#why do they have the same hairstyle hmmm

[punchesyou]

I've not seen any one talk about this.

[teruthecreator]

(tw for racism, pedophilia, transphobia, child impregnation mention)

yeah idk why y'all read this

i was originally going to just post this and have some tags with my reasonings, but i realized that opens me up to too much bullshit from people who may think i'm being unnecessarily mean or whatever. so i'm going to explain exactly why the screenshots above are something i hold issue with.

firstly, and i just want to get this out of the way, this post is not intended to be a hit piece against the creator. i've seen how she reacts to any mild-mannered or slightly joking criticism, so i know this post is probably going to not land well. but it isn't my intention to make her mad or anything--she's writing a piece of content for the internet, which means she is just as open to criticism as any other poster. and what i intend to go into in this post is criticism. i'm allowed to do this, as that is the nature of the internet. people are allowed to critique whatever they please, and if you don't want critique then you shouldn't post. simple as!

i am also making no attempts to posit myself as better than the creator. i'm not doing this for clout or moral superiority or any of that dumb shit. i simply want to discuss something that's been bothering me for a bit, while simultaneously warning people who haven't read this yet (who may be sensitive to the issues above) to steer clear. if things like casual racism or transphobia aren't properly tagged, then readers who are affected by such things run a risk reading this! same goes with people who are triggered by lewd content involving minors. i wanna make sure people are getting a more critical scope of this work than what has been hoisted up by others.

okay, now that i've gotten that out of the way, i'm going to get into my points.

firstly, the subtle and not-so-subtle racism throughout this fic, especially in relation to serizawa. i'm white, so there is only so much i can speak on without trampling over the words of other fans of color, but some of this feels so blatant it's odd it hasn't been noted earlier. it's important to note before i go into it that serizawa is specifically written as half-black half-japanese for this fic, in case the screenshots don't make it abundantly clear. but there are just too many moments of casual racism in this fic. i'm not talking about the plot point of serizawa being bullied as a kid for being mixed; i'm not mixed, so i can't speak on the accuracy there but it is well-known that black people face a lot of racism in japan. i'm talking about how it seems everyone else has these racist moments that aren't acknowledged by serizawa or the narration as being bad.

reigen hypothesizing over serizawa's exact ethnic background is just strange. yes he's a fairly observant guy (he has to be, with his job), but there is no canonical evidence to suggest he would immediately jump to theorizing whether serizawa is american or not. and the way it's posed in that first quote--"he has darker skin and the kind of hair texture that would likely indicate African ancestry"--is not great. that's an extremely inappropriate way to bring up someone's race. i don't think most people would stare at someone and be like "hmmm well your nose shape and hair texture would suggest you're of this race". it's racial essentialization that is only slightly covered up by the excuse of "oh he tweets in english". there are some other smaller moments of questionable wording, like calling serizawa's afro "sloppy" when it isnt (which btw there's another issue with the creator only referring to an afro as a "fro". it's a hairstyle; you're allowed to use the actual name of it). even if reigen cuts his hair in canon, he never states it's because serizawa's afro looks sloppy. (also there's something to be said about the casual racism baked into making your employee cut his natural hairstyle for a job, as that is a very real issue many black people face when wearing their natural hair or even protective styles in the workplace.)

i'm especially bothered by toichiro's very casual racist remarks. toichiro in this fic is a general bother of mine (most of which can be boiled down to "he would not fucking say that"), but the way she chooses to characterize him in relation to serizawa feels gross. calling a black man a slave should be a very obvious red flag, but also saying serizawa (again, as a black man) has a "brutal masculine appeal" is also extremely stereotypical and racist. and really there is just no need for it; toichiro's actions in canon prove how shitty of a guy he is without the need for him to be racist (along with other things i'll get to in a bit). as my girlfriend put it: he doesn't need to be a member of the fucking kkk to show he's a bad guy.

there's also, again, the very casual racist remark of calling serizawa a "dog". i don't care if that isn't the intent; when you are writing a character of color you need to be aware of your wording, even in insults (unless she intended to make tsuchiya racist, which i don't think she did).

secondly, the eugenics/child pregnancy bit. it is surreal to even have to write this, but i seriously do not understand the purpose of either of these bits in the story. they are so minor yet so jarring you can't help but wonder why they're there. once again, i do not think you need to have toichiro doing esper eugenics just to prove he is an evil guy. he has nuance, and by making him casually reference child pregnancy (like that isn't an INSANE thing to say) reduces that nuance to nothing. that's the only reason i could see why that bit was included: to make toichiro look worse. but, even still, the author is running the risk of potentially triggering victims of csa or people who don't want to see that by not properly tagging the mention of it (or, at the very least, warning readers in the intro notes). the only other explanation for it would maybe be shock factor??? but that's a pretty shitty thing to use for shock factor, if i'm honest. also the fact that the esper eugenics was referenced again in a more recent chapter just has me very disturbed and confused. there isn't a canonical explanation for why we see less espers who are women than espers who are men, but that doesn't mean we need to jump to fucking Eugenics. it's weird!

thirdly (and this is probably one of my biggest problems and the main reason i wanted to make this post), the weirdly lewd/sexual language shou uses constantly, along with referring to reigen as a pedo or a creep at several points. frankly, i think it's pretty fucking gross for someone in their near-40's to be writing a 12-year-old talking so casually about sex like that's normal. which, i'm sorry, but it's not. yes, teens know about sex and like to joke about lewd shit. but a 12-year-old is not about to make references to a grown man's virginity. 12-year-olds draw dicks on their desk bc they think it's funny. 12-year-olds say the word "buttfuck" because it has the words "butt" and "fuck" in it, and those are the two funniest words on earth to a kid that age. i literally do not understand the purpose of having shou be so lewd all the time. for one, it doesn't make sense for his character. shou is shown time and time again to be extremely mature for his age, but that maturity extends to shit like assembling a counter-terrorism unit and extending a hand to his father to allow him to try again. and even then he's still just as naive as any other kid his age! the omake where he's telling his guys to go to the "far right corner" based on ritsu’s advice proves that he still has plenty of blindspots that are indicative of his age. leaning into this raunchy, lewd version of shou is just weird. and, again, i think it is made a bit weirder given the author's age!!! not ageshaming or whatever--i'm 23 and i write fanfic, clearly i cannot judge there--but it is just extremely inappropriate in my opinion. also having shou be more versed in sextalk than serizawa is odd too and speaks to a larger issue of serizawa's infantilzation throughout this fic, but that's something i can get into in another post if people want an explanation.

also, the way she constantly calls reigen a creep and even has him being accused of being a pedophile during the twitter cancellation is extremely inappropriate when, again, there is NO CANONICAL BASIS FOR THIS! everyone just calls him a fraud and a scammer during separation arc; there is never a reference to reigen being seen as a pedophile in that arc. and, yes, while there are versions of mob psycho where reigen is very clearly written as a creep (looking very specifically at the netflix adaptation), that doesn't mean it's good. honestly, the creep mentions all just feel like really poor jokes that do not land in the slightest.

finally, the transphobia (aka WHY IS SHIMAZAKI A CHASER). i literally do not know what else to say other than: why? why is this a thing? why is he a chaser? what is the purpose of this? is it a joke? i feel like it's supposed to be, but seeing as the author is cis i don't think that's a joke she should really be making. it not only comes out of left field, but it's just kind of a weird thing to ascribe to a character for no reason. not to mention, it's uncomfortable! trans women deal with enough creepy antics from cis men in real life--why must they be accosted by this guy too? it's just weird and uncomfortable.

i wanna round out this post by saying, once again, that i'm not trying to attack anyone with this post. but i do hope people come away from this with a new perspective on this work, and maybe think twice before recommending it uncritically to someone. to the author specifically, i hope you can read my post without rage or indignance blinding you. i might be a little blunt or rude in parts, but it's only because i'm passionate and i don't mince my words when it comes to things i'm passionate about. to the readers, understand i am not judging you for reading this fic without noticing these things. your own life experiences will give you certain blindspots and there's nothing wrong with that. i have plenty of blindspots of my own! it's what makes us human.

there is more i could say, but this post is long enough. i ask that if you come to me in my inbox or in dms about this that you treat me with respect, as i will do that for you. writing something like this took a lot out of me, as i'm usually not so open about my opinion on shit like this.

have a good day :-)

[mysteryshoptls]

SSR Sebek Zigvolt New Year's Attire Personal Story: Part 3

"I'll fight strongly and beautifully!"

(Part 1) (Part 2) Part 3

[Beside Mister S's Mystery Shop]

Sebek: HUP!!

[CLANG!!]

Heartslabyul Student A: Alright, it's an easy-to-hit shot. Now's our chance, aim for the far right!

Heartslabyul Student B: I know. I need to aim towards the opposite of where Sebek's at… There!

[thock!]

Sebek: VIL-SENPAI!

Vil: I hear you. Leave it to me! Hah!

[whack!]

Heartslabyul Student B: Eh… Sebek let the shuttlecock go!?

Heartslabyul Student A: Oh shoot, we're totally out of position…! Just lob it back for now and get ready!

Vil: SEBEK! SWITCH!

Sebek: ROGER!

Sebek: Didn't I say I was a completely different person from before? This is my ultimate attack… If you think you can return it, then just try it!

Sebek: HAAAAAAARGGH!!

[SMASH!!]

Heartslabyul Student A: Urgh… Sebek just used his height to his advantage and just completely smashed that lobbed shuttlecock…

Heartslabyul Student B: Urrrgh, it's our loss. What's going on? They've completely changed from this morning and are now actually cooperating!

Vil: That was an easy win. Good job, Sebek. Both your breathing and your hair aren't out of place at all.

Sebek: Heh, that's no surprise.

Sebek: But you're the same, Vil-senpai. Not only is your hair still in place, but your sash is still perfectly around your waist.

Vil: Who do you think you're speaking to? Now come, we'll keep this pace going.

Sebek: RIGHT!!!!

Cater/Ruggie: …

Ruggie: Uhhh, does it seem to you like those two're suddenly super in sync?

Cater: Yeaaah. Up until a little bit ago, it really looked like Vil-kun was really having a hard time dealing with that runaway train Sebek-kun…

Cater: But now they're definitely in sync. Maybe they had a strategy session during their break?

Ruggie: I don't get why they're complimentin' each other's looks 'n not their play, though.

Ruggie: Hmmm… I wasn't really worried 'bout gettin' the special bonus nabbed by those two, but…

Ruggie: I might be a bit more worried now.

Cater: We should make a new plan of attack while we can during our break, too. We def can't lose to them.

Vil: HAH!!

[CLANK!!]

Pomefiore Student/Ignihyde Student: Urgh… We-We lost…

Sebek: Come challenge us again sometime. We'll take you on anytime.

Vil: That concludes our matches for today. Once we finish closing the shop, we'll be done.

Sebek: Right. Before we get to that, let me check my mirror again.

Sebek: Hm… My hair was set in place until the very end. Perfect!

Sebek: However, I must say I'm surprised. I completely believed that the secret to your hair staying in place was due to the way you carried yourself, but…

Sebek: I was not expecting there to be hair products geared towards sports!

Vil: Strictly speaking, it's just hair wax that isn't affected by sweat. Of course I use it for sports, but it also comes in handy when I find myself outside in the summer as well.

Vil: After setting your hair with this hair wax, use hair spray to finish it off, and…

Vil: It will end up looking soft. However, no matter how rigorously you move, it won't send your set hairstyle into disarray. Isn't it lovely?

Sebek: Indeed. It is much more effective than I believed it would be.

Sebek: I went ahead and already bought the hair product that you showed me, Vil-senpai. Next time, I'll be able to play ＨＡＧＯＩＴＡ without worry about my hair.

Sebek: WITH THIS, REGARDLESS OF WHEN MALLEUS-SAMA COMES TO THE SHOP, I WILL BE PREPARED!

Vil: That being said, of course, there is also a limit to which the wax will be able to keep your hair in place…

Vil: The whole reason why your hair is not as out of place as it was before is all because you opened up to working together with me.

Sebek: So, essentially… not making any unnecessary movements helps to keep up a well-groomed appearance.

Sebek: That must be the reason why you were so adamantly nagging me about cooperating in the ＨＡＧＯＩＴＡ battles together.

Sebek: I've learned something new today. My fortunes are indeed good to learn such a valuable lesson so quickly after the new year begins!

Vil: I wasn't saying all that just for you to learn about fixing your appearance, though…

Vil: Well, we're able to work together now that you've finally started listening to what I had been saying, so I suppose all's well that ends well.

Vil: Let us continue to cover for each other so as to not be forced to make unnecessary movements.

Sebek: Leave it to me. As expected of someone like me, I'll fight strongly and beautifully!

Sebek: Oh, right. If there is something you would like, let me know. I'll grant it to the best of my abilities.

Vil: Huh? What's with this complete change in attitude? You're so nice all of a sudden.

Sebek: I said it during the break as well, didn't I? I am always striving to be worthy of being the Young Master's attendant.

Sebek: If it weren't for being placed on the same team as you, I would have not even known of this hair product to exist.

Sebek: I hate to admit it, but I've attained a great gift. If I do not thank you properly, I would not be able to call myself Malleus-sama's attendant.

Vil: Oho. Then, I would like to have some plants native to Briar Valley to test as possible materials for my line of care products. Will you be able to procure them?

Sebek: Is that all? Leave it to me. It may take me some time, but I will gather them up for you.

Vil: Fufu, I got my hands on an unexpected reward. Although this is your way of thanking me for the information, perhaps I should be thanking you as well?

Vil: We'll have to keep this up to get the special bonus in the end, too. Come now, let us return to the shop already.

Sebek: …Humph. At first, I thought he was only a human who could do nothing but nag, but I feel we can see each other eye to eye now.

Sebek: And our ＨＡＧＯＩＴＡ skills are only getting better.

Sebek: At this rate, for all our excellent effort, that special bonus is as good as ours.

Sebek: Please, watch me, Malleus-sama…! I, Sebek, will work hard so as to not bring shame as one of your retainers!

(Part 1) (Part 2) Part 3

[enbyleighlines]

Leigh plays Tellius prt 8

It's time to get everybody's favorite racist uncle Shinon back on our side! I only had to restart this map once, and it was because I forgot to bring Volke to open the chests. Otherwise, it was pretty smooth sailing.

Never change, Ike.

There he is... I honestly have such conflicted feelings about Shinon. He's one of those characters that I hate as a person, but at the same time, I appreciate him as a character. He adds a very important element to the Greil Mercs, in that he creates conflict, because he's an instigator by nature, like in the beginning when his values conflict with Titania's. Plus, the Greil Mercs call themselves a family, and you can't have a family without at least one racist asshole, right?

And okay, yes, his relationship with Rolf is cute. Apparently his support conversations with Janaff are really interesting, but I've never read them. Maybe I should do that sometime.

I don't plan on using Shinon in PoR, though. Rolf has exceeded my expectations, so he's going to remain my one and only archer. I'll probably use Shinon in RD, though, at least in part 3. I doubt I'll be bringing him to endgame, but we'll see.

Shinon said "give it your best shot" and Ike said "okay" and killed him with a critical hit on the first try.

I love this little contest these two set up, and I also love how we never hear about the conclusion, because we all know who came out on top in that 1v1 fight. And I just love Ike's growing confidence!! He's really growing into his role. This interaction is such a contrast from that battle in chapter 4.

Ahhh!! The confrontation between Soren and Nasir!!! This scene always hurts me to read.

I know that Nasir apologizes to Ike, but I believe he also owes Soren an apology for this. Threatening to out Soren if Soren doesn't agree to look the other way? That's so cruel. Nasir, I love you, but wtf.

Fuck, I always forget how dumb Homasa looks. At first glance, it looks like he has short hair, but no, his hair is actually long in the back. Like, what is that supposed to be? A mullet? Why doesn't the hair from the top flow into the hair that goes down his neck? Why does it look like he has two separate hairstyles going on at the same time? The game wants me to be intimidated by this high-crit rate swordmaster, but then they make him look like this.

Jill and Mist's A support! I know I said I wanted the Mist and Boyd A support, and I am going to do that in RD, but I decided to go with this support in PoR. Why did I make this choice? I guess I was paranoid about Jill deserting, even though I know she doesn't unless you have her talk to her father.

Anyway, I know Mist is saying this because of her own issues regarding her recently deceased father, but man. Knowing what I know about Ashnard, this line hits different.

Why are mandolin and manicotti the two first words that come to Ike's mind? I had to google what manicotti was. Apparently it's a type of Italian pasta.

Reading this conversation, I was struck by how closely the laguz's approach to leadership aligns with Ashnard's whole philosophy about strength determining a person's worth. I wonder if this inspired or at least influenced Ashnard's worldview at some point? Perhaps it was something that he discussed with Almedha, back before their friends with benefits situationship turned sour.

