#will forever be useless friendless loser that cant do normal things or live good life :(
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want to become someone cool and useful and important to say "screw you" to ex friends and school bullies and adult bullies and everyone who screamed at me for being "useless/lazy/failure/weird/creepy/etc" growing up make them jealous and feel bad for treating me bad. rub in their faces and ignore them when they come back begging for attention.
but so far they are right and i'm a useless failure that hasn't accomplished anything. who they ignore and probably laugh at behind my back. can't even do "normal" things correctly. can't get any support at all. no regular amount of support and definitely no disability support. more I live with no support and try my hardest all alone, more I burn out and regress and get even worse and more useless and fail more. ugh. what's the point of life!!! why's everyone right and can't prove them wrong!!!!!!! 😭😭😭
#disabled#disabled adult#disability#autistic#autism#actually autistic#adhd#audhd#dissociative disorder#probably heds#neurodivergent#no support#lee rants#dont know what to do. doing everything alone makes me burn out so bad and fast for so long#is a struggle to do normal things like food and shower and dress. every burnout makes it get worse....#but cant get help because im “lazy/making excuses” but want MORE. want to do things! be useful! be successful!#but more i do more i get burnt out and regress and lose skills and abilities and each burn out is longer and happens again sooner#endless cycle cant escape without support but cant get it! at all!#will forever be useless friendless loser that cant do normal things or live good life :(#FRUSTRATION!!!!!!!
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