#whoa i typed alot

[genesisvirus]

I don't think she ever stopped abusing max. Honestly she just found other ways. That scheme of masking herself as another person doesn't sound good. Tricking someone like that can leed to some confusing trust issues. Plus, I think Martha is just stopping the abuse for Jimmy and only Jimmy. Hope is still left behind.

actually talking about it with a firend + rest of teh system, we're kinda leaning towards the short being scripted in-universe. it'd make sense since max is caonically a youtuber in the shorts too, not to mention some shorts are a bit. out there. like why was angus even in their house throwing away brocolli to begin with lmao

so, going basd off of after the generational trauma short came out, since we don't have an idea about timeline anyway, she's still shown a bit of a streak that's. clueless at best. if that makes sense.

-feeding her entire family strictly brocolli, which isn't at all a balanced diet OR substantial enough of a meal for her kids. also feeding the cat brocoli? literally does nothing for them, she's so lucky it's a demon cat but fr don't just feed your cat nothing but broccoli. anyway stop giving your kids unhealthy eating habits it's not like a burger is the end of the world.

-completely ignored one of her sons chasing his friend with a chainsaw, the other torturing another kid, both of which were in rooms RIGHT NEXT TO HERS, and the daughter she neglects using demon powers on a random dude to keep him contained in her room.

-along with that, the description of her blatantly STILL leaves out hope when mentioning her children, meaning she's still getting ignored. honestly i think hope's reaction in the birthday short came from a trauma response atp with how often she gets ignored.

-i completely forgot this part of the short you mentioned but she legit does pull out the belt. over her son THROWING AWAY FOOD. HER COLLEGE SON.

-and ofc her ignoring jimmy beating up max. which, i'm not defending jimmy in regards to that. it's clear he's aware of teh power dynamic going on in how he can get away with doing whatever to max. it was shown in another short too, so this is just an extension of that. the thing is that siblings do fight at times, and it's clear that max and jimmy do have a good relationship - this is just an example of jimmy annoying max more than anything, as he didn't even react all that violently to literally getting pummeled. sure, pushing him off the table was a little dangerous (albeit he shouldn't have been up there anyway) but considering max's track record of losing control of twiddlemax and causing a bigger problem, this is tame.

idk what it's like in belarus, but i think mdp tries to keep his video relatively country-less so that other places can relate and enjoy them more. in which case i don't feel bad for saying this; whipping your children IS abuse. it doesn't teach them anyway, only that you hurt them. not feeding your children properly is also abuse, but i'm hoping those were just one-off incidents. the beating is not only consistent, but it's played fairly accurately, as the generational trauma short shows.

and the sad part is i can't tell if it's INTENTIONAL, or it's a case of some cultural difference happening here, cuz after the generational trauma short and the other PSA shorts, i'm REALLY surprised mdp is still playing the abuse off as a normal thing. i'm hoping it's intentional. i'm HOPING.

[warmilksz]

😩How would they confess to you? 😳

Hello everyone it's been a while, I'm almost done with college 😁🎓 I can't wait to get out ong.

Anyway 😜 I hope this reading brightens your day, even if it's a little bit❤️

**just a disclaimer: take what resonates and leave what doesn't for others. Go with the flowwwww It's a general reading (⁠~⁠￣⁠³⁠￣⁠)⁠~**

Centering: if needed before selecting a pile close your eyes and inhale for 4 seconds. Hold whatever is on your mind. When ready, release the thoughts for 6 seconds. Repeat as needed and select the pile that calls to you 💕

1. I'm getting for this pile they would be hesitant to tell you but only because they seem so shy when it comes to their romantic feelings ( aww so cute🥺 ) You drive them crazy with your energy and u don't even realize how much of an effect you have on them and that just makes them more interested lol. You light up this person's world like dynamite 🧨. I feel so happy typing this lol I think that's their energy with you and they are ecstatic just to be in your presence but they may play it cool on the surface. So once this shy person works up the courage to show their honest feelings, They would probably approach you when you are in a nice mood and alone. To make sure it's just you two. For example, if you really like art, they would catch you while you were working on a fun project. Then all the excitement they feel for you will come up and manifest as stuttering and they may get really sweaty from the nervousness. idk why I'm saying this but cut this softie some slack pile 1 😭 ( are u a bully to them?😭)

2. Hmm this pile feels more solem than pile 1. Alot more serious this time. This person would show signs and u might get a feeling about their confession be fore they even tell you (😳) You may catch them staring at you lost in thought in the middle of a conversation or during a lecture or something similar. If you call them out they would be like " oh it's nothing" and pretend it didn't happen. Don't worry, this is just them sorting out their feelings so that when they confess they will be 100% sure about how they feel. They will think about their words and even when and where to tell you, they'll plan it all out. They seem like a serious person and they want to be sure about the person they like because they love hard and don't want to be hurt again ( aww 🤕) . The image I'm getting When it's time to confess is that they will want a private setting and be really close to you, they will maybe hold your hands and tell you that they like you and why.

3. For this pile, this person is confident. Don't get me wrong they are human lol so They have the normal nervousness that comes with confessing but they hide it well! Beneath the surface they worry you won't be impressed with them so they may put on a facade. In order to have you they will risk their pride and will fake it till they make it! They will be sure they like you when they confess and that they can be the person you want/desire in more ways than one (whoa 😳 ...) This person will do their best to sell themselves when they confess to convince you to give em a chance. They may mention how they can take you shopping, drive you around in fancy cars and can make you yell their name if u catch my drift (they want you bad 🤭) if you were to reject them they would have a "whatever, idc" vibe Infront of you and then cry when they are alone😭 It's interesting because they appear kinda desperate for you but also as if they dont care if u reject them, but we know that's just a front 🤭. 4. Whoa this person is kinda funny lol. They might joke a a lot with you and you will already know this person when they confess. They feel familiar like a friend, this my friends to lovers pile 😉.They probably the type to send you random memes during the day. In any case they may be self-depricating tho 😭. Kinda like pile 1 they will be nervous but they are also scared of your reply because you guys will be close friends when they confess. But they seem to be determined to let you know so they are gonna stick it out till the end (gots to see it thru ma boy) They will approach you as if they are just trying to hangout with you and then after buttering you up with a few jokes they will drop the fact that they like you . If they are really playful it can probably come off as a joke and you may have to pry (I see you asking them "what do you mean by **insert flirtatious joke here**"🕵️‍♀️) to get them to clearly say "I like you"😭. Thanks for reading

[marcellaasblog]

Ok so I have a problem, I was wondering if you could write something of Eddie fucking the reader or just some type of smut activity during the slow part of Sweet Child of mine by Guns and Roses. Specifically the part after the guitar solo where Izzy’s and Axl keep saying “Where do we go”. CAUSE HOW IZZY SINGS IT OH LORD. since nobody gonna fuck me I need it fictionally. Make this shit dirty/ nasty. Idk fucking make this shit hot.

Ok but also have Eddie smoking a cig during this or he picks one up and hands it to the reader during that part of the song. I’m feral atm

Please and thank you. (This could be older Eddie too)

Your dirty, I like that.😧😏

Warning: so much smut and of course fluff.

Minor's DNI nsfw 18+

Author's notes:I hope I did you justice and Thank you for your request babe.💕

older Eddie x reader.

Music to my ears.

Eddie loved looking at your naked body. It was a piece of art to him a very special kind of art. He loves to roam your body looking at the beauty marks and all. He loved to see you so blissed out and gone from this world. He loved how Cock drunk you got, he loved the sweet sounds of your moans everytime he would fuck you into the bed. He loved it all. He loved you and he always made sure to show you.

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Eddie has you between his legs your back to his chest fully naked as you could feel his hard Cock touch your back both of your sweaty body's melting into eachother as he is sucking, licking and biting your neck plunging your thick toy he bought you a couple of days ago inside of you. Eddie is making you a whiny mess rubbing your wet sensitive clit as he slowly goes in and out of your weeping hole. You looked at yourself and Eddie threw your body framed mirror that was set Infront of y'all's bed. You were watching Eddie fuck you. You were grabbing onto his hand guiding him in and out of your pussy as you take a couple of hits of your ciggerate letting the smoke out of your mouth as you dropped your head back on his shoulder letting your mouth open as your face srunches up and your chest heavily rise's up and down feeling Eddie's legs get tighter around yours locking you in place making sure you didn't move alot. Your moans get higher everytime getting louder then the blasting music that roams threw Eddie's room.

