#why is Gian so mad

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Suneo is gonna die

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𝑫𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖?

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𝐷𝑟����𝑏𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛!! 𝑆𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑚 🎺🎺

𝙸𝚗𝚏𝚘: 𝙵𝚎𝚖!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛, 𝚌𝚞𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚛𝚎𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚖𝚒-𝚊𝚋𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝, 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚑𝚢𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕/𝚟𝚘𝚌𝚊𝚕, 𝚍𝚎𝚏 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝚋𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜 😅, 𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚈/𝙽 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙻/𝙽, 𝚢𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐

——— 🚔🚨🚓 ———

-Your boyfriend wasn’t the best man and you knew that. That didn’t stop you from loving him. You just learned that sometimes you needed to love him from a distance, to save yourself heartache.

-When he got mad, he got mean.

-It was your 3 month anniversary. It’s cheesy and embarrassing to celebrate such a short time together you know.

-It’s also your first ever relationship and your hoping to maybe even have your first kiss by the end of the night. If things get risqué that is 😉 (lmao)

-You were so excited and blinded by love in fact, that you even got said boyfriend a bouquet. A candy bar one. A gorgeous lily bouquet caught your eye but you know he’d flip his lid over you insinuating he’s a feminine man

-You pull up to the gate, full of smiles. Of course you were, how were you supposed to know that a base trespasser escaped in the exact make and model of the car you were driving not even 15 minutes before?

-Of course you don’t question it when the guards greet you confused before buzzing you in, not even asking for your credentials

-You didn’t question it because that had to mean that your boyfriend talked about you so much, his buddies are able to recognize you!

-You park at what looks like the main building and climb out of the car, smiling brighter than ever before. He must tell all his friends how much he loves you, how much he misses you when he’s on base and he also has to show them lots of pictures. How else would they recognize you?

-The pep in your step is paused as a man taps you on the shoulder.

-‘Hello luv, were you by chance drivin tha’ car right there?’ A kind eyed man asks, pointing at your car. You answer in the affirmative, happiness never leaving your eyes.

-He tells you to follow him real quick and oh gosh! I wonder if Chad has a surprise for me!?!?

-Your joy begins to fainter as your lead from the big building to a smaller, run down one. All concrete with minimal windows and lots of rooms

-Your led to a room towards the back and step in. Confused, you try to turn and question the nice man when you’re shoved into a chair. The gift and your bag are torn from your hands and thrown to the wall.

-In-front of you is not in fact the nice man. No he’s standing in the corner staring at you, accompanied by a man with mutton chops and one with a Mohawk.

-The only thing you can see clearly on the man who is in-front of you, are his eyes. Stark white against the eye-black and balaclava

-‘Who are you?’

-‘Y/N’ his stare somehow becomes meaner. ‘L/N’

-‘Ok, Y/N L/N. Wanna tell us how you got out and then tell us why the hell you came back?’

-‘Haha…… is this some joke from Chad? Cause it’s not very funny. Can you just tell him I don’t wanna joke around right now, I just wanna see him after-‘

-The man’s large hand slams down on the table with force that shouldn’t be humanly possible. All feelings are now replaced with fear. So much fear in-fact that your eyes begin to tear up.

-Growing up, your dad had a habit of getting mad at you when you did/got something wrong. His reaction brought you right back to being 8 years old again.

-‘Do you think this is some fuckin’ joke? You snuck onto this base and attempted to break into the armory. Is that fuckin’ funny to you? Are you that dumb?’

-Fear grips you and all you can do is repeat the same mantra from your childhood. ‘I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it. No sir I don’t.’ Over and over, tears streaming down your face.

-Growing up you learned that the easiest way to get out of trouble, was to agree and apologize. To just get it over with.

-The giant masked man continues to berate you as you just cry and apologize. It continues for several seconds till one of the men in the corner, a new one, steps in.

-‘Hey si, lay off her fer a sec. She looks pretty terrified. Are we even sure it wa’ her, wasn’ the description o' a bigger 6'2 man, nae a 5'8 bonnie lassie.’

-The living shadow seems to suddenly snap out of whatever trance he was in and truly looks at you.

-Wide and scared… no… terrified eyes stare at him, full of tears. Apologies still falling from your lips seemingly not noticing he stopped questioning you almost a minute ago.

-Not sure what else to do he’s about to turn to the one man who would but he’s beaten to the punch.

-‘Hi luv, can you take a breath for me? Good now another one.’ His Captain says, crouching down to your level. ‘Do you mind if we help you walk. There seems to have been a misunderstandin’ and I wanna get you looked at. Make sure you aren’t hurt anywhere.’

-Still petrified in fear and not wanting to do anything else wrong, you nod weakly and allow him to support your as the mohawk man guides the 5 of you to the infirmary.

-About 60 feet from the stark white building a familiar voice calls out your name. Turning toward the voice, you see your knight in shining armor coming to your rescue.

-The men though, they see a furious ball of anger, one that looks like it wouldn’t stop for anything. Not even the fragile Bonnie little bird they were currently transporting.

-‘Are you fucking kidding me?? What happened?’ He yells as he gets closer. You look at him, drunk on appreciation and happiness.

-You’re glad he’s willing to step up for you even against four terrifying men. Your so love stuck that it takes you a few seconds, after Chads’ reached your little group, to realize he stopped in-front of you. He was yelling at you?

-‘Wha-?’

-‘Are you kidding me? Wow, you’re such a little bitch, I can’t have one damn thing in my life without you trampling all over it! Now you’re here EMBARRASSING Me?! How the hell did I get stuck with such a shitty girlfriend!’

-‘Chad? What are you-?’

-‘Yea chad, who th' fuck dae ye think yer yelling at? Aye know yer nae yelling at this wee birdie. If you are, then we're goin’ tae hae some big feckin' problems.’

-Mohawk man steps between you and your supposed ‘beloved’ boyfriend. The masked man standing beside him, fully blocking you from view.

-Your eyes begin to drip again as you try to listen to the angry exchange of words. You’re interrupted by a gentle hand grabbing your chin and turning you towards the kind man from before. His thumb comes up and wipes the tears away.

-‘Okay luv, let’s get you inside yea? Let LT and Soap deal with that asshole.’

-‘He’s not an ass*sniffle*hole. He’s my *choke* boyfriend.’

-‘Ex-boyfriend luv, ex-boyfriend.’ The man called Captain murmurs as you’re led through the doors.

-Unknowingly, the men that scared you shitless not even 10 minutes ago. Are the same ones that will soon show you how to live a happy life. A truly happy one.

——— Hope y’all enjoyed! ———

[apiag]

My Life Journey From Childhood to Adulthood

Hello everyone I am gian cristel apiag, 18 years old. The story of my Life I have a very fulfilling feeling about what I have been able to accomplish in my life so far. Before my family is so close to many kids, that's why I'm so friendly. I want our house full of kids, so that I have friends to play with. So everyday we played so many games like bahay-bahayan or family roleplaying games, and so we played we cook a rice into the can of milk and our viand is dried fish and we are happy for that. And one time my cousin is cooking a rice and my other cousin put a salt and nips on it, she told us when we put salt and nips we don't needed a viand. So when my older cousin taste it she is so angry because it taste like spoiled rice, and that was the only rice we bought because we don't have enough money, and if we get rice from our house our mother would get mad because they think that we're just playing the rice. And the other day we played again and their is a sofa that my mother throw it away because its broke, and we open the sofa and there is a lot of sacks, so we get it and make a house. When we are done making the house (we make a house with a second floor using a chairs and fly wood) so we played and we slept at the second floor, and when my cousin(boy) is coming with his friends he sat on the chair were we put the flywood to make a second floor, and then he pulled the chair so we fall and he just laughing with his friends and they sing the hala nahulog song, so I get mad. And so, I get a lot of rocks and throw it to them and they cried. So my mother get angry because why were so noisy, so she told me to get inside of our house and they crashed our play house. And many weeks had pass, we have a neighbor that has no TV so my mom let them get inside of our house to watch. And also we have a tree of a guava and the brother of our neighbor climb and get some guava and I ask him if can I have some because I dont know how to climb, and he told me no. And so what I do is I get his slippers and throw it away and shake the tree of the guava hahaha.

And when I get older we did not play a bahay-bahayan anymore, what we play is hide and seek. And we play it at night to make it interesting because it's so hard finding a person at night and also it so scared because it's so dark. And many days we played I getting fall in love with one of my friend, but sadly the one I crush on is have a crush to my cousin. So I did not play with them anymore. I only standby in our house and watch movies. Many years have past and I get older, zia(my cousin) always took us at the mall and eat Jollibee and also she bought us dresses or anything. And also there is a time when I was a kid we make fun of my cousins hair because it is bald, so she get mad and we just laughting and he chase us with a big rock on his hands so we ran and my cousins saw a jeep and they climb on the top of it and I'm the last one who climb and I get caught with my cousin climbing the jeep so he pulled my feet so I fall to the ground from the top of the jeep and my right hand got injured so I cried a lot .Sadly my mom and dad is in the market so my cousins call my dad,so my mom and dad rushed home because they told them that my arms got injured. And they make joked that my hand would cement and put tiles on it so I cried even more. But thankfully it is just a lame, so we went to Lola Carmen to massage my hand.

