#white widow fanfiction

[girlkisser13]

dating yelena belova would include

• she goes to natasha for advice ALL THE TIME.

• the two of you were friends first (friends to lovers supremacy).

• making her blush when you compliment her vest.

• a very important part of yelena’s life was fake, so she would constantly need reassurances that what you both have is real and not one-sided.

• she's VERY protective of you.

•  if anything slightly threatening or dangerous happens to you she will go feral. she cares a lot about you.

• expect your dates to be far from ordinary. whether it’s a spontaneous trip to a new city, exploring hidden places, or engaging in thrilling activities, life with yelena would be anything but boring.

• yelena has a history of complex relationships and a strong desire for genuine connections. she’d seek a relationship built on trust and understanding, valuing deep emotional bonds and authenticity.

• physical contact with her develops gradually, over time.

• she didn’t have a lot of physical affection growing up so that’s new as well.

• the first time you grabbed her hand to hold, she yanked it away like it had burned her, so you started by merely interlocking your pinkie with hers.

• that progressed to holding hands, which progressed to interlacing all your fingers.

• once she gets used to it, she can't get enough.

• she always has to be touching you in someway.

• yelena is straightforward and doesn’t beat around the bush. communication in the relationship would likely be direct and honest, with both of you laying your cards on the table.

• PETNAMES IN RUSSIAN >>>

• while her life is filled with action and danger, yelena would also appreciate moments of normalcy and quiet. finding a balance between her high-energy lifestyle and relaxing downtime would be important.

• she's the little spoon, but she likes to tell people that she's the big spoon.

• when you first started dating, yelena would just look at you with this forlorn, confused expression on her face when you’d talk about your feelings.

• over time, she began sharing her feelings with her, and you’d laugh together when she’d try to explain a feeling, not knowing what it was called.

• yelena enjoys doing anything as long as it’s with you.

• her favorite thing to do with you is taking fanny for a walk together. on your free days, instead of staying at home, the two of you head out for a hike with fanny and have a little picnic date. <33

[natasharswifey]

Happy birthday, by the way 🎂

Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader

Requests open <3

Summary: After a few months of dating, you realise you don't know when Nat's birthday is. She isn't interested in celebrating, and when you ask, she refuses to tell you. But you are very determined.

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A/N: This is just a little fluff, also my first x reader fic. Love reading em so I thought I'd give it a go :3. Also I find it hard to read Y/N as my name so I'm using [...] instead!

Tags: Just fluff <3

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"Oh, come on, why won't you just admit it?"

"Because I can't deal with you inviting half of the United States to the tower for a party."

"Exaggeration."

Natasha raises a brow at you. "Oh really? And what about he time you put flyers around about Wanda's party?"

"She was turning 21!"

She gives you a 'really?' look and you know you aren't getting anything out of her. It just didn't make any sense, birthdays were the one day a year where it was all about you. Well that's everyday if you're Tony Stark, but for well functioning members of society it should count as the best day of the year.

"I will not be disclosing that information until I can trust you not to make a huge deal."

"What if I pinky promise?"

"You always overdo it, detka, it's just how you are." She plants a small kiss on your forehead and leaves you on the couch to begin plotting.

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"And then she said 'you always overdo it', give me a break!"

Wanda looks up from the pot she's stirring and chuckles, "I didn't know half the people the showed up at the tower on my 21st, [.....]"

"I knew I should've gone to Tony, he would get this."

"I don't think asking the most flamboyant Avenger would be very helpful in this situation."

"Right."

"I think you should just leave it, she'll probably tell you eventually." She gently taps a bit of salt into the pot.

"Or..."

"No."

"You didn't even hear me out!"

"I can read minds. It's a terrible idea."

"Firstly, reading Nat's mind to figure out her birthday is literally a flawless plan, and secondly, you're good reading my mind and not hers?"

"Natasha already set her boundaries with me, and plus I don't feel like getting my ass kicked for aiding and abetting."

"Thanks a lot Wands."

"Any time."

If Wanda wasn't going to cooperate then you were simply going to have to enlist the help of a certain blonde assassin.

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You hear Lucky and Fanny barking hysterically after you ring the doorbell, followed by fast paced footsteps and a small "One minute" from the other side of the door.

Usually a simple question would only warrant a text or phone call, but for some reason Yelena NEVER answers her phone. Unless it's from Kate of course, you're half convinced that she has a special ringtone and notification for her.

It's none other than the archer that answers the door, "Hey, [.....]! I didn't know you were coming over."

"I've actually dropped in unannounced, but I won't stay too long." You reassure her. Kate has a habit of forgetting things, including scheduled hang outs and honestly everything else that isn't attached to her body.

"Come on in!" She steps out of the way and shuts the door behind both of you.

You're immediately greeted by the two large dogs, fighting over your attention in a confusion of wagging tails and paws. Kate tries to get them under control and ultimately fails until they're distracted by Yelena calling them.

"That's totally not fair, they only listen to you." Kate complains and Yelena laughs.

"Because they love me more."

"Lies and deception!" Kate is soon distracted by the golden retriever pulling at her sleeve and gives Yelena a smug look before pouring all of her attention to him.

"Hey, Yelena."

"Hello, [......]. To what do we owe the pleasure?"

"Uh, I actually had a quick question. When's Natasha’s birthday?"

"Ah. I do not know."

"What?? But you're sisters!"

She shrugs, "She does not want me to know. Birthdays are not really Natasha’s thing, surely you must know that."

"Yeah, I know, it just doesn't make any sense."

"That's Natasha for you."

You sigh in defeat and sit down on one of the armchairs, your lap immediately occupied by Fanny who still wholeheartedly believes she's the size of a puppy.

"Well, there is someone else you could ask."

Your ears perk up, "Who?"

"Melina."

Ah. Melina. It wouldn't be fair to say that she hated you, but it also would be lying to say that she was fond of you. Perhaps you could ask Alexei instead.

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"Hello? Can you hear me?" You ask over the phone to your future father in law.

"HELLO? ARE YOU THERE, [......]?"

"Yeah, I'm-"

"I THINK MY WHATISUP IS BROKEN- MELINA!"

"No, no, Alexei there's really no need."

You hear the sound of footsteps and Melina scolding Alexei for always forgetting to turn up the volume before she picks up the phone.

"Hello?"

"Ah, hello Melina."

"[........]. Do you need something?"

"When's Natasha’s birthday?"

"December third. Is that all?"

"But- that's today."

"I'm aware."

"Well, thank yo-" The phone cuts off before you finish your sentence and you're left with about two hours to plan a surprise party for a spy.

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"I did it, Wanda!"

"Only took you half the day."

"Okay, hater, I need you to help me surprise her."

"Are you sure this is a good idea?"

"One hundered percent." You reply confidently. For most of the day you'd been discouraged, but now it was time for you to trust your gut.

Soon enough you've formed a team of Kate, Yelena and Wanda gathered in one of the common rooms of the tower.

"Alright, Wanda you can be in charge of snacks, Kate you can do decorations, and Yelena you can find us the cake."

"Can-"

"No it may not have profanities on it."

The blonde sighs but jumps into action with the other two. Now all you have to do is buy them some time.

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You greet Natasha at the tower's entrance with a huge smile plastered on your face.

"Hi, Nat!"

"Hey, [.......]. How was your day?"

"A little hectic. Wanna go for a walk?"

"I would love to but I need to sleep for at least ten hours straight."

You step in front of Natasha as she starts to head inside, "Wait- Uh, did you know walking actually improves energy levels?"

Natasha raises an eyebrow, "What's up with you?"

"Nothing."

"For some strange reason I do not believe that." She holds you in place by your shoulders and steps around you, but you take her arm and try to steer her to the kitchen, your plans are foiled by Lucky and Fanny who bound up to Natasha happily.

"What are Yelena and Kate's kids doing here? Seriously, what is going on?"

"Uhh."

"Insightful."

"I don't know what you're talking about."

She stares you down for a few seconds before suddenly moving towards your shared quarters and only speeds up once she realises you're trying to stop her.

The red head clears the stairs in a few seconds and opens the door, only to be met with pitch black. When she steps through and flicks on the light Wanda, Yelena and Kate jump out from behind the couch and yell "Surprise!".

The look on her face is priceless when she turns to you, "How- when did you-"

"I have my ways."

Natasha pulls you into a tight hug and you hug her back even tighter when you feel a small damp patch forming on your shoulder.

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"Okay, now make a wish!" Yelena says excitedly, the three of you are crowded around the table where the birthday girl sits in front of her cake.

"Alright, alright." She closes her eyes and blows out the candles, which prompts a cheer from everyone in the room.

The five of you all squish onto the couch to watch a movie and eat snacks and cake, with Natasha curled into your side.

"So, did I 'overdo' it?" You ask playfully.

You hear her chuckle, "It was perfect."

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Tysm for readinggg, If you liked it I have more stuff in my masterlist :)). Reqs are open!!

Also, if you saw the unfinished version of this when I posted it by accident, no you did not.

