#which made it 100x harder

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Painfully Oblivious || F2/F3

type :: crack/angst tw/cw :: none contains :: ollie, kimi, paul, dino summary :: reader is completely oblivious to the guys' crush on them, no matter how hard they flirt - made as driver!reader in mind but can be ignored - inspo: glue song by beabadoobee f1 masterlist || f2 masterlist || more here!

Ollie Bearman | 03

Flirting is already hard enough for Ollie, but you make it 100x times harder

He literally has no clue on how to get you to understand that HE LIKES YOU

Ollie usually flirts in subtle ways, like slightly lingering touches, complimenting your outfit, doing small acts of service, etc

Only problem is, you don't notice them at all

And when you do notice them, you just assume he's a super nice and friendly dude! :D

One time you were complaining about how cold it was, especially since you forgot your jacket

Ollie instantly took off his jacket and gave it to you, not saying another word out of shyness

But your dumbass thought he just wanted him to hold his jacket...

So you and him were walking side by side, with you carrying his jacket in your arms whilst still complaining about how cold you are

Ollie looked at you, dumbfounded, how could you not piece together to wear his jacket???

So he had to explain to you to wear his jacket,,, and that he was giving it to you on purpose,,, not for you to carry around,,,

You literally went:☝️😲💡 OHHH!!!!

He laughs it off, helping you put on his jacket (which was extremely oversized on you)

Yet still, you have the audacity to jokily say: "Haha this is so rom-com! It's just like those movie scenes when the guy likes her and then gives her his jacket hahaha"

Ollie looks at you deadpan,,, he regrets liking someone who oblivious...

But he's fallen too deeply to back out, so he's stuck pining after someone who's dumb as shit

Maybe one day he'll confess, but not yet, not for a very long time

Kimi Antonelli | 04

Getting a crush on someone is kind of new territory for Kimi

He's extremely realistic, and he knows that relationships most likely won't work when being so busy with racing

But for some reason, his brain completely malfunctions every time he sees you, it's as if you rewired his entire mind

He hates it, but he can't help but smile every time he's around you

Following old traditions and media is basically what he tries to do to get you to understand his feelings

But you're so blinded and naive that you can't piece it together

One time he got pole position after a super exhausting race, giving him such an adrenaline boost that he got the balls to ask you out

He asked you out to dinner, which you said yes to eagerly

And he was on top of the world, he’s never felt luckier: to not only win a race but to win over his crush???

He gets dressed super nice, does his hair, and even gives himself a pep talk

The dinner between you both goes amazingly, and he’s over the moon

That is, until you say: “Where’s everyone else? No one else came to your Winner Dinner? :(“

And he literally wants to strangle you…

A great dinner that lasted almost two hours of chatting and eating great foods

Connecting on so many different topics, relating to each other

So he face palms, making you confused as hell? Cause what you asked wasn’t odd in your eyes???

But he gets so frustrated that he just says, “No one else came because this is a DATE!!!”

And instantly you’re like 😧, blushing even. You had zero clue and were too dumb to piece together that all of this was a date

He can’t even be mad at you because he finds your obliviousness kinda cute - but he does hope you get the hint that he likes you from then on

Paul Aron | 17

Everyone knows Paul is a bit of a player, but contrary to popular belief: it’s not on purpose

Ladies just throw themselves to Paul, which is super understandable

But Paul literally has no clue how he has so much rizz despite him doing literally NOTHING to earn their affection

(It’s because he’s gorgeous and flirty on accident)

Despite how many girls like him, for some reason he can never get you to like him,,, or at least acknowledge he likes you

He’s been pretty forward with his crush on, the most forward out of all of the guys by far

Giving you flirty compliments, always searching you out in crowds to talk with you, being possessive over you when anyone else tries to get your attention, even remembering what you said you liked so he can buy it for you

He’s basically already your boyfriend, just without the title and without you knowing

And he kinda likes it? But also hates it?

