#will probs delete

[greyeyedmonster-18]

"The Greeks got a lot of things right about their artwork--hell, they seem to have gotten a lot right about Sirius as well--but looking at him, Remus couldn’t help but imagine what Alexander the Great would’ve looked like with black ink on his sternum."

(sirius study--please ignore the lack of legs and the layout of these, the other two studies i didnt like; face not quite there but thatll do, donkey. ode to armpit and chest and body hair and broken noses and dark curls and tattoos.

caption quote from ten reasons)

[crazykuri]

[astroluvr]

y'all, i don't mind getting messages, but pls remember that you're talking to a real person and not a diary! i understand needing someone to talk to- and to an extent, i don't mind, but i just can't take hearing complaints that never even start with a "hey" yk?

[nerdy-transguy]

When it's Friday afternoon, work provided knock off drinks and it rains half way home from the train station..

[youngerdrgrey]

(Just in case anyone is worried, I'm not going anywhere w/r/t writing WildMoore and Batwoman fic. IRL stuff slowed me down recently, but I'm still here. And writing some Black Widow stuff as well because, well, obviously, have you seen the movie?)

[alwaysalir]

The fact that the crows were the best part of shadow & bone but get zero credit is really starting to annoy me. I love Ben but the fact that he is the only part of the show that gets attention is so ridiculous.

[stanperformanceunit]

Ppl really be like "its ok to ship real people together" and then will look at Louis and Harry or Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan and be like "yeah, we aren't the one who ruined their friendships"

[sirius3e]

Tell me why this meme kinda looks like Light though??? Idk just the vibes 🙊

[spooky-swamp-nymph]

it's been weeks since my boyfriend and I broke up (mutually), and after being with someone for almost 3 years I have never felt so lonely.

Esp since for whatever reason, when I need to be around my friends the most, they seem to be busy all the time.

I hate having to go to bed alone. I hate not having someone to talk all the time. I just want someone to see, talk to, cuddle w idc

[jokingalldday]

I've successfully drank 2 glasses of water. I think that's enough for today let me switch back up to my shots of espresso in hopes I'll get sth done today.

Spoiler alert: I probably won't

[analogparalysis1978]

i am so tired of protecting him and putting up with this bullshit. it sounds ridiculous but the only way i can probably know peace is to figure out a way to leave the country, or even the state to protect myself. i might never be able to come forward with it and it’s killing me. i wish it had been someone i didn’t know. i would’ve told everyone at this point in my healing. i feel like i’ve been screaming internally ever since i remembered everything. he’ll die, and i’ll keep living with this. but at least when he dies, i will stop hearing his name, having to avoid him, maybe i’ll be able to come back here. but right now i really feel like i need to leave, to find some kind of peace. i wish i could stay though. 

[rexludo]

This a ramble. Be forwarned.

So, I'm trying to make my art dreams come true, right? Like I have been for the past ten years. But then its like, fuck what are those art dreams? What do I want to do? Oh my god, what are the specifics, the details? Do I want to do character concept? Do I want to paint? Do I want to go into graphic arts? Jesus, am I just now asking these questions?

Its cool. I'll just post stuff online. People will notice....

And then they dont.

Fuck. Okay. What am I doing wrong? Post at the right times? Gotcha. Regular posting. Okay. Fuck, real life is happening. Job? Money? Rent? Politics? Aaaah okay....

I'll just be more personable online. I can do that.

HOLY SHIT HOW DO YOU TALK TO PEOPLE ONLINE? OMG WTF DO I SAY. THEY'RE MESSAGING ME. OMG THEY'RE MESSAGING ME. FUCK! THEY LIKE MY ART. DO I SAY THANK YOU? THATS TOOO BASIC! MAKE IT PERSONABLE......FUUU

I gotta restart this blog. Its filled with my fandom headcannons and fanart....i gotta restart this because its not professional enough looking. Delete twitter. Get a new one.

Oh my god. Do I have an art style? What they hell is my art style? Its just random. Random shit. Everywhere. Theres not unity. Theres no flow. Theres no continuity. Am I a fanartist or a fine arts painter?

I have ten years of hardwork. But sometimes it feels like missed opportunities and a lot of bullet holes in my foot. I have the skills. Amazing skills. But no where to put them. I have drive but fuck maybe I dont know how to drive.

What am I doing wrong? Not personable enough? Not organized enough? Not structured enough?

How do people do it?

No really. Im seriously asking, how do people do it?

Ive been trying for so long but it just doesnt seem to be going anywhere. I cant give up though. Just for the pure simple fact that I dont know any other life. Being an artist is the only life I know. So I just gotta keep trying.

Keep trying. Dont repeat the same mistakes. Keep moving forward. It'll happen....eventually.

[criminalshminds]

Might get fired today, so uhh distractions welcome pls

[theusualjasper]

fellas is it gay to take part in loads of duels and eventually break free of an oppressive system for your gal pal?

[twonoteswivel]

Working on being braver with colour in portraits; i usually draw in monochrome for them.

The sketch of this one was hasty and so many of the proportions are off, but the use of colour improved massively from yesterday. I only use primary colours, and exaggerated certain tones to make it more dynamic.

[thirstyforpaget]

Guys, welcome to my ted-talk. So, I have an ear infection and can’t sleep, so I made this. No sleep also means I had a lot of time to think. Guess what I have been thinking about? If you guessed Paget Brewster, our lord and savior, then you guessed right! 

Paget always under-values her success as an actress. In many interviews she refers to herself as ‘not a real celebrity’ and I think she needs to value herself as much as I do! She’s absolutely amazing! I always nitpick acting, no matter what I watch. But this- this absolute goddess has left literally nothing for me to nitpick.

Furthermore, I would so much rather spend a day just watching Paget be weird than even interact with ANY OTHER CELEBRITY. She is a ‘real celebrity,’ and a damn good one at that. I love her, I will always love her.

In conclusion, Paget Brewster is my lord, savior, and sexual awakening. Nothing she does or says will change that. Thank you for coming to my ted-talk. Carry on with your day.

Always and forever, Alyssa Edwards ThirstyforPaget