"Fuck baby you like this shit don't you? You like whatching me fuck you with a cock that isn't mine huh?" Eddie whispers on your neck sending chills down your body feeling your nipples harden and your pussy pulsing.

"mhm I Fucken love it." You whispered. Eddie slowly take the toy out of you causing you to whine as you clenched on nothing. Eddie giggled running the tip of the rubber cock threw your folds down to your asshole smiring all the cum that leaked out of your pussy he runs the toy up and down your hole and around your clit slapping it a few times making your body jerk up. Eddie grabs the ciggerate from your hand before you could drop it.

"Fuck baby look at that shit, so fucken wet and ready for me." Eddie said taking a puff of the hafe finished ciggerate blowing the smoke onto your neck as he rams the toy back onto your tight little hole. You gasp digging your nails into Eddie pale thighs.

"Mhmm baby more I want more." You tell Eddie letting your back arch as Eddie slowly pumps the toy in and out, so hypnotized by the sound of your dripping pussy meeting the rubber cock he analyzed how everytime he push the toy so deep inside you your toes would curl and your pussy would clench so hard on the cock Eddie would have to wiggle it out of your tight grip.

Whoa, yeah

Whoa, oh, oh, oh

Sweet child o mine

Whoa, oh, whoa, oh

Sweet love of mine.

"yeah baby you want more?" Eddie mocked your whiney voice. You nod your head repeatedly rolling your hips as you reach down to your clit rubbing it at a brutal pase. Eddie growls looking ahead of y'all watching how fast you rubbed your clit and how blissful you looked with your eyes rolled back and how hard you were bitting your lip moving your hips to the rythem of the song. Eddie's violently moved your hand away from your clit filing the cigarette bud on the floor. He speeds up his pase as the guitar solo boom's threw his speakers. You gasp pushing your ass back into Eddie .

"Come on baby follow the rythem, mhmm ,yeah just like that, making me so proud." You look ahead of you as you watched how Eddie brutaly spammed the toy in and out of you, Eddie's face squinched up bitting down on his lip . You could hear how hard he was breathing threw his nose ,studying your body rutting the pink toy in and out of you. Your moans get higher as you rolled your eyes back letting your head fall on Eddies shoulders, he grabs onto your neck pushing your ear to his lips.

"Keep your eyes open baby and look at yourself while I fuck you okay." Eddie growls into your ear as he brutaly sucks in your neck slamming the cock into your pussy as he wiggles the toy in your wet hole pushing the toy into you more not caring take it out of you.

"FUCKKK EDDIE PLEASE I WANNA CUM I WANNA CUM!" You whine as Eddie giggles.

"yeah you wanna cum. You wanna cum on daddy's dick baby?" Eddie removes the toy from your pussy setting it aside as he pushes you down on your stomach getting up on his knees as he drags your ass twords his cock. Eddie strokes his dick letting his head fall backwards before he slams into you with no warning.

"Fuck yes! The toy got you so nice and streached out for me." Eddie slams into you at a brutal pase as his hips follow the rythem of the guitar solo blasting threw his speakers. Eddie hands come down on your sweet thick ass slapping it as he sees the fat of your ass jiggle everytime it bounces back on his.

Eddie follows the rythem slamming into you. You tried to get back up on all four but Eddie would just push your head back down into y'all's mattress.

"FUCK YES!" Eddie grunted smacking your ass . Your a wet mess at this point spit is Coming out of your mouth, your eyes roll back as your thoughts disappear into the rythem of the song. You look forward giving your full attention to Eddie as you see his eyes widen staring down watching his cock disappear into your tight little cunt his eyebrows are srunched up as his mouth falls open. You bit down on your lip as you slowly push back onto Eddie following the rythem of him.

"More!" You moan wiggling your ass as Eddie hits your ass rubbing the red mark he grunts and moans and before the solo stops Eddie picks up the toy as he makes eye contact with you.

"yeah you want more I'll give you more." Before you could answer Eddie wiggles the toy into your pussy as he fucks you slowly loosing you up to fit him and the toy that still had your creamy white cum sliding down it's rubber tip.

"OH FUCKKK OH SHIT TOO MUCH BABY TOO MUCH!" Eddie giggles as he pouts.

"you SAID you wanted more so." Eddie slams the cock into you as it rubs onto his cock. "Fucked TAKE IT." Eddie growled as the solo finished.

Where do we go?

Where do we go now?

Where do we go?

Ohh, oh, where do we go?

Where do we go now?

Oh, where do we go now?

Where do we go? (Sweet child)

"oh fuck love this pussy so much baby she taking me so well." Eddie works the toy in and out of you as it squishes inside of you rubbing up against Eddie's throbbing cock. You loved how full you filled letting your boyfriend do whatever he wants to your needy cunt.

Where do we go now?

Ay,ay,ay, ay, ay, ay, ay ,ay

Where do we go now

Ah ,ah

"Mhm just for you baby she love how you make her feel so good so full." You moan out bitting down on the bed as your focas on the voices of Izzy and axel singing the hell out of their outro. You could see Eddie starting to bop his head to the rythem of the guitar outro as he fasten his pase his Right hand holds onto you soft hips as his left hand is at the base of the fake balls of the toy slowly painfully sliding it in and out of you letting y'all's shared cum drip down onto his balls and bedsheets.

Where do we go

Oh,Where do we go now

Oh where do we go

Oh where do we go now

"mhm yeah you like how my Cocks fill in your pussy baby."

"yes yes I love it so much." You cry out feeling your stomach flex and your muscles tense. Eddie could feel you tighting around his cock he could hear how you moans got more pitchy and louder. He could sence that you were close to cumming so Eddie wiggles out the toy letting your cum drip down from the tip of the rubber cock onto your asshole. He looked at it in amaze seeing how drenched you got the rubber cock and himself .Eddie chokes on his moan as he slides out of you leaving you empty and whiney.

"No, no please baby don't stop." You pled Eddie wiggling your ass up in the air.

"shh give me a second baby I just wanna taste you." Eddie said bending his head down as he licks a fat line from your drenched hole all the way up to your asshole he repeats it once again,but this time he opens up your lips as he pushes his long tounge into your pussy he hums into your pussy sending a vibration down to your clit. Your crying and whiney telling Eddie how good he made you feel,your eyes rolled back as your ass started to rock up against his face. Eddie lifts up his head kissing you left ass cheek as he quickly turns you around onto your back grabbing your legs as he locks them around his neck you gasp in a shock as he punges right into your cunt once again.

"FUCK GONNA FILL THIS PUSSY UP WITH SO MUCH OF MY CUM." Eddie threw his head back as his bangs and hair sticks to his sweaty forehead an neck.

"UH fuckkk yessssss baby faster please daddy FASTER" You tell Eddie as he doesn't take his eyes off of you Eddie grabs onto your left boob squeezing onto it as he growls from your cunt tighting around him.

Where do we go

Oh, where do we go now

"you gonna cum baby gonna cum for daddy princess gonna squeeze my fucken cock as I pound into your pretty little pussy letting me fill you up as my cum leaks out of your tight hole huh baby."

"yes, yes, yes, I wanna cum wanna cum on your cock I want you to cum in me."

Now, now, now now, now, now,now

Eddie grabs ahold of your neck with both of his big hands squeezing down on your throat making your eyes role back and your mouth open as Eddie leans down spitting into your mouth.

"beg me .Beg me to cum" Eddie told you reaching down to your pussy as he slap's it.

"I said to FUCKEN BEG ME !"

SMACK

SMACK

SMACK

Eddie's thick hands meet your sensitive pussy.