Time flies when I was in grade 7 I met a lot of people and they become my best friends, and we got a very nice and generous teacher, because every salary of our teacher she free us a snack. And we are very thankful that she is our grade 7 adviser. And when I turned grade 8 I met new people I had 5 best friends, with them I tried going to the beach and going to the mall without my parents. And I'm so happy that I tried those things and I always cherish those times and I won't forget those moments. But sadly there is a virus from china that stops our face to face class. And many people lost their job and especially my father. Thankfully we have a neighbor that sells a vegetables and he let my mom sells those so that my mom can provide our daily needs during covid. Though my COVID days is a bit fun because my relatives always in our house they always cook there and we will eat together, so that I gained a little bit of weight because there is a lot of food those times. And when face to face class are back I was already grade 11 and their where I met those 4 monkeys who makes me happy at school and enjoy my teenage years. Everytime we had achievements we eat at fastfoods nor we go to the beach. And I always thank them for completing and makes my teenage years memorable and unforgettable. Though my life isn't that interesting but the time to breathe before advancing further in my future, the difficult moments instead of discouraging me, these moments give me motivation and the necessary energy to move forward. The journey to childhood to adulthood is not something that happens in the blink of an eye but rather within time.

[snowboiwinwin]

Ateez's 9th member: Ivy's relationship with the boys

Hongjoong:

For him it was hard to have yet another member join the group. He knew her from running into her in the practice rooms and he was very friendly with her, it was just a lot of pressure on him already and he felt like she added to that. But soon he realized that he can rely on her and that she always has his back. Nowadays they can often be seen hanging out in the recording studio where Ivy tries her best to be his mental support while he produces yet another bop and Hongjoong is very thankful for that. He trusts her and always needs her opinion on everything. Although she is a cute girl in his eyes he knows that she is awfully honest – which is a blessing and a curse, based on his mood.  She easily became one of his best friends and co-leader.

Seonghwa:

When Seonghwa heard that a new person, a girl, would be joining the group he was so worried. Not for the boys but for Ivy. Will she feel comfortable? Are the boys gonna behave? Does she need her own room? What do you feed her? There are also a lot of books in his room that concern women and what they say vs. what they actually mean, because he wanted to do everything in his power to make her feel at home. He even bought her stuffed animals and flowers for her first day at the dorm. Seonghwa is like a mom to her but he is also the one she goes to whenever she is struggling with herself. He is always there for her just as she is always there for him. True soulmates.

Yunho:

He was so STOKED for another member to join their family. Yunho adored Ivy right away and although he was a little shy at first, he tried showing her affection through actions. For example, he always made sure that she could go to the bathroom first and that the boys were always dressed. He also found out about her favorite snacks and made sure that either him or the boys bought them for her. Ivy noticed all that and rewarded him with her amazing cuddles. When she first started with their daily cuddle sessions, he would blush and be super stiff. But nowadays it’s a ball of limbs when they lay on the couch and giggle like little school girls. Sometimes Seonghwa worries that Yunho thinks Ivy is a ragdoll that he can just throw around (he carries her a lot due to their height difference) but Yunho really is a gentle giant.

Yeosang:

Ivy and him have a special relationship. They couldn’t be more different and yet they get along so well. She sees sides of him that she has never seen before and she sees things in him that he has never seen before himself. Their friendship thrives off making each other feel comfortable and confident. Whenever Yeosang is feeling down about himself, Ivy is right there to give him the confidence boosts he needs and vice versa. She is also the first to stand up to rude people that try to tear her beloved Yeosang down – no one is allowed to mess with him besides Wooyoung. Yeosang admires her positive and outgoing personality and is the most thankful for her being part of the group. Their friendship is seriously so precious.

San:

Another one that shares a very special bond with Ivy. Both suffer from constant self-doubts and worries about their looks. While for San it’s his own thoughts that tear him down, for Ivy it’s the constant reminder of the public and netizens that she is not a picture-perfect idol. Although these two are usually a great pair and share the same struggles, they also clash the most and argue quite frequently. It’s never out of spite or just to hurt the other – Ivy has a short temper and when San talks himself down and insults himself, Ivy gets really mad and protective. She doesn’t allow him talking about himself in such a negative way and due to her short temper she can’t discuss such matters calmly and San takes offense to that. But as quickly as the situation might escalate it gets resolved as quickly and they go back to being best friends.

Mingi:

He reminds her so much of her little brother. That’s why Mingi is constantly babied by her. She adores this giant so much and always makes sure that he has everything he needs and is happy. Ivy was actually the one who pushed Mingi to go on hiatus. She witnessed how much his mental health suffered and she was so worried about him. She accompanied him to every doctor’s appointment and visited him at his family home frequently. This led to his mom basically adopting Ivy as her family lives in Canada and she doesn’t get to see them often. They definitely share a brother-sister bond.

Wooyoung:

They are a very special duo; they annoy each other to the point they want to strangle each other but they also could never live without the other person. Staff and the other members lovingly call them “Tom and Jerry” (and you bet they argue over who Tom and who Jerry is because they are petty like that). Ivy knows that she can rely on Wooyoung though and that he always has her back – no matter how many times he annoys and teases her. Wooyoung also knows that Ivy is a special person that he truly treasures. He especially appreciates how patient Ivy is with him. Although they argue a lot, it takes her short-tempered self a long time to get mad at Wooyoung. She loves him a lot.

Jongho:

Ivy is Jongho’s biggest fan. Whenever he sings, Ivy is sitting front-row if she doesn’t have to perform with him. She is mesmerized by his talent and would give everything to be able to sing like him. Singing is her weakest link hence why she envies Jongho – he makes everything seem so easy. Jongho knows about her struggles and always makes sure to give her extra vocal lessons and helps her improve her skills. Although Ivy is not a top-tier vocalist, Jongho is her hype boy. Once she performed on The Masked Singer and you bet that Jongho gave away her identity by sitting front-row with a sign that said “Ivy-Noona is my best friend <3”.

[aion-rsa]

MCU Phase 4 and 5: What the Multiverse Means for the Future of Marvel Movies and TV

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This article contains Loki spoilers and potential spoilers for the wider MCU.

The ending of the Loki season finale made one pretty substantial change to the Marvel Cinematic Universe. The introduction of a full multiverse, caused by Sylvie killing He Who Remains, is an enormous shift in the cosmogony of the MCU. And it opens up some fascinating story possibilities for Marvel’s film heroes. So what does the introduction of a full, unlimited multiverse mean for the future of the MCU?

Hopefully, everything. Literally.

There are obvious near-term implications to Loki’s finale. It answered questions that Spider-Man: No Way Home (with its purported multiversal Sinister Six) and Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness asked back when Loki first premiered. Specifically: “What do you mean there’s only one universe?” 

The beauty of time travel is that now, there is and has always been a full multiverse in the context of the MCU. Because whatever Kang War happened far in Loki’s subjective past (because the timelines were left to run wild when Sophie killed He Who Remains), the entire history of the MCU is now potentially subject to retcons as necessary. So the strong implication from Spider-Man: Into The Spider-Verse that that movie and all its various spider-people existed on Earths parallel to Tom Holland’s MCU can now be considered accurate, even though the movie came out years before Loki was even a twinkle in Kevin Feige’s master MCU spreadsheet. 

Time travel is a trip, man. It’s also beautiful. Literally anything is possible now. 

What Does the MCU Multiverse Mean for Marvel TV?

This sort of thing happens all the time in comics. The slang is “retcon,” comics-speak for retroactive continuity, where creators reach into their characters’ pasts to change something that impacts their present. 

Loki’s infinite multiverse sets up the entirety of Marvel history for any number of retcons that the folks in charge might deem necessary. It allows current MCU casts and crews to cherry pick what they liked from old MCU projects and fold them into this new normal. All those times Agents of SHIELD didn’t quite line up with what the movies were doing? The show was on an alternate Earth! Want Ghost Rider back without the TV baggage? Blame it on a Kang!

And grabbing the stuff that worked from old projects means porting in the good actors, too. That means people like J.K. Simmons, the Platonic ideal of J. Jonah Jameson, can continue playing the role across from three different Spider-Men, or Charlie Cox and Vincent D’Onofrio can show up as Daredevil and Kingpin in Spider-Man: No Way Home while Shang Chi and the Legend of the Ten Rings nukes Netflix’s Iron Fist continuity from orbit.   Wondering how Ms. Marvel could potentially deal with concepts from the Inhumans without ever mentioning that disastrous TV show? Now we know. 

Could the MCU Multiverse Retcon Marvel Movies?

This same ability to pick and choose the continuity most appropriate for the story applies to decisions the movies made, too. A full multiverse lets future filmmakers bring back Chris Evans as Captain America or Scarlett Johansson as Black Widow (OK…maybe not ScarJo) without burdening the MCU with yet another time paradox. As far as we’re concerned, pre-Marvel Studios curiosities like all those crazy old live action Marvel TV shows or Howard the Duck or Dolph Lundgren’s take on The Punisher are now officially canon somewhere within the multiverse.  