He loves not having the complete title of a relationship so he’s not fully committing

But he also hates it since he can’t stop feeling jealous when others hit on you or when others crush on you

So he decides to just blatantly ask you out, hoping you’d finally understand that all this times he’s been trying to pin after you

He sets an entire day dedicated to you. Giving you a beautiful flower bouquet, taking you to your favorite restaurant, and even taking you on a night walk on the beach

It’s extremely cheesy, but he doesn’t even care

So at the end of the day, when he’s dropping you off - he goes for it

He kisses you in his car, right in-front of your house, exactly like every rom-com movie to ever exist

He does it because he knows there’s no way words will get through you dumb pea brain that he actually likes you

So when he gently removes his lips off yours and looks at your shocked face, he’s hoping you say you like him back

Or even better, he hopes you kiss him again

Dino Beganovis | 01

You two are kinda in the same both, you’re both insanely oblivious to your feelings to each other

Dino only realizes he likes you after Ollie and Kimi point out how much happier he is with you: as if he’s on cloud 9 the second you’re in his vicinity

He’s in denial at first, he asks Paul and Paul straight up says: “I thought you two were dating already???”

And now Dino is having a crisis because OH MY FUCKING GOD HE LIKES HIS BEST FRIEND??? THIS WHOLE TIME??????

So now he’s super nervous around you, he can’t even mutter a word to you without looking away

Your eyes have suddenly gotten 10x times prettier, as if they were a black hole sucking his soul in

Your hair is suddenly so much shiny and soft, making everything else in the world seem rough and coarse in comparison

Everything about you is stunning, and he can’t get you out of his head

He wants this crush phase to be over, but you won’t allow that since you’re too blinded to see that he likes you

It makes him go crazy because he’s so anxious of you not liking him back and possibly ruining your whole friendship

But every driver encourages him to make a move and test the waters - which takes him weeks of planning of how he’s gonna do it

So, while you two were having your usual movie night: he made his first move

He stretches his arm and rests it on your shoulders, basically side hugging you

But you confuse his action as wanting popcorn, you shove a handful of popcorn into his hand and smile at him

He smiles back, kinda disappointed his flirting didn’t work but he tries again

Being super risky, he decides to put his hand on your thigh

And you look at him like: 🤨 what? meh,

And go back to watching the movie without caring at all

All he does is just sigh and take his hand back, he decides he'll just try again a different day

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[tojisrealwifey]

♡ MAIDS DON'T GET TIRED ♡ — s. gojo

boss!gojo who inherits his deadbeat father's fortune and company after his father's sudden death (which he definitely had a hand in).

boss!gojo who at the ripe age of 20 was already pressured by the workload, not because of the reports or contracts, but because of the old geezers he had to tolerate.

boss!gojo who now lived alone in his 12,000 square meter glass mansion, hired 3 dozen housekeepers after letting go of the ones his father had kept.

boss!gojo who took an immediate interest in the youngest maid of the batch, her being over 5 years older than him.

boss!gojo who likes older women.

boss!gojo who starts making small talk during your working hours. he would ask you to sit with him during lunch making the other maids giggle at the boy.

boss!gojo who is excited when you agree after being asked for the 46th time.

boss!gojo who asks his chef to bring you the same meal as him, which you insist wasn't necessary. he doesn't take no for an answer.

boss!gojo who admires your unpolished table etiquette, but somehow your manners make the food on the table look 100x more appetizing, making him dig in as well.

boss!gojo who wants to spread you out and eat you instead.

boss!gojo who overhears the other maids teasing you with the name 'mrs. gojo' making you scold them with a blushed face. his ears turn red, pants gaining a sudden tightness.

boss!gojo who at late night can't stop fantasizing with his cock in his hand about you becoming 'mrs. gojo'.

boss!gojo who calls you into his office, giving you special tasks around the house. he orders you to clean his office only when he is around.

boss!gojo who doesn't hesitate to give you harder quests, such as cleaning the top shelves of his bookshelf, just to catch a look up your skirt like a perverted teenager (which he was).

boss!gojo who gets a custom uniform made for you to adorn during the time in his private office, one that is deeper on the neckline and shorter on the thighs. he can't stop ogling your breasts.

