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yuri-is-online · 6 months ago

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List of characters that i think smoke a lil weed:

Riddle. He needs to chill the fuck out. I don't think he'd be able to handle smoking though, physically or mentally, so like. Trey should maybe slip him a strawberry tart with some ganja in it

Cater. Let him find the will the live and spiritually high five Morgan freeman or smth idk

Ace and Deuce. Another day, another heart attack cause Yuu got into a situation again

Trey. Partially because we both know damn well how stressed he is on a daily, but mostly because I just want the strict "Rule Following Dorm" to just be chalk full of stoners. Never let them know your next move! 🤙

Ruggie. He deserves it. Weirdly enough, he actually preforms better at his jobs when he's high as balls (this is based on one of my brother's. He can't drive for shit but he can smoke a blunt and then suddenly he turns into a chauffeur???)

Jade. I don't think he would need it or even really feel a desire to do it; he just wanted to know what it felt like the first time he did it, but then Yuu shotgunned him once and now he's much more willing to smoke. Probably makes the best food ever when he's high

Jamil. Look me in my eye and tell me he doesn't need Marijuana like a white mom needs a live laugh love sign. You cant. He can't do it too much though cause whenever he gets high he ends up just. Melting into his floor and stares at the ceiling for the next few hours and he can't do shit.

Kalim. He wants to be included. Also I think he would be a crier cause Lord knows he needs a good sob

Epel. He'll do just about anything if he thinks it'll make him cooler, and in his mind, weed is pretty cool. It is significantly less cool when he starts coughing like he's trying to puke out his organs though.

Vil. I don't really know why, he just would. He wouldn't smoke it though. Probably just eat an edible, and not the normal ones like a brownie or a cookie or some type of sweet, nah. He's going for the peanut butter. "Vil why is your peanut butter green?" "It's made with pistachios" "Ok but why are your eyes so red" "it's windy out here". He's so good at lying through his teeth when it comes to this but come on! He needs a break! Let him do this or he's gonna bite neiges head off!

I dont think Rook would. I don't why for this either, it's just the vibes. Rook is staying sober.

Idia tried it once to see what the hype was about and started choking. He's one if those people who isn't affected by Marijuana so he didn't really do it again. Until those cotton candy vapes came out and then he tried it again.

Lilia. I don't think I have to explain this.

Yuu. They were the one that got everyone else smoking. The probably grow it in their garden and tell people it's mint (also inspired by my brother). They're stressed constantly and making out with their boyfriend doesn't always take that stress away, so why not make out with their boyfriend, but high.

Honorable mention: Sam! He's just cool like that.

Honorable mention: Chen'ya! Cause I feel like he would.

I know nothing about smoking weed because the smell makes me kind of sick so I will take your word for it that this list is accurate. I do know a decent bit about drinking vodka straight from the bottle so allow me to give you my list of people who I think would do that:

Crewel- i think he's a cocktail guy but sometimes he just doesn't have the patience. He also has a big bottle of absinthe for emergencies. It's been getting a work out with all the overblots this year.

Lilia- used to back when he was traveling the world, nowadays he prefers not to so he can set a good example for Silver. Probably sticks to weed since it's more natural

Floyd- I feel like he makes those toxic jungle juice mixes that you can't tell the alcohol content of for "funzies" but then refuses to drink it himself and just drinks it from the bottle.

Epel- again he thinks it makes him look cool. He hates vodka because as a proud citizen of Harveston he strikes me as more of a cider guy but he still assumes he looked cool.

Sebek- he did it on a dare and he hated every second of it.

Ruggie- he does the thing where he gets cheap vodka and puts it through a brita filter to make it better.

Leona- he is too lazy to get himself something better. Do you think he smokes weed or sticks to catnip? And if you asked him that how loud do you think he would laugh before trying to beat your ass?

Yuu- at all times they look like this to me:

#<3 asks #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #i wish i liked wine because it'd be nice to wind down with some at the end of the day #but uh #if it isn't hard liqueur i hate it for some reason #bleh

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elllisaaa · 1 year ago

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Omg oMg omG OMG soft dom reader never going through with punishments so he/she decides the boys need one tonight bc minsung was touching without permission and they’re both subs so she/he watches hanji desperately try to fuck minho and minho trying to jerk off and they cant keep a steady rhythm so they switch and minho is on top but it makes it worse bc minho has a small cock. so eventually reader gives in and fucks them hard making them cry and then fluffy after care 💓

omg minsung x reader is my weakness (and 2min, but i'll talk about it another time) and subby men ??? that's another weakness (yes, i have many). thank you so much for sending me this (my first ask, i'm all giggly, kicking my feet and all (don't hesitate to send more)). I hope you'll like it even if I changed some details as inspiration flooded. also, sorry for answering to this a little late, i was very busy with my no nut november serie, but a lot more is coming, don't worry. thank you for your ask anon ! enjoy !

DISCIPLINE - SUB!MINSUNG x READER

-> pairing : sub!minho x dom!fem!reader x sub!jisung

-> words count : 3.5k

-> genre : smut, established relation, threesome

-> warnings : dom/sub dynamic, threesome, poly!relationship, punishment, dirty talk, teasing, mutual masturbation, oral (f. receiving, m. implied), swearing, use of 'good boy', 'puppy', 'brat', and 'slut', degradation, face slapping, voyeurism, dry humping, masturbation, body worship, hair pulling, mommy kink, handjob, footjob, cum eating

+ the way i'm depicting minho and jisung does not represent them, it's only a work of fiction !

-> 18+ content bellow, minors dni

-> reblogs and feedbacks are appreciated ! sorry for any mistakes, english is not my first language.

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You never felt the need to punish Jisung, nor Minho. Your boyfriends were always very sweet, always listening without you needing to be rough or assertive, thus there was no need to be mean. Maybe that’s why they took the liberty of touching each other even when you explicitly told them not to, maybe thinking that you wouldn’t be mad and let it go like every other time. But as soon as you entered your shared bedroom, they felt the mood shift and that you wouldn’t be as kind tonight. Maybe it was because of the stress of work, or maybe you just wanted to put them in their places for once.

“- Care to explain what both of you are doing ?”

Jisung lifted his head from Minho’s neck where he left a tone of little purple marks, his hand stopping his motion on the other boy’s cock who couldn’t help the little whine that escaped him at the loss of friction.

“- We… We were too turned on… Sorry, sorry, but we missed you too much.”

You walked fully into the room, your heels clicking on the floor as you threw your suit jacket on the chair sitting before your dressing table, the guys fumbling until they were sat at the edge of the bed while you did so, their eyes scanning every one of your moves nervously. You couldn’t lie to yourself and say that the scene didn’t make you wet. Because it had, obviously. But you weren’t one to let it slide when they disobeyed you like that.

You stopped in front of them, staring right into their souls, especially at Minho. You knew him. You knew that he was the one who had led Jisung into this. He surely had argued that you wouldn’t be this mad, that you would even be happy to have them ready for you when you’d come back home. But as you tugged his hair back, forcing him to look directly in your eyes, he felt so little, as if your aura was crushing him. It was threatening, but also hot. So hot. You were still wearing your working clothes : black high heels, black suit pants and an elegant white blouse, which was a little see-through, and they both could see your laced bra underneath. Yeah, maybe Minho had a thing for you looking like the attractive businesswoman you were.

“- That’s not a fucking excuse. I only asked you one thing. Do you remember ?”

Minho knew better than to answer without being allowed to and so did Jisung that was squirming in place, dying to have your hands on him too. You smiled down at him in a sickeningly sweet manner that didn’t presage anything good for him.

“- Good boy, you at least learned one thing. Now you can talk.”

You had grabbed his jaw in the meantime, making it difficult for him to talk but he did it anyway. He understood very well that if he wanted to cum tonight, he must follow every one of your orders very closely.

“- You told us not to touch ourselves while you were away.

- That’s right baby, and why did I say that ?

- Because you only left for three days and that you’ll be back soon.

- Looks like you remember after all.”

You squeezed his jaw harder before releasing him, turning away from him to shift your attention on Jisung instead. Even if you suspected that Minho had gaslighted him into making out, he wasn’t innocent either, always testing your patience and being a brat. It was time to put them both in their places

“- So fucking explain me why I find you doing exactly what I told you not to do ?

- I- We missed you so much, we just want-”

Jisung’s next words died into his throat, replaced by a moan when you slapped him, his head turning to the side with the violence of the impact. But you knew better than to stop at his hiss of pain - you knew he liked it, loved it even, knew that it made his dick twitch without even needing to check.

“- Don’t talk until I fucking tell you that you can, you don’t want to anger me even more, do you ?”

