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sexy things sam did for dean in spn tie-ins
-when a demon possessed dean's body and drove the Impala off sam chased after him all the way back, on foot !
-a shady angel touched dean's chin while being snarky once and in an instant, sam put a knife to the angel's throat (mad hot)
-got immobilized by a monster who preys on your worst fears and the thing sam dreaded the most was losing dean
-saw dean (tied to a harness) fall from the THIRTY-FIFTH floor, and he immediately went to jump after dean! sam had Nothing to break his own fall
-soulless sam showed up promising to take control back, and his biggest adjustment/favor for sam was to kill dean. In his words "he's the one person who makes sam vulnerable. without dean, sam would be unstoppable"
-explicit statment that dean's the only thing tying sam to a moral code
#content hits so much better when you remember s!sam is only giving voice to the depths of sam's mind & sam is painfully self-aware#could get updated if i find anything else#samdean#wincest#mine#sam winchester#dean winchester
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The original in the bottom
Plus the picture I mainly drew but decided to draw the rest for funny
#thats not my neighbor#milk man#just tried to draw something in my mind to post along with saying some updates#monday the people are gonna give my grandma the keys to the house! while i have to stay at my aunts place for wifi for school#(online school)#my moms gonna be moving things out of storage into the house! AAAA I CANT WAIT#also little welcome home update#im not sure if i said here? wait nevermind i just remembered while typing (it was that i got barnaby and the pins) AAA silly me#also im making a little julie out of clay (if i wake up and their messed up i am NOT redoing that😭)#the legs are a little messed up because julie was gonna be the size of an hatsune miku figure on accident so i chose to shorten her a bit#only because im not sure if im gonna make the others too AND because theres no way hes gonna be THAT tall😭#also! im making easter art#yes its barnaby and wally again just for fun! but a few changes like keeping their regular outfits because i cant think of anything else!!!#why not the ones in the old easter drawing? welllll a follower said that wallys outfit looked a bit familiar to another not so good thing#it wasnt on purpose just an accident because i hadn't notice BUT im glad i know now so i can be more careful!#im not sureeee if im gonna finish the easter art OR the julie clay thingy but I'd love too! and honestly HOPE to#high chance i will (well maybe the easter art could be late or not)#maaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAA trying to think if theres anything else but cant! ill try posting this hoping my wifi wont hate me...#also i know i said this account was for welcome home posting but i didnt have any cool welcome homey things to put here gahhhhh#ehehehhe once i get my new room and its allllll just me#imma post like crazy (wellll that IS the plan so i hope)#even if its little dumb posts#by the way this post was gonna say on top “i know i said this account is for welcome home posting but TAKE THIS FOR LITTLE UPDATES”#just removed it because i dunnooooo just didded#hehe didded
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updated designs for healer swap 🍃✨
#octopath#octopath traveler 2#8path tag#my art#temenos mistral#crick wellsley#castti florenz#malaya (octopath)#roi mistral#roi (octopath)#ot2 au: healer swap#tem and cas were of course the most like... drastic redesigns? everyone else mostly just got their art updated#cas' is based a LOT off the ot1 beta designs along w/ just like. 19th century nun fits#temenos is using an ulster coat and oxfords so he's just. absurdly stylish for the time i suppose#malaya has no canon surname so i'm giving her one. by contrast temenos has none displayed bc he doesn't remember anything. sad.#oh well there are other apothecaries
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for something as trivial and simple those feelings sure are hard to get rid of
also made a gif a version for fun + alt version with no tears under the cut
the gif is in very low resolution...this is a feature (i could make it bigger but that would require saving each frame individually and than glueing it all together. also i feel like low resolution suits it better. aesthetically and fits the mood)
