#while I acknowledge it every few months I’m starting to rlly accept that it’s prolly fibro
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#but yeah#I’m painscrollin rn because it hurts too much to sleep#while I acknowledge it every few months I’m starting to rlly accept that it’s prolly fibro#I relate so deeply to ppl I see in the tag or in the subreddit that I’m fuckibg weeping#I feel seen. but it’s heartbreaking#there’s nothing that can be done. but I’m not crazy? All these times I knew something was wrong#I kept going tot he hospital because of arm shoulder pain that I was utterly convinced was a heart attack#but it never was#they kept telling me it was anxiety n I’m anxious#but. that’s not it#the pain is real#it’s everywhere. and it gets worse the more tired I am#I am sick and tired of. well you know the phrase.#as I said before I’m gonna work towards a diagnosis. but shit I’ve been to the hosptial a lot and none of the tests say shit so maybe thatll#help. but I am fat and black. so I might get dismissed. I also have a hard to explaining symptoms outloud#I also think I have a vitamin d deficiency but like. that’s prolly part of all this yeah#but yeah even the digestive issues resonate with me big time#I really hope I can go to the doctor soon#because I think if I don’t find something that can help just a little#the pain might.. get too much for me. because everyday I’m tied and in pain#but some night like this. that pain that radiates thru my body effect my back stomach head chest legs etc#all at once despite nothing happening but stress#it’s hell. I don’t wish it on anyone
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