This time, Jisung didn’t dare let out a word, simply shaking his head from left to right, big doe eyes zeroing on your lips as you stroked the red mark you left on his cheek.

“- Good.”

You stepped back a little, taking in the lustful view of your two boyfriends, seated on your shared bed, entirely naked when you were still fully clothed, their cocks rock hard when your panties were drenched, waiting for your next command. Why didn’t you try that out before ? It gave you such a rush of adrenaline to see how much power you held over them, ideas of everything you wanted to do to them clouding your mind. You could break them in so many ways, the possibilities were endless. But for now, you just wanted to see them suffer and pay the price of their actions.

You pushed the chair you previously threw your jacket on until it was before the bed, sitting down and spreading your legs wide open. You could see Jisung drooling on your thighs, and Minho’s hands gripping the sheets to stop himself from touching his cock at the sight before his eyes. You smiled cockily at them as you unbuttoned your blouse painfully slowly, taking forever to reach the last one, exposing your chest to their hungry gazes. And as much as Jisung wished you didn’t wear a bra, he also had to admit that it fitted you perfectly, making you look like a goddess.

“- Go on.”

Both of them stared at you, confusion written all over their faces. You rolled your eyes, annoyed that they didn’t get what you implied.

“- Gosh, I really have to do all the work, dumb boys can’t even understand what I’m saying.”

Your degrading words went directly to Jisung cock, a moan threatening to escape him. He was almost ready to nob at your words, willing to agree to whatever you said as long as it meant pleasing you. He never saw you so bossy, but he already liked it. He wanted more and more of your mean words.

“- Continue to touch yourselves like the stupid little sluts you are.”

Minho threw an hesitant glance at the other boy, but in a matter of seconds, they were all over each other again, lips and tongue mingling in a heated and messy kiss, hands roaming over their body and groping everywhere they could reach. They were so desperate for more it was almost cute. Almost because the way Jisung was humping Minho’s leg as he straddled his lap was everything but cute. He looked like a dog fucking his favourite toy, tongue lolling out of his mouth as his hyung kissed down his neck, groping his ass to guide his moves against his thick thigh.

“- F-Fuck Min ! I need more…”

You bit your lips, resisting the urge to come up to them and wrap your hands around both of their pretty cocks, but seeing them whining so pathetically against each other's mouths was maybe even more satisfying.

“- Be more specific Ji. What do you want Min to do ?”

Your voice breaking the silence made them halt their grinding for a bit, but they quickly went back to it, both of them hissing at the feeling of skin to skin contact.

“- I- I want his hand wrapped around my cock… Please…”

Minho’s eyes dived into yours over Jisung's shoulder, and he swore he had never seen such determination in your gaze before. He shivered as you cocked your head to the side, your mischievous smile having him wanting more.

“- Do you think you deserved it though ? You think you deserved to have your dick touched after not listening to me ?”

Jisung turned his head toward you, tears almost spilling out of his eyes from how badly he needed to be touched. Your smirk widened as you unzipped your pants, slipping your hands between your thighs and brushing against your clit still covered by your panties. You let out the filthiest moan, just to tease them a little more.

“- No… I don’t think you’ve been good enough to earn it.

- Does this mean I have ?”

The pretentious smile on Minho’s face was soon whipped off as your gaze darkened. Maybe he shouldn’t have said that. Maybe he shouldn't have provoked you.

“- Does testing my patience get you going Lee Minho ? Answer.”

He gulped loudly, not even trying to hide how much your rough tone was turning him on.

“- N-No… Just want you to touch me.

- Then stop being a fucking brat for once.”

Minho only nodded his head, not daring to speak up again and risking to not feel your hands on him tonight, not when you looked so gorgeous, with your legs spread, rubbing at your wet clit while licking your lips.

“- You’re going to listen to me, and do exactly what I tell you if you even want to see my hands coming near your cocks. Understood ?”

Both of them silently responded, not wanting to further anger you.

“- Great. Ji, get off of him and sit down. Min, down on your knees.”

They shuffled quickly, moving into the exact position you wanted them to be, Minho staring at Jisung’s hard cock while the second was focusing on you, panting heavily and waiting for your next order. But it seemed like the older one couldn’t resist the urge to lick along the younger length, taking pride in the loud whine he let out.

“- Close your mouth, slut.”

Minho did as you told immediately, fighting with his self-control to not touch either Jisung or himself. But he wanted to, badly. He needed it.

“- Touch him, but no sucking or you’re not cumming.”

A small “yes'' left his mouth before he wrapped his hand around Jisung’s cock, watching him as he threw his head back and grabbed the older’s hair, another moan slipping past his lips. As Minho got to admire his boyfriend sinking down into pleasure, the latest got to contemplate the heavenly sight of your panties pushed to the side, fingers slowly working your wet cunt open.

“- Finally listening to me. Doesn’t it feel so much better than disobeying ?”

Both of them moaned in response once again, and your smile widened at the sound, your fingers reaching deeper inside of you and making you release a noise too. Seeing them giving in to you was the quickest way to get you relaxed after this stressful work trip.

“- Yeah, that’s what I thought. You’ve been good Min, you can touch yourself now.”

He didn’t let your words go to waste, immediately wrapping his other hand around his aching cock, whimpering at the feeling, pleasure and relief rushing through his veins.

“- S-Shit ! Feels so good…

- Is that so ?

- Y-Yes ! Would feel better if it was yours though…”

You let out a huff, and Minho could feel your disappointed gaze on him, but what he was even more focused on was how he couldn’t help but moan at seeing one more drop of Jisung’s precum hit the floor - such a waste they were not dripping down his throat. Jisung who didn’t care about your conversation by the way, as long as he got someone touching his cock.

“- I’m being kind and you still find a way to complain ? Do you really want me to punish you ?

- No, no, no, no ! I promise I can be good !

- Then come over here and show me. Prove me that you’re a good puppy.”

Minho never felt so turned on in his entire life, so he didn’t think twice before abandoning a whiny Jisung behind him as he crawled to you, sitting back on his heels between your legs, looking expectantly at you, silently asking you for permission to finally touch you.

“- Go on.

- Thank you… thank you…”

You smiled down at him as he slowly took off your heels one after another, then slid down your pants to get a better view of your soaked white laced panties that he got rid off just as quickly. Maybe that having mens at your feet was your biggest kink after all because you’ve never been this wet before. Minho squeezed your thighs before he placed a kiss on your left ankle, slowly leaving a wet trail behind him as he got higher on your legs, sometimes sucking a little harshly on your skin. When he got to your inner thigh, he left a noticeable purple mark, his moans answering yours as you tugged on his hair. He was ready to do the same with your other leg but you yanked him roughly by his hair, inching his face closer to your pussy, his nose almost brushing against your clit. Minho was surrounded by the intoxicating scent of your arousal, his mouth watering at the memory of your taste.

“- Haven’t I made it clear ? Eat me out.”

Minho immediately licked a strip of your wet folds, whining as your delicious essence filled up his senses. His nails were digging into your thighs, but you didn’t mind the slight pain, just as he didn't mind how roughly you were pulling his hair - in fact, you both loved it. You threw your head back when Minho sucked on your clit then pushed his tongue into you slightly, all the noises he made created a delicious vibration against your core that had you release one or two whimpers. But your focus shifted to Jisung when you heard him whine as he squirmed in place, desperate to get touched too. You smiled widely, seeing how tightly he fisted the sheets to keep his hands for himself, thrusting up in the air.

“- Have you been a good boy too Ji ?”

He lifted his head quickly, his teary eyes diving into yours as he nodded his head fervently.

“- Yes ! Yes ! I’ve been so good mommy ! Didn’t touch myself, I promise !

- Good job baby. Time for mommy to reward you hm ?”

Jisung closed his eyes, thinking that he could cum just from your deep, raspy voice praising him. He certainly would have, if you didn’t offer him something even more appealing.

“- Oh my god, yes please ! I need you so bad, please…

- Then come here.”

Just like his hyung before, he didn’t waste a second and almost ran to where you were seated, with Minho still eating you out as if he was a man starved, trying to ignore how painfully hard is dick was. You beckoned Jisung to come closer, until he was standing beside you and you could wrap your hand around his pretty cock. The loud moan that escaped him as you did so only made you smile again, loving to see tears spilling out of his eyes and rolling down his puffy cheeks. Having men crying from only your touch was maybe your second biggest kink.

“- Aah ! Thank you ! Thank you mommy, f-feels so good…”

And having men calling you mommy was the third, without any doubt. However, your smirk was wiped out of your face when Minho buried one of his fingers inside your cunt, a moan leaving you instead. You knew him by heart ; he was jealous of the attention you were giving to Jisung and not him. You scratched his scalp lightly, another muffled sound coming out from him. He couldn’t put up an attitude with you, becoming putty in your hands every time they landed on him in any way.

