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[yunazxxx]

meret manon bannerman hcs using twt links <3

red (nsfw) + pink (sfw)

author talks ≫ some links are mlw but we can either ignore, make it gp!reader, tmasc or ftm reader

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small touches whenever she feels you’re nervous, or uneasy. even if you two are home, she’ll always hold your hand as a reassuring gesture.

after receiving a text from how hard her day was, getting details during a call while you drove to her house, you two wind down together and watch a movie, manon laying her head on your lap.

manon’s reallyyyy clingy while tired, anytime she feels your warm body touch hers while she’s sleeping, she’ll turn around and push herself as close as physically possible to feel you more

slightly jealous manon in public kissing you bc some girls were checking you out

nsfw . . . . . . . . . . .

regular manon being a tease hours, especially while you’re away from her. baby knows the punishment to come but still fucks with you whenever given the chance

while out busy with her schedules, manon would normally send you a texts talking about how much she misses you, but sometimes she feels like teasing you, sending a whimper audio knowing shes too far away for you to touch her, giggling to herself watching as her phone rings due to you calling her

the type of content she’ll send to you and say “us when?” knowing she literally has a video of herself in this exact position, outfit and setting right in her camera roll

[sofiatexa]

“i’ll think of you, once in a moon” - meret manon x lara rajagopalan

synopsis ≫ lara asked her crush of two years out finally, and after dating for as long as they were, life got in the way and despite how badly they didn’t want to, they had to break up. it was a mutual decision, which made it hurt much worse than the average breakup.

content warnings ≫ angst , fluff , crying , breakups w/ manic episodes , depression , anxiety , manon feels like lara’s lying during certain times , manon has to continue to be around lara bc they work together , maybe more?

author talks ≫ thought about this plot while listening to this song and in my head kind of on repeat so here we are

tag list ≫ @lara4eclipze , @rinaslover

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001 : Do I Wanna Know?

[obsessingaboutgayspiders]

I don't care what's canon or not, Huskerdust is T4T and no one can tell me otherwise

[sinfulboydyke]

My apologies for not answering any asks or DMs yet. I found out some really vile things out today and have been struggling a bit. Hope you all understand 🩵

[mateychuks]

LDBB goal in his hometown!!!

[tibby2305]

Psa for anyone with heavy periods (or anyone with periods) - buy maternity pads instead of period pads.

They’re cheap, super super absorbent, they’re all unscented and they don’t make you feel sweaty like period pads do

[theseaofmonster]

hi! back from the dead to provide a few links to information on the genocide of palestinian citizens.

here is a short article from human rights watch from 2017 on human rights violations being committed by israeli forces.

here is a really great paper from the center for constitutional rights:

more information to come. for the time being, i’m back.

[maybeseveralthings]

You ever misread a poll and vote and then immediately realize you voted like a puritan 15 year old and wish to wail and rend your sackcloth garments

[realityphobia]

You know its bad when you mention your work frustrations to your psychiatrist and they, a layman in your discipline, say "wait how are you supposed to do that."

[cordspaghetti]

really factual recounting with no embellishments whatsoever

[yunazxxx]

I LOVE THIS SO BAD STOPPPPPP

‘ drown to impress ’ feat. LARA RAJ

─── ﹙🪼﹚ Lara has never even thought about swimming, until she found out you were on the swimming team. Going from just barely waking up to be present in her first period to being up at 6am everyday was a struggle, especially since her body wasn’t used to it. The worst part? She didn’t even know how to swim.

PAIRING(s): lara raj x swimmer!reader, highschool au

WARNING(s): fluff, nearly drowning, mentions of gurgling/spitting, reader does cpr as some point, skin tone mention (nothing derogatory)

A/N: never join a swimming team TRUST me. it’s horrid. also this is lowkey really bad im sorry 💔

None of Lara’s friends understood. I mean why would she suddenly show interest in swimming of all things? Lara Raj was a woman of many talents, but swimming was not one.

None of them even recall ever seeing her actually swim— staying on the shore at the beach does not count. How did the infamous Lara Raj find herself nearly drowning?

Well it’s simple really. One day as she was walking to class she saw this girl— not just any though. Her beauty was enough to turn heads, or at least in Lara’s mind, because according to her friend, the girl was a ‘two out of ten’. Although Lara’s sure she’s higher, that's beside the point.

Lara had her friend— Daniela do a little digging, it turned out that said girl was on a swim team! Which is how Lara found herself in this position, her ears ringing as she found her vision darkening.

The one familiar thing she sees is you. Was she dying? Or worse, dead already? Maybe diving head first on the first day was something not everyone could achieve, the one thing she did achieve was learning she couldn’t swim though!

You on the other hand were panicking, hastily you pulled her out of the water, shaking her— even if you knew it wouldn’t really help much if she had inhaled too much water. You kneeled next to her, placing your hands on her chest and pressed down a few times, until she gurgled up water. As she spit it out, you helped her turn her body upwards so that she wouldn’t choke on it more.

