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you are all I have, you are the eyes that see, the air that breathes, how can I worship anything else?
#john design is never going to be consistant he's an eldrich being ok? ok#malevolent#malevolent podcast#john#john doe#john malevolent#arthur#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#jarthur#private eyes#i guess#but itsITS MORE NUANCED THAN THAT OKAY#im havbing feelings about eldrich gods and worship and weird fucked up intimacy and love and friendship#and how can a god who has only been worshipped express that love in turn#how can something that was never raised or nurtured or loved born into a world of chaos with innate bloodlust ever progress if it is#not forgiven#how can a person adjust and live on if they are not allowed the space and decency to grow as such john failed yellow#HOW can you learn to move forwards. you must move forwards#anyway I <3 toxic codependency (in media) ok? ok
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i truly would not be mad if nancy breaks up with jonathan and tells steve to move on. and for vickie to tell robin sheâs not interested but is willing to be friends. so nancy and robin decide they need to hang out after a long day of heartbreak and throughout their convos of explaining everything thatâs been going on, they realize they have feelings for each other. i truly would not be mad at that. in fact, thatâs exactly what i want to happen đ
#ronance#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#stranger things#who cares what the straights will think#theyâll be like âoh but that doesnât make sense plot wiseâ#actually it does!#thereâs been theories nancy is queer since s1#and s4 left off with the jancy + stancy love triangle#have jonathan go to college & steve realize he needs to move on#he mentions crawling backwards as a kid so now have him crawl forward by having him get over nancy#and vickie is dating whoever that guy is and then just play off that scene between vickie & robin as robinâs pov where she thought vickie#was interested but she isnât#then we have the foundation set up for nancy and robin to be together#theyâre already friends#have them hang out and get into a deep convo#and robin trusts nancy so she tells her sheâs a lesbian & vickie rejected her#and thatâs when nancy shares that she feels like sheâs always been attracted to girls#AND THEN THEY KISS AND RONANCE IS CANON#LIKE ITS SO EASY THEY NEED TO JUST FUCKING DO IT#no one cares for the straights. do what needs to be done for the gays and give us ronance đ
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As much as I enjoy picking apart and having Emotions TM about Little's many low points - his failures and the indignities he suffers at the hands of fate and his fellow man - that darkness just can't hit the same unless you consider the light too (and I think many out there do fail to consider that light).
He isn't compelling to me just by how many times he gets knocked down, he's compelling for the fact that he gets back up again.
#I've said it 1000 times before but it always bears repeating - if ever there was an explorer made of hope it's Little#He's always moving forward - hoping and trying at every turn to do what he thinks is right despite it all#(And to be clear I'm not saying that he always succeeds or that he always does the right thing)#(Doing what he thinks it right is not always the same as doing what is right objectively)#I dunno#It does just chap my nips sometimes to see that side of him willfully ignored when there's so much more nuance to be found#'sad weak wet paper bag of a man who can't do anything right and folds at the slightest provocation'#LIKE NO#He takes everything life can throw at him and he keeps moving the fuck forward - fighting against impossible odds until his final breath#He's the very last of nearly 130 men left standing ffs if that's not strength I don't know what is!#Ok rant over I'm normal now#The Terror#The Terror AMC#Edward Little
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If the Fifth Doctor is such a bland English gentleman, why is he constantly posing like a pin-up girl at every opportunity.
#this is like. half a joke.#it's definitely not intentional it's just that for some reason mr davison decided to take any and every chance#to lean against a surface either with his legs crossed and hips sticking out#or to place his hands on a flat surface and lean forward#also throws in the occasional strut for good measure#he also seems to have a habit of just staring at people's faces for a very long time without moving and blinking very little#and i can't tell if these are intentional â¨ď¸actingâ¨ď¸choices or if he just does that#either way it's a very funny combination of arguably unintentional autism stares and bond girl posing#that i think really adds a certain... je ne sais quois to the character#doctor who#fifth doctor
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Isn't it funny that most of the games in Kingdom Hearts end in tragedies, or very bittersweetly, AT BEST. And even the handful that are technically happy endings have the underlying pressure of the upcoming battle, so nothing is ever truly "outright happy."