“- Yeah ? Feels good Ji ?”

The boy only answered you with a high-pitched moan, one of his hands gripping your breast, just needing something to ground himself in reality. Because you were making him crazy, he was losing his mind over you and how good your touch felt. No coherent thoughts were crossing his brain anymore, the only one invading all his senses being you.

“- So fucked out and you didn’t even put your dick in me…”

You knew Jisung could and would fuck you good, so good when you’ll let him. But for now, having him leaking precum from only your hand and the view of Minho devouring your cunt was enough to bring him close to the edge. It was also very tempting to put him in your mouth, but the man between your thighs was going feral, bringing you close to the edge. He added a second finger, stretching you out just like you loved, licking all the juices that were leaking out of your cunt. He needed more, more and more of your arousal. But he also needed you to touch him, whatever it was, he needed it. Minho lifted his head, his glossy eyes diving in your lust filled ones, his chin and lips covered in your essence.

“- Can you touch me, please ? I’ve been good for you…”

His hands were squeezing your thighs hard while your own, which wasn’t busy jerking Jisung off, came down to stroke his cheek. Minho sighed in relief to the feeling, leaning even more in your touch.

“- Mmh… It’s true, you’ve been such a good boy for me, eating me out and not complaining, and you’re even begging me… But aren’t you forgetting something baby ?”

His face was already flushed and hot, but at the thought of the words only, he felt his cheeks grow warmer. Jisung never felt any shame in calling you that, but it still got Minho all shy, and it was the very reason why you asked him to do it. Because you loved to see him like that : on his knees for you, totally giving in to you.

“- Please mommy… Touch me…”

The smile stretching your lips was worth it, and even more when he felt your foot caressing his thigh, reaching higher and higher until you pressed lightly against his cock. And the sinful moan Minho let out ravished your ears. Without you needing to ask this time, he dived back into your cunt, and it was your turn to moan loudly, your foot moving deliciously against Minho’s length and your hand still squeezing Jisung’s cock. The three of you were working in sync, your whimpers and whines mixing to create a filthy symphony.

Jisung was the first to cum, letting out a broken cry of your name as he did so, the sticky substance landing on your cheek and lips. You continued to squeeze his cock, milking him dry and slightly overstimulating him as he was still very sensitive. And seeing him in such a state of desperation paired with Minho’s skilled tongue and fingers pushed you over the edge too. You unconsciously pressed your foot harder against his cock, making him whimper louder, and you felt it twitch before his release was covering your skin just a moment after.

All of you needed several minutes to come down from your highs, the only sound being your heavy breathings. When you regained enough consciousness to open your eyes again, it was to be struck by the vision of your two boyfriend’s fucked out faces, still in their own little worlds. A mischievous smile blossomed on your face, because you were certainly not finished torturing them now that you discovered how pliant they could be. So you nudged Minho’s face that was still resting against your thigh, getting him to lift his head and look at you with the softest eyes and you almost felt guilty for what you were going to do - almost being the key word.

“- You made a mess baby, didn’t you ?”

Simply looking down at your feet covered in his cum made him hard again. Minho only answered your question with a shaky “yes”.

“- Then you’re gonna clean it up. Lick it off.”

Without uttering a word, Minho grabbed your ankle to bring your feet to his mouth and he didn’t hesitate to eat his own cum, under Jisung’s intense gaze, who seemed completely out of it. However, all you needed to get his attention back was to point at your cheek that was also covered in cum. In the blink of an eye, he was greedily licking it off of you, and you couldn’t have felt better than with your two men all over you - and it was only the start.

As you layed in bed between Minho and Jisung, you finally felt at peace for the first time since the beginning of this stressful week. You pecked Minho’s forehead and Jisung’s nose before snuggling even closer to them, if that was even possible.

“- I’m sorry for being so rude, I hope it wasn’t too much.”

Jisung chuckled, his fingers coming down to trace random patterns on the exposed skin of your shoulders.

“- Don’t worry baby, we would have let you know if it was.”

Minho nobbed at the other boy's words, not lifting his head from where it was nuzzled in your neck.

“- It was really good actually.”

The warmth radiating from his face was enough of a hint for you to know that he was blushing again, making you smile softly as you closed your eyes, ready to drift to sleep.

“- I missed you even if you’re two little brats.”

And something was telling you that now that they had a taste of your dominant side, they would test your limits even more.

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yunazxxx · 5 days ago

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“you didn’t sleep again?” the red haired girl asked, “you didn’t eat again?” the brunette asked back. — meret manon x lara raj

cw ; angsty fluff, heavy topics (depression, struggles with mental health, feeling alone etc), established relationship (girlfriends), comforting, crying moments but not too many, physical affection (hugging, kissing, hand holding), manon lets lara cry on her shoulder at one point, lara wipes manon's tears at another, mentions of a eating disorder, kinda includes all of the girls, etc maybe

syponosis ; it's been no secret that the girls in katseye have suffered endlessly ever since the release of popstar academy, but even once th other members hate began to slow down it only picked up for manon and lara.

wc ; well over 1.5k

an - i want to first say this again, this story contains a lot of heavy topics if you cant handle that please take care of yourself and i’ll see you on my next update. this story is complete fiction, minus what can be proven as true. majority of this can genuinely take place but we don’t know that for sure if any of these have actually with these girls in specific. p.s not proofread bc im writing this at like 3am ntfm

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it was 3:45 am, lara was still up on her phone, scrolling away on social media. she was laying in a fetal position due to how sick she felt, her stomach turned as she read comment after comment about herself. they were everything far from joyful comments, ever since geffen released their documentary the girls have been tormented by the media.

normally, lara wouldn't bother herself with reading every single comment, but on all of her social media that's all she'd see or someone calling her racial slurs or anything under that form of disrespect. lara didn't understand why, it had been so long since that recording, she was closer with everyone now, why was she getting so much hate for a small comment she made about her member, manon?

@larrarajj : are you awake? sent at 4:00 am. the redhead didn't know what to do, megan was asleep and it was too early in the morning for her to put anything on to distract herself, no matter what h tried all she could think about was those comments. lara got easily overwhelmed, unsure what to do with herself or anything.

she felt her heart getting heavy, as her eyes began to well with tears when her phone finally chimed.

@manonmeret : yeah, i am. sent at 4:05 am it was a text from manon, lara knew of her habit of almost never sleeping, espcially due to this endless stress they've been under, not ever given the chance to enjoy being ‘katseye’ because everytime they just breathe, they're getting ridiculed.

@larrarajj : can i come see you? - lara really didn't know what to do with herself at this moment, she felt so anxious it made her uncomfortable. she waited for manon's texts, seeing the bubbles pop up but disappear, then a knock was at her door.

she got off her bed and opened it, seeing manon in her comfort hat and a oversized t-shirt along with shorts. lara couldn't see the girl's face clearly, but her voice spoke enough that she had been crying. lara brought the older inside of her room, and hugged her.

manon could feel lara begin to break down in her arms, manon held her as tigh as she could, rubbing her back, "get it out, it's okay.." manon comforted the girl, it was heartbreaking watching lara suffer the way she was.

lara wouldn't ever talk about how she felt, she would always just isolate, or handle it herself, she'd never ask for help, which affected her girlfriend really bad because she'd always be available to assist lara, however she needed it.

anytime she'd ask if lara was okay, she'd just reply "oh i'm fine" but manon could see her about to break down, she'd bite her lip majority of the time or just nod because she could feel herself about to lose it. lara had her reasons, because yeah what she was getting was terrible, but she also got ahold of what was being said about the other girs, and those really messed her up.

when she did see happy comments about her and the girls, it'd only be about five of them, never including manon because everyone would berate her name ad drag it through the mud like she was nothing, lara wanted to speak out about it so bad, but she couldn't.

it made her feel so guilty, watching manon go through it every single day. as mentioned before, manon stopped sleeping. she was never calm enough to be able to sleep, she always felt so on edge that it fucked with her. manon started spending more money on energy drinks, catching the attention of the other girls.

sophia stopped her one day, seeing the stuff she had bought, asking why did she need so may. manon couldn't lie and say school, her and sophia graduated the same year, she would lie and say practice, or she was buying them for daniela too.

it wasn't like daniea didn't know of manon's habit, she roomed wth her, so obviously she knew. it really concerned daniela, so she began sleeping beside manon or letting manon lay in her bed so she could get a litte bit of sleep but as it got worse, not even that would help her.

manon would be up for hours, just writing in her journal. it wouldn't ever be something specfic, but as you read, you can her spiral mentally. infront of a camera, and seeig her laugh and smile you wouldn't ever guess that this is what she was going through.

lara lifted her head off of manon shoulder, manon just looked ather, with a frown but smile on her face, she looked reassuring, saying to her girlfriend, "you know, it's okay to get it out. we all need to talk to somene about what we're struggiling with." maon said, rubbing her girlfiends's back while she held her hands.

the pair was sitting on the bdnow, lara was fidgeting, but she didn't even know why. "hey, calm down, breathe" manon said gently to the panicked girl, she and lara took a deep breathe together, while manon was calming lara down she felt a tear fall down her face and lara wiped her tear.

lara kissed her cheek, "we're gonna be okay" lara said softly. they stayed with each other for a bit, before the sunrise began. manon took lara to the balcony, they watched the sun rise together. while this happened, lara put her head on manon's shoulder.

