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My bedroom ceiling decided to start dripping water over the exact corner of my room that contains multiple plug sockets, my console power supplies, my TV, and the extension cord that powers my plant light setup
#literally the ONE place in my whole room where it could do serious damage#anywhere else it would just be dripping onto the carpet#or my bed#which would be unpleasant! but not like#dead console and potential electrical fire unpleasant#we checked the attic and it turns out the roof has some Problems#so there are temporary fixes in place to keep the water from coming through my ceiling#and we're calling in a professional tomorrow
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hate how the second we open our mouths and talk or vent about (trans)misogyny we experience in our communities, we immediately get branded as man-hating baeddels or "trans radfems" or straight up TERFs (nice DARVO there) and then constantly degendered and called dude/bro/man by tme people who are supposed to be in community with us and should have some solidarity for us
#grem rambles#transmisogyny#side note dont reblog the one submitted to tfem-confessions#that blog uncritically publishes anything already has transmisogynistic nonsense like afab transfems on it#and wishy washy rambling about âtrans radfemsâ#also it's inspired by tmasc-confessions which is a transmisogyny hellhole#i submitted this to see if it would even get posted. was pleasntly surprised and then immediately unpleasently pulled back into reality#by the other posts on there since then
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lloyd 'survived on one meal per day for years' frontera would absolutely see sharing food as a love language and javier 'lived in the streets for months as a child' asrahan would be fluent in it
i do believe there is a point in their lives where they both heal from the trauma of going through severe food insecurity but neither of them ever quite really forget just how important food can be. and when the other shares their food with them, they appreciate it as the show of affection it was meant to be
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#javier asrahan#i've talked before about food as a love language in tged which mostly affects the relationship between marbella and lloyd#but i do think it would bleed over to other aspects in lloyd's life#and there's a scene in the hell arc where javier figures out something is wrong because lloyd complains about the food#something javier notes he never does. no matter the quality of the food how plain or unpleasant it is lloyd never complains about it#and he explicitly calls it out as the way someone that had been starving for years and knew the preciousness of food would act#which if you then take into account that this is been said by a person that survived on his own as a five year old child in the streets#in the middle of winter... well. it sounds less like speculation and more like someone speaking from experience.#anyway. all this to say lloyd would peel an orange and then give half of it to javier and javier would absolutely swoon#and when they're on the road and they sit down to eat javier will always give the fuller plate to lloyd#and lloyd will have to swallow the knot in his throat before he can start eating#llojavi#yeah fine i'll tag it
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now that I think about it I feel like we joke about the parts of Lestat's story that Daniel won't believe, but I wanna spare a thought to the parts of Marius's story, as retold by Lestat, that Daniel won't believe and won't be able to personally interrogate Marius over. he's going to be so freaking mad that he can't grill Marius on his claims that the fate of the entire vampire species rests on these two freaky statue people.
#alternately they transport marius into the middle of the interview like they did with armand which would be unpleasant for everyone involved#interview with the vampire#monsters talks iwtv#daniel molloy#marius de romanus#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire chronicles
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I kind of wonder if, in the Star Trek universe, the ozt'esta (the vulcan kiss) was ever co-opted by human the asexuals/aromantics who don't like kissing and/or other forms of "socially acceptable displays of affection," and I wonder what the Vulcans thought about it.
Like, think about it. It's an obvious gesture to make, so you wouldn't easily mistake it for something else; it involves limited skin/body contact and zero lips(!); and other humans wouldn't read it as overly sexual so it could work well for queerplatonic partners. Idk! seems like a perfect option!