@l0nelyish 👁👁

[missmarveledsblog]

What best friends are for (Bucky Barnes x Reader ) 18+

SUMMARY : When john walker makes off handed remarks about the newest female avenger not taking into the account she is the female best friend of bucky , well it snaps something in the former assassin , when he goes to confess his feeling he catches reader in a situation of her own .

warnings : yes this bitch is a smut so if under 18 do not read . it's a bucky barnes smut that should be warning enough, goofy fluffy smutty fun

"STANK DID YOU EAT THE LAST OF THE POPTART " YN voice called through the compound .

"Ok first of stank really .... that was good but uncalled for second of all before you go blaming me remember point break is the pop tart addict in this household baby avenger " Tony grinned thinking he got away with it little did he know the evidence was all over his black sabbath t-shirt.

" For a genius mind stark you sure are dumb thor's been in new asgard for last 3 months and you've pop tart all over your stupid face and shirt " her foot tapped the floor increasingly annoyed. After her long as mission she just wanted to burrito herself in a blanket eat pop tarts and binge a series or two . Tony praying for a miracle and looking for an exit strategy when his miracle walked in with Steve and nat .

" hey Yn what's wrong " Nat being Nat making sure one Y/N was ok and two well any reason to slap start was welcome .

"Stink ate the last of my poptart " she pouted breaking not only nats heart but Tony miracle escape plan bucky opening his mouth and saving the day .

" come on малышка ( baby girl) . I hid some for you " bucky grinned as her face lit up . Ever since y/n came to the compound he swore life gotten a million times better , this woman who was sarcastic ball of sunshine . It also helped that she's most beautiful woman he's ever seen , spent most of his time making sure he could make that smile happen .

He never believed in love and first sight til she walked into meeting two years ago asking fury " aye nicky where can a girl get some good food around here " . The room went silent Tony being the first to break out laughing the rest following suit some agent paled at the words being so chill with one of the scariest men in the world in their eyes .

......

As now sat in a Burrito cocooned blanket , her eyes couldn't help stealing glances at the beautiful specimen she called a bestfriend the light of life itself and the supplier of a poptart habit that could rival the god of thunder himself .

" I've to tell you something buckshot it kinda of important .... you saved dipshits ass today I could be on the raft by now " he chuckled thinking it was her sense of humour when in fact it was a confession changed because she chickened out midway through , common problem she had around the man .

" yeah I just couldn't deal with the headlines imagine iron man dies due to poptart issue , fellow avenger charged " he tried to hold his laughter .

"Well well well who do we have here " her whole body cringed at the voice behind, there stood John walker America's wish version of Steve Rogers stood his eyes draping over her body , making her want to bathe in a volcano alone .

"Ah the poster child for Chad's everywhere is gracing us with his presence what do we owe the dishonour " y/n smiled so sweetly .

"Yn be nice he only here to collect something for fury " Sam quipped as he walked into the room .

" well buckshot , birdbrain I'm off to soak my troubles away enjoy wannabe cap " they watch her flip john the bird and skipped off not wanting to be in the room any longer making bucky want to pout at the loss of her company ... or at least he thought he wasn't but .....

" you got it bad my man I'd skip a girl like that she nothing but trouble, I could take her for you I'm sure I could handle her better since i am more this time " John stupid mouth began to move while Sam was texting nat to get John size for casket .

" A dame like her doesn't need a dipshit like you and son you couldn't handle her, she would kill you quicker than you could draw you a breath out of your measly body " he snarled as his body stiffened at thought of this man even trying to get her attention .

" FURYS BITCH MR STANK WOULD LIKE YOU TO COME TO THE LAB " .

"YN STOP HACKING F.R.I.D.A.Y BUT ALSO NICE ONE ON THE FURY'S BITCH " Tony voice echoed through the intercom .

"Fucking bitch , nevermind she's lost her chance " John snarled leaving Sam and bucky laughing til the cried .

"Language " .

" really steve " Sam laughing harder than he was before .

"It just slips out but I will admit Yn hacking F.r.i.d.a.y was hilarious I wish I was here to see John or Tony's face " steve couldn't hold the chuckle coming out . Bucky head moving in different direction, that direction was to her , for two years she was in his head non stop and if she wasn't in his head , the two were doing everything together and the countless night he thought of her under him didn't help either .

" I gotta go tell her " suddenly braved he ran to find her , his own thoughts not wanting to waste anymore time . He couldn't think straight knowing john walker or any man could try stake their claim .

As she lay in the tub overjoyed at latest achievement wishing she'd seen John stupid face falter when F.r.i.d.a.y called him furys bitch but also knowing she could get the footage later in the evening . Yet her mind kept wandering to her best friend , how he would cheer her up , make her days brighter and how he made her clenched your thighs . past the point of feeling guilty and becoming wetter as her mind thought about him fucking little pussy hard . nor she couldn't help the hand slipping down between her legs like it had a mind of it own , running it through her folds as thoughts about bucky thrusting in her pussy while a firm grasp lost in her hair , the sickening sound of skin slapping against each other .

"Oh fuck. Fuck yes just like that sarge " she whimpered circling now puffy Clit . moans drowning out the noise of the bedroom door opening as bucky made his way in .

He didn't want to stay but hearing those moans fuck it he felt like he died and went to heaven , angels singing just for him . His body betraying his mind as he opened the bathroom door the sight nearly killed him alone beautiful soaking wet body arched and sweet moans filling the room .

" yess just like that sarge fuck " those moans and sloshing water like a sweet melody to his ears . The sentence that stop her dead in your tracks a deep growl making her eyes flying open " FUCK doll you make a lot of pretty sound but I can make you scream them " . Before she could react bucky kissed as he stripped not wanting to waste a second more . It felt right, like it was normal for them ,something in it it that made sense . Moaning into the kiss she rose from the bath pulling back baring herself for her best friend .

" please bucky " she cried as her lips hit his again .

The clash of tongues and teeth the raw passion hitting both. Knowing the border between bestfriend's was so far away , would need to flight to reach it again . None of it mattered the feelings clear enough in the kiss alone knew this was real .

" please sarge I need you " sweet little kisses down his neck . There and then bucky knew he was never letting go .

" so needy my little baby doll " grinning as he took her nipple in his mouth wanting to hear those moans coming from her mouth like he was addicted to them , fuck he was addicted to her and he was finally getting his fill. Dreams becoming reality kissing down this body, one he dreamt of most nights to keep the nightmares at bay . Each touch giving him the clear sign he was one causing it. her body was his to have and he wasn't giving that up . The smell of her arousal taunting and teasing to send him almost primitively feral . It was sweetest smell that ever filled his nostrils . Jesus he knew it would be sweeter than anything he could or would ever taste , almost like the apple that tempted eve . Kissing soft plush thighs as he took in the vision of her bare pussy staring right at him . It was better than any dream or thought he could ever have .

" please James stop teasing me " .

"What do you want baby doll use your words " he wanted to hear those sweet lips tell him .

" I need to feel you ... touch me, fuck me please sarge " .

That was it he was gone eye so dark with lust as he licked teasingly long stripes of your folds.

" Oh fuck baby doll you taste heavenly " his tongue exploring her folds like it was his sole mission , before his mouth greedily sucked her clit. too good she was sure she drowned in the tub and this was heaven . Crying out in pleasure as the man she was undisputedly in love with devoured her like it was his last meal and first meal all at one . the feeling of his tongue alone had the coil tighten with each movement but when he began to slip a finger in it felt like heaven on earth .

" oh fuck bucky i'm going to ... .hey what the fuck" she cried at the lost of contact , brows furrowed in such confusion .

" im sorry baby but when you cum i wanna feel you on my cock " he chuckled at her desperate whines ." you ready doll i need your words " he beautiful ocean filled eyes stared into her soul and telling him with a little nod.

" please bucky i want you to you to fuck me " pussy clenching at nothing desperately hoping for for some release . the pornagraphic moan that came out of her mouth bucky could of came at that alone, she really didn't understand it , how much of a hold on the man she had from the first time he ever saw her and yet she was gonna find out .

" fuck baby your pussy was made for me so tight you're mine baby no one can fuck this pussy i'm gonna make sure shes ruined for anyone else " he groaned each thrust getting harder and deeper .

" fuck bucky i'm your only yours , i've only ever been yours " she cried in pleasure never feeling something so perfect ,the coil tightening more and more, .

" cum for me baby be my good girl ".

the dirty filth coming from his mouth was enough to push over the edge walls clenching around his cock and screams of pleasure filling the room was enough to send bucky over edge his seed hitting her cervix and painting the walls of her cunt .

the room filled with panting both in their own pleasure filled states as bucky lay beside laying her on his chest so tenderly a completely different contrast in his movement before . he couldn't love her anymore than he did and yet it felt like it was .

" i meant what i said buckshot im yours i dont think i could be with anyone else " she said nuzzling herself further into his neck.

" and i'm yours baby doll i always was that day you walked into the meeting i was a goner " kissing her head then her lips . both hearts feeling complete of love as they both dosed off clung together in perfect bliss .

bonus :

"remind me to add sound proof to her room " a scarred tony walked out out the room .