“Are you okay?” You frantically asked, even if Lara wanted to answer— she quite literally couldn’t. Lara wanted to shrivel up and die there as you continued to ask her questions. She just knew her friends would never let her live this up, especially the fact she could’ve died yet all she could think of was your hand rubbing her back.

Ever since that day you’ve personally made it your mission to teach her how to swim, because come on, who joins a swimming team without even knowing how to tread!

“Lara.. you’re doing it wrong, again.” you sighed, moving beside her and placing your hand on her back.

“you have to relax, or else you’ll never be able to float.” you said for the third time, holding her up on her back within the water. Undoubtedly Lara was gorgeous, but you could tell she wasn’t listening. It was little things she would forget, her towel, to be on time, it made you truly wonder why she was even on the team.

Lara on the other hand felt like she was on cloud nine, five days a week spending time alone with this gorgeous girl? Not only that, but was her coach. The problem arose when finals came. Lara genuinely thought swimming was for fun, not tournaments and all.

“you do know they wanna cut you right?” You told Lara, walking into the locker rooms.

“oh, uhm why?” She questioned, even if she knew the answer.

“Well, for one you can barely tread properly. Second, you're late a lot, not to mention the clothes instead of the swimsuit. Third, you're always distracted.” Oh. Was she that bad? Lara hadn’t noticed how much you’d taken note of her.

“I only joined because—” of you. The words sat on the tip of her tongue, yet she couldn’t bring herself to say them?

“I already know why, I saw your friend come up in my Facebook recommendations and assumed it was because of this.” You admitted, laughing a little at the last part— while you laughed, Lara's face burned, she was sure if she was a different tone you would’ve known.

The only words she could get out were an ‘I’m sorry’, she was beyond embarrassed, I mean hey, at least she could take something away from this she thought— don’t join a club you have absolutely no interest in!

“We should hang out sometime.” You said, looking back at her before grabbing your swimming bag,

“oh also, I left my number on a piece of paper in your bag.” You stated before leaving. Lara was beyond glad nobody was in the locker room with the way she nearly leaped to her bag, searching for the paper— her jaw dropping when she found it, you weren’t lying.

xxx-xxx-xxxx: hi yn it’s lara

yn (aka loml): hi lara !! lmk when ur free and we can link 😁

[yunazxxx]

pairing ≫ megan skiendiel x fem!reader

content warnings ≫ subby megan, strap riding, teasing, edging, hickeys, degradation w praise, puppy megan , manhandling , etc maybe??

author talks ≫ literally just random subby/puppy megan headcanons bc this photo sequence gave me brainrot

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megan is a whiner, she would literally do anythingggggg to get your attention, like seriously. you could be out in public and even though she knows how you'd react, she'd go and flirt with another girl.

but she also enjoyed when you would manhandle her, she loved the marks you'd leave on her body while you were mad at her.

and she loves being made fun of, degrading her would make her so needy for some reason she doesn’t even know it but if you gave her even the most simple praise? oh she’d do anything you’d ask just to hear “good job”

but something megan loves the most? riding your strap, listen, the praise she receives for being able to take the full thing, the bulge that pokes out her stomach too :(

megan’s mind gets sooo mushy so fast, oh and the way she’d apologize if she came too quick, you’d just look at her while she tried pleading with you, knowing her fate.

megan wasn’t the biggest fan of edging, or even teasing but you made her cum so many times without contact that she grew to enjoy the teasing.

anytime she’d piss you off, she’d ask what her punishment was and would try to do it herself but she was so bad at it that you would still have to help her :((

she’s suchhhhhhhh a loser too, like shes so stupidly in love with that she doesn’t even realize some of the things she does.

the poor girl loves fake sympathy so much that she can’t even tell when you’re serious or not, you could say something like, “oh baby, it’ll be over soon” knowing you have zero intention of ever stopping

[sofiatexa]

CRAWLIN’ BACK TO YOU — L.R X M.M

this content contains the following : angsty, small fight mention, kinda fluffy with some comfort, crying, etc maybe?

author talks? : finally dropping part one of once in a moon ! — italic is flashbacks

word count? : well over 1.3k

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the sun rose slowly, while the outside breeze slowly crept through the slightly opened window in the redhead's room. this morning was different from the rest, they wouldn't have to jump up and rush to get dressed, lara woke up that morning to the sight of her beautiful girlfreind, manon was facing the opposite directions, still sleeping. lara's arms were snaked around the older's waist, as she planted small kisses on the sleeping girl's back.

manon gently shifted in her sleep, mumbling small things as she woke up. she turned around, facing a smiling lara. "good morning pretty girl" lara said gently, before kissing manon, "good morning baby", lara pulled manon into a cuddle, their legs getting intertwined.

manon's head was against lara's chest, while lara was on her phone, she scrolled through any music she could play to start their day. lara and manon always cherished these days, being able to take their time and enjoy each other's prescence outside of the working scene.

