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lucabyte · 5 months ago

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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.

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#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks #hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature #ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual #isat spoilers #isat #isat fanart #isat siffrin #isat loop #sifloop #THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #lucabyteart #RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete #they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot

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thebibliosphere · 7 months ago

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Does anyone else remember the stage production of Batman Live from 2011?

I went to see it when it was in Glasgow, but due to The Horrors (medical shit), I can't remember most of it. I just remember it was a lot of fun watching what was essentially Cirque du Batman, complete with a Batmobile that moved over the stage like it was gliding on ice.

Also, Dick "Flying" Grayson's wires got tangled at one point, and he got stuck suspended upside down, so they had to pause everything to get him down, and in true Glaswegian fashion, without missing a beat, the guy sitting behind me and my friend went, "Fuck me, he really can fly."

#batman live #memories #I wish I could remember more of it

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secondbeatsongs · 17 days ago

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going through some old logs, and I need you to understand just how truly unhinged early 2010s RP omegle was.

genuinely you could stay on there for hours with just one person, hashing out complex traumatic backstories, drawn-out love confessions, detailed action scenes...collaboratively describing graphic violence, past abuse, comfort, hurt/comfort, hurt/no comfort, any number of sex acts...and then one of you would be like, "oh haha it's 2AM! I have to sleep :(" and the other person would say, "omg saaaame. :( gnight!!!" and then you'd exit the chat and never speak to each other again, and this was. fine.

you could just spend an entire evening shoving your wretched, bleeding soul into a chat log with someone you'd never meet or learn the name of, achieve some form of emotional catharsis, and then go about your day or night like this was an average way to spend your time.

I'm really normal about this, actually

#sbs rambles #omegle #it wasn't always serious ofc. there was a lot of lighthearded silliness #but I usually went in for the darker sadder stuff that built up to a happy ending #there's really a special form of intimacy when you and an internet stranger are each controlling a fictional character #and describing them doing things like bandaging each other's wounds #checking each other for bruises. asking them to talk about what they've been through. great stuff!#I hope there are still places where people do stuff like this. like I know there are forums and servers for this but that's not the same.#and I mean. I keep thinking ''there must be other places like this!'' but then I remember the goodbye message when omegle shut down #and...I dunno. the internet is different now #we don't live in that world anymore #anyway if you ever RP'd sherlock stuff on omegle you might have talked to me. :) we might have written something together #and despite it being superwholock-era fandom “cringe”#I'm proud of that #that was a really important part of my life #it was fun :) though I definitely had issues I wasn't willing to confront yet lmao #and I wish I had saved more of the logs :/#oh! I also liked the moments where you'd have to take a break #like you could be right in the middle of something intense and then the other person would be like #(brb I have to finish making dinner for my husband) and you'd say (sure!)#and then 20mins later you'd start up again where you left off

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kari-go · 10 days ago

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...buttefly!Chloe?

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icewindandboringhorror · 18 days ago

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A very lacy sort of outfit, still always trying to find a way to use this shirt in things lol

#cult party kei #jfashion #ootd #fashion #pastel #(as usual everything is thrifted - except for the shoes...#which I think are bodyline?? I've had them like 10+ years so I don't remember exactly lol)#by the shirt Imean the kind of very light bluey tealish sort of one. It's like..a pajama tank top or something #so I just never really have stuff to fit it with since my style is more layered #Though I sometimes wish to have a friend to dress up that's okay wearing just one layer or something to do some more simple outfits #on lol.. I think sometimes just a tank top + a skirt and a few accessories could be a certain type of interesting combination #depending on the aesthetic. But I always feel too barren if I'm not in like 14 shirts so #I can layer it over dresses sometimes at least #the blue teal just doesnt match a lot of other things that I have #self

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turtleblogatlast · 8 months ago

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Small but significant character moments that I actually really adore are from both the times we see the boys as tots. There is a reoccurrence that happens in both of them that I find so incredibly interesting.

For the turtle tot short, Splinter leaves the boys with weapons. In the short, Raph is the one who suggests they do “what Lou Jitsu would do” and Leo is the one who takes point when Splinter comes back to reprimand them. Leo, in taking point, is the one to defend them and get Splinter off their tails.

And then, in the flashback regarding the Kuroi Yōroi helmet, Raph is the one who grabs and throws “Skully” as a way to replace their missing ball which breaks it into pieces, but Leo is the one who speaks for the group and rushes into action to fix the teapot.