boss!gojo understands that by now you knew his intentions, not wasting any time to make a move.

boss!gojo who has you bent over his desk, panties clinging to your thighs, holding a tiny vibrator to your clit that has you dripping onto his office floor.

boss!gojo who forces you to clean his office with the bullet vibrator deep inside you, playing with the remote every time you bent over to flaunt your drenched pussy.

boss!gojo who eats you out in pathetic desperation, boxers painted in his precum. at first, he makes precise licks at your labia but he's smothering his face in your pussy seconds later.

boss!gojo who changes dynamics as soon as he's inside you.

boss!gojo who doesn't think twice about going in raw, wishing to feel every crevice of your pussy. he has you in missionary, suckling on your tits to hold his moans.

boss!gojo who is reduced to putty when you switch positions to ride him instead.

boss!gojo who can't help but cry when an accidental 'mommy' slips out of him.

"Ahh fuck you're so fucking sexy, [name]~" his head crashes onto the headboard, the squeaking of the bed loud in the room. Your thighs ached from bouncing on his ridiculously fat cock, his lap covered in your fluids. Wtih your tits jiggling in his face, he lets out a loud moan when you throw in a sudden praise. "So good, 'Toru~ Wanna keep fucking you like this, honey~!" You huff out with lust-filled eyes, your voice dripping with honey. "Please! Please, d-don't stop mommy!" You don't pause, but the kiss on his forehead makes his eyes well up, getting close to his orgasm. He was embarrassed to call you that, but your acceptance of it meant you'd be here for a good while.

boss!gojo who fucks you in every corner of his mansion.

boss!gojo who always finished inside you, birth control or not. he has enough money to provide for every baby he gives you

boss!gojo who revokes your status as a maid and promotes you to fiance in the next four months.

a/n: wasn't gonna post this self-indulgent drabble but after chapter 261...i changed my mind for some reason. wasn't proofread!

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[oriharakaoru]

mukbang thoughts:

i just rewatched because obviously. it's nice to see how excited they were about the ii dvd (and so proud - understandable! huge accomplishment!) but there was also an overall melancholy vibe. like, tour was over. dan was sort of unsure what was next (which he says in the video in regards to his channel and just how tour gave him day-to-day purpose). they talk briefly about dan's breakdown a month before tour started. and obviously it must have just been a HUGE come down after going full-tilt for months and months on tour and then weeks editing the DVD. all the while keeping up the gaming channel (and phil's channel).

but we also know more about the behind the scenes. we know dan was SUPER struggling with his sexuality and coming out. that was the whole reason behind the breakdown. and he talks about emerging from his chrysalis "soon" AND about how he's struggling to live authentically. also pretty clear they knew the hiatus was coming (not how long, just that it was coming. phil doesn't outwardly struggle or allude to his own being in the closet, but we know NOW it did affect him, just differently than dan. and how much more free he feels now. like, phil even made a few gay jokes (the delivery person looked like zac efron etc) but we know those would go 100x harder now.

after the mukbang i watched a much more recent video that was similar in banting tone. i watched viewers roast dan's outfits. the difference in how happy they seemed was super obvious. like clearly they weren't as tired after travelling around the world, but they were just free and open and holding none of themselves back. leaning into the gay on purpose. reveling in it. what a stark contrast to go from pre-coming out content to post-coming out content.

so i guess what i'm saying is, a new mukbang with post-coming energy?? where they spill more tea?? now i'm even MORE hyped.

[brights-place]

Dating Clay

- Not me giggling and kicking my feet IM SO NORMAL ABOUT CLAY GUYS DEF!

- CLAY IS LIKE THE SHOULDER TO LEAN ON IN THE RELATIONSHIP WHILE YOUR THE CHAOTIC BALL OF ENERGY HE LOVES JAGSOWBD

- Clay may use to be the funny one but he’s definitely smart (HE’S AN LICENSED CPA PUT SOME RESPECT ON HIS NAME FOOL!)

- Clay when first seeing you when he first arrived to putt putt village he was in awe.

- you were like Viva but… 100X More energetic which was terrifying to him at first

- Wondered how an troll like you had so much energy.