" so furys bitch i see you were wrong it seems our soldier can indeed handle our little spit fire "nat smirked walking to her room .

" as much as i love that they proved him wrong i am traumatised and steve's been a tomato i think they broke him " sam wince joking as his super soldier friend was blushing beat red .

both following the widows lead and leaving a defeated walker to collect his ego and files wanting to leave as soon as possible.

[delicatebarness]

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Pairings: Bucky Barnes x Romanoff!Reader. Lord James Barnes x Lady Romanoff Reader.

Warnings: Arranged Marriage.

Support: Ko-Fi

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[lives-in-midgard]

You're her entire world

Pairing: Yelena Belova x reader, Bucky Barnes x reader (platonic)

Summary: You finally tell Yelena about your feelings for her.

Word Count: 1225

Request: Bucky telling Reader how obvious it is that Yelena likes them but Yelena is a little shy//nervous to say anything to reader so basically Bucky becomes the match maker? [See full request here]

Prompt 5: “Me and.… are just friends. You’re kidding, right? …. looks at you like you’re their entire world.”

A/N: Thank you for requesting this from my 1K celebration I hope you like it!!

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In the last few weeks, you and Yelena have become closer to each other. You spent a lot of time together and your crush on her grew because of that. She often visited you at the compound or you drove to her apartment. Spending time together also distracted you from worrying about Natasha and Bucky since they were both on a long and difficult mission. Even though you knew you didn’t have to worry about Bucky, you couldn’t help it because he’s your best friend. And Natasha is also one of the best assassins out there, probably even the best, but since Yelena is her sister, she can’t help it either.

So, for the past few weeks you’ve been watching movies or TV shows, visiting some places in New York that Yelena hasn’t seen yet and wanted to see, and when you found out that Yelena can only cook mac and cheese, you had to change that and asked if she would like to cook something with you. You had a lot of fun and Yelena started to really enjoy cooking with you. Yelena and you also really enjoyed being outside at night and watching the stars. Sometimes Yelena would fall asleep almost cuddling with you and resting her head on your chest. This also happened when you had movie nights together, and you loved when that happened.

You love hanging out with Yelena. You love everything about it. Her silly jokes, her sarcastic comments, her laughter, sitting close to each other and having a deep conversation late into the night.

The other Avengers who weren’t on a mission all noticed how close you were. Wanda always smiling at you both and Clint was also very happy that you were having fun together.

You were currently sitting on the couch in the living room at the compound and were discussing what you wanted to watch this time.

“So, what do you want to watch?” You asked as you opened Netflix.

“What would you suggest?” She asked shyly and you smiled at her.

“Hmm, let me think.” You said, looking at your movie watchlist you had on Netflix.

“What about this one? It’s called ‘Little Women’, and I really liked it the first time I saw it.”

“Okay, let’s watch that.” She said and you started to giggle.

“What?” She asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Maybe you should know that there is an actress in this movie who looks a lot like you.”

“Is that why you like this movie?” Yelena said, starting to blush.

“Maybe” You teased.

“Okay...umm, let’s just watch the movie.” Yelena said quietly and you started the movie.

After a while you sat very close to each other, and rested your head on her shoulder while you watched the movie. You were so distracted by the movie that you didn’t even hear the Quinjet land at the compound. You didn’t even notice the elevator door opening behind you.

“Hey you two.” You suddenly heard Natasha say. You both quickly moved away from each other and turned around. You started to smile when you saw Bucky standing there. You got up from the couch and ran to Bucky.

“I’m so glad you’re back safely.”

“I missed you.” Bucky said and wrapped his arms around you. As you hugged him, you heard Yelena walk towards Natasha.

“You’re back sestra! “Yelena said and hugged Natasha.

You decided to let them take a shower, while you finished the movie. After you all had dinner together, Bucky and Natsha told the others about the successful mission. Then Steve suggested to watch a movie. After the movie ended, you went to your room. You had only been there a few minutes when you heard a knock on your door.

“Come in.” You said and Bucky opened the door.

“Hey.” He said with a smile.

“Hey, Buck.” You said, walking up to him with a smile.

“I thought I’d come to you to hear what I missed while I was away.”

“Sure, come on, let’s sit down.” You said and walked over to your bed. Bucky sat down next to you, and you smiled at him.

“So, what do you want to know?”

“Isn’t there something you want to tell me?”

“I don’t know what you mean, Buck?” You said and Bucky chuckled.

“When were you going to tell me that you and Yelena are finally a couple?” Bucky said and you were confused now.

“What no me and Yelena are just friends.”

“You’re kidding right?” Bucky said and you just shook your head, not knowing what to say.

“Yelena looks at you like you’re her entire world.”

“What?” You said nervously.

“It’s so obvious that Yelena likes you too. The way she looks at you tells everything.”

“Are you sure, Buck?”

“Definitely.” You smiled and started telling Bucky everything he missed and how you and Yelena became so close.

“Please promise me that you will tell Yelena about your feelings for her.”

“Okay, I promise, but I don’t know how.”

“Just tell her how you feel and what she means to you.”

“Thanks, Buck. You’re the best.” Bucky started to smile and pulled you closer with his metal arm. You talked for a few more minutes when Bucky decided to look for Steve.

Three days have passed since Bucky and Natasha returned from the mission. You were watching a movie with Bucky, Steve, Natasha, Wanda and Yelena. After the movie ended you talked for a few more minutes until Bucky suddenly said.

“I think I’m heading to my room, I’m already tired.” He said and looked at Steve.

“Yeah, me too.”

“Okay, goodnight, Grandpas.” Natasha said, making the others laugh while Bucky and Steve looked at her annoyed. Before Bucky left the room, he winked at you. Natasha and Wanda stayed for a few minutes and then decided to leave as well. So, now you were alone with Yelena.

“Do you want to watch something?” She asked and you nodded, but then had to think about what Bucky had said. Now was the opportunity to tell Yelena.

“Well, actually there’s something I’ve been wanting to tell you for a while.”

“Of course, go for it.” She said but sounded a little nervous.

“Well, how do I start…” You took a deep breath and Yelena smiled softly at you.

“Yelena, I like you a lot and not just as a friend. My day always gets better when I see you…you mean so much to me.”

“Oh, Y/n, I can’t believe you’re saying that because I feel the same way about you.” She said, making you smile.

“Really?”

“Yeah, I was just too shy to tell you and wasn’t sure if you feel the same way, especially because of my past.” Yelena said, looking away for a second, but then back at you.

“Hey, I know you’ve been through a lot and that doesn’t change anything. I love you for who you are.”

“Thank you for saying that, it means so much to me.”

“So, what are we doing on our first date?” You asked and her smile started to grow, and she spoke, “I think I already have an idea.”

You were so glad that Yelena feels the same way and you can’t wait to see what idea she has for your first date.

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[yelenasdiary]

Do What You Have To Do

Pairing: Biker! Yelena Belova x Fem! Reader

Summary: Months after you made the final decision to leave your girlfriend’s illegal lifestyle, she finds you and she wants answers.

Translations: detka (baby)

Warnings: Angst, depression, isolation, Dark Thoughts, mentions of dark thoughts, language warning, mentions of drinking, mentions of guns | 1.7K

Buying a lakeside house in the mountains of Tahoe to get as far away from your now ex girlfriend and her motorcycle club wasn't easy, but you knew you had to do it. You needed a new start, a new life, a new beginning and as painful as it was, you knew you had to leave everybody you knew and loved behind. Your friends and close family members would never understand your reasonings to leave but it was better for everybody this way, at least that's what you thought. 

You weren't even sure how you got to this point. At first, dating Yelena was like a dream and she made you feel so many things you had never felt before. Fast forward three years later and things weren't the same. You knew exactly what her role in her motorcycle club was, you knew exactly that things were never how they seemed, you knew the activities that went on behind the closed doors of the club. You were simply her old lady; you had a role to play. It was a lifestyle you grew to hate the more you knew about it. 

So, you waited for Yelena to ride off with the others to the bigger clubhouse in Ohio before you packed your belongings and closing the door of what once was your shared home, not a single word to tell Yelena where you were going or why you were leaving, not even a note. That was seven months ago. Seven months ago, you left everything you knew behind, seven months ago since you spoke a single word to anybody you cared about, seven months ago since you left your heart behind. 

You didn't make a name for yourself in your new hometown, you got a job at the local café; adopted a cat from the shelter and kept to yourself the best you could, isolating yourself from everybody around you. Only spoke when spoken too, only smiled when smiled too, only waved if waved too. It was hard to see any form of light at the end of the tunnel, you thought surely by now that Yelena would be worried or anybody for that matter, but you had to remind yourself why you left in the first place. 

Seeing everybody around you look so happy and letting your mind run towards thoughts of how things might be if you weren't there anymore, you were convinced the happiness of those you loved and cared about wouldn't change and maybe that was where the idea to leave first came to mind. 