#kingdom hearts#kh#i think that's part of the beauty and power of kh#the fact that it unintentionally and intentionally has that whiplash of the absurdity of mashing Disney and FF together#but still makes an earnest narrative that isn't afraid to explore things identity and trauma and mental health#is why it resonates so much with people who are willing to look beyond the âhehe disney x FF funny game lore doesn't make senseâ image#and yes this series is ridiculous and goofy but also a lot of characters get fates worse than death and more often than not#have to keep pushing forward whether it gets addressed or not#my most favorite thing is seeing people who don't know kh not only get flabbergasted by the complexity (that stems from how abstract kh's#themes/concepts are) but be shocked by how moving and tragic it is#no kh does not have the typical âthey lived happily ever afterâ#in fact they rarely do#but the fact it hinges so much on hope kinda hits differently#it's not hope full of sunshine and flowers but hope that stems from tears and separation and so much internal conflict yet carrying so much#love to not erase the cracks but fill them in gold#im starting to not make sense aren't i#anyway play kingdom hearts ehe#yoroshiu rambles
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There are wayyy too many âRoy would NEVER say that, how ooc!!!â and inversely, âRoy Kent is now #canceled and I never want him to so much as look at Keeley ever againâ takes and not nearly enough:
âRoy is a flawed human person whose insecurities have always plagued him and tonight they got the better of him once again. He has a lot of apologies to make but hey, tomorrow is another chance at greatness. Also, he should really really go to therapy :)â takes!
#Roy Kent#ted lasso#ted lasso spoilers#I saw sooo many tweets about how they will never support Roy with Keeley ever again like ?? from people who apparently shipped them before?#I think thatâs taking it a bit farâŚ.#(and I donât even want them back as a couple necessarily)#in addition to the âIâm going to say this extremely in character line was ooc because I love Royâ crowd#like have yâall never heard of messing up before?#mistakes donât make a man but how you move forward after making them does#isnât that the whole thesis of the show?
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God this turned out way way better than I hoped....my pc Lune during their session 0 when they found a Totally Normal amulet just hanging from a tree randomly
#oc: lune#cassy draws#pwotr pals#'im going to stick to a more lined style moving forward' immediately does a completely lineless style#getting the hang of that lasso tool i'll tell u what it's actually neat. who knew
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The Tower
DWC November 2024
Day 1: Haze/Sexy
OC: Lilliana Whitedawn, Sindorei 'Felblood'
(I never wrote about the fall of Dalaran, and there's a couple characters who have feelings about it, so now is as good of a time as ever.)
@daily-writing-challenge
It was early enough that the morning haze of fog still kissed the sea's gently rolling surface, as it lazily lapped at the shore â well-worn leather boots carrying the fair-haired Sin'dorei deftly along the damp sand of the beach. Her gaze swept the strewn rocks, and debris â still in shock. One moment, all was well â the club had been as it was every other day, or night... teeming with gyrating bodies â while wishes were fulfilled in the shadows of her insidiously sensual domain.
And then all the lights had come on, the music coming to an abrupt halt as the crushing press of flesh below began to blink out of the fog of pleasure and lust, the exits blazing with a soft, red-tinted arcane glow â the emergency features put in place long before her time had cut the party swiftly short, and... with relatively little harm done, security had escorted all those in attendance either out of Dalaran itself through portals, or back into the underbelly to make their own ways to safety, family, or whatever else called to them in these frantic, confused moments of invasion.
It had been so fast. One moment, bodies pressed hotly against one another â dark secrets traded for dangerous desires; drugs, alcohol, flesh, magic... or simply a release from the expectations of every day life... this was the legacy she'd been handed. The club she'd practically been shaped within, herself â the walls therein holding secrets the likes of which she'd no doubt have killed, to keep.
It was the one, big thing that had still tied her to those now forever gone from her life.
âWas it too much to ask for just this?â
The waves shushed her as gently as they could.
âNot only was a whole city I loved utterly destroyed â a symbol of what we can achieve with alliances, instead of war. A testament to our prowess over magic, and our ability to bring that power to everyone...â
What was she even trying to say? That not only did it hurt her, as an Elf... but that it felt like a knife in her gut. It felt personal. It felt like Ythgar leaving all over again. It felt like Iloam's goodbye, in which he had accused her of being a demon in disguise - in which he had told her to never speak to him or his again. It tasted like having had love at her fingertips, only to lose it over, and over again.
It was a whole era of her life being ripped away from her again.
It was an anchor to the young woman's humanity that had allowed her to not only stay rooted in a safer mindset, bound up in memories and legacy...but it had allowed Lily's demonic side to be sated in a convenient manner without causing anyone any real harm. It was a tie to a part of her life that had felt so safe, in the early days â a time that, despite the turmoil it had all ended in, had forced her to take shape in her first days truly on her own.