"i'm so glad i met you" she said softly, and the brunette nodded, "so am i" and they watched it rise in silence. soon the other girls began to come outof theirrooms, lara and manon began treating this as any other day, manon opening a energy drink while lara grabbed her water and gum, as her "meal for the day"

sophia watched as they did ths, it really made her feel terrible, watching them both sufferthis badly. she knew lara couldn't eat, after reading all of those comments everyday for as long as she would it began to make her so sick she would throw up everytime she ate something to the point where she wouldn't even get hungry.

it began affecting her health terrbly, lara would walk out of her room, she would look tired with bags under her eyes, oversized hoodie on and she'd grab her water then leave again. the most they would ever see of her would be during practice, butshewould get dizzy so easily due to her blood sugar and blood pressure being as low as it would get due to her never gettng enough nutrients.

megan caught on to this, and whenever mega would eat, she would have lara sit next to her and she would feed her older member. to the average person tis may soun ridiculus, but megan watched as lara began to give up on taking care of herself, the same way daniela watched manon.

her and megan did the best they could to help heal them, writing them mall notes and sticking them on their most used devices, notes of motvations, and quotes tha they know, or more hoped, would make them feel better.

overtime, lara and manon got better, it might've been a whole house effort but what mattered was that they started taking care of themselves once again. lara would pick up the habit of sleeping with manon more often, while when manon cooked she would feed lara to make sure she's eating well and would also keep an eye out incase she'd attempt to enduce vomitting.

overtime, things slowly became more normal around the house, lara wouldn't have to be monitorid as often and for manon, she started sleeing better ever since lara started sleeping next to her. even making a joked saying that she really just needed lara so she could feel better.

lara would spend so much more time in their room, that daniela would offer up her bed to lara until she was gone. lara would say it's fine but daniela didn't mind, normally saying she'd go talk to megan or something.

at some point the question was asked, "why didn't you come to me when you felt that way?" manon hd asked her girlfriend, she wasn't attacking her, but was curious what made lara isolate everytime she felt sad or down, "you had your own things to worry about baby, i'd hate to make you worry about more, let alone me" the redhead explained, but the brunette didn't accept it.

"it made me worry more ya'know?" manon said, playing in lara’s hair while the younger's arms were wrapped around her, "i know, didn't mean to though" manon nodded and kissed her head, "i know beautiful, it's okay"

#kpop #r talks #katseye #lara raj #spotify #manon bannerman #meret manon #lara katseye #marz #manon katseye #katseye imagines

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t3ag3rs · 8 months ago

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g e n s o - 0 9.

you lay in bed tapping your fingers rhythmically against your chest.

geez i thought this break wouldve been good for me, but i cant stop thinking about the incident.. you think sighing softly.

you sit up as you fidget with the wrap still secured around your arm. "i cant wait to go back to school so i can be distracted from all of this.." you mutter.

hearing a low grumble from your stomach, you look at the clock "its only been 4 hours since i last ate a snack.. i cant eat something else right now again.." you grab your water bottle and start chugging to get rid of the hunger.

"just a couple more hours and ill be back to school..!" u groan slumping back down in the bed.

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you sit quietly deadpanning as everyone speaks about the incident, nevermind... i hate this school- let me go back home you grumble leaning back.

suddenly you feel a slap to the back of your head "ouch.." u grit glaring at the blonde boy behind you. "what was that for?" you ask agitated.

"for invading my personal space genso" he grins playfully, "i dont want your body anywhere near mine."

"glad we both agree on one thing" you remark as you roll your eyes. "remind me to do the same thing to you the next time you get to close- but with a boulder instead." you state smiling as you turn around.

before bakugou could start spewing curses at you mr. aizawa walked in. ironically, this time he wasnt in a sleeping bag- but instead wrapped in bandages from head to toe.

man he must be sweating buckets under there..' you think as he stands behind the desk.

"as you all know.. the UA sports festival is just down the corner.." starts mr. aizawa before the class butts in.

"wait.. wouldnt that be a bad idea after the villians snuck into to our training facility..?" asks jirou as she raises her hand lightly, " i mean- what if they do it again? we'll all be in the same place so it'll be easier for something bad to happen.. "

"yes, but the administration thinks it'll be a good way for us to show that we handled the situation fine and our school is safer than ever," he pauses, "plus this is a huge deal for UA students and so it cant be cancelled because of a couple of villians.." he looks down, "our schools sports festival is watched all around the world; not only by fans but by pro heros themselves. this is the opportunity to show off what makes you unique and why your a good candidate to be a hero. this festival allows students to be scouted as side kicks which therefore helps on their way to becoming future pros." he narrows his eyes, "that means none of you should be slacking off on any of your training. class is dismissed." he waves before walking out.

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you let out a sigh staring at your hands as mr. aizawas words repeat in you head. i cant let any opprotunity to train go to waste from here on out.. its my chance to strengthen my control over my quirk and show it off to the pros..! but.. i dont have much time, and theres so much to do.. you close your eyes and lay your face in your hands.

"hey y/n- everything alright?" asks kirishima as he puts a hand on your shoulder. you look up and quickly put on a fake smile as you nod. "dont stress out too much man.. we have time to train- and besides youre already one of the best students here..!" he exclaims showing off his sharp teeth.

"thanks kiri... that means a lot.." you smile before standing up and grabbing your bag. "eat well.. ill be in the gyms if anyone needs me" you add before walking off.

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as you walk out of the gym lockers and into the main room, you let out a quiet prayer requesting that bakugou wouldnt walk in like last time. you take a quick sip of water before putting on your headphones and walking to the squat rack.

finally..! a long awaited leg day! u think happily as you rack up your weights on to the bar. stepping in front of the bar you reach back and wrap your hands around the cool metal bar, letting out a quick breath you lift it off the machine and ready yourself to squat.

as you squat, you dont hear bakugou walk in since your music was blaring into your ears. you set the bar back into the machine and add another 10lbs to each side of the bar before repeating your squats.

unbeknownst to you, a pair of eyes were watching you from behind as you squatted (at that fat gyatt fr-). you put the bar back to the machine and step away from it. you shake your legs out as you turn and realize bakugou was in the room next to you.

"how- how long have you been there..?" you ask breathlessly. you fidget with the end of your shorts as you pull the ends down slightly awaiting his reply.

"since you started squating on the machine.. " he replies unbothered, "but im here to fight you." he restates.

you let out a groan, "this again? bakugou- for the last time im not fighting you..!" you throw your hands up frustrated, "your wasting my training time by pestering me with these questions of yours!"

he takes a step towards you, "strength training will do nothing for you during a fight other than make you hit harder. but to hit a person you have to know how to get there first." he runs his hands through his hair, "you cant expect to let your quirk do all the work for you and pass out after overusing it all the damn time.. "

you hated to admit it, but he was right. you were relying solely on your quirk to get out of situations and it wasnt benefitting you in any way. "okay maybe you arent wrong- but im still not fighting you. next thing i know ill end up burnt to a crisp." you chuckle.

he lets out a grin, "thats why we're gonna do hand to hand combat- no quirks allowed. just pure combat wisdom and power" he gives you a challenging smirk, "sound easy enough now genso?"

you let out a low curse as you feel the competitive urge come to you, "fucking.. fine!" you look at him, "but we dont kill each other all right?"

he nods, "yeah, yeah whatever.." he waves his hand dismissevly. "lets just get started" he lets out a predatory smirk before getting into a fighting stance.

god what have i gotten myself into..?

previous parts: pt. 0 0 / pt. 0 1 / pt. 02 / pt. 03 / pt. 04 / pt. 05 / pt. 06 / pt. 07 / pt. 08 next part: pt. 10 / pt. 11 / pt. 12 / pt. 13 / pt. 14 / pt. 15 / pt. 16

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spiderlover405 · 1 year ago

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A family with you

Content: Fluff, a little angst

Pairings: rickgrimesxfem!reader

Summary: rick cant help but think about having kids of your own

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Rick comes in exhausted from a long run, just wanting to lay down and sleep. When he hears laughter coming from the kitchen, it surprises him; he expected everyone to be asleep. He walks in to find you laughing with Carl and feeding Judith. He just stared at the beautiful sight of his kids getting along with the woman he loves. He couldn't stop thinking about having a kid with you but never asked because he was afraid of you saying no, so he never did. You looked up to see Rick's blue eyes looking at you.