"OH FUCK, PLEASE LET ME CUM, PLEASE, I WANNA CUM AROUND YOUR FAT COCK ,I WANNA CUM SO FUCKEN BADLY DADDY ,PLEASE LET ME CUM,PLEASE LET ME CUM, I PROMISE ILL BE GOOD, SO GOOD FOR YOU,ONLY YOU JUST PLEASE LET ME CUM!"

"FUCK, FUCK YEAH BABY CUM ON DADDY'S COCK . I WANT YOU TO CUM SO HARD, LET GO FOR ME BABY?" you nod your head as Eddie pounds into your pussy like his own personal Fleshlight. Your lost in the noices of the music fading away and replaced with the sounds of Eddie's balls slapping the bottom of your ass and Eddies deep ruts and growls coming from his mouth as you tighten around him.

"FUCK ,FUCK, FUCKKK, EDDIE IM CUMMING, IM CUMMING, IM FUCKEN CUMMING UHHHHH!" Eddie holds your body down as you came around his cock.

"FUCK YEAH THATS IT BABY LET IT OUT LET IT OUT FOR DADDY!" Eddie fucks you threw your high as he presses his thick fingers onto your clit rubbing it violently making your body over stimulate as it jerks up and you choke on your own cry's.

"FU- FUCKK TOO MUCH DADDY TOO MUCH." You studded trying to push Eddie's away from your throbbing pussy.

"nu uh baby you can take it you got it just let daddy cum okay let daddy fill up your tight little pussy, let daddy use you." Eddie fasten his speed rubbing your clit, you could feel it all being to much for you.

Sweet child

Before you could warn Eddie, your juices start to spray out flying everywhere on Eddie's cock drenching him. It caught Eddie in surprise as he pushing into you bending your legs to the side of your face.

"FUCK YES THATS IT BABY ,LET IT OUT, SOCK DADDY'S COCK LIKE A GOOD GIRL YOU ARE."

Sweet child of mine

Eddie grunts fucking himself into your drenched pussy as his thick cum shoots inside of your cunt slowly moving his hips as he rides out his high. His body twitches as he ruts into you one more time hearing you small cry's from your mouth.

"Fuck that was so good baby you did so well." Eddie whispered into your ear kissing you down to your neck leaving his soft cock inside of you too scared to pull out not wanting any of his cum to leak out of your his pussy .

"mhm did you cum in me?" You asked as Eddie giggled glad to see you fully concess.

"mhm you made me cum so much baby made daddy feel so good." Eddie answered back kissing your wet lips moving your hair out of your face as you hands whrom his back sending chills down his spine.

Eddie slowly removes himself from your cunt as y'all both moans from the sensitivity running threw y'all's body. Eddie watches as his cum leaks out of your pussy he brings his two fingers up to your hole gathering all his cum stuffing it back into you.

"mhm were definitely doing this again."

[v4nhelsing]

Bobby sox by green day is morpherine and deadclaws coded

(I do not make the rules) SPOILERS AHEAD FOR XMEN 97, XMEN (1992-96) & DP&W!!!)

Sorry if it doesn't make sense, i wrote this at 10pm.

Lyrics:

'Do you wanna be my girlfriend?

I'll take you to a movie that we've already seen

Or sit at home and watch reruns

There's no other place I wanna be

Do you wanna be my girlfriend?

Do you wanna be my girlfriend?

Do you wanna be my boyfriend?

We'll walk the cemetery and I'll kiss you again

And make our dead friends blush, oh-whoa

We'll be getting married right there on the scene

Do you wanna be my best friend?

You can drive me crazy all over again

And I'll bore you to death, oh-whoa

Doesn't matter when we are in love

Do you wanna be my boyfriend?

Do you wanna be my boyfriend?

Do you wanna be my boyfriend?

Do you wanna be my boyfriend?

You're not just any type of girl, yeah

My one true love, and you're my world, yeah

Do you wanna be my girlfriend?

Do you wanna be my boyfriend?

Do you wanna be my boyfriend?

Do you wanna be my

Do you wanna be my girlfriend?

Do you wanna be my boyfriend?

Do you wanna be my boyfriend?

Do you wanna be my

Do you wanna be my friend?

Do you wanna be my'

Yap session time🙏

Morpherine:

I see this song from morph's pov mostly but also logan due to their relationship is shown.

Morph and wolverine in both x-men (1992-96) and x-men 97 are implied best friends (logan's lined implies this but also their general interactions) and the lyrics, 'Do you wanna be my best friend? You can drive me crazy all over again, And I'll bore you to death, oh-whoa, Doesn't matter when we are in love' seems to fit imo. (Could be wrong and would love to hear other ppl's thoughts.) Seems to fit very well. Morph being the one to 'drive' logan crazy whilst logan is the to bore morph to death (but he doesn't because we all know morph loves wolvie). To them, it doesn't matter, THEY LOVE LOGAN and would accept him no matter what as they are inlove

If they were to walk through a cemetery as a couple (to pay their respects to fallen mutants and x-men like gambit), as a way to reassure logan, morph would probably kiss him (cheek or lips and if logan was okay with it).

Aswell, Morph has never loved someone as much (or this is their first love) as they love logan and see him as their 'one true love' and their 'world' as we see how morph have concern towards logan and how they joke with him.

Furthermore, whenever they are seen together at the mansion/not fighting, they are seen enjoying each other's company. I feel like they enjoy doing simple things together so if they wanted to go out and have fun, they wouldn't really care or would stay at the mansion but it would be morph's safe space with logan.

Most of morph's scenes in x-men 97, we see them with logan but specifically in the scene about Mr. Sinister, logan is standing next to them as if he's trying to reassure MORPH as if he knows morph finds comfort in logan as to morph, logan is not just a person but alot more and means alot to morph.

Morph wants to be logan's partner and wants logan to be his their boyfriend. They don't want anyone else, they want him but they can't so they must settle on them being friends.

Deadclaws:

I view this as both wade and logan's pov. As the lyrics seem to fit both their characters and how their relationship is.

Wade would sit at home with logan and rewatch stuff they both like (but most the time, it would be what wade likes and logan would have to watch it) as a way for logan to show he enjoys having wade around and loves him but also wade's way of spending time with logan as there is no place they would rather be with themselves in a comfortable place as they are each other's comfort.

They are 'best friends' who are inlove with each other. Similar to morpherine, Wade drives logan crazy with his jokes and how he acts whilst logan believes he bores wade (in reality he doesn't, wade loves him) but that doesn't matter since they are INLOVE.

They are each other's true loves and worlds. They are similar yet so different. Two men with healing factors and trauma who seemingly met due to the TVA trying to destroy wade's world and as the movie goes they become closer, best friends but they also become each other's world. Wade calling out to LOGAN and Logan staying just for WADE.

Aswell, they are not any type of person, they are meant to be. They are special and are made for one another, destined to know each other, one way or another. To them, they are like no one they have ever met, they are what they need. What they desire.

On top of this, Wade would show logan affection to comfort him, if they were in a cemetery that had fallen x-men and that if the x-men could see, they would be shocked to see logan, happy and in a relationship.

They are boyfriends and want to make sure they are as logan is fearful that wade will one day disappear from his life when he won't but sometimes that thought creeps into his mind but sometimes, if they were to get drunk, they would ask each other out.

Thats all!!!

I'm sorry if this seems wrong and if i got something wrong, correct me! But also share your own thoughts!!

[mrs-monaghan]

well, i see that your blog is cock friendly, and even tho its a jikook blog, there is something that i think we should adress (i'm not saying that this could be a reason for jk's crush, im not saying it could not), but...

Namjoon's cock!!!!! I suare, if everything in that body is proporcional, you know, i mean YOU KNOW he is fucking big!

Oh anon I really wish you hadn't gone there.

Now we must talk about JK and his anti Minimoni agenda. We now need to delve into this and get to the root of the issue. We must!

Jimin's hand on RM's lap.

JK: 👀

Love it. Okay let's take a look at some photos, shall we? Jimin's type.