The major difference, I think, is that laguz society don't expect obedience from its people. If they think the leader is worthy, then they will follow. Or so Ulki seems to imply. I wonder what happens when an unfavorable leader becomes king?

Hmmm... much to think about.

Anyway, that is part 8 over and done with. Next, I need to get the knight ring from Naesala.

[ga-yuu]

Finally...!! It's here!!

Anyone missed me? I was having a splitting headache this afternoon and when I have headaches my body stops functioning. I slept and woke 30 mins before the official teaser release, watched the teaser and slept again, and then woke up now. That's why I didn't post immediately. Also I made certain predictions before the official teaser was released like---Victor might have purple eyes.

Still! He's the most beautiful person and if you disagree you are WRONG!!

I like most of their designs...some I need to get used to, but overall I think they all are interesting (Victor is the best!)

Harry---Looks nice. I love that his color is teal.

Liam----When they showed his sneak peek video, I for some reason thought he looked like a cat. Light pink hair, collar...IDK for some reason.

Elbert--- All Hail to Blonde hair blue eye male leads!!

Roger----Another man who is into research and that kind of stuff...why do they all have to have glasses?

Alfonse-----Hmmm...IDK how to put this, but his hairstyle looks so familiar. Is there any other character that has a similar hairstyle to his?

Jude----something is wrong with his nose. I need some time to get used to it.

Ellis----He's cute. He gives me Yoshitsune vibes and for some reason, he looks a lot like Victor. Maybe brothers? Who knows?

And finally, the black-hair---Ahem! The main white-haired male lead, whose route is ofc going to be the first one to release----

When this guy smiles, his face looks like Ayato from Diabolik lovers wearing Riddle's clothes (Twisted wonderland). I hope his personality is interesting. Since he's the page boy of this game, there is a high chance that he would appear friendly and warm toward MC. I don't want that, I want him to be an arrogant little bitch.

Now MC. I'm bummed that they didn't include MC's sprite. Only Yoshino has a separate sprite and profile page on the Ikegen official website(If you can even call it one, but at least she has one) and I thought cybird staffs decided that they are going to take MC seriously. But they didn't do it for Ikemen prince and now for Ikemen villain. No wonder Yoshino is the only well-written MC. The MC in this one has white hair (thank god!), but unfortunately same hairstyle as any other MCs. She's also a postal worker.

[linabirb]

1, 2, 3, 5, and 18 for Dazai, Makima, Reo, Bachira and Yuno. :D Ooh, you're into Kakegurui too! :DD The same questions for Kirari and Yumeko.

hi aurora!! ty for asking! (sorry for a late reply, i was busy ><)

"Why do you like or dislike this character?"

dazai:

LITERALLY JUST THISCHJSJKSKSKD he's everywhere. every single time there's an anime guy with fluffy brown hair and brown eyes you just KNOW someone in the comments is gonna be like "omg he looks like dazai" no he doesn't.

also.. idk i just got tired of him. i did think he's funny when i first got into bsd (i was 13-14 so you didn't have to do much for me to think you're funny) but now everything about his behavior is so. ugh. it's like okay!! you're a walking red flag!! not in a fun way!!

i still think he's a well-written character though. just not my type.

makima: i can just say that i'm into dominant women honestly her design is so cool!! i have her plushie right next to me rn. she's staring into my soul. she's a really cool and well-written character and i don't know, there's just something about her that still makes you (me.) trust her even though you know she's the villain here. also i really love characters who do horrible, horrible things but they believe that there is no other way and they believe they're doing the right thing. something about her is also weirdly comforting to me but we're not gonna unpack that right now that moment in the manga when she said that denji can just rely on her and he doesn't have to do anything. that felt personal to me. also the fact that in the end she just needed a hug and needed someone to love her.. idk, it's probably cheesy, but i found it heartbreaking.

reo: HE'S JUST LIKE ME FR!!! it's pretty much impossible for me to talk about reo without oversharing stuff so i'm just gonna say that. well. i know what it's like to be a sheltered kid who doesn't even know what they want from life but when they finally start to realize what they probably want, they get hit with that "nah don't do that" and also his relationship with nagi is so... HHHHHHH been there. done that. know what it's like. i was literally going "BABY NO. NO DON'T DO THAT IT'S ONLY GONNA HURT YOU MORE" even though i do like this ship djdksks. anyway yeah his character is very realistic, it was so painful for me to read the part where nagi was like "nvm i need you actually" and he said that exactly when reo started to move on...

bachira: i actually didn't like him that much at first because i'm usually not a fan of characters who.. like. have this "weird and goofy" kind of personality, i just find them kinda exhausting, but bachira's character actually turned out to be much deeper than i expected and i find him very relatable as well. also most of the time he felt like the most normal character to me HSJSJKAKDK

yuno: SHE IS SO. *falls on the floor and starts sobbing* i'm not usually a fan of characters who are like.. very fun and cheerful on the outside, but they're actually suffering (and i have. so many ocs like that. ironic, isn't it) because most of the time it's either written kinda poorly, doesn't feel relatable, or the fandom just boils their character down to that one trait, but yuno's character felt very refreshing to me, because her t1 personality already felt kinda fake and even es mentioned that she doesn't have to pretend around them and when yuno really does stop pretending, like. it's so cool because at the same time she changed a lot, but you know that she actually hasn't changed at all and she's always been like that. there always were signs that yuno is actually colder (haha get it) than she acts so it isn't surprising for her to act this way in t2 and it doesn't feel too drastic. also her wanting to be seen as an adult and wanting people to stop coming up with sympathetic motives for her is so.. it's so good.

kirari: hmmm i actually don't really have a strong opinion about her! she's cool! but i like her design a lot! her hairstyle, her eyes, her iconic lipstick, she's so pretty!

yumeko: YUMEKO JABAMI THE WOMAN THAT YOU AREEEEE... the crush i had on this girl when i was younger was so. shsdjasksksk. i know i just said i don't really like "weird" characters but yumeko is so unhinged, it's so fun to watch! i really like kakegurui exactly because of how it just. lets women do wild things and be in the center of attention and all. i like how at the same time it's hinted that her character is much deeper than it seems, but also she just REALLY likes gambling!

"Favorite canon thing about this character?"

dazai: probably not really a "canon" thing but i think his bsd wan design is cute :3

makima: SHE'S SUCH A GOOD MANIPULATOR IT DRIVES ME INSANE /pos

reo: i'll just put this here.

bachira: HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS MOM IS SO. 🥹🥹🥹🥺🥺🥺🥺

yuno: her answers to the interrogation questions are always so funny like you just know the girl is gonna deliver. "can you speak other languages?" "i can't speak english!" <- written in english. "can you tell us about your family-" "I ALREADY TOLD YOU I DON'T HAVE A FATHER"

kirari: that one scene with her and sayaka falling from that tower has changed me as a person forever

yumeko: she takes gambling so seriously, it's both cute and terrifying jdkdksks her relationship with midari is so funny 😭😭

"Least favorite canon thing about this character?"

dazai: his. uh. his personality in general jskslals SORRY IF HE WAS REAL I WOULD'VE PUNCHED HIM IN THE FACE ALREADY

makima: hmm don't think i have one

reo: it's like. at the same time it's basically my fav canon thing but sometimes i'm like "dude. please let nagi go. i promise you're gonna be fine. he's gonna be fine. guys. guys please"

bachira: don't really have one! good for you king

yuno: m-maybe the abortion reveal was too early?.. it's like, at the same time it fits her character, but i really feel like it was a bit rushed. (well if it really is true and it doesn't turn out that her murder actually was different) also GIRL WHO SAYS "uhh yeah that's probably murder". PROBABLY???

kirari: at the same time i like her "way too powerful student council president" status, but sometimes it feels like. too extra for me jdkdlsls

yumeko: sometimes i forget that her main motivation is to play a game with kirari, but then i remember and kinda.. get disappointed.. like girl what about simply having fun and vibing. her character does NOT need a goal!! she's perfect WITHOUT any motivation!!

"What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?"

my brain goes empty when it comes to music I'M SORRYDJDKSDLDL

"How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?"

dazai: not really "admire", but i think his dynamic with atsushi is cute.

makima: .. i don't remember her interacting with anyone except denji and some other characters HSJSKSLSL

reo: .. again DOES HE EVEN HAVE ANY IMPORTANT DYNAMICS WITH OTHER CHARACTERS. NOT COUNTING NAGI.

bachira: his relationship with nagi and isagi is neat :)

yuno: her relationship with kazui.. much to think about..

kirari: her relationship with sayaka! i don't ship them but i think their dynamic is really interesting.

yumeko: i'm going to say something controversial but. i think her dynamic with suzui is actually kinda cute?? again i don't ship them but it's. it's wholesome :)

[pisc3s-baby]

You can do only ONE thing to your partner sex-wise for an entire month. What is your pick?

Would you be able to go full month just pleasing your partner daily, without getting anything back?

What hairstyle you find attractive?

What video of you would you love to take sometimes? Why haven’t you yet?

What’s a toy you’d love to use? Why?

Have you ever kissed someone of the same gender? What’s the best part on it?

What’s the most flattering thing someone’s said about your naked body?

What’s a part of clothing you would love to see your crush/partner in?

What does your ideal one night stand look like?

Do you have a favourite CNC scenario? What is it?

1. Eating that pussy 😍

2. I think I could..probably not 😅

3. I do love a mullet or a wolf cut

4. Umm I have no idk

5. My clit vibrator ❤️🥰

6. Yes, I have. It was gentle and it felt different than kissing a man.

7. That I look and feel so soft 🥹

8. Cropped shirts 😍

9. A lot of sex - gentle while we explore each others bodies. Movies and take out

10. Hmmm a little bit of groping

[baekhvuns]

My friends met the cast, but not Olivia nor Helena, cause they were in seasons 3-4. But the ensemble cast from all the seasons is truly chef's kiss I lowkey forgot that so many of my faves actors/actresses starred in it. :o

Your uni as NORTH KOREA? What the fuck does it look like then 😭 the universities I went to looked either like castles or modern art, lmao

I cannot wait for more Taemin music. <3 Advice feels like it came out 3 months and 3 years ago at the same time

I know we should curate our own internet experience, that's why I keep blocking people left and right, but it's soooo tiring. I'm also sick and tired of seeing videos from fan sings and concerts from the same people, especially Koreans. You see them two every weeks in Seoul and you need to be at USA fan signs too???

Oh which make-up choices were questionable? Tbh I haven't inspected the photos closely. But I don't like Hwa's contacts

I know Khronus wasn't THAT bad, but you tricked me and I won't forget that 🔪 Clannad tricked me, but in a different way. Omg I forgot about Hanasaku Iroha! And don't even get me started on Wolf Girl and Black Prince, because I hated it so much I dropped it 😭 this and My Little Monster. I hated the characters and storylines so much 🔫 and both had so much potential

Y/N runaway bride era 👀

Jaudhshhanagagagag SEONGhwa, SEONGjun... a coincidence, hmmm. I like all the characters tbh, like my himbo blondie cafe owner (but he's sus) and the best friend is cute too, tbh him and Seongjun look almost the same except SJ is giving forehead. Me whenever I see a black haired webtoon/anime character "wow, he looks like Seonghwa" 😅

You're right I can make barking exceptions for Chogiwa and Skz's Wolfgang too. I'm so mad at BBC for doing Chuu so dirty :/ I hope she fights them. Her leaving isn't shocking but the slander?! I feel bad for Loona too, their company needs to be buried

Seonghwa hide your hands, arms and legs

Speaking of toes. Choi San in sandals in NYC IN NOVEMBER?! Jail jail jail

I don't have time to watch most matches, but some results are surprising, I'm looking forward to 🇪🇸 vs 🇩🇪. Bestie don't even mention Neymar cause he's a 🤡 and a right-winger too?! You can't pick a good hairstyle, can't score and hate human rights too?! Pick a struggle. See what happens when you're a decent person? You score a wonderful goal I can even forgive him playing for Tottenham. Omg I bet USA will take all the good matches from you 💀

That football x kpop thread made me cry, but tbh some fans already talk about footballers like that just use different words jsgsjshsgjshshsush

I know that Jared Leto is a capricorn too so that definitely applies to him 🔫

A fucking menace to society for real

Jackson took the fanfics tok seriously...

Wh-what... oh the saga continues...

Cleavage!

Got this???

Omfg, Baeks, let's do this! 👀 - DV 💖

hello!!’

My friends met the cast, but not Olivia nor Helena, cause they were in seasons 3-4. But the ensemble cast from all the seasons is truly chef's kiss I lowkey forgot that so many of my faves actors/actresses starred in it. :o

NAURRRR 😭😭😭 helena and olivia were truly the finest casts ever,, and helena as princess margret?? what a cast truly hands down on of the best!!! wait since we’re talking about friends meeting celebs, my friend just met sebastian stan??? 😭😭

Your uni as NORTH KOREA? What the fuck does it look like then 😭 the universities I went to looked either like castles or modern art, lmao

YEAH 😭😭😭 IT WAS A WHOLE THING BUT THEY REJECTED IT it’s grey and dark and looks like a boarding school <3 they literally named it “hollywood’s north korea” in 2015 😭😭😭🤚🏼for the movie ‘the interview’

I cannot wait for more Taemin music. <3 Advice feels like it came out 3 months and 3 years ago at the same time

3 YEARS AGO ????? 😭😭😭😭 WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH TIME

I know we should curate our own internet experience, that's why I keep blocking people left and right, but it's soooo tiring. I'm also sick and tired of seeing videos from fan sings and concerts from the same people, especially Koreans. You see them two every weeks in Seoul and you need to be at USA fan signs too???

stop bc block, mute, report is things i use the most on twt 😭😭 AYOOO UR RIGHT fansites and fans who travel from kr to other countries just to attend fansigns? but like u met them last week? why again 😭🤚🏼 ITS THE SAME FIVE PPL AGAIN MAN 😭

Oh which make-up choices were questionable? Tbh I haven't inspected the photos closely. But I don't like Hwa's contacts

ok it’s gonna weird but it’s something about the bronzer they used or like a filter, idk what it is but it’s rly off putting let me show le examples one it’s the lip concealing! this one too! i also think there’s one with hj,, idk i think it’s the filter they used but it’s rly not my personal fav

BUT THE OTHER PHOTOSHOOT IS 🤌🏼🤌🏼 CHEFS KISSES

I know Khronus wasn't THAT bad, but you tricked me and I won't forget that 🔪 Clannad tricked me, but in a different way. Omg I forgot about Hanasaku Iroha! And don't even get me started on Wolf Girl and Black Prince, because I hated it so much I dropped it 😭 this and My Little Monster. I hated the characters and storylines so much 🔫 and both had so much potential

LMFAOOOO ☺️☺️☺️ i will not trick u with the next one <333 hehe,, RNMWBDKWHDKW I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLT ONE WHO HATED WOLF GIRL BLACK PRINCE 😭😭😭 WHAT WAS THAT SHOW TBH,, bestie do u rmr brother’s conflict 😭😭😭😭

Y/N runaway bride era 👀

👁👁 this is very bollywood i must say, running away at the altar with dramatic dialogueS IM ONTO THIS

Jaudhshhanagagagag SEONGhwa, SEONGjun... a coincidence, hmmm. I like all the characters tbh, like my himbo blondie cafe owner (but he's sus) and the best friend is cute too, tbh him and Seongjun look almost the same except SJ is giving forehead. Me whenever I see a black haired webtoon/anime character "wow, he looks like Seonghwa" 😅

THERES NO MORE COINCIDENCES ANYMORE !!!! NONE 🔫🔫 sj giving forehead 😭😭 something about the forehead is what makes me chose a fav atp,,,

“Me whenever I see a black haired webtoon/anime character "wow, he looks like Seonghwa" ME BUT WITH HIM !!! HES SO UGHDHEKDHWKDJWKDH but also the guard from that fic <3

You're right I can make barking exceptions for Chogiwa and Skz's Wolfgang too. I'm so mad at BBC for doing Chuu so dirty :/ I hope she fights them. Her leaving isn't shocking but the slander?! I feel bad for Loona too, their company needs to be buried

YOOOOO BBC FLIPPED IN THE MOST TERRIBLE WAY POSSIBLE,,, the power tripping??? gIRL HER??? NO ONES BELIEVING THAT & staff even came to her rescue!! tells a lot about bbc’s ceo’s character 🔫🔫 mf probably can’t handle the fact that she earns more then the ceo can 🤨 LOONA FREEDOM ERA BESTIES

Seonghwa hide your hands, arms and legs

gonna ask him to hide that chest too

but this is a prince

Speaking of toes. Choi San in sandals in NYC IN NOVEMBER?! Jail jail jail

FBQMBDMSJDKW AND IN NYC??? THE DIRTIEST PLACE ON EARTH??? THE RATS??? ON GOD THIS MAN GONNA CATCH SOMETHING 😭😭😭

I don't have time to watch most matches, but some results are surprising, I'm looking forward to 🇪🇸 vs 🇩🇪. Bestie don't even mention Neymar cause he's a 🤡 and a right-winger too?! You can't pick a good hairstyle, can't score and hate human rights too?! Pick a struggle. See what happens when you're a decent person? You score a wonderful goal I can even forgive him playing for Tottenham. Omg I bet USA will take all the good matches from you 💀

OKAY THE MATCH WAS SO CUT THROAT 1 ON 1 I ALMOST LOST IT,, DJDJDJ CANT PICK A GOOD HAIRSTYLE 😭😭 the blond was his only superior era,,, NAURR THE RIGHT WINGER THING PLS FHWNDJWKJDAK ok but love him or hate him that man’s talented as hell but he’s so dramatic,,, saw this video recently and i lost it bc WHY IS HE FALLING IN ITALICS,, OH H THE TWT 💀💀 richarlison literally saved that match, 😭 we talking about tottenham but that one son’s goal for sk??? and the match today??? sucks they lost  😭 😭

That football x kpop thread made me cry, but tbh some fans already talk about footballers like that just use different words jsgsjshsgjshshsush

BESTIE DID U SEE THIS IM FUCKING CRYING YOURE RIGHT BUT THIS THREAD IS SO ICONIC

I know that Jared Leto is a capricorn too so that definitely applies to him 🔫 /// A fucking menace to society for real //// Jackson took the fanfics tok seriously...

oh ur right 💀😶 HE’S BEEN TAKING THEM TOO SERIOUSLY THESE DAYS DBSBBDS jackson taking them seriously but what is wayv doing and why is it always wayv

and oli…

Wh-what... oh the saga continues... /// Cleavage!