I love this for multiple reasons, but the biggest are how it shows that Raph has always been inclined toward the bold and fun and making the plans to include his brothers in what he loves and believes they’d love, whereas Leo has always been inclined to be the “Face” of the group and shoulder the attention even if it’s potentially negative all while coming up with on the spot attempts to fix the situation.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt raph #rottmnt leo #rise Raph #rise leo #I really do love this bit of character writing a ton #again it’s so small but like this is consistent!#little Raph just wanted to have fun with his bros 😭#Leo immediately coming in with the save both times (and more - remember Bug Busters?)#I really love too how none of them pointed fingers like #it was Understood that Leo would speak for them #listen there’s a reason Leo is the Face Man and it’s NOT just because he’s got a pretty face #he can talk both himself and his fam out of situations and I wish we saw it even more because it’s amazing to witness #circling back to Raph his bold nature is something I ADORE about him but I don’t see it brought up a lot which makes me so sad #like this boy is a RAPHAEL he is bold!!#and it’s cute too how the other bros immediately go along with it too #imo the Raph in these tot flashback is the same Raph that glues them all together as a bonding exercise #side note but damn…Leo saves them from punishment in the tot short and immediately gets jumped 😔#but yeah man I think a Lot about the little dynamics between the bros and how those dynamics could have first came into being #Leo being the face of the team and having been it since childhood-#-makes all the moments of immediately choosing to sacrifice himself when HE royally messes up all the more notable #if it’s one bro or the whole group individually he’s more chill about it but often still lets himself be the talker to get them out of it #he will do his damndest to get his brothers and himself out of trouble but once they’re in it he’s in the front with a smile #his own safety be damned #Raph is actually the same in that respect - he’ll jump into danger fists first but all bets are off when a brother is in danger #and like how Leo’s been the face - as the eldest Raph has been the de facto leader of sorts #he’s the one who is shown to make up their games! and I think that’s very cute #anyway their clashing in the movie is so interesting for a lot of reasons but one of them is that it shows how-#-even a longstanding dynamic like Raph and Leo’s that’s WORKED for so long is still susceptible to flaws…and to time

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prismsoup · 6 months ago

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Do people also have that horrible random moment when your brain bullies you for not knowing enough about a topic you consider yourself passionate about ?

#I love love love when people are so passionate and excited about something #I love learning about new things #especially when they're related to stuff I enjoy !#but I also have a very poor memory and I feel bad when I cant remember as many things as them #I feel like I should know way more than I do but just cant #I wish I could be capable to show how passionate I am too like them #anyways </3 #weurgh

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kyonshi-8610 · 5 months ago

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lifes fleetin do whteve yu want & die 2be a buttrfly aftrwrds

Ta p in to no blurry

#thank u to my gramaw friends who r transwomen in their early 30s-late 40s n took care of me i hold the memories i have of uall so dear #sorry draiwng transfem toshiro made me ee feel so remembering of the past #i've been painting a while so i didnt feel like colorin sorry #dungeon meshi fanart #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #toshiro nakamoto #nakamoto toshiro #hien #idk if i should tag falin since she has like. very small presence here #veen feling like daytime drinking #anyways i wish there was more acceptance towards falins and toshiros dynamic with eachother bc i think it could b sweet/fun #for me its moreso olatonci abd such .... 2 transexuals who r friends & like bugs & r quiet most of the time #i guess its just bc i grew up w transwomen alongside my life but truly there needs2 bmore asian transwomen in this worldr.....#we need mroe transexuals and bakla and bayot and beki and tibo and tbirds now more thwan ever #i am not a v creative ir imaginaitave perosb so i love all of the peeopler who ware making trans toshiro hcs #it is like bein given bountiful rain duriign a seasons drought .... as a flower is to a bee

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puppppppppy · 3 months ago

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Childhood

#if you remember all of these you get a sticker #there was also this old flash game that I think was Japanese and its title translated to you are lucky #I could only find it once in a while so I don’t remember if I played it a lot but I wish I could have included it #those creatures were so stinking cute #I always fucked up the math mini game though because I can’t read it #another one I liked was this series of point and click games of a girl who lives with a bunch of ghosts? it was on gamershood.com #it doesn’t work anymore but I really liked playing it.and I really liked this point and click puzzle series that is a little obscure #I wanna draw that one next actually its so nostalgic #I’m surprised I don’t see more post talk abt eyezmaze games on here I feel like it’d be a hit #I drew a lot of inspiration from them and the funny creatures so they have a special place in my heart #i also wanted to draw elephant quest/elephant run.. actually the collection is on steam I wonder if I should get it and replay em #nostalgia #doodles #my art #myart

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itsalrightmeow · 2 years ago

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Haunted by the past...

