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chukys-mouthguard · 6 months ago

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why not both

5.4K words

genre: smut

warnings: minors DNI, 18+ content; threesome, dirty talk

featuring: jamie drysdale x female reader x cam york

summary: when two men are fighting over who gets to sleep with you, why not choose both?

note: the reader and Cam often call Jamie “jim” or “jimmy” in this as a nickname. Also, this is my first ever attempt at writing a threesome, these 2 men just really needed to be written together in my opinion 🥵 I’m not super proud of this but hopefully y’all like it 🫶🏼

Giving yourself a once over pulling at the hem of your skirt, you questioned if it was too short. Knowing the boys you were hanging around they’d surely love if it was, so you opted to ask Jamie, the least likely to undress you with his eyes and give you his honest opinion.

“Jamieee!”

Soon enough the jet black haired boy appeared in the doorway of your bathroom, his outfit making you chuckle.

“I swear to god you and Cam really said what’s the most generic outfit to wear for a country music festival…anyways, thoughts?”

Hands on your hips you did a spin, giving him the opportunity to take in your outfit. A black mini skirt and black cowboy boots, paired with a white tank top that read j’adore cowboys and a black cowboy hat to top it off. Jamie’s jaw slightly parted as he looked you up and down.

“I feel like I reallyyy dropped the ball now seeing you.”

He flashed you a shy smile as you took his words as a sign that you looked good. Tipping your cowboy hat to him as you walked past, stealing his High Noon in the process as you tossed back the remnants that were in the can.

“Thanks Jimmy!”

The sounds of Morgan Wallen blasting from the kitchen of the airbnb as you walked in to find Cam pouring shots for you all.

“Where the hell is everyone?”

Noticing the house was empty you checked the time, assuming you were running late as you usually did. However today you managed to be almost 30 minutes early, a new record for you.

“They are on their way and-holy shit, someone is trying to get all the cowboys hot and bothered today huh?”

Cam flashed you a cocky smirk as he handed you a shot, leaning against the counter while he took in your outfit. Playing with the silver sparkly chain that laid over the skin of your exposed stomach.

“Don’t you know that necklaces are meant for your neck?”

Cam leaning in towards you, grinning from ear to ear before you’d mirrored him, your faces inches from one another.

“Don’t you know that I don’t give a fuck?”

Raising your eyebrows you tossed back your shot, giving him a wink before Jamie joined the two of you asking for his own.

The dynamic between the two boys was one you’d never fully understood, but it made sense. Cam was outspoken, a cocky fuck to put it plainly, who would tell you exactly what he wanted to say, whether it was something you wanted to hear or not. The energy between the two of you was always one of trying to one up each other, your competitive sides always on display. But Jamie, he was the total opposite. Soft spoken, mindful of anything and everything that came out of his mouth. He was the one you went to for advice, the late night talks where you’re up until 3am eventually forgetting the point of the conversation.

Though bringing the two of them together always guaranteed a good time. Hot guys, alcohol, and a music festival, a girl was living the dream.

Once the rest of your group had arrived, it was time to head out. The girls of course needing to take tons of pictures before leaving, making the boys roll their eyes but giving them the opportunity to toss back a few more shots.

“Why’d she call you to her room earlier Jim?”

Cam shot Jamie a playful smirk as the boys trailed behind the girls on the long path to the entrance gates, to which he shook his head with a laugh.

“No way dude, don’t even go there. She asked me what I thought of her outfit.”

Rolling his eyes Cam threw an arm over Jamie’s shoulder. His voice now just above a whisper as he didn’t want the group to overhear.

“You’re telling me that outfit she has on isn’t driving you crazy? Cause shit, she is driving me crazy right now in that mini skirt.”

“Keep it in your pants dude!”

Jamie shoved Cam from his side with a laugh, trying to ignore his friend's comments. Cam just putting his hands up with a shrug. “Listen Jim, if you won’t finally make a move, I just might.”

Jamie had hid his feelings for you since the day you’d met. He had never seen a girl so beautiful, but he wasn’t the type to be forward and blunt about how he felt. Unlike Cam who made it known that he thought you were hot and would do anything for a chance with you. Jamie had told Cam in confidence one night how he felt, at the time not knowing that Cam felt the same way. And since then it had been their secret, one that almost brought out the competitiveness between them whenever the three of you got together.

Several hours into the festival, having been spent in the direct sunlight, it was safe to say you were in need of water and food. Thanking yourself for picking an outfit that didn’t have much fabric so you were somewhat cooler than those who had multiple layers. The boys benefited from the fact that they could simply take their shirts off, while you could only put your hair up in hopes of it cooling you down.

“If I don’t get french fries in my mouth in the next five minutes, I might actually die.”

You groaned as you sat on the grass, fanning yourself with you hat as your friend group followed suit. All of you trying to rest before you headed off to the next artist’s stage.

“Someone ask for some french fries?”

Jamie smiled as he sat down next to you, handing you a basket of fries, seeing the look on your face as you practically scarfed them down in seconds.

“I could kiss you right now Jamie oh my god!”

The phrase making his eyes go wide, despite knowing that there was likely no intention behind it. Though he couldn’t help but think back to Cam’s words from earlier. Hoping that maybe today, in a moment of drunken false confidence, he’d work up the courage to finally make a move.

“Oh my god!”

Jamie was shook from his thoughts as he looked at you, concerned that something was wrong.

“What!?”

“You even remembered I love ranch with my fries? God I love you Jamie!”

He softly smiled as he was happy to know he’d made your day remembering such a minor detail about you. The two of you sitting in silence as you refueled yourselves before heading off to the next spot.

“I really do like your outfit today by the way. Sorry I got a little tongue tied when you asked me this morning.”

You watched Jamie slightly blush as he spoke, his eyes not connecting with yours as he seemed almost nervous about his words. A smile on your face as you continue munching on your fries.

“Tongue tied? Because of?”

“How hot you looked, obviously.”

The words catching you off guard coming from Jamie, sure he’d complimented you before but never so bluntly. Perhaps it was the alcohol, or maybe the heat was getting to him. But it was a side of him you liked. Having spent so much time with Cam you thought for sure he would’ve gained some of Cam’s confidence, his boldness. But he’d remained the kind and gentlemanly man he’d been since the day you met, which you appreciated in contrast to Cam. Though sometimes you wanted to see that cockier side of Jamie, and see him be more outspoken. Not let Cam run the show or call the shots so much.

“You think I look hot?”

“Oh absolutely, you alwa-“

“Don’t mind if it do!”

Cam interrupted Jamie’s words as he pushed between the two of you, stealing a few fries from your basket before he tipped his hat to you and blew you a kiss.

“Thank you little lady.”

You rolled your eyes at him, shaking your head before you looked back at Jamie who was awkwardly laughing off the situation. Almost thankful Cam interrupted so he didn’t end up saying what he planned.

You tucked some hair behind your ear as he offered to help you stand up, taking your empty fry basket and tossing it in the trash as your group was ready to start walking again.

“Jamie, you were saying something? Before we were rudely interrupted!”

Making the gesture as if you were going to kick Cam in the butt as you empathized your words, causing Jamie to laugh.

“Just that, you always look hot to me.”

He flashed you a wink before one of the guys had called him away for something, lucky for you as a blush was quickly creeping over your cheeks. Hopefully disguised as you just being flush from the heat so no one would think much of it.