You smile widely at him and walk over to him with judith in your arms. You greet him with a kiss. "Hey, how was the run?" you say. He sighs. "It was exhausting, but we got some new medical supplies for the infirmary. he says. You smile, and suddenly all of Rick's worries from the day fade away with your warm smile."Are you hungry? I made some spaghetti, and Carl helped me make it," you say, smiling. "carl cooking." He says, smiling, "Yes, I happen to be a great cook, dad." Carl says, smiling, "No, I'm good. I had something to eat on the way back. I need to take a shower. I reek of Walker guts." He says, "Okay, I'll go put the kids to bed." You say, walking back

"Y/N, let me tell you about the comic I'm reading. It's so crazy." Carl says while walking away with you. A couple minutes later, I came into the room to see a freshly showered Rick lying down on their shared bed. "Hey handsome," I said, laying down to meet those ocean blue eyes I always seem to get lost in. "Can I ask you something?" he said, almost coming out as a whisper, "anything." I said, "Did you ever want kids with your husband?" he asks. This threw you off a bit because Rick knew about your abusive relationship. "No, I didn't; the thought never came to mind. Why?" I say

this broke Rick's heart to hear you didn't want kids "just wondering." He says, "Mmm, well, let's get some sleep, yeah?" I say, "Yeah," he whispers, and I move to cuddle up to him, but I can tell something's off. I blame the stress from his long day and fall asleep. Rick wakes up to an empty bed. He gets up and hears giggles in the bathroom. He goes to see that you're giving Judith a bath and making her bubbles while Judy giggles and pops them. "Hey, I made some eggs if you're hungry," I say, smiling.

"Yeah, I'll get some in a bit. I'm just going to get ready." He says, walking away. You knew something was bothering him, so you decided to get Judy out and change her. As you walk into the kitchen, you see Rick eating while Carl tells him all about the comics he's been reading. "Hey Carl, are you ready to go to Carols today?" I say, "Yeah, let me just get Judith's bag." He says, "What are they going to Carol's for?" Rick says, "I have to go on a run with Daryl, remember?" I say, "Oh," he says, "Cmon, Judy, let's go." Carl says, "Bye, be safe." I say to them as soon as they leave, I turn to Rick. "Are you okay?" I say, concerned, "I'm fine." He says, "What's wrong?" I say he sighs, "Nothing's wrong." He says, looking up to you,

"Are you sure?" I say, "Why don't you want a kid?" He asks, and that's when it hit me the question from yesterday, and i felt guilty. "Oh my love, of course I want to have kids. I always have. It's just that you asked me if I wanted kids with him, so I said no, but I want to have a kid with you. I want a family with you." I say hugging him, and he buried his head in my shoulder. "I'm sorry, I should have worded it differently." He says. I laugh. "Yeah, you should've." I say smiling, and i look into his eyes, and then I see his eyes go from nice to sinful. "We should start making a kid." He says. I laugh. "I've got a couple minutes." I say smiling.

#rick grimes x reader #rick grimesx you #rick grimes fluff #twd rick #rick grimes #rick grimes imagine #rick grimes x you #rick grimes x y/n #rick grimes x oc #the walking dead

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safetycar-restart · 2 years ago

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Charles not being able to spend Christmas with you, because your relationship isn't really revealed. Like your families know you're seeing someone, but they don't know who.

So you spent a few days apart at your family homes and Charles came back to your apartment just tired. Of course he loves to spend time with his family, cuddling with his mom, fooling around with Arthur and drinking tea with Lorenzo, but you're not with him and he don't like that fact.

And when you're back at your apartment he don't wanna to let go of you. He just want mommy to hold him, drown in praise and turn off his brain. Because it was hard for him to think constantly these few days. He wants to be cuddly and subby and just wants mommy to take care of him.

And you're more than happy to do it. So first, you prepare dinner, his favorite pasta. You eat it in the living room, sitting on the couch, Charles between your legs, back against your chest. An he's so happy!!! His mommy is finally with him and she's feeding him and he never felt more loved than now.

After the dinner you're moving things to the bedroom. You just want to show him how good he is, you want him to finally relax and stop thinking. Because already thinking is becoming too heavy for him and it overwhelms him. And he's more than happy to be a good boy for mommy.

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Aw I love this so much!!! It's so cute but also so sad and it's just brilliant. I dont know why but I love torturing Charles so much and this is great.

Firstly, Charles would be so upset to not be able to spend Christmas with you! Of course he knows why you cant spend Christmas together. You guys haven't gone public yet and you both have families that you want to spend Christmas with. He gets it.

But he's also so sad? Firstly because Charles loves you so much and he hates any amount of time without you, and also because there's something about Christmas that just makes him want to be so subby? Something about the music and the cozy vibes and the pretty decorations that makes him want to be around his mommy.

If Charles had it his way, you guys would spend the 24th with one of your families and the 25th with the other, not being apart from each other at all during the festive season. He gets why that's not possible, of course, but when he's sitting at the dinner table with his family and enjoying being around them, he cant help but think that it would be so much better if you were there.

He just wants his mommy!! That's it. That's all he wants.

The festive season is long and overwhelming, full of outings and fans spotting him and expecting him to act a certain way. He has to make his own decisions, put on a mask to not disappoint anyone and while yes he does love the family time he gets to have, he's just so tired by the end of it.

He's already home by the time you get the apartment, and you can instantly see that your boy is so tired and in need of some love and care. Which of course you're more than happy to provide.

You find him in the living room, just laying on the couch still in the clothes he arrived home in. The moment he sees you, he just shoots up and into your arms. He's just so tired and he's had to be without his mommy for a little too long in situations a little too stressful and now he needs his mommy to hold him and praise him and let him be a subby baby.

Which you do, of course.

You make him dinner, and you let him kneel in the kitchen (on several cushions of course) while you do it. Normally you'd have him help you, but you can see he needs to be taken care of and you're worried about him making a mistake if he has to help you and then feeling even worse. So he just kneels and watches you make dinner and received head pats whenever you have a spare moment.

Then he gets to sit with you and eat his dinner, smiling between bites because his mommy is back!! He has his mommy!!

Of course you have to take him apart after this, because Charles has been so good for you and he was so brave going through the whole festive season without you and he absolutely deserves to feel good.

I also think that he struggles to get himself off without you during the time without you? Even when you send him instructions, he still struggles because he hates getting off without you. He's your subby baby!! He cant be expected to cum without his mommy there.

This means that the poor thing is so desperate and needy when you take him to the bedroom. Even more so than usual. So you don't tease him too much, because that would just be too much for him.

He just has to lay there and let his mommy take care of him, which is everything he loves and is so happy to just be your good boy.

He spends the next few days with just you, being looked after and relaxing and just recharging after the hectic festive season. Maybe even spends New Years with just you? Just cuddling with you and watching the fireworks from his apartment in Monaco and it's perfect.

Though of course he insists on never spending the festive season without you ever again.