ANON ANON ANON U CANNT DOUBLE ATTACK ME LIKE THAT WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ANON COME ON ANON COME ON

Got this??? /// Omfg, Baeks, let's do this! 👀 - DV 💖

what im getting is that ur a trendsetter 👀🤚🏼 I GOT THE DADCORE DBWMDBKWHDKW SCREAMING,,, omg the tier makers IT MISSED SO MANY OTHER GOOD ONES ILL MAKE MY OWN TEMPLATE THE NEXT TIME BUT THIS WHAT I GOT! HBU?

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what is this and why is this tenelkadjowrites pool boy hwa…

BESTIE IM AFRAID WE HAVE LOST THE MAN TO ANOTHER

what the hell

what the hell pt2 tell me this whole video isn’t model hwa

this is giving ceo yun, father.

also saw a tweet saying one of the tvxq members should’ve been in superm, and i cannot agree more,, BOA IN GOT AND WHY CANT CHANGMIN BE IN SUPERM 😭😭 THE BATTLE OF NOTES FROM BAEK AND HIM

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A bunch of hairstyles Plasmius can and cannot pull off

I.. do not get this hair at all TwT Vladdie I love you but what the hell is that? Why? Why the not horns? If you can buff yourself up as plasmius I know you have control over your ghost form so whatttt is thattt????? still its the cannon and we must have respect for this. 5/10 baseline

Okay okay. Not my taste but I can see you rocking this look. You did use it in your college years. Sure its old fashion but its fine, youre old anyway XD 7/10 wear what you like! Even if people make fun of you for this. Also I can see you still doing an evil speech with this hair.

Ah yes. the classic evergreen low pony tail. you look good in this. its nice. Simple and yet effective. Plus it wont get everywhere when you're in a battle. Elegant. But on the other hand, it's just the same hairstyle so no points for creativity or effort. 4/10

High ponytail. looking good. a bit different from the low ponytail but still a pretty classic hairstyle. still feels lazy but at least theres some variety. 6/10

Something more modern yes yes. Looks pretty decent. But totally takes away any threatening vibes tho. doesn't really complete the whole saturday morning cartoon villian. 4/10

Fantasy elf. an easy hairstyle that only needs 2 rubber bands. Looks nice, but more pretty than threatening. Something to wear when you wanna put on the charm and flattery. Also I do see this on a vampire but the sexy kind so i'll take it. 9/10

hmmm edgelording it a bit. How will you fly with that hair flapping all over your face? I like the slick back and the undercut though. 3/10

hmmm... yeah nah. 3/10

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA 2/10

10/10 and I hate myself.

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Ask Answers: May 15th Part 2

And here’s the next part of the long answer set of the day!

When will OL: N&F take place? Beginnings and Always took place during summer breaks, will now and forever take place during a fall break or will the characters be going to school at the time of the events we play through? 

It takes place over all of the fall season, so school will be happening in OL2. Some events do take place in school, though many times events only start after school is already out for the day, haha.

Hey!! I have kind of a weird question?? I’m sorry if it’s been answered before and I just haven’t seen it but is OL 2 taking place during the same years as OL 1? I’m just curious, thank you for such amazing games!!! 

It’s a similar time frame, but not 100% exactly same.

Do you have any idea when the demo for now and forever will be available? 

Hopefully this fall! But that’s not a guarantee.

Okay the crime show in Step 2: Growing up. Long blonde hair, police station, crime series? Was it The Closer? Because I’m the same age as MC and Cove and my mom was constantly watching that when I was 13. 😂 

Haha, yeah! The Closer and, to a lesser degree, Medium were the kind of shows I was referencing there. My mom also used to watch those back in the day.

Hey um this might be an odd question but if the setting of OL: N&F is  fall/autumn, what country or city will it take because my mind tells me it is either Poland or Canada. Also I can't wait for the game I am hyped 

It’s set in the USA again. We’d like to be able to have cameos and that’s easiest to do if the OL games take place in the same country.

Is it possible for the PC of OL to have non-seriously dated other people in the in between years even if they’ve had a consistent crush on Cove? 

You can causally date Baxter in Step 3 if you get his DLC and then ultimately choose Cove in Step 4. If you mean off-screen people, it doesn’t really come up, but you can certainly headcanon that. The game never says Cove is the only partner you’ve ever had.

Is there going to be a Kickstarter for Now and Forever as well? For like voiced names and stuff again? Didn’t find B&A until after it was released and I’d really love the opportunity to hear my name in the game 🥺 

Yeah, we are gonna have a Kickstarter with getting a voiced name as a reward! Though, it will be more expensive than it was for OL1. I feel bad to raise the price but we realized too late the first time around that it was being super undersold for the amount of work it took, aha.

Do you know how much the remaining DLC for OL will cost? (Step 4, Derek, Baxter) 

Step 4: Free

Wedding DLC: $2.99USD

Derek DLC: $4.99USD

 Baxter DLC: $4.99USD

Has an artist for the new position been picked yet?! I'm super excited for the new game! 

We did fill that spot. Thank you so much for taking the time to apply!

hmmm what would it take to get each of the XOXO jerk squad to feel the need to hug you? 

They’d have to first like you a fair amount, otherwise the most you’d get is maybe a pat on the shoulder. If they were attached, they might hug you if you broke down crying or if you gave them super good news.

Unless it’s Shiloh, of course. If you want a hug you only have to ask!

May i ask how the Derek DLC will work? I believe that there aren’t any memories in step 4 and doesnt derek’s dlc take place during that step? So will the dlc add memories? Thank you! 

Derek’s DLC will add five Moments to Step 2 (a new page will appear on that screen if you get the DLC). Then in Step 4 you’ll have to choose between playing the default epilogue or going through the Derek romance story.

Is the pc version on itch,io different from the steam version? Like an offline one or something? 

Steam has achievements, but that’s about it. Both can be played offline, if you prefer.

I've been wondering this for awhile, what determines if cove winds up with a ponytail in step 3? I've done multiple runs with different MCs with varying hairstyles. Or does it have to do with a particular moment in step 2? 

I’m afraid I can’t say exact choices that determine things. But generally it’s preference based options in the Step before that decide those things.

Any Floret Bond updates? 

No, the artist had to leave the project and it’s been on-hold. I’m not sure if I want to try working just with what we have or replacing it all entirely. The design is a bit too specific for us to easily find someone who could mimic it. Hopefully we’ll work things out later, though.

In step 3 is Cove's plan always to stay in sunset bird? 

Yeah. He is never ready at 18-years-old to make a big life change.

I love your content! If it's alright to ask, you answered in a previous ask about how Jeremy was too particular with what he likes his types to be romanceable with just any MC and it's sort of got me wondering.. What /are/ his types and/or preferences and such? Sorry if it's a lot! 

Jeremy likes stubborn jerks and will not date someone who’s sweet or even generally a decent person, haha.

uh, excuse me if you said this somewhere before, but how will step 4 be actually? Will it he like an actual step and have moments and dlc and all? Or will it be more like a long epilogue of some sort?

Will the step 4, the wedding and extra routes dlcs be paid too? Im just confused, sorry if im asking too much

Step 4 is only an epilogue, so it’s just a long series of scenes one after the other rather than a collection of Moments you can choose from.

The Step 4 epilogue is free, the wedding DLC, Derek DLC, and Baxter DLC cost money.

i’m not sure how much of the wedding dlc you have planned already, or if this would be to spoilery, but what kind of wedding traditions will be included? i keep thinking about how flustered cove would get over a garter toss & was wondering if we’d see a scene like that haha. obviously no worries if it’s not included, i’ll enjoy literally anything cove related 

I don’t know for sure yet, haha. Right now we’re focused on the parts before the big day. We’ll see how many scene alterations we can include for the wedding itself later on.

Hello! Firstly, thank you for creating such an amazing game like OL, and I couldn’t be more excited for OL2! Out of curiosity, are you looking for any writers to come on for OL2 or are you all pretty much set in that department? Just thought I’d shoot my shot haha but I’m still excited regardless ^^! 

We will be hiring writers for OL2 later this year! Thank you for the interest.

Will we be blessed with a spin-off Yandere Cove, like XOXO Blood Droplets? 

Sadly, no. It’s a shame but there’s not enough time to keep making OL1 bonus/spin-off content.

How is Q pronounced?

I’m afraid Q’s full name hasn’t been publicly announced yet so I can’t answer here (Q and T are the first letters of the names for the new LIs in Our Life: Now & Forever).

Question; is the steam version getting a Mac update?  I purchased the dlc there thinking it had Mac support without realizing it and just wondered if I’d need to refund it to purchase on itch.io 😭 

I’m really sorry, you will need to get a refund from Steam. We do hope to have it there for Steam eventually, but have no idea of when it’ll happen. Apple requires special notarization to be an officially accepted app for their devices. We don’t have that. Steam requires having that, Itch will let you release it as an non-notarized third party app. That’s why Itch is the only place that has the Mac version right now.

would you mind posting outfit sheets for Cove in every step? it would make things a lot easier for us artists. it would save a lot of time spent looking for references 

I think we did do the earlier steps when they were finished way back in 2019 (this game took a long time to make, aha), but we can probably repost them sometime!

In our life n&f, will we be able to get into qprs/will there be more options in regards to having deep platonic relationships with the love interests? Because as an aroace individual, it would be great if there could also be emphasis on platonic love so that it's more aspec inclusive. 

It’s a little hard to say at this point. There may not be things like a wedding DLC for OL2 and so the relationship for platonic and romantic feelings might not go as far as it did in the first game. We’ll kind of have to see how much we can do based on timeframe/budget constraints that will only be set near the end of the year. But we will be keeping things like that in mind at least.

hi! i really really like your game and im absolutely in love with it! i cant wait to try your other games like xoxo droplet and future OL NF :))

during the step 3 erands moment i got curious, which fudge flavor is his favorite? it seems like he likes all of them, but which 4 do you think he would like best?

also i noticed that in some playthroughs cove would let me give him a piggy back ride, and in some he wouldn't, how come?

how does your choices affect cove's interests or looks? i replayed the game without changing any choices but i got cove to look different, is it just random?

thank you!

Cove’s favorite flavors are ones with nuts and that are fruity! But he appreciates them all. Whether or not you can give him a piggyback ride depends on if your MC is fit/large enough to hold a muscular 6-foot-tall beach boy, haha.

Cove’s appearance does depend on choices and it’s generally tied to choices that are preference based rather than emotion/action based, such as which key chain you pick in Step 1.

Is it possible for cove to reject MC's proposal at the end of step 3? 

Nope. He’ll always accept.

hi! i was wondering how heavily the side characters will be featured in the our life wedding dlc? obviously it'll be cove & mc focused, but i was thinking it'd be sweet if we could take lizzie dress / suit shopping or dance with cliff at the wedding or something. 

The side characters are there about as often as they are in normal events. So, it’s clearly focused on Cove but he’s not the only person you have any meaningful moments with.

When will responses be sent out to applicants? 

I’m afraid we don’t send responses out to all applications, only ones we’re interested in offering the position to. Not everyone likes rejection emails and the amount of applications is too high to contact them all to say we’re not hiring them. We post updates on the job page when a position has news. Right now we’ve filled every role that was open.

Is there also going to be the option to keep your relationships with the love interests platonic in Our Life: Now and Forever? That's something I really appreciate in Our Life: Beginnings and Always

Yeah! OL will never force you to end up in a romantic relationship with someone.

I was wondering, in the Step 3 Happiness moment, what are the different fishes Cove can compare MC to? I got "you'd be a paradise fish, because being with you is paradise," but my friend got "you'd be an angelfish." Are there more variations? 

He says paradise fish if you’re a couple, angelfish if he’s just crushing, and then a royal dottyback/queenfish/emperor tetra (based on your gender) if he likes the MC platonicly.

Hello! So, in one of the Step 3 DLCs, Cove's arm was gone. I think it was to show him putting his arm behind his back. But if that wasn't the case, did it get yeeted? 

Thanks for letting us know. That was an error we tried to fix a little while back. When did you make the save file you were playing? If it was older that might be why it happened. Or maybe the error wasn’t fully fixed after all.

Asking for your opinion, but do you think Cove would at all be into ABBA? Because all I could imagine during the car trip in step 3 was him and the MC belting to Mamma Mia. 

Haha, yeah, there’d definitely be some ABBA songs he was into.

So throughout the game, Cove can develop different interests depending on the player’s choices; does this mean that he can have different careers in Step 4? Or his is line of work in adulthood never mentioned at all? 

He can have different career paths in Step 4!

Hi!! I'm so so sorry if this has been asked before but I just acquired knowledge about the so famous nsfw dlc for OL and nearly chocked on my bubblegum 💀💀💀 So, my real inquiry is if that specific moment will have any kind of impact at some point of the fourth step OR if it will just be treated as a side-story-ish “what if” scenario.Also, is there any chance there'll be something similar for Step 4? Haha jk,,, unless 😳Questions apart let me thank you profoundly for making the best visual novel I've ever played 😭 Really really looking forward the epilogue and OL2 💕 Have a nice day 

It’s just a bonus side story that’s fully separate from the main game.

It would be nice to have one for Step 4 too, but I sadly don’t see us having time to actually do it. I don’t know, if people are still asking for more OL1 content several months from now it might be doable and worth doing.

I'd just like to ask, when is Baxter's birthday :0 -- I'm really curious esp with their zodiac signs so ;w; 

I don’t know, haha. Maybe I’ll come up with one someday.

Please help!! I bought the Step 3 DLC but I still have no idea how to get to where you can propose to Cove - any tips? 

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How do I get the option to propose to Cove at the end of the game?

You can click HERE for a discussion on that.

I love that Miranda and Terry are getting together! I'm curious if you have canon sexualities for them? Also just wanted to say how much I love OL and how much joy it brings me everytime I play it <3 

Terry likes ladies and Miranda likes dudes!

ngl Step 4 Terry's design reads like y'all see trans guys as their assigned gender more than you see them as men to me (a trans guy)... like maybe if he isn't heavily dysphoric, I could see it, but everything you've said about him doesn't line up with that. Even then, immediate warning bells go off in my head looking at him. I wouldn't have touched the game if I saw him ahead of time.

I’m sorry you aren’t comfortable with the way the design looks. The situation with Terry is that he’s now open about who he is, but the body he was born with is still physically the same. He only came out recently as an adult and hasn’t gone through any treatments/procedures yet (his chest is flatter because he wears a binder). However, even though his body hasn’t transitioned at the point Step 4 happens, no one treats him as anything other than the guy he is. Having a trans character who’s identity is supported/respected from the start is what we’re going for in this case. But what we’re doing with Terry isn’t the only trans content we’ve ever had/ever will have in the future.

how would baxter react to bae pyoun and vice versa? and can you please detailly explain both love interests personalities from our life 2: now and forever? i was just curious, sorry for dumb question!! 

I imagine it’d be pretty opposite experiences, haha. Bae would initially think Baxter is pushy and thoughtless, but would quickly realize, oh, he’s instead a soft, considerate boy. Very cute. Baxter would first be struck with the impression that Bae is charming and gentlemanly, but then would realize that, no, he’s a sarcastic asshole. And I’m afraid we can’t reveal the personalities for the next game yet.