- Multiple things caught his attention about you… too many things…

- You where electric and hyper yet soothe and calming when needed to be he witnessed that when you comforted an troll who was having an panic attack

- He was in awe at how quick you switched up

- What he also noticed about you was that your pupils would grow about something you like or are daydreaming and shrink back when your brain is like being deep fried with information

- He giggled at how your doe eyes grow

- you were the one that made his romper outfit as an welcome gift and he cherished it.

- He enjoys the fact that you know all the choreography to the brozone songs and mainly his parts but wouldn’t speak up about it cause he was still in his ‘I don’t wanna talk about my past’ era

- Clay is VERY Petty (We all saw how he was with John Dory) now imagine that if you did something bad…

- You’d literally bother him so he can go back to talking to you and not be an petty tall shi-

- AHEM! Anywyasssss Clay would notice the smallest details about you and how your emotions shift abit before going back to normal in situations.

- overtime he got used to it and even got used to you kicking open the admin room with your foot just to annoy him and rant to him about the dumbest things or just about something you enjoy.

- He had written an schedule about when you enter take up his time then leave and would always keep that space and time open just for you and would stay in the same spot for an moment waiting for you to enter and as soon as you enter he starts the timer.

- He fell first and you fell harder

- He realised his emotions about you and went to Viva about it

- Viva couldn’t stop squealing loudly

- Her TWO best-friends liking each-other was everything to her

- She literally plotted and sketchbooked ideas on how Clay would confess

- Clay would seek out his brothers help since viva’s plans where… So corny

- His brothers helped him out to try ask you out and gave tips and comforted him when he freaked out abit

- “WHAT IF THEY DON’T LOVE ME BACK?! IM SO SCARED WHAT IF IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH?! WHAT IF THEY DONT LOVE ME JUST THE WAY I AM?!”

- He freaked out and started clutching his chest that Floyd had to soothe him which worked pretty well.

- Literally forgot everything he was taught once he saw you again

- He loves your hair, your eyes, personality and how you currently where cheering and dancing to some music

- tried to confess to you and failed miserably

- YOU WERE OBLIVIOUS

- He tried about Two times to confess to you but failed

- Literally ended up saying “Dude I like this person but every time I try to confess to them they don’t even know what’s going on” “Yikes dude just straight up tell them!” “okay”

- He literally confessed as you nodded saying that’s how it was suppose to go.

- Man had to grab you by the shoulders and speak slowly “I Like You”

- Flustered mess THE BOTH OF YOU

- You went on an few dates before starting to go out on your third date when you kissed him by accident cause he got you some flowers

- Your first date would of been at an cafe

- fifth date he invited you to the brozone concert

- He still didn’t tell you he was in brozone

- literally grinned the whole time at you while you where the loudest in the crowd

- Literally screamed out “THATS MY BOYFRIEND!” To Clay and doing his choreography in the front row which made Him blush and his brothers snicker at Clay.

- WHEN CLAY SAW YOU ONCE WITH LAZY EYES AND HELD AN RESTING BITCH FACE THE FIRST TIME IN THE MORNING HE WAS LIKE ‘OH DAMN?!’

- You two would mostly hangout together at his office sometimes or at your place

- most of the time at your place

- Shy about Pda in public but in private he peppers your face with kisses and teased you

- He likes to drop his serious side sometimes around you

- you make him feel safe and you do too.

- He loves when you soothe and remind him that it’s okay to be funny and goofy in some moments

- He cries when you say that

- Cuddle this man 24/7

- he made you join his sad book club

- You two cuddled eachother bawling your eyes out together

- Small kisses on the cheek and knuckles when walking past each other while working sometimes

- you and him having dance battles at 3 am out of boredom

- gave you the job of stamping some papers… never again

- His face was covered in stamp marks aswell

- His hair is so fluffy and would melt in your hands if you play with his hair or brush it

- You remind him to take breaks and if he doesn’t you drag him out

- He’d literally blush when you got matching wrist hands like him yours an F/C as his are green.