#i've seen posts/art about the mckirk part of mcspirk doing the ozt'esta and spock having emotions about it#which is kinda what birthed this post but i'm thinkin about the greater world implications.#idk! i think it's a nice little gesture! i think humans would pick it right up! especially aro/ace but also allo/amato people#i think i'm aro enough that i won't ever wind up in any sort of partnership but if i do i think that would be what i'd opt for#kissing seems... unpleasant. nice to read about & nice for others i'm sure but i don't think i'd have a good time.#and i'm not really a touchy or huggy person? i just. do not like skin contact.#ergo: finger touch. just a itty bitty lil tap.#star trek#vulcan culture
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an idea i invite anyone else to write about / run with lol....
the premise that The Change gets all messed up for alberto, say it's something that can happen from stress, &/or happens rarely and you just have to wait for it to resolve itself....used as some parallel to struggling through some emotional turbulence / upheaval / questioning / Realizing Things, etc etc
#luca 2021#pixar luca#alberto scorfano#another idea i've failed to write for & so invite anyone else to run with: ciao alberto but what if he peaces out by swimming off lol#ends up in a coastal town maybe an hour's swim from genoa. but not Getting In Touch w/anyone for a while b/c plausibly he thinks that#giulia may not be a fan of him now by extension; just being too embarrassed asf to reach out to luca kinda lol....luca off doing his own#thing just fine & alberto not wanting to write him now like b/c i Ruined Everything again ahaha....#and by ''not in touch w/anyone for a while'' who knows. months; a few years even....might stumble across news of him b/c like.#say more sea folk are coming to land / more humans know abt them & not many places are as [harpoon]ly from the start anyways#portorosso exceptional in that way....maybe where alberto settles down they're like legendary but also considered Good Luck anyways lol.#anyways like some people know of him who might; say; swim down to portorosso. have their own teen who knows a teen who mostly lives on land#most convenient re sparking [wow could they mean Our alberto] if he doesn't go so far as to take up an alias lol. but why would he....#that difference in that massimo might figure that however alberto was surviving before; he could continue to do so now; but even though tha#is some comfort it's still Not Actually Enough....feeling way more Parentally towards alberto than his biological dad like that; obv#and anyways re: this [The Change gets messed up] idea it's more of an inconvenience lol but one that could still have some significance#like if he first finds out the issue exists via hopping right into the ocean; failing to change forms; never being human form'd in water b4#thee worst....crash intro course to the experience of drowning. observation of How Humans Swim / being able to grab any part of the boat...#and besides That unpleasantness it's like; hey. where's my nonhuman form at#or; of course; being in sea form even while dry....especially if he's still dealing with Nonsense on land. which is presumed.#&/or if there's an upswing in nonsense b/c of Other ways you're Othered...ofc we can consider like; tfw you're a gay fish & maybe that's no#something that on its own would be like Aah until it's like well a) i kinda wanna do things that would make this Visible and b) i've learne#that humans also Have Issues about this kind of thing....#appropriately my tablet was also all thrown off. no pressure sensitivity; input sensitivity overall was rough#but i would've had to restart my laptop about it lol like eh i'll just work around it
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@thunder-threnodies morgan can definitely try!!!
the scoundrel REALLY doesn't take well to dream intrusions. they don't take well to any amount of messing with their mind, but. well. dreams are perhaps the thing that irritates them most of all. any amount of scoundrel dream diving would have to be quick, delicate, and most definitely behind their back- and they will notice regardless, and they will hold a grudge for the rest of their stupidly long batty life about it.
as for the actual contents of those dreams, well...
when they first achieved their ambition, the scoundrel used to dream of flower fields and starry skies. as time has gone on, this dream has. Distorted, somewhat.
the flowers have become wilder. the grass has become twisted and tangled amidst thorns and thickets. the stars have started blinking in and out of existence. ice has started creeping up along the edges of her mind, like a memory she just. can't quite get rid of.
(there's a certain city in the distance. he always tries not to look at it. he always fails.)
it's oddly peaceful, once you get past the frost and the foliage. the scoundrel usually sits at the valley's heart, surrounded by a web of dahlias and daisies. her exact dreams vary wildly, but no matter what, he always plays them out at the center, like the entire dreamscape is just a stage for that night's particular performance. there's always a chance to step away and go further into the field, if he wills it. he never seems to realize it's an option in the first place.
when her mind is kind, and quiet, she does have normal nights. simple time spent with her paramours. joyous days as a beast, hanging upside down and snacking on fruit and bugs to her heart's content. simply existing as she wills it.
but. well. most of her plays aren't that. most of her plays can only be best described as nightmares. her entire dreamscape is essentially one big fancy backdrop to that.
