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By Starlight chapter 14 coming this Sunday, March 10th yee haw
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fireworks show 🎆
material preview version is very cute also :)
i struggled with the lighting on this one so badly, but it turned out alright in the end.
i actually started it last year for new years 2023 but never got around to finishing it, hence no progress pictures this time sadly lol. i do have a very low-res, first draft, test gif though
stills 🥳
#first post of 2024 hi happy new years 👋🎉#ts4#ts4 render#tw flashing#flash warning#< please let me know if i need to put any other tags#it took me a whole 90 minutes to jump through every loophole possible and make this gif under 10mb....#and now the qualitys shit#for the love of all things good please do not look at this on mobile#thanks for stickin with me through 2023 :)#i know i don't respond to comments or asks half the time but i read every single one and they make my day#sorry#haven't even started gameplay with them yet and i'm already making renders#spoilers for what relationships may form 👀#the urge to design the bands first album and photoshoot and everything is strong#but calm down girl you haven't even given them a name yet#i'll try make a sim dump for anon in the next 2 weeks some time#edits#for now goodnight
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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just a quick ask to tell u it makes me super happy seeing the detail u go into when pointing out stuff u like about other people's art of ur ocs :3 it's so rare to see but it's so so motivating!! <3
Thank you! I don't take any interest for my art for granted, and if someone goes through the trouble of drawing my characters for me, I feel like trying to write a proper response is the least I can do. For a visually oriented person, receiving gift/fan art is a huge deal, it means someone considered my goobers worth their time and effort, they've probably been thinking about them more than a little and found them inspiring in a way or another, and I find that terribly flattering. It's extremely fun and interesting to see other people's takes on them. And I've drawn stuff for people as well, I know how nice and rewarding it feels to receive a response that is longer than a word or two. Positive comments like that can linger in people's minds for a long time, at least for me they do.
#this comes with a big serious disadvantage though#it often takes me a long time to write that response#my social batteries are extremely small and a lot of the time by the time I go online I feel too worn out to engage with people properly#I'm autistic anxious and severely depressed my spoons are in short supply at the best of times#I've always had really hard time putting my thoughts into words in a way that I find satisfactory#so I keep putting off reblogging gift art#because most of the time my brain is too smushed to formulate that meaningful comment I want to give#maybe that sounds dumb and fake#but this is something I've struggled with for years and I feel extremely guilty for keeping people waiting like that#often weeks sometimes months even#and potentially making them feel underappreciated and unnoticed#I'm also genuinely very scatterbrained and unorganized and I miss and forget things I'm supposed to do all the time#not to mention that I tend to have trouble keeping track of my mentions and dms and asks I'm only one person#so if you've ever drawn something for me and I didn't/haven't responded yet#please know it's not personal it's entirely my fault I'm kind of a mess#and chances are I'm still very much attempting to get back to you#feel free to remind me if you feel like I might have not noticed your post I really don't mind at all it often helps me a lot#and please if you can don't delete the post even if it seems like I didn't see it#because again sometimes it takes me a long time to respond#thank you to everyone who has stayed endlessly patient with me though I appreciate it#sorry this spiraled into a list of apologies and excuses this is actually something that bothers me a lot#because it's largely a mental health thing but easily comes off as ungratefulness#I'm trying to work on that#answered#anonymous
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REN IM CRYING THEY EVEN STOLE ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR POSTS
your stowaway x Sunday reader
and "their" scenarios with diff hsr men bye
HELP. THIS BETTER JUST BE A FEVER DREAM. i sent an ask telling them to take it down but idk if it went through or not 😓🙏🏻
thanks for telling me arufhehhe 😭😭
#THANK YOU FELI I DID NOT NOTICE LOL#i cant leave comments cus tumblr is being stupid#still waiting for staff to respond smh#this is wild. ALL THESE IN A WEEK IS WILD.
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He's lost control before, but never like that. It was always in a blind rage, a surge of cortisol that tore through his body like a flash-fire, razing everything in its path. Catabolic. Powerful.
This was different.
This was a conscious sedation.
This was the word 'good' becoming morphine in her mouth.
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#riara#rafe x kiara#rafe cameron#kiara carrera#obx#brave heroine and her pet pyschopath part two#the eating series#if I haven't responded to your comment yet in the fic I'm so sorry I've been on vacation!#but they slayed me and I will this week!
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this amnesia AU is trying to overtake everything else I wanted to write first and I need to stop that from happening because it is too long for me to actually finish in my current state.
#if i can at least get myself to finish the anniversary oneshot that is already like 70% drafted then i will count that a win#but even that is weeks away from me being able to touch it#I don’t even have the brainspace to respond to comments rn#em post#but god this amnesia au is cooking
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hey so guessed who just got a comment from someone saying that I use character AI for my writing 😃 (i have never downloaded that app)
#spent weeks writing my sukka fanfict only for the first comment saying that I use AI#whoever invented AI lock your doors#and even im anti AI like I don't use it AT ALL 😭😭#zie yaps#looked at that comment for 5 minutes thinking of how the hell am i supposed to respond#by anti AI I don't mean those who actually use the c ai app#if u do that's great for you!#i mean just everything else AI that has destroyed in society#thought I'd clarify for a lil bit#sukka#i guess i don't know im pissed off
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listen. I can't stop watching that clip. doc is the representation I need: thoughts making a giant leap that seems logical and relevant to you before losing your own train of thought and ending up with the mental equivalent of a dialup noise.
