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[thelifeoflorna]

~14/9/2022~ Writing this in the dark from my garden as can’t stand the sight of the inside of my flat any longer! I do seem to have turned a bit of a corner today (day 9) with covid (touch wood). Positive line on the LFT was slightly fainter this morning and I felt a bit better overall. I seemed to be up for focusing on self care in the morning - plaited my hair, did my eyebrows, and even did some nail art! I still have no appetite, though decided to force myself to eat at each meal time today rather than relying on my supplement drinks as my stomach is doing fairly okay with solid food now - Bella was pleased to have a spaghetti bolognese plate to clean up after dinner! In the afternoon I managed to do some work - mainly admin stuff, including creating a template for writing my appointment notes, which I’m hoping will help me cut down the amount of time I spend notewriting and duplicating notes. Have really been struggling with my mood throughout the day :( - the isolation is really starting to get to me - I think because no one has been able to come in during the evenings this week. I also feel as though the trauma response to being unwell is starting to come out, as well as desperately hoping I test negative by Friday so I can go to parentals as landlords are having a party in their garden at the weekend, which we desperately need to avoid. I suppose all of this is probably a sign that I am improving physically - that I’ve got the energy to be anxious and fed up about things. I went out for a walk this evening - made it to the further away park - new method of one putting mask up to pass people definitely worked better in terms of managing breathlessness. Very much hoping the end is in sight… 🦄 #instadaily #instablog #update #mentalhealth #dissociativeidentitydisorder #cptsd #autism #traumarecovery #edrecovery #anxiety #chronicillness #disability #pots #potsie #dysautonomia #positivevibes #recovery #southovergrange #lewes #nature #naturelove #natureseeker #summer #wildflowers #flowergram #wildmeadowsgarden #flowers #naturesperfection (at Southover Grange) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cif7OwHKFyOY_PozBiQJRJBadkDDiYvkPSIKmA0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=