#why are they doing this to meeeee

[ghoulspaw]

JUST FELL TO MY KNEES .NOOOOOOOOO

[booksandmore]

Yeah me too but I WOULD FEEL BETTER IF HE TURNED AROUND AND SAW KAZUHA HES LITERALLY JUST BEHIND YOU HEIZOU PLEASE

[izzybluebell]

rejected

[visenyaism]

honestly getting namedropped in a semi big publication i read and like but only as TUMBLR USER is so. like i have to move to another country. or the bottom of the ocean maybe

[bettertwin1]

Everyone who follows me is a damn donnie enjoyer....fuck my life...tch. whatever...

[jarondont]

tumblr.

TUMBLR.

listen—no, come back here—listen to me.

do you know how much it hurts.

HURTS.

like REALLY FREAKING HURTS.

TO SEE THAT BEAUTIFUL AND HEARTWARMING ART RIGHT NEXT TO THAT STATUE.

THAT IS NOT COOL. I WILL CRY NOW. GOODBYE.

[whump-queen]

Silver

tags: forced intox, manhandling, "servant" whump but lets be honest he's basically a pet

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Seven could smell the sharp sting of tequilia on Wes’ breath before he even saw the bottle.  

“Open up, servant.” Wes smiled and leaned in, forcing the stench further into Seven’s face, making him nearly gag at what he knew was coming. God he could already taste it. 

Seven tried to pull away, but a heavy hand found the back of his neck and harshly gripped his hair, holding him fast while the other hand messily shoved the bottle of silver upward and forced it past Seven’s lips. 

Seven knew not to struggle. He how to close his nose without plugging it by now. He’d hold his breath. He’d hold his—fuck. It burned in his empty stomach instantly. 

Considering all the occasions Wes had forced his servant to drink, Seven should’ve been an expert at this. But experience didn’t mean his nights went without mishap, and just because he knew how to drink it down for a few sips, it didn’t mean Wes would let up this time, forcing him to take gulp after excruciating fiery gulp until his mind was screaming for oxygen and for the poison to stop. Just stop. 

He could feel hot tears running down his face. He needed to breathe. It took everything in him to swallow and not fucking wretch as soon as Wes yanked the bottle away. Oxygen hit his lungs and he gasped for breath until he felt lightheaded.

“Can’t waste it all on a fucking servant,” Wes sneered, releasing his fingers from Seven’s hair, roughly tousling it instead. The force of his hand made the room spin and Seven could already feel it hitting him. Burning away deep his stomach and making his face feel hot and tingly. 

Wes turned away and Seven instantly grasped the wall, taking a few agonizing deep breaths, just trying so hard not to throw up. 

He’d done that before. On a night much like this one, and Wes had made him clean it all up while still nearly blacked out, promising that the next time, he’d clean it with his tongue. 

So Seven braced himself against the wall and tried to focus on his breath. He inhaled. God fuck. He exhaled. Fuck. He was going to gag.

Water.

He needed water.

This was going to be a long night. 

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[ge]

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biga said chung myung has no time for romantic relationships and studio lico took that as a personal slight against themselves..they overcompensated by making chung myung the most visually depressed and traumatized widower the manhwa community has ever seen

[morrithal]

I don't decide when to stop playing Dragon Age 2. It crashes or freezes my screen and that's when I know to be done for the night

[wafflesrisa]

Listen James Vowles obviously thinks that this is THE final piece of his Williams WCC master plan and is very emotional about it

But please can he stop saying things that make him sound like he’s having an illicit affair with Carlos Sainz Vasquez de Castro

[lunarcloak]

Again, I wanna wait to type out allll of my thoughts on Rinrin until the officials are out (and believe me, I have a lot of thoughts about Rinrin). But something about the fact that Isagi categorises him as a self type Egoist in this chapter, acknowledging that he might have to take Sae's role to defeat Rin in some way (which brings me back to the parallels between Isagi and Sae) AND the flashback....

Toys break and don't heal, because they don't bleed the way humans do. HMMM.

AND. The next chapter titled as "Life is Beautiful" ?? Oho. I'm intrigued.

[aauroralightss]

i love any trigun ethnicity hcs so long as wolfwood is in fact a Brown Man but my persional allegiance is to filipino wolfwood. always felt like that man was south or southeast asian, and then with the catholic inspirations in his character... i like to imagine him in a modern setting not knowing much abt his cultural heritage but learning tagalog as an adult, maybe reconnecting with members of his community.

meryl and millie are both whasian to me, with millie being korean on her mom's side and italian on her dad's (roberto as her uncle, ofc) and meryl being... vietnamese and japanese. and white. vietnamese is peak self indulgence of course but look she just READS like an asian girl to me i can't explain this.

vash for human aus is their token white boy (i picture him being french, maybe some scandanavian) but sometime i joke that i could make him asian too, like a quarter. so he has the blond hair blue eyes combo but the other three are always squinting at him reeeaaaally hard bc he just looks a little bit left of white... and then one day vash admits that he is in fact like, part asian and all of them slam their hands on the table like I KNEW IT.

[ribbonpinky-art]

sideyshowy bobby

[st4rbwrry]

i can’t breathe i can’t speak i can’t think nothing on my mind but eren fuckin yeager.

[sideblogdotjpeg]

hello unfortunately i thought even more about sol + swag as an analogy for being asian and it is . making me unwell. i am putting it under the cut for the main reason that it is stupid beyond belief

OK. so. hear me out .