Eventually you knew that you'd have to give Yelena answers for your decision. Every day you thought about the day you'd see her again, sometimes even thought about sending her a letter but would she even bother reading it? You weren't sure how she was feeling or if she even cared that you had left. That day came one Wednesday afternoon, shortly after you had finished dinner you heard the loud roaring sound of a Harley Davidson rolling up the dirt road of your driveaway. Your heart sunk to your stomach when you stepped onto your front porch and watched the blonde park her bike and remove her helmet. 

"You've done well for yourself" she said as she walked up the four stairs of your front porch with a hint of pain in her voice. You took a deep breath as she came closer, the smell of her perfume mixed with gasoline and cigarettes took you back to the last time you saw her. Just looking into her eyes, you knew she was hiding the hurt you caused. 

"How'd you find me?" You asked, your arms crossed over your stomach. 

"It wasn't easy, but I had Darcy run your old credit card details, found you purchased a place here before you cancelled the card" she replied with a slight frown in her brows. "So, are you going to let me in?" She asked. You nodded and moved aside to allow her to enter your home first. 

She took her time walking down the short hall to the opened living era, she noticed how the walls remained plain, not a single photo frame in sight. The silence was awkward, you were sure what to say but you knew by her body language that Yelena had a lot she wanted to say and all you could thing of was offering her a beer. 

"Do you want a beer?" You asked, watching as she pulled a chair out from the dining table and making herself at home. She only nodded in reply and waited for you to crack open a cold beer for her. 

"Why are you scared?" She asked before sipping her drink, "you're the one who left me without as much as a note!" She added, letting her anger fill her words. 

"I couldn't leave you a note, you know that" you replied without thinking it through. 

"What's that's supposed to mean?" Yelena frowned. 

"Oh, come on, do you really think if I left the more traditional way that you would've let me?" 

"Don't give me that shit, nobody was holding a gun to your head!" Yelena snapped; her eyes full of build up rage from her unanswered questions. Sure, she's raised her voice at you before whenever the two of you had gotten into an argument, but this felt different. 

"Yelena, don't turn this back on me! I left for my own good! I needed too, it was what was best for me" you shot back, remembering the reasons you left. 

"What was best for you? Y/n, you never even spoke to me about any of this! I never knew you wanted to leave! How the fuck did you think I felt huh?" Yelena's eyes searched yours for questions she was yet to ask but she couldn't see past her anger to see the real issue. 

"How long did it even take you to realise I was gone?" You asked her bluntly causing her to sit back in her seat, the room filling with silence once again. "It's been seven months Yelena, so tell me!" You added. The silence answering one of your own questions. 

"I tho-thought you went to visit your grandparents for a while" the biker eventually replied, "I wasn't sure when you left, fuck, I was gone for two weeks on that trip! But when your number was disconnected, I knew you left me" she added before leaning slightly forward, "what happened to us? Why did you leave?" she asked. Her tone was calm, but the pain was still there and for a moment, you lost yourself in her eyes like you always did. 

"Because you left me long before I left" you admitted with tears filling your eyes. "You used to come home to me Yelena, you used to call me to tell me you were okay but then you just stopped. The club became more important, you started risking your life for stupid reasons and the parties? You didn't even look twice at me anymore. That club is your family, and I became your old lady, the one who did your dirty laundry and made you dinner incase you'd come home" you added, letting the stream of tears roll down your face. 

Naturally, Yelena reached for your hands, wishing she had seen the signs before it was too late. "Detka" she spoke softly, the pet name bringing you a sense of comfort like it always did, "why didn't you say something?" She asked. 

"It wouldn't have made a difference Lena, you forgot about me, just like everybody else did. For months I blamed myself, maybe I wasn't good enough, maybe if I involved myself into the club more or maybe if I was more like the other women that things would've been different. I was scared to leave, I know what you and the others do, I know it's not legal…I was scared that if I left you would've made sure I never left again" your words opened Yelena's mind to her behavior, and she hated herself for putting you through this. "I had to leave" you added.

Yelena shook her head in disbelief at the words that left your lips, "are you really telling me that you were scared of me?" she asked, her tone stern to hide the hurt that your feelings had on her. You hated to admit it but you nodded, "can you blame me? You've changed Lena. Ever since Nat stepped back from the club and gave you more responsibilities, you've become distance, cold and yeah, I'm scared" you paused, letting your eyes drop, "I don't know what else to tell you" you added.

After taking a mouthful of her beer and swallowing harshly, Yelena rose from her chair, "Well, I guess that's all I need to know" she replied with another shake of her head before making her way to the front door. You frowned slightly at her actions before following her, "That's it?" you asked, stopping her from taking another step. Yelena stopped and turned slightly to look at you over her shoulder, not enough to make eye contact. 

"There isn't anything to say, you're scared of me and you left without wanting to even leave me a clue to as why. You did this for yourself, you made this new life for yourself. I'm not going to convince you to come back to me, not when you've just admitted that you're scared of me" she paused and turned fully to face you, "I would never, ever put a hand on you or put in any form of danger" she added, a tear rolling down her cheek. 

Maybe you were wrong to leave, maybe you stupidly let your overthinking thoughts get the better of you. You hated to see Yelena look so defeated but for some reason you weren't sure why, you couldn't say a single word in reply. You just watched as she walked out the door and down the stairs before turning to look back at you once more, "I'm sorry you felt that way. I hope you whatever you do, you enjoy it and are happy" she spoke before walking towards her motorcycle. 

You broke, tears filled your eyes as you heard her start up her motorbike one last time, revving it a few times before she took off down the driveway, hearing the distance roaring of her bike leaving you behind just like she did seven months ago.

A part of you left with her that day, a part of you that you wished stayed but you knew that your heart would always belong to Yelena, together or not.

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Thinking about how I went 26 whole years without understanding the celebrity crush thing...then my girlfriend forced me to watch Hawkeye, and Florence Pugh as Yelena Belova turned my entire world upside down. Suddenly, I was devouring all the Bishova fanfics I could find, and my girlfriend doubled down, pulling me into the whole Marvel rabbit hole. Now I’m obsessed with the Marvel women, to the point where I’ve got my own little gay Tumblr dedicated to them and I’m writing my own fanfic. How did it take me this long to discover this world?

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Only writing for this amazing person right now

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Behind the scenes

Meeting the family

Yelena Belova

I'm here, moya lyubov'

Falling slowly || pt.2

[nobodyliterallynobodyy]

The Blood Widow (Intro)

Author Note: Am I the only one that's excited for The ThunderBolts?! Yelena and Bucky are two of my favorite comfort characters!!!

(sorry this is a longer summary, it won't usually be like this but this is just the intro to the story which I will try to post the first chapter of really soon, so keep an eye out!)

Summary: Y/N is subject 019. The first one to survive. The first one to be perfect. Where the first eighteen failed she will thrive. HYDRA created an experiment to combine their two greatest achievements, The Winter Soldier and Yelena Belova, to create the most obedient, ruthless, and deadly assassin the world has seen in a long time since the fall of the Avengers. But what happens when Bucky and Yelena finally come face to face with the mere teen that is a combination of them. A mirror of the twos lowest years of their lives? All Y/N knows is HYDRA. All they know is pain and training and violence. And Bucky and Yelena are their first mission.

Warnings: Gore, violence, possibly torture, PTSD, Y/N going mad?? and of course a lot of angst and fluff to come!!!!

Also, something to note, this not necessarily a BuckyxYelena fan fiction! And nor is it a Yelena or BuckyxReader fan fiction in anyway that isn't familial. thanks babes! <3

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Pairings: Natasha Romanoff x Hydra Agent Reader & Yelena Belova x Reader (Platonic)

Warnings ⚠️: Strangers to Friends to Enemies, Major Death, Blood, Brainwash, Mentions Of Abuse, Mentions Of Drowning, Height Difference, Slight Age Difference, Murders, Weapons, Powers, Shooting, Angst & No Happy Ending

Pet Names/Nicknames: Darling & Natty

Word Count: 2,511

Italics = Past

Y/N had been living in captivate for years. Forced to serve Hydra, a powerful organization led by a man named Baron Strucker, Y/N had been under their control since she was a child. Y/N was gifted with powers unlike any other, and Hydra had discovered this and had used her to complete their missions and succeed at their evil objectives. Her powers were Nanite Infusion, Retractable Claws, Amphibious, Technopathy and Acrobatic.

Before any of this stuff happened Y/N was a normal girl living in a normal town or that's what people thought. She had gotten all these powers when she was just 3 years old. Her parents had hid her away from the outside world to protect her and other people. Her room was in the basement when she had gotten the powers. Her parents moved her room down into the basement so the neighbors wouldn't hear stuff breaking or Y/N screaming.

It all changed though when a new family moved next door to Y/N's 3 years later. Y/N had watched from the basement window as two young girls helped their parents move stuff into the house. One had red hair and blue tips while the younger one had blonde hair. Y/N was confused cause the two girls looked nothing like their parents. She'd watch them everyday playing outside in the rain, splashing in the puddles or watch them swim in their pool when it was hot outside. She'd watch the two get in the yellow thing in the mornings and get off a yellow thing in the afternoon. She always wondered what that thing was that dropped the two girls off every day except for two.

