as they tilted their head in confusion. You then started to aggressively try to pry the door open. Even going as far as to beat on it. After an hour of doing this till your throat was sore you stopped.
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You were now trapped with some sociopath. You started to hyperventilate sinking down to the floor crying. You didnโ€™t know what to do! Your phone is gone. Because as you hurriedly got everything you noticed it wasnโ€™t on your nightstand.
You felt helpless and trapped. Bean was event running low on food. You donโ€™t want to be here. You just wanted some peace. Youโ€™re scared and overly anxious. Youโ€™re pretty sure you might have a panic strake from the rapid beating of your heart, the ache in your chest making it too tight to breathe and the endless flow of tears. As you shake out Bean worriedly plops on top of your head while you shaking figure tries to calm down.
โ€œ Pretty bird! Wanna kiss? Mwah!โ€ They squawked placing a gentle constant mwah with every kissing peck of theirs.
โ€œ Oh pretty birds so sweet.โ€ You cooed slightly calming down as the ache in your chest still left you gasping for air.
Just as you were starting to calm down a loud potter patter started to be heard across the floor.
โ€œ Darling! Darling!โ€ They panicked.
You went pale now knowing who your captor was as the familiar wide eyes and wide smile peered down onto you.
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Tysm for reading! Hope you enjoyed! Iโ€™m almost done with some of my requests so hope you enjoyed this one. And whoever requested this hope it lived up to your standards! Anyways hope you all have a good day or it gets better!
Sincerely -Cup1dT3a ๐Ÿ’Œ
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Hi! I just wanna say I love ur blog! I like how you see and talk abt Goh's character โค๏ธ
I know some people (mostly those toxic pokemon fans) REALLY don't like Goh, and it upsets me bc it feels like me and them watched a completely different character on screen.
What do you think about it? I just don't get how they can hate him!
omg hey fellow goh lover!!!!!! ๐Ÿฅฐ i also just wanna say thank you for the lovelyyyy message because i ask the same question daily honestly
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(sorry i had to use that the animation is too slick)
ANYWAY
it actually upsets me a lot too that people don't see the good in Goh! im glad you think the same <3
okay there's some instances (yes im saying this ๐Ÿ’€) where even i think goh went a bit too far like even though i think it's sick he caught suicune i do get why people were so mad about it? but cmon that was a bit too much hate ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Ash hadn't caught any legendaries his entire journey so yeah Goh catching suicune at the early-ish start of his journey was....just a bit like oh ok wow even for me lmao but yk that topic will probably never calm down lets be honest
Then there's him just catching every pokemon without battling, that I also get why ppl are mad because I was rewatching the unova anime a few days ago and a lot of the episodes had an emphasis onbattling before catching, and you can say that goes for the rest of the pokemon anime after that too...up until journeys ๐Ÿ˜‚
Goh is a bit of a rulebreaker in that instance, i get that, but if people hate him taking so much screentime for Ash
(heads up the episode where goh goes on vacation and meets tokio again is the 1st episode in the anime history without any scene of Ash in it at ALL which is pretty crazy)
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then I'm sure we wouldn't want to see Goh battle e v e r y single pokemon he catches, like his goal is literally to catchem all as well BUT BUT THEN AGAIN, that arguement is pretty weak i guess, and i understand why people would be mad, but I really dont like when they genuinely just hate him excessively ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
OKAY POSITIVES NOW THIS IS WHAT I THINK
His character development was really nice in my opinion, and I really like how he more often emphasised the fact the reason why he wanted to catch throughout the series, and he reeaaaally understood pokemon better and forged such nice relationships with all of them
(also i was a bit sad Ash didnt get any galar starters too but....im sorry i feel like they're too perfect with Goh im proud of him)
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๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’–
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he's really adorable goofy sweet amazing incredible gay and literally the entire package there are those minute things about the pokemon catching yadayada but that basically is forgotten when i watch him on screen
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gonna reinforce my point about how he is perfect with the Galar starters...im sorry but look at them.
(you cannot talk to me about the drizzle episodes I will literally start crying. Also the grookey errand episode and that hug. Omfg)
You can see how much he cares for his pokemon (all the hugs above omg stop ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’–) and I wish other people would also see that ๐Ÿ˜ญ ๐Ÿ˜ญ
He's so sweet and kind now especially at the end when Ash finally managed to help open his heart to other people and also Ash himself ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› OK I told myself I wouldn't bring satogou into Goh's honour post but they're another reason I love Goh so much, they compliment each other so well and I couldn't think of anyone else more perfect for Ash I love them both ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿฅบ (... In case you hadn't noticed)
Then again, it's still opinion based ig, not gonna fight about it ๐Ÿ’€
Sorry this was such a long response (but cmon what were yall expecting..) but I kind of felt like I was gonna do a post like this sometime soon so thank you for anyone who voluntarily read this long-ass rant about Goh and @louie-inc for asking the question too!! ๐Ÿ’• ๐Ÿ’ฏ ๐Ÿ’• ๐Ÿ’ฏ
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