Sorry if you've already answered this, but I have a question about the patreon exclusive moment you're working on. I was wondering if it's mainly going to be CGs or if it's mostly character sprites + backgrounds with some CGs.

Either way, thank you for doing the Lord's work and not only making Cove, but making this bonus moment as well 😌😌😌

It’s mostly sprites/backgrounds with two CGs!

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A/N : I just wanted to thank @i-thought-i-knew-what-love-was​ for helping me with the idea of this story for I was having a block lol!!! Also im sorry if i didnt catch all the typos or mistakes, i tried my best lol! anyway i hope you guys like it :)

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WARNINGS: 16+ (Kissing, Rude Language)

It was Summer 1985, it was unbelievably hot in Hawkins, IN this time of year.. but this year was different, it was hotter than any summer before that I could remember, so that only meant one thing.......Everybody and I do mean everybody was at the public pool. It was the only public pool in town and no on really thought or maybe they just didn't bother to get a pool of their own.

As I made my way to the pool just like every other day this summer, I felt different. I wasn't sure if it was because I did my hair different than usual, Instead of my usual half up half down action, I decided to do it to the side and crimped, it made me feel like I was in Teen Beat under the 'Your New Summer Doo' Section.... Or maybe it was my new swim suit that was all the rage this year with the coolest Neon Yellow and Hot Pink color block, sure it made me feel somewhat like a glass of strawberry lemonade but if i'm gonna be a glass of strawberry lemonade i'm gonna be the hottest glass of strawberry lemonade there is.

Well whatever, Im not going to let this strange feeling ruin my day at the pool, no way, nothing is going to ruin this day unless its an overly packed swimming pool with no room to breath...... as I walked through the gates of the public pool, I looked around, took a deep breath, and sighed "Ruined" I whispered to my self while closing my eyes. I walked over to my usual pool chair dodging kids left and right as i made my way, blocking out the parents yelling across the way for 'TOMMY STOP PUSHING YOUR BROTHER UNDERWATER!' I mean you think Tommy would know by now that when he tries to drown his younger brother, he's going to get yelled at. Taking deep breaths the whole way to my chair trying not to let anyone get to me, I laid my towel down and took my seat. I laid there for maybe 10 minutes before i heard Mrs. Fowl yelling once more "TOMMY STO-" but this time she was cut off *WHISTLE NOISE* "TOMMY! STOP DROWNING YOUR TWARP OF A BROTHER BEFORE I DROWN YOU! YOU KNOW THE RULES! YOU LITTLE DOUCHE" I heard a male voice call across the pool, I tilted my sunglasses down to see what was going down, first I saw Mrs. Fowl rolling her eyes at what the mysterious male just yelled, I scanned over to discover who this mysterious male was... He made his way down the side of the pool greeting a group of middle aged women who gawked at him. He was slowly getting closer to the Life Guard tower and thats when I realized who it was that was calling orders and greeting people across the pool...... It was Billy Hargrove, the new, but well known bad boy of Hawkins High School. Girls went Ga Ga over him, he was hot sure but I never really understood why these girls threw themselves at him, he was just a guy, I mean not to mention he was a major douche, didn't show respect to anyone he talked too, also I couldn't stand how loud his freaking car is!! like dude, not necessary, especially not necessary when its 3:00 in the morning!! did i mention he lived down the street from me. I was deep in thought, not realizing i was still staring at Billy, but now he was sitting at the top of the Life Guard tower, I didn't realize i was staring until he stared back at me and winked "Oh my gosh" I whispered to my self in embarrassment, I rolled over pushing my sunglasses back up feeling completely mortified, Maybe he would forget about it... I mean he has girls staring at him all the time.

I laid there for about 2 hours, forgetting about my slight interaction with Billy across the pool. I didn't feel bothered the last 2 hours until i felt a large presence blocking my sun, with out opening my eyes for not wanting to get out of my zen "Hey! Sasquatch, who ever you are, your mama wasn't a glass maker, so if you would kindly move out of my sun I would deeply appreciate it, thanks" I heard a cocky chuckle above me, as much i didn't want to, I opened my eyes, and there he was right above me... Billy "Ya know, its not polite to call people Sasquatch... and for your information my mom could be a glass maker... so you making assumptions .. well thats just plain rude" He said, licking his lips before continuing "But, i'm a very forgiving person so i guess ill let it pass" He said with a big cocky smile, I couldn't help but feel flustered, even though he was being so overly confident and cocky... he just had this charm about him ... but i wouldn't let him know that, I rolled my eyes in response and kept a straight expression laying still "Oh, Hey Billy.... I didn't know you worked here" I said with as little emotion as I could express "Now, I don't think that is true Y/N, I saw you checking me out earlier" He said with the same cocky but teasing tone, I scoffed "Oh please Hargrove, you wish i was checking you out" I felt him shift behind me before he answered "Ya know, usually when someone is just staring at another .. it means your checking them out" After hearing his words I tilted my sunglasses down to look at him "You flatter yourself sir" I said with a teasing smile, he scoffed and looked off and then back to me "hmmm alright Y/L/N, well my mistake" I rolled my eyes once more and pushed my glasses back up "Alright, you've blocked my sun for long enough, now move along Sasquatch" I said, back to no emotion, He chuckled "Yes Ma'am, I would hate to deprive you of your sun" He winked before walking away. I couldn't help but stare after him as he walked away..... I quickly looked away, realizing what i was doing ... What was I doing... I don't like Billy.

The next day rolled around, and I was feeling slightly more excited then usual to get ready to go to the pool. I know what you're thinking... NOO it had nothing to do with Billy... I just was excited to cool off in the water...... and lay in the sun again.... and maaaybe it had something to do with Billy, but its nothing big... I just like to give him a hard time, that is all... that. is. all.

I walked into the pool area, same as yesterday, but today I wore my red swimsuit that had little frills on the straps with a red Scrunchy to match. I laid my towel down, again like yesterday and just like clockwork I heard the same male voice as yesterday "TOMMY! DO WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS EVERYDAY! NOW STOP DROWNING YOUR BROTHER SO I DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOUR MOTHERS TERRIBLY SHRILL VOICE YELL AT YOU TO STOP! IT IS LITERALLY THE WORST PART OF MY SHIFT!" I looked behind me to see Billy finish walking to his place at the Life Guard tower, I couldn't help but chuckle at Mrs. Fowl's face, mouth wide open in offense to what Billy said.

The afternoon flew by and Billy paid absolutely no mind to me, he just say on his tower and every now and then yelled at Tommy.... But other than that.. nothing. I Hate to say i was slightly disappointed, yesterdays banter was not only fun but the most entertainment i have had this summer, all my friends were away for the summer leaving me alone ... hence the coming to the pool by my self everyday. The past week went by the exact same way, I would show up to the pool looking the cutest i can look interchanging the 3 swimsuits i own, and the 3 different hairstyles i knew how to do. But nothing, he would yell at Tommy, sit and do nothing... except when he would flirt with bimbo mcBarbie or wanna be Farrah Fawcett, it made me have a pit in my stomach... not that i was jealous... absolutely not, I was just bored.

The next day, I showed up, the same way as I had been for the past week.. except today i had no expectations except to mock the plastic Phoebe Cates wanna be that would flirt with Billy endlessly today. Today I wore my red swimsuit once again, with the same matching scrunchy... I sat and prepared to be disappointed again. I sat for about 20 mins, and just like a week before.... someone was blocking my sun, I couldn't help but grow a small smile on my face, I tilted my sunglasses and looked right at mr. Billy Hargrove with his cocky smile in front of me "You're blocking my sun Sasquatch" I said with a teasing tone "Oh my apologies ma'am" he said right before walking away. Really that was it .... no banter nothing.... I sighed aloud before sinking into my chair, what was gonna do .... and as I heard Mrs. Fowl and Billy yell at Tommy, thats when it came to me.

I approached the edge of the swimming pool, took a deep breath, was i really gonna do this... just to get Billy's attention? I rolled my eyes at myself, before stepping into the pool. I carefully walked closer and closer to the middle of the pool, looking around at all the kids around me, they looked like they were having so much fun. I started to rethink my plan, I didn't want to scare any of these kids just to get a stupid guys attention... a guy i don't even like! 'this is so stupid' i thought to my self before starting my way out of the pool, but thats when i heard the most annoying high pitched laugh coming from the Life Guard tower, and thats when I saw the Bimbo Phoebe Cates wanna be standing beneath Billy at the tower, and with out thinking I went for it. I started flailing and putting my own head under water to mimic drowning "HELP! HELP!" I screamed each time i came up for breath "HELP! I NEED HELP" I continued to scream, Thats when Billy just casually climbed down from his tower like nothing was going on and walked at a normal pace over to the edge of the pool before getting in. Billy swam effortlessly to me, and before i even knew it he swooped me up into his arms bridal style, carrying me out like i weighed nothing.... as we were exiting the pool, I had to admit, the way the water dripped off his hair and down his chest, Billy Hargrove was insanely hot.... I couldn't help but just stare at him, his face was not only hot, but it was .... Beautiful .. i mean his complexion was flawless... his eyes were such a beautiful shade of blue, and his smile was brilliantly white.. and thats when i realized he was smiling at me, I slightly shook my head in order to leave the trance i was in "Wow Y/L/N, that was quite the scene you made there.... you alright?" Billy asked in his teasingly cocky tone he always had, with his big smile, I rolled my eyes "Gosh Hargrove, please excuse me for making a scene by almost dying .... how rude of me!" I scoffed, he licked his lips with a chuckle "Oh almost dying? My bad ma lady, you did in fact almost die" he glanced at the pool and then back at me "In the 4ft end of the pool" he said with a huge smile looking straight into my eyes, with embarrassment i glanced at the pool and back at him "I was not in the 4ft end! i was at least AT LEAST!!! in the 8ft end!" I exclaimed in defense to myself, I hated lying, not only did it make me feel terrible but i was bad at it!! I noticed Billy was still holding me, and I only noticed because Bimbo Barbie and Wanna be Plastic Phoebe Cates was staring at me with murder in their eyes. Billys grip tightened around my thighs and arm as he effortlessly held me "Y/N, I had to train in this pool for 5 hours everyday for week before the pool opened to get this job..... I think i know where the 4ft end is" He said to me with confidence, I was at a loss for words, I had no comeback except for "Well, they must have painted to numbers wrong on the pool" Great one Y/N, stellar... they totally painted the numbers wrong on the pool, especially since you stood just fine where you 'Drowned' .. it was totally the 8ft end ... I wanted to face palm so badly but i didn't wanna give myself away that easy, my thought was interrupted by Billys laughter "Ya know! I bet they did paint them wrong.... My bad Y/N" He said in a sarcastic tone, I rolled my eyes in response "Well Billy, Thank you for helping me ... now if you would please let me down" I said, even though I didn't mind him holding me.... it sure was fun pissing The bimbo twins off. He smiled and nodded his head and gently let me down "It was a pleasure saving you Y/N" and as he started to walk away he turned back to me "Ya know, i teach swim lessons... I could teach you a couple things" He said with a wink "Yeah! maybe! Don't want to drown again" I said while wringing out my hair "Good! wouldn't want your fellow swim team to know that you forgot how to swim over the summer" He said winking before walking away "Yeah!!! that would be embarrassing!!!" I called after him, once he was not looking my face hit the palm

of

my

hand so hard it's like they were magnets.

Before leaving, with all my pride gone anyway, I walked up to Billy "Hey!" I exclaimed up in order for him to hear me up there on the tower, He looked down at me and smiled "Oh Hey Y/N!" He responded "Billy, did you mean it?" he squinted his eyes like he couldn't understand me, I sighed "Did you mean it!!" I exclaimed a little louder, but he still squinted with confusion "Ya know! why don't you just climb up here and tell me" He exclaimed to me, I sighed and looked around "Why don't you come down here!!" I yelled back, and again he squinted, I rolled my eyes and started up the ladder "Was this really necessary Hargrove, I see you talking to the barbie twins all the time with out having them climb up here" I said exasperated, he just smiled propping him self up on his chair "Yes, but you see... Im not actually listening to them.. its the same thing every time" he says before he start " 'Oh Billy, you look so strong, please take me out for a ride sometime' 'Oh Billy, I bet you could bench me with ease' " He said in his best girl impression and then went back to his normal voice "and yadda yadda yadda, but you! if you're talking to me... it must be something worth hearing! so how can i help ya Y/N?" I couldn't help but chuckle "well, i was just wondering if you meant it, when you said you would give me swimming lessons?" I said, looking down at my hands that were clasping the edge of Billys seat to keep my balance, I could feel his eyes on me, but i refused to look at him until i heard his answer "Well, That depends.... are you asking?" He asked, with pure joy in his voice out of amusement, I mustered up my confidence to look at him "Maybe!" I said, he was smiling the largest, cockiest smile, placing his whistle in between his teeth, not breaking his eye contact with me and then *WHISTLE NOISE* "TOMMY! IM GONNA COUNT TO 3 AND IF YOU ARE STILL BEING A LITTLE DICK IM GONNA COME DOWN THERE AND TIE YOU TO A TREE ..... BET YOU WOULDN'T LIKE THAT KID!" He yelled, still not breaking contact , I again couldn't help but chuckle, he opened his mouth so slightly so that the whistle would just fall out with ease, his mouth still open he grew a sheepish smile "Yeah Y/N, It would be an honor to teach you to swim" I smiled "Good!! thanks" I said as I started to climb down the ladder "Hows 10pm tonight?" He said, and I popped back up to level with him to make sure i heard him right "Huh?" he chuckled "I said how about 10pm tonight?" I just sat there for a minute, no knowing what to say.... I would have to sneak out in order to do that but before i could stop myself i said "Yeah sure!! that works for me" He smiled even bigger "Great!! Ill see ya then Y/L/N" I started down the Ladder again "Great!!!" I exclaimed.

I ran home and did the usual, eat dinner with the family, go to my room and read whatever book i'm reading until my parents go to bed, in which i usually go to bed or sneak down to watch some TV to myself, but not tonight.... tonight i was sneaking out.... I've never snuck out before ... let alone sneak out to be with a boy.... and not only that .. the town bad boy ..... ugh! what am I doing.

As soon as I heard my parents bedroom door shut I finished prepping my hair and slipped on some shorts over my swimsuit. I ran down the stairs and snuck out the door, making sure to close the door very slowly in order to not make a sound, clicking it shut ever so slightly, as soon as it shut i sighed in relief and turned running into someone behind me causing me to scream "WHAAAA!" I screamed "Geesh Y/N!! Ya want the whole neighborhood let alone your parents to know your sneaking out" I heard Billy whisper to me as he clasped his hand over my mouth, I let out a huge breath happy it was just him and not some criminal, I licked his hand to get it off my face, he laughed before removing his hand "Excuse me Hargrove, you almost gave me a heart attack" he chuckled "You know this is your second brush with death today, I don't know if me being around you is good for your health" I smiled to myself, Oh no... You definitely are not Hargrove. I looked at him and then realized "Hey!! why are you here, i thought i was meeting you at the pool?" we continued to walk down to his car "You really think i was going to let you walk to the pool, by your self, at 10:00 at night" he said as he held the passenger door to his car open, I rolled my eyes "Im not getting in there" I said crossing my arms, he scrunched his eyebrows confused "and why not?" he asked "Because i hate your car" I said without thinking, he laughed, now leaning on his open car door, looking at me with an amused smile "Oh really? You hate my car!!! you have never been in my car, my car is offended" He said teasingly, I rolled my eyes once more "Why do you hate my car?" He asked, I sighed a big sigh "Because!! it's entirely too loud, which usually wouldn't bother me, but when its waking me up at 3:00 in the morning and i am having a really good dream... yeah that would make me hate a car." He just looks at me with disbelief before bursting into laughter "Well, we're gonna change that" he said winking at me and opening the door wider "Now please get in the car" he said gesturing to the car "No! i'm not getting in the car." I stood my ground, I was not getting in that- My thought was interrupted by strong arms scooping me off the ground and before i knew it I was in Billys arms "Billy!! what are -" he set me in the passenger seat of his car and closed the door before i could finish my sentence. Billy effortlessly swung into the driver seat and within seconds we were zooming down the street, in usual Billy fashion... I had to admit, it was exhilarating going this fast with the music blasting this loud I couldn't help but belt the lyrics along "THERES NO ONE LIKE YOUUUUUU! I CANT WAIT FOR THE NIGHTS WITH YOUU! I IMAGINE THE THE THINGS WE DOOO" I belted, Billy smiled at me in awe, I could feel the blood rush to my cheeks and Billy started belting the song, hitting his steering wheel to the music, nudging me with his elbow to join back in, so I did. We belted songs all the way to the swimming pool, it wasn't a super long drive... but it was probably the most fun I have ever had in a 5 minute drive. As we pulled up to the pool Billy turned off the car and within seconds he was at my door helping me out. "Soooo are you even allowed to be here this late?" I asked looking around for security cameras, Billy chuckled "ummm thats up for debate, but for tonight.. yes" I nodded along "Alright.... why tonight but not other nights? did you bribe the security camera guy" Billy looked at me as he unlocked the gate to the pool "Not exactly" He said with one of his famous Billy winks, I have received more winks from billy in the last 12 hours then i have received in the past year its self.... but I didn't mind. He finally got the lock undone and we walked in, out of habit i started walking toward my usual chair "Ha, where you going Y/L/N?" I stopped in my tracks and realized what i was doing, I started back to Billy, but being flustered I tripped over my feet causing me to fall right into Billys arms, I couldn't tell if he moved to come catch me or I was just falling in