It was summer again and the two girls were playing outside giggling and having fun as Y/N watched when someone landed in front of the window she was watching out of. Y/N tried reaching for it but the window stopped her from doing so. The older one of the two rushed over and kneeled down causing Y/N to freeze in place. Natasha looked up to see Y/N looking at her causing her to smile before waving. Y/N gasped before she fell off the boxes she was standing on. She landed on the couch before rolling off it and hiding in front of it. The blonde haired girl had rushed over and looked through the window.

The next day Y/N was sitting on the couch when there was a knock on the basement window causing her to jump. She turned around to see the redheaded girl waiting. Y/N was about to scramble off the couch and hide but the girl held a piece of paper up to the window. Y/N squinted her eyes before frowning causing the redheaded girl to frown as well. Y/N watched as the older girl wrote something down before putting it up to the window. Y/N just stared at the girl causing her to sigh before standing up and walking away. After a couple minutes Y/N heard the basement door open before quick footsteps. She looked up to see her parents and the two girls in front of them. Y/N looked at her parents before they left without saying a word. 

The blonde haired girl had run over and hugged Y/N tightly. Y/N squealed as she started pushing the younger girl off her. "You're even cuter up close" the younger girl shouted out as she giggled. "I'm Yelena by the way what's your name" the blonde said as she got off Y/N before sitting on the couch. Y/N looked between the two girls before frowning. "Can you not speak" the redheaded girl said and Y/N shook her head no. "I can teach you, my name's Natasha but my family and friends call me Natalia" the older girl said before walking over and sitting on the other side of Y/N.

The three spent every day together. Natasha and Yelena helped Y/N how to read, write and talk. Even though it took some time they got there. One night though when Natasha and Yelena were sleeping over people broke into the house and killed Y/N's parents before heading down to the basement. "Who has the powers" One of them muttered out and one of the others pointed in the middle of the bed. "Her she has the powers take the other two to dreykov he'll be glad to have fresh meat" The one said and the other nodded before walking over and injecting the three with something so they wouldn't wake up. The man with the red octopus patch on his right shoulder lifted Y/N up while the other two lifted Natasha and Yelena up.

Y/N had become an experiment for Hydra. Getting tested on so they know what powers she had and how they worked. They'd cut her up and watch as her wounds instantly heal up. When they looked closer they realized that they were nanites that flow through her blood repairing any damage done to the body, providing fast healing, and increasing strength and durability. They'd try to drown her but due to her Amphibious powers she was able to breathe just as much as she could above water. They'd force her to bring out her claw before chopping them off causing blood to seep out every time. She was made into a soldier at the age of 9  being brainwashed to not remember her past. The only  thing that remained with her from her past was a puzzle piece necklace that had the word friends engraved in it. Every time she asked about the necklace she'd always be brainwashed.

Y/N was sent on a mission to steal data from the Avengers Compound. "You better not mess this up or you'll regret it Y/N" Baron said and Y/N nodded her head. "I won't mess up I promise" Y/N said causing Baron to nod before handing her something. "What is this" Y/N questioned before looking back up at the man. "It's a USB it'll download every single file from the computer" he said and Y/N nodded before rushing off. Y/N grabbed hold of her necklace before breathing in and out.

Y/N had arrived at the Avengers compound at night. She had disarmed the security alarms and J.A.R.V.I.S before sneaking into the compound. She made her way through it using her flexibility to maneuver through the halls. Once she reached the computer room the snuck into it before heading to one of them. She took out the USB and stuck it into the computer. She watched as the computer started downloading stuff. As she waited the lights turned on causing her to shield her eyes. "Stop what you're doing" a female voice said and Y/N looked over to see a redheaded woman holding a gun up to her. "Step away from the computer and put your hands up" the woman said and Y/N looked between her and the computer to see it's almost done downloading. "Why don't you drop your gun first then I'll back away from the computer" Y/N said causing the woman to chuckle causing Y/N to shiver. Why did that chuckle sound so familiar she had thought before looking at the computer. She shook her thoughts away before yanking out the USB and running to the other side as the redhead started shooting at her. The woman cursed before rushing towards Y/N. The woman chased Y/N through the halls before taking a short cut. She tackled Y/N to the ground causing Y/N to wince. "Drop the USB now" the woman said and Y/N struggled before looking down at the gold necklace that was dangling from her neck. Y/N looked back up before her eyes widened in shock. "Natty" Y/N muttered out causing Natasha to freeze before loosening her grip on Y/N. Y/N took the chance to claw Natasha's arm causing Natasha to cry out in pain. Y/N got out from under Natasha's grip and darted out of the compound. Natasha looked down at her arm to see blood running down her arm from the claw mark before looking down at the ground to see the USB laying there broken.

Y/N made her way back to the Hydra hideout before reaching into her pocket. Her eyes widened in shock as she started to panic. "No no no no" Y/N said as she was about to turn around and rush back to the compound. "Y/N welcome back did you get the Data" One of the soldiers said causing her to look up in fear. "You lost it didn't you, Baron's not going to be happy" the soldier said as he grabbed Y/N's wrist. Y/N stood her ground causing the soldier to look at her. "Y/N" the soldier warned but Y/N screamed before slicing through the soldier's helmet and slicing his face up. "God damnit you bitch" the soldier shouted as he contacted more soldiers to come help him. The soldiers arrived and surrounded Y/N. "Y/N don't make this difficult on yourself" a voice said causing Y/N to freeze in place as she looked up to see Baron walking towards her.

"Did you bring it" he asked and Y/N looked down. Y/N heard him sigh before she was slapped across the face hard. "What did I tell you if you didn't bring it back" Baron said and Y/N felt tears roll down her face. "That I'd get punished" Y/N muttered out before she was knocked out.

Meanwhile at the compound Natasha was wrapping up her arm when Yelena came rushing in. "Natasha what happened" Yelena said and Natasha looked up. "Nothing I couldn't handle I'm fine" Natasha said and Yelena rolled her eyes. "Why are you always so stubborn" Yelena said and Natasha scoffed as she got off the medbay bed. "Please tell me what happened Natasha" Yelena pleaded as she followed her sister. Natasha stopped before turning around to face Yelena. She looked around before looking back at her younger sister. "I think I saw Y/N I think she was the one who broke into the compound" Natasha muttered out causing Yelena to frown. "But she's been gone for years how can you be so sure it was her who broke in" Yelena whispered out and Natasha frowned. "You're right guess it wasn't her my mind is just probably playing games on me" Natasha sighed out as she gripped her arm. "Come on let's go get some food" Yelena said and the two walked towards the kitchen.

Y/N woke up in a cell and winced as she looked down at her arms to see dry blood. Her eyes widened in shock realizing her powers to heal weren't working. "If you're wondering why you're not healing you have a power dampener around your neck. Baron said causing Y/N to reach up and feel a metal collar around her neck. She looked up to see Baron leaning against the metal bar door smirking. "Told you you'd regret it " he snickered before backing up. Y/N got up before rushing over just to be stopped by chains causing her to fall to the ground as she screamed out. "You'll be in here for a while so get used to it" he said before leaving as Y/N started crying.

It had been weeks since Y/N was in the cell. Y/N had suddenly woken up when there was an explosion. She looked up when she heard rapid footsteps. A few of the hydra soldiers rushed to her sell and unlocked the door. The one that was holding the keys rushed over and unlocked Y/N's chains and the collar around her neck. "Bad move asshole" Y/N muttered out as she wrapped her legs around his neck and broke it. She stood up and stumbled forward a bit but shook it off before rushing towards the others and killing them as well. She looked down at her arms to see them heal but not completely causing her to have scars all down her arms. She made her way out of the building before stopping to see the Avengers rushing in and fighting the hydra soldiers. Y/N turned around to see Baron glaring at her while in a helicopter that was about to fly away. "Kill them" he mouthed and Y/N smiled. "I'm done running" she mouthed back as she heard that voice again.

"Any last words" Natasha asked Y/N as she held her gun up towards Y/N who slowly turned around. Y/N smiled before dropping to her knees. "Thank you Natalia for being my best friend all those years ago" Y/N said causing Natasha's eyes to widen in shock before she dropped her gun causing the others to look at her. To Natasha it felt like time was moving slowly when she started running towards Y/N. Before she was even close to Y/N, Y/N was shot in the back of the head by one of the hydra soldiers. Natasha cried out before collapsing to the ground and catching Y/N. "Darling no wake up please please wake up I can't lose you again" Natasha cried out as Yelena dashed over and dropped down into the snow covered ground. "Y/N please you can't leave us" Yelena sobbed out as she grabbed hold of Y/N's face. Blood was slowly rolling down Y/N's face as her eyes were glazed over. The light in her eyes had disappeared and Yelena broke out into a sob. Natasha pulled Y/N up and held her against her chest as she rested her forehead on top of Y/N's head. Yelena looked up at her older sister who was silently crying. "I hate that I wasn't able to tell her how much I loved her Yelena I hate myself for not rescuing her, I hate myself for not realizing it was her sooner I could have helped her break free and tell her that I was in love with her" Natasha whispered out her voice cracking.

