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Going to spend tomorrow in between therapy watching AGDQ and working on a cute little scapbook for my mom to take to therapy
#don’t have time to get pictures printed so I may just print them out and temp tack them on#and order them and others#and the borrow it back and finish it#her first chemo appointment is Friday#why didn’t I start sooner#no one knew that she wa getting chemo until a week ago#and then we didn’t know if she was having surgery or chemo#until yesterday#I thought about it yesterday#collected the stuff and started it today#but yeah need to do some real work tomorrow#I started a few pages#but only really finished one#personal
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Drawing Hornet everyday until Silksong comes out - Day 348
I’m often not good at articulating my words with this kind of thing and often get anxious talking about this stuff because I’ve made plenty of mistakes in the past accidentally posting misinformation or outright wrong information. So I’ve been taking the time to be careful about what I choose and researched and educated myself on the sources below to make sure they’re real and actually helpful.
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#free palestine#hollow knight#silksong#hk hornet#hollow knight hornet#silksong hornet#hollow knight fanart#hk fanart#also a bit of context for those wondering why I didn’t do this sooner:#I’ve been sick for the past week and have barely started to recover#I wanted to write this with as clear of a mind as possible and that hasn’t happened until now
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Started watching Invincible (not gonna make a live blog this time) and I just started s1e2… probably not the best time for me to start having dinner
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Me and my stupid ass son
#I need to start drawing more :-:#he’s so stupid and silly and annoying and obnoxious and I wanna stuff him inside a sock and beat him against the wall#this lowkey ass but I must contribute to the lacking content of pookie#this is actually so old idk why I didn’t post it sooner#demetri alexopoulos#ck#cobra kai
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realizing that my warden rook backstory would make her a little older than I’d like to romance lucanis: :(
realizing that my warden rook backstory would make her the PERFECT age to romance emmrich: >:) >:) >:)
#unrelated but did you know that if veilguard takes place in 9:52ish dragon#and you were a servant rescued from chateau d’onterre as a teenager by a warden#and conscripted due to his paranoia of an oncoming blight#you’d be in your mid-to-late 40s by the time the game starts?#:)#(canonically the wardens started sensing the dao blight in 9:25ish and the last entry from chateau d’onterre was in 9:27)#and AHA you may be thinking: if she was a warden during the blight why didn’t she die at ostagar#you FOOL she’s ORLESIAN#anyways I’ve been rolling this character around in my head for the past three months and never did the math until today#BUT a warden trying to come to terms with her inevitable sooner-than-later calling (because she’s been a warden for ~25 years)#romancing THE death and mortality peepaw ohohohoho I am COOKING#dragon age#dav#dragon age: the veilguard#this does put a wrench in my headcanon to have ramesh be like a surrogate father to her in the wardens#and then to get word that he left for his calling while she was away#but we can rebuild that we have both the technology AND the insatiable lust for tragedy!!!!!!!!!!#lucanis you are NOT safe from my mourn watch mage rook#davrin and taash you are on thin fucking ice while I figure out a rook for you
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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state
#starlight personal#the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening#the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope#now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed#because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that#2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences#4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it#treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great#treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body#idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing#PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks#ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months#until my next appointment#which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps#I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides#also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is#also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough#this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering#but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly#which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose#(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own#I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient#and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to#like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here#so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here#I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly#make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad
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just started playin the last of us n i’m sad
#cade’s things#cade’s thoughts 💭#look whose playin on PlayStation#this girl 🥰#i also started playin spiderman: miles morales#soooo cool#why didn’t i start playin sooner?
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I’ve been wearing more dress shirts and doing that thing with the sleeve
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Arthur Morgan
#the way i can't stop pausing the game to take screenshots#someone free me from the shackles this man has me in#why didn’t i start this game sooner#rdr2#rdr2 screenshots#arthur morgan#my screenshots
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sometimes it’s tempting to cut my hair short again to maybe get gendered correctly in public but also i really like the mullet 😭
#i think i might experiment with different haircuts sooner rather than later just because it’s really damaged#but that’s more of a practical thing#i want to work up to shaving my head sometime in the next couple years just for a fresh start#bc i haven’t cut my hair really short in 7 years (actually very cool longest time i’ve gone without cutting all my hair off)#(in large part because i started testosterone in that time and didn’t feel the need during the quarantine)#but i think id rather go slowly and do like#a side shave. then maybe a both sides shave. then maybe an undercut. over the course of a year or so maybe#but i imagine ill know when it’s time#i know i can’t bleach my colored side again or it’ll start to fall out ngl. which is why i want to start over#but anyways#punktalk
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I’ve officially ventured into jjk, the tiktok algorithm broke me down because of the edits from season 2
#so fine i guess i’ll watch it#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#absolutely baffled why i didn’t start watching it sooner#i just get scared i’m not gonna like things#but it’s good so far#also i have my eye on starting the demon slayer manga now that i’m caught up so#i’ll probably do the same with jjk#also also need to mention that it was mostly Geto that broke me down#i can’t even begin to imagine him as a villain ???#that’s crazy to me#i love him#‘what about the murders’#‘what murders???’