after their slow morning, lara went to take a shower while manon made the bed, it wasn't a long or crazy process, so she was done quickly, going into the next bathroom and taking one herself. after lara finished, she went downstairs and began making a light breakfast for her and manon. —

"it felt like nothing could ever go wrong, right?" lara thought to herself while she flipped through the polaroids and pictures from when her and manon were together. she turned her screen off, placing her phone face down and laid on her bed in pure silence.

lara was left with her thoughts for the night, megan was in another room on a weverse live with the members, so lara didn't really have any noise in her background, let alone something to keep her thoughts busy. she's recently been training to stay off her phone more, but it was getting harder as the seconds passed.

everything reminded her of the woman who was just a few doors away from her, all she could think about was if this was affecting her as she was aftecting her, she never had doubts about manon or her love for her but this was different.

she couldn't handle the thoughts anymore and texted manon — but right when she started, manon had already texted her. multiple times. lara saw manon's text bubble was still there, and she didn't know how long it had already been there.

she read the texts from manon, even one being a voice note. but from the way manon was texting, lara couldn't handle opening the voice notes, she just read the texts and it slowed manon down just a bit but she was still double and triple texting if lara's bubbles weren't there.

lara walked out of hers and megan's shared room, walking into manon's and daniela's room, seeing the brunette was curled into a ball with her comfort hat on, facing the wall with her phone in her hands. "manon..?" lara said softly, making her turn around.

manon opened her mouth to try to speak but to no avail, lara walked closer to the older and sat beside her on the bed. lara placed her hand on manon's shoulder, making the older scoot up and place her head on lara's lap.

they stayed in silence for a bit, kind of finding the vibe of their conversation but it wasn't awkward, it was far from that honestly. they were still a comfort for one another, they would still go to each other for everything, no matter what it was, even if the brunette wanted to talk about a new movie she was interested in, they'd watch it, but it was harder now.

majority of their relationship was based off of them liking each other and now they had broken up, so really the only solace the girls had was the other girls but as things go, they never wanted to be a burden. sophia knew of the breakup before the other girls found out, really the other three only found out during a argument between the redhead and brunette. —

you could hear their muffled yells from the room, lara opening the door trying to just walk away and you could hear manon screaming “we only broke up because of you! because it was “too much” and “too hard” for you!” you could hear the pain in the brunettes voice while she screamed at the love of her life.

lara turned around, opening her mouth to say something but her voice wouldn’t come out, she couldn’t speak. she felt like she had a frog in her throat, the longer she stayed there the more that she wanted to cry her eyes out.

manon just looked at the red haired woman, dried tears on her cheek, "forget it" and manon sniffeld. she walked to the door and closed it behind lara, but now they were sitting inside of the very bedroom cuddiling.

"lara?" you could hear manon say, her voice kinda there but kinda not, "yeah?" the red haired woman replied, "i still liove you, is that bad?" and lara sighed, picking the brunette up by her cheeks gently. 


"that's great, okay? i do still love you too, we just can't be together." and manon nodded, lara kissed manon for the first time in months, and the brunette finally felt that peace she had been searching for ever since that exact day.

she returned the kiss, and after a small while lara broke off, "i better go" and manon nodded, getting off of lara and sighing. "we can't do this anymore, right?" manon asked, and lara nodded, "yeah" and she walked out of the room, closing their door behind her.

lara had a lump in her throat again, she loved manon with her entire being and here she was breaking the heart of the same girl who she claimed to love with her entire being. manon was in her room and sighed, she felt so incomplete now that her and lara weren't able to talk as freely as they used to.

it wasn't like they were restricted but they're exes now and one thing could lead to another and god forbids they sleep together again, once feelings are revealed things won't go back to how they used to be.

this distancing wasn’t really working out though, of course they were in a whole girl group, a global girl group who had thousands, maybe even millions of fans.

they rarely were ever in the same lives so that was never a worry but when it came to full group content, that became more of an issue.

for example, they were so oddly touching during filming but when it came to behind the scenes, they were almost never together or around one another.

it got so weird that even their manager pointed it out, asking what was going on between them. he tried minding his business because they’re gonna argue and fight, it was normal but the energy was too much and the tension between them was so thick you could cut it with a knife.

but their leader would always cover for them, saying “oh they just had a little argument before coming here” and he’d take it but when it continued for weeks, it became a clear issue.

overtime, they learned to co-exist though which put them where they are now. lara always wanted to be able to just go into the older’s room and cuddle with her like they used to but it wasn’t the same anymore.

[thedman0310]

hnnnnng

[not-enough-eyes]

being an mcyt fan who doesn't use twitter is so much fun cuz every now and then its like

"oh wow a lot of the mcyt blogs I follow r suddenly posting a lot did something happ-"

[mateychuks]

those last two saves from tarry. OH GOD.