Oh wait, before we proceed, JK's crush on RM i have never thought of it as an actual true crush. I think its played of as such for laughs. But I think JK just really admired him for his talents and what not and I don't think JK is attracted to RM in the slightest. Not even a little bit. Imo.

Now back to Jimin's type. 😁

Number 1) Wonho

Number 2) Black interviewer

Number 3) Usher

Number 4) JB who is basically JK's doppelganger in some of his photos 😅

Number 5) Gonna casually drop Tony

And last but not least Number 6) The main topic:

Jimin has a type. Okay? He likes them muscles and them thick men and them hot men and them arms and chests...and thighs... anyway, Mimi has a type. And while none of the men above hold a candle to his actual boyfriend, you can see the similarities.

Jungtiddies. Check

Thighs. Check

Arms. Check

The whole damn body. Check

Where I'm I going with this you ask? In short what I'm trying to say is, RM is Jimin's type. My friends and I disected this the other day and concluded the JK Minimoni thing probably has something to do with the fact that RM is Jimin's type to a T. JK looks at RM and sees himself. And then add the fact that RM is a genius and JK's insecurity goes through the roof!

(And like anon mentioned, JK has that Jungkonda, yes but on this post I also share what RM is working with so.... like I said. JK & RM, same thing basically 😂)

See, yeah, JK comes between Yoonmin and hates that Suga thirsts over his man. But, he is not threatened by short, skinny legged, with an ass almost as big as Jimin's, Min Yoongi. He knows Jimin will never see Suga that way. So he can dislike how Suga behaves with Jimin, but sometimes he even ignores it and doesn't look bothered at all. But when it comes to Minimoni he just has to insert himself. For eg, I saw something today.

Look at Jimin's face after JK adds in his 2 cents because of course he did

Minimoni moment, JK is like "not today Satan" He refuses for the audience to associate Jimin with RM and its the funniest shit. I mention here how JK inserted himself when Minimoni were practising the own it dance. Even though he wasn't really supposed to be there.

Disclaimer: The following opinions are my own, I will give them but please feel free to form your own

So listen. I will be the first person to tell people to stop treating the Tannies like characters in a fanfic. And I have mentioned many times that there has never been any in house dating (sans Jikook) That just wouldn't work and BTS wouldn't be together if that was the case. So please, please try not to read too much into the following tiny analysis. It's just something a friend pointed out to me and I couldn't believe it myself. It's short and quick, easy to miss. But it shows just how deep this thing with JK and Minimoni goes.

Okay so In the Soop season 2 episode 3 around 6 minutes in. (Thanks @serendipitous-sky)

Jin tells JK to go wake up either Jimin or V. Of course JK goes to wake up Jimin. Duh!

Sidebar, this isn't the point of my post, I just feel the need to point out that Jikook look at cameras ALOT. The whole time he climbed the stairs on the way to Jimin's room he was staring at that camera

If you guys remember correctly, Jimin was kind enough to switch rooms with RM the night before. RM couldn't sleep in the main house due to all the noise. So they swapped. But JK forgot this. So off he goes to what he thinks is still Jimin's room (he cheated/helped Jimin to get this room btw, but that's an analysis for another day) Anyway, back to JK looking for cameras.

If you're looking to mess around with your boyfriend and not get caught its important to find blind spots. So yes, Jikook are always making sure they know exactly where those cameras are. I'm sure y'all get it. 😏😏

Anyway, off he goes into the room and he's surprised to be greeted by RM's snores.

He forgot this wasn't Jimin's room anymore. But guys, here's my thing. JK is here, right? He has heard and seen that that is RM asleep in that bed, right? So you'd expect him to leave, right?

Wrong!! JK goes further into the room!

But why 🤭🤭🤭 that's my question. He had already established that was RM in the bed why did he need to go further into the room? What did he need to see? He literally has no reason to confirm it's RM in that bed when he already knows it is. So my guess is that he wanted to confirm RM was in that bed alone.

Now hear me out, even if Jimin was in that bed lying down fully clothed just shooting the shit with RM, it would not have gone down very well. At all. Shit, would have hit, the fucking fan!

We definitely wouldn't have go10 a season 2 of ITS or anymore BTS for that matter 🤭🤭 I'm just saying, for the sake of a million things, I'm glad RM was in there by himself.

JK as he's leaving says;

And off he goes to look for Jimin. We already know what happens after this. Nothing, coz we were robbed.

But anyway, conclusion: RM is the only one who actually threatens JK. And no this doesn't mean he doesn't trust Jimin. He knows Jimin would never but it doesn't stop him from wanting to make sure everyone most especially RM, remembers who Jimin 'belongs' to.

The End. Stan Namjikook for clear skin

[a-cat-in-toffee]

okay so did a insane amount of research into motorcycles and stuff for fics before and i wanna say. ik not all of them are all racers but shhhh

william would be such a stereotypical road racer. like it’s one it the more thrilling styles of how people race next to stuff like supersport which is like…fancier w/ modifications then superbike which is ur standard Make A Deathtrap. like he’s reckless and roadracing is recklessness embodied due to tight curves high speeds etc. no wonder he dies alot

i feel like vyncent would do trick riding as a side thing next to roadracing. that or motocross which is ur stereotypical Ramp In The Woods type thing. freestyle motocross is all stunts and thats very important 2 me

dakota would fucking Cook at endurance races which are more about how long someone can drive then anything else but. it’s mostly about how many laps someone can do and it’s very much a teamwork thing bc ur depending on other people usually

asheee. is harder. but i could see her in speedway racing which is Just 300 meters w/o breaks. its a test of like reflexes and control and i think thats just very her yk. blanking on her </3

i could assign them motorcycles but they’re futuristic so..woe! leaving ur askbox now

WHOA!!!!! MOTORCYCLE STUFF!!! that's all so cool thank you for coming into my inbox :)

[luimagines]

Wanting interactions and opinions from the people that support you isn't annoying. It shows how much you value our voice and feedback as well as want to improve upon your craft. It takes a lot of courage to speak up and ask for something you need I mean the fact that you are even willing to take feedback about your writing is impressive and very admirable because most people would throw a down right hissy fit if someone said "oh well I didn't like this part and I feel it can be improved upon" now don't get me wrong constructive criticism is one thing but being down right rude is another if someone is being rude I wouldn't dignify the "question" with a reaction even less an answer sorry I think I started rambling and I forgot my original point that happens alot to me I want you to know that I for one am more than happy to talk although I can't say anything yet cause you haven't released the fic part that I commissioned yet and I don't want to spoil it for everyone lol

Well Soulmates from the Start has already been published because I couldn't wait. XD

I know, at least, that it's a popular series of mine so I wanted to give while I had to motivation to write it. However, it had mixed results. So it's whatever.

I understand what you mean and there are some people whoa re rather rude, or unintentionally rude when they disagree with how something is written, but I'm the type of person who gives the benefit of the doubt in almost every interaction. Either that, or assuming the best intentions of others. Very few people are malicious on purpose and I sleep better for interpreting it that way.

As for accepting feedback in general, it's just how you get better at something period. :D

And asking for ... a need, I guess I can say, is something I'm trying to get better at. I figured I had to say something about when I'm teetering on the edge of giving up the blog when I could very well just say something. You know?

I might as well try all my options, including posting somewhere else. So I'm going to see how this all places out before I throw in the towel.

[the-fiction-witch]

The Daughter Of Yule

Media IRL

Character Tbs

Couple Thomas X Reader

Rating Spooky 

Concept Dance in the Yule tide flames

I laid between the small cotton sheets attempting to keep out the chill of this... strange unearthly cold. My fire burnt well breaking away at the many logs I had loaded onto it the flames rising high yet no heat reached me. The only light that lit my small cottage was that of the flames causing haunting shadows to dance across my walls and floor. I tried to get some sleep unsure how late it must now be and I had a full day of work by dawn. I sat up in bed holding my breath and listening closely. I could have sworn I heard someone. someone singing. I listened as close as I could trying to see if I could hear it and I most certainly could. I moved setting my feet on the floorboards feeling this strange vibration. I picked myself up slipped on my boots and my jacket looked out the little window seeing flickering lights beyond the trees. I hurried out of my little cottage shutting it up behind me being quick but soft on my feet as I headed down the little pathway out towards the woods following the flickering light of flames, feeling the ground below my feet shaking and almost pounding I headed deeper and deeper into the woods the deeper I headed into the woods, the warmer it became, the stronger these feelings of vibration in the ground below my feet, I kept hearing in time with the vibrations these loud drums. even on the wind was this sweet whistling like the sounds of someone playing the flute or other type of instrument. The deeper into the woods I got and further away from the village the louder this hypnotic drumming became, my feet feeling the shaking of the earth along with each of the drum beards, the sweet song playing. 