And so Lily let herself grieve there on the shore, by herself â she let herself grieve in a way she never really had had the time for, since all the loss. She'd been busy mourning herself â her mortality, and her fel corruption - and raising a daughter, and fighting to save Azeroth, and sating her demon, and getting her estate back on its feet in the strain of the years since the fall of Quel'thalas... and she'd barely been an adult, when it had all begun. She grieved for the that girl, too â the Flower Girl. The one who hadn't known any better. The one mocked for her naivete.
She was a mother to a preteen now; beloved friend, and trusted ally of dragons; half a demon; still, as ever, a Crusader to be called upon by the Argent Crusade; a hobbyist historian, a professional relic-retriever with her own ship and crew, now... who would have to return to piracy on the sly, with the club now removed as a 'hunting ground' to sate the demonic side of her.
Lilliana was all those things, and more â this towering woman, who now sank to her knees in the sand... one hand firmly in the moist earth, gripping the sand tight between her fingers, as the other clutched at the 'silver' pendant of a lioness that she'd worn since the day Ythgar, the Marquis of Vynguld, had gifted it to her.
As the pendant dug into the flesh between her knuckles, the Elven woman shuddered â taking a steadying breath, as the memories... as the anger and the grief washed over her... and she let it pass, pushing down the demon it rankled to life in her breast.
âBut a bilge rat always survives.â
Soft and hoarse, these words to the empty beach â and yet, the lessons Iloam had taught Lily as a naive, young paladin had buried themselves deep in her psyche, and still held her in their grip. One knee comes up, plants a booted foot under her, and she hefts herself up in a singular motion â the hand that cleans her face leaving a smear of sand in its wake... and behind her, the pristine, damp sand is broken only by steady footprints that lead away from the messy disturbance she'd left in the sand, in her moment of delayed grief â all that hurt put neatly back in a box, and away out of sight to haunt her another day.
#dwc2024#novemberdwc2024#sin'dorei#blood elf#dalaran#wow rp#wow writing#mourning who you were#fall of Dalaran#I still need to write for my mage as well#but this was such a weirdly personal loss for Lily in a way she finds hard to explain to people#so many deeply defining moments happened within those walls#and she had risen to take Ythgar's place in his old demesne with some measure of pride in bearing his legacy#But sometimes you need to cut away everything to truly start fresh! Maybe it'll be a good thing & she doesn't know it yet.#And she'll do just like Iloam taught her in other ways too! Like bottling up ALLLL of that hurt & letting it fester!#How else does one move forward???
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Big fan of characters who are somewhat aware that they are side characters and they struggle with that
#that quiz made me think of idelle black sails#which made me think of wakaba rgu my best friend wakaba rgu#like idelle wins at the end right#and her 'you killed my friend' monologue is so good because it makes u think of her and that girl as actual people#and not just extras that the main cast can kill without affecting anyone#idelle knows shes no max no anne no eleanor but that doesnt make her any less of a person#and then theres wakaba who seems so detached from the weirdness of the duels and is 'just' normal#but then it gets turned around and u see how wakaba feels about the whole situation#ugh wakaba duel my beloved#and in the finale u see that wakaba has taken on the role of utena somewhat#which is crazy? like what does that mean#the world akio constructed is falling apart and the cast is starting to move forward and outside of the neverending cycle#and wakaba now goes from the normie friend to taking on utenas role as an active player?#is she simply redoing utenas story or something else
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Weegi woke me up in the middle of the night for the third night in a row because of course he did, the big baby, but Iâm wibbly because I realized I met my fundraising goal for Peach in under 12 hours đĽşđĽšđâ¤ď¸ I had her post queued up another two times and I was able to go delete those augh. Thank you to everyone who boosted and donated!! Here is another Peach picture to celebrate
#absolutely overwhelmed with gratitude and shock (positive)#I was sick to death with worry yesterday when we got the email with her prescription and the links of what to buy#really appreciate those who pointed out that insulin is more affordable in other ways also!!#we were overwhelmed and just bought exactly what they linked us to because we canât move forward with her treatment until we have it#but if she does not go into remission then I know to look for more affordable options now#my ramblings
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thing that makes me feral is its everyone else telling Jinx who she is