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have fun reading pjo !! it's an amazing book . do share how u like it :)
thanks i’ll share my thoughts on it !!
#i love it so far#fun fact i started reading it because of my romanian homework#i have no idea why i didn’t read this sooner
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FINALLY reading howl’s moving castle and it’s so good
#idk why i didn’t start it sooner#i got it back in december#i’m not much of a reader but it’s a very easy read
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thank u to soy sauce honey ginger garlic paste mix + ur random pick of veggies + sautéing for being literally easiest way of getting a solid portion of vegetables into every meal n tasting good while doing so. really appreciate it 🙏
#x#literally so simple. why didn’t i come up w it sooner u ask? bc we like never have fresh vegetables lying around lol#we probably should tho. start buying them more…
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actual footage of me eating this up
May I request Dom!SanHwa smut with Daddy kink.?
Damn you sure are one kinky Angel. Found this post, but make it be two daddies ✨
where both your daddies had a hard day at work but they always come back home to you squirming and twitching for them.
Genres/warnings: smut, pwp, ur sanhwa daddies are high earning salarymen, established poly relationship, daddy kink, cream pies, multiple orgasms, blowjobs, so much cum, squirting, toy play, (slight) bondage, overstimulation, pet names (Angel, baby), dacryphillia
You don’t know how long you’ve been tied up and seated prettily on your shared bed—your hands tied behind you, with one pink vibrator buzzing mercilessly at your clit, and a smaller one stuffed in your cunt, which was leaking so much of your cum from the amount of orgasms you’ve had that even your inner thighs are soaked. Your mind is completely mushed from the overstimulation as your thighs twitch from every jolt the vibrator on your clit brushes agains the nub a little too hard. The satin sheets beneath you were completely soaked with your cum. By now you are lying down for some comfort, jolting every once in awhile from the painful pleasure.
Your mind is so broken, and you try to fight against the exhaustion, your tears streaking down your face with every time the toy in your cunt buzzes against your g-spot. They promised they would be back soon.
The door slams open, and you barely could keep your excitement in check when your eyes meet the two men before you, dressed up so deliciously in suits.
“D-daddy…” your whines trail off, the thought of them staring you down, making you feel so humiliated, had another orgasm hit you again, as another cry escapes your lips, your thighs spreading open and trembling from the pleasure as more of your arousal leaks out of your cunt.
San’s exhausted expression is replaced with an unreadable one, and so does Seonghwa’s hard expression the moment they see you immediately cum in their presence.
“Hey, Angel”, Seonghwa hums, and he’s the first to remove his suit jacket and he climbs onto the bed, his thumb swiping on your bottom lip, as you stare at him with glazed out eyes. “Have you been a good girl?”
It takes awhile for you to answer, nothing is processing in your brain—only the two gorgeous daddies standing before you, glaring you down hungrily. You nod, licking off the drool that threatened to slip past the corner of your lips.
“Look at her, so fucked out from her little toys, she can’t even answer properly”, San scoffs. He has his suit jacket off too, as he tugs against his tie to loosen it. You love it when he does that—the gaze he lowers onto you as he slowly undresses himself right in front of you.
Seonghwa’s hands roam around your body, loving the way you twitch and jolt at every touch he gives you from the sensitivity. He teases your nipples, flicking and gently tugging them. You don’t register that San is behind you, and you do only when you squeal in surprise when you feel his lips press against the nape of your neck and his large hands around your waist.
San cups your tits as he leans in forward to your ears, and you feel his erection pressing against your tied hands, and you shiver.
“Daddy’s had a hard day at work. You’re such a good girl for being well-behaved—on the bed, tied up looking like this. But Daddy might not be able to hold back”, he mutters, and you feel your cunt spit more slick out from his voice.
“Naughty girl, you’re aroused from just hearing San’s voice,” Seonghwa smirks, his fingers tugging against the vibrator shoved up your cunt. You struggle to close your thighs from the overstimulation but Seonghwa forces your thighs to spread open. He’s drinking in the whining and whimpering sounds you’re making. The toy abusing your clit is removed and Seonghwa comes in to replace it, lapping up your slick that never seems to stop leaking of your hole.