When suddenly the thick trees cleared and revealed to me the source of all this.

There stood a tall thick tree with many logs stacked at its roots, said logs were aflame the tree sparking and sending embers fluttering into the dark starry sky the heat coming off alot where the whole tree was burning. I could hear the drums almost deafening but I couldn’t see anyone playing them the ground shaking so much It almost made me fall over. And there stood a woman. 

Barefoot in A long brown skirt and white off-shoulder shirt. A little clay item in her hand that she was blowing into making sweet flute-like sounds, her long hair allowed to be free. As she skipped and danced around the burning tree.

I was fearful and unsure of what I should do. 

But she saw me. 

She giggled seeing me there and encouraging me closer. 

I nervously moved closer unsure if I really should but she took my hand and tugged me closer so barely an inch was between us 

“Uhhhh hi” I smiled 

“Hi” she giggled holding my shirt and pulling me to kiss her I happily kissed her back cradling her waist softly as we kissed

“Whoa- uhh hi.”

“Hi” 

“Uhh I’m Thomas.”

“Y/n, shall we?”

“Ohh uhh yeah sure”

[systems-overloaded]

oh fuck fuck duck duck duckc dyckcmcnxusiaagay

was typing other post, then remembered some stuff that wed done early this month. and oh fuck wow okay alot to unpack and journal privately but

WE TOLD MULTIPLE PEPLES ABOUT OUR DID WTF WTF WTF

i think they were safe people, was at a like healing spiritual retreat, and felt like safe people i think and felt right at the time, and was relevent to share. those peoples vulnerability and openness in theri own stuff and rheir own emotions caused a breakthrough with some programmed parts id been having trouble reaching tbh. but like whoa, wow, wtf. holy shit. like 3 people i think, 3 whole people what the fuckkkkkkk.

oh my god, just saw whoever was out that day, going to bed, deadass knowing there could be problems (when weve told things in the past, we get punished internally and have like... not great things happen to our stability and physical safety) and saying "well, thats a problem for another me" then realizing it literally would be a problem for "another them" and laughing then saying the meme phrase, "is it me? am i the problem?"

yes you are the problem omg, like they really thought repercussions be damned. all others yous are still you, were all in this together bestie (🎵WERE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER 🎵)

sigh... time to go journal the clips i remember from earlier this month before they dissappear.

[lilu84]

Vendor thoughts 💭:

It’s very interesting how we as humans perceive one another on the outside, ignoring how interconnected we are. It can be too easy to judge, it’s like it takes intentional conscious awareness to go beyond what is seen with the eye.

Now it’s not a norm for a person to be playing music from a stereo and walking around with the music on their hip playing loudly. Like it’s something seen in the summer type ish, upstate New York, unkay. It’s winter and Christmas holiday. He walking around with his hip radio playing Jadakiss 🎶loudly. For me it gave away he not from around here. Foreign vibes I enjoy, healthy boundaries.

So the man with the loudest music playing on his hip stops by my vending table.

He started to make conversation with me about what he sees on my vending table. He says, what is that about 777? I come from a rough traumatic background I AM from the city and came up here to get some type of peace. I grew up in the early 70s. I seen alot and I work alot, I was living to survive and I just want some peace is why I moved up here.

So I then shared what angel numbers were. He goes, yea wait hold up 666 is the devil number I said um your right that is what society taught us. 666 can also mean to refocus. He says, “wow I could learn from you all day” I never had time to like get into this stuff. I told him, “ all is well just make sure you make time for GOD” I pointed to the booklet in his hand that was being passed out called, Living Water the Gospel of John. I had one too. Love to read, yes I do.

Then I asked, hey before you leave would you like to pull message from the Universe he goes, “sure”. As he pulls in closer standing beside me he shares how he can’t believe he is by himself shopping at Christmas time. He says, “I was married for 15 years and my wife left me for another woman, and we have 3 kids. I work so much is all I do like I use it as a distraction. Like holidays mean alot to me spending time with family because I work so much. And I AM alone not with family I AM at the mall but myself shopping at Christmas time”. He began to cry.

Mind you the card that was pulled was new beginnings and protection. Whoa 😳 💜🙏🏽🥅🛶it’s an honor to be reminded of what is already known but to question am I doing that though? Being a mirror of what I want to receive…?

Releasing the old narrative, cultivating a new one. Deprogramming society norms to adopt our own individually. If it’s not making sense create change. Have to get change when we adding cents. Stay flexible.

I asked, “can I have a hug”. He said, “yea”, sharing that he doesn’t even know why he stopped by my table, he loves colors is what caught his attention. I said I know why because we all need reminders, WE ARE NOT ALONE. He said, “ this is embarrassing, right? I don’t even know you”.

I said, “not at all, it’s called being vulnerable and it’s okay to be. It’s finding the safe space to do so”. He said, “thank you”.

“Can I stay in connection”, he says. I said, “you sure can, I shared, here my social media handle @maybeiwillessentials”.

He then went on about his way, sharing before he stepped away he is glad he stopped by. I shared, “me too”.

Never judge a book by it’s cover. The person playing the loudest music needs understanding too. The most tangible thing we can offer one another is our attention. We just never know what the next person is going through. Keep walking in love. We are interconnected no matter differences on the outside. THANK YOU GOD/DIVINE/ UNIVERSE I AM TRULY GRATEFUL FOR THE WORK I DO IN THE COMMUNITY. THANK YOU FOR LEADING THE WAY. Blessings always.

[thecoolerliauditore]

whoa part 2

Honestly I don't have a lot to say about Watch What Happens Next other than that it is. Very much a Joel Song in general. The running theme in this song is how much the singer values authenticity in everything (himself, other people, music, etc.) which of course clashes with Joel's homophobic gay tendencies.

This is also another song directly talking to and criticizing the audience for the demands they put on the singer, which goes hand in hand with their previous appearance at the beginning of the playlist. Again, I don't really feel confident saying anything about what this means for Joel's character Specifically but the watchers sure exist.

I will also say that, in addition to what's been said so far, the song is also about frustration that the singer cannot admit to what he wants to indulge in (both in listed form "cold shirts, cool rings, big house with nice things" and the song in general being about feeling pressured to make the same type of music in fear of making the audience unhappy) without being punished socially. So again while this is not at all directly about attraction and more values in general this does present a neat little parallel of those feelings.

I'll be real man this song is one of the most difficult for me to be unwell about. The first like. three times I thought about it I really could not arrive at any conclusion other than "joel just likes arctic monkeys" which is 100% the real reason why this song is here. But I thought about it until it made sense to me and I'm not pretending this "analysis" is anything close to something to be taken seriously so whatever.

In Crying Lightning, the singer describes a love interest character with this almost demonic allure, the best way I could describe it is attraction mixed with contempt. He clearly does not think highly of her character, but can't stop seeing her anyway.

At first I wondered if this could represent joel's feelings on scott due to how hate-filled this song is but. 1. while I do like shipping I think the level of attraction the song indicates is something you'd have to fight for if you were to talk about scott/joel and 2. I don't think the love interest described in the song really suits scott's character. while this is presumably all from joel's pov and his word isn't god's, scott doesn't "aggravate" people and he certainly doesn't cry or act pathetic to manipulate others. Joel would have to just straight up be making shit up for this to be about Scott and while I don't put it past him to do that I don't think it makes for a particularly strong reading.