#sub!charles #cl #nsfw.#f!reader

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thoughtfulmentalitything · 2 years ago

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teehee ive returned... ok so now im in college and just like I thought, I am not a fan. the academics are fine but theres a decent amount of work all the time and its stressful to me cause it feels never ending. I will do my assignments weeks in advance but it seems to never give me enough time to relax. well not that I can relax at my dorm, my roommates are so annoying and loud and are all messes and project it outward. however, I did stop sh around september 2022 so its been four months since then. but also whenever something happens where another person is upset and takes it out on me or theres a somewhat valid problem I cant help but think about doing it which is normal. but I think its gonna come back soon and im fine with that. it makes me happy. its almost like a form of self care for me cause I can actually get all the bad feeling out of my system and just onto my arm instead. like its fine and I truly think that. anyways another issue though related to how bad my dorm is because of my roommates is that I finally told my parents about how terrible it is and that I dont even sleep there anymore (but I only go back home like once or twice a weekend each month when I have breaks) and I fully am just going home cause I have break or need to catch up on homework... but now they just think im not addressing the issue and not facing my dorm situation which, uh yeah obviously im not going to. when I dont come home on weekends on breaks to get away from the dorm, I just stay at someone else's house or dorm on school days and weekends. like??? I literally do not have the capacity to be there. but now im getting really triggered at home too because I told my parents about my issue... which why are they responding like that. id rather just off myself than have to live at my dorm or home. I really need to sh. I know my living situation issues are temporary but they make me feel really bad and become unproductive and fat. all I do is hide away in my room at my dorm all day when im not out for classes and gorge of fat disgusting pig food. im so fat now. I need to loose weight im always bloated and fat looking. if I was skinny I would at least be 3/4 happy inside my body and the 1/4 of unhappy in caused my external forces that make me upset inside can just be fixed my sh. tbh I need to make my sh not eating and working out too much instead of cutting cause hiding the cuts is so annoying like I dont feel like wearing long sleeves in the summer again. I need to not eat any processed foods and get on track to just have no appetite (I didn't for like a week long time period in the beginning of January). anyways im just really upset now and turning to my venting on here cause I dont want to bother anyone with my problems anymore since clearly telling my parents the most basic issue ever is not being received well. like really. just make you child happy. but nooo they dont know about how suicidal I am and any of my other issues cause I dont tell them. they just dont dress anything either. like I need a breast reduction and my mom was just like well talk about that later... well it is much later now and guess what, still haven't talked about it. id rather just die right now. I cant endure 3 more years of college at the place im going right now. I just cant live in the state I do right now and need to move. everything would be solved. but for now, all I can do is loose 20 pounds and be skinny and smart so I can exist in a physical state thats tolerable to me. I just need a break from everything else though. ok ill probably return later but at least this vent right now stopped me from racing downstairs and picking out a new xacto for a real release. ok bye bye

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chaeyoungeeee · 2 years ago

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why is love so hard?

summary- you and taehyung have once again gotten into an argument this time a way bigger one. can you guys make it right once again or will it end?

rating- 18+ 🤭

warning!!- slight angst, overworking, eventual smut, crying, shouting, hickeys, face fucking, deep throating, cum swallowing, dom tae, sub y/n dynamics, swearing, breast play.

pairings- boyfriend tae, girlfriend y/n

taehyung had a so much work he had to do so he told you strictly to stay outside of his office room. you honestly missed him so much. its been 7 hours and you havent had a kiss from him yet. you rose from your seat at the dining table and made your way upstairs to his office. you were contemplating if you should knock or just walk in. knocking would distract him too much so you simply just walk in to see him working on his laptop. his eyes remain on his laptop. he seemed to not even be aware of your presence. you slowly walk over to him. “babe…? i miss you.” you put your hand on his shoulder. still, he was ignoring you. you scoff. “i made lunch. you should come down and eat it.” you say, desperate to just hear his voice but it seemed he was to busy on his laptop. “baby.. answer me. please..?” you see his jaw lock. he was obviously tense. “how is work goin-“ he keeps his eyes on the laptop but speaks. “y/n, stop fucking distracting me. i told you to stay out off this room but you still come? do you ever listen??” he keeps typing away on his laptop. it was clear to you he he wasnt missing you at all. “i was just missing you, tae. no need to swear.” you furrow your eyebrows feeling an argument rise up. taehyung is always so serious about his work. if hes interrupted he wont hesitate to get mad. “do you think i was missing you? get out, y/n.” you heard him sigh and now thats definitely ticked you off. you was only trying to help. “what the fuck? why are you being such an ass hole today??” you near spit. he only scoffs as a result. “y/n i just fucking said get out, why are you not listening to me, huh?” you dry scoff and cross your arms just under your breasts. “i just wanted to say come downstairs to eat something. why are you being so rude?” he puts the tip of his fingers to his nose bridge and shakes his head. “listen, i need to focus on my work. i need you to get out, ok?” you sigh at the tone hes using, a much softer one then before. “i know, ok? i made your favourite lunch.. can you just come down and eat? you only had coffee today..” he groans in annoyance. “fuck off, y/n!” he raises his voice, something he never normally does. “i told you so many times, dont disturb me, im busy with work! and you do it anyways, why cant you ever listen, huh?! just get out, y/n i dont need you to keep fucking telling me i need to eat, i know.” he raises his voice causing you to cower. he kept his eyes on his screen. you swallow back your feelings. “i-“ you were about to talk but get cut off by him. “i said fucking get out!” he shouts and you walk out. you run to your shared room. its not like he would want to sleep with you. you get into bed and start crying. he knows you hate when people shout at you. you feel unwanted. your own boyfriend said it himself. he didnt miss you. you finally go sleep around 7:32 pm. tears stain your cheeks and your eyes near swollen. you fell asleep in your clothes ; a cute grey crop top with a tight leather skirt. taehyung loved this skirt on you. the blanket covers your face as you sleep.

around 11:46 pm you were woken to the sound of the bedroom door open. you choose to ignore it until you feel the side of the bed dip, meaning someone is sitting there. you choose to ignore it and turn the other way. taehyung sighs. he was so stressed with work. nothing was going his way today. he.. took it out on you. he felt so guilty. “baby..?” he calls out to you. his voice tired and full of guilt. you bite down on your lip, feeling tears prick your eyes again for some reason. “baby.. please.. im so sorry..”you hear a rustling sound like some plastic. you rise up from the bed, your face tear stained youd say you look horrible but taehyung would argue otherwise. “im sorry, y/n. i was so stressed because today work was just.. not going right and i was just angry at everyone. im really sorry if i said something that upset you. i promise i wont do it again. i swear..” he shoves the flowers he brought for you closer to you. peonies. you cant help but upside down smile. “its.. ok.” you say, tone clearly broken. “y/n.. im sorry i made you cry.” he shuffled closer to you and wraps his arms around you, caging you. you take in his cologne and his body wash. instantly calming you. “its ok, tae. i promise. i understand if you think work is more important than me..” your voice broke in between, hating to accept that reality. he sighs heavily. “jagiya. dont say that.. you mean the world to me. you are my world. please dont think work is more important than you. you know how i get when i have a lot of work to do.” he kisses your four head meaningfully. you look up at him “really..?” you say. “of course. you mean so much to me.. im just so stupid for treating you like shit sometimes.” you look up at him once again, his eyes full of guilt. you connect your lips for a slow meaningful kiss. you slowly pull away and admire taehyung as he does the same for you. “i love you.” he says softly, meaning it from the bottom of his heart. “i love you to..” he looked so cute at that moment. he smiled at you before looking away;

“youre so cute, tae. oh my goddd-!” you cover your mouth and try not to squeal. he laughs through his nose and kisses you all over your face, stopping at your lips as he placed a slow meaningful kiss. you kissed him back, tugging his shirt to come closer to you. he does, suddenly just inches away from your body “i love this on you..” you smile and bite your lip. “i know, thats why i wore it. stupid. thoughhh.. i do need to change out of it.” you smirk at him and he licks his lips. “can i help with that?” you grab his hand and put it up your skirt on your thigh. “of course.” and with that he rips your skirt off. he teasingly fans your thighs with his hot breath. you bite your lip. “you said you was stressed with work, huh?” he sighs, hated he was reminded about it. he was about to forget about it. “uh.. yeah?” he asks, confused. “well how about.. i help you forget about it, hmm..?” you speak as you slowly bend down in front of him, getting down on your knees. “use my mouth, tae. im all yours..” something ignites in him and he unzips his trousers allowing his dick to spring to life. you slowly palm his cock for a few seconds before diving in. your tongue engulfing one side of his cock as you hollow your cheeks out. one hand on his thigh whilst the other hand on the bed. you lower your head as you suck at his large cock. you could feel his dick at the back of your throat, near swallowing his length. after a few minutes off you slowly bopping your mouth on his dick he grabs hold of your hair. he stands up, leaving you looking up at him, confused. he starts to thrust his dick into your mouth, causing you to gag. tears start to pool in your eyes as he continuously thrusts into your little mouth. the room filled with the angelic moans taehyung straggles out. you look up at him to see his head fall back. his thrust game was fast, causing you to whimper, feeling your throat sting. you could taste precum on your tongue. “fuck baby, you take me so well.. im gonna cum.” you breathe out your nose heavily until you feel his hot, sticky cum fill your mouth. he thrusts softly into your mouth whilst he cums. he pulls his cock out and watches you swallow all his cum. “youre such a good girl.. can you get on the bed again?” you smile at his comment before nodding. you walk to the bed, laying down for him. your skirt is already off. he goes in between your legs as he lifts your crop top up, revealing your braless boobs. he begins to suck at your nipples, causing you to moan under him. he soon lines his cock with your bare cunt causing you to squirm. “please just fuck me already-“ you breath put heavily but soon cut off as he pushes his shaft deep inside you. 😱

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ilovesehun · 2 years ago

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SENDING NUDES CHALLENGE/TAEHYUNG FF /pt -3

Instagram:

@v: hey gurl~

i opened the message while having my dinner.

me : hey~~

v: what you upto? me: eating. You?

v: just finished practising for a new song.

me: is jimin oppa there with you?😅🙃

V: 🙄if you want to talk to him text him on his insta.

me: woa~. Are you jealous 🤣

v: yes😑

me: chill bro~ v: v* or daddy* me:🫣🫠

v: anyways what are you eating?