You throw your head back the moment the elder’s tongue presses onto your clit, and it’s definitely what you prefer. Nonetheless, your cunt was so sensitive that Seonghwa had to pin your thighs down as you squirm vigorously.
“Daddy, it’s too much, I can’t-“ you sob, leaning your head back on San’s shoulder.
“Oh yes you can, Angel. Give Daddy one more”, Seonghwa hisses in between your legs. He flattens his tongue against your clit and drags against it, only to begin flicking against your nub relentlessly, sending your mind into a fucking spiral. Your nth orgasm floods your senses as it bursts right into Seonghwa’s pretty mouth, as well leaking down right onto the endlessly stained sheets.
“Daddy, oh my god. So good”, you whimper through sobs as Seonghwa ensures he drags out your orgasm as long as possible, his gaze switching in between your fucked out expression and your wet and sopping cunt. San’s fingers perk your chin up to meet his face as his lips collide with yours. Your moans are muffled as San eats them all. When he pulls back from your slacked jaw, you heave softly.
That’s when Seonghwa’s gaze meets San’s, and he asks, “Does Daddy San want to fuck her first? He had a harder day at work than I did.” San licks his lips, and you feel his cock grow bigger under his trousers, as he nods with a smirk.
“I’ll make sure you’re filled up good and swollen for Daddy Hwa”, San murmurs into your ear as he releases the knots and rope around your bare body. The rope drops onto the bed and Seonghwa shifts himself slightly back, admiring the imprints of the ropes on your soft skin. Of course he’s proud. After all, he was the one who tied you up. How could he not be?
San pushes you forward so your stomach is lying onto the sheets, and your ass is up. His hand comes in contact with your bare ass, the sound rippling the through the room, as you squeak in surprise from the impact. San doesn’t give you any warning before he pushes his cock right into your hole, your eyes rolling back as your eyebrows scrunch in absolute pleasure of being filled up by your daddy’s fat cock.
“After all that, and you’re still wet, Angel?” San asks. You’re too up in the pleasure to properly even think of forming a coherent answer.
That is, until another slap lands on your ass, causing you to jerk, taking up San’s cock in your cunt fully as more tears streak down your face.
“Good girls answer their daddies”, Seonghwa reminds you, palming his erection as he watches San fucking pound into you, the way San grabs a bunch of your hair to pull your head up so your eyes meet Seonghwa’s. He leans in to your eye level with a soft smile, the one that always makes you melt instantly.
It’s just that this time, there was no intention of softness beneath those eyes.
“Does Sannie feel good?” Seonghwa asks, caressing your cheek with the back of his index finger as you’re just letting yourself get rut by San from behind. You try your best to meet your daddy’s gaze, you really do, but your mind is slowly breaking from how hard San is fucking you. The skin slapping and squelches are the cherry on top of feeling your guts being rearranged by him.
“Feels good. Daddy’s cock feels so good. I feel so full”, you mutter as drool seeps past your lips, and you’re try to hold yourself up, your fingers gripping against the sheets. San is fucking you so hard after hearing that.
Seonghwa’s smile widens. “That’s a good girl. So well behaved. Taking in daddy’s cock like that after playing with her toys.”
He slowly rises up, his gaze lowering down on you as he unbuckles his pants, releasing his own leaking cock. You stare at it as if it’s some sort of prize, automatically inching forward to give Seonghwa’s cock a lick before attempting to stuff your mouth full. Seonghwa chuckles as he brushes your hair with his fingers. He’s tempted to just shove your face in until you choke.
You start off slowly, despite the fact that San is jackhammering into you, filling your senses with nothing but cock. Your eyes roll back whenever he pushes deep into you, and Seonghwa is balls deep into your throat. He groans, his grip on your hair tightening.
“So good baby. That’s what your holes are for.”
Another whimper escapes your lips as you choke. Spit and precum pools at the corner of your lips.
“Daddy’s filling you up, princess. Be a good girl and take all of it”, San hums from behind you as his thrusts become erratic and hard.
Seonghwa’s cock slips out of your mouth. But his tugs you to just lick his length as his hands lower down your face to stroke your cheek. “Please, daddy”, you mutter, as you feel his body weight press against yours, only making you feel more excited from the way he’s towering over you from behind as ropes of cum spurt right into your cunt, accompanied by San’s grunts as he empties his balls into you.
San pulls out, watching the way his cum oozes out of your fluttering hole as he licks two fingers to push the fluids back into you, pulling more whimpers from you.