So instead I propose that this is about Jimmy. Again. But only a version of him Joel Thinks exists. Likely taking place sometime between the post-x-life breakup and limited life where joel was still extremely spiteful towards jimmy and this is joel interpreting jimmy's genuine behaviour as manipulation tactics.

"throne" in this context could relate back to how in "stupid for you" joel indicates that he thinks of jimmy highly ("everyone wants you"), viewing jimmy's position as an object of desire with some form of authority. Also "puffed your chest out like you'd never lost a war" just sounds like a very jimmy description to me.

This would also make sense with the whole "I hate you but I keep coming to see you" thing the song is about, with how Joel acts during the life series pre-limlife towards jimmy. Joel thinking Jimmy "knew what he was doing" so to speak would also put alot of his more violent behaviour towards jimmy in perspective (of course jimmy himself did not ask for any of this but. people being weird to him is pretty much just his life)

This song is just not supposed to be here I think. But whatever. Joel has daddy issues. I guess.

This song doesn't come like. in contradiction to anything we've established so far it just feels. very weird here between arctic monkeys and more waterparks. Like it makes Sense with the whole struggle abt masculinity and whatnot but. Come on what the fuck is it doing here. it doesn't even flow in the playlist it takes the energy out more than brandy does somehow.

anyway this specific set of lyrics is kinda. 🏳️‍🌈 but otherwise yeah I'm just not touching this one BYE

this is a good song I like this song and it does actually belong on this playlist but. this is barely easier to talk about than the daddy issues one because the Main Thing this song is about is being afraid of confrontation in a relationship and replacing communication with sex and I don't. Know if Joel was Fucking during the death games ? I don't. I mean. I don't think he did .?

So essentially I'm just taking the sex as like. not literal here. OR it's the promise of sex or just the thought of it but he doesn't actually act on it because I don't think that would be physically possible for him to achieve during the life series.

Anyway that aside this is a pretty good smallidarity song, hitting the same notes as before of "I like you but I can't get too close to you or I will explode"

THIS is the first song on the playlist that I think is just straight up about Etho. I don't even think I really need to mansplain this one just. just look at these lyrics. like

These verses. to me. are both very. something something interpreting socially awkward behaviour as Cool and Alluring and Mysterious. Like I just have the funniest image in my head of Joel telling Etho grey's a shade not a colour and Etho tries to say "I disagree" but it comes out as "Don't disagree with me" and immediately realises that was way more rude than he intended and slips away into another room out of shame and Joel's just like whoaaa wow he didn't even give me his name he's so cool

NEXT mistake also implies that this is a new relationship following one that already existed and was Bad, which makes sense to me if we follow the timeline of smallidarity being Kinda a Thing before smalletho started properly interacting. "Mistake" is also fun here because. Well it's. Another dude.

I will say one huge gap in this song being smalletho coded to me is the most iconic verse of it. I don't think etho would say this I think he'd die. I guess joel is just lying here idk

this is now THE joel song to me. alongside "watch what happens next" but this song just encapsulates everything joel is as a character to me so well.

everything from the extremes of how he views himself, covering up insecurities by acting boastful and pretending to not care:

to the conflicting feelings about love/attraction and the "unraveling" he does trying to fight himself:

to the meta-esque mentions of the audience and his feelings of almost contempt for them: (although this line did make me kinda laugh imagining Actual Guy CC Joel giggling about including a song where the singer begs the fandom not to kill him)

to literally a mention of green hair:

this verse really can be anything you want it to be, but I personally like thinking of it as Joel/Scott

As for the line the song name references, I think there's two ways you can go about it. Either it's referencing Jimmy's behaviour towards him and accusing Jimmy of only being interested in him when he's "numb" (i.e. being in the throes of love and not acting like himself normally, hence "numb") or it, like in the actual song, is him talking to the audience/watchers or whatever criticizing how they are only entertained when he is actively suffering (e.g. during joel's arc in LL) and saying that he is more than who he is when he's at his worst.

Ok that's all I feel like writing for now godspeed guys next time we're going to be going into the inexplicable girly pop section god help me

long post: the neck kisses playlist on joel's spotify is about jimmy (and kind of etho too a little bit)

it's not actually about jimmy it very much is not about jimmy. however I had visions when I listened to it and I know at least one person really wants me to put this into words so

"I Miss Having Sex But At Least I Don't Wanna Die Anymore" is a pretty straightforward song about Awsten Knight's post-break-up life as well as his frustrations with his fanbase.

The feelings post-break-up are described as freeing, hence the title ".. don't wanna die anymore" but the ending of the song hints at some nagging regret despite that, with the desperate repeating mantra of "but I think it's fine, it's cool"

While I don't think all of these songs signify chronology (and some I don't think are literal at all unless c!Joel has some weird daddy issue lore I'm unaware of), I do like to think the start of the playlist calls to pre-3L jimmy/joel, most specifically their relationship in x-life.

In x-life, Joel establishes a totally-not-cult religion he dubs "Jeremyism", Jimmy being his first member after he fails to trick Lizzie into joining. He later gives up his leader title, quote, "for content". Jimmy is unhappy with this development and begs Joel to stay, but Joel refuses. While their relationship in x-life would be hard to define as romantic in any sense, they were clearly fond of eachother before Joel eventually broke away.

Things get a bit hazy here since "for content" doesn't really translate to anything in-universe, but I think it's interesting to note that both the song and Joel mention an audience, specifically one that they feel the need to appease. Whether this is a metaphor or watcher lore or some secret third thing I have no idea but it sure is there 👍

In my mind, it goes like this: Jimmy and Joel meet, they hit it off, Jimmy is affectionate and Joel starts to catch feelings. Joel cuts Jimmy off for making him feel weird.

the second song in the playlist reinforces this, being a much angrier post-break-up song.

While this seems out-of-order (why does the immediate anger come after the song about life after the break-up?), I think it's interesting if you look at it from an angle of this not being fully Joel's feelings towards Jimmy, but Joel's frustration towards himself for messing it up.

with a little bit of frustration being placed on jimmy too:

pictured: joel in third life with a message from jimmy that he very much. does not answer.

personally I like to think Joel held a lot of resentment towards Jimmy in Third Life, both for homophobic reasons (i.e. you made me feel gay and now I'm gonna punish you for it) and for jealousy reasons (start of his number one scott hater arc)

this one's just in the wrong playlist first of all why does he insert this between two waterparks songs. whatever man.

anyway this song's interesting to me because it's literally just about a hot babe getting rejected by some fuck who refuses to be ball-and-chained.

there's two directions this could go imo: one is that this is, once again, evoking joel and jimmy's relationship. Joel acknowledges that he a life with Jimmy would be nice, but he refuses to settle down because it would rob him of his identity/freedom.

the other is that brandy is joel and the sailor is etho, since brandy shows an admiration for the sailor but also an awareness that he loves his job more than her

this storybook like description of how brandy saw the sailor's tales is very smalletho to me idk. very hand-in-hand with joel's child-like view of who etho is.

I don't have much for this one tbh it's pretty much just a love song and Joel really liking waterparks (king)

That being said, there's some fun imagery to play with here:

yellow = jimmy makes a lot of sense (blonde hair, canary imagery, yellow also representing people on their second life in the life series which evokes neither the assumed skillfulness of a late game green name nor the danger of a red name), as does green = joel (the green streak. shrek. yeahg. and while red joel is iconic "green like my insides" could also be read in this context as "deep down, I am safe to be around" which I think is neat)

"natural blue" is a bit harder to interpret (especially considering the original context of this being a joke about Awsten dyeing his hair) but blue is of course scott's colour. this could be read spitefully as Natural blue (was in love with jimmy first) vs scott's dyed hair or it's. joel saying that's he's gay idk man.