most often the play is a memory. a small mistake she made, a social interaction she floundered. sometimes it's a surgical appointment with her coworkers. sometimes it's an argument with someone he's never gotten over. sometimes it's performing open heart surgery on someone wearing her own face. sometimes it's a monkey and a single bronze fruit, never eaten.
sometimes it's a corpse pinning him against the ground and screaming, wailing, begging for the answer as to why he's done what he's done.
other times her dream-performance is more... esoteric. flocks of bats he can't quite recognize. a mirror he can't quite look through. a star commanding him to put a leash around his neck, which he obeys with utmost gratitude.
he tends to prefer those nights. they hit less closer to home.
for all of his power in parabola, he gets lost in his own dreams... Very Very Very Easily. it's probably part of why he's so protective over them. being seen completely enveloped in a torment nexus your own mind made up isn't exactly stellar for one's image. having her dreams exposed and sifted through is Deeply Unpleasant to the scoundrel. it means she's vulnerable. open. human.
and her mind can't imagine anything more terrifying than that.
#ive actually answered an ask abt the contents of the scoundrel's dreams/nightmares ages ago#but i feel like it's been so long that the answer has changed a bit#so this is a fun little character lore exercise nowadays. look at how much they've grown(???)#yin-thoughts#fallen london#tldr; the scoundrel's dreamscape is essentially one big flower meadow stage on which she acts out her nightmares and/or worst memories#just. putting them on for all the world to see. the non-existent world at least#having someone actually go in her brain and Actually Watch freaks him the fuck out#and he's proficient enough in glasswork to usually return the favor (unpleasant dream scouting) tenfold. so.#it's really not the best idea tldr. probably makes for GREAT glasswork level grinding though!!!#admittedly the scoundrel willingly allowing someone into her dreams is probably a good indicator for insane levels of trust on her part#not that morgan would qualify#sorry i went off abt bat dreamscape lore. hopefully this isnt too incomprehensible. ur welcome#scoundrelventures
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#oc#rex#dragon#closerverse#doodle#made up the font to the left it's Sci Fi Future English TM#reads 'rex's radio repair'#he does do this for the record. he likes machineray and he likes radios and he will repair your shit for free#this is another reason people tolerate his horrible attitude and unpleasant demeanor.#its largely like if once every two or three months some guy would show up on your block ostensibly to drop off packages#and while he was there he just fixed your cell phone because he was bored#and then sent your mail off for you and left#and while he might be generally kind of a prick and not a lot of fun to talk to he's out of there fast enough#oh. and he'll fix it with spare things lying around or by using the materials already in there#which is nice in a world without consistent shipping or easy supply lines#closerverse is still on a 'things are more expensive than labor' system but labor is also expensive there.#specialty materials are just REALLY expensive#favorite
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lucifer!millie does not have many interactions with chuck before lucifer gets forcibly removed from the vessel, but a consistent theme in them is millie very aggressively pulling control away from lucifer. which is not so much âhey let me get between you and your shitty dadâ as it is âthereâs an archangel inside me having a ptsd episode because youâre in front of him and i can fucking feel every second of that, it hurts, go the fuck awayâ
#i imagine feeling an archangel get triggered while theyâre in your body is a bit like eating a stapler and then doing jumping jacks#which is to say. highly unpleasant. and extremely damaging to your internal organs.#look im sure SOME of the reason she does it is that she has some sympathy for lucifer about this.#theyâve been in the same body for. not a long time. but a bit. and theyâre not *not* talking. that would be impossible.#but like the primary motivator of this *is* that when lucifer gets too stressed he starts unconsciously growing tumors in her lungs#and it fucking hurts#spn oc
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so iâm getting top surgery some time between the months of february and august of this year (would rather february obv but seems like summer might make more sense logistically). the thing is my extended family does not necessarily know that i have any kind of gender thing going on, not because they donât have access to this information, but simply bc they donât care enough about me to think about any aspect of my identity (because the world revolves around my cousin and i have always been peripheral). which means there is a very real possible future this year when i roll up to a week long extended family beach vacation likeâŚ.. sans tits and with two new massive scarsâŚâŚâŚ i donât plan on explaining anything in advance bc iâm sure my cousin will be emailing everyone her own personal accommodations beforehand and i wouldnât want to get in the way, but likeâŚ. surely at least one of them will notice? even if i donât go shirtless and i wear a bikini despite not needing one, they will notice, surely? and from there, what happens? itâs a mystery, but also has the potential to be very fucking funny in my opinion