#hs#homestuck#dirk strider#eye strain#probably? if you think i should tag something else let me know!!#anyway hooray its time for rambling in the tags#so uhhh heres the teæ i've been sick for like a week and you know how it is when suddenly your throat becomes the main gunk warehouse#and you can't breathe lol. wish i could just pull it out. anywaaayy this is basically a vent piece for me being sick lol#also i could draw remotively the same thing with kris deltarune. oh how easy it is to project having a cold#though i have been also experiencing troubles with feelings recently as well....how fitting for dirk#speaking of the man himself (enough of me) his relationship with his own Heart...is peculiar to say the least#the thing i love about alphakids is that despite being so feral they were. so relatable. i cannot stress this enough how unwell they are an#and how they represented being a teen so well. yeah being 15 years old makes that to you#imagine being an emotional mess and trying to fit the 'norm' and act normal about your friends so youre not offputting#and then you fall in love with you friend and your ai clone falls in love with him too looool noone makes out of this one alive#uhh literally. godtiering stuff and dying remember#and speaking of it. tw for suicidal talk for the rest of tags#do you ever think dirk was suicidal. of course the part of when he teleports his head to jake was totally planned and he knew he would ->#wake up as dreamself but. don't you think the moment he cut his head off was sort of. cathartic. how much did he hate his own guts#beheading himself not only for the plan...but also because he thought he 'deserved' it#also wow he is a Prince and was literally beheaded don't you think its funny hahaa#sigh poor thing#this has ended on a not the very pleasant note hm#also fckkkkkk i didn't draw anything with rose/mary for the lesbian visabilty week#(putting the slash because tumblr search system has a dumb gag with showing you posts that contain the tag inside the other tag.#and i don't want this post to show up for the ros/mary fans because it's not!!!! its rose's father emotional crisis post!!!!)#update YOOOO WHAT THE HELL THE GIF HAS EVEN LESS PIXELS THEN I PLANNED fantastic#this your breakfast now tumblr. enjoy your crunchy flakes of dirks meltdown. mwah
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I feel a sort of odd weight lifted now Halloween is over. Like don't get me wrong it's my fav time of the year but I think I was stressing myself out too much with having to draw Halloween specific things (and failing cuz I burnt myself out) and having to watch specific films (even tho I watch horror all yr round) and it's like. Wow I kinda put a lot of pressure on it lol. So glad it's done and I can go back to drawing and watching anything.
I think there's a lot to be said about the direction being an 'artist' online is going in that u feel like u have to 'contribute' to 'trends' and holidays etc even when, in my case, I draw spooky stuff all the time anyway. But it's that mad dash kind of feeling cuz everyone else is doing it. I like it when it's a sense of community and u wanna draw stuff because others you like are also drawing it. But u gotta want to do it and have the energy for it in the first place. So I felt bad that I burnt out so quick last month. But it's done!
#Been more and more forcing myself to take a mental step back from feeling like I need to upload for the sake of uploading#Like.... I just wanna draw. And I can post things when I finish them. Like always#I'm lucky that people like what I put out regardless and that I can sell prints etc of art I do. Forever grateful I can jsut draw whatever#And I gotta remember that it's THAT way round. Not anything else.#Anyway jmm be updating my inprnt soon#Thinking about taking a break from comms next month (unless I get really desperate)
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more than 5 minutes in and i hear the line “nice work, bone daddy” from disney’s tim burton’s the nightmare before christmas movie
#[—✦ rambling#I HAD TO REWIND IT WITH CAPTIONS TO MAKE SURE I HEARD RIGHT#AND I WAS RIGHT…#I KNOW THIS MOVIE IS OLD BUT ANYWAY#just rewatching it bc i dont remember anything about it#also need it for inspo ✨#might live update if anything else insane happens#it’s truly an experience rewatching childhood movies when you’re older
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you ever just wish you could start your life over as easy as it is to in minecraft.