"at least I match your eyes" is pretty simple, with both of them having brown eyes, "jealous and hypnotized" once again alluding to some jealousy, likely towards FH again if you believe the blue line is alluding to scott.

however joel has plenty of people to be jealous of in regard to jimmy so. shrugs. hey you can even interpret this line as talking about jimmy's desirability. neat.

there's also this, which again might allude to flower husbands, implying in this fake world I've created that Joel doesn't view them as actually "married"

ok this is getting too long lmao see you guys next time i feel like writing about this stupid fucking playlist again

[iiheartdom]

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 21:54:45 -04:00

aaaaah! its been FOREVER! we dont have internet! *faints* so im using my moms boyfriends computer....but anywho....ALOT has happend! im not at my grandmas anymore, im at MY house! yay!!!! we have power AND tv!!! wooooo! but we dont have phone or internet which is poo...but since last tuesday...lets see....ummm....i cant remember the week, but i can remember the weekend so here we go.....i went to my dads and did stuff. lol. i didnt really do much, but i got to see isabel and thats always good. aaaaaand i got a new cell phone....but i didnt want one...so i was like.....its ugly, why cant i have my old phone??? but its growing on me and i have the COOLEST ringtone! its Yellow....oh yes....this week....hmmm well on tuesday we watched gilmore girls! aaaaand luke said YES! yay! but rory and her mom are fighting and i hate it. then wednesday..........LOST!!!!!it kind of dragged on in the beginning...but once stuff started happening...WHOA! whats up with the hatch and the 80s music and the steroids??? lol. whats up with desmond?? (sp?) who the hell IS desmond?? well we know who he IS, but not really who he...is??? and walt in the forest???? was it shannons mind playing tricks...or was he really there?? aaaaah only next weeks episode will tell...but overall, i liked&nbsp; the episode. ive been soooo bored lately!!! and ive been annoyed by a 5 year old boy. we get in fights and then i feel stupid for fighting with a 5 year old...lol. well...i have a lot of internet stuff to catch up with so BYE DARLINGS!

AAAAH! ive had like the best dreams in the past 2 nights! first i dreamed that there was this 24 hour Lost season one screening at the New Orleans arena and the cast was there, and Dom was sitting like 2 rows behind me, so i smiled, then he kind of smiled then ignored me, so i walked over and he said "i bet you want a hug" so we hugged and then walked out of the arena together, then i went home and told everyone that i met him. i even dreamed of typing this. *twilight zone theme song*and then last night i had a dream that i was at some ballroom, and Jason Mraz was there, and we DANCED! but like ballroom dancing. and he was wearing pajamas and i was in a fancy dress. and he didnt dance with any of his other fans. *sticks out tongue* it was lovely... wooooo im strange. you dont have to say it.

[beautifullybrave1111]

INTRODUCTION 10-8-2023

I haven't picked up a pen in over 20 years. It sort of showed me my age because I realized instead of writing I am typing my thoughts into my phone. Not ideal, but technology calls. My next obstacle to conquer, what to write about. I could give you a whole series with 8 books with all the thoughts in my head. So how about a memoir. Something simple but maybe able to help someone in thier early 20s.

I'm a 38 year old female living in Baltimore County, Maryland. One of my main goals in life it to help women realize that it is okay to put yourself first. Although, this lovely process of life I didn't figure out until 2020 at the age of 34.

Before that I was just a regular sheltered girl who was very vulnerable and gullible. I was born in 1985 in Baltimore City, Maryland to my mother Penny and father, John. We will get to my father later. But first, my mom.

Growing up wasn't always easy but my mother always made sure we were okay. My mother has a very raw personality and no filter, which is one of my favorite characteristics about her. There was nothing that she wouldn't do for me. She worked the jobs taking care of me after she left my father when I was 5. My grandmothers stepped up to the plate to help my mother with me so she could work. Even though I was a sheltered child, I know now that she wanted me safe. She would never allow another man to ever hurt me. She was successful. Although my mother worked so hard to take care of me, we now have a bond that alot of parents don't have with thier children. Our mother daughter dates started as a tradition and has lasted to this current day.

All it takes is a little coffee and some thrift shopping.

My father on the other hand had created a little life full of drugs and alcohol. This resorted to my mother leaving my father in 1990. There's just something about a man who sells his daughters toys for drug money that you can't forgive.

At this point in my life I know exactly what happened in the past and why it happened. But my momma did a good job in making sure that my childhood remained intact while my father walked away while it burned. Listen, I'm not a "whoa is me type girl" but this leads to the current trauma in my life. Two years ago my father had a suicide attempt where he took ambien and drank alcohol, and thought it would be a good idea to drive. Turns out he did this on purpose and crashed his car into a pole (attempting to kill himself)

Here is the kicker, it was my fault.

What is it about men making women responsible for thier temper tantrums. At the time my father didn't seem to understand that my 5 year old at the time was in school. Kids get sick. Kids have homework but since we didn't have enough time for him, he decided to attempt to end his life. Then blame me. I guess this shouldn't suprise me considering the fact that when I was younger I was 5 minutes late to visit him. He then proceeded to lock the door and listen to me knock asking him to open the door. I'm getting ahead of myself.

As a child always knew the importance of hard work and self care. My mom sold Mary Kay for goodness sake. Facials all the time, Walks to Santonis, the laundromat, riding the bus to get places, I was definitely taught to take care of myself and always be myself.

My mom didn't want me to depend on any man. Little did we know I would come out of the closet at 16.

I mean I had a boyfriend at 15 but I truly felt love when I met my first girlfriend. From that point on I always connected with Females and I knew that is who I was. My mother is very pro gay. She couldn't care less and honestly already knew when I told her. This made me so happy.

At this point, I would usually only see my father weekly on Thursdays. Not saying everything was bad.

Wait until you read the chapter on my step dad. He is the man who raised me and my number one favorite guy. He does it all but walk on water. I'm the woman I am today because of him and my mother. Thier bond and willingness to raise me differently is what really made a difference.

As a grown woman with my own family, small farm and the knowledge of growth. I'm doing pretty damn good.

This book is to help anyone realize that no matter what happens in life you can break generational curses to save your children from any trauma you went through.

[eaeaeasaggresively]

waaaaa I can give you some tips that helped me alot with getting better grades SOOO HERE <3

- some teachers actually really care for their students grades and like to help out! dont be too shy to ask if you didn't understand the first time!!

Since I didn't improve at all in history class I asked my teacher if there was a way to pass her class and she gave me the option that whenever we have a new topic that I do intense researching about it and give her the notes for them which she will grade!!

Most teachers will most likely ask you to do a free presentation tho which can be scary for certain people but you can try asking if you could present to them privately instead infront of the class if that happens!! idk maybe your teacher will find solutions with you that suit you!!

- on YouTube there can be alot of tutorials on how to do certain math stuff (and other topics ofc) In my native language (german) we have an amazing teacher that explains almost everything in math for free for so many years!! I bet theres some teachers/people that can explain it just as easy in english/your native language!!!

- another one with teachers but you can ask if you could be able to sit next to someone who is really smart and nice!! it helped alot for a student in my class who is struggling with alot of topics and has been improving ever since!!

- get to know learning methods!! I cant explain how important they are!! It takes some time until you find something that suits your type of learning cause everyone learns differently <3 (as an example blurting method, active recall, promodoro technique (good if you can't focus very long/need alot of breaks, very helpful for me since I have ADD), and many more!!

you can look up these techniques on youtube and even tiktok! (ik that the place where you always want to learn things but it definitely explains them really well!)

