#why do I do this to myself??
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“That’s the thing about true love, dearie. It can slip through your fingers.”
#swanfire#why do I do this to myself??#neal cassidy#emma swan#when it’s shitty gifs and white text you know it’s a return to form#once upon a time#baelfire#ouat#swanthief#firethieves#bae & emma
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Guess what im watching in this our year of the Lord 2023.
#House MD#gregory house#i have been pulled into this fandom against my will#its been ten years since the show stopped airing#why do i do this to myself??
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listening to TBB soundtrack again…. wish me luck
#why do i do this to myself??#because i’m convinced i’ll find the perfect song to write to that’s a happy medium between Oh Fuck (devastating) Oh Fuck (terrifying)#and Oh Fuck (happy but in that bittersweet way that HURTS OH MY GOD OW)#it has yet to happen#the closest we’ve gotten is Cids Parlor Mix which is very woobywibby but not great for writing#writing angst with space disco in the background is quite difficult lol#saturn starts yappin#tbb
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masochism | ˈmasəkɪz(ə)m |
noun [mass noun]
rewatching the scene of Tangerine finding Lemon in the train lavatory
#bullet train#bullet train 2022#tangerine#atj#aaron taylor johnson#lemon and tangerine#why do i do this to myself??
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Every time I try to watch a new fantasy cdrama, I’m so determined that this time I’ll actually, finally, be able to properly understand the plot, but it’s four episodes in now and I have absolutely no clue what’s going on… am I just stupid? Like how do I lose the plot every single time?? 🥲🥲
#who rules the word#drama rant#world rant#who are all these people??? and why does everyone TALK SO GODDAMN MUCH??#and this is not just for this specific drama obviously#like it really is every time#i sit down and really do my best to follow along#not doing anything else whole watching#and I’m still so fucking lost every time#it doesn’t help that they all speak so much and so fast the Netflix subtitles can’t actually keep up#so i either have to miss like 40% of what they say or constantly rewind#why do i do this to myself??
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Erry’day a learning day.
#old Norwegian cast on#German twisted cast on#why am I casting on socks#why do I do this to myself??#at least I’m trying the two at a time thing#cotton khaleesi#cottonkhaleesi#knitting#sock knitting#Percy the friendly ghost socks
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uh oh . . . am i thinking about the npc that i thought up in anya's story. you know . . . the widow that she fell for hardcore, who she thought she killed right before being sent to HYDRA, the one who she gets with, the one who was an archer and the hawkeye to her nat? yeah . . . yeah i am.
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Made the silliest mistake of life by starting to make not one but TWO sourdough loaves at 7pm
#fawn.mumbles#it’s 10:20 now and the dough is resting for 5 hours before I have to shape it and set it in the fridge#why do I do this to myself??
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When you decide to write a fic because of this really amazing scene it's will have in a later chapter. But then it takes too much time away from your long fic wips and therefore you decide to just write the first chapter as a one shot. And thereby you still don't get to write the scene you've been brain rotting about
#why do I do this to myself??#it is gonna be a really good one shot though#so there is that at least#fic: buy me your world#fanfic#fanfiction
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Someday I will learn not to leave assignments until the day that they are due (after I already got a mini-extension).
Today is not that day.
#pockets muses IRL#ughghgh#why do i DO this to myself??#upside: dropping law cuz fuck that so will have more time to actually write this semester#downside: still need to WRITE THIS FUCKING ASSIGNMENT
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Little Willow by Paul McCartney really makes me think of Billy Knight 🥺 He- his *sniffles* his mom probably sang that song to him to help him f-fall *bottom lip quivers* asleep when he was young *voice cracks* a-and now he *tone wavers* now he sings it to you to help *hyperventiliates* to help you fall asleep when you’re not feeling well o-or when you’ve had *sniffles and stifles a sob* a bad day, and-d he sings it to your baby to h-help them fall aslee- *whimpers* every *whines* every night *sobs* 😭
#why do i do this to myself??#also sorry wheels ik you hate the Beatles and any Beatles-adjacent music#but i couldn’t resist#billy knight#billy knight thoughts#billy knight headcanon#billy knight x reader#billy knight strike#billy knight hc#billy knight hcs#billy knight headcanons
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Me: A Slytherpuff - 90% Slytherin and 10% Hufflepuff
Also me: Making plans because i’m bored and wanna go do something with friends and feel like having fun and socializing
ALSO me: Getting there and immediately wanting to be anywhere else but feeling like it would be rude to just leave and proceeding to stand in the corner and avoid all conversation and socializing which is also probably rude but I could give less of a fuck
#help me#why do i do this to myself??#is this me right now?#yes. yes it is.#i don’t wanna leave because that would be mean#but also standing here avoiding people and occasionally telling them to fuck off is also mean#but at the same time idrc#help???#slytherin#hufflepuff#slytherpuff
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#story time#why did autocorrect separate those words? Is that how it's supposed to be? I mean I guess#storytime#what the heck do I put in the tags for this#I hope somebody sees this#I also hope it isn't a multiple-way tie#I'll try to avoid biasing it by answering myself#I've learned that I can't edit polls so hopefully there isn't anything I end up regretting and wanting to change about the options or tags#It's 1:36 in the f*ck*ng morning and I have to get up at like 5:20 to go to a before-school thing#why do I DO this to myself??#could have gone to sleep at 11:40-ish but NO I had to scroll Tumblr for 2 hours#okay sorry I'll stop the tags are getting a bit too long I hope you have a good night#it's 1:44 now#12x12#yay
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I swear to god I’m not even a marvel fan but the scene with the sonic rings sound effect nearly made me pop a staple
#it’s such a stupid thing to find funny but I did say my sense of humor was dumb#I can’t help it I love visual gags#goddamn it whyyy#why do I do this to myself??#I’m over here breathing like I’m about to give birth HELP#Youtube
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me *sees a 3 line character x reader text post that's really cute*
me *takes the idea and makes it about my ship and constructs an entire 2 page comic scenario from said 3 lines*
#why do i do this to myself??#look this is happening now#i don't know if I'll show it to op or not but I'm making the thing
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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