#my grandma and one of my uncles would normally ask my dad about it nervously except idk if theyâll know how to phrase it this time?#it wonât stop them from asking but it will throw a wrench in the works for a little bit as they figure out how#then that uncle will ask ME a bunch of questions and that will be the most awkward and unpleasant part for me#(i do not want to share my gender journey with these people)#my other uncle and his ?wifepartnerpereon? may not notice and will not ask anyone about it#and my two cousins + their parents clan? honestly no idea how theyâll react#the cousins will notice obviously. they might ask me about it#the older one will tell her parents#her dad will probably mention it to my dad but be super weird about it. not in a transphobic way but in a condescending misogynist way#(bc he still sees me as a little girl with no autonomy or common sense)#and then me might make weird comments at me which is whatever#and my cousins mom will probably be sacharinely excited for me and give me a hug and say thatâs great!#which does not make her any less of an insane liberal rich white woman or any more of a good mother but iâll appreciate the sentiment#and my younger cousin will be cool but surprised#except less surprised bc iâve always done weird shit to my body as far as they were concerned when we were growing up#so i think theyâll see this as just an extension of all the hair dye and piercings and tattoos#my cousins shouldnât be surprised at ALL bc they and their goddamn parents all follow me on instagram and my pronouns on that app have been#they/them for like 5 years at this point theyâve just never bothered to notice#such is life#i wonât even pretend to know how my one uncleâs girlfriend and her shit daughter will react#they are both as unpleasant as they are utterly fucking baffling#so god only knows.#anyways it wonât change much in the long run bc family vacation will still end up being all abt my cousin anyways <3 god bless
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i honestly think the stress of my job is bad for my health tbh
#txt#negative#today someone came in & started racist hassling the other people just waiting in line#& yesterday i was Also having trouble calming down after work just like i am now bc a different person came in and started losing her shit -#-abt something someone else did#its like customer service but everythings heightened =_=#im gonna wait until the spring and then if im still tense & miserable after my vacation then im gonna quit#SPEAKING OF im. regretting inviting this friend of mine along on this vacation sooooo much. which fucking sucks bc i adore her but like;;;;;#she & i are two vastly different people when it comes to travel like shes way more detail focused & strict than me which i. super -#-appreciated when we went to montreal. but now we're going to asia & she. knows nothing about asia so it feels like she's relying on me to -#-patch the holes in her strict framework which i like. wouldnt be doing at all if it were just me đ i am a pathologically chill person when-#-it comes to travel. and now im like. im gonna be away from this stressful job & need everyone with an anxiety disorder to stay minimum 5ft#-away from me until i come back. except i will have one such person right next to me the whole time đ WHICH AGAIN SUCKS BC I LOVE HANGING#-OUT W/ HER IN LIKE LITERALLY EVERY OTHER SITUATION. LIKE;; INCLUDING OTHER TRAVEL SITUATIONS#ugh sorry i had to get this out of my system. i think im just sad my Fuck Off To Asia fantasy is becoming less that & more of a chore#shes also gonna be dependent on me for part of the trip bc i speak chinese & she doesnt. which like. i thought would be a necessary -#- unpleasantness for a greater good time when i was thinking to invite her.#i cannot stress enough how this is regret toward myself & not spite toward her.#its like i packed my most beloved tank top to go on a ski trip ya feel
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i can't stand the fact that solas hates tea like first of all what a weak tasteless bitch. i simply can't respect a tea hater unfortunately. but also drinking tea fits his vibe so well so idgi. I used to work in a tea shop and I can confirm he'd 100% be that customer who is way too pretentious about his taiwanese oolongs. bro is an alishan drinker i can smell it on him. bro only drinks tea prepared gongfu style. i just know this about him.