- highlight stuff in your notes!!! it works so well for me cause I keep forgetting what is really important and which is semi important for a test

this is all that comes into my mind for now I hope this helps ALSO SORRY THAT IT'S SO LONG HELP

ALSO WHOA I HAVE MY OWN TAG WOOOOO

WOHH TYSM THIS IS SO HELPFULLLL!!!!!! I rlly hope things improve soon, and tysm ahhhh T^T

[bitchkay]

The abilities of a familiar is based on how much magic is given to it example, phee was given enough magic so she can understand when you're speaking to her, she understands human speach, which is standard for a familiar, like its apart of the pact. Think like how dogs don't know what you're saying but know what the sound of the word means when you say it, when you tell a dog to sit, they know it means they should sit but they don't know the actual word "sit". A familiar will know the word "sit" because the magic has allowed them to. Most familiars have enough magic to understand human speach regardless of if they've been given enough magic to communicate. It requires a higher lever of magic to give a familiar more advanced abilities. I remember(I could also be tweaking mind) there was a story, I forget if it was a event or something else, princes path whatever, it was a long time ago, anyway, there was people talking about MC and they was speaking on her and her cat and they was like "oh she has a familiar?! And he can speak?! She must be real powerful to do that" something like that. Also familiar magic is an advanced can of magic to be able to do, there was one event where mc tried to do it, she was curious, it was Lou that actually made Robin her familiar in the first place, i think she learned about it in class but only theory but she wanted to try it out for some reason, and as always fucked it up and accidentally made herself Guys familiar-- it was wild-- The level of magic it takes to make a bond begin and animal and its master aka make something your familiar is also why we dont see many people besides the princes that have familiars, not everyone has that kind of magic at their disposal and even then the princes familiars dont speak like Robin or Phinny or Nix, their familiars have enough magic to understand human speach but not enough to communicate with words. When Toa made Elnaut his familiar, he was able to understand him but still made weasel sounds, he couldn't say words. When making something your familiar you're basically giving them a portion of your magic so unless you have alot of magic at your disposal I dont think its actually safe to give an animal so much power when you think about the fact that your giving the a literal peice of your life force that's not just going to replenish with rest also it's like a little creature idk I'd be scared theyd like idk explode of I gave them too much magic💀💀. I think that's why Lou not only has two familiars but two familiars that are capable of speach and conducting a good level of spell work, cus bro is fucken gassed with magic and on top of that has every type of ancient magic at his disposal, I bet Phinny and Nix didn't even dent his magic stores. Also Phinny and Nix have like followed vamum through lifetimes like everytime that bitch is reincarnated they just resigned to become his familiar so Lou better have enough magic for them cus that pact has probably been renewed like hundreds of times

Whoa that was a lot💀💀

Sorry I talk alot and know and unnecessary amount of lore💀

You know how some familiars can use magic

What if MC taught Robin fighting magic

Imagine getting beat in a fight by a cat

[angy-mouse]

Hey, Baby

Y'all remember when ass paintings were the big thing on TikTok right?

It’ll be fine, he said. The greenscreen covers it, he said. No one will ever see, he said. If they do you’re getting tied up, she said.

George wasn’t even thinking of it when he got jumpscared by Sapnap suddenly popping into his view and attacking him and his chair tipped over, sending him crashing into his greenscreen. His headphones had thankfully not been ripped off, so he could still hear the mixture of concern and laughter as he tried to recover, getting tangled in his cords and fallen greenscreen.

“Whoa, George, nice art.”

His scramble turned more frantic as he tried to fix his green screen, giving his best ‘I’m not totally screwed because you saw that’ laugh. “Yeah, I, uh…”

He giggled at the shriek he pulled out of her as his paint covered hand made contact with her ass. “George! I knew you wouldn’t be able to control yourself!”

“Aw, come on, luv, I’m just testing my canvas.” He got her to laugh along with him as he playfully nipped at her still bare cheek, making sure to enunciate every ‘nom’. “When do we break out the blue, hmm? As much as covering you in paint sounds like a fantastic way to spend the afternoon, I wanna see my pretty girl in my color.”

He hummed as she tilted his chin up with a single finger, smiling softly down at him like a gracious goddess. “I know, baby,” she purred with a giggle as he kissed her palm. “Just be patient, we have to cover me in white first.”

“Mmm, how much would it mess with the painting if I put my face between your ass and the canvas?”

“Uh, very much so.”

“Just checking,” he giggled, setting back to work covering her ass and the backs of her legs in white paint.

“Don’t worry, we have at least an hour to let the white dry before we can put your blue handprints on it. You can help clean me up in the shower and spend the rest of it doing whatever you want.”

George purred at the notion. “Promise?”

“...took up painting.”

Dream hummed out an ‘oh really’ that spelled suspicion but it was quickly drowned out by Sapnap. “Fucking hell dude- no, put the greenscreen back down! Who was your model, Gogy, give me her number!”

“Absolutely not,” George scoffed, ears red as the memory of you telling him you wanted to give him a painting of your ass with his handprints surfaced to the front of his mind. Yes your relationship was as open as it could get but that didn’t mean he was going to jump at the chance to share godly pussy. Still, he abandonned the greenscreen on the floor and sat back down.

“Come on, man-”

“Hey, genius,” Dream scoffed. “That’s not the kind of thing a good friend lets you paint. Why didn’t you tell us you had a girlfriend, George?”

George supposed he should be thankful this slip-up didn’t happen on stream. He sighed. “She’s not my girlfriend, she… we’re just friends, I guess, but we fuck around alot and go on dates ‘n shit…”

“Damn, didn’t take you for the type to go for a friends with benefits relationship-”

“Well then why can’t I have her number?!”

“Just because she can fuck around with whoever she wants doesn’t mean I’m going to help you fuck her, Sapnap!”

“Aw, come on!”

“Come on now, George,” Dream giggled. “You gotta at least show us a picture and give us a name.”

He thought about it while Sapnap whooped and hollered like an animal and Dream gently coaxed, eventually pulling his phone out with a smug grin. “I got a picture, hang on.” He picked out the perfect one: from your most recent photoshoot, you sitting preciously on his lap in a pretty little sundress, George’s hand cupping your cheek to hold you still so he could press his lips to the other. His friends didn’t need to know about the vibrating dildo up your cunt or the amount of slick and cum your skirt hid.

Blip

Sapnap whistled. “I don’t mean to be out of line, Gogy, but your girl is way too hot for you.”

George sighed with a smile, now scrolling through the album of ‘you’ photos. “I know,”

“I mean like way out of your league- and mine, and Dream’s-”

“I know,” he chuckled. “...Why so quiet, Dream?”

The Florida man cleared his throat. “Uh, yeah, she’s really cute…”

George let a sly grin stretch his lips. “Aw, not you too, Dream,” he teased. “You’re both after my girl now?”

"Hey, I didn't say that-"

"If I recall she's not your girl," Sapnap teased right back, the two of them chuckling. George faltered as his phone pinged, smiling as your contact popped up in his notification bar.

Luv💙

Are you streaming?

"Speak of the devil," he hummed. He assumed you were asking to see if you could come over and sent back a simple 'nope ;)'. He was about to think about how much you hated his excessive use of winky faces when your phone suddenly slid under his door, blaring some girlboss rap song he didn't recognize. He cackled as you kicked his door open, twerking at him as 'he's obsessed with my ass so I serve it like a snack' played through the room. "I'm gonna have to call you both back tomorrow,"

"Wha- YOU SAID YOU WEREN'T STREAMING, ASSHOLE!"

"Scratch that, I think I'm going to die tonight," he cackled, rushing to leave the vc before either of them questioned or demanded to meet you. "I wasn't streaming, it was just a video call with my friends," he wheezed out around his giggles as you pulled open the first drawer you could reach and started throwing his own clothes at him. "Hey leave the boxers out of this, I didn't know your plan!"

"I'm so fucking embarrassed," you whined, scooping your phone off the floor and turning the music off, pulling your hands down your face.

"Come on, luv, it's not like they saw anything." He gently coaxed you into his lap, letting you hide your blush in his neck. "And even if they did they would have loved it! They were literally begging me for your number five minutes ago!" Maybe begging was a bit of a stretch but it got you to peek up at him.

"Really? You showed them my picture?"

"Come on, luv, you can't expect me to be fucking the most gorgeous person in the U.K. and not brag to my friends," he teased, feeling any nerves about you being upset calm down as you giggled giddily at the knowledge that he showed you off. He hummed as you settled against him, content to let you sit on his lap all night if you wanted.

"...You said it was a video call?"

"Mhm,"

"Then why is your green screen down?"

He tensed, chuckling nervously as you peered up at him with an evil grin. "Aha, well, you see-" He tossed you on his bed and ran for it. "You can't tie what you can't catch, later, babe!"

"Hey, get back here! Your ass is mine, George!"