#why tumblr keeps upsetting me

[sinceramentetua]

when I say I’m not interested in a post it means I don’t want to see that post nor similar ones, thank you

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible

[sighssss]

i’ve had such a strong urge to be self destructive lately and it’s getting harder to ignore

[redwhortleberry]

complaining !

[codecicle-archive]

wanted to apologise for possibly being someone who fucked up ur tl with 18+ slime posts (coming to grips with how tagging works on this here webbedsite!) please take my sincerest (anonymous) apologies ur a cool goober 🙏

ay man it's alright!! really!!! i understand most of the 18+ people are coming from websites like twitter or tiktok so they don't quite understand how it functions :-) if you ever need a tutorial or any help with understanding the culture here, shoot me an ask! it's insanely different from other social media and i completely understand its weird to adjust to and navigate. peace and love + have fun with your slimeposting ✌️

[sadgirlautumn]

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[helielune]

i really miss old internet when logout buttons weren't like. hidden underneath three menus and two sidebars. idk.

[kerosene-saint]

do you ever feel like everything is wrong but nothing is wrong like wtf is this brain what are you doing you okay up there dude you need a juice box or something want sum appy slices what do you need what is wrong

[caruliaa]

no offence but why are all the solutions to issues caused by trauma therapy. what if i Cant do that right but still want to not be like this.

[freezer-bird]

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[homocidalpotat]

Please do not send me asks for donations

Here's why (for if you find that statement impossible to understand):

I have NO money to give you.

I'm not popular enough that I will give you any reach.

I am a minor, and most of my followers/mutuals are too.

It makes me feel extremely guilty.

Seeing pictures of injuries or hospitals etc are triggering and/or upsetting for me. These pictures often have blood, gore, extreme medical situations, hospital environments, etc. I'm not saying I don't feel sympathy for them, I'm saying I do not want to see that.

They are always worded in a way that makes me feel like I am a murderer if I don't donate.

I said I don't want them, and my boundaries should be respected. They make me feel uncomfortable, and sometimes triggered or upset.

I can't tell what is a bot/scam and what isn't. Yes, I know most of them are not, or whatever it is you believe, but I don't have the time to do a full study of each asker.

I get a lot of spam from this. It is disappointing to see 10 new asks in my inbox just to be the same ask for donations over and over.

Please, just respect the fact that I have said this.

If you want this in your pinned post, please don't credit me. You can copy the words or take a screenshot with my username cropped out. You can reblog this but please don't go on about how awful your experiences have been. I get it, but also if you spiral two much you might end up accidentally saying something bad. This post has led to a lot of hate anons and harassment, so I would rather not have too much attention. Thanks...

I am pro Palestine and want to do everything I can to help but I'm not financially or mentally well enough to do much. I'm not in support of these people dying. Also, this post isn't just about Palestine. It's about ALL asks for donations. I'm not doing favouritism or racism. I just can't deal with it. Don't harass me for expressing boundaries. This post applies to people of all nationalities and backgrounds. Every situation- war, poverty, injury, anything. I'm not discriminating. I'm not being a zionist or a racist or an ableist. It's a boundary.

Yes, this post might seem controversial. But I did literally make this for my own personal experience and didn't expect it to get more than 12 notes or so. Don't add opposing views because quite frankly, it's none of your business. It's not my problem and I didn't mean for this post to get so many notes. Don't use the number of notes as an excuse to fight me. I just want a peaceful Tumblr experience. Also, if you are reblogging this, don't trauma dump. I keep notifications on for this post so that I can block people harassing me before shit escalates, so I can see every reblog. You can screenshot and repost if you want to talk about your problems, but honestly its no better seeing people saying "I'm bankrupt and I just got kicked out by my family. I also have a history of abuse and those images are so triggering that I want to die". That doesn't help me. Make your own post to say that. Please.

I am taking this post off private after slightly modifying it. Any conflicting arguments based on this post will result in my blocking and reporting of you. If you do not understand my point of view, make sure you fully read the post before saying this. I made this post for my blog. If you have any questions or don't understand this post, send me an ask that is composed, calm and polite, and I can talk it through with you.

Please note that by sharing this post, you are more likely to be targeted by bots and scams. You are also more likely to be harassed. Please be safe.