"Natasha we have to go" Steve said as he tried to grab Natasha's shoulder but Yelena stood up and shoved him away. "Stay away from them" Yelena growled out causing the others to look at her in shock. "Easy Yelena were not going to separate them" Tony said but Yelena glared at him. "Do what you're supposed to do and leave us alone" Yelena shouted before she threw all of her weapons and Natasha's to the ground in front of them. "We are done fighting we've lost everything and everyone we've loved we are done do you hear me" Yelena shouted before she turned around and walked back to her sister and friend.

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[natasharswifey]

I'm in desperate need of fic ideas (ignoring my WIPS) anyone have any requests/beloved headcanons for Nat, Yelena or Maria?

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It's just pretend right? ( Bucky barnes x reader ) part 6

summary : revelations and secrets are finally revealed as kitty comes to terms with everything she thought she knew and was about to know and well once one avenger is attack well it's an attack on them all as the team visit the ranch .

warnings : this is a happier part sad but happy and sort of goofy

previous part

“ she not the only one , gonna need a little more than that terminator “ tony called his eyes locked on screen as friday was running it’s test on the dart . 

“ jessie , he was like her only he knows he’s adopted just not all of it ,  but her dad he said he was the same as her , it’s not what it looks like he’s not hydra not fully he’s a double agent  look it hard to explain either he or fury can explain the dynamics but we’re going to have to run some test make sure he doesn’t burst into flames” bucky explained placing her on the cot .

“ or shooting vines … oh yeah she does that too  so i guess we’re going to have to see what else our girl body is hiding from her and us “ tony said as their heads shot in his direction . 

“ why couldn’t she be just be the normal one , healthy family life but nope it’s like become an avenger and the trauma follows “ nat mumbled checking over her once more ignoring bucky. “ oh give it over “ she pushed him away .

“ stop fighting over me it gonna give me big ego like stark” she groaned 

“ hey Look she ok “ tony rolled his eyes . 

“ other than my life was a lie and my brother could be whatever i am what is going on and who is after me  “ she sat up as nat and Bucky helped her .

“ well hydra is after You , you brother well who might be your brother is from same lab rest i don't know fury kept his lips tight on this one and well  seems as they want you back” tony explained .  

“ that is just magical no seriously this fan fucking tastic” she scoffed. 

“ maybe let your dad explain “ nat smiled sadly .

 “ i will, you wanna Test My blood right ?” She looked to to tony who nodded . “ well lets do this first “ she pulled her sleeve up  looking down at her  arms  remembering what it was that came from them . 

“ how did you get your abilities how did they start” tony asked pulling the kit out from . 

“ you Dont have to tell him doll” bucky squeezed her should he could feel her tense , could hear the breath that got  caught In her throat . 

“ no its fine erm my cousin , terror twins we call them well they told me jessie was hurt climbing Into a water tower, they said It was accident but they pushed me in and  i thought i was going to drowned … no one was going to find me  then it came Like i just felt this feeling like building and building i thought  It … It was me dying  then boom fire to point all the water turned into steam that steam well   Actually did nearly kill me no oxygen And  i was in a coma for like a month , they laughed when i cried now everytime I see their stupid faces i remember like im trapped in that water tower “ she sniffled . “ nat and fury only people after family to know that well tony And steve cause a file that wasn't suppose to exist “ she laughed dryly Wiping  tears from her eyes . 

“ kitty” she turned To see her Dad and maybe he didn't expect it but she ran into his arms . She could see it , see that guilt and yet That Unconditional love in his Eyes . 

“ papa you need to tell me the truth The whole truth please”  she looked up at him and suddenly it was like looking down at the little girl he put to bed so many times after nightmares  or scared of monsters under the bed .

“ best sit down , please know this before i tell you this kitty none of it was fake for me  not one second did i think of you any different then my daughter” he smiled sadly . 

“ maybe we should give them space to do this “ nat winced , she knew  , steve knew and bucky knew . 

“ but i wanna … fine” tony pouted following the widow out while bucky squeezed her shoulders . 

“ i was in the military that part was true and i was good  , so good i caught the attention of shield who wanted me to work for them  , it was no brainer  whether to take the job or not really it was probably one of quickest yes  i said in my life first  they told me a baby was found little boy taking out of lab would we care for him and we said yes actually your mother said it  we got jessie then a few years later actually jessie was eight and the twin well were 6 and then nick fury came to me a mission so classified that not even the director alexander pierce knew it was going down , he said they found a lab pierce didn’t wanna bother with it but fury well couldn’t let it go so i went undercover pretended i wanted to be hydra said it was the future shit like that , they believed me  i’d send in the intel to fury and work in some lab one night they got this woman i and she had most beautiful baby girl i ever seen  , the lady fought she said she couldn’t do it again but they killed her so i called fury the raid happened and he slipped me out the back told me take this baby and not to stop for anyone he would come when he could so i did i brought you home and your mama she fell in love with you i went back and we told pierce everything and left out the part of you fury burned the place down so they would think you went with it  we got promoted i stayed for couple of years then i retired said i would help with the kids and ranch wanted to watch you grow up and that wasn’t a lie” he looked at her she could see it all in his eyes  . 

“ why didn’t you tell me , why didn’t fury tell me  was that how he found me in new york? “ she asked . 

“ i called him new places and that gift of your never did work so i asked him make sure you weren’t locked in a lab somewhere like .. “ 

“ E.T” She chuckled. 

“ jessie mom i don’t know if you both got same mama , she was pretty like you “ he held her face. 

“ then how come they won’t accept me ? they accepted jessie ? “ she asked softly . 

“ because your grandfather left everything in your name and their vultures …. Thanks  young man “ she turned to see tony letting her grandmother in . 

“ i like her … shit sorry i leave you too it … touching stuff really sorry for doubting you “ tony waved as he left . 

“ stop listening you over grown toddler” she yelled. 

“ couldn’t hear you “ his voice rang out over intercom of the jet . 

“ this is weird airplane” her grandmother looked around . 

“ ok back to it  the old guy left everything to her “ 

“ TONY “ 

“ Fine i’ll stop listening “ not that she believed that. 

“ yes as voice said he left it to you  most of it all is a bit of exaggeration some for jess and the twin not the horrible ones   cause you guys cared even still you write me every week telling me of your stories although i don’t like the gods part there’s only one of him “ she sat down . 

“ maybe wait before bring loki and thor here?” she whispered to her dad who nodded in agreement. 

 “ that’s why they pushed me in that water tower” she gasped . 

“ they heard  your grandpa talking with his lawyer “ her dad confirmed . 

“ you know no matter what they say your our kitty right? “ her grandmother asked . 

“ i do i’m sorry i ran off earlier  i mean it’s a lot still in tbh “ she winced . 

“ good now go say sorry your poor mother is beside herself in there “ her grandmother swatted her arm sending her to her feet  and kept swatting as she walked out the door to the house . 

“ hey stop .. can’t get around my ass  OWWW … sorry ma’am “ she yelped after the woman pinched her arm . “ stop laughing stank” she grumbled . 

She walked into the kitchen and seen her mama sitting and she felt instant guilt yes they did keep a lot from her  and yeah she was still right to feel  betrayed but giving the other outcome she did really have a great childhood and they didn’t treat her differently even with her gift they still treated her with same love and care  probably more so .

“ mama “ she smiled as the woman looked up rushing toward her honestly kitty was surprise how she still had tears left .

“ i’m sorry really baby we just wanted to keep you safe” she cried . 

“ i know now , i’m sorry for scaring you … also think your moms more lively then she letting on “ she whispered last part . 

“ hey pyro on the prairie your gonna wanna here this “ tony called . 

“ jesus what now is my birth parent actually aliens “ she scoffed  as she , izzy and her mom walked in just as jack and jessie walked in carrying cassies things . 

“ hey good timing this concerns you to  … bruce let them have it ?” tony called. 

“ hey kiddo you ok “ bruce voice came out the phone . 

“ i mean as well as i can come on lay it on me are me and jessie ET” she sighed . 

“ actually no  your from earth but hey wouldn’t be surprising giving it all really ..” 

“ today big little guy “ tony huffed. 

“ well you and jessie are sibling  you share the same dad , his mom died giving birth  and well your actually related to another member of the team “ bruce explained . 

“ please don’t say it bucky .. i mean i may be from south but not that far down south “ she grimaced . 

“ no it’s not bucky or steve actually it’s nat it would appear you two share same mother “ . 

“ holy shit i had dirty dreams about my little sisters sister “ jack blurted out .

“ please say i’m adopted too “ izzy face scrunched up in disgust as she stood away from her twin . 

“ your birth father well he was also part of nats life” bruce  went more quietly . 

“ shit bruce are you my dad” she gasped. 

“ do i look old enough to be your…. Nevermind actually turns out alexei shostakov is who your birth father “ bruce called . 