Phil Coulson could show up in Phase 6 leading a Squadron Supreme (just like in the comics), out for vengeance against the Avengers because they let his Earth 20085 brother die. Hell, if they really wanted to get dirty, Nick Fury could hire Deadpool to kill Coulson in retaliation, like in the comics. Wait, that was Secret Empire,wasn’t it? Never mind, don’t do that. 

Anyway, you get the idea.

The possibilities are as infinite as the imaginations of the writers, limited only by Kevin Feige’s patience/sense of humor. Don’t expect anything too crazy: the time travel solution in Avengers: Endgame was wild, but before Loki, that was far and away the most ridiculous comic book science the MCU had trafficked in. Typical MCU adaptations include much more modest nods to comics’ wackier elements – Eternals pending – like secret societies that had taken over SHIELD or Kurt Russell being Chris Pratt’s dad. So that ultra-maxi series that starts out a movie, moves into a TV show, has a comic tie in that directly crosses over with the show, and wraps up in Avengers 6 that we’re all hoping will come to pass is probably not on the horizon.

The Crisis on Infinite Earths Problem

An infinite multiverse doesn’t just mean possibility. It has a trap built in, too. The biggest multiverse story of all time, probably the one that set the template for future interactions with the concept, was DC Comics’ Crisis on Infinite Earths. That book set the standard for multiversal destruction, collapsing DC’s infinite comics timelines down to one single Earth and one single timeline. Gone were the separate Earths for the modern Justice League and the World War II Justice Society, replaced by one, unified timeline. And while the comic itself was a masterpiece, miraculously balanced by Marv Wolfman and beautifully drawn by George Perez; what it wrought on the DCU was 30 years of explainers why the Green Lantern of World War II still looked 35, or why Batman has only been operating for five years but went through six Robins in that time.  

The cautionary tale here is one of inward looking stories versus expansionary choices. Post-Crisis DC retcons were about fixing problems the writers and editors perceived with the new timeline, and not about telling the best story they could with the characters and continuity they had. This is an easy trap for a new, expanded (but not all the way expanded) MCU to fall into. There are key pieces of the comics that haven’t been ported to the films yet. 

The Fantastic Four

The temptation is likely huge to use this new, beautiful, infinite multiverse to introduce the Fantastic Four and the X-Men to the MCU. That’s probably half of a good idea.

The cosmogony of the multiverse is ingrained in who the Fantastic Four are. Their story begins as explorers of the unknown – Reed Richards, Sue Storm, Ben Grimm, and Johnny Storm are bombarded with cosmic radiation after an unauthorized space launch. That origin is very of the time when they were created, and would probably hit different now when the only unauthorized space launches are led by giant assholes. So why not take a page from the end of Secret Wars and have them get their powers exploring the new multiverse? It makes so much sense to do it that way that one is almost suspicious of this entire retcon. But that doesn’t make it any less cool.

The X-Men in the MCU

While introducing the Fantastic Four to the MCU by saying they’ve been off exploring the multiverse would make a certain elegant sense, if Marvel tried to introduce the X-Men that way, it would be hugely problematic. 

The core concept of the X-Men is the mutant metaphor, the idea that mutants are hated and feared because of who they are. On a completely superficial level, this is nonsense: what’s the difference between Cyclops’ eye blasts and Captain Marvel zapping Kree ships with fist beams? Why are mutants singled out for scorn and bigotry when someone like Doctor Strange has MUCH more terrifying abilities?

The difference is the idea that mutants are humanity’s destiny. There’s no concern that the majority baseline human population is going to someday be replaced by handsome super-soldiers or radioactive Catholic lawyers. But that genetic distinction – the idea that Magneto and Apocalypse and Pixie and Skids all share a distinct identity, while Captain America and Daredevil and Dr. Druid and Tigra do not – creates tension that allows real world out groups to superimpose their struggles onto X-Men comics and makes them infinitely relatable.

As superficially attractive as the idea of plopping the mutants on their own parallel Earth might be (and trust me, this definitely seems like the simplest justification for keeping Hugh Jackman’s Wolverine and Ryan Reynolds’s Deadpool in the MCU while jettisoning anything else that is less appealing for audiences or studio execs), putting the mutants on their own separate Earth strips that struggle from the story and makes them just another cape crew.

Worse, using the multiverse as justification that suddenly mutants are here because they came from a parallel timeline disrespects the marginalized people who identify with the X-Men who, like left-handed people, have been here the whole time. Whether society noticed or not.

The Sony Spider-Man Problem

What keeps me up at night about the new Marvel multiverse is the Spider-Man family. The Marvel/Sony relationship has always been…complicated. 

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While the new multiverse provides creators with endless storytelling opportunities that could expand the Marvel Cinematic Universe, it also sets up an easy out for the studios to separate the Spider-Man movies from the rest of the MCU. Cleaving off the Spider-family movies wouldn’t be great – I don’t need to be reminded of complicated business deals while I’m at the movies. Dedicating all of a future Spidey movie to explaining why Pete isn’t in the master MCU and can’t talk about Iron Man anymore would almost certainly be a nightmare.

But these inward-looking continuity fixes are the types of stories that Marvel, on page and on screen, has generally avoided (before you jump in the comments to shout “CLONE SAGA” please take into account how much work “generally” is doing in this sentence) with its big multiverse stories. Hopefully they’ll keep making those wise decisions going forward.

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[tokoyamisstuff]

How would Bucky react to his girlfriend being really affectionate with another guy? Like touchier to him compared to her other friends, maybe a bit clingy, maybe even sharing inside jokes?

Headcanons for a Jealous!Bucky!

Heya, dear!  💕 Here are your Headcanons. (:

If you like to read more about an insecure/jealous Bucky, just click here, here and here! The first one is basically a Oneshot about exactly what you requested!

First of all: Bucky has never been a jealous type, and it would be impossible for him to talk you out of anything as long as it makes you happy.

Actually, he’s quite relieved at first. Since he knows that he’s lacking in many points of your relationship. So he’s glad that you have found a friend who compensates for that.

For example, he would have phases where he couldn’t stand being touched, not even by you. And he knows just how much you merged in bodily contact.

Even though you made him come out of his shell, he’s still withdrawn to himself. It’s hard to have a proper conversation with him, let alone an ordinary one.

Or the fact that his humor suffered a heavy lot after his time at HYDRA, understandably.

Obviously, he would never doubt your love for him - yet he knows that being with the former Winter Soldier and his PTSD puts a stroll on you, too.

But there was that one thing he just couldn’t get out of his head, bugging him this whole time: Your friend was way better.

No matter how he compared himself to that guy, he’d always come out top. Better looking (well, subjectively spoken), doesn’t have a past full of violence, crime and death, is not mentally ill and especially can fulfill every one of your needs.

With him, you could have a normal future. A family, children even. Was it even possible for Bucky to have something like that, after all that had happened to him? He didn’t know for himself.

And he slowly began to realize just how much you clinged to his newfound rival.

Actually, it was a big misunderstanding - the only thing you had in mind was Buckys wellbeing.

You’d begin to tell him things you wouldn’t bother to tell Bucky, to not burden that already strained man any further. Or go out with him more often to give your boyfriend some space and time alone for himself.

Of course James wouldn’t tell you about his internal troubles. He just isn’t the kind of guy to open up about his feelings that easily, after HYDRA tried to erase every humanity inside of him, and so many people having betrayed him.

So he’d use everything inside of him up to make you his again: Trying to be around you as much as possible or forcing himself to make bodycontact, if only a little (like his hand ghosting over your back or him putting a strand of hair out of your face).

Whenever you’d be around your friend, Bucky would watch you from afar, most of the time flexing his fist, gnarling and giving that guy a gloomy look until he was so intimidated that he’d leave on his own.

But he felt so guilty - how could he want to ruin something that was seemingly making you happy? Neither you nor the man did a bad thing, after all. And you shouldn’t feel bad for having friends as it is totally natural.

James wouldn’t tell anyone about it. Not even Steve. But others would notice how close you and your friend became and start questioning Bucky about the stand of your relationship, only straining him more.

So eventually, things would escalate as he found the two of you cuddling on the sofa while watching Netflix - you having fallen asleep on his lap. You never did this with him.

The only reason why Bucky didn’t beat that man to a pulp was the frightened and confused look on your face as you woke up, seeing your boyfriend as furious as never before.

At first you thought he had become the Winter Soldier again - but when you found out about the true reason for that violent outburst, you’d scold him for behaving that childish. He should know you better than that, and he also knew that you hated it when he was that self-conscious.

Good for him that your friend left the very moment he raised his metal fist at him, mumbling something about “Having no patience to deal with such freaks.”

He thought you to be furious at him - yet you’d make him sit down next to you, holding his hand this whole time while calmly explaining your view on the whole story. Your eyes would never leave his, and they told him you were speaking from the heart here.

Truth be spoken, after he called your boyfriend a ‘freak’, your desire to befriend that guy has disappeared into nothingness.

You’ll probably end that chapter in your relationship with a long night of you consoling him, with Bucky not letting you out of his bear hug for a single second.

After hours of talking while simply lying in each others arms and finally understanding each other better, Bucky will probably say something like “I am a piece of work. But I’ll go to any lenght for you to see me as a friend, not just a lover.”

“I love you, you doofus. You already are my best friend.”

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Just Time To Relax (2/?)