Me: oh some gummies

V: oh gummy bears….😩im on a diet y/n!

me: hahahahaha 😌. Why would you be on a diet? You body is perfect tho.

v: how much did you check on me😏

me:😳thats not what i mean… I meant like you arent fat. v: bighit told me to…

me: thats sad…

Notification: “@kth.unknown has requested you to follow”

V: i have send you a request from my private account. Come over there.

me: what if i dont accept? 😗

v: would be disappointed.

me: haha just a sex

v: sex? Yea sure😉

me: shit its sec*

v: i got excited for a sec.

me: dont you think you are flirting with me too much?

v: yea. I like you so~ me:😳😳😳

v: what?

me: oh nothing. v: you dont like me? Oh right, you like jimin.

me: hey..

v: isnt it true?

me: its true i like jimin. But i like all of you guys.

v: am i just like that? me: you are making me hard. v: 😏hard???

me: I MEANT HARD TO DECIDE! v: woah cool cool babygurl. v: ive gotta go. We have a flight at 10pm me: oh happy journey~ v: will i be able to see you?

Me: lol no you cant. v:😞i wanted to though…

me: 😗oh…

v: well then bye. me: take care~ v: 🤍

THIS GUY IS ENDLESSLY FLIRTING WITH ME. i said tossing my phone over and starting to do my assignments.

taehyung pov:

Oh i wish i could see her…. why us a 17 y/o making me feel like this? Is it because of the stress of not being able to date?

*opened the door*

jimin: v, you want some coffee?

me: AISHHH! You scared the fork out of me.

jimin: oh….what are you hiding from me?

me: n-nothing…

jimin came and took my phone forcefully. I got flustered and tried to stop. jimin: ya!!!! Who is y/n? *smirk* me: oh just a friend.

jimin: friend????

me:y-yeah..

jimin: or girlfriend?

that made me blush and turned my ears red. jimin: NAMJOON TAE IS IN LO-

Me: shhhhh🤫. Its a secret! And we are not in love.

jimin: I’ll be quiet if you tell me the whole story.

i told him what happened and he smiled . jimin: but…isnt…she young?

Me: i know….but i feel weird…

jimin: i see….anyways get dressed. We need to go. me: yea ill be ready

jimin went towards the door. Him: good luck ;)

After he went i took my phone and saw that she accepted my request. I quickly looked through her photos.

@jihun__ 🤍

liked by jihun__ and 95 others

comments:

jihun__: 😘

ME: SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND!? She is in a relationship!?. AISHHHHHH no it cant be~

i tossed my phone and started to get ready to go. I felt a heaviness in my heart after seeing that photo.

time skip:

We reached at the airport waiting for the gates to open. I took out my phone and saw y/n online. i want to clarify if she is comitted or not.

me: hey. I want to ask you something

y/n: hey taetae! Ye shoot it

me: are you in a relationship?

y/n: no

me: dont lie. Then who is he in your post?🙄

y/n: thats my cousin brother😂😂😂😂

OH GOD! Im embarrassed now…

y/n: Are you stalking me now😌😂

Me: just taking care of you from dangerous boys😉

y/n: lol. At the airport?

In the plane. Gonna take off in 15mins.

y/n : ooh nice….im actually texting v from bts..

me: lol why did you say that?

y/n: 😂i dont know i felt like you werent tae.

me: want me to prove it? y/n: how?

me: should i sent you nude?

Y/n: 😳NOOOOO

me: hahaha. y/n: put a yeontan photo as your story. Ill believe its you.

me: DID YOU REALLY THINK IM NOT V?

me: gosh…ill do it then..

I went and uploaded a photo of me and yeontan. y/n saw it and replied. y/n: you actually did it! me: yea…

y/n: upload jimin abs photo then🫣

me: 🙄always talking about jimin. y/n: y not..🙂

me: lemme reach china ill send you something.

Y/n: REALLY!? Omg no…what will jimin think. me: NOT JIMIN AISH

Y/n: someone is angry here…

me: bye the flight is boarding.

i was pissed off and went to sleep. I looked at jimin and even wonder what made him better than me… i mean he got great looks and character. BUT I DO TOOO.

(time skip)

y/n pov: it was almost 4 am and im almost done with my assignment. I thought to finish it completely so i could relax and enjoy the concert.

Notification:

@kth.unknown has send you a voice message.

omg…im feeling butterflies in my stomach now…i played along

me: im good babe~

v: first time hearing you call me that😉

me: haha u reached here?

V: yes.

V : give me your address. Ill come. Leave the door open.😉

me: gosh….bring jimin oppa too..🫣

v: AISH…

me: 🤭🤭

How do i look?😉

Inner me : OMG! He is soooo hotttttt! And his beard gosh…daddy😩

me: hot tbh😅. Beard looks great on you.

v: DID U JUST CALL ME HOT? v: Someone is falling for me~ me: NO IM NOT. I just told you that you look good…

v sent an audio:

ramyeon mogko gallae~

Inner me: WHAT THE FORK IS WRONG WITH HIM😩😩😩😩. He is making me weak…

me:😳chill chill

v: why arent you sleeping? me: well..

v: study hard jagiii~ me: gosh…calling my name is so hard for you i guess..

v: you dont like me calling you jagi?

me: no.

v: ill call you baby then. me: 🤦🏻‍♀️

v: ill go freshen up and sleep. me: goodnight.

v: dream about me~🤍

I saved his photo and couldnt stop staring at it..his collarbone…nice…how nice it would be if he hard his lips on my neck…i was feeling aroused by him…the way he calls me baby jagi makes me shy and have butterflies.

Taehyung pov:

i went to sleep for a few hours and woke up at 10am. I saw y/n added to their story.

HOLY SHIT. She isnt wearing a pant…HER THIGHS😩. The fact i saw it at the morning with already having a boner…i went to my bathroom stroked while thinking about her.

y/n~,y/n~ you making me so hot baby~ ah~….i love you baby…a-aah..daddy loves you…

i came and cleaned it with a tissue and quickly went to take a bath. I just cant believe i came with just a photo. I would never feel excited even while watching porn.

After showering i opened my phone to message y/n. Me: y/nie~good morning.

i saw her offline and left instagram too. Later jin hyung asked me to get ready to have a final practice for tomorrow.

y/n pov :

i went to lisa’s home in the morning with my bag packed . We decided to go after having punch from her home. Its a 3 hour drive from here. So we booked the hotel for a few nights. After having our lunch we started driving with some music and enjoying. Only until lisa did something

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#taehyung #taehyung smut #taehyung imagine #bangtan #idol #fanfic #taehyung fanfic #taehyung ff #taehyung love #Jimin love #taehyung x reader #taehyung x y/n

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idk if id make nico the manager just bc of how it is (prob would make someone older on the team) but at the very least they r both assistant store managers and Get Under Each Others Skin

I am eating this up. Like sexual tension but also power dynamics/stress. I love someone is like “what’s up with that guy” grumble grumble and then they start to have feelings but like “I don’t like that guy I’m not supposed to have feelings for him remember he’s annoying remember all these things” (or something dramatic happens and they’re like omg they’re so different outside of work/as a person than I thought *heart thump*)

YA!!!!!

so liek. i know id want smtht o happen where one of them tries to pull rank on the other (like . jack would be working 8-5 and then nico comes in 2-10 and jack tries to do smth and says he’s manager on duty and nico goes no u cant bc im manager on duty now) and it would just. tension <3

and ya i want them to dislike each other but not Hate. like they just dislike the way they act but they’re like ‘they’re a super good employee and amazing at their job i just don’t like them as a person’

and in my mind,,, if this were to be like this the change for how they feel would possibly be with the thing I mentioned before of luke being cashier and then when he goes on break jack takes over register for him? and gets yelled at and cries (bc yet again. vent <3) and so I would want That to be the turning point

like nico would be manager on duty but he would be in the back doing smth so jsck just has to finish checking dude out + the line but luke is fucking Furious and he gets off his ass and walks to the back room where nico is dealing with rolltainers and he tells nico that he needs to get his shit together and stop being a Bitch to his brother and do his fucking job

and nico is like ‘what the fuck. why are you talking to me like this where did you get this confidence’ and luke goes ‘because a man just yelled at my brother until he fucking cried, nico, and you didn’t do shit, because you’re fucking around back here.’

and then nico would get concerned like ‘someone yelled at jsck?’ ans luke is like ‘fucking Yeah’ and they go up and there is no one in line bc jack is That Guy but the bathroom key is gone so. obv can assume he is in bathroom. crying

but THAT is when nico changes how he feels towards jack and he goes on the camera and finds the clearest shot of the man and prints him out to hang in the office and is like ‘if this man comes back again while ur working idc if u have a line, You Come And Get Me’ and Jack notices…. and he starts to change how he feels too <3

#sorry I just. I have so much #anon #asks

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diaryofthoughts23 · 1 year ago

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Discontent

Monthly, weekly almost, I become discontented or numb. Am I stuck i n some hedonistic cycle? Where I can only be happy about stupid things that don’t matter? When little thing doesn’t work out, or somthing small inconveniences me and I’m a stupid cranky mess. Even if I tell myself “it’s ok this is a small inconvenience” It still takes so long to get over it. Am I so programmed to have instant gratification that when I cant fix my problem immediately I become depressed mess. It’s an instant gratification problem. Real change takes time and being impatient makes the time seem longer when you dont want it to be. QUIT BEING IMPTATIENT!!