his

direction and caught me... either way, I liked the feeling of his arms around me "You know, you're a real dork" He said with a chuckle, and in a moment we just stared into each others eyes, until me being me had to sneeze, I faced away and sneezed into my arm, Billy helped me gain my balance before letting go of me "ehem.... well i'm gonna get the pool cover off and then we will start the lesson" I watch as Billy hastily got the cover off, I felt bad letting him do it alone, so I started helping him, he looked up at me and laughed "What are you doing Y/L/N" He said with a chuckle, I smiled at him "What!!! I wasn't gonna let you do it by yourself!!" He just smiled at me and then shrugged as we continued to get the cover off. We were now standing in the middle of the pool "Okay, Y/L/N, let start with basics.... Floating" He said looking at me as if to say 'Come closer' "Y/N You're gonna have to get closer to me" he said smiling grabbing my hand a pulling me closer to him, I looked up and our face's weren't even an inch away with how close we were, I could feel his breath on my cheek "you're gonna want to get on your back" He said in almost a whisper, not moving from how close he was to my face, I blinked a slightly turned to look into his eyes "Excuse me?" he chuckled "To float.... you're going to want to get on your back to float" He said smiling, all of a sudden his face was gone away from mine and i felt one hand on my legs and the other on my lower back as lifted up my Legs and balanced me out ... I was now on my back floating in a pool with Billy Hargrove "Alright, Im gonna let go" he said, he actually sounded kind of nervous, which i have never heard from Billy, as i felt his hands start to move away from me I couldn't help stop my self "No" I whispered, not wanting his hands to leave from me, he smiled and moved closer "If i don't let go, you wont learn" He said, i felt his fingers lightly graze my lower back "Well, I also wont learn if you leave me on my own too soon... ill sink" I said trying have a teasing tone but it was slightly ruined by my heavy breathing, i couldn't help i was filled with all kinds of emotions right now. Billy leaned down closer to my face "Thats true, good job" He said with just as heavy breathing as me. We focused on my floating for about 15 minutes before we went on to other things, we swam all together for about an hour or so until it started to get pretty cold, I could help but shiver "You need to stop Y/L/N?" Billy asked making his way back over to me "Im just a little cold, i'm okay though" I said through chattered teeth, he chuckled and ducked lower in the water and came over to me the rest of the way "C'mon, get down here" He said pushing my shoulder so that I would be in the water as deep as him, he moved closer where his arms were now around mine, and once again our faces weren't even an inch apart "better?" he whispered, all I could do was nod my head, I really was getting warmer.... "You smell good" I said, Did i really just say that...... 'you smell good' ? really??? ugh! ... Billy laughed "Thank you, I take pride in that." he said, moving a little bit closer "As you should, smelling good is something you should take pride in" man i am one with the words, i'm surprised he is even still here, with my stellar flirting..... A week ago I didn't even like looking in Billys direction, and now..... Now i wanted nothing more then to feel him closer not only physically but personally... He was a lot different than i thought he would be. I felt him start to lean in closer to my face, I didn't know why but i back away, which made me really mad at myself.... why did I do that "Im sorry I-" as he apologized I moved back to where I was and closer, inviting him to continue what he was gonna do, he smiled and then moved in, before i knew it his lips were on mine with out thinking I started moving my lips with his, our motion so fluid, he was good at this, his hands were now on my back moving me closer, and there we were ... me and Billy Hargrove.. making out in the middle of Hawkins Public

Pool at

11:45 at night. We both pulled away by the sight of lights passing down the street, cautious of getting caught, we both looked back at each other and laughed "You're good at that" I said catching my breath, once again feeling the blood rush to my cheeks "You're very honest ya know that" he said, rubbing my back now "Ya wanna know something though.... You're good at it too" He said looking down and quickly licking his lips and then looking back up at me "How do you do that?" I asked, he scrunched his brows confused "How do i do what?" I sighed "Get me from hating you to ... to... this! in less than a week" I exclaimed in a slight whisper "Its my super power" he chuckled "Now, c'mon... I better get you home" and before I could blink his hands were off my back and he was effortlessly hopping out of the pool. totally disregarding the stairs, he held his hand out to help me out the same way "I think, Im gonna use the stairs... ya know because ... thats why they are there" I said teasingly, he rolled his eyes "But where is the fun in that" he scoffed as he walked over to the stairs to meet me, and as soon as I reached the top he had me slung over his shoulder "Aaahh!!! Billy, I know that events today may prove other wise, but I do know how to walk on my own" I said in protest "Sure! but what if i let you down and all of a sudden a eagle comes down and swoops you away and i wont be able to stop him" I rolled my eyes at his comment "The likely hood of that happening, is about as good as me winning the lottery 3 times in 2 days" I said still hanging upside down on his shoulder "Well, maybe i just like holding you" and then ladies and gentleman .... butterflies happened... oh boy.

We had a good 5 minute ride back to my house, where he held my hand, in which I tried to protest just to mess with him but inevitably gave in... I like it. When we pulled up, just like before Billy quickly got out of the car and had my door open in second, helping me out and walking me to my door with our fingers interlocked, I started for my door until i felt a tug of Billy pulling me back to him, I knew he was strong, but just one tug i was flying back to him, he had to catch me, in which our faces were once again within millimeters from each other "We gotta stop meeting like this" He said teasingly with his famous smile "I gotta tell you something" I slipped out "I know how to swim and I wasn't really drowning, I pretended to get your attention" I said entirely too fast, he chuckled "I know" I paused at what he said "You know?" I asked confused "Ya know Y/N, You are a terrible liar..... First off no one drowns in the 4ft end of a pool unless your 3, and second we may not have talked too often in school... but that doesn't mean I didn't notice you, You're the captain of the swim team, which is why i brought it up earlier today, so of course you know how to swim... I offered the swim lessons as joke.. and then you came and asked and..... I couldn't be happier you did" He said still holding me, I smiled and did a little excited hop "You noticed me?" I said a little too eager, he chuckled and looked away and then looked back "Theres no one like you Y/L/N" he said right before taking my chin lightly with his fingers and bringing me in for gentle but passionate kiss goodnight.

[mistchievous]

Saying he was fully in charge of his hair for the first time was a bad choice of words. I mean more that his parents strike me as the sort to heavily dictate what his style was growing up, and Eddie seems the type to just go with that. It was easier, and it suited him well enough, so why bother to change, ya know?

But in the military, he would've been completely not in charge. It needed function and to meet the dress code so he probably just kept it short rather than messing with gels or stuff, even when he was at home.

Plus I imagine Shannon liked it soft and product free, easier to stroke a hand over.

But now, in LA, he styles it. He's clearly experimented, even if only a little, with gels and mousse and a brush technique that isn't straight back away from my face.

S3 hair was best, S4 was a little too carefully-ruffled, and sadly I'm yet to see any of S5 (I'm not paying £30 a month to get it) outside of clips and stills, but it looks better.

You veered away from our joking back and forth about the best hairstyle and went meta with it. 😂

That's fine. We can talk Eddie's hair. That's a hot topic with me anyway. 🤣

We've had entire discussions about his hair before. Particularly his Season 3 hair and what led to that and the symbolism of allowing it to grow out again in Season 4. And then from that post, @extasiswings does that thing she always does and went even deeper turning the evolution of his hair into an entire character study in this fic here.

There are different ways to look at this.

That being said, before I continue, I honestly think his Season 2 hair was just a decision on the part of whoever was in charge of Ryan's style when he was first brought on. And they probably just went "Hmmm. 🤔 This seems sexy! 😏"

But let's talk about it inside the narrative instead!

While I'm certainly no fan of Diaz parents, I honestly don't think they'd have been dictating his hairstyle into his late teens and early adulthood. That seems like a bit of a reach.

I do agree that when he was young he probably didn't care, but I'm gonna bring up Chapel's reply on this post from earlier:

Because whether there's a narrative decision behind his style for Season 2 or we're headcanoning something here, I think it's highly likely that he got out of the army and went right back to what he knew.

That he fell back into how he styled his hair before enlisting because that's what he was used to. That's what he knew how to do.

And that would kind of make sense when you consider what I mentioned jokingly (but also not jokingly) earlier that it was too young for him and didn't quite work. That it seemed like an older man trying to style his hair in a way he thought was cool and attractive only to miss and seem like he's trying too hard. Little things like how thin his hair looked around his hairline at times and how it looked thinner than it should around the edges for that kind of style don't lead me to believe it's a new style for him.

It comes across to me as something that worked before, so he went back without realizing that it doesn't work the same way anymore. I don't really see it as something that developed post-service.

I'm not going to repeat everything from the posts I've linked above for what I think happened with his hair from S2 to S3 and even S3 to S4. You can read them if you're curious.

I absolutely do not agree that his S3 hair was his best look. I literally mentioned in those other posts that I think he cut it off to avoid having to focus on it in his grief.

But I'll admit that what does and doesn't look best on him is all a matter of opinion.

In Season 4, his hair began to grow out again, and I've talked about the symbolism of that before. But I think it's a bit notable that it was kept so neat and carefully styled. Everything with Eddie in Season 4 had to be picture-perfect. From his hair to his relationship to his pillows. Everything had to look right.

And we see it being a bit less controlled in Season 5 as those picture-perfect ideas fall to pieces around him. His relationship. His mental health. Himself. It's there and he works at it, but every strand is not in place. There's still a lot more of Season 5 left to go, so we'll see what happens.

But his hair is definitely an interesting topic.

At least to me. 😂

[dana-chan-the-control-brain]

Hey, did you saw the film theory on Invader Zim on Membrane that Low-key makes sense

NO. IT. DOESN’T!

Okay, maybe this is my personal bias shining through, because I really don’t like Mattpatt sometimes... No. Okay, I have nothing against the guy personally. More frankly, I don’t like his fanbase or the way he structures his videos.

The way Mattpatt words and structures his videos acts like he’s the first person who thought of this idea, it’s the main contributor to why I stopped watching his videos a long time ago.

He speaks in a lot of rhetorics and strawman arguments rather than just saying what he wants to say. Like “If you don’t believe me... look no further then...” and that’s the one thing I ABSOLUTELY HATE on theory videos.

And some of Mattpatts own theories he doesn’t take seriously, but this is what you get when you base your INCOME off of youtube ad revenue and browse the reddit forums for new ideas. A completely monopolized way of theorizing. (and this is why there are several paragraphs in my current chapter of Tech Support of Zim’s Computer complaining about the concept of youtube entertainment in general.)

Sure, I don’t think Mattpatt will run out of theories... but I really hate the structure of his videos follows along strawman arguments, acting like he’s always arguing with an imaginary audience for entertainment value rather than just say what he wants to say.

That, and people will often cling to theories of someone with good editing software and a youtube channel then Their own opinions.

Something that I learned was incredibly dangerous to do. I learned my lesson with “That Guy with the Glasses dot com” and I don’t plan to act like I know something or am better than someone else cause I agree with someone who said something on youtube once.

I do watch Internet reviews and theory videos for entertainment, but that’s all they are to me. I don’t like to watch youtube videos to give me opinions on how I feel about things. And I seriously think a wide margin of his subscribers lack critical thinking skills at times, as well as a majority of the youtube audience, or from what I’ve seen in the comment section.

However, remember... These are just my thoughts on the matter... My thoughts are not law and I never claim them to be.

Like when I first joined the fandom and posed my GIR analysis questions... I even said:

“I don’t know if the fandom has talked about this in depth or not... I just got here... or if someone put it into this many words before but...”  

Also... the thing that bothers me about his Invader Zim theory...

A lot of Mattpatt’s sources are just..... Wrong...

(for the next few minutes I will be talking about this video, feel free to watch or don’t)

Okay.. “Membrane is an Irken” this has been a popular fan theory since before I even entered the fandom and there are old fics about this. I have read Irken Membrane stories before.

It’s not personally my cup of tea, but it’s fun to think about.

But the straws Mattpatt grasps in his video.... Really upset me because there is some thought to the theory back in the day.. ... Like back in 2002??? but like.... NOW?!

Okay, I’ll pick apart this a little... bit by bit...

He says that Membrane takes a hard stance against anything paranormal.

Kinda... but no.. Membrane never outright denies the existence of aliens. (except in ETF... which he mainly says out of frustration...) This is what Membrane says about “there are no aliens” in the show:

Membrane just says that there are no “intelligent” aliens...None that are able to travel the massive distance to Earth, anyways... If aliens existed at all, (like the cryptoids Dib talks of) they would have traveled the distance to the planet and communicated with them by now.

However, this is a nitpick of a minor issue. One that a majority of the fandom tends to overlook when viewing Professor Membrane and Dib’s relationship in general. 

And I do find it weird that he used this for evidence when he cut out the most important snippet from the full lecture he gives Dib here.... JUST to support his claim... as if he’s intentionally leaving that part out.... hmmmm

However, I can let this slide, because it’s a nitpick and really doesn’t change anything that Membrane is very dissuasive of Dib’s alien-hunting hobbies. (I have a theory as to why and I explain it here in my own way)

The point is, Membrane is dismissive of anything alien... maybe because he’s an Irken...okay, good, yes. fair. 

A lot of Mattpatts claims from then on are pretty solid, and I won’t bunk them with “But in my headcanon/Fanfic verse...”  Because what he is saying is all true.

Membrane denying the existence of aliens even after being taken to space jail doesn’t have much of an explanation and is played for comedy and there are many ways you can go with this, and I am not going to bring up my fanfics or my own headcanons to argue with him here.

Because there is no explanation, and he is going with the “Membrane is Irken” theory... So that’s very solid when he’s talking about Membrane denying the Hallucinations. 

Mattpatt claimed that Membrane wore his face covering at all times and had been dressed this way since he was a child.

I will not deny this. This is true.

However, isn’t bringing up Membrane’s childhood kinda put a hole in your own argument?

MEMBRANE WAS A CHILD.

He had been shown to have childhood memories in the comics and the show.

Irkens don’t really have a “Childhood” per say, at least not in the way that humans do. They are a smeet, then elite, then Invader..

If he’s claiming that Membrane came to earth as an Irken SMEET....How, why, and when? 

That kinda raises more questions than it answers.... What are you proving by bringing up Membrane’s baby pictures on Earth exactly? It kind of works against your own argument? 

Saying that they’re Irken because they all have the same hair.... that’s just stupid... and he’s citing the Invader Zim wiki on this .... oh boy.

Yeah, Like before I watched the show I thought Dib and Disguised Zim were the same character or brothers...

But I don’t think character design here is a solid enough reason in this case... At least not when it comes to the hairstyles... That’s a stretch.

“Hmmm Membrane’s hair forms an M shape... What could the M stand for? Mirken?! SUSPICIOUS!” (this is just a joke)

Also... the lack of ears thing... He did say it would be hard for Membrane to hear if his headpiece was covering his ears, but not necessarily... The entire thing is a headset and he is the man of science, he can really do whatever the fuck he wants cause Science is like magic in a show like this. So if Membrane wears a headset that doesn’t obstruct his hearing at all, I can buy it... Also.. it’s equally possible his ears got blown off in a chem lab accident or he’s legally deaf and that headset acts as a hearing aide and HELPS him hear... 

Actually, I always noticed how in Membrane’s original design from the show, the headset looked a lot like a hearing aid. Specifically one with a head clip, It’s one of the things I first noticed about his design in the show.

And it’s just something I always assumed because he’s a scientist who deals with explosions in his face on a daily basis... (in fact he experiences one in episode 2B) So on first viewing, I thought that his headset served as a hearing aid as well as prescription glasses and a communication device. 

I’m just throwing out possibilities because the “lack of ears” is also kinda a stretch.

Mattpatt complaining about “lack of nose” however... Okay, yeah I’ll give him that one. It’s a character design choice that is a little odd for Professor Membrane, but it does fit with the Irken theory, since a majority of human characters, in fact, all have noses. So, Yes the “lack of nose” does fit more into the Irken theory. 

However.... Florpus anime Membrane DOES have a nose...

Meant to be drawn in a more semi-realistic artsyle, you can clearly see the bridge of his nose here.

And he looks very similar to anime Dib... Sooooo... Shrug-city... 