Keith: You might be thinking, Keith? Doesn’t Gian’s room gets locked when he’s out? Why certainly. But it seems that it just so happened to get left unlocked. Huh... Weird. How... Anyway, that’s a dumb condition Gian. Smh. But man, mad respect for these two. 

@ironicscavenger @colourfullsims

[princegiancarlcorderobonita]

WHO AM I?

          Most people know me as Prince but only few of them know my complete name, well my complete name is Prince Gian Carl Cordero Bonita. Some people think I have a siblings because I always have kids around me but actually they’re all my cousins, in fact I’m the only son of my mother and father. The reason why I am the only child of my parents is that my mom doesn’t  want to deliver anymore because of the pain she felt and the last reason I’m a jealous son and I don’t want to have a sibling.

          While I was growing up so fast my grandfather is my only best friend because I’m a house boy and my grandfather always took care of me, he always defend me even when I was wrong, as time past by my grandfather had a cancer and all of a sudden he died, I was really devastated, I mourned in a very young age. I’m used to be a spoiled brat when my grandfather was still alive but they are not tolerating me anymore and I was thankful that they’ve disciplined correctly.

          When I was close at puberty age I still have that spoiled attitude and I’ not really good at socializing, I don’t really know how to start a conversation to other people that why my only friends are my aunties and cousins. I was really trying to get along with other people because when I was young I was not really exposed to other people and having conversation with them.

          My first year of being a teenager is when I was in grade 7, in that year I was really making progress on socializing with people, that year I experienced what it’s like to have a crush on someone, I really tried to be her friend, I tried talking to her when I have spare time, and I’m always trying to get her attention. Few weeks yes we became friends but until the time I confessed my feelings to her our friendship just suddenly was broken, she never talked to me, she never listens to me, and she’s mad at me. And that is my first heartbreak.

          Moving on, I’ve passed grade 7 and I proceeded to grade 8 that’s the year I’ve experienced what it is like to have a relationship with a girl, I was still figuring out how to win a girls heart and gladly I got her. One month has passed we ended up our relationship because of some reasons, I felt heartbreak but I’m not surprised anymore of what I’ve felt because I have experienced it before. After we ended we still became friends like nothing has happened.

          By the time I passed grade 8 I moved up to grade 9, this grading is different in this year I’ve started to be mature, I came closer to God, I’ve started to grow spiritually and mentally I’ve spent most of the time at church activities because in there I can say that I can feel the true happiness, like even when I’m loaded with school activities I still have time to the church but I really don’t feel being tired and I became a church leader, I share the word of God to other people, mostly to children. I’m starting to be closer to God and I make so much of friends and by you say friends like we are open and connected to each other no matter what, and by I said much friends like mostly of the young people here on our barangay. This year is my first time to have a huge social life.

          Until today I’ve continued to serve God, and this year I am not making just friends anymore I’m making now a family, I meant by family is that group of friends that is strongly connected to each other no matter what. This time it is my first time to be attracted or to have a crush to a girl that is a family friend, duet, and actually my crush since kindergarten. After my previous break up I haven’t asked God to have a relationship or to have a girlfriend but by the blessing of God there is a time that we had an activity for our church and we had a practice together, after our practice we had nothing to do so I asked her to have a drink with me and she said yes. By the time we’re at the milk tea shop, I was so speechless and I really don’t know what is going on, my heart beats so fast, my mind was empty, and I have nothing to say. I’ asking myself that why can’t I talk to her when I can talk to other people, I don’t know what I’m going to do! After we had milk tea we decided to head home and we walked along the road, we’ve been walking for hours and talking about the things what pops out to our mind. And finally we arrived at our homes.

          Unexpectedly, when the days have passed after our time together I was still thinking about her, I can’t understand what I’m doing so I asked her out again then she said yes, until I’m asking her more often and we became friends. I was scared to make friends with her because I’m scared to fall in love again. I started visiting her at their house but I realized I’m taking it too fast. There was one series that has a line, “The one that is more in love is the one who is more patient. Because love is all about patients.” That time I’ve realized I must take it slow and to keep our friendship because wrong relationship destroys friendship. I’ve decided to wait a little longer until she graduates college or I graduate high school. I am really willing to wait because I know that she’s worth it.

          To sum it all up, who am I? I’m an only child that is too curious about the world, on what’s going on in it. I’m just a boy who is curious about romantic relationship. I’m a human being trying to do God’s will. I’m just a normal person expressing my feelings, my strengths and weaknesses. I’m a boy that is willing to be a man for the betterment of myself. I’m also trying to be a man so that I can win someone’s heart. I’m a person who is trying to be everyone’s friend. I’m a son who is trying to be a good son. I’m just another being living on God’s will and his plans. And this is who I am.

[valkirsif]

Unthinkable CH 35/???

Word 3200

Warning: nothing

She entered the terminal and see around looking for the flight panels, some people stopped with the phone in their hands probably hoping to see Tom appear too, saw the gate number and went there, passed the backpack and bag in the metal detector and pulled out the phone to show the ticket before sitting down waiting for the boarding call,

¥ I am already at the airport waiting for the flight, see you soon, I should land in Athens at 2 o'clock this afternoon ¥ she wrote to the group

¥ Excellent we go to the beach when we get up, warn when you are in town that we reach you ¥ replied Niko

¥ Well, although I think that I will collapse in the hotel, I had not reckoned with the 10 hours of flight ¥ replied Y/N with a smile, she was standing from 11 in the evening even though could have slept on the plane,

¥ Take a nap while you arrive, just in case we go to the hotel for a refresh before going for a ride ¥ said Marco,

¥ I leave tomorrow morning with Roby and Phil ¥  Gian ¥ How are you getting married? Nervous? ¥

¥ We are already in Skopelos and try to breathe .. everything is perfect as we wanted it! ¥ wrote Jack, the woman laughed to herself if she imagined the tension in her book, they announced her flight and followed the other people on hold, a hostess led to her place and brought her a coffee, found an envelope in her bag while she put out the phone, immediately read the note written with the elegant handwriting of her man

¥ My queen I thought that a boat ride would make your trip more pleasant, I love you ¥ in the envelope there was the number of a mooring outside the city and the name of the boat, still with the sheets in hand turned on the phone again and called Tom,

"Good morning Darling" the man replied cheerfully, "I deduce you have found my gift" he laughed,

"Thomas didn't have to, it's a beautiful gift but it didn't matter, you spoil me too much my king" she answered excitedly,

"I wanted you to appreciate the beauty of the islands and coves with your family .."

"Thanks you are always so thoughtful .."

"Don't you dare say anything" he threatened laughing, even the woman laughed, now he knew what she would say and remained silent,

"I'm already on the plane I'll call you as soon as I land," she said greeting him, the captain said good morning to the passengers, Y/N fastened seat belts and tried to relax by lowering the backrest to get comfortable, shortly after take-off she fell asleep.

She opened eyes when the stewardess called her kindly to get in position for the landing, as she felt weak and out of tune on the way out but was happy to have arrived, turned on the phone

¥ Landed !! See you at the hotel with me? ¥ wrote to his family,

"My love, I just landed, there is a beautiful sun, are you all right?" she asked Tom

"My queen, have fun and don't worry about me, I eat something and I think I'll go back to bed" the man replied laughing, "I'm waiting for the photos"

"Have a good sleep my king, call me so I won't disturb your sleep .. I love you" found a driver waiting for her near the exit, smiled and followed him to the car, luckily it wasn't too flashy,

"Where am I taking Miss?" He asked politely,

"Thanks in the hotel," replied the woman, once she reached destination sent the position to the rest of the group,

"Welcome, Miss Hiddleston, take her to your room," said the receptionist, smiling, gesturing to the elevator boy, "Room 301"

"I'll take your bags, follow me"

"I only have a backpack thanks" she replied,

¥ We arrive in 10 minutes Poppy ¥ wrote Niko

¥ I'll be waiting for you !! Room 301 ¥ answered, the room was beautiful and sunny, the sitting room had the typical Greek colors and looked out onto a terrace overlooking the whole city, went to the room, threw the backpack on the bed and waited for the others.

The reception advised her of their arrival, ran to open the door, Niko and Marco were dressed in the beach, Marco had red skin as always when he was too much in the sun, "

“Welcome!" chirped the woman running to meet him hugging them, "Haven't you learned how to put cream yet?" she laughed

"I did not think he beat so much" Marco laughed back, behind them Simo was smiling almost embarrassed to the woman went up the bile, Niko noticed

"Er" he began, "he joined us on the beach .."