her friends end up dead and she's still got their voices in her head telling her who and what she is. Silco spends the rest of his life telling her who she is to him. one city is telling her shes a terrorist and the other that she's a savior. even Isha is the one who 'adopted' Jinx, deciding that they would have a relationshipâJinx just go to decide what that looks like
I don't even have a point to this, just. the relationship with Isha and the touching her shoulders scene could both be seen as moments of growth for Jinxâpeople rely on her, they trust her, they believe in her, and she seems to believe it for the first time since Vi returnedâbut they're also just more instances of other people telling her who she should be
#arcane#idk i kind of love that all those people touch her shoulders and walk away... and jinx immediately goes and does something else#like i'd have to analyze the visual language of that scene a lot more to know how the animators wanted that to read#but it was such a... everyone acknowledging you're just a figurehead#like good job. we appreciate you. we're moving forward#and Jinx definitely is hit by the gravity of the situation as well... and then leaves to go find Vi and deal with the Vander situation#of course thats because the big monster fight happens right after the shoulder touch scene and she IS fighting to defend the people#but theres two episodes where shes like alright. well. nevermind im slinking back into the shadows to deal with my family stuff now#and everything with Isha too!!#Isha is desperately trying to get Jinx to be the heroic figure everyone wants her to be and Jinx is NOT interested#and I can totally see Isha's death spurring Jinx on to let herself be this thing she didn't want to be#and I don't even know if that's necessarily bad it's just again other people telling her who she is!!#let Ekko be the figurehead leader of the rebellion where the hell is Ekko! he's in the opening credits so he can't possibly be dead so soon
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i have read a lot of criticisms of tlovm, particularly s3, and i've also read a lot of posts extolling its virtues. some of these posts i agree with, and some of them i don't. and as s3 rounds out, i've found myself needing to make an active choice about how i feel about this show as whole. i'm a deeply opinionated person, who cares and thinks a lot about narrative and the art of storytelling, and i find myself lacking many really strong opinions about tlovm, and i think i've finally figured out why.
tlovm is bonus content. tlovm is the icing on the cake. the perfect vox machina story already exists, and you can watch all 115 episodes (plus three one-shots) on youtube right now. i don't need or want tlovm to do what c1 did, bc c1 already did it! i've realized that i think of tlovm the way that i think of 4sd or the one-shots or the novels or any other ancillary piece of cr-related media: as ancillary media. it contributes to the overall story that i love, but it is not the core story itself.
BUT. this does not mean that tlovm is therefore exempt from criticism, or that i think that this show, as a show, is perfect and great and can't be improved upon. i have fun watching it, but i don't delude myself by thinking it's a rock-solid narrative. it's not. there are holes. there are things i'm confused by and i have infinitely more context than someone who watches tlovm and nothing else. the character development is severely lacking, and i would not understand the fandom's obsessive love of these seven characters if i had only ever watched this animated show. that's a problem. i think that in many ways, the cr team has done themselves and their groundbreaking storytelling efforts a disservice in the way they told this story in this medium.
and so i have to make a choice. i have to choose how i feel about this show, how much i love it, whether i get excited about it. and i've decided that i like this show. i don't love it, and tbqh, i won't be watching s3 again (or the other seasons) until right before s4 drops, as a refresher. this won't be something that i return to the way i return to the main campaigns. and that's okay. i'm not mad about it. i don't feel like my time has been wasted, and i don't feel like tlovm has in any way ruined my love for c1. i love the way that tlovm has reinvigorated the fandom, and i love talking with y'all and seeing everyone on my dash be excited for something new. i'm never gonna regret the existence of tlovm, but i'm also never gonna ask it to be something more than it is. i just don't think i care enough. i'm here for a good time, not a long time, and hey, each season isn't that long, so ig that works out. so as we head into the final 3 episodes of s3, i'm choosing to have fun with them, even the parts i don't like, even the parts i don't agree with, bc i love the people who made it and i love the community who watches and at the end of the day, it really ain't that serious.