It’s likely that Membrane not having a nose in the show is simply a stylistic choice than anything else. Basically, the bridge of the nose is there... we just don’t see it.

Especially since Nightmare Membrane has a nose as well..

Membrane is like Home Improvement’s Wilson. We will never see his face, and that’s part of the gag. The man probably sleeps in his labcoat honestly...

I also find the voice pattern thing a bit of a stretch. Membrane and Zim are just eccentric characters who yell to emote or emphasize a point or emote stronger. And Membrane’s inflections are never the same as Zim’s.

Remember, no other Irken TALKS like Zim. Professor Membrane doesn’t really go around screaming: “I AM PROFESSOR MEMBRANE” either..... 

If anything... it just kinda proves both characters have auditory processing issues or hearing problems more then anything.

And there is a lot of screaming on this show.... Screaming from Dib, screaming from Membrane, Screaming from GIR, screaming from Zim... Screaming is funny... and characters scream so much that the characters with their mouths wide open is somewhat a staple of the show.

This is more because of Johnen Vasquez’s voice direction...

Especially since no other Irken really talks like Zim..

Zim’s manor of Speach is strictly a Zim thing and not an Irken thing.

Professor Membrane’s manner of speech is simply a Membrane thing and not a human thing.

I will give Mattpatt that. That a lot of tech in the show looks similar to Membrane’s. I feel this is mostly a stylistic choice, but it really does fit in with the Irken theory. 

Like that Zim just so happens to use the same operating system as Dib is played off as a joke. But it does add some small credence to the theory here... I need to point out when he does get it right... some pats on the back.

These are very good points and does follow through with what he’s trying to prove by the end of the day.

(even if Membrane was lying about the destruction of all mankind with the beans thing, but that’s a minor nitpick here) 

But his entire paragraph comparing Membrane’s tech to Irken tech is a really good one. Props there.

This whole paragraph about there being only Tall or short irkens cause their society is height based and there are no “medium-sized” irkens....cause they were “dealt with”

Okay.

....

Sure Mattpatt. Let’s just entirely ignore the existence of the Frylord and this entire character even though you mentioned it in the synopsis at the start of your video... Showing that Taller irkens are in positions of power against the shorter, also... Zim is a tiny irken... there are many Irkens that stand taller then Zim.

Being tall in Irken society is a rarity, and Almighty Tallest Purple said that he and Red “became” the Tallest. How? We don’t know, but we do know at one point the current Tallest looked like this:

How do Irkens get that Tall? Body modifications? Maybe... it’s never explained, but considering the Frylord is super big and probably eats a lot of snacks might have something to do with it. We don’t know.

It’s safe to say that being Tall in their society is a rarity and Tallests are either born or made special from the cloning chamber from the get go.

Not to mention, Membrane is Taller than the current Tallest are already...

 and you said earlier in the video that Membrane would have gone to Earth as a child...

When he was no taller than a wrapped Christmas box of socks...

So why would Membrane take refuge on Earth at this point? Mattpatt says that Membrane was sent on a mission to Earth because the Tallest felt threatened by his rule...

BY MEMBRANE’S RULE?!?

HE’S THE SIZE OF A CHRISTMAS BOX OF SOCKS!

What do they have to be threatened by? 

Because... Mattpatt DID bring up Membrane as a child earlier in the video... meaning Membrane came to earth when he was about the same size as Zim.

SO THEY HAD NOTHING TO BE WORRIED ABOUT AND HAD NO EVIDENCE TO BELIEVE MEMBRANE WOULD GROW TO BE TALL ORE EVEN VIEW HIM AS A THREAT

You bunked your own argument. Congradulations.

Membrane conquered the world through his inventions. In a way, sure. Membrane Labs does own a lot of stuff. But he doesn’t own everything. A majority of the Corporations that keep the population stupid usually don’t have anything to do with Membrane Labs and aren’t affiliated at all. 

But this does fit into the “Membrane is an Irken” theory so I will give him that one.

However, Membrane being an evil corporate dictator is a hot take I never really appreciate at all and I can never get behind it.

It hits too close to home in the real world, and I always like to view Membrane as a self-made man and a World loving hippie at his core who just wants to make the world a better place, much like his son, but he actively does something about it. (which can also be why he encourages Dib with real science so much cause he knows Dib wants to save the Earth as much as he does)

Just calling Membrane a capitalist billionaire that doesn’t care about the little guy kinda seems disingenuous towards his character for me. 

Especially when Membrane in “Ten Minutes to Doom” created a machine (foodio) that completely end world hunger... which was in BETA in the unreleased episode...

 but by the time the movie rolls around... Foodio exists... past his BETA, meaning that he’s probably no expensive than a common household microwave and can materialize food from nothing:

Yeah. Membrane completely ended world hunger off-screen. thanks. (something no capitalist would ever do...)

Membrane also does appearances for charity (in the comics), and often takes funding for sponsorships when he is low on funds and he had to find a cure for pig mouth. 

Sure “Membrane conquered the world” fits the Irken theory...

But I never appreciate that take on his character and that is admittedly, very personal bais. 

I just wanted to say my peace a little bit here about how I 100% don’t vibe with the “Membrane capitalist/billionaire scum” especially since he ended world hunger...and invented a cure for the un-common cold.

Works for the theory, so good on Mattpatt for that one, but I personally don’t vibe with it.

Mattpatt compared Zim and Dib’s head shape as something to argue... Like because Dib has a similar head shape to Zim... that Dib has to be an alien... Okay... But If you look at the Invader Zim artbook (which I own)

The show has a very distinct look on how they draw characters’ heads. It’s a very distinct stylistic choice and there are pages upon pages in the artbook describing the style and how it looks in motion, and many revision notes to the Korean animators.

There are lots of pages on the artbook describing in detail the differences between the main characters’ heads, what to do, and what not to do.

It’s a difficult style to replicate, and Dib having a big head was mostly a joke from the showrunners to the showrunners, cause they kept drawing Dib’s head slightly bigger to make him look more appealing.

A majority of the audience doesn’t really notice because all the children in the show have big heads. All the kids are like 3-4 feet tall and have huge heads. 

Also... Dib’s head is far more rounder then Zim’s in the comics and the Movie... comparing their head shape as an arguing point, when Dib’s head shape changed midway season 1 when the designs got slightly more streamlined is just... bad form..

Dib and Zim’s heads never really look the same from the early episodes as they do later on.

Comparing this character design similarity just because of the artstyle is really stupid.

This is the most infuriating thing about the video... because Mattpatt disproves his own argument with his own footage not a few seconds earlier. 

He claims that Gaz sarcastically mentioning she has a squeedly spooch is a canon fact...... but ... hmm.. Mattpatt... can I rewind the footage of your video, please?

Where’s her squeedly spooch?

IS IT BEHIND HER CLEARLY HUMAN ORGANS?! I DON’T SEE IT?

And this isn’t just a stylistic choice... here’s a picture of another human’s organs for comparison.

Mattpatt literally disproved his own argument and ignored the fact that we saw an X-ray of Gaz’s organs in the very same episode...

Gaz doesn’t have a squeedly spooch and she literally was being sarcastic.

and the whole thing is disproved very easily.

Everything Mattpatt says in between those two points, about Dib being taken aboard an alien ship as a baby, and that there is no mother, and the Clone theory... That is all good stuff and this is what the theory video should have speculated and focused on, because there is some digging to be had here... I feel he focused a lot on the wrong points in his video...

And this is the most outrageous point he makes in his video. It’s the thing that pissed me off the most... and lead me to write this essay in the first place.

He claimed Eric Trueheart himself confirmed the clone theory and had story plans where Dib would discover his clone origins.

HE DID NOT!

IN FACT, Eric Trueheart himself published Volume One of the Invader Zim script book AND THIS IS WHAT HE SAID:

Eric neither confirmed nor denied the rumor.

But for Mattpatt to blatantly say that Eric said that Clone Dib was a planned thing by the screenwriters?!

He is BLATANTLY putting words into a Screenwriter’s mouth! Something that you should NEVER do.

Because it is 100% a lie.

He had no source for this claim. He probably just read the same rumor on the wiki and has no source.

This is the reason why I don’t trust videos like Mattpatt. The truth is often stretched for entertainment value, or information is just made up to prove “they were right” about whatever the topic of the day was. He doesn’t even bother to cite the source he got “Eric Trueheart’s word of mouth” from... because it was wrong.

Sorry if this whole thing is more hostile than it intended to be... But Mattpatt was looking at the ENTIRELY wrong evidence for this show....

Irken Membrane is a fun theory... but Mattpatt picked the entirely wrong topics and points of discussion, even to the point of hiding the truth and straight-up lying to his audience about his sources.

It’s kinda like saying “Birds eat ghost peppers because they’re part dragon and dragons can handle spicy food”

While, yeah, Birds are descended from dinos, it’s kinda missing the full story there and it’s not the reason why birds can eat spicy food.

Irken Membrane is a fun fan theory... do what you want with it. I am not here to dissuade Irken Membrane headcanons...

I’m just here to encourage critical thinking, and perhaps NOT put words into content creators' mouths when there is no credible source for it just because it benefits your argument.

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Dsmp headcanons!!!! Some of these I came up w myself but others I've seen floating around and I rlly like em!!

 Technoblade having Wilbur do his hair growing up, but once Wilbur died Technoblade didnt know how to take care of his hair too well so it became knotted, so now he resorts to braiding it because its the one hairstyle Wilbur taught him how to do and its the one hairstyle that keeps his hair the most knot free, And has become a bit irrationally protective of his hair because he associates his hair with the memories he had growing up with Wilbur. Like Technoblade he worries that if his hair was cut off then he would forget about his memories, or a "Wilbur would be upset with me" situation. But from time to time Tommy will mess with Wilbur's hair and ask him questions about it like "how come you got the pink hair? Hmmm? Phil dosent even have pink hair." "I dont know, Tommy. That's just how I am." "Thats stupid." "Tommy." "Sorry."

during the techno and tommy meetup, what happened w tommy and dream while in exile rlly messed him up so he has nightmares about it sometimes, and so sometimes in the middle of the night he gets up to check and make sure Technoblade is still there and hasnt left him too

Tommy has wings cus Philza has wings too, but theyre small so he cant rlly fly, just kinda glides. (Like origin smp!

 Ranboo is half enderman, he cant teleport but has bad memories because instead of teleporting his memories go poof

 Ranboo has behaviors similar to enderman; hates/is uncomfortable with people staring at him, touchy/ just grabs things (kleptomaniac)

 Fundy has mannerisms similar to foxes

Tubbo names some of his bees after people he misses, even though he was given Beeinnit he already had a bee named Tommy.

Technoblade will let ghostbur put flowers in his hair

Although hes extremely allergic to water, Ranboo enjoys swimming. Its like lactose intolerant ppl eating dairy that isnt lactose free

Technoblade is an adrenaline junky because he's almost always tired and wanting to sleep so the only thing that keeps him awake is doing something that gets his heart pumpimg, which is why he always goes 500% with everything cus otherwise he'd fall asleep doing it

Whenever Phil catches Ranboo in his enderwalking state, he just throws Ranboo over his shoulders and carries him around.

Sapnap carries around a box of matches/ & a lighter and occasionally chews on them, and will try to do cool match tricks

tubbo owns those crocs with the fuzzy linen on the inside of them and puts bee jibits on them. Additionally, Tommy wears crocs and always keeps them in sport mode. He fights wars with crocs on in sport mode. and sometimes he wont wear socks, just to spite people. 

Tubbo is part moobloom!

Since Wilbur is Phils son he also has wings, & whenever he was pissed he would collect the feathers his wings shed & then dump them in Phil's room. At 1st this was v annoying 4 Phil but now tht hes gone, Phil keeps 1 of Wilbur's feathers as a necklace/bookmark.

Adding onto wilbur with wings, during his pogtopia arc he would do the same thing to tommy whenever he pissed him off and would "elbow" Tommy with his wings. tommy has also definately tried pouring water on wilburs wings with the excuse that he wanted to “see if it would roll off like a duck”

Since sapnap is "born from the lava" (i think that was mentioned once right?) He also bathes in lava, either lava or boiling water, (whatever he can get his hands on.) When he needs alone time he sits by lava in the Nether & talks to it. He has a soft spot for magma cubes

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During your middle school years, you were always in advanced classes. This meant being in class with some of the same kids every year. Tsukishima Kei was one of them. You guys had been in the same class for all of middle school. At the end of your last semester of middle school, you hear Tsukishima and another one of your classmates, Yamaguchi Tadashi, discussing their plans to attend Karasuno High School. Looks like another year of Tsukishima for you. This year, you were determined to become at least his friend. This was proving to be a lot harder than you originally intended.

Chapter Eleven: Adore You

It was finally the first day of the Inter-High Tournament. You woke up with fond memories of the night before when Tsukki had come over. You smiled and glanced out your window at the street painted blue with an early morning glow. You stretched your arms and yawned, not wanting to get out of your comfy bed but knowing you had a train to catch soon. 

You climbed out of bed and dragged yourself to the bathroom to begin getting ready. You went through your usual morning routine but decided to change up your hair for the day. You opted for a half-up-half-down hairstyle with little clips adorning your hair. You took one final glance in the mirror, happy with how you looked.

Though the summer heat was in full force, the evenings and early mornings in Sendai could get chilly, so you opted to wear a pair of high-waisted, blue paperbag shorts with a white t-shirt. You grabbed a cardigan to wear in case the cool air was too much. You grabbed the bag of clothes you had packed the night before, along with your phone, headphones, and wallet. You pulled up your messages with Ichiko and sent a short message telling her you were about to leave for Sendai. 

Ichiko had promised to meet you at the train station and walk you to the Sendai City Gymnasium, however, she couldn’t stay for the matches due to having piano lessons on Saturdays. You walked out of your room and to the kitchen, grabbing the bentos you had made the previous night to bring today. You made two, one for breakfast on the train and one for lunch at the gym. You tucked them neatly into your bag and grabbed your house keys before getting ready to leave. You slipped on your white trainers and left the house, locking the door behind you. 

Your train was due to leave in forty-five minutes and you were a twenty minute walk from the station. You put on your headphones and shuffled your favorite mix to get ready for the day ahead. 

You arrived at the station with plenty of time to spare, but it was too early for many of the shops to be open so you pulled out your phone and decided to send Tsukki a goodmorning/good luck text. 

New Message

To: tsukki

good morning tsukki! be sure to eat a healthy breakfast! i’m rooting for you today! 

You took a photo of yourself doing peace signs to send with the text message. You smiled at your phone screen and sent the message before mindlessly scrolling through different apps, waiting for the train to come. You sat contently as Adore You by Harry Styles rang through your headphones. 

Honey

I'd walk through fire for you

Just let me adore you

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After the forty-five minute train ride, which you fell asleep on, you were in Sendai. It was currently 8:30 in the morning and the matches weren’t due to begin for a couple of hours. You looked around the Sendai station, searching for any signs of Ichiko. You had texted her before leaving but never got a response, hopefully she remembered the time of your train. 

After searching for a couple of minutes, you were about ready to give up and walk to the gymnasium on your own, but you saw Ichiko running at you at full force. Her hair was in a messy bun and it looked like she was still in pajamas. 

You laughed slightly as you removed your headphones to greet her. 

“Did you just wake up?”

Ichiko kneeled over, hands on her knees as she took heavy breaths. “Yes, you should’ve CALLED me when you were getting close to Sendai, you know how I always oversleep,” Ichiko whined and stood up straight, regaining her composure only momentarily before tackling you in a hug. “It’s so good to see you again, I missed you.” 

You laughed and returned her hug. “I’m glad to see you too, it would’ve been better if you had been on time to the station but it’s okay, I’ll forgive you, because I love you,” you smiled as Ichiko finally released her grip on you. 

She smiled and poked your cheek, a gesture you guys had started when you were both young that never went away. “I love you too, (Y/N)-chan,” she looped her arm through yours and began to walk you in the direction of the gymnasium. “I’m starving, do you want to get something to eat before I drop you off at the gym?” Ichiko asked. 

“I had a bento on the train, but I could go for some tea!” You smiled at her and she smiled back. 

“Great! I know this adorable little cafe on the way to the gym that serves tea and breakfast,” she laughed and sped up her walking pace, essentially dragging you alongside her. 

“Okay, okay, don’t tug my arm off Ichi-chan.” 

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You and Ichiko were sitting outside of a small book cafe, you had ordered a hot green tea while Ichiko ordered two pastries as well as a smoothie. You were sipping your tea while Ichiko slurped down her smoothie, watching the people of Sendai walk by. It was so nice being in a cityscape. Everything near your house was just the boring old countryside.

“So which boy on the volleyball team do you like?” Ichiko asked. 

You felt your cheeks heat up immediately at her question. “W-why do you think I like any of them?” You wanted the question to come out as offended and strong, but it came out sounding embarrassed and shocked, like she knew something you didn’t want her to. You didn’t like anyone on the volleyball team, but for some reason your thoughts wandered to how you and Tsukki had hung out last night. 

