#whittling away at my moms sanity by periodically telling her i think im either gonna fail to pass portfolio | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ironmanstan · 2 years

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yknow i think i am understand the like. autistic mf living according to lists and schedules thing. bc i realized i cannot like comprehend time or tasks at all until i break them down into an itemized list of sorts or something like that. which means now i end up being way more productive over stretches of time where i stack way too many things on top of each other bc i have to plan out my time and thus am actually aware of it and am more aware of the time in between tasks i have.

#ive gotten so much done lately but also i am forcing myself to keep momentum so i dont explode but like its working lol #2 zines in the next couple weeks. out of the country day after birthday. start college and portfolio grind immediately after returning #crazyyyy personnn behavior lolll. i need to turn like 25 and look back and be like what was wrong w me #whittling away at my moms sanity by periodically telling her i think im either gonna fail to pass portfolio #or im too scared to go to college so im deciding to drop out before even going #my mom has actual like Anxiety anxiety so if she tells me i am being stupid and worrying for nothing then i will believe it #the gamer speaks uwu

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