#pire.txt#I'm looking at my passwords document that I've had since forever#my youtube gmail name was made when I was like 11#I have a hundred different accounts on different websites some are necessary some aren't#I want to change all my passwords not just because that's what you're supposed to do regularly anyway#but I was recently convinced by that one xkcd about using a string of words you can remember instead of random gibberish you can't#and in doing so I can 1. not rely on password managers like firefox and my phone (which is google I think) and write it on physical paper#and 2. actually memorize the more commonly used ones probably#additionally I want to change the emails associated with all the accounts- or at least the ones I care about- to a completely new address#that isn't absolutely flooded with spam since I was 12#and maybe create a few email addresses so theres like a professional/personal ones that use my real name#and then a throwaway for the accounts that I don't give a shit about after their confirmation emails after I sign up#which I started doing at one point but didn't actually solve the problem since my original email was still flooding with spam#and every time I open my password manager I just want to go do literally anything else#like go play minecraft#but minecraft has gone through like 4 different content updates since I last played#which means even if I went back to my old server they've probably done a few season wipes of the map by now#I'd be starting fresh and honestly this account mess would be so much easier to handle if I could just restart the whole process completely#Why couldn't I have just done it right from the start?#[new world]
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Had a dream where season 3 came out and it showed a flashback with kid Johanna and I took one look at her design and said oh her mother is NEGLECTFUL
#also there was one episode where in the intro they replaced hilda with kiddo Johanna#which was cute#I can’t remember anything else abt the dream yet#I will keep you all updated if I do#hilda#hilda the series#netflix hilda#hilda netflix#Johanna hilda#Hilda johanna#Hilda season 3#textpost#Sadie Shitposting#Sadie thinkin
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i had a dream and Ren was there so i came back here what happened with the notifs hiiii
#my mind has gone crazy since i haven't drawn him for a long time iwill pass away if this keeps going hte punishment is not working#i have to do my stupid ass thesis and i dont want to i hate doing personal projects for college it ruins everything#andn my face is going to be beside it literally the worst and i have to talk to an audience i will literally cry and forget everything#in the dream he didn't do anything remarkable. it was like an open world rpg#but i remember he had blue hair sometimes idk why. and we were using normal looking armor like level 1 armor leather boring#i said nothing remarkable because i didn't speak to him we were in different groups and they explored somewhere else i saw him for 14 seco#then i had to do puzzles and normal dream stuff for some reason i would use 4 weapons in the same battle i was stressed as shit#i was paired with just one person now that i remember but i don't know who it was i think i was trying to protect them or something#because they didn't do anything in battle#man i cant take this anymore i have to draw i have to draw i have to draw#and i couldn't use the feelings of the new update to draw because i was really stressed about college and AUGHII WANT TO DRAW;;;;#silly squeaking time
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i heard there's some guys not fully caught up with the shit gremlin did in the chip fandom in 2022, so i'm gonna make a mini list of what happened
everyone involved will remain anon unless stated otherwise
february 2022: gremlin makes her first half-assed apology. fandom beats her ass for this, admittedly i ALMOST fell for it, but luckily i had people who knocked some sense into me, thank god
march 2022: one of the members speaks out about not forgiving them, condemning their actions. gremlin + her friends make alts to harass this person into locking their account temporarily. this goes on throughout april + i think may as well
may 2022: gremlin creates a fake account pretty much used to block evade + groom me. see this for what she did there
early june 2022: gremlin drops the bomb on the account + ruins me in the process. i fell into a really deep depression that took me months to get out off
late june 2022: one of gremlin's ex-friends (they're one of my closest friends now!! :o]) cuts her off + speaks out about their experiences vaguely. this chucked me into a rage (not towards the friend ofc. towards gremlin) so huge that i literally had to have someone else calm me down
september 2022: said person speaks out about their experiences with gremlin, they get completely dogpiled by her friends for it. this continued on into january 2023
throughout february 2023 until august 2023, i was heavily struggling with the shit that happened. i felt completely lost. UNTIL....
august 2023: this account (the one blu reblogged from, although he was one of the guys who went to beat her ass lol) appears and beats gremlin's ass. she gets her ass beat for ages LOL (the chip fandom finally had some normality and everyone in the chipcord came together to beat her ass too)
november 2023: i find out that yuzu was gremlin. see "may 2022" for that shit
i dunno why i still fight, despite it destroying me. maybe its cuz im too stubborn lol
#UPDATE: i used the wrong word UGH.#i think that's everything. my memory's shit#i'll edit/add stuff to this post if i remember anything else
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I HAVE FINALLY. finished the first chapter of my fic. now just to decide whether or not to publish it
#fearandhatred#i am so bad at updating like... i think this time around it's better because i have a rough outline going#and a lot of parts fleshed out#but girl...#my six of crows fic updates like once every 2 months it's so bad#also Tired All The Time syndrome#Cannot Get Anything Done syndrome#need to get diagnosed fr#also there's this one part of the fic where i remember i wanted to add something else but i forgot exactly what. and that's bugging me
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just had the realization that the most recent ITNL update was listed under MARCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for nearly TWO MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went and fixed it to be accurate to when it was posted and also realized it was bc i'd made a draft on march 23rd to fuck around with a formatting thing and didnt think about posting the chapter using that draft. and ao3 apparently lists posting dates as when the drafts were first made. who knew.