As your group made your way to the final stage of the night, you all had grown eager for the final performer. It was the main reason you’d come to the festival, and you all were ready to sing until your voices gave out.

Onlookers probably thought your group was annoying, the way you all belted out the lyrics, dancing around with one another. But none of you cared, enjoying every second of the night you all had been looking forward to all summer.

As you danced around, you noticed Jamie standing and talking with Trevor, drinks in hand like two awkward freshman at their first college party. Making your way over to them, you grabbed Jamie’s hand, attempting to bring him out of his shell a bit.

“Jamie don’t make me dance alone, come onnn!”

He smiled down at you as you took his hands in yours, laughing as you belted out the words along with the crowd. But despite being as drunk as he was, he wasn’t giving you much to work with. Simply rocking back and forth as he watched you. A smile on his face as he’d wondered if this was his chance, to make his move like Cam had teased him about.

But as the song came to an end, you’d let go of his hands and clapped along with the crowd. Looking on in anticipation as you all tried to predict the next song, Jamie immediately missing the feel of your hands in his as he rejoined Trevor at the back of the group.

The second the slower strums of the guitar started, you threw your hands to your hat in shock, searching the area for Cam as you knew his reaction would be similar. This song had been your favorite from the album, and you’d each had it on repeat for weeks leading up to tonight.

He’d found you from across the group, the two of you immediately belting out the words as he wrapped his arms around you, swaying you to the music before he’d switched to slow dancing.

Jamie watched as you threw your head back laughing, the way Cam’s hands were resting at your waist, beating himself up for being too concerned about what people thought to dance with you how you’d wanted. He couldn’t blame Cam for the way he acted around you, Cam wasn’t afraid to show you how he felt towards you. And you seemed to appreciate the boldness of him. And while Jamie felt he expressed his feelings in other ways, he was starting to think that it wasn’t good enough.

After several hours in the sun and far too much alcohol, you all were ready to head home. The house was only a short walk once outside the fairgrounds, but your feet were killing you in your boots and you were sure they would be covered in blisters. Every step hurt worse than the last, and you were ready to take your boots off and leave them behind.

“Ouch, fuck.”

Jamie noticed you wincing as you walked, and in true Jamie fashion he’d thought up an idea. Stopping you in your tracks, he’d positioned himself in front of you, slightly bending down before instructing you to jump.

Normally you’d question him whether or not he was sober enough to carry you, but with the alcohol flowing through your system and the pain in your feet, you gladly accepted. Wrapping your arms around his neck, his arms around your thighs, the two of you were the closest you’d ever been. Your cheek practically touching his as he carried you with ease down the trail.

His eyes occasionally catching yours before you’d look away embarrassed. Luckily the amount of alcohol in your system and a slight sunburn was hiding any blush that had appeared on your cheeks.

“You good?”

Jamie smirked at you as his eyes traveled from yours to your lips, then back. Something in them was different, and you felt almost nervous to be so close to him. Taking the time to appreciate how good he smelled, the way his face lit up when he looked at you. Sure you’d always thought Jamie was attractive, but you’d never thought about him in that way. But feeling his biceps flex as he carried you with ease, his hands gripping your thighs just beneath your ass, you weren’t sure if it was the alcohol getting you warm or something else.

“Giddy up cowboy!”

The sting of Cam slapping your ass quickly pulled you out of the moment with Jamie as you playfully yelped. A hand leaving Jamie’s neck to grab at your ass, rubbing the sore spot before you cursed Cam.

“Don’t have it on display if you don’t want me touching it, little lady.”

He playfully tipped his hat at you, flashing a wink before he ran to catch up with some of the guys.

“He’s such a perv.”

You laughed as your arm returned to wrap around Jamie’s neck. Noticing how Jamie’s expression had turned a bit annoyed, not used to seeing him that way.

“Jamie, what’s wrong?”

He shook his head, trying to laugh it off and pretend like it was nothing. Embarrassed that he was even getting jealous over Cam’s interactions with you.

“Nothing, it’s, it’s nothing.”

You glared at him as he kept his eyes forward, knowing him all too well to believe that it was simply nothing. He could feel your eyes practically burning a hole in his cheek, finally letting out a sigh as he gave in.

“I mean, it’s not like it’s anything you don’t already know. It’s silly that I’m even bothered by Cam wanting to fuck you so bad.”

You practically choked on your own saliva hearing the words pour from Jamie’s mouth. Sure you knew that Cam flirted with you, hell he flirted with every girl that crossed his path. But either you don’t know him well enough, or you’re just oblivious to him wanting to sleep with you.

“Um, actually I didn’t know that…but why does that bother you?”

Jamie knew he could risk jeopardizing his friendship with you, but Cam was right. He needed to finally man up and make a move or he’d never have the chance.

“Because I obviously like you too. You can’t tell me you’ve never noticed it? I mean I don’t run around slapping your ass and drooling over you in front of your face. But, Cam and I feel the same way. We have for, well forever.”

“So you want to fuck me too?”

Jamie bit his tongue, unsure if he should open up a can of worms with his response. He knew the second he’d admitted how he felt, there was no turning back.

“You fucking told her?”

Cam’s voice was barely above a whisper as he scolded Jamie, shocked to know he’d finally grew a pair and told you how he felt. But not without dragging Cam into the mix along with him.

“Well, you told me to make a move, but then you were busy making a move and I got jealous and she noticed and it just slipped out!”

The two of them whisper bickering back and forth, trying not to make too much noise for you to overhear as you’d gone to take your hat and boots up to your room.

“It slipped out for you to tell our best friend that we both want to fuck her? Jimmy I swear to god I could kill you!”

Walking into the kitchen you couldn’t help but notice the two boys awkwardly stopping their conversation. Both of them smiling at you as if to cover up something.

“Um, hi?”

“Hey, how uh, are your feet feeling?”

Jamie tried his best to break up the awkwardness, Cam slightly laughing at his choice of a convention starter as he walked over to the island to crack open a drink.

“What is going on with you two?”

Leaning on the counter as you snacked on some chips, holding a hand out for Cam to pass you his drink so you could steal a sip. His eyes darting from Jamie to you as he handed it over, a smirk on his lips as he chuckled.

“Look, I know Jamie let the cat out of the bag. So, we just want to know, who would you pick?”

Leaning against the counter as he took his drink back from you, Cam couldn’t help but smile. Crossing his arms over his chest as he awaited your response. Jamie’s eyes wide as he had no part in the questioning, easily you knew this was Cam’s idea.

“I’m sorry?”

Playing dumb you countered the question as you walked over to Cam, jumping up to sit on the counter as he shook his head. He could see right through you, knowing that you knew exactly where he was going with this conversation. But you figured you’d have a little fun with the two of them, make things more interesting.

Cam looked to Jamie, seeing that he wasn’t going to be the one to push the conversation forward, per usual he’d have to be the one to take the lead.

“I said, which one of us would you pick to fuck you?”

Cam’s hands were now on either side of your thighs, his lips inches from yours as he studied your response, seeing how you’d slightly tensed up as he got closer. Your breath hitching in your throat at his forwardness.

“I have to pick?”

A playful tone in your voice as you raised an eyebrow at him, watching as he leaned back against the counter behind him to join Jamie. The two boys in front of you impatiently waiting for a response. Cam assuredly thinking the answer would be him simply on account of his boldness. While Jamie was hoping it was him to knock Cam off his high horse, wanting this competition between the two of them to finally be over with.

“Can I pick both?”

Both of their eyes going wide at your response as they were sure you were joking, earning a slight laugh from you. The idea certainly not one you’d had prior to this very moment, but who could blame you?

Cam had always struck you as the type of guy you’d normally go for. Outspoken, a little bit of an asshole, knows he’s hot and will be sure to remind you of it. But could back it up with his body and his ability to make you blush with every flirtatious comment that came off his lips.

Jamie on the other hand, was more reserved and lacked the surplus of confidence Cam possessed. He’d compliment you, but never too boldly. Always a gentleman and respectful, though you often wondered what he might be hiding should you ever get past his shy demeanor. Like Cam, his body was one you’d occasionally get caught staring at, the both of them strict about their gym routines and it showed.

Still in their cutoff flannels from the festival your eyes landed on their biceps, then traveling to their chests that were peeking out due to one too many buttons being undone. Which you definitely appreciated, having to squeeze your thighs together to help with the building pressure you’d started to feel as you thought about the idea of the two of them finally getting their hands on you after wanting the opportunity for so long.

Cam took notice of you pressing your thighs together, a smirk on his lips as he looked at Jamie, who was clearly hot and bothered himself over the idea as he awkwardly adjusted his stance as if to hide a growing problem in his shorts.

“Well, what do you say Jimmy, should we give the little lady what she wants?”

He waited for a moment, to get some type of response from Jamie, but he clearly was unsure of the idea. Like a deer in headlights as he watched Cam close the distance between the two of you. His lips immediately on yours, sloppy as he’d clearly been aching to have this moment. As predicted, Cam fought you for dominance. His tongue pushing past your lips as his hands gripped your face, a slight moan escaping you as you gripped his ginger curls.

Cam playfully bit your lip before his trailing kisses down to your neck. First sucking, then biting, and finally trailing his tongue over the red marks to soothe the skin.

“Fuck Cam”

He smirked against your skin hearing his name pour from your lips, urging him to continue. As your eyes slowly fluttered open, you found Jamie trying to ease the discomfort in his shorts. Embarrassed when he locked eyes with you, unsure of what to do. Sensing his hesitation to jump in, clearly by Cam taking charge of the situation, you reached a hand out to him. Pulling him towards you by his shirt as his hands softly rested on your thighs.

“Oh come on Jamie, you said you wanted to fuck me right?”

Your tone playful as you teased him, pulling him by the chin to your lips. Fingers tangled in his black locks as his hand moved to your waist, lightly digging into your skin as he finally seemed to relax.

“Atta boy Jimmy, don’t be shy. She wants it just as bad as you do.”

The kiss intensified as Jamie became more comfortable, a hand slowly pushing past your tank top to find your lace covered breasts. His hand immediately bypassing the fabric, earning a moan of approval from you as you broke the kiss, gazing up at both boys with lust filled eyes. The two of them unsure what to do next as they’d not planned for a moment like this.

“How about we go somewhere that gives us a little more space to work with?”

Biting your lip you nodded in agreement, Cam pulling you in for one last kiss before he led the way upstairs. Jamie offering to help you from the counter, to which you accepted. But not without trying to ease his nerves in the process.

Wrapping your arms around his neck you pulled him in for a kiss, his hands gripping at your waist as your legs circled his, inviting him to lift you off the counter.

Jamie carried you upstairs, the two of you stealing more kisses from one another before he laid you on the bed. Cam tossing his shirt to the side, then discarding his shorts before he’d begun trailing kisses up your thighs.

Jamie following suit before joining you on the bed, his lips finding yours again as his hands pulled your tank top over your head, eyes immediately getting ahead of his actions and undressing you further. Your hand dropping to his cock that was pressing against your side through his briefs. Jamie moaning into the kiss as you palmed him over the fabric.

Cam noticed your focus on Jamie, lightly biting at your inner thigh to gain your attention.

“Ow fuck, Cam!”

“Sorry, you were giving him all the attention. I want to know I’m making you feel good too baby.”

His hands hooked into the waistband of your skirt, pulling it down with your thong in one motion. Instinctually you closed your legs, nervous for the boys to see you so vulnerable, but Cam immediately gripped your thighs, pulling them apart as he positioned himself at your core.

“Come on baby, you can’t be shy now. You chose both remember?”

Your breath hitched in your throat as you felt Cam’s tongue trace up your slit, your free hand falling to his hair as you gripped his curls. The other hand pushing past the waistband of Jamie’s briefs, stroking him slowly as his lips fell to your neck. Breath heavy as he moaned against your skin.

“Fuck.”

His moans were needy, telling you’d need more than just your hand.

“Take these off, let me give you more than just a hand.”

Lifting his hips, Jamie pulled down his briefs. His cock slapped against his stomach as your jaw had slightly dropped at the sight. His size definitely not what you’d expected but you weren’t complaining.

“Mmm, you gonna suck his cock while I eat your pussy baby?”

Without warning Cam slips a finger between your folds to accompany the work of his tongue. Your hips arching off the bed into his touch as Jamie pulled you towards the edge of the bed, tilting your jaw to face him as he stroked his cock. Eyes falling to yours for the go ahead before slowly thrusting into your mouth.

“Holy…fuck.”

His hands falling to your hair, guiding you down as far as you’d let him. Gagging as you deepthroated him, Jamie’s breathing harsh as his head fell back at the feeling.

“Mm, she being a good girl for you Jim?”

“So fucking good.”

Jamie’s eyes met yours as he watched you take all of him in your mouth, his grip tightening in your hair as he fought the urge to fuck your face. Wanting to go easy on you and not rush anything.

Cam dipped a second finger into you without warning, picking up his pace as your hips bucked against him. His free hand moving to hold your hips in place. Wanting to help you ride out your orgasm.

“Fuck, oh my god Cam I’m gonna cum.”

“Don’t stop fucking her face Jim, make her take it.”

Jamie grabbed your hair, finally giving in to his urges. Thrusting into you as his cock hit your throat, eyes watering as you felt your climax closing in. Cam’s tongue and fingers in unison as your clenched around them, hips lifting off the bed as you came. Your moans muffled as your mouth was preoccupied with Jamie’s cock.

“Mm, she tastes so fucking good Jim. Come try for yourself.”

Jamie pulled his cock from your lips, taking Cam’s place between your legs. His eyes flashing up to you for approval before you gripped his hair and urged him to taste you.

Cam positioning himself behind you as his hands gripped your breasts, kneading the skin before focusing on your nipples as he watched Jamie along with you.

Jamie’s tongue slowly traced your slit, stopping to pay attention to your clit, the sensation causing you to buck against his face as you were still coming down from your high. Cam’s lips falling to your neck, kissing and biting at the skin before he brought your lips to his.

Hearing you moan into his mouth let him know Jamie was doing a good job. He watched as your hands gripped his hair tight, grinding your hips to match the rhythm of his tongue and fingers.

“You want him to fuck you now? I think you can handle it baby.”

Biting your lip you nodded your head, fingers releasing their grip in Jamie’s hair, though he continued. Enjoying the taste of you as he’d felt you tighten your grip on his fingers, letting him know you were close.

“Tell him what you want, use your words.”

“Please Jamie, fuck me. I need you.”

The words pouring from your lips like magic to his ears, his cock twitching at the sound of you begging for him. Pulling his fingers from you, immediately earning a whine as you already missed the contact. Cam’s fingers soon taking over as Jamie lined himself with your entrance.

He stroked himself a few times before thrusting into you, the feeling of Jamie’s cock stretching you while Cam’s fingers circled your clit had you seeing black.

“How does she feel Jim?”

“So fucking tight, fuck!”

Jamie’s hands gripped your hips as he couldn’t bother going slow, his thrusts hard and quick as he’d already been close since you’d had him in your mouth.

“Does he feel good baby? Stretching you out while I rub your clit?”

Cam’s cocky smirk was working overtime. You always assumed he was a freak, but you swore he was made for sex. The way dirty talk rolled off his lips and had you dripping wet at the sound, you were wondering how you’d gone so long without this.

“Mhm, feels so fucking good. I, I’m so close. Please don’t fucking stop.”

But instead he pulled himself from you, a gasp catching in your throat as you’d had your climax halted from the immediate loss.

You looked at Jamie as he climbed onto the bed, laying down next to you as he stroked himself.

“It’s only fair Cam gets a chance to feel how tight you are too baby.”

The sound of Jamie calling you baby had you melting, rolling over onto your knees as Cam gladly took advantage of the opportunity to fuck you from behind. His grip tight on your hip as he teased your slit with his cock, loving how wet you were.

“Ready baby?”

Ready as you’d ever be.

You’d taken Jamie’s cock back into your mouth as his hands tangled into your hair, forcing you down his length as Cam finally thrusts into you. Your moans muffled as you deepthroated Jamie, Cam’s fingers leaving bruises on your skin as he held you while his thrusts showed no signs of ceasing.

“Fuck, pussy is so tight baby. Jimmy didn’t stretch you out too much huh?”

“Fuck you Cam!”

You watched as Jamie spat back at Cam before his eyes reconnected with yours as your hand began working in unison with your mouth. His hips bucking against you as he grew close to his climax.

“Shit…I’m gonna cum baby. Keep sucking his cock, make sure he cums for you.”

“Mmm, shit. I’m gonna cum.”

Both boys moans turning you on, the low groans and grunts that spilt from their lips as they both were nearing their peaks. Watching as Jamie’s abs twitched while his breaths were short and choppy.

“Yes, fuck, ah”

The boys groaned out almost in unison. Jamie’s head fell back against the pillow as he came, your mouth still on his length as you felt the warmth of his seed hit the back of your throat. Making sure to swallow it all while you felt Cam pull his length from you as he came on your ass.

The three of you sweaty and exhausted as you tried to catch your breath. Cam heading to the restroom to grab a towel, while Jamie found you a tshirt and himself some shorts.

As the three of you got cleaned up, you nestled between the two of them under the blankets. Your head on Jamie’s chest with your legs were tangled with Cam’s, his fingers tracing circles on your thigh.

“So, you think you’ll be more likely to come visit us in Philly next season?”

Cam raised an eyebrow at you while Jamie just laughed, a hand running through your hair as you shrugged.

“I mean, if the visit is anything like tonight, I don’t see why not.”

The boys both smiling at your answer, pleased with themselves that they didn’t disappoint. Happy to have finally gotten the chance at something they were sure would never happen.

“I think the real question we want to know is, who was better? And it’s okay if you need to tell Cam he was better just so his feelings don’t get hurt, I understand.”

Rolling your eyes you could not believe how competitive they truly were. Although you could, considering that they made it a point to trash talk each other during sex.

“Mmm, hate to say it but I think it’s a tie. We might need to try again to solidify a winner?”

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Good Luck, Babe! Pt. 2 | Jake Seresin x Reader

word count: 2004

warnings: mentions of abortion& throwing up

notes: Hey y’all! As promised, here is part 2 for Good Luck, Babe! Hope y’all enjoy and part 3 is definitely coming soon. As always please don’t forget to like and reblog 🫶🏼.

I’m pregnant.

I slide down to the floor and sob. How could I have been so careless? How could I have let myself be in this situation? I can’t even take care of myself, let alone a baby. And the worst part is that Jake’s gone and I have no idea how to contact him.

Taking a couple of deep breaths, I finally feel steady enough to stand. God I wish Mer was still around, she would have been the only one to not judge and help me figure things out. I never realized how alone I’ve been until now.

Calling my mom is definitely out of the picture, I was already freaking out enough for the both of us. I do know having this baby would be the most irresponsible thing I could do. I can hardly afford my apartment and to get groceries as it is. But before making that kind of decision, I need to talk to Jake.

Unfortunately for me, it’s only Monday and the Hard Deck is only open on the weekend. I check to see if I still have Mickey’s number but of course I deleted it. Just my luck, guess I’ll just have to wait till Friday to hopefully break the news.

I stare at the Hard Deck from the front seat of my car while getting major deja vu from the night everything changed. Peering around the parking lot, I don’t spot Jake’s truck or Mickey’s car. Finally, after what feels like hours but was really only 5 minutes, I open the car door and head inside. It’s now or never.

The bar looks exactly the same as last time minus Jake and Mickey. I check all over and they’re nowhere to be found. Worry starts to creep in that I’m going to have to do this all alone.

I take a seat at the very end of the bar and the bartender comes right over. “What’s it gonna be, honey?” she asks, looking at me pitifully with her big brown eyes. “Just water, please,” I respond, feeling like she can see right through me.

I nursed my drink for almost an hour before giving up. Heading out to the beach, I notice the sun starting to set and couples walking hand in hand by the shore. Tears well up in my eyes as reality starts to finally sink in but I swallow them back down, hoping he might still show.

Making my way to the car, I notice the parking lot is now even more packed than when I arrived. I peer around the rows looking for Jake’s truck but still no luck. Sighing, I get in my car and let the tears fall down.

Putting the car in reverse, I look in my rearview mirror and immediately put the car back in park once I catch a glimpse of him. Am I dreaming or re-living that night?

I hurry out of the car and sprint towards the door but once I make it inside, regret fills me up from head to toe. How can I do this? Maybe I should just leave. But I don’t even make it to the door when his hand catches mine and spins me around to face him.

Those green eyes that gave me the best night of my life and also left me with the worst result, now are staring into mine. “Y/N? What are you doing here?” he asks, while leading me to a table in the corner. “Is everything okay?” he says, turning my face up to look at him and I can see concern etch in his features when he notices the tear stains on my cheeks.

I sit down on the chair and brace myself to say what will surely change everything. “I’m pregnant.” His eyes widen and I regret the words that just came out of my mouth as he looks down, digesting what I just said. “Are you sure?” He finally manages to say and I nod, wishing the Earth would just swallow me whole.

“Let’s go somewhere else. This isn’t a good place to talk about this,” He blurts out, getting up. “There’s no need for that Jake. I just came to tell you and to say that I’m not keeping it.” He stares at me in disbelief and I know whatever he says next, I definitely won’t like.

“Are you crazy!? You’re not getting rid of our baby. Absolutely not. Now come on,” He hisses, grabbing onto my arm and practically dragging me out of the bar while I plead with him to let me go. Thankfully when we make it to the door, someone bumps into Jake.

“The lady asked you to let go of her arm Bagman,” says the man in the Hawaiian shirt who has the best mustache I’ve ever seen. His smug look tells me that this probably isn’t good.

“Mind your fucking business Rooster,” Jake says, his face turning red with anger as he tries to pull us around Rooster. But before we can make it out the door, once again Rooster has blocked our path.

“Let go of her right now, or I will have Penny ring the bell on your ass,” threatens Rooster to which Jake chuckles sarcastically. “I mean it, Hangman.”

“It’s okay, really,” I whisper from behind Jake. Beginning to get uncomfortable by the stares we were getting. All I want is to leave and pretend this never happened.

Jake looks back at me and gives me a grateful smile then turns back around. “You heard her, Rooster.”

Rooster looks over at me again and I nod reassuringly , trying to make him move which he thankfully does and I feel his eyes on my back until we’re outside the bar.

The weather is muggy and the smell of cigarettes makes me feel sick. Before I can even make it into the car, I pull my arm out of Jake’s grasp and bend over, throwing up on the bushes. His hand immediately goes around my waist to steady me while his other one holds onto my hair which normally would make me smile but I can’t focus while emptying the contents of my stomach.

After catching my breath and wiping my mouth with my shirt, I feel Jake’s hands pull back. All I wanted to do was turn around and cry on his chest but instead, I head to the car while he follows.

His hand closes my driver's side door as I try opening it and I turn around annoyed. “What Jake? You left. No note, nothing. I came here to tell you as a courtesy. Now please move, I don’t feel well and just want to go home.” I half yell, exasperated, he still looks angry but at the mention of my well being his anger dissipates and is immediately replaced with concern.

“Let me drive you home so I can explain please. I’ll Uber back here for my truck.” He pleads, and being that I still felt sick and a headache was starting, I consider it. But I think back to him leaving and decide against it. “I’m fine, Jake. Please let me go.”

Unfortunately, my words immediately betray me as I push him off to the side and turn around to throw up again in the grass.

“See, you’re not fine, I’m taking you home. End of discussion.” Jake states firmly as he leads me to the passenger seat and takes my keys.

Thankfully he remembered where I lived so the drive was silent. The only thing I knew for sure was that this was bound to be another long night and not the fun kind.

Once inside, he helped me over the couch and went to the kitchen, returning with a glass of water.

“How come your fridge is empty? He asks, looking at me curiously while taking a seat beside me. My cheeks flush in embarrassment as I answer. “Being a paralegal doesn't pay much, Jake. That’s why I can’t keep this baby, I can hardly afford myself as it is.”

He looks ashamed before quickly replying,“Honey, it wouldn't just be you who’s responsible for this baby. I can afford it and more. We’ll probably have to get married so that you can -”

“Married!? Have you lost your mind?” I shriek. What the hell was he thinking? A month ago he hit it and quit it and now he was proposing wedding bells. I think I’m going to be sick again. But he continues on like my reaction didn’t happen.

“Well yes, darlin’. I know we got some steps out of order but you’re having my child, of course, we’re getting married.” He says, like it’s common sense and I don’t if I want to kiss him or slap him.

“For fucks sake Jake, I hardly even know you. I can’t marry you nor can I have this baby.” I say, pulling my knees close to my chest while my head throbs in pain. God I wish I hadn’t let myself get so depressed when I realized what he did and thought of taking the morning after pill.

“Well we have 9 months to get to know each other and I think that’s plenty. People nowadays marry even sooner than that.”

His tone so matter of fact it made me want to strangle him. This couldn’t be happening, surely I’m just having a nightmare. Jake definitely isn't in my living room proposing we get married and be a family, right?

But after pinching my arm he was still there watching me. I needed time to think but with him there it’s like any rational thought flies out the window.

“Jake, I need some space. Please. I’ll think about what you said but right now all I want is to be alone.” He opens his mouth to object but I add, “You can come back tomorrow, I’ve just had enough today. I promise, we’ll talk some more then.”

After a moment of consideration, he nods in agreement and gets up, extending a hand out to me and I look at him confused. “Let me put my phone number on your phone, and promise me you’ll call me if you need anything.”

I nod, handing him my phone and looking down while swallowing the lump on my throat. He hands me my phone back and I set it down beside me. His eyes find mine and he gives me a small comforting smile and I feel my heart flutter a little but before I can let it fill itself with hope I’m standing up and leading Jake to the door.

“Goodnight, Y/N,” he says, looking up from his phone after ordering his uber. “Goodnight Jake.”

I close the door and lean against it, letting a few tears escape before quickly wiping them away and heading to the bathroom for a much needed shower. I sit on the floor of the shower and let myself cry it all out again, the only difference is that this time I cry because of Jake’s proposal rather than his absence.

My fingers are very pruned when I finally get out of the shower. I stare at myself in the mirror, turning sideways to see if a bump has begun to form but I’m met with none since it’s probably too early for that.

Finally I decide to go to bed, stopping by the living room to grab my phone. As I unlock it, I stop dead in my tracks, noticing that Jake’s contact name is Baby Daddy and that he texted me “I’m sticking around. I promise.”

My legs feel wobbly as I read it over and over again but thankfully I’m pulled away from obsessing over it by the doorbell. I look out the window and see no one but against my better judgment I open the door and look down to be met by a grocery delivery and some flowers.

Maybe things will be okay after all.

click here for part 3.

taglist: @rosiahills22, @harperdoodle, @weirdothatwritess, @mrsevans90

#top gun fandom #top gun maverick #jake hangman seresin #jake hangman x reader #jake seresin #jake seresin x reader #jake series

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lucy90712 · 2 years ago

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Hiii can you do a pedri x reader where his girl is at the atletico game with his family & she starts to freak out when she sees him on the ground again (girl no joke I was almost in tears at home) & Fer, pedri’s brother comforts her during it & after she sees him in the tunnel he insists he’s fine. When they get home she takes care of pedri (as if she hasn’t been already & more since his injury) & his brother makes fun of them for being whipped & in love…kinda based off his story of the pic of pedri & him saying how he isn’t even that muscular in person…ok this was long but uh yeah thank u bestie 🫶🏼

WC: 1.8k

A/n: I can’t believe that we actually just won the league it doesn’t feel real yet

Finally the day I have been waiting for has arrived, Pedri is finally back to playing after over two long months off. These last two months have been tough as Pedri has been really struggling with not being able to play and I've been having to try and keep his spirits up and take care of him which has been tough. All of that is behind us now as Pedri is finally back in the squad and will be coming on in the second half of the game. He was disappointed not to start but I thought that was a good decision seeing as he has been out for so long but I didn't say that as I knew he wouldn't want to hear it.

Like always Pedri had to leave earlier for the game but I didn't have to go alone as his brother was coming to the game so we went together. Of course I had to wear Pedri's shirt to support him but this shirt was special as it was the first one Pedri gave me of his after we started dating so it holds special memories which seemed perfect for this afternoon. Even just watching Pedri warm up had me smiling non stop as it has been so long since I last saw that as recently he has been sat right next to me as we watch the team together. Since there wasn't many people in the stadium yet as all the players were going in Pedri easily found me and Fer so I blew him a quick kiss which he returned before going down the tunnel. Of course Fer teased me for it but I didn't care as I love supporting Pedri.

The first half of the game flew by but Ferran managed to score right at half time which gave the team more confidence going into the second half after not scoring for so long. About 20 minutes into the second half it was announced that Pedri was coming on and of course my smile got even bigger seeing him coming on to the pitch where he belongs yet again. The whole stadium started chanting Pedri's names showing that he missed him being out there just as much as he did. It was a surreal moment to hear so many people chanting my boyfriends name and I hope to hear it again but next time I'd like it to be celebrating something better than him being back after being off for so long.

There was so much action once Pedri came on it was hard to keep up so I just kept my eyes on Pedri as I wanted to see him get back into the game and hopefully play well. Pedri got the ball a few times before he received it at the edge of the pitch where he had to defend against one of the atletico players. The next thing I knew he was on the ground and clearly in pain. I was hoping that he would get up after a few moments but he didn't he stayed laying on the floor holding his leg which is the last thing I wanted to see. Immediately you could feel tension in the stadium but no one was more anxious than me in that moment I could feel tears welling up in my eyes at the thought of him being hurt again. I can't bare for him to be out again as it made him so upset and it was a really hard time for both of us to the point that we had more arguments especially after the set back in his recovery. I just can't go through that again so soon as I think it may break both of us.

After seeing him lay there for longer than I would've liked I couldn't stop a few tears leaving my eyes and my anxiety showing. Luckily Fer was with me as he put his arm around my shoulder and tried to tell me that everything would be alright although I could tell he wasn't totally convinced with what he was saying. As we waited for something to happen Fer gently rubbed my shoulder and helped me calm down a little bit which didn't work too well but I appreciated him trying. We waited for what felt like forever before Pedri got up and seemed to be doing fine as he got back to his position. Fer seemed to be fine after that but I was still nervous as Pedri would definitely pretend to be fine just to keep playing and helping his team as thats just the way he is. For the rest of the match I watched him intently just to make sure he was fine but I wasn't convinced especially when he kept being tackled and having to stretch his leg after.

When the match was finally over it felt like a weight lifted off my shoulders as I could finally go and see Pedri and check on him myself. Fer and I stayed in the stands for a while to enjoy the celebrations before heading down to the tunnel ready to greet Pedri. Naturally he took an absolute age to get ready but eventually he came out of the locker room and greeted Fer before picking me up to give me a hug. Before I could say anything he was giving me a kiss and of course I had to kiss back despite the clear protests from Fer. Even then he didn't allow me to speak as instead he just peppered my face with kisses which was sweet but I wanted to ask him how he was.

"Ok love that's enough" I said eventually

"But I could never get enough of you" he said

"Well you are going to have to at least for a little while" I half teased

"Fine but we are celebrating when we get home" he said

"Ew gross" Fer shouted at us while walking away

"About that are you alright you seemed hurt earlier" I said

"I promise you I'm fine amor" he said

"Ok I believe you but I'm still going to take care of you tonight you are not risking straining your muscles anymore than necessary" I told him

He didn't argue with me instead he just winked at me and I knew exactly what that meant but I just rolled my eyes at him and grabbed his hand so we could go home. Along the drive we talked about the game and how happy he was to get back to playing which was really enjoyed as I took these conversations for granted before he got injured. His good mood didn't stop when we got home either as he ran round the car to open my door for me like he always does but this time he picked me up and carried me inside. When we got inside and to the sofa he finally put me down and flopped next to me and got me to cuddle into his side.

We laid together for a while before we both got hungry so I got up to go and make dinner leaving Pedri with strict instructions not to get up and to relax. He tried to get up but every time I told him to go and sit back down and eventually he listened to me. Pedri is definitely stubborn at times so even after dinner it was a struggle to get him to sit still and not want to do everything and anything now that he can. Once I had convinced him to just sit down for a while I took my opportunity to make sure he was really telling me the truth about his injury. While he was off I was helping him with physio so I learnt the best way to massage his muscles and get them moving so I did just that to test if he was in any pain.

To massage his leg I used to sit on how lower legs as it gave me more leverage to really massage him well. This time was no different so I sat myself on his legs and began doing what the Barcelona medical team had taught me. Of course Pedri gave me a cheeky smirk but I just ignored him and kept going as I'm used to his attempts to seduce me into doing what he wants although they never work. When he realised his tactics weren't working Pedri tried something new which was pulling me into a kiss every so often just to keep my attention. I must say that his distraction was working a little bit but I stayed strong and kept massaging Pedri's muscles. Just as Pedri kissed me again I heard the front door go which meant that Fer was back and would see us in this sort of awkward position.

"I didn't come straight home to give you two time to do whatever you wanted but yet it clearly wasn't enough time" he joked

"I promise nothing is happening I'm just making sure he's ok you can blame your brother for how this looks" I said

"She's taking care of me and I want to show my appreciation" Pedri defended

"Aww look at you two being so lovey-dovey you are so whipped man" Fer teased

"I sure am but I'm ok with that" Pedri smiled

"You know she wouldn't need to be taking care of you if you weren't so weak" Fer laughed

"Hey I'm stronger than you" Pedri said

"Sure you are" Fer said before heading upstairs

By that point I had stopped what I was doing as I was laughing so hard which earned me a little shove from Pedri but I didn't care. I love his relationship with his brother the two of them never fail to rip each other to pieces and make me laugh. Pedri soon stopped me laughing though as he pulled me in by the back of my thighs so I was leaning against his chest and wouldn't let me move. He then started to tickle my sides which he knows are very ticklish which had me in fits of laughter all over again. I tried my best to get away from him but his grip was way too tight so I just had to take the attack while begging him to stop. Eventually he did stop and just held me to his chest while gently stroking my back.

Pedri held me for a bit longer before getting up and taking the both of us to bed where instead of celebrating like he suggested earlier we just cuddled while he showered me with compliments. I don't think there was a single part of me that he didn't compliment which meant by the time he was done my cheeks were very hot from blushing so much. By this point it was late so I just wanted to go to sleep as I have work in the morning and Pedri was happy to oblige. Once I laid down he got comfy right next to me and played with my hair which always makes me fall asleep and soon enough I did.

#pedri imagine #pedri imagines #pedri gonzalez imagine #pedri gonzalez imagines

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toomuchracket · 2 years ago

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I’d love it with d word matty 😭🫶🏼

yes! so when matty becomes a literal d word, i think it's - naturally - your parents and siblings who are first to visit you and your daughter in hospital. literally everyone except the baby is crying (she's too busy sleeping in her little clear box and then in matty's arms lmao. i have a feeling he would be so reluctant to ever stop holding his baby lol) over how teeny she is and how beautiful and how happy they are that she's here, denise and your mum especially. the day after they've been in, it's the boys' (and their families) turn. i think adam and carly and baby hann are probably the first ones to arrive; baby hann tackles matty's legs, and then matty lifts him up for a group hug with the entire holt-hann family, while you stay sitting on the bed holding your daughter grinning at them. when the hug stops, matty puts baby hann down and stays just hugging adam (bless) while carly and her son head over to you - she half-hugs you and says "congratulations, gorgeous girl!" and coos over your baby, while her baby climbs up onto the bed to cuddle into you and look at his new little cousin (carly takes 85788 pics of this) and give you the congratulations card he made for you at nursery (which makes you cry). adam comes over to kiss your head and meet your daughter (he tears up), while matty greets the three amigos who have just appeared in the doorway lol - charli pats him on the head and is over to see you and her niece immediately, squealing about how beautiful you both are, while matty hugs george and ross and all three of them cry a little bit lol. ross - still emosh - makes a sarky comment like "jesus she just looks exactly like matty. hopefully that means she's got your personality, love. that would be for the best", and george clips him on the back of the head like "you're so blind. that is literally her mother's entire face. she just got matty's hair. god help you trying to style it when she gets older, by the way, babe". and you laugh like "it's cool i'll just get you to help me cut it, you've got experience with that", which makes george cackle and hug you as best he can like "love you, honestly. and i love your husband. however i think i love your baby most" - matty's like "smh george after everything we've been through. valid though she is literally perfect. takes after her mum" and he leans down to kiss you softly before being like "ok let me take her now pls", and you fake roll your eyes like "not you hogging our baby again. but ok i need to properly hug everyone". so matty takes your daughter, cooing at her lovingly, while you give everyone a proper hug each. afterwards, the boys (adam carrying baby hann) all crowd round their boy and his daughter smiling - you take a pic, and pretty soon every single one of them has it framed in their house. very cute vibes all round <3

#mads muses #mads answers asks #matty asks #fluff asks #literal d word #d word matty

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itzymidzy · 7 months ago

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240629 TWITTER: itzyofficial

🦊: Ready for the 2nd night too? Is everyone ready??