#in fact i had a regular who was somewhat solas coded#he was bald and wore buddhist monk robes and gave himself a sanskrit name and he was white#i mean perhaps he was actually a monk tbf but he was so incredibly unpleasant as a customer that i didnt give him the benefit of the doubt#he ended up being banned because he was so demanding that the owner had a nightmare about being in an arranged marriage with him#so she kicked him out lol#ftr i don't think solas is like that. just the pretentious part#also he literally had spies which was solas coded. they were other customers he befriended who would gossip about the employees
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Hi! Im more-mouse-bites on ao3 and I came and followed for the mgv content.
Iâm writing an ABO house fic of my own atm! I was going to follow the long-beloved trope of âhouse hides his second gender and everyone thinks heâs an alpha, but then something happens and heâs exposedâ but I realized that I could have a lot more fun with having House as a known omega from the start. I have omegas as slightly more uncommon and definitely frowned upon in high-intensity careers like medicine, because of their perceived frailty. Iâm such a slut for the socio-economic implications of an ABO universe, lol.
Which segues into my questionâ in your AU, whatâs the general consensus societally on omegas? Does House have to routinely fight against ignorance and dismissal? And if so, how would Wilson react? Or even just to general patients being terrible to House. Would he step in, or would House stop him because that would undermine his credibility?
Really love your AU! Canât wait to see more â¤ď¸
(hiii thank you for the kind words on here and ao3 kisskiss) house hiding his status as an omega and going through life as a false alpha is great i won't lie, but the idea of house being ASSUMED to be an alpha simply because of how he carries himself and taking great joy in surprising people by being like (loud incorrect buzzer).... the mischief. it's so yummy
that's rly neat!! i definitely believe that omegas being in places of power/authority are uncommon due to how they are perceived as the lesser secondary sex. an omega NURSE or orderly would be easier accepted than an omega DOCTOR, for instance. and then some patients being like "i don't wanna get treated by no 'meg, i want a different doctor seeing to me" of course.
given to the types of people who end up seeing house for their mystery illness of the week, there are definitely more than a couple of hardheads who try to challenge house's authority either as a patient in the hospital bed, or as family/loved ones of the ill who can't believe a mere omega can cure the patient. house would antagonize them back, of course, but not give up the case either if it's good enough a puzzle.
wilson's reaction to seeing house get discriminated would depend on what the aggressor says/does and wilson's own cycle as well. (this is operating on the default that they're unbonded as well) because as much as i LIVE for protective wilson, he also knows how to throw house's shit right back at him. and house is a jerk, no matter the au, so from the outside looking in he wouldn't bat an eye. if he's brought on as a consult to the case, he'd be a little more involved; professional, but he would defend house's integrity and skill.
closer to rut, though, he would be a bit more..... tense. he catches an alpha kick house's cane out from under him in a fit of aggression and before you know it, he's pinned them to the nearest flat surface and is growling in their face. HUGE no-no as a doctor but also one he can get away with at trial, yknow, "crime of passion" type thing.
as a distinguished (.... sort of. it's greg house) specialist and literal grown man, it gets on house's nerves, yes. and as someone at odds with his secondary sex, he also hates that he even brings out that part of wilson's alpha biology, too. but -- and he wouldn't admit this under threat of death -- it also makes him preen a little inside that wilson's hindbrain (his subconscious, the pure primal instinct with No Thought behind it) deems him as something worth fighting over, protecting, defending when house himself does not.
