#why am i likethis

[unusualtechniquesystem]

wow, I really like this person! I should say hi! Me: hi Them: hi! Me:

[spacedlexi]

me collecting every vague line about minnie to piece together what kind of person she really was pre-delta

[coastal-mangos-one]

"Hear me out guys" *posts the most conventionally attractive objects ever*

people “hear me out”-ing blatantly sexualized furry girls is so funny. i know ppl who wanna fuck microwaves

[mental-malware]

What happened to me, why am i likethis. Where did it start. I cant remember which trauma caused it anymore. Theres too many times it could’ve started. Theres so much thats happened to me. So many times ive been hurt.

It could’ve been when my mom shoved the internet in my face so she didnt have to deal with me Could’ve been when everyone ignored me as a kid. Could’ve been when they would threaten me

Could’ve been when they would yell at me

Or when i got smacked.

Or when that one stranger told me to shut up What a stupid memory to hurt me. it could’ve been when i watched younger me slip from my hands. Could’ve started the very moment i was considered “the problem child” The child that always yelled The child that always cried The child that needed too much care The child that needed too much attention The child that was too hyperactive

The child that was too happy for you The child that was too unhappy for you The child that was too social The child that was too unsocial The child that was too much The child that wasnt enough The child that was too needy

The dumb child The child that didnt meet expectations The worthless child The child that was too dependent The child that was too disobedient She was too much and yet not enough for you. And so you neglected her until she was completely broken The poor young girl who could’ve had such a future if not for you. The girl i havent heard of in years

The girl i could’ve been. Who i used to be.

And now i’ve drowned myself in tears until my face was red

Cried and sobbed until my eyes and face is dry and swollen.

Held back tears until my teeth and tongue and throat ache. Cried until all of me was completely empty. Was it the neglect and disappointment from everyone around me when i was a kid? The disappointment that made me think everyone would hate me the same way you did? All my opportunities to have companionship, ripped from my hands. All of it ripped away so now I depend on everyone. Now i only have the overwhelming need for them to stay with me. Ill please everyone around me. And still think i hurt them. I dont care if they burn down buildings. Kill. do horrible things. I’ve never seen them say bad things. But even if they did. I’d throw my morals away in a heartbeat if it means they’ll give me the companionship that I never had the means to have. I have no idea what could’ve made me like this

I cant make conversation or keep conversation or understand or fit in with the people around me. No matter what i do or what you say ill always think i’ve annoyed you. Maybe its because of how many times ive been called annoying. By the people that were supposed to be nice to me in the first place

I HATE YOU MOM. I HATE YOU DAD. I FUCKING HATE YOU. I HATE YOU FOR CREATING ME. I HATE EVERY PART OF MY LIFE YOU WERE IN. I HATE EVERY PART OF YOU. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU DIE DIE DIE JUST DIE SO I CAN GET OUT OF THE HOUSE WITH THE PEOPLE THAT RUINED ME IN THE FIRST PLACE I FUCKING HATE YOU.

[nezz-cringe-crib]

chat i am NOT normal about ohshc anymore i finally watched the ending whythe FUCK did that HURRT WHYDID THEY MAKE IT HURT LIKETHIS WHAT IN THE HHHEEELLLLLLLLL

GODI LOVED KYOYA'S ARC THE BEST IT HURTS SO MUCH

FUCKIGNTAMAKI TOO

WHAT THE HELL WHY IS THERE NOT A SEASON 2 I NEED MY LITTLEGUYS SO DAMN BAD IM GONNA EXPLODE FOR REALTHIS TIME

[dp2159]

hey. why are you the way you are

I am a widly asucceessufl and beautiful individual with a supeirior mind. I am likethis becauase of my skill;...

[olli-online]

i really likethis edit im doing rn but lord am i so tired like why does being sad take a physical toll on u thats so bullshit

[fastfouriertransfem]

why am i likethis

[idontknowhowyoufoundme]

Why am I likethis what did I do this time

[wg301]

i can't helpp it when i feel likethis i just have to fuckving touch him i cantt help myself what th e fuvk is wrong with me why am i so disgustibng. why do i likeitwhrn he cries what.

i'm like sorry sorry i'm sorry i have to do this to you i have to what the fuck is wrong with me. what the fuck is wrrobg with me i lovehow smal he is he's so small and i love h fuckc dude

[nunbot9k]

I miss when you liked me. We'd sit in silence for hours but you still asked me on dates. 8 had nothing to tell you. I promise I wasn't going to get invested. Why am I likethis. I love you now that you've lost any interest you had in me. I wish I could start over

[steven-reblogs]

“I don’t want Harry. I don’t want them to be my dad. I want. My dad.I want him to care.”

[he’s.. slightly pulling at his hair.]

“God damnit.-why am I likethis-i want to go. Back. Im tired. I don’t like this, kid. I reall don’t. I’m sorry.”

woe. child be upon ye. he quite literally just walks in and flops onto steven. listen. can you BLAME ME I MISS MY DAD. the buzz-purring is probably loud as shit too. happy</3

hiiiii dad ...... when was the last time we saw each other. the brain fog and time blindness took over.

//@the-flys-buzz

[HELP </3 this is loke the fifth time Steven has probably jumped.. he got spooked </3]

“Ah!! Hello, how have you been! I’ve been worried about you. Apologies for not checking in on you sooner. A lot.. happened.- but! Are you alright? As for our last visit..? I’d say a couple days..?”

[pxningfo0l]

HELLO IT‘S 50000 PROMPTS ANON AND LET ME TELL YOU. I DID NOT EXPECT. /YOU FUCKING DID THEM ALL WHAT?????/ XDD i‘m glad they were to your liking! :D And I still can’t get over how you just did aLL OF THEM I. i love them!! thank you! holy fuck you just did them all and they’re all sO CUTE I CAN’T, AND THE LAST TWO ARE PERFECTLY ANGSTY uGh i‘m glad i submitted them all lol. and YES TDBK FRIENDSHIP :D and rip to your first draft but the hit by a quirk one is adorable as heck tho <33 thank you for writing them! <3

LMFAOOOOOAOAO DONT UNDERERESTIMATE ME ANON IM EXTRA ENOUGH TO DO THAT >:DDDDDD

IM REALLY HAPPY YOU LIKED THEM ALL!! i had sm fun writing them so thank you for the request!!! it was really fun :DD

again thank you sm!! Literally made me entire week when i saw your ask in my inbox lmao :DDDD

ALSO FEEL FREE TO ASK FOR ANY MORE FIC IDEAS AND STUFF EVERYONE!! pls im desperate at this point its sad

[supportanimy]

Me : Pixal is the only one with a braincell

Me : Wait

[hashire]

So I’m definitely avoiding writing because I’m worried I’ll fuck it all up and get frustrated and not write 

[codyapologist]

oh no!!!!! I can’t believe this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!