#wish i could be like this for math-
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1-the artstyle
Was worried about that...
2-the asks (sent and recieved)
Probably should've seen that coming
3-reblogs and way of talking
Dang... I'm iconic
4-The pet mentioned
Bandit is too iconic
5-the tag you used for me
So that's what you ment
6-The timeline of the things that happened
Yeah...
7-both felt shitty (one at the end of acc and the other at the start)
Yeah...
8-both Autistic (although i may have read too much into that point)
AUTISTIC?? I am but... THAT?
UHM DW THOUGH IM SURE THEY WONT FIND OUT SINCE I CAME ACROSS ALL OF IT AS A FLUKE AND JUST STARTED TO LOOK FOR MORE TO PROVE THE POINT YKNOW
YOO! Detective!
:DD ye!
#ASOCKMLX GLAD YOU WEREN'T MAD LOL (now that i think#it was propably stressed)#wish i could be like this for math-#ask#pirate pop#*sending good vibes*#lol 4 and 5 had me rolling#sorry for being a lil late#GOODLUCK W EVERYTHING AGAIN BTW#*LOWKEY PROUD*
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Childhood
#if you remember all of these you get a sticker#there was also this old flash game that I think was Japanese and its title translated to you are lucky#I could only find it once in a while so I don’t remember if I played it a lot but I wish I could have included it#those creatures were so stinking cute#I always fucked up the math mini game though because I can’t read it#another one I liked was this series of point and click games of a girl who lives with a bunch of ghosts? it was on gamershood.com#it doesn’t work anymore but I really liked playing it.and I really liked this point and click puzzle series that is a little obscure#I wanna draw that one next actually its so nostalgic#I’m surprised I don’t see more post talk abt eyezmaze games on here I feel like it’d be a hit#I drew a lot of inspiration from them and the funny creatures so they have a special place in my heart#i also wanted to draw elephant quest/elephant run.. actually the collection is on steam I wonder if I should get it and replay em#nostalgia#doodles#my art#myart
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i am SO GLAD that i've been seeing more aventurine doing math/logic stuff on twitter because he Would be a nerd about math. like my man had an argument with topaz about stocks and he most likely works with exel spreadsheets all day . (nerd /aff). i could go on another ramble about the intersectionality of math and gambling but that is a post for another day
#blogging.core#honkai star rail#aventurine#anyways...he'd also be self taught too so. Nerd /silly#i wish i could write him being more smart about math but considering i havent done real math in like. 3 years#anyways. one day i'll finish my post about ratio and riney and how their aesthetics actually makes them work really well as partners#professional gamblers are awesome
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My Hogwarts Legacy MC ✨Serena Kosmos ✨
#i've been trying to create this for MONTHS#i've just realized this is the first ever character sheet i've ever drawn and it was so much fun to do#fun fact: Serena's hair brooch is based on my first ever tattoo that i designed to commemorate my first year teaching public school#Luna the cat is based on a very real stray cat that lives near me. She likes to visit my yard and garden and soak up the sun and chase bugs#she even has the little white star on her forehead 😭 its too precious#Serena absolutely HATES the merlin trials#puzzles frustrate her#the only math she accepts is music math#i always thought it would be funny to have a MC who wasn't really interested in magic#serena really doesn't like that she has ancient magic powers. she wishes she could go back to a simpler time when all she did was practice#she usually gets along with everyone#but a certain Slytherin boy knows how to poke her buttons#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#my art#serena kosmos#hphl oc#hphl mc#hufflepuff#hufflepuff mc#hufflepuff oc
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Hello again!! Very busy.. 2 weeks until I'm back to Normal! I am progressing on my animation slowly but steadily :o) And then we will back in business and I get to focus on Welcome Home again!! YAY!!!!!!! Ooh speaking of.. my pins came! And I am wearing them on my funny eyeball cardigan, hoohoo...
#my projects#my art#uuughhhh I can't wait until Summer#ahhh a nice large hat#OOH!#I really would like to dye my hair so that Some parts are blonde or ginger#or red!#hmm...#I do not want to damage my curly hair though :o(#and don't tell anyone...#but I would also like to get my ears and nose pierced..#but we will keep that between You and Me..#I apologise for not keeping you all Updated!#A lot has been happening!#AAHH I GET TO MAKE A WALLY PUPPET IN SUMMER THOUGH!#I must start gathering materials!#OH! and I have just finished resitting my Maths!#I am terrible at Maths#<:o(#I am much better at English#Oh I wish I could have taken English Language as well as Art#OOH and Religious Studies#but Oh well..#I'm rambling far too much#I hope you are all alright! Take Good care of yourselves!#Until I next see you!