[kavehayati]

Smh.

first of all I can’t tell if I have the right to be mad about something

second of all, I seriously don’t know what to say. About so many things. But rn I’m just idk I can’t rlly breathe lololol everyone keeps arguing with me, and as time goes on it’s hurting my heart sm. Like it can’t stop beating and it feels oddly reminiscent of the incident in 2018. I also can’t get ppl to care sm lol? Idk everything feels so strange rn. And to top it off, donna. Donna Donna Donna. I give up yk ? Truly give up. Everywhere I go, she’s there. She is with every mutual I befriend. Why?????!!:$382@:/‘ literally why. I’m so unpopular. Nobody knows me. Yet you find a way to one of the only people who do. What? You’re gonna take the other friend I have away from me? Aren’t you done with freaking **** aka fruitloops? Istg I literally cannot breathe anymore. You took the most important one now she’s always ignoring me. Now you’re taking my second bestie. Ik how pathetic this sounds. How bad I’m getting worked up over some dumb girl online. But to what end? LITERALLT when can I have my own friend that doesn’t get stolen. Please, I genuinely cannot breathe like this anymore. I can’t keep crying every day like this I shouldn’t be crying every day. This is so unfair. BEYOND unfair… I had over 1k followers yet nobody rlly gave a damn yk …. Yet I think she might have less since she just started yet she has so so so so so many people who ACTUALLY interact with her. Please. Can’t I have one person? One singular person. You’re literally gonna be the reason I off myself atp. because not only is she taking those friends away, I feel like nobody is talking to me that much anymore to begin with in general. Not to mention that I’m quite literally very suicidal rn so this makes things literally fatal atp. I literally do not know what to do anymore. I should just accept it I’ll be nothing compared to her. Fuck I’m literally gonna throw up.

[definitelynotnia]

had a mini breakdown but thankfully my boyfriend handled it (idk how he does it but he's very good at it) and now I'm feeling relatively better

i love this man sm T-T

[thankyouforreadingmyusername]

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[salemlunaa]

୨୧٭˚ You’re reaffirming failure ୨୧∘˚

you’re the one perpetuating a reality you don’t want

୨୧∘˙PART I | why are you so sure you’ve failed?

“i always fall asleep when i try and induce pure consciousness”

“i’ve tried to apply but it doesn’t work”

“i get symptoms then nothing happens”

who’s to say that’s true? your subconscious, the only thing you should be worried about, can’t see or hear that you fell asleep last night, your subconscious mind follows whatever you say.

so if the 3d isn’t real how do you know that “you always fail”, what is your evidence of the fact that you always fall asleep. It’s the 3d, in the 3d you fell asleep and woke up in unfavourable conditions. That’s the only reason you have that assumption. So by complaining and whining you reaffirm the reality where you never induce pure consciousness and that becomes fact.

୨୧˚∘EXAMPLE | The A and B analogy

Let’s say Person A and Person B are trying to induce pure consciousness and in the 3D they both fall asleep

- PERSON A goes on tumblr and likes and reblogs self deprecating posts about how they never manage to induce pure consciousness and they hate themselves for falling asleep. They go and complain to bloggers in DMs and asks

“I’ve been standing firm and applying and i just fall asleep”

“i have school/work resuming soon and if this keeps happening i won’t manifest my dream life and im gonna be so upset”

when they say that, they are correct

- PERSON B chooses not to let it get to them. They stand even firmer

“what are you even talking about, i’m a master at inducing pure consciousness and never fall asleep, i have my dream life im so happy”

“i’m not worried about circumstances hitting me, matter of fact, what circumstances, im a god when i say i have my dream life, i have it!!”

when they say that, they are also correct

- And with common sense, you can tell me who is going to induce pure consciousness and manifest their dream life and who is going to be keeping loablr warm till 2030

∘˚୨୧PART II | watch what you’re saying

what your subconscious can’t see won’t hurt it

what your subconscious can’t see won’t affect anything

so last night where you supposedly “fell asleep” doesn’t have to be true if you say it isn’t

seeing the 3D as solid proof is where you go wrong

why is the 3D your reference point?

You are “I AM” whether in the state of pure consciousness or not. You can have everything now if you just decide, don’t let the 3D, which is only a mirror, brake your mind

your subconscious mind only knows what you feed it, your 4D only consists of what you feed it. Your reality only produces what you feed it.

So stop saying you always fall asleep, you don’t.

Stop saying you hate waking up in your unfavourable circumstances, you don’t.

Stop saying all you get is symptoms, you induce whenever you feel like it, it’s first nature to you.

Some of you are perpetuating, solidifying and affirming that you fail, it’s like you’ve given yourself a horrible fate already. Why?

🫐🍨 flip your thoughts, it’s all you need to do for that success story

[swisshope]