- if you cup his face and squish it he would do it back to you

- loves having his arm on your waist or ontop of your head to remind you He’s taller

- if your too hyper sometimes he’d pick you up by the armpits and keep you up in air jail for abit or hug you by the waist and keep you on the spot till you relax.

- He’d explain to you about his job if you ask and would be shocked by the fact that you understood it quickly

- He loves how you bounce off walls like an Bouncy ball and then run into his arms as he just says your name in the softest tone ever

- Snuggle into his neck while cuddling he will be crying on how cute it is.

- You had bit his hand once out of pure interest…

- He literally gave you the biggest stink eye you had to run before he catches you.

- He would praise you whenever he can if he’s free

- When you talk about your interests he just nods and smiles lovingly at uou

- He got BANK

- He’d try to spoil you sometimes but fails when you say no and say that his time is enough

- Would buy you things you like or something he thinks you would enjoy

- Bought you an plushie of an character you REALLY liked

- Was mad at the plushie since you hugged it to bed instead of hugging him

- He threw the plushie to the wall and then made sure you clinged to him instead which made you laugh.

- Literally staring at his baby and teen photos with an Wtf look

- “Babe why do you have yellow hair then but your hair now is like green?” “well that’s because-“ Literally furrowed eyebrows “that’s because… holy shit wait”

- You’d have to beg him to move in with you after 2 years of dating since the admin room was depressing.

- ITS SO LONG BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH WVOSBSYWGR

[dj-wayback]

sep did u ever consider that you wouldn't be throwing yourself against the wall if u just genuinely and honestly asked him what HE wants, instead of assuming or figuring it out through trial and error.

like i feel we can cut the middle man out here if you just communicate to him. surely your resources mentioned communication being the basis of all relationships

although. it's possible that he has problems with communication too. which would make things 100x times harder. but having at least one party be open and honest is better than none.

Can I ask what sort of arduous mental journey you had to go on to reach such an out-there conclusion? No Way Back has issues regarding communication—oh, what a concept. Excuse my tone, I am just so astonished by your discovery, you understand. Where could you possibly have gotten the idea?

Perhaps…well, I hope you excuse me once more, for these are my own personal musings…perhaps from all these quite subtle times he had been made uncomfortable, or made to feel uneasy, upset, hurt—I could go on—and how he had refused to voice any of his concerns regarding any issues he might have, even when pressed? How skittish and sometimes volatile he gets, when the conversation topic shifts to him and what his feelings are on any given sensitive subject? I’m sure you’ve noticed. Of course, I could also tell you the precise amount of times he has spoken the phrase “it doesn’t matter”, but, once again, I am certain that such an astute individual of your caliber is already aware of the number.

Next point. Let us assume that I have actually talked to No Way Back in the span of this cycle, and that I very directly stated the issue at hand, and quite genuinely, quite honestly asked him what he wants. Wanted, really, but let’s follow your formula. Naturally, this is a hypothetical, as I had failed to notice any of his aforementioned behaviors and failed to form any conclusions of my own, let alone that I should just confront him about his avoidant attitude and present him with the question of what he truly desires. Where was I? Oh, yes. Let us imagine that I unambiguously asked him what he wants. Now, imagine a theoretical answer to that question: “I don’t know”.

How can he not know, you ask? I do not fully comprehend it either. A mind like yours, perchance, is capable of figuring out the root cause of this seemingly unsolvable conundrum. Certainly not mine. In this scenario, I have failed to take note of anything substantial, as I suppose I am just that uncaring of what happens around me and of how my actions and words may impact someone. More than that, I probably did not even ask the question all that genuinely. Or honestly. It is very likely that I had some hidden, cruel motive underneath it all, and did not even care about whichever answer he would’ve offered me.

But even considering all of that—this is purely hypothetical. Beyond that, I did not actually ask him anything. As per the kind of being I am. Naturally.

All of this to say, I am always appreciative of listening to and learning from those more enlightened than me. My sincerest thanks go out to you. After all, without your valuable input, I never would’ve had this incredibly productive moment of reflection. It’s all become so painfully clear to me—what I should’ve done, what I should do next…the paths laid out in front of me, beckoning, escorting me to an answer I never would’ve thought of otherwise…

[nameless-jamie]

Hiyaaa Again!