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the most gorgeous man I've ever known sent me a drunk voice message hurt that i left my job at the bar he goes to without telling him and adding that he saw me on tv speaking about palestine, which turned into me telling my ex boss to give him my number, and the sober voice message was much worse because this sweet guy just tells me that he's so proud of me and then i can feel him like talking with a constricted throat saying he understands that i left and closes with "from the river to the sea" and doesn't it just suck that some things have no hope of ever beginning and yet still end somehow
#there is literally no way something could have come of it he lives in that pub and i don't want to go back there#he has addiction problems and I never had a relationship with anyone#it still sucks that these are facts cause i liked him a lot. and also im not kidding when i say he is the hottest dude I've ever seen.#this is maybe the first time i wish i was heterosexual and/or have less impulse control#radio live transmission#sorry over sharing again cause the psychologist still has to tell me when the first appointment will be#(they kinda also told me i dont really need one which is funny bc the first time i try not to do things alone in my life#bc im pretty sure this hyper self reliant and aloof behavior might be a problem and im told actually im doing splendid.#i won at therapy ig)#also i told everyone there that i moved back home because im a lying liar and#thank god he still hasn't done the math that he saw me on tv still in turin#ive had Cold as Ice by the Foreigners playing on loop the entire day trying to get back in character#like. you'd think if i HAVE to experience something close to heartbreak then at least i could have had sex with the#hottest guy in the city. no. i just get the half assed symptoms of it after having conversations with him every weekend for three months#ranging from his cocaine addiction to police violence to the one time he was staring at nothing by the store room where i went to pick stuf#and he offered to take me to miami and i panicked and joked that he didnt have the money and left.#this sucks.
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i love college cuz as soon as i decide to do a 180 w my major i do cs and physics classes and im like 'mmm i wish i could major in math'
#the thing is i really just want to keep taking these math-based classes without consequences i would love that so much actually#because taking these physics and cs classes makes me realize how much i lOOOOOVE computation i love it so much#its just the way math works in college is soooo shit its so sad#and i know im enjoying physics now but i fi majored in it it would get so much worse for me#same w cs#i want to dedicate my life to learning math and cs and physics AND writing without consequences of doing so you know :/#i wish i could have a free education that never had impacts on my grades and career choices#maybe in the future when i have a stable job and can take classes on the side i can continue w learning math and stuff#its just so dififcult as a major and i know if i continued with it as a major i would be muchhhh worse off#but i love computation so much like i love reading but the computaation part is so fun i love doing it#sunny rambles
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Wohoo animation update I guess wow cool fast paced camera pan stuff wowwww
#man I just wanna#I just#I can’t anymore with#*dies from exhaustion*#okay but funny enough I made RAPID FIRE progress on this sequence particular#because it was just a sketch outline two days ago before I said ‘screw college homework I’m just gonna animate lol’#ahahah I have the final math exam on the 25th#so like uh….also two days from now#ironic how that checks out I sacrifice two days for animating and then I’m going BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN#….that was a meme reference hope someone caught onto that#sorry if I sound disjointed or overly frantic here it’s because I am#usually I spend an hour trying to formulate my words into something insightful but nah not anymore#I can’t be bothered to be put together it’s way too much right now I just need to explode#like the DAMN POTION EXPLOSION EFFECT I HAVE YET TO FINALIZE AAAAAAAA#anyways if I keep pointing a middle finger at college then I’ll get this whole animation done in no time <3#things is I’m hella proficient at getting work done it’s just school always robs me of the time and makes me appear lazy#THIS is what I can accomplish in the span of two days back to back work#and I just wish it could be like that all the time is all#hplonesome art#a hat in time animation#ahit animation#ahit animatic#wip animation#massive project
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i actually love life. gee golly it's crazy.
#ask my 11 y/o self and he woulda told you he hates himself so bad and he wish he could disappear#he woulda said he hated school and wouldn't mention his parents#and he woulda hit his head just lightly enough on his foulders just enough that it didnt hurt but just enough to feel it start to hurt#now you ask me and I'd say i love myself#i love my friends#i love school#i love my parents#i like playing video games and drawing and writing and reading and listening to music and math and just.#i dont want to die#i want to live#i want to be alive#i got out of that damn hole that i dug for myself three years ago#and it feels amazing
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Anyone out there got a solution for when you're feeling really stuck with your art and everyone and their mother tells you the solution is to do studies and figure drawings and other such things but even just thinking about doing those things makes you Spiral and want to Kill Yourself?