#this is also how id respond to facing joe hills and improv after a week of grinding logs#i keep seeing slander in comments about how they find doc annoying but listen. i love him all the more for it.#hermitcraft#txt
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guys how am I supposed to write my silly little fics from the hospital :((
#I want event week to happen so bad#I want to answer by fun asks and respond to my fun comments and write my fun lil fics#smsn.speaks
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dearest linsky,
do you have any headcanons about the polycule that you are willing to share? Totally understand if you are waiting until the fic is done.
The mcwedding rotted my brain and now it looks like lauren and celeste are on some honeymoon esque venture in France looking at venues and it's making me crazy lmao
Ooh ARE they? That is excellent. Polycule wedding part two: France?? 👀
Hmmm what can I share! I will say that the story I'm working on (which is fully drafted and just needs editing) is from Leon's perspective and he has no clue about anything. It's delightful. Also Lauren may have Schemes.
#hoping to post later this week#will i finish responding to hmhoy comments first??#inquiring minds have no idea#hockey rpf#the polycule#fic ask
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sometimes self care is drawing your own custom card holder cover
#oh ghostroach lovers u r in luck#my hairpin is the glue holding my id card together and not snapping open 😌#one more week and my internship will end...#which means more time to draw!! until my final exams hit me a wk later#waaaa why did they arrange theory finals AFTER the internship... how r we supposed to sit down and study quietly#after walking around n using the knowledge practically#maybe... i will stream to hold myself accountable... both studying drawing and studying of my finals after my internship ends...#my bedtime schedule will probably remain cooked so might as well use it to my advantage#remains a tentative plan but yeah maybe u guys can come and watch me fumble around and chat#i would love to join a discord but i would just lurk sobs#and i really want to talk with fellow roach and ghostroach enthusiasts!! but im afraid of saying the wrong thing or it can be misunderstood#so in the end i just say nothing which is bad because nobody knows what im thinking until i say it out loud#i just want to let you guys know that i appreciate all your likes comments and tags dearly and i dont know how to respond to them#twt is a direct reply so it doesnt feel weird to just reply#but tumblr feels different to me#rambling
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my toxic trait is that when someone says something nice to me online, I often get anxious so I try to take some time before I respond (especially on tumblr for some reason). and since time isn't real to me, it may take me days of mental preparing (a few days feel like nothing to me, but it's definitely something to other people kfjdh) and I very often forget to actualy respond
and then I feel too stupid about saying stuff because days have passed already
so please please remember that I see every comment and tag and I appreciate all of them! you people are absolutely awesome and I luv you all <3
#zankytalks#pwease forgive me dkfjgh#like oof i meant to respond to a few comments but it's been like 2 weeks maybe??? i dont even know?? and i feel so so bad dkfjhfd#fuqq...#i swear i dont mean to ghost anyone like that but i am so stupid
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Does no one else check to see when posts were vaguely posted? Especially when they relate to dates or "trending"? Am I going to have to start putting little datestamps on my posts?
#its fucking insane#the amount of zionists and pro israels in my notes trying to “own” me#by saying shit like#ha the israel tag isnt even trending#well it was#like a week ago#when i made that post#i know its not trending now#also does no one check the notes before commenting on relatively small posts?#like is it just a me thing to see if anyone else mentioned what i was going to say and see if op responded?#im probably just expecting too much from people who support genocide and refuse to do basic level fact checking#side note#biased isnt interchangeable with jew/zionist#saying someone is displaying a bias doesnt mean that theyre automatically a jew#or a zionist#saying theres a bias within tumblr staff isnt antisemitic or anywhere near a 'jews control the world' conspiracy#its a statement of fact#gods im being driven insane#between zionists pro Israels fucking swifties and vegans/animal rights activists#and also the jw friends of the family trying to lure me back with the promise of not havinf to wear a dress
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first of all responding literally seconds after i post is unhinged 2 i know i posted a public review but i really wasnt looking for a discussion.... especially one that tells me im wrong.....
also i dont follow book sales because im not an exec but the idea that the flash of all characters couldnt sell an anthology cannot be true. and novel idea they could hire more writers
#theyre thinkin small im thinking big#this is just me being salty#honestly locg is weird last week someone responded to my comment calling jeremy adams a misogynst with all the things that could have led m#to say that but ended the comment with “i didnt think it was sexist tho” HUH??#aiyonna reads comics
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manifest platy replying to my fucking email today please 🔫
#I’ve been trying to check his YouTube to see if it’s up already and it doesn’t look like it but idk if I’m seeing all his channels#if anyone sees it up before he responds please lmk so I can email him again and maybe dm him and be like. hey. please take this down#it’s been a week so if I’m not seeing it maybe it isn’t up??? but still#thank GOD no one’s harassed me yet but also I have anon off on here now and comments off on the fic just in case#and I fully took his name out of my tags and changed my ao3 username. so.#I’m less upset than I was but I’m still like. why the fuck did he do that lol why did that happen#original
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