“ i did not see that coming “ nat mouth fell open 

“ wait the dude that pretended to be your dad then … you have got to be shitting me really?  Can we not pretend it was an alien “ she whined. 

“ sorry kiddo we’ll see you guys soon “ he hung up . 

“ what do he mean see you soon” she turned to tony. “ who’s we “ . 

“ the team hey your one of us mean priority is to stop whoever’s after you “ tony shrugged. 

“ i knew we had a sisterly bond” nat smirked . 

“ so my dad is guy that sold you?” jessie finally spoke up as nat nodded .” what the shit “ he sighed . 

“ i know right but you got two adoptive sister lets hope you didn’t have dirty thoughts about nat too “ she winced. 

“ nah i like that wanda chick we ain’t related to her in anyway are we?” he asked. 

“ ok moving on from that how the hell is alexei my dad?” she asked  . 

“ i’ll see if yelena can find out” nat pulled out her phone . “ hey lena we got more siblings “ she called walking out the room . 

 “ really no sign of being et “ she asked . 

“ sorry kitty cat “ tony patted her shoulder .  

Honestly she couldn’t believe one simple trip home well would result in all of this , nat being her sister  and the widows host/adoptive dad being her birth father and her being a lab experiment for hydra just tied it all in a neat bow serious how she wasn’t in a padded room albeit there was still time for that . she also had the team coming to the ranch in matter of hours and now she was hiding in her room trying to make sense of it all . 

“ come in “ she called as the knock on her door snapped her from her thoughts 

“ just wanted to check see you were ok “ bucky poke his head in .

“  i’m ok i think it still doesn’t feel real like this is so crazy all in a day i find out i’m adopted , nats my sister  so is yelena in a way which also mean i’m not even american right?  Oh god  what is my life” she fell on her bed staring at the ceiling. 

“ an your not an alien “ he pointed out . 

“ i was kinda hoping for that” she sighed . 

“ well turned out alexei volunteered for some red room / hydra thing back in the day before they severed ties  now he’s gushing about how his boy and his girls are well you know ” . 

“ yeah i think jessie would actually shoot him “ she laughed . 

“ he does want to meet you but nat told him that was up to you and to give you time  but yelena is on her way “ he said. “ she heard someone attacked and well “ 

“ she is very all for family “ she nodded. 

“ yeah jacks currently have a identity crisis asking is nat his sister too “  he lay beside her. 

“ bet you didn’t think this was going to happen when you agree to be my fake boyfriend “ she snorted honestly it had to be a joke right . 

“ i was thinking alien too cause doll you are out of this world “ he smirked as she broke out into laughter. 

“ oh my god you did not just say that  and steve said you were a ladies man sure you weren’t the dork back then “ .

“ you doubting my skills “ he sat up leaning over her . 

“ yes after that yess” she laughed alittle and yet she leaned up . 

They were mere inches apart before a banging on the door . 

“ hey teams here” nat yelled as bucky fell back . 

“ COME ON “ she yelled so close and yet so far . 

“ we could pretend to be asleep “ bucky groaned getting off the floor . 

“ nah nats waiting” she huffed. 

“ she’s right i am come onnn” nat sang . 

“ to be continued “ she winked before heading out the door .  

“ thanks natalia “ bucky groaned as the widow snorted . 

“ sorry barnes maybe  you can woo my little sister… so fun to say “ she smirked .

part 7

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[delicatebarness]

winters widow | chapter ix

Summary: In the aftermath of the devastating attack on Winter's Reach, The White Wolf awakes.

Warning: Mentions of previous Sexual Assault. Violence. Murder. Trauma and Revenge.

Word Count: 1752

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Winter’s Reach was left strained in the aftermath of the attack. The once grand halls echoed the grim task of assessing the damage and planning its repairs. Lord James paced back and forth inside the council room, his face a mask of determination. The Reach’s advisors gathered around the long table, his father at the head as they gathered around the long table. Their voices were hushed as they discussed the damaged and necessary steps to recovery.

“The eastern walls are breached,” an advisor reported, his voice weary. “We lost a significant portion of our defenses. Rebuilding will take weeks– if not months.” 

Lord James’ mind was elsewhere, barely registering the advisor's words. His heart ached for you, the sight of you broken and terrified still haunted him. He had been by your side every moment since, trying to comfort you, but he was helpless against the darkness that claimed your spirit. 

Another advisor spoke up, his voice hesitant. “My lord, we must also address the matter of the attacker who… who violated Lady Romanoff.” 

The gravity of the words hung heavy in the air as the room fell silent. Lord James stopped pacing, his eyes darkened with a dangerous fury. Turning on his heel, he faced the advisor, fist clenching at his sides. 

His fists slammed down on the table, the sound echoing through the chamber. “I will not rest until they pay for what they’ve done.” Lord James spat, his voice trembling with rage. 

Uneasy glances were exchanged between the advisors, unsure of how to respond to Lord James’ outburst. Lord Barnes, James’ father, and more seasoned commander cleared his throat and spoke carefully.

“James, we understand your pain and anger. But, we must remain focused on rebuilding and ensuring the safety of Winter’s Reach. Vengeance, while justified, cannot cloud your judgment or priorities.” 

“Very well, Father,” Lord James’ said, his voice firm but laced with pain. “We will rebuild, strengthen our defenses. Winter’s Reach needs us now more than ever.” 

The advisors and his father nodded in agreement, their resolve matched that of their young lord. Together, they turned their focus back to the tasks at hand, determined to store Winter’s Reach. 

However, Lord James had his own plan simmering in his mind. As the council continued to discuss logistics and strategy, he excused himself, claiming he needed a moment to clear his mind. Understanding the weight of the situation, the advisors and his father did not question his departure. 

Once outside the council chambers, Lord James made his way down to the kennels. Fierce and loyal, the wolves sensed his approach and stirred restlessly. His heart was heavy but resolute as he selected the strongest, most capable among them. With his wolves at his side, he ascended the stairs to your chambers. 

He paused at the threshold, the scent of fear lingered in the air, and memories of the last time he entered flooded his mind as his heart ached. Sensing their master’s turmoil, the wolves whined softly. Steeling himself, Lord James entered the room, guiding the wolves to the torn nightgown and the blood-stained sheets. He waited for them to pick up the scent, their keen noses twitching as they locked onto the trail. 

Leading them out of the Reach and into the night, he was satisfied that they had the scent. Hanging high in the sky, the full moon cast an eerie glow over the landscape. Lord James rode Alpine with purpose, the wolves beside him, their eyes glowing with a predatory gleam. 

As they made their way through the forest, the scent grew stronger, leading them closer to the one who had brought such pain and devastation. Lord James’ resolve hardened with every step Alpine took. 

The soft padding of the wolves’ paws and the rustle of leaves under hooves, were the only sounds against the night. He felt a cold, fierce determination settling over him, he would avenge you, and he would bring the attacker to justice. 

The wolves moved deeper into the first as the scent grew stronger. Their keen senses led them unerringly toward their quarry. Soon, Lord James’ came upon a small clearing where a campfire flickered weakly. Eerie shadows cast across the surrounding trees.

Hunched over and muttering to himself, was the man who had shattered the peace of Winter’s Reach. Looking up, his eyes widened with fear as he sensed the presence of the wolves, a moment before he saw Lord James. 

“You stole something from me,” Lord James spoke, his voice a low, dangerous growl under his mouth guard. 

Panic flickered across the man’s face as he scrambled to his feet. “I don’t even know who the fuck you are.” 

Dismounting Alpine, Lord James took a step forward, his gaze cold and unyielding as he removed the mouth guard. “The White Wolf.” 

Fear dawned in the attacker’s eyes as recognition flickered within them. But, it was too late. The Lord raised a hand to his lips and let out a sharp, piercing whistle. Eyes glinting in the moonlight, the wolves sprang into action. 

With no time to react, the wolves were upon the man, their teeth bared and growls ferocious. He screamed, the sound of pure terror, as the wolves dragged him to the ground. Lord James watched, a smirk etched across his lips as his face contoured into a mask of grim satisfaction. 

He approached the writhing figure on the ground, watching as the wolves tore into the man, their fury matched Lord James’ own. The sound of his screams echoed throughout the forest, yet there was no one to hear them, no one to come save the man from the retribution of the White Wolf and his pack. 

Standing over the scene, Lord James’ heart was heavy but resolute. He had vowed to you that he would protect you, to avenge you, and now he had taken the first step toward fulfilling his promise. 

With a final commanding whistle, Lord James called the wolves off as the attacker’s screams eventually began to face. The wolves obediently retreated, their muzzles stained with blood, and their eyes glinting with the same predatory gleam. 

Looking down at the motionless figure on the forest ground, the wolves stood watch, their breaths visible in the cold midnight air. They maintained a protective circle around their master. 

His mind was a tumult of rage and sorrow, and he stared down at the attacker– The man who had stolen from the one person he loved most. For that, he deserved no mercy.

Lord James knelt beside the man with a cold determination. His hand gripped the hilt of his sword, and he unsheathed it with a steely resolve. The blade reflected the light of the moon, illuminating the unyielding resolve in Lord James’ eyes. 