First of all, tysm for your reassurance that staying on anon is fine ♥️♥️ ik that probably doesn't mean much to most but to my shy self it does, like, 100x :)

What I was thinking is, like, Jamie with a Y/N who's polyamory? I just keep thinking about how Jamie would react to his love being more open in relationships... especially if the other person Y/N likes was on the team (cough, Dani Rojas, cough)

You can do headcannons or a full fic or whatever you please, and there's no pressure at all to do this if you don't know how to write poly/aren't comfortable with writing poly! Never forget tho, I Love Love Love your work either way ❤️

Love, the anon who'll probably never stop being anonymous :)

Three's A Crowd

A/N: Sorry it took me so long to write this, it was harder than expected. I had to do A LOT of research on polyamory and poly smut. Most of the time I had problems describing what was happening to who at the same time. I noticed that I'm pretty bad at writing smut....

I hope you guys still enjoy it! Not my best writing I'm so sorry. But I'm thankful for the challenge and the request!!!!

I marked where the smut starts so you guys can skip if you don't wanna read it!

TW: SMUT, polyamorous relationship, M/M/F, cursing, Minors DNI

Jamie Tartt was used to being the center of attention—on and off the pitch—but nothing had ever made him feel more out of place than the moment he saw Dani Rojas kiss his long-time crush Y/N.

Jamie's crush started innocently enough. Y/N and him had always shared a comfortable, playful camaraderie ever since she became the team’s physio. She had a no-nonsense approach to her job, which Jamie had learned to respect, even if he liked to tease her a little. But over time, something deeper had started to grow between them. A quiet tension, a lingering look here, a subtle brush of hands there. They even shared a small kiss after a specifically tense match. Jamie realized he’d developed feelings for her, but he hadn’t been able to admit it—not even to himself.

Then Dani came into the picture.

Dani had always been the happy, energetic force that lightened up any room, and he and Y/N quickly became friends. He had to spend a lot of time with Y/N because of his recurring leg injury. But lately, Jamie couldn’t ignore the way Dani seemed to be lingering around her even more, outside the physio room. The way he would touch her arm casually, laugh with her more than usual. It gnawed at Jamie—something about it didn’t sit right.

It was one evening after training when it all came to a head. Jamie had stayed behind to work on his shots, his mind buzzing with the mess of feelings he’d been trying to suppress. He’d expected to find Y/N still in the physio room, but instead, he saw Dani and her standing by the field, close to the fence, talking. Their laughter echoed in the crisp air.

Jamie froze as he watched Dani lean in, and before Jamie could blink, Dani’s lips brushed against Y/N’s in an intimate, almost shy kiss. The world around Jamie seemed to slow, the noises of the empty stadium dimming in the background.

His heart hammered in his chest, and he felt a flush creep up his neck. His first reaction to something like this would usually be jealousy. This time, it wasn't.

What surprised him even more was the way his body reacted. He didn’t feel angry as he might’ve expected—he didn’t feel jealous, either. Something about the way Dani kissed Y/N was different, it felt different to Jamie. Their kiss wasn’t just a peck—it was intimate, real, a connection that Jamie had never witnessed and if he had to be honest, he enjoyed seeing them together. He wanted to be with them, feel this moment with them. The shock of this new feeling left him breathless. There was a strange pull, a realization that this wasn’t just a random kiss he witnessed. He had to clear his head, something was definitely wrong with him, he should be fucking furious.

But seeing Dani and Y/N together in that way, seeing how they fit, how natural it seemed—it was like a lightbulb went off in his head. He couldn't deny that he wanted to be a part of that. He wanted to experience that connection with her, too.

The next day, Jamie couldn’t get the image of the kiss out of his head. During training, his mind was elsewhere, his focus off. Dani seemed to notice.

“You okay, Jamie?” Dani asked with a smile that was always too warm, too inviting.

“Yeah,” Jamie muttered, forcing a grin. “Just... thinkin’.”