#me#tlovm#tlovm s3#critical role#ONCE AGAIN#BC THIS IS THE INTERNET#I WILL REITERATE#THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT I THINK PPL WHO DON'T LIKE THE SHOW ARE BAD OR DRAMATIC OR ANNOYING#AND THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT I THINK POSTS ABOUT THE VERY REAL AND LEGITIMATE FLAWS OF THIS SHOW ARE A WASTE OF TIME#I AM TALKING ABOUT MY OWN PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS SHOW AND HOW I WILL BE MOVING FORWARD WITH IT EMOTIONALLY#I TRULY DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU DO OR DO NOT WATCH OR THINK OR FEEL#I HAVE A JOB I DON'T HAVE TIME TO CARE ABOUT THAT
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i just wanna say that it was so refreshing to see Matt Stone get to talk about the rise of antisemitism rn. like yeah start the season off on that!!! it was angry! scathing! yet funny! Matt Stone deserved this episode, you can tell he's fed up and it's unequivocally against antisemitism and nazism, so hopefully the episode hits a lot of people well, ik how sometimes south park can be... interpreted very oddly by some viewers of the show, but I think it's angry yet sympathetic enough to say that people can choose to deny/leave behind violent and bigoted beliefs. It was a good season premiere and I am really excited to see what's next
#south park#matt stone#hopefully what is next isnt like. stunning and brave -_-#the show grows all the time so its really cool to see when it moves forward#in ways like this#the treatment of psychosis was actually really good?#i think sp does well with disabilites#like its def a strong suit#and theyve done a great job with cartman#but it was really great to see him choose to care about others#and try to quell the part of him he wants to improve#cartman forcing himself to take meds!!!#because that isnt him!#not who he wants to be!!!#yes!!!#he does not want to be a nazi!!#idk i think it could be an important one for viewers#and also ofc for matt stone#to get really sick and tired of antisemitism in entertainment
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#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#web weaving#GOYUU YESSSSSSSS!!!!! i love goyuu theyre what got me into the entire fandom in the first place#hmm what to say about how yuuji actually treats gojo like a person and sees him as a fun and friendly guy and doesnt find him annoying#or hate his sense of humor. i think yuuji does in fact know that surface level isnt all there is to gojo#but he still likes his 'bad' personality and enjoys spending time with him#and gojo ohh gojo#hmm... blue spring of youth methinks. yuuji reminds him of the days when he was truly happy. he wants to preserve that innocence in yuuji#ofc he fails utterly. but even so yuuji manages to surprise him i think. he goes through hardship and loses his innocence but somehow#he still keeps his hope and his light and he keeps moving forward with them clutched in his fists. and i think for someone like gojo#who gave up on himself and his happiness he can recognize the differences. yuuji keeps hoping. keeps trying.#what to say about the way their light syncs up just right and manages to warm them both#what to say about someone else FINALLY trying to take care of you despite every protestation that you dont need it#what to say about someone who cares about you who recognizes all the little agonies you go through every day and offers you a soft smile#what to say about someone who becomes your best friend and you dont know how it happened just that your pieces slid together so seamlessly#that now you cant imagine being without them. when did that happen?#what to say about people willing to burn the world down for each other with the power to do it.#what to say about kindness. about trust that doesnt need to be painstakingly earned. what to say about admiration. about being preferred#about being chosen about being saved about being spared about being snatched from the jaws of death by a thread of compassion#and weaving it into a tapestry cause all you ever had were loose threads and at least this one- this one- was offered willingly. on purpose#what to say about someone who doesnt get annoyed with you? who loves you fully? who laughs at your mishaps and embraces your awkwardness?#what to say about finding someone who loves you like it isnt a hardship#i dunno man just... something something they saw the humanity in each other when nobody else did something something#isnt that enough?
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this piece is killing me slowly but at least i got lost in the sauce and dunn looks great??
#yall ive got no clue what im doing with this one#who let me put seven players in one poster#i know that EVENTUALLY something will click and this coloring will start to be a breeze#but man right now its all just fighting through glue#does it look bad? no. do i know what im doing or how to move forward? also no#do i have a headache? yes#rambles#wips
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for yâall who arenât familiar w fma: ed joined the military when he was like. 12 btw
#child who is built fucking different#attempted human transmutation. it rebounded ofc and he paid the toll with his leg. alphonse paid it with his whole body#ed just. bandages his leg and then goes back through the portal for alâs soul. gives up his arm for it#mustang comes through to recruit him. so he undergoes surgery for automail#instead of taking the full recovery period of three years he fucking does it in ONE#AND THEN FUCKIN. PASSES HIS STATE ALCHEMIST EXAM AT 13.L2. AFTER THREATENING THE PRESIDENT BTW#refuses to stay down refused to give up#mustang hollering at him gave him the fuckin motivation he needed to try to get their bodies back#doesnât give a fuck about the military doesnât give a fuck about serving his country or whatever. just wants to see his brother again#and will do almost anything to make that happen#kid who is so so scared but refuses to give that fear a voice. and just keeps moving no matter what#edward elric you are#insane JFKJWCKKWG#SHIT LIKE THIS WOULDVE BROKEN A LOT OF ADULTS#AND THIS 11 YEAR OLD GOES //PUT ME THROUGH PAINFUL SURGERY AND REHABILITATION FOR TWO LIMBS AT THE SAME TIME//#//GIVE ME ONE YEAR TO RECOVER ITS ALL I NEED//#AND THEN JOINS THE MILITARY. LIKE I#i love my son#anyways#oh also burnt his fucking childhood house down so he wouldnât have a reason to turn back and give up#no true home to go back to so they can only move forward. fuck me
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