#dannypocalypse #dannypocalypse 2023 #19 years!!!!! AHHHH wow!!#I remember doing my first dannypocalypse drawing 2 years ago and it's still my most popular post eheh #I wish I wasn't working so I could draw more #I feel like I'm losing all the progress I made :(#hopefully I'll find more time to draw this year!!!!#I love drawing danny and the gang #danny phantom #myart #okay I just was scrolling through last year's drawings I realized I basically redrew what stove drew for 2022 #stove!!! I'm sorry!!! it must've been in my subconscious orz

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surreal-duck · 6 months ago

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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)

cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥

#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot 🧍‍♂️#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha #duck scribbles #minicomic tag #midoyuzu #and a bit of tomohaji on the side #doodles #enstars #midori takamine #hajime shino #yuzuru fushimi #tori himemiya #ibara saegusa #this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont #think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd #its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it #i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists #i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of #thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend #also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill #manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one #naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs #needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3 #does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe

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sexylinoleum · 1 month ago

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@lynxgriffin The Outer Wilds or something...

#Wish I could find more references of your guy #But I remember not how you tag them #outer wilds

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felixravinstills · 9 months ago

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Lysistrata Vickers After Jessup's Death + Book Quotes (Ch. 17)

—The Hunger Games: The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes (2023)

#font = nouvelle vague.#realized that there was a distinct lack of Lysistrata gifsets so i decided to fix that and slapped this together #I feel like her lack of gifsets is a result of her limited screentime but also look how many felix gifsets there are (that's my fault tho)#I remember after I read the book I wished the movie was actually a miniseries so we could explore her more even before the movie was out #abyssal stuff #abyssal gifs #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #the hunger games #tbosas #thg series #gifset #gifs #lysistrata vickers #tbosasedit #thgedit #hunger games #tbosbas #the hunger games trilogy

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theaxolotlkween · 9 months ago

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Silly little comic I made.

#the burnt lettuce part is probably true tbh #van kleiss just seems like the kind of guy who would smell like burnt lettuce #even after he’s no longer literal dirt just figurative dirt #rex actually does regrow limbs he’s like a freaky little mechanical axolotl boy #i wish we’d gotten to see what rex regrowing a limb actually looks like in the show and not just in the comic #it probably would’ve looked really cool and i want to see it #van kleiss probably learned that rex could regrow limbs by nefarious means and rex probably doesn’t remember it #which is probably for the best that man has traumatised him enough #i honestly didn’t mean to have van kleiss deciding to be a dick by giving an answer to noah and not rex #but i didn’t want to just have him stand there in the background because that’s boring #and it somehow fits the pettiness of who he gives information to willingly because it’s not rex and it almost never is #every time i watch the show noah and rex become even more boyfriends to me #also i think noah deserves to get in a dig at vk every once in awhile #like van kleiss did almost have him killed and he had to see van kleiss stabbing rex in the first episode #and van kleiss turned him into an evo once so like #yeah he should get to roast him sometimes #sarcastic unhinged trans noah my beloved #generator rex #generator rex fanart #genrex #genrex fanart #rex salazar #noah nixon #van kleiss #noex #theaxolotlart

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frogayyyy · 9 months ago

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to love, is to turn back and look

star trek: the motion picture novelisation - gene roddenberry // orpheus and eurydice - frederic leighton (1864) // first love / late spring - mitski // star trek: the motion picture // talk - hozier // orpheus mourning the death of eurydice - ary scheffer (1814) // metamorphoses - ovid (translated by sir samuel garth)

#star trek #spirk #the motion picture #it's not really about him looking #it's more about him learning to choose to look #learning to give in to himself and his needs and his love #if that makes sense #i'm tired #hmm i think someone made a similar post to this a while ago actually #and i'm only just remembering now because i think i said the same thing then #sorry if it's very similar #i wish i could make gifs properly bc it would be so much better i think

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moeblob · 9 days ago

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Reverse!Gavin

#detroit become human #gavin reed #i read a lot of fics with the role swap and when a few described his attire it was like white cyberlife hoodie #and i refuse to believe he would wear white as an outer color but! i do like the idea of a white underside to his jacket #with hood included because i like hoodies #and since i dont really pay attention to if there are pristine cyberlife jackets worn that would have brown #i gave him black instead then used the brown of his leather jacket on his shoes #so that he still has that color somewhere #also i know lots of fics like to have lore as to why nines is nicknames nines but idk if ive seen any #that are like what if gavin just dubbed his human partner nines and when asked about it #hes like i might have a super brain but fuck it if im using storage to remember someones name if theyre gonna dump me later #and so thats his ninth partnership and then it lasts woohoo (i wish i could write more confidently lmao)#also also points to the scar on his nose and then points to sixtys forehead theyre friends (well granted ive never seen a role swap fic #that involved sixty but thats completely irrelevant its why i think gavin would have a kind of kinship with sixty in base bc oh huh #android healed not perfectly thats mighty fine by me)#theres more i can add to that but wont #enjoy android gavin i guess #sad i drew him in a way you cant see his mood light led but its blue here

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