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teenageukulelescreamo · 3 months ago

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also hi I am alive I promise??? Work and life have been a ton but I’d very much like to get back to drawing and making fun stuff soon!!! I’m just dealing with stress, seasonal depression, juggling work things, etc- but I am okay don’t worry!!!

#moontalk #also in regards to the fucked up shit I went through 4+ months ago #bc I was very public abt that #which may have been a mistake fueled by raw emotions #still cannot believe I had the idiot idea to try to reach out to that person months ago #ANYWAY #I occasionally have sad moments #but not really sadness where like I miss those days #bc I truly fucking don’t #more sadness for past me #who didn’t love themself enough to protect themself from being hurt #but otherwise each day it becomes more and more of a distant memory #a bad thing that happened #and the thought that they cannot ever have any access to me or hurt me ever again #it used to be sad and heartbreaking #now it brings. immense comfort #I will never let another person treat me that way ever again #NEVER #the lesson I learned from that is that I have got to love myself #care for myself #and if I do that it’s all gonna be okay #nods sagely #WHICH IM TRYNA DO IN THE FACE OF THE HOLIDAY SEASON STRESS #working retail during the holidays #even tho my job is super cool bc it’s a nerd ttrpg store #it’s still kinda hell #LMAO

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