HOW DO YOU STOP BEING IMPATIENT? I guess thats my next step. In the past I stop being impatient when I give up. But I dont want to give up on genuine change. I have this stuck feeling again, like when I ws depressed in college. Shit. Am I depressed again? (Yeah I slipped and fell into it) I might be. Probably am. I broke out of it last time by pursuing a major life goal and doing shadow work. In the past I the shadow work over my childhood trauma. Now I have to do the shadow work about who I am, what I want, and the life goals to achieve it. That’s what that book I bought is all about. It’s just feel like this inner slug that hasn’t been there before. Even in the past this slug I could easily shake off. The slug has turned into a leech sucking the energy and drive to do anything. Even to be happy. I want things , but can’t find the drive to pursue them. I am stuck in the rat race with the desire to get out, but no drive to make it happen. Then there are my health issues that could be adding to all of this mental confusion.

Let’s be honest, my health is shit. I eat Ike shit, I need to work out more and regularly. Again, there is desire to change but no energy or motivation to do it. There is almost a strong desire to give up. It’s not really there yet, but it feels like suicide. Giving up on all that is good for me and letting my stupid cravings win. I almost desire laziness and gluttony. There is an addiction to feeling stressed out and like shit. i know I have a weird confusing addiction to feeling Like shit. I DONT WANT IT ANYNMORE!!! I stat to work on it , i feel kinda better then I crash EVERY TIME. I CRASH THE CAR OF DESIRED CHANGE EVERY TIME. THIS IS WHERE I FAIL. I FAIL MYSELF CONSISTENTLY. FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUK THIS FUCK THIS FUK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FFFFUUUUKKKK TTHHIISS. I was afraid of failing other people or so long i now have a strange addiction to failing myself. If I fail myself there is no failure left to inflict onto others.

I cant get into the car of change anymore. I just crash. I dont kow how to drive the car of change, but damnit I’m gonna walk. It will be slow. It will be slow.

Change. Will. Be. Slow. But I cannot give up or be impatient and quit. That is failing myself and the life i feel called to I live. I want this cycle to end an a new cycle to begin. Its time. I need to still give myself the grace to fail/make mistakes AND pick myself up and keep going. Life starts new things and tries to begin change

SOOOOOOO MANY TIMES!!!!!!! It’s at the point where I am exhausted. Maybe thats why I want to give up. I m exhausted from trying so many times. How d I find the encouragement within myself? Do I hve a community that supports me? I think so.

GOAL: My fist goal towards change is to finish reading my happiness book and alll of the other supplimental work it has with it. It like a college course. Happiness 101 damnit.

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garticnebula · 1 year ago

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TW: Heavy implications of depression, swearing and other such things. this was a stress write, so I apologise if it is more uncomfortable than anything else I have posted.

I close my eyes as I look around, sitting in my room to try and imagine my own space, how my life looks through my own eyes. Yet all I imagine is sitting down in a car at late night, I'm driving down a highway and the radio is busted, there isn't another car nor thing alive around, the only thing breaking the silence being the rain ever so softly dripping onto the top of my car, I can't see out the windows, only the front, which often gets either clouded or covered in rain, making it hard to drive, I pull my foot off the pedals yet we still go, my hand's are glued to the car, only able to turn left or right. I try and try and try to break free yet, I can never seem to do it.

I can't move, only look out the front window. It stays like this for a few hours before I hear a soft humming, coming from the back seat. Whenever I go to look at the mirror, my eyes are instantly shot back forward. I'm told no peaking, that I don't deserve to see their face, and I'm lucky they're even talking to me, and I should feel the same with everyone in my life yet, I show no emotion, or sign of conversation. The only time I'm allowed to move my hand off the wheel is to light a cigarette for him, and occasionally myself, alongside a cup of cheap coffee. The smoke is thick, and makes seeing out the window even harder. But yet I still drive aimlessly. For what reason? I can feel my hands shaking, my fingertips numb from the cold. Yet I do nothing.

All the whilst I can hear his shit eating grin, or is it a her? I never know, the voice is too monotone, yet raspy. It's so distinct yet I can't ever place my finger on it, I know I've met them, but where. Where did I meet them, Why can't I remember them

Every thought runs through my head like a train, the only thing breaking it being they're laughter, my struggle to place even a point on my questions having seemed to amuse them. They tell me if I've forgotten, it's clear they didn't matter to me as much as I had said, and that Even by forgetting their name, I already broke our promise, yet despite all this information I CAN'T REMEMBER, WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER??? IT'S JUST ONE FUCKING NAME, ONE NAME IS ALL I NEED FOR THIS TO BE OVER THEN I CAN STOP THIS FUCKING CHARADE ON MYSELF BUT NO I CANT EVER FUCKING REMEMBER AND EVERYTIME I GET CLOSE. I LOOSE IT. All I wan't to do is remember again like everyone else does. All I want is to fill a fucking promise I don't even remember, I don't care what it is, I need to fill my end.

As my hand tightens again the wheel, I try to open my eyes but they get heavier.

I'm told I can't leave without their permission, and that I don't deserve to leave, no, no that's not right, I don't deserve nor want to leave. And as much as i hate to admit it, they're right. Even if my head hurts from being here, It's nothing compared to when my eyes are open. So I keep them closed, trying oh so hard to stay here to figure out they're name.

But as soon as I get close. I wake up, on my side, I passed out, and did it as soon as I shut my eyes

A dream, a fucking dream. ALL OF THAT WAS A FUCKING DREAM YET IT'S STILL BETTER THAN THE PIECE OF SHIT WRITING I'M STUCK IN, NO RUBBER TO ERASE ANY WRONGS, NO PEN OR PAPER TO WRITE MY OWN SCRIPT, NO. NO I'M STUCK HERE, FORCED TO WATCH MY OWN STORY AS IF I'M LOOKING THROUGH SOMEONE ELSES EYES.

All I want is for my eyes to be closed, and go back to that dream. At least then, I can predict the writing, and I know the show. If I'm back there, I know the beginning, middle and end. I don't care if it hurts, it's still better than being here, stuck behind a desk with only paper and pen to be my form of answers from people that don't exist and lives I can only dream of having, problems I created in order to make the perfect bittersweet character.

It's funny. I make promises from time to time with people, and yet only four have any meaning to me, and two of them are too far gone for me to ever dream of keeping, yet I still fucking keep hope so that one day they return. And I can fix the mess I made so when they fucking leave again, the goodbye doesn't hurt. If they came back for even a fucking second, I could apologise and actually fucking mean it instead of when it where convenient for me, or when they told me I had to, at least then the goodbye wouldn't hurt so much, at least then that chapter could finally close with words, not an ugly mess of an unfilled page, at least then I could actually fucking tell them that I still love them, and still care for them but no, I had to be a fucking asshole and ruin all of it when I KNEW IT WAS PERFECT, ALL BECAUSE THE STORY GOT PREDICTABLE, SO I DECIDED TO RUIN THE ONE FUCKING THING I GOT RIGHT, AND FUCK UP THE FIRST PERSON WHO EVER CARED ABOUT ME PROPERLY.

It's funny yknow? I where surrounded by people, good people I could call friends yet I had never felt like I weren't alone around them. The only time I feel any form of true

pleasure now is when I'm writing another character, or adding onto my other ones before them, or reading and remembering the joy I felt whilst writing them.

#writing #literature #sandboxwriting #stress writing #vent writing

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