“Why else would you come all the way to Sendai for a volleyball game? It’s not even an interesting sport to watch,” Ichiko scoffed and laughed. She figured she had struck a nerve with her question. 

“For your information, volleyball is very fun to watch. This isn’t my first time watching the team, plus I help out at practices sometimes,” you tried your best to avoid her initial question. 

“Stop avoiding my question (Y/N)-chan, I know you too well for you to try,” she laughed again. 

“I don’t like anyone on the team, I’m just friends with them. Two of the first year players are in my class at school, that’s how I got to know the team,” you shrug, trying to be nonchalant. 

“Hmmm, okay. But I don’t believe you. Guess I’ll have to figure it out at tomorrow’s match, if they make it that far,” Ichiko took a bite out of her chocolate pastry. 

“You’re coming to the match tomorrow?” You asked, not expecting Ichiko to want to come. She just said volleyball was boring and her schedule was usually extremely busy. 

“Well, duh. I gotta meet this boy you’re in love with and I wanna spend more time with you!” She laughed and shoved your shoulder. “If you’re here to watch volleyball games, I’ll be there with you. Other than today of course, my parents won’t let me skip piano even though I don’t need lessons anymore,” she sighed with exasperation. 

“Your parents don’t want you to forget you’re a prodigy,” you laughed. Ichiko had been an extremely talented piano player when you met her and she only got better through grade school. You watched her win awards and play recitals all over the country. “Also I’m not in love with anyone on the team, I just told you that,” you sighed with frustration, but you could never stay mad at Ichiko. She was just too lovable. 

“We’ll see,” she laughed and finished her second pastry. “Come on, I’ll walk you to the gym before I go to my lessons,” Ichiko stood up, dusted the crumbs off of her pajamas and offered a hand to you. “Lets go, (Y/N)-chan.” 

You smiled up at her and grabbed her hand. You guys walked like that, hand-in-hand, for the majority of the way to the gymnasium. You noticed some funny looks from passersby, but didn’t mind. Ichiko made you feel like everything was okay, and you didn’t want to let go. 

You guys approached the gym and she finally let go of your hand. 

“Okay, okay, do you have an estimated time of when you’ll be done? I’ll try my best to come pick you up so you don’t get lost,” Ichiko smiled at you. 

“I’m not really sure, I think the afternoon games start at 1:30 so if our team gets to the second game they should be done around 3:30 or 4:00 I think. I’ll text you updates,” you smiled back at Ichiko. Being around her made you forget the loss of your mom. It made you feel like a child again. 

“Hmm, okay I’ll try to be here at 3:00 and if they’re still playing, I can stay and watch with you. Now I gotta run, I’ll be late to piano if I don’t. I love you, (Y/N)-chan. Root for your team for me!” Ichiko wrapped you in a bear hug before running off the way you had come.

You watched her leave before approaching the gymnasium. There were so many teams milling around the outside of the gym, your eyes began to scan the crowds for a certain lanky, blonde male. 

Once you spotted Tsukki, standing out above the crowd, even in a sea of tall boys, you smiled and began to walk towards the team. Hinata was the first to notice you. 

“(Y/N)!” Hinata yelled and ran over to you, jumping like a maniac. 

You laughed and patted his orange hair. “Hi, Hinata. It’s good to see you too.”

The rest of the team began to approach you as well. You smiled at everyone and greeted them. 

“Thank you for the treats, (Y/N), the entire team appreciated them. But how come you weren’t able to give them to use yourself? Yamaguchi said you weren’t in school for the day either,” Daichi gave you his concerned dad look. You smiled at his kindness. 

“I wasn’t feeling too well yesterday, I think I stayed up too late baking,” you laughed and quickly glanced at Tsukki. You were glad he hadn’t told anyone about your argument yesterday. 

“Well we all really liked the melon bread, especially Tanaka, he kept raving about it,” Daichi laughed. 

You glanced over at Tanaka and saw his cheeks were pink. “Melon bread is my favorite food and it was a nice treat, what about it?” He yelled and you laughed. 

“I’m glad you liked it Tanaka-senpai. I’ll be sure to make extra for you next time,” you smiled at him and he looked like his brain had short circuited. 

Daichi laughed and gave you another small smile. “Alright everyone, let’s get inside and get checked in. The first match is in forty-five minutes.” 

You watched as Nishinoya and Ennoshita pushed a broken Tanaka towards the doors and Hinata and Kageyama tried to race. As everyone else began to walk towards the doors, you caught up with Tsukki and tried to walk next to him, his long legs allowed for lengthy strides, however, and you struggled to match his pace. 

“Will you slow down you idiot bean pole? I’m trying to walk with you,” you huffed. 

“I don’t walk next to runts,” Tsukki said, as he slowed his strides to match your pace. 

“Whatever, softie. You love to walk with me,” you smirked in victory up at him. He glared down at you, but his eyes were soft. 

“Whatever,” he huffed. 

You smiled and walked with him in a comfortable silence. While Ichiko made you feel like a child without any problems, Tsukki made you feel like you weren’t alone in dealing with them. Being around him made the burden feel so much lighter, as if the load was being shared by the two of you. 

“You better win today, I’m counting on being able to come see matches today and tomorrow. My friend Ichi-chan might even come so you guys gotta be good,” you shoved him slightly as the two of you walked behind the rest of the team. 

“Well now that I know some random friend of yours is coming, we’ve gotta win huh?” He shoved you back, harder, making you stumble as you walked. 

“Hey! I just thought I’d give you more reasons to want to win, no need to shove me,” you huffed and turned your nose up at him. “If you’re gonna be like that, maybe I’ll just root for the opposing team and hope they beat you guys into a pulp so I can go hangout with my friend for the day,” you let out a dramatic sigh before laughing. 

“Whatever, I don’t care what you do,” he stated, before looking at you with kind eyes. You noticed that in public, Tsukki only seemed to smile with his eyes, not letting the uninterested look on his face change all that much. 

“Sure you don’t,” you smiled and almost walked into Nishinoya who had stopped short in front of you. You glanced around Nishinoya, trying to get a view of what made the team stop. Up ahead, in teal and white tracksuits was a school you didn’t know about. “Who’s that?” You whispered to Tsukki. 

“Aoba Johsai High School. One of Kageyama’s upperclassmen is on that team and he’s apparently a really good setter. We played a practice match against them and won but I think we won because Oikawa, the good setter, wasn’t there for the majority of the game.” 

“Oh, so you guys are like rivals?” You asked him. 

“I guess you could say that. But they’re almost always the second best in the prefecture. They have a way better team than we do, I don’t know if we can beat them and Oikawa,” Tsukki said, looking over the crowd towards the other team. 

“Well you don’t know if you’ll lose until the final ball touches the ground,” you nudged him softly. “Don’t get all scared now, you guys are gonna kill it.” 

“I’m not scared, there’s no need to be. What happens will happen,” Tsukki shrugged. 

“You should be more enthusiastic than that Mr. Apathetic,” you sighed and shook your head at Tsukki’s disinterested attitude. Daichi clapped his hands to get the team's attention. 

“Okay guys! Official warm-ups start in 30 minutes, I want everyone stretched and loose, ready for the first game. Remember, focus on the opponent at hand before you start worrying about the next opponent!” Daichi pulled everyone into a huddle for a pre-warm-up chant. You stepped back, not wanting to intrude on their team traditions. 

You watched as everyone put their heads together and yelled “Karasuno, FIGHT!” 

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The second set against Tokonami High School was currently underway and you were watching intently. You cheered each time Karasuno scored and gave them waves when the boys glanced up at you. Tsukki had been adamantly avoiding your gaze which made you feel frustrated, but you still continued to cheer extra hard for him. You watched as Karasuno increased their lead against Tokonami. 

You admired the boys of the volleyball team, they gave one hundred percent effort in each of their plays. 

Before you knew it, the second set was wrapping up with Karasuno winning 25 to 14. It was before noon, so you knew the boys had some time to cool down and eat lunch before their next game at 1:30. You smiled down at the team before grabbing your things and running down to meet them in the gym lobby. 

You jumped off the last stair and began running through the crowds of people to the doors to the court. You stopped and watched the boys walk through the doors, an air of victory surrounding them. You smiled to yourself and you could just tell how proud they were. 

You walked over to them with the widest smile on your face. Nishinoya and Tanaka were there to greet you first. The two boys jumped towards you to give you high-fives. You used both hands to give each of them a high-five while praising them on a game well played. 

“You guys were so awesome, you did so well!” You gave them a big smile and they both looked ready to pass out from receiving praise from you. They smiled sheepishly at one another and wandered off. 

You greeted and gave congratulations to each player. After having attended so many practices, you were getting used to all of the team members and they were all getting used to you. Tsukki and Yamaguchi were the last two to walk through the gym doors and you gave Yamaguchi a high-five and congratulated him, even though he hadn’t played in the game. 

You stood in front of Tsukki, looking up at him, and gave him the biggest smile you could muster. 

“Good job, Tsukki. I’m proud of you,” you gave him a thumbs up. 

He scoffed and walked around you. “I don’t need praise from a runt,” even though his words were laced with their usual coldness, he put a hand on top of your head and ruffled your hair slightly. 

You giggled softly at how he ruffled your hair. “Fine, if you don’t want praise, I’ll make sure to tell everyone, except you, that they played well,” you turned your nose up at him and began to walk towards Kageyama and Hinata, who were having some random competition in the middle of the walkway. 

Tsukki stopped you by putting his hand back on your head. “I was kidding, you loser,” he said. He leaned down so his mouth was close to your ear and whispered, “Don’t stop. You help me play better.” 

You could feel your cheeks heating up at his words. You couldn’t manage to form any words so you just nodded and mumbled something incoherent. 

Why did Tsukki have that effect on you? Why was he able to scramble all of your thoughts with a simple seven words? 

Tsukki removed his hand and began to walk towards his team, leaving you frozen. You shook your head, trying to get rid of the lingering feeling of Tsukki’s breath against your ear. 

You sighed and then took quick steps in order to catch up to Tsukki. You walked by his side silently. Thoughts of Ichiko’s questions about who you liked on the volleyball team suddenly filled your mind. You glanced up at Tsukki and thought about how he made you feel versus the rest of the team. 

Everything with Tsukki could be so complicated though. Just yesterday morning he was upset with you but by the end of the day he was at your house eating dinner with you. You thought about the emotional rollercoaster your friendship was with Tsukki. It made you smile, though, thinking of the moments you two had shared. 

But that didn’t mean you liked him. Tsukki just knew how to press your buttons in the right way. That’s the type of person Tsukki was, he loved to press the buttons of the people around him. 

You sighed, frustrated by your feelings. You definitely didn’t like Tsukki. 

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Winchesters x 4

Summary: Coming back to the bunker you want nothing else but to relax with your boyfriends…

Pairing: Dean x Reader, Sam x Reader, AU Dean x Reader, AU Sam x Reader, Castiel, Jack Kline

Warnings: angst, language, arguments, tension, dirty talk, horny reader, smut, unprotected sex, oral (male receiving), degrading (consensual), double penetration (p in v + p in a), anal sex, anal play, sex with 4 Winchesters (come on – you all want it!), jealousy, sharing is caring, fivesome (it’s an orgy folks), sex tapes

A/N: Here’s the requested one-shot to episode 15x13. (I do not follow the exact plot.)

Hips swaying, a dirty grin on your lips you walk out of the garage. The Impala is parked so you know your boys are home and ready to scratch the itch.

“Boys! I am at home!” Squealing you yell through the bunker as you make your way through the huge building.

You love taking your time to reach the rooms, just drinking in the atmosphere of the building you call your home but today you don’t take your time. Racing through the building you squeal seeing Dean standing in the library.

He doesn’t see you coming until you jump into his arms to pepper kisses all over his face.

“Dean, you smell good!” Smirking you crush your lips onto Dean’s wrap your legs around his waist to shamelessly grind against your boyfriend's growing erection.

“Missed you, Baby.” Looking at Dean you cock a brow. “Something wrong with you? Sammy? Has Dean eaten the wrong food or why does he look at me like I am a …”

Giggling you look at Sam who stares at you like you are one of those rare books he loves so much.”

“Y/N?” Sam gasps but you barely recognize anything but the man-bun as you let go of Dean to walk toward Sam.

“Dude…” Chortling you stand on tiptoes to inspect Sam’s new hairstyle. “What’s with that man-bun, Baby? And why don’t you kiss your girl, Winchester?”

Sam blinks a few times, not knowing how to react to your suggestion he let the seconds pass by, and you take matters in your hands. Jumping into his arms your wrap one hand around the back of his neck to kiss Sam fiercely.

“You taste odd, Baby, just like Dean.” Eyes narrowed you lick over Sam’s lips. “What have you done to your hair, Sammy?” Whining you tug at the ugly man-bun and Sam tries to get rid of you.

“Sam…” Dean moves closer, sniffing at your hair as you let go of Sam. “She’s alive…”

“Dean?” Confused you turn around to search Dean’s face. His hair is different, too. Patting his head, you hum to yourself. “Why is your hair flat? Did you two have an accident or shit?”

“Y/N…” Sam wraps his arms around you, and you groan as you feel his breath in your neck. “I’ve missed you so much – we missed you so much.”

“I was away for like five days, Baby. Now tell me why you and Dean decided to ruin your hair.” Smirking you fist Dean’s flannel to bring him close to your face.

“I want to know if you tried to look better for me before I take care of…” Patting Dean’s cock you lick your lips. “Your big problem, Deano…”

“Sam?” Looking at his brother Dean cocks a brow. “Can we…I mean?”

“Can you what, Dean? Rip my clothes off and take me like the dirty girl I am?” Squeezing his twitching length, you give Dean a dirty look. “Come on! Don’t make me beg to get fucked by my boyfriends…”

Grabbing Dean’s wrist, you lead him toward the room you share with the boys for the last six years.

“Gosh, what’s wrong with you and Sam today? Usually, you would have me bend over the library table the moment I enter the bunker…”

While Dean and Sam stare at you – mouth agape, you strip your clothes off. You don’t know what’s wrong with your men, but you will make sure Sam loses his man-bun right now.

“Come on! Did you forget how to strip your clothes off?” Only wearing lace panties and a bra barely covering your stiff nipples you smirk as you unbuckle Dean’s belt. “Momma wants to play Baby. Give her the goods…”

“Y/N…I mean…ahem…” Dean tries to shove you away but your hand slips into his open pants and he groans loudly. “Oh…fuck me…”

“DEAN!” Sam looks offended by his brother’s outburst and you knit your brows together. “You can’t���we can’t…”

“Sam…I…” Stroking Dean you don’t stop staring at Sam who looks aroused and troubled at the same time.

“Okay…” Letting go of Dean’s twitching length you stalk toward Sam. Fisting his plaid you force him to bend to meet your angry eyes.

“I want to fuck you and Dean right now. Get out of your clothes or I swear you won’t get any for months.”

“Listen…we can’t do this…” Sam stammers but one hand gropes your tit.

“Why?”

“Maybe as they are not your men…” Dean barks and you gasp as Dean steps into the room, wearing the flannel you bought him last month. “Hands off our girl…” Sam adds, and you step backward.

“What the…?” Your eyes dart from the men you just shamelessly touched to the pair of brothers standing in the doorframe. “Holy fucking shit! What’s going on here? Wait…did I die and end up in heaven…?”

Pacing around the room you recall the hunt, the drive back toward the bunker and everything in between. “Maybe I knocked my head or something…”

“Sweetheart.” The Dean who just entered the room says and you realize his hair looks like it used to do. The Sam next to him doesn’t wear a man bun.

“Calm and come over here.” Dean clenches his jaw as you are in your underwear and tried to have sex with his ‘double’.

“Explain…?” Gaping at Dean you shake your head. “What is going on? I just wanted hot sex with my men and now…” Pointing toward man-bun Sam you groan. “There are four of you…”

“We are the men you are on love with – not those imitations. Cheap ones if I may add!” Dean is angrily clenching his jaw. “How could you have mistaken them with us?”

“How could I…?” Furiously waving your hands you grunt. “These two look exactly like you and Sam. They are wearing your clothes and smell like you! How should I have known they are not you?”

“Instinct?” Sam carefully tries and you grab your shoe to throw it at your boyfriend.

“Instinct my ass! You could’ve called me, asshole! None of you will touch me for the next months…” Storming out of your shared room you shove Dean aside as he tries to stop you. “Fuck you – both. No - all four of you!”

“Sweetheart…” Glaring at his alternative version Dean raises his fists. “This is all your fault! Crashing into our lives, wearing our clothes and now you tried to touch our girl!”

“To clarify things – she tried to touch us.” Man-bun Sam interjects, and your Sam rolls his eyes. “I tried to resist her but it’s hard to not touch her.”