anyways i ALSO realized this is probably the source for the lackluster new readership to that chapter. i'd been a little sad by how few new kudos i got. in recent chapters it's been common for ITNL to get like some 40-50 ish new kudos per update (over the time it takes me to post the next) but this one i didnt even get 20. and i was like "alright.. tht's ok... ppl are probably just not reading too much fic rn..." or smth lol BUT!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S CAUSE THIS BITCH WAS LISTED DOWN IN !!!!!MARCH!!!!! aka it was NOT at the top of the Recently Updated page and thus missed out on new readers from people who check those pages. frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#speculation nation#itnl shit#It'll Be Okay I'll Just Post More Updates In The Future And Make Up For This Then#and new readers arent everything etc etc i know my existing readers were happy to have the new update#just a lil disappointing. but oh well. i'll do better in the future.#and i have now learned to be careful with drafts and posting dates lskjdflskjdf#oh the funny thing is b4 i remembered the drafts thing i was full on anxious i got hacked so i changed my password#but even then i was laughing at myself bc how funny would it be for someone to hack me. but like. only change the posting date of my update#nothing else. just that. slkdjfsldjf the most inane hacking ever#anyways it's all good in the end and i have a new password anyways. doesnt hurt anything to change my password every so often.
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Well, well, well, look who remembered his password again! 😒
#DOES HE REMEMBER IT TO POST ANYTHING ELSE? NAH#also this is it this is the update#i got a new kitten i'm in pain and i'm exhausted#he can get some more simping and attention when he actually posts for me again 😤#Kasper Schmeichel#king thicccness#Instagram
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Hi I'm Oli and this is my agere side blog :^
About me!
I like the colors pink and purple
I regress from about 3-5 (roughly)
I go by it/void/doll/star/kitty/angel
I really like Ride the Cyclone! Ocean and Penny are my favorite canon characters, Trishna and Hank are my favorite cut characters :D
I am a Helltaker fan!! I know the nature of the game but PLEASE stay sfw :< My favorite characters are Azazel, Malina, Zdrada, and the two unnamed angels!
I like porcelain dollies! I'm a collector!
Please use tone tags with me!
I am very sensitive and get upset easily!! Please be kind!!
I have no cg but I would love to have one :33
I like emoticons!! :))
DNI if:
Proship
Just negative in general
NSFW
DDLG
Anti age regression
Know me in real life!
18+ (for chatting! Engaging with a post is oki!)
I'm really anxious but I'd love to be friends with others! :P
#sfw agere#agere#age regression#age regressor#ride the cyclone#rtc#:3#i will update this if i can remember anything else!#oli talks 🌸💗
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do u know if we get gentabro (gentaro's brother) or nayuta designs in the hypmic guidebook 😭 if we dont get it before the end of the story i might just scream
we didn’t!!!!! kr wants to bleed us dry!!!! 😀👍
#vee got an ask#xxfillerxx#the guidebook gave plenty of information without providing anything groundbreaking lol#yotsutsuji had the fortune to be awake before becoming comatose so we get a photo for him#else i’m sure he’d be in design limbo as well lmao#i do hope it’s not when the series ends myself tho lol like i wish i could remember exactly when the site updated with nemu’s chuuoku png#but i feel like it was after she got freed from her mind hacking lol
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had a dream today that I was reading through the wikipedia page for Elisabeth: Das Musical and all i remember from it was the sentence "Death is a trans man"
#i vaguely remember it being part of a whole section that was just listing everyones genders#but thats the only thing i remember with any amount of clarity#i didnt dream of anything else btw#like i woke up at 3 am and then fell back asleep and had a different dream about the shitty discord mobile update#but otherwise that was it#some personal shit#elisabeth das musical
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