#monster noises#it's 1am no one will see this it's fine#it's a genuine problem though i Wish i could be aotherfucker who found it engaging and satisfying to do figure drawing#but i both A) had some bad experiences with this type of learning in highschool that i guess kinda make them triggering for me i guess?#and B) my brain doesn't seem to be able to like.. Learn Things.... That Way.... or at least not Obviously#i mean obviously i've improved as an artist over time in general#and i won't lie and say i've Never done figure drawing or studies or anything#but i never leave those situations feeling like i've Learned anything#mostly i've just sat for several hours growing increasinglyore frustrated#at my limitations and inability to achieve what i feel should come to me intuatively#and even if i Did feel like i've learned something i can seemingly never turn around and then apply it to something else#my brain does not make those lateral connections#it's why i can't do word problems in math.#and plus i also find stuff like figure drawing especially Rarely helps me make progress on the parts of my work i Actually want to improve#fluidity/mobility/stylization and surrealism#and only reinforces practices i want to pull away from#realism/'correctness'#all this combined leaves me just kinda stuck because i really can't power through my fear of these practicing methods#because i also don't find them useful#but i have no alternatives because it's like.. the only thing anyone suggests because theoretically is Does Work#but just not when you're Specifically Busted like I'm Busted#and so I just continue to stagnate until idk.. i find something else that can abruptly and suddenly launch me forward again?.#augh.. being an artist is The Most Enjoyable (_=<=)_
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"hey," dorcas smiled, sitting down next to marlene. "how did your NEWTs go?"
"shit," marlene groaned, letting her head fall, a small thud against the gryffindor table, poking at her cold steak. "fucked up, big time. haven't done so shit in an exam in a while, actually. how about you?"
"will a snogging exam help with that?" she asked, batting her eyelashes innocently.
"alright, mates," marlene said, jumping up from her seat and looking around the table to her friends, "this is goodbye. i have an important exam to sit now."
#literally dorlene#also please ignore that what i'm writing now is literally exam based because yeah. relatable#also i don't think i did as shit as marlene in but definitely could have done better. just gonna wait for the results now#because what else is there to do#also i have my maths exam like. on wednesday. so wish me luck please 😭#marlene mckinnon#dorcas meadowes#dorlene#dorlene fluff#my writing
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every time something bad or unfortunate happens to me at work now i'm like you have to do this foreverrrr there is no escapeee you're stuck here foreverr you'll work retail or dieeee
#i wish i could see the face of everyone who told me to Just go back to school this morning when she told me they cant accept me bc of#my math level. like i wish they were in the room with me. take my hand. we are going to get humbled together
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people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime
#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head#around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working#as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of#how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol#i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were#pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family#i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by#ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me#or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made#you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm#im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help#wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career#i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades#but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard#yapping
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its past midnight and here i am planning a sweater i have neither the materials nor funds to make
#once 10:30 hits i enter a fugue state and i just start making shit#i was like making little drawings and grid patterns and looking at knitting patterns for few hours and then 10 hit-#-and i was like ohh. okay so i have to make a mockup right now#so i put on one of these really long series recap videos and just went to town with the yarn and needles i had#im not going to use these colours (maybe the same cream shade but i dont have enough rn anyways) bc i want a darker green#but idk if i will use a different weight of yarn im not sure about that yet#i think it looks really good in just standard weight (worsted or w/e) but ik it would take a v long time and strain my wrists/arms a lot :(#so idk what i will do about that. maybe ill look at the same style of sweater but w/ thicker yarn to see examples#basically i want to make one of those christmas sweaters that have the patterns at the top + bottom trim but tma style#its supposed to look like open and closed eyes if that wasnt clear#and i might do lettering in the middle if it will fit? i wanted to do the whole ''ceaseless watcher'' phrase but it would def not fit sooo#just the name is fine. i will maybe put one on each side (front + back) or if theres room for like 3+ than i could do a repeating pattern#its going to take a lot of math + planning tho so O_o wish me luck#i dont even have yarn yet lol idk what im talking about#i gotta get to bed....#tma#the magnus archives#ceaseless watcher#my art#kinda#knitting is art
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FRIDAY QUEST! catsitting (: and friday cleaning unless i don't feel like it (if i am hurting) 👍
#new top album tomorrow......#i wanna watch all the mvs like a movie.....#would like to know how long this would approximately take so i can rotate it in my mind autism style...#alas i am bad at math and also conceptualising such things :P#OH WELL doesn't matter bc the answer will be revealed! tomorrow!#wish i was a guy who could wake up at 5am for the album livestream but i think it would kill me hahahahaha
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I decided to enrol in university this year (part time), and I picked fundamental maths as a subject because I barely learned anything in high school math, and it’s actually going so well! I’m only a couple of weeks into the course but I’ve learned how to do short & long division, which I could never get the hang of and struggled with for years through school! :]
#just feeling really happy about this#my maths professor is so nice and understanding and helpful#all my high school maths teachers were impatient and/or outright nasty people#I feel like maths is actually fun for the first time and I wish I could have been taught like this years ago#I feel like my bitter rivalry with numbers has turned into a beautiful friendship..
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