Dani gave him a knowing look, clearly reading the situation. “It’s about Y/N, huh?”

Jamie’s chest tightened. “Yeah... it is.”

That evening, when Jamie found Y/N alone in the physio room, he didn’t waste time. He had to know where they stood, where he stood. They've flirted a bunch since he came back to Richmond and he thought there was something more because of the kiss they shared. Now she's kissed Dani too, and Jamie just had to know if his chances are completely gone now.

“Y/N, can we talk?”

"Jamie! Yeah, sure," She turned from her bag, raising an eyebrow. “About what?”

“About... about you and Dani,” he said, voice tense. “I saw you two kiss yesterday.”

Y/N’s eyes widened slightly, but she didn’t seem surprised. “I see,” she said softly, taking a deep breath. “Jamie, I... I didn’t want you to find out like that.”

He swallowed, feeling suddenly vulnerable. “You and him, it looks... it looks like it means somethin'. Are you two—?”

“We are,” she said, her voice steady but kind. “I didn’t want to hide it from you, Jamie. Dani's and my relationship is...different. You know...I care about both of you, in different ways. I just want you to know that I never wanted to lead you on in any way.”

"Was your flirting honest? The kiss? Or was it just..."

Y/N sighed. "Jamie. It was honest, very honest. I think you are very attractive and I like you a lot, more than a friend, to be quiet frank."

Jamie backed off a little. "I—uh, I like you too, Y/N. Had a crush on you since forever, but I don't want to overstep, with Dani and everything. With your relationship an' all that."

"Dani and I," she was hesitant, looking for reassurance in his eyes. "Our relationship is not of the conservative type, it's not monogamous. Dani and I realized that we don't feel comfortable that way. We decided that we can both love other people, be with other people, or be together with other people, do you understand?"

"You guys have an open relationship?!"

"We have a polyamorous relationship. We love more than one person, have more than one partner...our love isn't limited to just us. Dani has been in many poly relationships and when I told him I have feelings for you and him, he told me that it is okay and that I should see where it leads us."

Jamie took a moment to process, the tension between them thickening. He wasn’t sure where to go from here, but there was something in the way she said it—something open, honest, and so damn real—that made him feel a shift inside himself.

“Wow that is...” he stuttered, looking away for a moment. “I— Fuck how do I say it and not sound weird. I watched you two kiss the other day. And it made me feel...some type of way. I liked it. No, I reaaaally fucking liked it if you know what I mean, like sexually. I wanted to be—”

She stepped closer, her eyes soft but serious. “Part of it?"

Jamie felt a lump form in his throat. The jealousy, the confusion—it was all still there. But now, it was mixed with something else. Maybe it was the trust he had in her, maybe it was seeing Dani’s open affection for her, but whatever it was, it made him realize that the love they all shared didn’t have to be a competition.

"Fuck, I wanna kiss you, but I think I want him to kiss you too. I feel like a weird idiot"

"Jamie, first of all, you don’t have to do anything that doesn’t feel right. This is about me being honest with you, and making sure we all communicate, that we’re all comfortable. Fact is, I like Dani, and I like you. I don't like committing to just one person. And I'm okay with letting you go if you're not ready for this kind of relationship.”

“I need to sleep on that, love,” he murmured, more to himself than to her.

Y/N smiled, her hand resting gently on his arm. “You don’t have to have all the answers right now. Just trust me, Jamie.”

Later that week, Jamie found himself sitting across from Y/N and Dani at the pub, the two of them sharing inside jokes, their ease with each other making Jamie feel like an outsider. But instead of feeling bitter, he felt a pull—a connection to both of them that he hadn’t fully understood until now.

“You know,” Jamie said, raising his glass, “I might’ve been a little thick about this whole polyamory thing.”

Y/N and Dani both looked at him, a mixture of amusement and hope in their eyes.

Jamie smiled, a little uncertain, but ready. “But I think I’m okay with it. I want to try... all of this. With both of you.”

Dani grinned. “Yes, amigo! Love is for everyone!”

Jamie laughed, the sound light and genuine. