#will I ever recover from this show????
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headcanon that the reason sophie still has eyelashes to pull on the regular is that grady and edaline worked something out with the dizznees to get a tasteless formula to help eyelash growth specifically to put drops of in her bottles of youth. because there’s no way her ptsd-induced trichotillomania (oversimplified definition for those who aren’t familiar: hair pulling disorder) is gonna die down during the war, so they’re trying to make sure she doesn’t move from eyelashes to eyebrows or her Hair hair by giving her More Eyelashes
#tw trichotillomania#ask to tag#sophie foster#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#i don’t have trich so if i’m being insensitive with my wording or ideas here please let me know so i can learn and move forward#i just thought it was an explanation that made sense (canon compliant) and also showed a sweet sense of community even if sophie doesn’t#know about it#sophie not knowing about it could also lead to some hilarious shenanigans if some of her friends drank too much of her bottles of youth#like keefe and fitz have long lashes in canon i think. so if they drank too much they’d have like. human fake lashes levels of eyelashes#tiergan asks fitz if he got into drag in telepathy before sophie shows up. fitz says he’s sitting not dragging in the most genuinely#confused voice ever. tiergan dies inside#alternatively we could also have keefe comparing himself to boobries (birds that roar and have really fancy eyelashes and feathers)#also we could have both. it can be both. both is good#i imagine fitz would land himself in that position after having sophie check on him while he’s recovering from a brutal workout#sophie would probably share her bottles of youth with keefe a lot since he lowkey lives at havenfield and probably doesn’t hydrate enough#for many reasons but my primary one being That Bitch Is An Artist And We Rarely Drink Enough Water Ever
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Remember how they pointed out that Palistrom wood was becoming rarer? Because Belos kept over harvesting it and not giving it time to grow back?
The University’s tree is blue. Its a big ass Palistrom tree
#I THINK. PROBABLY#I haven’t seen any other trees in the show coloured blue. but it has the swirls like Luz’s log#ALSO THE LIGHT GLYPH CARVED ABOVE EDAS OFFICE SNIFFLE#I’ve been seeing a lot of posts abt how the isles are recovering from Belos like removing the coven tattoos and#eda raine and king stomping on Belos. but I thought this was a nice callback#Belos didnt just hurt the people on the isles. he also destroyed a lot of stuff that was culturally important#palistrom makes companions and tools for people on the isles and Belos took all of it for himself. greedy bastard#ALSO if u notice on the banner above the University’s entrance theres a symbol shaped like a titan skull#and if you look at the scene with raine ever wolf and Darius you can see they have the same symbol as a badge or on Darius’ belt#so I assume that means the Isles also formed a new government after Belos died. the fact its shaped like the titan is also cool cause they#dont need to rely on some puritan to lead them pretending tk have their best interests in mind#the Emperors sigil doesn’t even have anything associated with the Isles in the first place either. its Belos imposing his own beliefs#yapping#the owl house#the owl house spoilers#toh#toh spoilers#toh watching and dreaming#watching and dreaming spoilers
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There's a lot of validity in the idea that older Bakugo is a traumatized pro-hero with major PTSD... but you know what's kinda fucked up to think about? The fact that Bakugo is also a 22-year-old pro-hero with major PTSD even before that, too.
It's almost easy to imagine that things are actually better when he's older (the therapy finally a routine, the trauma long set and on the path to being healed)... and that it's his whole 20s that are spent as a pool of disaster trying to recover from the war(s).
He looks back and barely even remembers being twenty, much less twenty-five or twenty-seven. Barely remembers how little he slept, not at the hands of trying to balance hero work and getting a degree at the same time, but just out of the pure insomnia that came from trying to move on and every nightmare attached.
Hardly ever showering, never shaving (not that he ever grew much of a beard, but the facial hair was definitely there. There's pictures of him on the news with an awkward, grown out haircut and patches on facial hair that make him look positively... immature), barely even eating more than a few protein bars or an energy jelly drink-a day. It's a blur, and his friends are hardly there to pick him up out of it because they're all going through it, too. Somewhat.
It's definitely weird if you meet him during this period. He's not all there, at least, not all of the time. He doesn't really register your interactions, the friendship you extend to him (a younger, or ever older, version of him would've shown you that deep seeded ferocity in response, tried to bite the hand that fed him, even if it were love... but 20s Bakugo... doesn't seem to notice). Even though only one of his eyes is clouded over, the good one never seems to brighten up.
There's definitely moments when the old him shines through: when he's with Deku, when he's in the midst of battle, when he finds out that Todoroki still does a shitty job at chopping scallions. But it's a long time before he's even close to the same, able to step out from underneath the fog of simply surviving and into the sunshine of recovering.
But I think sticking through it with him is worth it.
(It's a weird moment, a happy moment, the first time you realize that Bakugo has changed. That the pouring rain outside hasn't bothered him since he showed up at your apartment. He forgot his umbrella, he's been quite careless ever since the war—wet and shaggy hair frizzed up, cheeks red from cold—but he doesn't seem to mind, with his bare feet up on your coffee table, his eyes gazing out the window. You hand his tea, and instead of gulping it down in one go, letting it burn in his throat, he winces at the heat.
"Tastes like shit," he says, and you laugh because it always does. Just this time, he noticed.)
#bakugou x reader#bakugo#this is what crocheting a baby hat does to u#no im jk i was just thinking abt bakugo being like 22 and awkward as h*ck bc he still hasnt recovered from the war#i wanna talk abt what he's like more but this is what came out instead LOL#like i think he's really stubborn abt ... coping with after effects of dying#and then before he knows it he has major depression LMFAOO#and he can like go to work get his degree do all he needs to do as a 20-something year guy#but he's not like. *there*. you know#and you meet him and he's a binch but he's not hard to get along with#and u just sorta take him in and drag him places like idk#your school's halloween night.. or even just a night out with ur friend (he doesn't even know how to order a drink)#and he doesnt even process it all until one day he's like 'dang it feels like ive been asleep for years'#and he kinda was#but he knows youre the one who helped him and now he wants to fix himself for you bc he remembers u being there for him#but he's so funny im imagining him with like. frat boy facial hair and a really outgrown ugly mullet type haircut#and lowkey with like. greasy skin (ik he's perfect but he's in a bad state and it shows) and he eats instant noodles ever day#and only watches japanese top gear#and goes on patrols where he beats the crap outta ppl and then doesnt remember it#DREAM BOY#and then he's big hero later#anyway#caitie post#gen
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Ahahahaha can’t wait for the Monday sneak peaks XD I’m about to bite my tongue off
HoW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE THE NEXT THREE DAYS
This show is seriously going to be the death of me idk what to do with myself rn
Update: AND NOW CONFIRMED ALTERNATE REALITY BUCK TOO ?????? So much is happening I can’t keep up omfg WE NEVER LOSE
#buddie#911 fox#911 on fox#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 spoilers#the hits just keep coming#i’m never gonna recover from this#ever#cackling and screaming like an evil person#every time I think about this show ending eventually I die a little inside#I’m unhinged#more memes because seriously I’m not okay
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i know what i have to do but i don’t know if i have the strength to do it
#this is the vibes i had as he started to walk away from them#and he did#he did have the strength to do it#cuz he was willing to do anything for them#for mobius for sylvie for his friends#and i don’t think i’ll ever recover from that#loki#loki laufeyson#loki series#loki show#loki season 2#marvel#disney#disney+#tom hiddleston#lokius#sylki#mobius#mobius m mobius#sylvie#sylvie laufeydottir#mcu#marvel cinematic universe
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this isn’t adult ahsoka. this is the face of little snips from clone wars looking at her master for the first time in forever
#i can only see young ahsoka here 🥺#the way her voice softened when she said anakin 😭#hello snips 😭😭#episode 5 will destroy and heal me#she hasn’t seen anakin’s face since the clone wars CRIES#will i ever stop talking about this no#will i ever recover from this no#dave filoni is my hero#snips and skyguy#ahsoka tano#anakin skywalker#star wars#ahsoka show
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the most heartbreaking thing about the finale episode was not sir pentious dying- it's the fact that he died and went to heaven, which means the hotel worked. but no one knows it worked. it worked, but they all think hes gone forever.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin Hotel Spoilers#I have had 6 hours of sleep everyday for a week#and this is not helping#I am truly never recovering from this show ever#I haven't felt this crazy about a show since ducktales ended#sir pentious
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old art <3
#gintama#sakata gintoki#katsura kotarou#elizabeth#gintama elizabeth#manga#anime#fanart#digital art#art#my art#old art#procreate#eeeuurmm#not solely katsura focused but hes still the star of the show..#this is the best katsura ive ever drawn#i looooove how he looks still#i love u ! freak..#pathetic attempt at a background too but i was sooo in love i did it for him#happy birthday katsura kotarou from hit shounen anime and manga gintama#i hope you never recover from your brain damage you FREAK!!!
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HERE IT IS. my second favorite snw tweet
#like its WILD. i don’t think i’ve ever seen such a clear cut case where like.#the writers desperately obviously want to make it so so queer#but the studio is doing SOMETHING that’s making it the most loudly in-your-face aggressively straight trek thats ever existed#(at least that ive seen)#to the point it’s detrimental to everything else abt the show#f: star trek#trek: shows#trek: snw#t.txt#I WONT COMPLAIN ANYMORE I PROMISE LMAO. i do like the show but ive taken a break from watching it#i need more time to recover between episodes#also my first favorite snw tweet is saying basically the same thing i said here but they had a mark.06 icon. hi pot its the kettle
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I can say nothing to justify this. A redraw
#petyr baelish#littlefinger#game of thrones#petyr x sansa#got#creepyshipping#petsa#i literally dont know if thats still their ship name#at least it was 8 years ago 💀#yea so i'm currently rewatching this shitshow and i still loved it thill s4#till*#and i was like... yea well i guess i'll need to redraw an old picture i did ;/#i will never recover from what they did to petyr in the show#yes girlies i know that he deserves to die but this was just the biggest pile of horeshit ever#AND I JUST REALIZED THAT I HAVE THIS ICON ON TUMBLR FOR LIKE 7 YEARS 💀💀💀#i will die on this hill#i will now crawl back into my hole and perish goodbye
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hot take: hannibal is an avatar of the flesh please debate
#tma podcast#tma#the magnus archives#mag#hannibal#nbc hannibal#at this point i see the fears everywhere#send help#or not#i don't think i will ever recover from either of these shows
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Hear me out (or don't... it's fine I'm just venting and mean) yeah um I don't believe Chakotay was saved in Prod*gy s2.
#the 'time travel' makes no sense when you think on it. What happened to Prime Chakotay? He got killed they showed that.#At the end s1 Janeway finds an 'alternate chakotay in an alternate timeline' and that's the one they go and get#we saw the original get merc'd in the message. That ACTUALLY happened. Lmao.....#They didn't prevent THAT death because they didn't go to THAT Solum with the Infinity and stop it from happening#instead it was 'ALTERNATE#' implying other.#OG Chakotay wasn't taken over by the alternative one either nothing suggests that was the direction for him in s2#they didn't do anything like 'well you see chakotay because at the end of s2 when we converged timestreams you have merged with your other'#if they did want to recover the original from s1 then keep that clear instead of being convoluted dont use an alternate timeline wtf#instead the plot was focused on gywns stupid fucking paradox plot and her being fixed#chakotay was the one in a paradox too did that not matter nah dw about it he had to die for this outcome or someshit lmao why#In the extended message given to admiral janeway it shows him clearly getting left behind and surrounded. Sadly no one intervened.#I dont understand why they couldnt have just made s2 about his rescue alone IF they took their time it wouldnt be so difficult#to follow#above that the one they rescued was ruined by the 10 year gap so he wasn't 'saved' at all. God i hate s2 when you break it apart#I dunno the more i look at s2 Janeway and Chakotay the more upsetting it is. Janeway would NOT have settled for an imposter.#everyone going goo-goo gaa gaa over s2 but it's sloppy af imo and undermines a huge portion voyagers struggles#id really like them to flatly lay out their ideas because literally nothing ive heard explains the story or choices of s2 with conviction#instead it's oh clap for wesley or the new vulcan and other references yay#describe to me your timetravel clearly and i'll happily take a seat on it (there is still other crap stuff mind you)#this is the most repressed shit i my head i swear#im angry because s1 is so clearly mapped out to a brilliant degree and for whatever reason it's not in s2#i can see through it#insultingly people are eating it up and claiming it's better than ever nah dawg embarrassing#there are nice ideas inside s2 but they arent adequately rewarded#it doesnt compare to the timetravel in other trek because they kept it clear#i mean it could have been an interesting parallel to endgame but in the end janeway didnt even rescue him lmao they dropped her#why bother building up this mission only for her to give up and go 'i'll hand it over because im told to'. Janeway had fuck all this season#let alone settle for not fixing her own timeline and her own friends deadly circumstance dw just grab another one from the shelf i guess#the emotional fallout was absolutely missed because they didnt elaborate on anything. Plenty of show but no substance from the characters
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I can’t believe they ended the umbrella academy season 4 with I think we’re alone now. They do not deserve I think we’re alone now.
#i think we’re alone now#the umbrella academy#tua season 4#season 4 tua#tua s4#tua#tua spoilers#absolute DOGSHIT#I’m genuinely so mad#I’m also about to cry#because like yeah it was bad writing#yeah I hate what they did with five and Lila#but do you know how absolutely shitty it makes me feel?#to still be in the same DECADE as when I first wanted to kill myself#to still be in the same week as the last time I thought about killing myself#to have had thoughts#suicidal thoughts#to kind of recover from that mindset#like I’m not quite there but im better#and then have a show I love so fucking much#end with the main characters erasing their existence#and then treating that as a good thing?#like yeah tragedy it was inevitable what the fuck ever they’re not playing this as a tragedy#they’re playing it as a foregone conclusion#the correct conclusion the right way for this to end#they framed it like they weren’t supposed to exist and the way to fix that is to stop existing#fuck that#fuck you tua season 4#genuinely fuck you so hard
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my absolute fave thing to read in punkflower fics is lovesick puppy hobie brown
cool-as-a-cucumber hobie overthinking miles' every move, leaving lingering touches on him, longing glances thrown his way
certified BAMF hobie hanging by a doorway or window just a second too long before leaving miles
"skinny-hot" hobie refusing to believe someone as ✨️cool✨️ as miles would be into someone like him
badass punk hobie just yearning and pining and practically draping himself all over miles in desperate attempts but then pulling back all scared when anyone even hints that they should get together
god, i need pining lovesick loser hobie like AIR rn 😭
#mine#punkflower#spiderverse#can yall tell i am Not Normal rn#COOL HOT BADASS FUNNY HOBIE JUST!! *clenches fist* JUST!!! just fuckin swooning#like a victorian lady whenever miles does Anything#i mean do yall SEE the way he pays attention to and looks at miles in the movie?#i am unwell. i will never be able to emotionally recover from this#just... god. i love it#hobie brown spider punk just trailing after miles#joking with him and wrapping him up in all of the clothes he can manage to bring#practically screaming silently for miles' attention at every moment#showing off a lil bit when theyre swinging#dont get me wrong hobie is a very very cool guy. when miles isnt there#miles: shows up#hobie: immediately turns into the worlds biggest clumsiest clown to ever exist#miles: smiles#hobie: crashes into 2 walls a telephone pole and falls over a fence#bonus points if miles literally has zero clue the entire time#bc like obviously miles KNOWS hobie is ridiculously hot. this is canon#but SURELY someone like hobie has nooooo interest in him whatsoEVER right guys? …right? ahaha#IDIOTS the both of them#idiots in love#this is a trope i will never tire of ever#also the skinny-hot comment is a reference to the official atsv script#LOOK IT UP IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY#it is filled to brim with homosexuality and plenty of funny ass lines of miles being jealous#but miles my boy. my baby boy#look at me#you need not be jealous of hobie. YOURE the one in the middle of the love triangle NOT GWEN
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#ppl judge me constantly but no one understands that#im a person who is at most a third wheel. im in the way#im never the first choice. never even the 2nd option lol.#i have NEVER dated or even been asked out on a date. no one has flirted with me#im 25 yrs old and a lover girl at heart but i have never even experienced a date#or a kiss. it's normal that some ppl havent had sex or a relationship but they had their 1st kiss in 4th grade 💀#ppl dont understand what that feels like it seems like.... most ppl i talk to or tells me things abt this#or that i should 'love myself or' whatever#have all dated or are dating or have had sex or been in a relationship or been flirted with#sorry but u cannot possibly understand what it's like to be 25 and not having experienced any of that#for me it's more like... i was completely ignored while a group of boys flirted with my friends#and at the only party i was at a guy joked to his friend that he should kiss me and an entire group of guys laughed at me 🧍🏻♀️#i was like... i havent even asked im just standing here bc my friend wanted to go 🙃🙃🙃🙃#or the boys in my class said i was repulsive and wanted to throw up looking at me... 😔🌧💔#and sorry but like someone having seen three pics of me where i've put effort into the angle and some light flattering editing ..#cant know what i look like irl... being ugly and grotesque and hideous is smth that has been such a big thing in my entire life#maybe it's also why when i had this crush it got so much bigger and more intense bc i talked to him withou any ANY ANY at all#thoughts that he could ever ever be even slightly or remotely interested in me. and then he was.... biggest shock of my life#how could someone i liked so much ..... show interest in... *me*?#but the fear of even the smallest chance that he'd be seeing me irl and ..#finding me repulsive and ugly and grotesquely hideous .. the fear of that got so big#bc if that'd happen.. i think i'd actually curl up into a ball and die#i would never recover from that. it's bad enough when that guy i didnt even like said yeah you're ugly haha after i sent him a pic 🧍🏻♀️
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dean covered in grime grinning maniacally and saying "yippiekayeemotherfucker" before blasting a grenade launcher straight into a wall of concrete is my gender
#god i wish they could swear on the show#i dont know if ill ever recover from the grief of knowing that we couldve witnessed the gliry that would be dean cursing#supernatural#dean winchester#supernatural season 12#spn#supernatural first watch through#my post#dean studies#dean
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