“This is for the pain you caused,” he whispered, carrying a weight of his anger and grief. “For the innocence you stole, for the fear you instilled, and for the life you shattered.” 

Barely conscious, the man looked up at the lord with terror-filled eyes. Lord James raised his sword as the man tried to speak, to plead, but no words came. His blade was poised to strike.

“For Winter’s Reach,” he murmured, his voice unwavering. “For my lady.” 

With a swift, decisive motion, James brought his sword down. Cutting cleanly, the blade served the attacker’s head from his body. 

The forest fell silent. The only sound remaining was the faint rustle of leaves in the breeze.

His breath came in ragged gasps as the reality of what he had done settled over him, as he stood. He had exacted his revenge, taking a life, and in doing so, had upheld the honor of Winter’s Reach. Yet, his victory felt hollow, his actions pressing heavily on his soul. 

Nuzzling him in silent support, the wolves came to Lord James’ side as they sensed the shift in his demeanor. Sheathing his sword, Lord James’ gaze lingered on the lifeless body for a moment long before turning away. Nodding down at the eldest of the wolves. 

“Home,” he said softly to the wolves, his voice heavy as he mounted Alpine once more that night. 

The lord’s thoughts were consumed with you as he made his way back to the Reach. He thought of the pain you had endured and the healing that still lay ahead. He knew the journey was far from over, but for now, he had done what he needed to do. 

As he approached Winter’s Reach, the sight brought a sense of bittersweet relief. He had avenged you, but now he faced the challenge of helping you head, the rebuilding of trust and security that had been so brutally taken from you. 

Entering the grounds, the wolves still at his side, he guided them back to the kennels and settled Alpine back in her stable. He made his way to his chambers, pausing outside the door, steadying his breath before stepping inside. 

Sitting by the window, your gaze distant and haunted. You turned to see him standing there, and a flicker of understanding crossed your face. Suspicion of what he had done, the justice he had sought in the darkness of the forest Yet, you chose not to comment, the silent acknowledgment passing between you. 

Lord James moved to be by your side, his voice gentle and reassuring. “You should get some rest, my love,” he softly urged, his eyes full of concern and love.

The weight of exhaustion lay heavily on your shoulders as you nodded. You moved slowly to the bed and settled in. Lord James watched you for a moment, as he respected your space, he longed with the desire to comfort you, to hold you close. He knew you needed time, and rest to begin healing. 

The flickering flames of the fireplace cast a warm glow over the room as he sat in the nearby chair. He kept watch, his eyes never straying far from you as you lay in bed, drifting into an uneasy sleep. 

The night had been long and harrowing, but in the quiet of his chambers, there was a sense of fragile peace. Lord James vowed silently to himself that he would ensure that the future held nothing but light and love for both of you. He would stand by you, and protect you, and as the dawn broke over Winter’s Reach, he promised a new beginning, a glimmer of hope in the wake of the darkness that had passed.

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Natasha to Yelena: What are you like 5?

Yelena: Yeah 5 feet taller than you *She said sarcastically*

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Natasha *Dying of laughter*:

Yelena:

(Yelena is such a small baby🤏🤏🤏)

[lives-in-midgard]

Fake it till you make it

Pairing: Yelena Belova x reader

Summary: After you lied to someone about dating Yelena, you ask her to be your fake girlfriend for the Avengers party.

Word Count: 1180

Request: Reader asks that because she told the guy who wants to date her she already has a date and she knows he would find out during the party that it’s not true. [See full request here]

Prompt 10: “Can you please pretend to be my date? Just this time.”

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Yesterday you came back from a mission with the Avengers and were now standing outside of the compound, enjoying the good weather. In about an hour there will be a meeting about the mission that you all successfully completed. Your friend and crush Yelena Belova will also come here for the meeting, and you are looking forward to seeing her again.

“Hey, y/n.” You heard someone say behind you. You turned around and saw that it was Bryan, a shield agent you had worked with a few times. At first, he was very kind to you, but after a while he started flirting with you and didn’t want to leave you alone even though you said you weren’t interested in going on a date with him.

“Hey, Bryan.” You greeted him, trying to be friendly.

“You look really beautiful.” He suddenly said and you made a step away from him.

“You know there is this Stark party on Friday and I thought we could go there together as a date?”

“Oh, I actually have other plans.” You said.

“Come on, this will be fun. We can also have dinner before the party, and I can show you my apartment later.” He said with a smirk, and you started to feel uncomfortable.

“No, I already have a date.” You suddenly said without thinking it through.

“You have a date? Who? I thought you were single.” He asked, not believing what you just said.

“Well, no, I’m dating someone.” You paused for a moment as you noticed Yelena driving over with her motorcycle.

“I’m dating Yelena Belova…she’s my girlfriend.” You lied, surprised by your own answer.

“You’re dating Belova?” He asked and you nodded.

“Yeah, you can see it yourself on Friday.” You immediately regretted what you said because how can you ask Yelena to be your date?? You have to go there with Yelena, otherwise he wouldn’t believe you and probably won’t leave you alone.

“Okay, I’m curious.”

“I have to go.” You said and walked away. You went into the compound and searched for Yelena. You had to ask her as soon as possible. You quickly found her in the living room talking to Natasha.

“Hey, Yelena, can we talk?”

“Sure, what’s up?” She said with a smile.

“Can we talk in my room please?” You asked and Yelena looked at Natasha for a second and then went with you your room.

“Is everything okay?” Yelena asked nervously.

“You know that there is this Stark party on Friday, right?” You asked and Yelena nodded. Then you had to pause because you didn’t know what to say next or how to explain that you need her to pretend to be your girlfriend.

“I... I “ You started, but weren’t sure what to say.

“Hey, what’s wrong, you’re scaring me.”

“I need you to be my date on that party and pretend to be my girlfriend.” You quickly said and Yelena was confused.

“Could you please be my fake girlfriend?” You said and when Yelena didn’t say anything, you got nervous.

“I don’t know if that’s a good idea.”

“Can you please pretend to be my date? Just this time.” You said and Yelena thought about it.

“Okay, fine, but you have to tell me why.” She said and you told her everything, starting from the day that shield agent started making you uncomfortable. Yelena listened and got mad because of this Agent wouldn’t leave you alone. She promised to play your girlfriend, so he would believe it.

The time passed quickly and suddenly it was the day of the party. You and Yelena meet before the party to discuss the do’s and don’ts, so that neither of you would feel uncomfortable.

You walked down the stairs with Yelena next to you, feeling a little nervous. Before you went to join the others, she looked at you with a smile and reached for your hand. When Yelena took your hand, you were no longer nervous. You actually felt so safe next to her.

When you entered the room, everyone was already in party mode. Everyone was dancing, singing or had a drink at the bar. Everyone had fun and enjoyed the time. As you and Yelena walked to the bar where Natasha was, you saw Bryan looking at you and Yelena. Yelena noticed where you were looking and when she saw Bryan, she suddenly cupped your cheek and kissed you softly.

“I think he believes it now.” She said and you got a little sad because she only kissed you, so he would think you’re dating.

“Yeah” You said and walked over to Natasha.

“Wow, you two are taking this fake dating very serious.” Natasha said with a grin.

“Of course, we do.” Yelena said and Natasha chuckled. You sat next to Yelena, holding her hand and sometimes she kissed you on your cheek. After sitting there for a while, you started to feel sad because you and Yelena are only going to get so close tonight.

You asked for a drink, then for another one and after a while you were drunk. You were laughing and started singing along to the song that was playing.

“I love this song.” You shouted and Yelena chuckled.

“Let’s go dancing. “ You said to Yelena, but she shook her head.

“No, let’s stay here.”

“Why?” You asked, making a sad face. She wanted to answer, but then you saw Steve behind Yelena.

“Heyyyyyy Steve!” You shouted and waved at him. Steve smiled and waved back at you.

“Sestra, I think you should take your girlfriend to her room.” Natasha said as you rested your head on Yelena’s shoulder.

“Yeah, I think that’s a good idea.”

“Come on, let’s go to your room.” Yelena said to you, stood up from the chair and reached for your hand. You took her hand with a smile and walked to your room. Once you were in your room, you sat down on your bed and started to giggle.

“What’s so funny?” Yelena asked curiously, sitting next to you.

“Isn’t it funny how I asked you to be my fake date?” You said and Yelena looked confused.

“I think it’s funny, especially since I have a crush on you.” You said and then went quiet.

“What did you just say?”

“Oh no, did I really just say that?”

“I’m so sorry, I understand if we can’t be friends anymore.” You said and looked away.

“Of course, we can still be friends and maybe we could even be more than friends.” Yelena said and now it was your time to be shocked.

“What?”

“I’m in love with you.” Yelena confessed and you started to smile.

“How about we kiss again, but this time for real?” Yelena asked with a grin, and you nodded.

Looks like asking Yelena to be your fake date wasn’t such a bad idea. Otherwise you wouldn’t have confessed that you love each other. You’re glad that you finally know that she has the same feelings for you.

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