"I imagined," she replied trying to smile, "Come in," said leading the way,

"Wow beautiful room" Marco said looking around,

"I take a shower to get the ol jatlag off me," said Y/N, moving towards the room, "If you want to have breakfast call the room service, for me coffee in rivers!"

shook her head looking in the mirror, it was just a couple of days could do it, she decided not to consider the problem, was with her family and had a boat available she would have fun .. maybe even to make Simo mad with envy, after the shower she felt better, put on the costume and dressed , she heard a knock on the door and joined the others on the terrace,

"Something was missing in the room .." she laughed reading the note attached to the flowers,

"Does it make you find flowers every time you travel alone?" Marco asked in amazement,

"He likes to spoil me, now I'm getting used to it .." she smiled dreamily, ".. and the vices are not over" said mysteriously sipping coffee, the others looked at her waiting but Y/N didn't add anything else, they ate all together

"I ..." Simo said in a low voice, "Poppy .. I want to apologize .. I'm really sorry for what happened ..", the woman stared at him for a second, not convinced at all,

"I don't believe in a single word coming out of your mouth so you can spare yourself the scene for those who believe it," she replied dryly, "I will pretend for nothing for the happiness of the couple but don't expect me to forgive you", even if the man seemed genuinely sorry Y/N knew him well enough not to trust,

“What are your plans for the afternoon? Are you going back to the beach? " churches,

"If it's not a problem for you, we'll go back to tan," Niko replied with a half smile,

"We thought we would visit the city after the wedding"

"No problem .. I thought I was going to get some sun too, I'll take you in the car" said the woman smiling putting on a large hat and taking her bag,

"Aren't you with us?" Marco asked

"It doesn't seem appropriate ..." she smiled closing the door, they went down to the hall

"Miss Hiddleston can I help you?" Asked the girl at the reception,

"Can you call my car please" Y/N replied, the group came out the car was waiting for them, two men got out of a car behind them and joined them, the woman looked at them dumbfounded,

"Miss Hiddleston" said one of the two reaching out to introduce himself, "I am Jason and he is Stefano, we are her bodyguards"

Y/N smiled embarrassed did not expect such a thing, "As an excuse?" She asked thinking had misunderstood, Stefano explained that Tom had hired them to look over her shoulder,

"We will stay away do not worry" concluded the man, the woman looked at the group and explained who they were, Marco burst out laughing

"Hell things get serious," he said getting into the car with the others,

"Where am I taking Miss?" Asked the driver, Y/N turned to Niko

"Let's go to the pier there is a boat every 15 minutes to the beaches" he replied, they left in city traffic.

The city full of life and tourists darted beside them the woman had no idea what she would find waiting for her at the pier, the only boat she had taken as a young girl was a simple rubber boat at the sea, after half an hour the car stopped near the sea,

"Poppy sure you don't want to go with us to the beach?" Niko asked,

"Well actually it's a shame not to enjoy the sea .." the woman replied ".. if instead of rolling on the sand did you keep me company on the boat?" concluded smiling,

"By boat?" Marco replied, "Do you have a boat?"

"Thomas has booked one to let me enjoy the islands and my family as much as possible .. even if I don't know what boat it is, do you go ?!" she laughed, the group accepted and followed her on the pier looking for the boat,

"Oh my god !!" she shouted when they found the right one, the "boat" was a huge yacht anchored at the bottom of the pier, a boy came down the ladder and met her when they stopped,

"Miss Hiddleston?" asked, Y/N nodded in surprise, "Welcome I make your way follow me" he said helping her to board

"Cabbage Poppy when you said boat I didn't think of a floating palace" Marco said laughing, the woman laughed in turn shaking her head, she didn't even imagine such a thing, they walked around, there were 2 bedrooms with bathroom, one internal room and a kitchen complete with a cook, the swimming pool with hydromassage on the deck surrounded by sun beds and a mezzanine with what looked like a large bed covered with colored cushions,

"Next to the mezzanine there is an intercom to call the kitchen, if you need me just press the 2" said the boy before leaving them alone,

"I'd say get comfortable," said Y/N undressing

“Poppy how wonderful, are we ordering something? I'm starting to get hungry, "Niko asked as he lay down, the captain came down to introduce himself

"Hello Miss, I'm Sebastian the captain, we are about to sail your boyfriend has planned an itinerary around the islands"

"Thanks, for today I thought I was enjoying some sun and sea" replied the woman,

“Shall I send for your bags? Do you think you're sleeping on board? ”Sebastian asked

"If possible I would like it!" She replied cheerfully, the captain sent one of the men on board to take her things to the hotel,

"Niko, Marco, why don't you stop to sleep too ?! It will be fun !!" Y/N proposed," In the evening we will bring you back to earth Simo "

"Ok" was his reply, the woman suspected he wanted to say more but did not "Rice joins me after work", the boat took off, ordered lunch, the woman seemed so strange not to cook all together even if she appreciated being spoiled like this, after a couple of hours they dropped anchor in a deserted cove she was about to follow the others in the water she heard the phone ring, it was Rice .. again, she decided to answer by now had spoken and was tolerating Simo could also bear he

"Hi," she said seriously,

"Hey finally answer," Rice replied laughing, "I left you alone but I wanted to talk to you if you let me."

"I'm a bit taken but tell me" Y/N tried not to give in but Rice missed him very much,

"How did the flight go?" He asked to break the ice, they were both clumsy,

"Well, I slept the whole trip" she laughed, "Now we are somewhere in the middle of the sea"

"Are you taking a ride?" Rice asked

"As if Simo hadn't told you .." said more brusque than he wanted, "..Thomas has rented a yacht for me for these days, he wanted us to be all together"

"Listen .. uh .. I'll be at Simo's tonight .." he began "You think you can take some time, you know we have to talk .."

"Ok, when we bring Simo back to the ground you could go up," she replied, they agreed and the woman joined the group in the water,

"Are you all right, Poppy?" Niko asked

"Rice called me, he joins us when we download Simo"

"Oh, do you want us to leave you alone?" He asked

"Nhaaa don't worry there is a lot of space we can put in the living room to talk" she replied nervously, "I'm glad you decided to clarify, it was strange to see you so far" laughed embracing her, they remained to bathe and sunbathe until sunset and they returned to Athens. 

Rice was waiting for them at the dock, Y/N smiled nervously as the boat was moored

"Poppy, let's go down too," said Niko, embracing her "So you two can talk in peace"

"Are you sure?" Asked the woman "I'll call you before going back to the sea" said, embracing them, she reached Rice and they greeted each other awkwardly,

"You're in great shape," Rice said tightly, "The LA air is good for you."

"Thanks," she smiled back, "Let's go to the hotel, would you like me?"

"Sure, I have a lot of things to say to you," he replied, following her to the car, while on the way Tom called her

"Darling disorder?" He asked cheerfully,

"My love, don't say nonsense," she laughed

“How's the cruise going? Do you like the boat? "

"Oh Thomas, everything is perfect, only you are missing" she smiled "We have just returned to the port .. I am with Rice at the moment" said

“You have finally decided to clarify yourself !! I'm glad to hear it" he replied "The situation was wearing you out I hope you will solve it" he said seriously,

"It is a step forward, we are going to the hotel" replied the woman, "We will go back to sleep on the boat, I like being lulled by the waves"

"See you tomorrow my queen, don't be too hard on Rice .. I love you" Tom greeted her, Y/N smiled to herself if perhaps she had been too rigid with her friend even if deserved it, before deciding what to do she would listen to him .

They went up to the room and ordered drinks, the woman felt nervous she really wanted to forgive her best friend but, at the same time, she was afraid that he might betray again, they sat on the sofa on the terrace, Y/N remained silent waiting for Rice spoke first

"Sorry ..." the man began in a low voice

"You are an idiot you know it?" Y/N interrupted

"I realize it and you're right to be angry" he continued "I think your new life has displaced me"

"And it doesn't matter that Chris and I are friends .. or that I don't run anymore when you feel like it .." she replied acidly laughing

"As you said .. I'm an idiot" he laughed relieved "It took me a while to understand that I had done a shit and I didn't know how to let you know since you committed yourself to ignoring me .."

“Do you have a vague idea of ​​how I felt? Should I have pretended nothing and made it go smoothly? In case you didn't notice I changed I am no longer willing to be treated like your toy" she said seriously," You hurt me .. but I forgive you ... I missed you " reached out and squeezed him,

"Oh Poppy I missed you too, I felt lost without my friend" he answered holding her tight, they remained embraced to tell each other the last month in which they hadn't spoken

"... you would have loved Sammy's wedding party, there were a lot of sexy, sweaty and kilted guests" she laughed, describing the games to his friend,

“Don't have any photos? I'm curious to see you in a bridesmaid dress !!" he replied cheerfully, Rice apologized again after telling her how he mediated with the rest of the group in favor of Simo,

"I really thought you were exaggerating before I realized I was just jealous"

"Let's not talk more about partner, everything is forgiven .. at least as far as you are concerned, Simo is another story I don't think I can forgive him and I hope you don't try to make me change my mind" she said seriously looking at him,

"I don't even try, if he did something like me I would have reacted like you, only that you would have supported me .. not like I did with you" he replied as serious as she,

"Are we going to sleep on our yacht tonight?" She asked hopefully

"Of course he did," Rice replied immediately, "I just have to warn Simo that I won't go to him" he got up to call his friend, Y/N took the phone to give the news to Tom

"Are you all right darling?" Asked the man as soon as he replied,

"Yes my king, we solved everything is fine"

"Excellent, I was sure it would end well," he replied laughing, "Darling I was thinking of extending the rent of the boat .."

"Why?" She asked anxiously, "I'm happy to be here and attend the wedding but I can't wait to come back to you"

"Not for you my love, I thought that the couple would have liked a private cruise as a honeymoon" he replied "Do you think it could please him?"