“She’s ours…” Dean grits his teeth, ready to attack the alternative version of his baby brother. “No one touches our girl!”

“She was our girl too.” Stammering the alternative Dean glares at your Dean. “I mean she could’ve been, but we didn’t get that far. Chuck he…”

“Ripped her away from us…” Glancing at his ‘man-bun’ version Sam swallows hard. “All that was left to do was keep on hunting. She died six years, two months and five days ago. It was a shock to see her here…”

“We never…I mean there were longing looks and little touches but we never…”

While your Dean listens to the other Dean’s words he sighs. The alternative version tells him about his feelings and how much he’s missing you – or rather your alternative version.

“I need to talk to Y/N. I messed up and hurt our girl…” Running out of the room, your Sam hot on his heels Dean curses himself for not being more sensitive sometimes.

“Dean, calm. Y/N will forgive you for sure. She loves you and your grumpy personality.” Snickering Sam opens the door to your room only to watch you throw things at his brother.

“Get out of my room you insensitive asshole!” Furiously throwing things at Dean you won’t stop yelling at your boyfriend.

“Sweetheart. Calm down or I have to tie you to my bed.” Stopping in your tracks you lick your lips. “Oh—that’s what you want, dirty girl. I bet you just got wet imagine me pounding you while Sam fucks your throat…”

“Hmpf…” Throwing your lamp at Dean you squeal as he dodges your attack, pouncing on you. He’s holding you in a tight grip, smirking as you shiver at his touch.

“My girl wants it rough today?”

“Asshole…”

“Watch your tongue or…” Glancing at the doorframe Dean knits his brows. “I will make sure 4 Winchesters make you obedient.”

“Four…” Gasping you wiggle in Dean’s grip. “Four…” Repeating the word you glance at the three Winchesters in the doorframe. “Four Winchesters…”

“Fuck, you little slut…” Dean groans pressing his erection against your thigh. “You want all of us to fuck you?”

“Hmmm…” Your heart races at the thought to have two Sam’s and Dean’s to take turns. “Only if he loses the ugly man-bun.”

“Damn, Baby Girl…” Sam groans while the alternative versions of your boyfriends stand useless in the doorframe. “We will split you open, fill you with cum and take turns till you beg us to stop but you know what…”

Smirking Dean nods at his brother. “We won’t stop at all. Not before you are our good girl.”

“We don’t have a saying in this?” Man-bun Sam mutters and his brother rams his elbow into his ribs. “Dude. We could…”

“Fuck before Chuck destroys your world?” Your Dean chuckles. “I promise she will let your dick explode. Our girl is such a naughty little slut for us. Right, Sweetheart?”

“Yes…” Panting you wrap your arms around Dean’s neck. “Such a dirty whore for your cocks…”

“I am all in.” Alternative Dean grunts. His brother still hesitates as the other Dean slides his hands over your ass to squeeze it tightly. “Two Dean’s will fuck you raw, Baby Girl. Daddy will make you scream his name…”

“Daddy?” Smirking your Dean tilts his head to wrap his lips around one nipple. Biting you through your bra.

“Yeah. She will go down on her knees and suck my dick till she chokes on my cum…” Surprised by alternative Dean’s dirty mouth you moan.

While your Dean suckles at your nipple the other Dean captures your lips in a dirty kiss.

“I am all in as always. What about you?” Glancing at man-bun Sam your version smirks. “She’s so good at taking my cock. You will never feel anything better than coming inside her pussy.”

“Where did you learn to speak like that?” Alternative Sam rubs his hand over his erection, watching you getting sandwiched by his brother and your Dean. “Fuck…”

“That’s our girl. Always so cock-hungry.” Sam pushes off the doorframe to join ‘the party’. “Let’s lead this to our room. The bed is bigger for four guys and our whore…”

“Sammy…” Whimpering you spread your legs as Sam slips his hand into your panties to rub you roughly. “I need you…”

“I know, Baby…” Nodding eagerly you grind against Sam’s long fingers. “I am here, pretty girl.”

“Okay…” All dams break and alternative Sam walks toward you, the Dean’s and Sam rubbing your clit. “I want to fuck her too…”

“About time, man-bun Sam. But…” Licking your lips you look up at the other Sam. “I changed my mind. Leave the man-bun. I want to ruin it while riding your dick…”

Groaning four Winchesters look at you before all men grab a part of your body to carry you toward your ‘playroom’.

You’re a mess as four Winchesters round the bed. All in their naked glory stare at you kneel on the bed.

“Look at you, Baby. All wet and ready to get fucked by four guys. I bet we will ruin this pussy tonight.” Your Sam smirks, letting the dirty beast he is out once again.

“I want Dean to fuck you from behind while the other Dean takes your mouth. Man-bun Sam, film it…”

“Why are you in charge?” Alternative Sam grunts but his cock twitches every time Sam orders you around.

“I am in charge as I am in charge now use the phone and film our girl getting fucked by our brothers…” Your Sam sits on a chair, smirking at you as he slowly fists his massive cock. “Later you will writhe on my dick.”

“Why can’t I fuck her pussy?” Grumbling alternative Dean dips one knee onto the mattress and you greedily start to stroke him.

“You are guest roles. Now shut up and take what you get, or you can jerk off while my brother and I make our girl scream.” Sam darts his tongue out, glaring at alternative Dean as you go on hands knees, sticking your tongue out.

“Good girl.” Your Dean praises as his fingers slide over your slit, teasing your entrance. “Always so eager for our cocks. I will give you what you always dreamed of. Me and I fucking you…” Dean slips his fingers inside as the other Dean places his dick on your tongue.

“Take it, Sweetheart.” The alternative Dean mimics your lover and you give him an approving grunt before you tease his length, pressing your tongue against the velvet skin.

“Good?” Sam strokes his cock faster. “Does he taste like my brother or all vanilla?”

“Shut up.” Snickering at alternative Dean’s outburst you open your throat to slowly swallow his length. “Fuck me, she’s taking me so deeply…”

“Best mouth I ever had. Pity you can’t…” Removing is fingers your Dean smirks as the other Dean grunts as you start to bob your head. “…fuck her pussy…” Full a second later you cry out around the dick in your mouth.

“I love her mouth…” Patting your head the other Dean nods at his brother. He’s filming the whole scene, gulping every time his brother shoves his cock further down your throat.

“Fist her hair and fuck her as you mean it. Our girl loves it when your cum drips down her chin and she looks like a whore…” Dean bottoms out with a grunt, stilling his movement to watch his alternative version for a while. “Damn, I never thought watching me fucking you could be that sexy…”

“Fuck her, brother…” Sam warns. “Or I’ll take over…”

“Shut up, Sammy. Let me enjoy this crazy orgy.” Dean grips your thighs roughly, snickering as you tighten around him. “Getting fucked by Dean’s makes her even more of a slut.”

The first drag makes you moan loudly around the other Dean. At first, he was shy, held back but now he fists your hair as he roughly shoves his cock as far down your throat as possible.

“Such a good girl for me and the other Dean.” Man-bun Sam is frantically fisting his cock. Almost dropping the phone, he grunts loudly, matching the noises your Dean makes.

“God, you feel so good, Sweetheart.” Your fingers grip the sheets hard enough to turn your knuckles white. You try anything to not fall over the edge before Sam allows you to do so.

“Fuck her harder, angle your hips.” Sam orders and you groan around Dean. “She is close, and I want her pretty face to contort in pleasure but…” Smirking he gives his brother a wink. “I want her to feel the edge…”

“I know how to fuck our girl…” Dean follows his brother's orders, angles his cock to hit the sweet spot making you squirm.

The other Dean is close to the edge, looking down at you. His dream came true. You filled with his cock looking up at him with doe eyes makes it impossible to not lose it.

“I am…Jesus…fuck me…” He shoots salty cum down your throat and you grin around his cock as he pats your head. “I love to fuck you…”

“Pull out and let her swallow…” Sam demands and the other Dean nods eagerly. “Good…”

Opening your mouth, you show Dean his cum before you swallow it. The other Dean groans, as he wipes his cum off your chin. “Love you, Baby…”

“God…Sweetheart…” Grunting your Dean fists your hair to press your head into the mattress. “You squeeze me like a vice…”

“Cum…” Sam orders and you scream into the cushions. Feeling your Dean fill you up you smile lazily as you can’t believe you had the opportunity to fuck two Dean’s at once.

“Good girl. Now we are going to give you a break and then…” Sam gets up as Dean pulls out of you. “I am going to make you scream my name…”

Sam is watching you crawl onto man-bun Sam’s lap to slowly take him in. He would never admit what Dean blurred out, but your Sam was never harder in his whole life.

Watching you taking his alternative version in, let his cock twitch repeatedly. “I want to fuck you, Sam…” Releasing his hair out of the ugly man-bun you smirk before you start to rock your hips slowly.

“Go slow, grip his shoulders and grind…” Sam orders as his hands creep over your back. Shivering you nod as you let your Sam grip your waist to guide your movement.

The other Sam is shyly glancing at your Sam, huffing as the man behind you guides you faster.

“Good, that’s good, Baby. Take him harder and make sure he’ll never wear this man-bun again. You need to fuck the attitude out of him.”

“Yes…Sam…” Purring the words you grip the other Sam’s shoulders tightly. “Love to ride you.”

“I know you do, dirty whore.” Alternative Sam grunts and you smirk. “Fuck me harder, slut…”

“You are a good teacher, Sammy.” Snickering your Dean films you on top of the other Sam. Your Sam watches you with darkened eyes, guiding you now and then. “She fuck’s him like pro…”

“On top of him, now…” Sam gets impatient and you know what he’s up to. When you lie onto the other Sam’s chest, still rocking your hips your Sam circles your puckered hole. “You’ll be full of two Sam’s in a blink, Baby.”

Shivering in anticipation you nibble at the other Sam’s jaw, causing him to fist your hair to press his lips to yours. Your tongues snake as you feel Sam slip one finger into your tightest hole.

“So tight…” Moaning you grip alternative Sam’s shoulders as you feel the cool liquid run out of your asshole. “Love to fuck your ass…”

“Yes, he does…man bun Sam. Do you like a good ass too?” Your Dean snickers as you feel the tip at your entrance.

“Relax, Baby. Let me in…” Humming you let Sam press into you. He’s panting heavily, feeling the fulness at the other side of your thin wall while he inches into you. “That’s a good girl. Lock at this Dean…”

When you feel both Sam’s inside you start to whimper. You never felt that full. Sam prefers anal sex while he fingers you but with one Sam in your ass and the other in your cunt you are stuffed to your limit.

“I’ll count to three…” Sam warns, and you know you are in for a treat.

The first drag lets you go limp between both Sam’s. While Sam behind you pulls out the other thrusts up into your abused pussy.

“Good…so fuck good. I never saw better porn.” Dean pants heavily watching you writhe between his brother and the other Sam. While you try to keep your noises low, Sam grips your waist tightly to go harder.

Cries leave your lips as two cocks slam into you in abandon. If you die right now – you’ll do it with a dirty grin on your lips.

Dean urges the Sam’s on, forgetting only one is his brother.

Your eyes round at all the dirty words leaving Dean’s lips but the most erotic thing is the noises you and the Sam’s produce. Skin slaps against the skin and you can hear your juices squish with every trust.

“I love the way you fuck her, Sam.” The other Dean steps closer to watch two dicks disappear in your body. “Next time I want to fuck her pussy or ass with Dean…”

Grunting you meet your Dean’s eyes and you fall hard at the other Dean’s words.

“You’re ours…Baby…” Sam grunts filling you with his last thrust.

While you struggle to catch your breath you are close to another orgasm. “Cum for us…” Your Sam whispers and you dig your nails into alternative Sam’s chest, causing him to shudder and squeal.

“Did your brother just squeal?” Sam tilts his head, glancing at alternative Dean. “I think we have to teach him how to fuck for sure…”

“Shut up…” Panting the other Sam pumps into you, cursing your name with every stroke until you feel his cum drip out of you. “That’s it…whore…”

“Good girl…” Sam's lips travel down your neck. “Always so good for us. We love you…”

“I have to admit that was something else…” Sitting on your Dean’s lap you sip at the tea your Sam made for you. “Getting fucked by four Winchesters…a dream coming true.”

“Dirty girl…” Snickering Dean pecks your neck.

Castiel stands in the room, not daring to say a thing about the things he just heard or the images in your head.

“Anything on how to send those two back?” Sam asks.

“I am afraid their universe is gone…” Castiel sighs as Jack walks into the library blurring out the truth. “I will get some popcorn…” The Nephilim exclaims and you chuckle at his words.

“What now guys?” Dean finally breaks the awkward silence. “Will they die, disappear or shit?”

“They caused a paradox or something similar. While not existing in their world any longer their existence manifested in this world.” Castiel tries to explain why the other Winchesters didn’t disappear but he can’t find a reason.

“Means we can stay?” The other Dean asks hopefully. “We could all live here together and share…” Your eyes lit up and you look at your Sam.

“Fine.” Sam grunts and you clap your hands. “But we will need a schedule or something…”

“Or we are having an orgy every Wednesday…” Dean exclaims and you burst into laughter.

“For the rest of the time – who snoozes loses…” Wiggling his eyebrows Dean smirks. “I’ll be glued to your side from now on.”

“Sounds like a plan…” Nodding all Winchesters look at you. “What about killing Chuck?”

“We can work out a plan. Four Winchesters are better than two…”

Part 2 - Quadrouble in love

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@zxph-yr​​

@i-love-superhero​​

@unlikelysamwinchesteronahunt​​

@deepmuffinspymaker​​

@katsav17​​

@heyitscam99​​

@fandom-princess-forevermore​​

@neii3n​​

@exo-nova​​

@cocklesbelli​​

@echoesofpassion​​

@lauravic​​

@shatteredabby​​

@deanmonandnegansbitch​​

@sea040561​​

@lemondropirwin​​

@lonewolf471​​

@wronglanemendes​​

@juniorhuntersam​​

@helpmeluci​​

@goodgodimaweirdperson​​

@shadowkat-83​​

@alltimesamantha​​

@officialmarvelwhore​​

@meganywinchester​​

@miraclesoflove​​

@maniacproffesor​​

@hollymac79​​

@kayla-2000​​

@gracefultrenchcoat494​​

@babygirls-fav​​

@spnwoman​​

@amiquette​​

@alexoloughlinlover32​​

@geekofmanyforms​​

@jessica-marsh09​​

@spnficgirl​​

@shut-themoonscone​​

@thequeenreaders​​

@countrygal17a​​

@atomicfandombomb​​

@kteelou​​

@soryuwifeyxx​​

@defenderrosetyler​​

@shortwinchester​​

@maybesomedaygayyyy​​

@tmiships4life​​

@sabascio​​

@that-place-called-middle-earth​​

@the-broken-angel-13​​

@bunnybaby89​​

@pandabiiissh​​

@maddiedott​​​

@lilulo-12​​

@theoneandonlymelol​​​

@mblaqgi​​​

@clawsandshotguns​​​

@justsomedreaming​​​

@cassiopeia-barrow​​​

@its-the-timey-wimey-winchesters​

@mscarter213​​​

@jo-like-josette​​​

@mep6811​​​

@prettydeaneyes​​​

@rvgrsbrns​​​

@deanwanddamons​​​

@tearsforhan​​​

@skittlebittz​​​

@certaindeanwinchesterforcastiel​

@belovedcherry​​​

@amandamdiehl​​​

@emaanjffri​​​

@sycochick​​​

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Dean/Jensen Forever Tags   

@spnfamily-j2​​

@supernatural-bellawinchester​​

@negans-lucille-tblr​​

@deans-baby-momma​​

@thefaithfulwriter​​

@squirrelnotsam​​

@roonyxx​​

@neerness​​

@deansgirl-1968​​

@spn-dean-and-sam-winchester​​

@butifulsoul125​​

@lyinginthegingerlocks​​​

@20gayneen​​

@janicho88​​

@woodworthti666​​​

@thevelvetseries​​

@dreaminemz​​​

@akshi8278​​

@midnightsilver16830​​

@mrspeacem1nusone​​

@ria132love​​

@caligraphee​​

@the-witch-in-silence​​

@justanotherwinchester​​​

@multisuperfandom​​

@jason-todd-squad​​​

@jadesupernatural​​​

@psychicforest​​​

@luciathewinchestergirl​​​

@magssteenkamp​​​

@palefiregiver​​

@tranquility-or-chaos​​

@jxackles​​

@michellemxndes​​​

@addictedtofictionalcharacters​​​

@gabifernandessn​​​

 @waywardrose13​​

@adoptdontshoppets​​​

@team-free-will-you-idjiot​​​​

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Sam/Jared Forever Tags

@moosekateer13​​

@thevelvetseries​​

@train-wrecc​​

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Poly Tags

@akshi8278​

@deanmonandnegansbitch​

@w0nder-marie​

@wolfofbluestardust​