Your brain is complete mush as you lean against Seonghwa’s crotch, trying to catch your breath. Suddenly a pair of hands lift you to his lap, and you’re facing San, who’s sweaty and has red tainted on his cheeks. San’s lips curl into a smile, as he mutters, “good girl”, loud for you to hear, and butterflies are burning in your stomach. He leans in to give you a wet kiss again before sitting back to let Seonghwa completely ruin you.
More uncontrollable sobs leave you as Seonghwa has his whole cock impale you from below. You want to hide your face with your hands as San watches Seonghwa fuck the life out of you, but Seonghwa has your hands held down behind you as he bounces you off his cock. San’s breath hitches as he stares at the way your cunt is just overflowing with his cum as Seonghwa’s cock displaces it and the sounds of squelching are even more pornographic and wet thanks to that.
“Does daddy feel good, Angel?” Seonghwa questions from behind you as he leaves dark red marks on your skin. You only reply with sobs and whimpers.
And Seonghwa pushes himself so deep into you.
“Use your words, angel.”
You can’t. Not when you’re so fucked out and broken from the pleasure that you are in your own realm by then.
Not when Seonghwa’s cock is just dragging along your walls, abusing your cervix so fucking good that you can’t think anymore.
“Such a cute expression. You should make that face more often”, San compliments with a smile before he goes for your tits, licking and flicking them with his tongue as he grows hard again.
“Your pussy feels so good, Angel. Still so tight and wet even after letting San wreck you like that”, Seonghwa affirms, as he nibbles on the shell of your ear.
“I love it, daddy. Feels so amazing”, you manage, your eyes so blown out from the pleasure as your cunt involuntarily squeezes Seonghwa, causing him to groan as he ensures he’s buried in you right to the hilt.
The sensations are causing fireworks to burst beneath your eyelids every time you blink. Seonghwa’s cock twitches in you and you’re staring right at San’s cockhead as he strokes himself. You are so sure that your guts would be rearranged by the time this is over.
“Cumming, Angel. I’ll make sure you’re filled up to brim. Stuff you so full that you’ll be leaking till next week”. His voice is like honey when he goes down an octave like that, and it drives you nuts.
“Please. Dump it all in me, daddy”, you whimper, before sticking your tongue out for San to cum all over your face with. San taps your cheek. He moans as he jerks, his second load decorating your lips and tits.
You squeal when you feel so much fucking warm cum fill your cunt. It’s just ropes and ropes as Seonghwa fills you up so beautifully, the icing on his pretty cake being his melodic moans as he releases in you.
He pulls out and you fall on your stomach onto the bed, catching your breath.
“So good, daddy. Can’t ever get enough”, you giggle despite the exhaustion, tugging your abused hole open, letting the two men stare at the way their cum trickles and oozes out of you in loads, sliding down past your clit and staining the bedsheets even more.
One thing’s for sure, they aren’t done with you any time soon.
#fic rec#i’ve had my eye on this for the longest time#i saw daddy sanhwa and that was THAT#AHEMMM#it just barely started and i -#THEY LEFT HER LIKE THAT#i’m so dizzy rn#THE SUITSSSSSS#GRRRRRRRR#‘but daddy might not be able to hold back’ OH SWEET JESUSS#‘your daddy’s fat cock’#THATS FUCKING INSANE#I CANT DO THSI#the spit roasting………….#GOOD GIRL MENTIONED#IM IN SHAMBLES#why didn’t i read this sooner#i’m gonna go back in time and drop kick past alyssa#THANK YOU FOR THIS MASTERPIECE K#I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS#i love queue ☆〜(ゝ。∂)
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Hmm. I cannot discuss my boy problems with my new friends because they both have feelings for me and I told them I wasn’t interested in dating. This is frustrating.
#and it’s true. but then I started hanging out with my classmate. either way I’d feel like an incensative asshole to bring it up.#anyway I can’t tell how I feel and I think things are going to fast and I want to run away. but I say that about friendships. also.#things objectively aren’t going fast at all. we’ve hung out about every other day since the week before Christmas but we just talk and eat.#I think he likes me. he said he wouldn’t mind seeing me sooner than Friday.#actually I think I’m projecting some anxiety over the last bumble guy into him. like that was a lot. I mean again it wasn’t but. I didn’t#didnt have feelings for him but had to text him all the time and go on dates and I was constantly worried he might hold hands or kiss me#that now I’m just afraid of that again.#maybe I just don’t like people who like me. how awful would that be 😭#mmm also if he does like me im not sure why. hes like. objectively handsome. very tall. lithe. I am not. especially now.#I think he just doesn’t have many friends and maybe is latching on to me because of that. it’s literally the only thing I can think of.
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