"I'm sure, they put everything in the wedding not thinking about the trip .." she said excitedly, "..Thomas .."

"Then I'll call right before you try to make me change my mind, I know you think it's too much but it's not" he laughed, sticking the phone in her face, Y/N was amazed with the cell phone in hand

“Poppy what's going on? Are you okay?” Rice asked, seeing the expression,

"He slammed the phone in my face," she replied

"Who?"

"Thomas," replied, "I was going to stop him from spoiling me and he closed the call for me." laughed,

"He figured out how to win against you," Rice said, joining the woman, "What other surprise did he reserve for you?"

"Not me, he stopped the yacht for another 20 days as a wedding gift for Franc and Jack" she said

"Typical of Tom, accept your friend's advice .. don't try to change it, you would fail" he laughed

"I really struggle, I admit it," said the woman, shaking her head, "It's something so innate in him that sometimes petrifies me, I'm sure the kids will have fun"

"Tell Niko and Marco that I'll see you at the pier in the meantime I'll call the car" they reunited with the others and set sail, the woman was happy as the day was over, she fell asleep exhausted in Rice's arms, the next morning they would welcome the others to spend the day before the wedding.

[thesportssoundoff]

“Let’s Have Some Fun In The Mornings” UFC in Prague Preview

Joey

February 18th, 2019

It's about that time of year where we start seeing the UFC go to some obscure ass places! The UFC is heading to Prague which is a pretty interesting stop for the organization that seems obsessed with a show on every city in every country in the world at some point. Prague's getting a very European card; a good main event, some good undercard filler but nothing that feels like it has a definitive place in the universe. A lot of this card will be forgotten, probably even before the end of the day. At the same time, some really good European prospects are on here, the main event is superb and there's some fun filler action fights within the fluff. It isn't the sort of card you'll remember three days from now but hopefully for an early morning Saturday hang out, we'll all do just fine!

Fights: 13

Debuts:  Ismail Naurdiev, Joel Alvarez, Klidson Abreu

Fight Changes/Injury Cancellations: 3 (Sam Alvez vs Gadzhimurad Antigulov/Ramazan Emeev OUT, Ismail Naurdiev vs Michel Prezares/Darko Stosic OUT, Klidson Abreu IN vs Magomed Ankalaev)

Headliners (fighters who have either main evented or co-main evented shows in the UFC): 10 (Francis Ngannou, Cain Velasquez, Andre Fili, Jimmie Rivera, Paul Felder, James Vick, Cynthia Calvillo, Alex Caceres, Jessica Penne, Renan Barao)

Fighters On Losing Streaks in the UFC: 2 (Stefan Struve, Daniel Teymur)

Fighters On Winning Streaks in the UFC: 6 (Thiago Santos, Jan Blachowicz, Petr Yan, Michel Prezares, Rustam Khabilov, Carlos Diego Ferreira)

Main Card Record Since Jan 1st 2017 (in the UFC): 24-15

Jan Blachowicz- 4-1 Thiago Santos- 7-1 Marcos Rogerio De Lima- 2-1 Stefan Struve- 0-3 Michal Oleksiejczuk- 0-0 Gian Villante- 2-3 Liz Carmouche- 1-1 Lucie Pudilova- 2-2 Jon Dodson- 2-2 Petr Yan- 3-0 Magomed Ankalaev- 1-1 Klidson Abreu- 0-0

Fights By Weight Class (yearly number here):

Light Heavyweight- 3 (6) Lightweight- 3 (12) Women’s Flyweight- 2 (7) Welterweight- 2 (8) Bantamweight- 1 (8) Heavyweight- 1 (4) Featherweight- 1 (6)

Women’s Strawweight- 3 (4) Middleweight- (4) Flyweight- (4)

2019’s Records We Keepin Track Of:

Debuting Fighters (3-10): Ismail Naurdiev, Joel Alvarez, Klidson Abreu

Short Notice Fighters (2-4): Ismail Naurdiev, Klidson Abreu

Second Fight (11-3):  Chris Fishgold, Damir Ismagulov, Dwight Grant, Michal Oleksiejczuk

Cage Corrosion (Fighters who have not fought within a year of the date of the fight) (3-5): Michal Oleksiejczuk, Polo Reyes

Undefeated Fighters (4-8):

Fighters with at least four fights in the UFC with 0 wins over competition still in the organization (1-2):

Weight Class Jumpers (Fighters competing outside of the weight class of their last fight even if they’re returning BACK to their “normal weight class”) (5-4): Lucie Pudilova

Twelve Precarious Ponderings

1- Number of fights from 2017 onward for the two dudes in the main event: 13/2 = 6.5 fights per dude

Number of fights from 2017 onward for the rest of the main card: 26/10 = 2.6 fights per person

That's normally not that discrepant.

2- There's something really weirdly cool about this main event. It's the best and worst of 205 lbs all at once and I'm kinda enjoying that madness. Thiago Santos vs Jan Blachowicz pits a dude who started 2018 as a middleweight whooping another middleweight who is now fighting for the LHW title. He fights so often and is so much damn fun that he's like an action version of Michael Bisping; winning is amplified because it seems like he always does it and losses are hard to ever dwell on because he's back in there before people realize. His ascension at 205 lbs seems weird until you realize that he's probably equal to Jan Blachowicz's best win too. SPEAKING of Jan, he debuted and wiped out Ilir Latifi and then the UFC decided the next course of action was to throw him in there with Jimi Manuwa and THEN try Rumble Johnson. Rumble fight fell apart (Thank God) and Jan wound up getting decisioned vs Corey Anderson.  He got a gimmie vs Igor Pokrajac that he ALMOST lost then fought Alexander Gustafsson and Patrick Cummins back to back. Four straight wins including a redemption win in an awesome fight vs Jimi Manuwa has gotten him back here. This is a battle between a guy who was rushed and rebounded vs a guy who was flailing at 185 lbs then realized he could just beat up on a bunch of dudes at 205 lbs if he wanted to. I'm with it.

3- Imagine not wanting to see Thiago Santos vs Jon Jones. It may last a round but it'd be worth the price of admission.

4- Stefan Struve co-main eventing in 2019 is proof that the co-main event down doesn't matter anymore.

5- The true co-main event is Petr Yan vs John Dodson although I have questions about said fight. In all truthfulness, this fight should be at the top of the helm just under Blachowicz vs Santos. My guess beyond just genuine concern about yet another bantamweight decision in a big fight is that they sort of realized that this fight is inherently risky for Yan and don't want to put him in the co-main spot just to have Dodson 29-28 him. The counter argument would be "Well then why book him with a spoiler?" but I guess they figure they'd get that out of the way first before they move onto bigger and better things? Hopefully?

6- We're about to get our once a year Liz Carmouche fight and it's a pretty damn good one with Lucie Pudilova. Pudilova has become something of a force to be reckoned with as this march forward all hands and feet no defense action style brawler. She and Irene Aldana had one of those awesome fights you might've forgotten about last year and Pudilova's style is something that 125 lbs could really use even if it has a limited shelf life. Liz Carmouche is going to clinch and grapple a lot so here's hoping Pudilova's takedown defense and strength is up to par for it.

7- Michel Prezares is here to fight a bunch of fights at 170 lbs until he loses and then eventually get cut. The Ramazan Emeev fight felt like another attempt at getting him out of here but now he's getting a short notice dude in Ismail Naurdiev. Feel the need to point out Prezares is undefeated in the UFC vs short notice fighters.

8- Chris Fishgold vs David Teymur should be really, really interesting. Chris Fishgold is really good European fighter who had a pretty tough debut vs Calvin Kattar where he DID put on a pretty good performance in a first round defeat. David Teymur has had a rough go of of it but look who he's fighting when it's Danny Henry and Julio Arce. This is a really good regional European MMA style fight.

9- Damir Hadzovic vs Polo Reyes is a damn good fight and I will not have you jokers disparage that.

10- I feel like there's a direct correlation between Gian Villante and genuinely bad MMA cards on paper. He and Sam Alvey are like the common denominators.

11- Carlo Pedersoli vs Dwight Grant is another really good fight that sort of has no meaning or purpose but should be fun for entertainment sake.

12- It’s a European card so guess what! Rustam Khabilov is here!

[ariannasushi]

Dear Gian,

Before I start writing my first ever heartfelt letter to you, let me tell you something about me first. Maybe you already know this, maybe I already told you whether its under the influence or what but here it goes—everyone I ever loved, I love little. 

But not you.

Every time I think about the amount of love my heart has for you, I get scared. It’s not because I’m scared this love would destroy me and the years of self-love I taught myself after everything I’ve been through would be in vain. It’s because I never thought I could love anyone as much as I love you. You take too much of me, and every time I move and do mundane things, I think about you. I think about you so much I have memorized every corner of your face, your likes and dislikes, your cute mannerisms, your cute laugh and how you could never laugh with a loud sound because you end up silently giggling. I have memorized the way you look whatever emotion you are feeling. I’m not good with thinking about how others would feel and I end up putting myself first but with you in the picture, I willingly leave everything even my toxic trait of isolating myself when I get hurt, mad, or sad.  There was a time when I wanted to distance myself from you because that’s all I ever did all my life (push away people and not let them reach out to me) but when I thought about you not being able to fall asleep because you’re overthinking if I’m mad at you, my heart instantly softens. It’s like you have memorized the way my heart and mind works, and found a way to put yourself in it and make me feel this way. Make me feel like I could never do anything to hurt you because I won’t be able to know what to do if what we have won’t work out. It’s so touching to think that it’s not because I fell first that’s why I feel this way, but it was all you. It’s how you are so nice to me, and how you know how to hold me, handle me, kiss me, and just make me happy in ways I thought was not possible.

I thought it’s impossible for me to find a love like this. 

but not with you.

I love your thoughtfulness, and how you understand me even if I don’t make sense sometimes. I love how I never have to worry about anything with you, and I love how you touch me. If only I could explain it the way how I feel the love I have for you then maybe you’d know how much I value you in my life. You make me so happy I don’t even get sad about the things that used to haunt me. Whenever you say I feel like home, I wanted to tell you that I feel the same with you. I have never been this happier and I realized maybe, even if it was this late, meeting you at this point of time is good for me. Now I know that this is what genuine love is supposed to feel like. I never, not even once, questioned my feelings for you. I was scared at first to acknowledge my feelings for you because I was afraid to lose you. But there was something between us, a connection I can’t explain. I believe in the red string of fate, where everyone of us have an invisible red string attached to our wrist that connects us to our soulmate--I honestly believe you are my other end. I know you say that you lack in words, but I just understand you even with your touch, your sincerity, your eyes, and even your silence. Regardless of the fact that you know that I do understand you, you still try your best for me. The moment I said to myself that I really love you and I want this to last forever is when you told me I should always tell you what I feel and what you lack because you will try your best to fix it. I felt your love in the silence, when we’re both trying to sleep in our cuddle position at night. I felt in when we’re talking in Ed’s house and you’re telling me something about yourself. I felt it when we’re on the way home after a fun date, and how you never got mad at me even if there are times I put you in situations that you did not want (aka wrong samgyup place, no umbrella commonwealth). I felt it whenever you hug me tight, even if you don’t say anything. But mostly, I really realized that I love you more than anything in the world when we had our misunderstanding. It was because that time, you showed me how important I am to you and you tried your best to not give up on me, even if my toxic trait showed and I left too easily. 

Maybe love won't be this easy. Maybe the time will come when we get to have misunderstandings again, or I might be too busy studying to have ML puyatan nights with you. But I assure you that my love for you will honestly never change. Because you're the only person that I love so much to the point that I would gladly do everything just to have you with me. I hope there won't be a point where we end up hurting each other, but if ever there is, I want us to fix it. I want us to be better for each other. but please don't leave :(

This is the first of our very many monthsaries and anniversaries to come. I want you to know that whatever happens, I’m always gonna choose to be with you and to love you more each day. I want you to promise me that we’ll always choose each other, even when things get hard. I will always be your safe place, baby. You would never have to worry about anything because you have my heart. I don’t have to worry about anything either because I know, in my heart, that you feel the same.

I honestly can’t wait for the day that I’ll be waking up with you every morning. Can’t wait for the dogs I’ll own with you, be a parent with you, and just be genuinely happy with life together with you. I’m ready for our life together. I’m ready for anything with you. Whatever you want to achieve, whatever you want to have in life, I will be right beside you. I will be there to support you. 

Thank you for everything. Thank you for taking care of me even when I'm blackout drunk, thank you for always trying your best for me, thank you for being nice to me, and thank you for treating me the way I deserved. You were never late. You were right on time to love me right.

I love you so much that I could see my future with you. I always knew love would be this patient, comforting and nice; thank you for proving it to me. I could not ask for more.

I love you baby.

I love you for all the things you are, and for all the things that you are not. :)

[notp3ach]

Dear Gian,

Before I start writing my first ever heartfelt letter to you, let me tell you something about me first. Maybe you already know this, maybe I already told you whether its under the influence or what but here it goes—everyone I ever loved, I love little. 

But not you.

Every time I think about the amount of love my heart has for you, I get scared. It’s not because I’m scared this love would destroy me and the years of self-love I taught myself after everything I’ve been through would be in vain. It’s because I never thought I could love anyone as much as I love you. You take too much of me, and every time I move and do mundane things, I think about you. I think about you so much I have memorized every corner of your face, your likes and dislikes, your cute mannerisms, your cute laugh and how you could never laugh with a loud sound because you end up silently giggling. I have memorized the way you look whatever emotion you are feeling. I’m not good with thinking about how others would feel and I end up putting myself first but with you in the picture, I willingly leave everything even my toxic trait of isolating myself when I get hurt, mad, or sad.  There was a time when I wanted to distance myself from you because that’s all I ever did all my life (push away people and not let them reach out to me) but when I thought about you not being able to fall asleep because you’re overthinking if I’m mad at you, my heart instantly softens. It’s like you have memorized the way my heart and mind works, and found a way to put yourself in it and make me feel this way. Make me feel like I could never do anything to hurt you because I won’t be able to know what to do if what we have won’t work out. It’s so touching to think that it’s not because I fell first that’s why I feel this way, but it was all you. It’s how you are so nice to me, and how you know how to hold me, handle me, kiss me, and just make me happy in ways I thought was not possible.

I thought it’s impossible for me to find a love like this. 

but not with you.

I love your thoughtfulness, and how you understand me even if I don’t make sense sometimes. I love how I never have to worry about anything with you, and I love how you touch me. If only I could explain it the way how I feel the love I have for you then maybe you’d know how much I value you in my life. You make me so happy I don’t even get sad about the things that used to haunt me. Whenever you say I feel like home, I wanted to tell you that I feel the same with you. I have never been this happier and I realized maybe, even if it was this late, meeting you at this point of time is good for me. Now I know that this is what genuine love is supposed to feel like. I never, not even once, questioned my feelings for you. I was scared at first to acknowledge my feelings for you because I was afraid to lose you. But there was something between us, a connection I can’t explain. I believe in the red string of fate, where everyone of us have an invisible red string attached to our wrist that connects us to our soulmate--I honestly believe you are my other end. I know you say that you lack in words, but I just understand you even with your touch, your sincerity, your eyes, and even your silence. Regardless of the fact that you know that I do understand you, you still try your best for me. The moment I said to myself that I really love you and I want this to last forever is when you told me I should always tell you what I feel and what you lack because you will try your best to fix it. I felt your love in the silence, when we’re both trying to sleep in our cuddle position at night. I felt in when we’re talking in Ed’s house and you’re telling me something about yourself. I felt it when we’re on the way home after a fun date, and how you never got mad at me even if there are times I put you in situations that you did not want (aka wrong samgyup place, no umbrella commonwealth). I felt it whenever you hug me tight, even if you don’t say anything. But mostly, I really realized that I love you more than anything in the world when we had our misunderstanding. It was because that time, you showed me how important I am to you and you tried your best to not give up on me, even if my toxic trait showed and I left too easily. 

This is the first of our very many monthsaries and anniversaries to come. I want you to know that whatever happens, I’m always gonna choose to be with you and to love you more each day. I want you to promise me that we’ll always choose each other, even when things get hard. I will always be your safe place, baby. You would never have to worry about anything because you have my heart. I don’t have to worry about anything either because I know, in my heart, that you feel the same.

I honestly can’t wait for the day that I’ll be waking up with you every morning. Can’t wait for the dogs I’ll own with you, be a parent with you, and just be genuinely happy with life together with you. I’m ready for our life together. I’m ready for anything with you. Whatever you want to achieve, whatever you want to have in life, I will be right beside you. I will be there to support you. 

I love you baby.

I love you for all the things you are, and for all the things that you are not. :)

[fallenanjjj]

Connection Realization

Having moments alone made me think and realize various things, it also made me more aware of my connections (platonically & romantically) and the emotions I felt during the past years.

When I entered High School there's nothing in me that wants to be popular, I didn't even imagine being attracted to 1 person, having male friends, and/or having suitor/s because it was programmed to me that I'm not attractive enough and definitely not cool just like other girls till I had a group of friends (which my mom doesn't like btw). I never expected to have such bond with those girls because I'm not like them but eventually I've learned to adapt, if I will look back and describe myself I can say that I'm nothing but a Chameleon. I change colors to fit in, it was fun at first since I got to experience many things, It was a typical High School where you become visible from being invisible and I must admit I loved the attention I'm getting. Grade 7 and half of my Grade 8 were great, I didn't escape from dramas with friends and relationships but for me it was a hoot and a half. I used to know almost half of my batch and had friends from different sections, I also started experiencing boys adding and chatting me online, and being more close to male than female in my school which by that time I find flattering and that gave me an ego boost. As a teenager I thought having fun and having lots of friends and acquaintances is all that matters until I put my one leg to the grave and almost got burried. For someone who is just 14-15yrs old I was selfish and lost and super confused, I couldn't understand why do I have to go through those it's not like I'm a criminal. During those times I experienced people turning their back at me, judging me, throwing me under the bus, and even discriminated for something I never wanted to happened but it did, only very few people stayed and believed me. It was indeed messy but that didn't stop me from still looking for the good in people. I was so naive and innocent because for someone like me who've gone through shit in an early age because of people, I still didn't have the guts to judge or discriminate them for their looks or even weirdness, and that's when I met Dom. He's a very talented guy at that moment, very nice, and sweet but the only flaw that he has is his cleft lip but that didn't stop me from befriending him. He used to tell me how bullied he was and on how he got to be misunderstood most of the times so I vowed to myself to be his friend no matter what because I know how it feels to be discriminated. Our friendship was a bit messy since he wants something more than friendship but I couldn't give it to him, it was also messy because admittedly I took advantage of him which I didn't really meant to happen. Looking from my present viewpoint all I can see was, I was young, naïve, and technically somewhat insensitive at that time. But even so, our friendship lasted for almost 2yrs till he suddenly ditched me when he transferred in Senior High School. At some point I got mad, frustrated, and definitely lost when he cut me off. Nevertheless, as years passed by I realized that if it wasn't for him I wouldn't know Erth, Gian, Kenji, Akeem, Antonio, Ken, etc. They were not the kind of people who will stick around all the time, some of them I even lost contact but they are the people who either made my life better, sweeter, memorable, and even gave me a lesson learned.

For the past 7yrs I met many people and honestly most of them were wrong. Pete, Nhab, Wacky, Gian M.S, Reign, Jan, Dom, Martin, etc. and most recently, Angeline. There's a lot on my list but they are the once who completely took a big toll on me. Some of them made me lose my self-respect, made me question my self-worth, some made me feel like a disposable toy, some dumped me like I was nothing, some ruined my reputation, and above all gave me the toughest trust issues. There are moments where I have forgotten all happy memories that I have/had inside those 7yrs because of the guilt and regret I have/had which I hate. I want to keep every happy memory I had but it becomes harder and harder every single day. At some point I used to be good at expressing myself to others but now I shut down, sometimes I find myself wanting to talk about how am I honestly but there are no words comming out because I realized that usually every strong connection I have turns into flames and burns me alive. For every honesty I share it backfires to me (even to my own family actually), I realized that I was born alone so I don't have the right to seek for connection because I'm supposed to be alone and I should get used to it.

On a different note, I also realized that I never stopped loving Erth I just stopped chasing after the thought of having him as a partner, I stopped entertaining the thought of "Maybe we could work" and create various scenarios through my interpretation of his actions. I know I said before that possibly maybe I'm just inlove with the thought of having him because everything seems to fall into place but clearly I was wrong, I do love the person but in a very different way. I love him in a way that is constant but usually dormant. After Erth, everyone that followed are merely just a patch. I love them that's for sure but it's the kind of love that usually fades overtime, it will hurt for a while but it's more bearable as time passes. The years have passed but I still find myself going back to Erth till eventually I stopped. Having said this, when I finally gave up, that's when Yuan came in. That is when I started to fall deeply inlove again. Our relationship wasn't as pleasant but he's the only man I loved dearly after Erth, the only man I fought for and dreamed my life with a clear vision, and he's also the one made me forget the strong feelings I had for Erth. It was that kind of relationship where it was difficult to handle but I still don't want it to end because it was almost perfect. It was painful to accept that deep down I know there's no chance for us to be together again and have that kind of relationship that we always hoped for.

How I wish I have alcohol right now, I miss the feeling of being drunk and just being carefree to be honest.

[iamjovie]

Dear Diary, we talked yesterday. I am so mad to myself na he feels that way. I did not meant to say those worlds to him. I just can’t imagine how bad it become for him. The effect of what I been doing. It really break my heart. I really felt so sorry for all the pain, the heartache, and everything else that I did.

Hindi ko alam na ganun na pala ka lala ang situation. Ako namang si tanga! Gaga! Walang pakiramdam! Di pa naramdaman. Hindi ko ba alam Diary sa akin. Bakit ang tigas tigas ko. Why am I so selfish. Oo inaamin selfish ko. Iniisip ko lang ang sarili ko. Hindi ko na napapasin na may nasasaktan na sa ginagawa ko, sa mga sinasabi ko.

Aaminin ko, ganun ako talaga mag salita. Masakit. Wala sa lugar, Sobrang nakakahiya ang ginawa ko. Asawa ko pa. Na wala namang ginawa kundi itindinihin ako. Kahit ano na ginawa ko. Pinatawad at initindi niya ako. It just it hurts.

Actually hindji ko nga alam kung paano ako makakabawi sa lahat ng kasalanan ko. Mga pag kukulang ko sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung paano. I am not good at fixing things. In fact, I will end it bad. Yaw ko mawala sang asawa ko. I know, bag titiis lang siya for me sa iisang bahay because of our daughter. Ang sakit lang kasi. Di ko mapatawad ang sarili ko. But ba ang manhid manhid ko.

Everytime na nakikita ko si Gian. Wala akong ibang nararamdaman kundi pag sisisi. Sising sisi ako dahil sa mga ugali kung di ko maoaliwanang. I had so much trust issue. Insecurities ko. Mga maling ganap. Simple na bagay pinapalaki. Iwan ko ba. Kung pwede lang alisin tong ugali ko. Sana…ngayon, di ko alam kung paano harapin si Gian. Nag uusap kami true. Pero bumabalik sa akin ung ginawa ko.

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko aayusin ang bagay na may maljing lamat na.

[jckoftrades]

So, Gian, how did you meet your lovely lady friends Rosetta and Bianca?

  "The same way I met Olivier! Well... I accidentally mistook Oli for a cute girl the day we met and he thought it was hilarious. I mistook Bianca for someone's mom and she got real mad thinkin' I was callin' her old. Rosetta got offended with her... erm... as she always does."

Giancarlo stopped to scratch the bridge of his nose and hum in thought.

  "A cousin of mine had a confirmation party, so that's where I met 'em! Rosetta has a family that's just about as old as mine, but Bianca doesn't like talking about hers. Dunno why! Both girls have been attached at my hips ever since, so I'm not complainin', hehe!"

[tokoyamisstuff]

AN: Happy Pride, my sweet little Anon! Feel loved and may you have all the strenght and joy in the world. 💟

A/N 2: Sorry that it's so short. I'm on vacation right now and can only use the App. But feel free to request again! I'd love to write more for you.

Your fathers deep sigh interrupted the straining silence that had followed your confession.

Loki sat on the edge of your bed, struggling with his breaths ad he held his distance, not even biding you a look as he would stare a hole in the ground.

What kind of curse had your words brought upon you?

You thought him to be disappointed beyond relief, furious even - at his son, his heir to have those kind of feelings.

But quite the opposite was the case.

He was ashamed of himself.

Just how long did you burden yourself with that newfound knowledge about yourself, without anyone noticing?

In the World of Gods, neither gender nor sexuality were that big of a deal. But for you, a half-bred human on Midgard, life had already been hard enough.

He covered his mouth with his hand so you couldn't misinterpret the smile that crept onto his face when he remembered the day of your birth.

The pride that made his heart swell as he held you in his arms, your tiny hand grabbing his index finger was the fay he found enlightment about what was really important.

Nothing would stand between the two of you, ever. Loki would protect both of you with his very own life.

And all he ever wished for you was to be healthy and find happiness. Didn't you know that -or maybe he couldn't express it well enough?

His only goal was to become a better father than his own, yet here he was, unable to guide you or find any advice.

"I'm sorry, father..." Every syllable pierced his heart like tiny daggers as you mangled them out in between quiet sobs.

He can't simply sit here and do nothing but pondering and pitying himself.

Your father knew that this was probably the most important moment in your life up until now, and that how he'd handle it would determine your way of dealing with it from now on.

And in an instant, his Asgardian exterior began to disappear, leaving him with the plain blue appearance of a Frost Giant.

"Did you know, that-" he began, clearing his throat as his red eyes darted between yours, "After my true heritage was made public, many would ask me 'Why won't you show us your true self? You were born a Jotun, so why hide behind something you're not?'. They meant well. But they didn't understand at all, my dear."

Loki kept on explaining, folding his hands in his lap. "It's not about how you've been born, the way nature molded you. And neither about how narrow-minded people would see you, or want you to be.

This outer shell is only a small part of ourselves, and tells only a little about who we truly are on the inside. As a shapeshifter, I can take on any form I desire, but I always revert to that one.

And do you know why?

Because after so many years full of confusion and rage as is struggled with my identity, I finally found peace with who and what I was.

No matter how I was born, this is the form I feel like myself in.

To many people, it's a fake, a mere disguise to distract from my true nature - but those persons don't matter. They don't know me.

So I carry it with pride."

Your father would cup your cheek with his palm, reassuringly wiping away one tear with his thumb.

"My daughter" he spoke again and you jumped under how he adressed you. "I will always be proud of you, little one. And no matter what form or name you might choose, I want you to carry it with pride too."

"Father, I-" Lokis finger ghosted over your lips to keep you from trying to explain yourself.

There was no need for words at something as natural as the love between father and child.

He would place a soft kiss on your forehead, putting his arms around you as he found you to be content to it. You remained in that hug for as long as you needed it to last, enjoying your bond which had only strenghtened.

"Always remember: Nor a mortal body, neither your birthright can determine what's inside of you. It's your deeds, your joy and friends you choose wisely on your way.

For your soul is free, Y/N. It is not bound by mortal limits"

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