🦊: See you sooon!💕

👤: LETS GO CHAERYYYYY

🦊: Legoooooo

👤: chaeryeong please say hii 💕!

🦊: Hi~~😘

👤: HIII MY LOVE!! HOW ARE YOU? 🤍

🦊: I'm good Thank uu

👤: have fun tonight <333

🦊: Let's have fun tonight!

👤: CHAERYEONG 🍒 it’s the last concert for now! time goes by fast ㅠㅠ you worked hard!!!!! ENJOY THE STAGE WITH MIDZY AND THE MEMBERS! HAVE FUN AND GOOD LUCK TODAY FIGHTING FOR DAY2!!!! 사랑행 🫶🏻🥰

🦊: Time goes by fast😭

👤: there isn’t anyone who i love more than this cute little fox ❤️ thank you for existing in my life, i love you more than anything else in the world 💕🦊

🦊: i love u 222

👤: CHAERYEONG what has been your favorite city so far on the tour?

🦊: every cityyy was really good 💕

👤: Enjoy today healthy and injury-free

🦊: Yes!!

👤: HIII CHAERY have you eaten??

🦊: I’m going to eat now!! ㅎㅎ

👤: I LOVE YOU CHAERYYY 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

🦊: Loveyaaa

👤: chaeryeong my favorite song these days is cruel summer too!!!!

🦊: cruel summer~~~

👤: It’s the last tour for the US stop, and you did amazing in each concert!! Enjoy tonight and stay healthy!! 🤍 오늘 하루도 좋은일이 가득하길 바라 🦊ILY!!

🦊: ILY💕

👤: It's morning in Japan. I'm going to sleep from now on, but I'm rooting for you!!! ☀️☀️

🦊: Good night~ 💕

👤: every time i see you smile i smile too :D

🦊: i love when you smile😉

👤: chaeryeong i miss you soooo much :(

🦊: miss u tooo💕

👤: Have you tried Turkish food? You should try kebab🫵🏼❤️

🦊: okay! i'll try !

👤: So that we can reach Chaeryeong!!

🦊: Arrived! Take it

👤: chaery what’s your favorite thing about being on tour ?🧡

🦊: 1. MIDZY 2. midzy 3. MidZY 4.믿지

👤: make sure to comeback to canada with lia ~ 💗

🦊: 🫶🏻🫶🏻🙆‍♀️

👤: Chaeryeong, I have a prom tomorrow, wish me luck🙏🤍

🦊: good luck🍀

👤: did you like europe?? have a great time i love you 🩷🩷🩷

🦊: of course~

👤: Chaerrryyy what hair color would you like to try next ?? I miss your red hair soo much💞💞

🦊: Do you miss my red hair??🤭

👤: next time ur in irving i'll open the pool for you queenie 🤞🏾🤞🏾

🦊: yeahhh Promise me? 🤭

👤: Have fun in your last US spot<33🦊

🦊: Okeyyyy🫶🏻

👤: what song do you wish was on the setlist? mine is Sooo lucky🥹

🦊: in the morning~

👤: CHAERYEONG I LOVE YOUUUUU DO YOU LOVE MEEEE

🦊: I love u

👤: can’t believe i saw you two months ago already in santiago 🥹 i love and miss you so so much my chaery. you saved my life 💗

🦊: Already??🫢🫢

👤: I also want to prepare for the concert... I also want to see the concert... Why am I not in Canada?...

🦊: Go to sleep quickly

👤: chaeryeong i have been your fan since i was 12 i am now 17 and still your fan i love you 🥹🥹

🦊: So sweet 🥹🥹🥹Thank u 💕

👤: ILY MY FIVE BEST GIRLS I REALLY DO. Hope to see you again with Lia soon 🫶🏻

🦊: Hope to see you again 🔥

👤: Chaeryeong, what makes you smile these days? 🥰💖

🦊: Midzyyyyy

👤: What did you eat, unnie?

🦊: I haven’t eaten yet. I’m drinking coffee!! ㅎㅎ

👤: OMG CHAERYEONG I’M LATE ARE YOU STILL HERE

🦊: I'm hereeee~

👤: i drove eight hours to see you, hopefully you come to my country next time🥹🇦🇹

🦊: OMG ... next time? I'll go there

👤: i traveled from italy to spain to see you.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ i hope you will come to italy for the next tour ❤️❤️❤️ i love you

🦊: ok!😘

👤: I saw you in LA, you caught my attention don’t tell yuna that I recorded yourself a lot because you looked amazing !🫣

🦊: 🤭🤭🤭

#itzy #chaeryeong #lee chaeryeong #twitter

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ms0milk · 1 year ago

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Hi lovely 🎀

I just wanted to say hello and send some hugs your way. My last couple weeks have been pretty rough, but your writing always finds a way back to me, and brings me back to a little comfy and calm safe space. I don't know how you do it, but the world you created, makes me feel incredibly safe. I appreciate you so much, even though you didn't do it with me in mind, and don't write for my sake, you still manage to make me feel the safest. You created a world that feels so real that I could just sink into it, as if it were a refreshing and holy bath, cleansing me of all my worries from the day, and just exist in a world you created in your head. It's an honor to be allowed to view that world in my own small way, and I appreciate it more everyday. Thank you for the gift you gave to the world. It may not change entire world, but it changes mine.

Wishing the best for you always♡

- Romie🫶🏼

first, i’m so sorry your month has been rough with you. i am constantly reminded how unnecessarily difficult people i will never meet have decided everyone’s lives should be, on top of personal struggles, and things can just be so shit sometimes. I hope you’re safe! And isn’t it a beautiful thing that time never stops in one place for too long

Second, it took me a few days to respond to this because i didn’t want to let it out of my inbox! Romi thank you! Before anything, I need you to know that I literally do write this story for you. I look forward to seeing your thoughts every time I post. After weeks of working on a single chapter until my brain is numb, seeing a handful of comments and reblogs and theories and excitement is one of the only reasons i’ve continued writing this long. The story will have an end because of the five people that consistently show up for me, even when my posting is inconsistent, so thank *you!

I’m over the MOON that you feel connected to this world. Writing it and imagining it brings me into a safe space while I adjust to big changes in my life. I have an hour or two of free time every day and I have been **cramming** in writing time because I’m so excited to show you whats to come. I don’t say this as advertisement ofc, but hopefully something to look forward to in a difficult time

This was genuinely one of the kindest and most genuine messages I’ve ever gotten and I want to say thank you so much for taking the time to type it out for me. It’s impossible to express how meaningful it is. I’m sorry that you’re in need of such comfort atm, and I’m honored that you picked Hymn to be a safe place for you. New chapters will be arriving soon :)

xoxo

#++inbox

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frederickkatz · 2 months ago

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Texts: Sparky (Cameron) & Freddie

@cameronslaw

[Following Wednesday]

Freddie: hey Sparky!