#asks#lucradiss#your handle makes me chuckle btw it's like ludacris but not! funny! love that#house md#hilson#yeah i'm tagging this i feel like i wrote a thesis paper while my food was cooking#house seeing himself a bad omega years before the infarction too#because he doesn't like to submit and he's not the ideal omega male physically#getting into something serious with stacy (alpha) was the first time he let himself be bonded to someone else#which meant in turn that her later betrayal of his wishes hurt even more..... man#for me a pair can become unbonded over time if they don't reaffirm regularly or can be induced medically#which is painful/unpleasant and probably only relegated to emergency situations#and house probably opted out of it medically so he was naturally being unbonded while also recovering from the surgery. man#no wonder him and wilson would get mistaken for bondmates. house probably imprinted on him without either realizing
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I cannot stress enough that if you do not make and support the stories and headcanons and fics and interpretations you want to see in the world no amount of complaining that people make things you don't like will help you feel better in the long run
Also consider that just because you don't like more than one interpretation of a thing doesn't mean other people who like a different interpretation don't like others too
#seeing someone's complaint about people making and enjoying things they don't like go by on my dash is like#well now i'm going to enjoy this thing more and louder and more annoying /half joke because i always enjoy things as much as i can#like. try asking people if they like something rather than going 'why don't people enjoy/interpret/headcanon/say things the way i want!!!'#the crazy thing is when people complain about people not enjoying canon relationships/interpretations for what they are like. . . . . .#canon is doing that. . . . .i can definitely go on about the way things are in canon for sure but why would i. . .a fan. . .in fandom. . .#focus completely on what is canon rather than deviations that entertain me. . . . . . . .#idk. fandom is silly. so many people will complain about the absence of something instead of just. seeking to build up more of it#try asking about stuff instead of assuming everyone's got one-track interests and one-track interpretations#'based on your likes' actually tumblr i found that annoying and did not particularly like it 𤣠but the only way to make it stop doing that#is to turn it off completely. which i don't want. i kind of wish it'd learn what i do or don't like lol on the other hand that kind of thing#can be very invasive behavior from a website.#danie yells at existence#like i don't put forth any serious complaints about the absence of my favorite things in fandom! tbf i don't pay a ton of close attention to#fandom output. but the point still stands y'know? i indulge in my own thoughts and share my own things sometimes. i do my own thing#i didn't get much sleep last night which i bet made me a bit more irritated at some dumb fandom post than i really aught to have been#like man why are you complaining about people having fun in a different way than you rather than inviting them to play with you and seeing#if they also like the same game? why are you complaining about people having fun in a way you don't more than having fun in that way?#people are strange and sometimes unpleasant. and i'm sleepy
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#oh hey i just caught myself harboring Unnecessary Nightmare Scenarios#that last post made me think about how the only thing stopping me from getting another dog is money#like i could afford having a friend for savu. it would be no problem#BUT in a situation where i lost my partner and had to provide for the dogs by myself and they'd both get sick i'd be in deep trouble#which has sounded like a completely rational thing to be aware of. a completely valid reason for not getting another dog#except that is quite a few things that need to go wrong before the deep trouble would actually hit#and is that really the way i want to live my life? waiting for this relationship to end? accepting that eventually i will be left alone?#that my current life is nothing but a brief respite from a continuous struggle with both finances and illness? a glitch that will soon pass#it actually doesn't sound valid at all when i write it out like this#i have a partner who brings another stable paycheck into this household. i have no reason to believe this would change anytime soon#i have a wonderful dog that would probably benefit from having a friend#shelties are not super prone to any major lifelong diseases or such so it's unlikely the new dog would need constant expensive treatments#i think this thought pattern got a hold of me when savu got sick last spring#it was scary and unpleasant and i still feel raw around the edges after experiencing all of it#(the dog is fine by the way! definitely better these days and i'm super happy we got the surgery. we have many good years ahead of us still#but like. i'd like if my brain accepted 'this summer was scary and i'm not sure if i'm ready to possibly experience it with another dog'#instead of feeding me lies about a future where i'm all alone and desperately poor#but hey i've never caught this one before! now i know this thought pattern exists and can do something about it#sussitalk
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I always think I canât handle spice bc I donât enjoy things like takis or super spicy ramen or whatever so I buy stuff with âmediumâ spice level then I get annoyed bc itâs not spicy at all. and I can never tell if something is going to be âgoood spicyâ or âbad spicyâ so I always end up with bland ass products
#I bought this curry instant ramen and like#itâs pretty good#but it is not spicy AT ALL like Iâm adding a 1/4 tsp of cayenne and curry paste and hot sauce to that shit to make it edible#or it just tastes like dry cumin which is unpleasant#and I bought them bc they were âmediumâ spice and I was like cool i donât like spicy spicy stuff this should be good#but I would consider this mild. so then itâs like ok when is mild mild and when is mild like. white person mild
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