STUPID REASONS WHY SOL IS ASIAN:

(and hint: this is all me projecting 100%)

1) moist frog who immediately turns off when it gets too cold. SOUTHEASTASIAN BOY AS FUCK (to me). guy who thinks thirty degrees celsius is pleasant temperature. guy who thinks that anything below 25C is sweater weather. guy who is soo sweaty and moist all the time (the humidity) and that is not only a natural state, but a preferrable state. 20 degrees is too cold. anything below 0 is actually not functional.

anyway. sol bufo. keepin it warm and gross. if its too cold and dry he immediately hibernates. king

2) idk if anyone reading this has seen shaolin soccer. but sol bufo. could clump shaolin soccer. essentially what im saying is sol bufo is like a buff asian jock. which is kinda goofy and goodnatured and loud and also very obnoxious. i cannot articulate this very well. but. what can i say except a human version of sol bufo was delivered to me in a dream and it was every buff chinese classmate ive ever met.

3) (you will notice the reasons get progressively more stupid and more deeply specific)

sol bufo would love milo. omg. like. chocolate drink in a juice box container that is branded as a sports/energy drink and also green. also the guy on the front of the packet milo. sol bufo coded. tbh

anyway. milo isnt strictly southeast asian..? but. yes it is actually.

4) the whole monk class is extremely steeped in asian 'aesthetics' anyway. i mean. ki. so whatever i can claim this monk for me thats my right

NONSTUPID BUT STILL KIND OF SILLY REASONS:

and this is also me projecting 100%. obviously all delusion. so i guess see this as a for-fun reading of the sol/swag storyline through the lens of a very specific of asianness

okay so. swag right. his journey is about leaving his home where he was comfortable and safe but also very confined. mothership lures him to ezry w the promise of opportunity & seeing the world, making something of himself. he ends up being exploited for his body and skills. and he runs away, but his blood still oils up the mothership cogs.

so anyway. i think its pretty clear how that cld map onto like . an immigrant experience? leaving home because of the need to find urself, but simultaneously, the threat of exploitation at the hands of ppl who see you as a potential profit to be mined. this is the first part

the part that is more crazy to me is his experience in irondeep. like, when he left moonstone he left his entire community. now hes alone ... and he cant go back. (he is stranded physically, emotionally). and at this low point, of true and utter loneliness and purposelessness, comes along bronzebeard industries. they offer him a job - but more importantly, they offer him connections.

like. thinking about how were introduced to swag. its not at his job, its his downtime, its when hes hanging out with his coworkers, when hes surrounded by 'friends'. w people who think hes cool, and the people who think hes a "sucker".

idk! but i think this also relates rlly strongly to a common experience of being international? like. when you know you are permenantly lost from home. what you want more than anything is to feel the same community and sense of belonging you used to have. and it is very easy for that desire to ge manipulated. (like - im just gonna mention the one specific instance that ive seen. which is like. international students on college campuses getting targeted a lot by christian groups. because they know those people are lonely and want a feeling of shared tradition and practice. anyway. this is one specific example but also this is literally what happens to lyddie and sister rosaline :-| )

anyway so in summary: swags story of hope/idealism, exploitation, and loneliness leading him to be a very good pawn. i think that is something that could potentially be read as the experiences of ppl dislocated internationally from their home. and im saying its asian because I Want To.

... and sol! okay. i think very simply: sol is super white-washed. total banana. and thats part of his character. he is a moonstone bullywug who never knew his own home, and still, has never even seen moonstone with his own eyes. he does not know his own history. (and kinda tangent, the place where he spends the majority of his life is in launchpad, a sanitized corporate version of reality. and i mean, the whole 'boy wizard and frog pal' is very clearly alluding to harry potter. like. its white.) but ignoring that, the essence of his character is like. this is a guy who does not know where he came from

and currently? a large part of his arc is about trying to unravel his identity by figuring out where (who) he came from. swag daniels is his one link to a community hes just now found out he has. that is a part of why hes trying so hard to save swag. swag is his family - specifically the parts about family you cant choose. that is hard, complicated and how you understand where the parts of yourself track back to.

like. i think a lot about how the pivotal moments of connection between swag and sol are all about swag... showing sol what moonstone is like. in a dream, he lets sol experience what that place is like. that place is a muggy swamp. idk. swag is taking sol back home. that fucks me up a lot

... anyway digression aside. i think one of the most painful things gg on rn w sols arc rn is. how its looking right now. sol is going to lose swag. sol is going to have to come to terms w losing swag. sol for the first time, yearns to know who he is and who he came from. but by the time he went looking it was too late. his time is up. that moment of connection was brief and gone. there are so many questions about their history that sol will never know now

so obviously this kind of dips a bit into metaphor at the end. swag represents connection to cultural history and heritage and identity. and in that lens, it reads to ME as a story abt being asian and disconnected from ur roots. but anyway. even without that lens i think sols story is still v much abt cultural estrangement

(i also have a very loose and unformed thought: which is that sols journey from wanting to stand out/be special to wanting to find a place of belonging. is ALSO INCREDIBLY RESONANT to the experience of being whitewashed asian... ESPECIALLY for ppl who do come from asia. and how that also relates to the tragedy of wanting to understand ur roots when its already too late. but . i dont rlly know if that is a common experience so. itll be noodling in my head for now)

anyway. my essay. and yes this is all make believe in my head . TLDR: i think swags an immigrant sols a banana and i am fucking insane thanks everyone

also if u read this all and want to know what part of this long ramble actly answers the question of why i think theyre asian. well. you know what.

[clannfearrunt]

genuinely what a cruel and pointless addition to make to that job application post. So sorry my ex-follower added that to ur post etc etc anyways if you think disabled people (or like, fuckng anyone really) expressing frustration and criticism towards the various systems we live under is "annoying" please get off of my blog or at least keep ur mouth shut lol