Freddie: sorry I was MIA, things got crazy busy with both jobs and the finding a place and then moving and it's been more chaotic than I expected

Freddie: hope you're ok, and specially not overthinking and blaming yourself cause you promised to be a good boy 😉

Cam: Freddie!

Cam: hi!

Cam: me overthinking? pffffffff

Cam: 😇

Cam: did you find a place?

Freddie: does it mean I'll have to punish you for not behaving as you promised?

Freddie: I did, I'm still finishing some touches but it's almost ready

Freddie: I'll send you the address as soon as it's all done

Freddie: how have you been¡

Cam: punish me??? but I’ve been the best boy!

Cam: I even did my homework

Cam: which, by the way, amounted to 42 kisses and 5 fucks

Cam: just saying

Cam: can't wait to see it!

Cam: I’ve been a bit bummed out tbh, but it's all better now

Cam: how about you? having fun decorating the new place?

Freddie: I'll ask Trevor just to make sure

Freddie: lmao! Good, I'm glad you're taking count tho you probably omitted the spanks

Freddie: ah! I knew it. I told you not to worry, I just needed to handle this, and I did tell you beforehand, so you didn't think I was ignoring you

Freddie: I'm fine. I'm not, I like how the place is, I'm just getting some furniture and brought my stuff from the hotel last night so I'm waiting for a few things to arrive, and it'll be set

Cam: ...okay fine, maybe I did overthink a bit, but Trevor helped me to stop

Cam: I don't choose the spanks; those are not my department 💅

Cam: I know!!! and I thank you a lot for it, it was the reason why I could get out of that spiral at some point, just

Cam: old habits die hard

Cam: but I am trying

Cam: oooh! so I’ll be able to come over in a couple of days then?

Freddie: That's good to hear. I'm glad he helped

Freddie: well a really good boys also knows when they don't behave right and when they deserve some spanks so...

Freddie: it's ok, I figured it would be hard cause you were taking a blame you didn't deserve, and you've done that before, so I figure it was a normal response from you when things go south

Freddie: I know, I'm proud of you for that

Freddie: tho I did miss hear from you, I figured you'd reach out, but I understand that probably you tried to give me space

Freddie: hopefully, yeah, if you want to of course

Cam: true... ok maybe I’m not such a good boy then

Cam: thank you

Cam: I missed talking to you, but I figured if you said you'd be a bit unreachable, me bugging you could mess something up

Cam: and I said I’d wait, right? so I waited

Cam: I’d love to!

Freddie: well but good boys earn their good status by behaving and accepting their punishment, but I'll let it pass this one-time cause of the distress 😘

Freddie: I appreciate that you gave me some space. If something like this happens again, don't hesitate to reach out. It might take me a bit, but I'll reply

Freddie: that's true, you did

Freddie: good! I'll send the address later today or tomorrow

Cam: you're the best 🫰🏼

Cam: ok!

Cam: ok!!!!

Cam: in the meantime tho

Cam: you're working tonight?

Cam: bc even tho you're this immortal super being, your vessel probably needs to rest too

Freddie: I know 😏

Freddie: not working tonight

Freddie: I've been resting. I meant it that you didn't have to worry. Maya let me borrow her apartment while I found my own so don't think I was struggling that much

Freddie: how was work? You didn't have another argument with Warren did you? I know his support is important for your project and I don't want that to be affected because he and I don't always see things eye to eye

Cam: well if you're not working, you're more than welcome to come over (:

Cam: I mean, I know how messy things get while moving, and I happen to have a warm bed with loads of space

Cam: we did

Cam: but I stand by what I said

Cam: and he didn't pull out of the project yet, so that's promising

Cam: work has been slow; we sent out a bunch of documents and I'm just waiting for signatures

Cam: just the boring part of being a lawyer I guess

Freddie: well that's sounds nice, only if I bring dinner. It's the least I could do after such a nice invitation

Freddie: Cameron. Please don't do that. Whatever are the problems between me and my brother shouldn't affect you. Especially with your job.

Freddie: hope you get everything back with the signatures you need

Freddie: any news on the kid you wanted to adopt?

Cam: you've got yourself a deal (: what are you in the mood for?

Cam: it's not light we're fighting! It was just a divergence of opinions

Cam: and it was not because of you either!

Cam: thanks

Cam: I'm not "adopting" her, just being her legal guardian, and YES! I'm seeing if I can bring her over for Thanksgiving (: I'm really excited about it

Cam: she's never been in a town with so many spn people before

Freddie: You. But you can choose dinner

Freddie: still. Don't make him your enemy please

Freddie: isn't that the same thing?

Freddie: that sounds nice

Freddie: hope it's not overwhelming for her

Cam: 🙈

Cam: Chinese?

Cam: don't plan to!

Cam: yeah, but with one I have a kid calling me Cameron and the other calling me dad

Cam: and I'm not exactly dad material 😛

Cam: thanks! I hope so too

Cam: I plan on introducing her slowly, so she makes friends around town and has people to hang out with during the holidays

Cam: do you have plans for Thanksgiving?

Freddie: what? Are you blushing now?

Freddie: Chinese it is

Freddie: ok good point

Freddie: how are you so sure about that?

Freddie: it's sounds good

Freddie: you do realize I don't celebrate holidays, right?

Cam: no??

Cam: I'm not exactly a good influence

Cam: or have any of the stability a kid need

Cam: well yeah but I can't imagine the bar will have any movement on Thanksgiving so I figured you'd have the day off

Cam: have you ever eaten Thanksgiving dinner? I think you'd like it

Freddie: ok, I'll believe that you're not blushed nor hard

Freddie: who says that?

Freddie: vampires don't celebrate the holidays either

Freddie: not on Thanksgiving but it's just another day for me really

Freddie: I assume everyone else in town has plans already so the best plan for me is to go through it as any other day

Cam: I didn't say anything about hard

Cam: idk it's kinda common sense

Cam: oh right

Cam: well

Cam: would you like to have plans for Thanksgiving?

Freddie

Freddie: and like it better when you're hard AND blushed

Freddie: it's not

Freddie: I don't really care. It's just like any other day for me tho this is the first time in actually in human form for it

Freddie: it's really doesn't really matter to me

Cam: guess you're gonna have to come around to find out 🙃

Cam: welp

Cam: I'll save you a plate of the traditional Thanksgiving dinner for when you get home from work then (:

Freddie: I'll be there in a bit. Need to get dinner first

Freddie: you really don't have to

Freddie: I figured you had plans with your family

Cam: ok!

Cam: what? the traditional Thanksgiving experience ™ is not about who's around, is all about the food, everybody knows that

Cam: not really, but I think dev and Adam might come over for dinner

Cam: we're not exactly an orthodox family lol

Freddie: like I said, I've tried all that before but not during the festivities

Freddie: well you have a brother, a brother-in-law, and a boyfriend. Seems like a family worth spending Thanksgiving with

Cam: and a guardianship over a teenage angel lol

Cam: but yeah I get it

Cam: btw, you can just pop inside if you'd like (: I'm gonna set the table

Cam: and yes, no dinner in bed tonight bc I know you and we're not gonna get around to eating if we do that lol

Freddie: true. A kid in the mix. Sounds like a perfect family setting for the festivities

Freddie: alright. I'll be there in 5

Freddie: good boy

Cam: will be ready by then

Cam: 😉

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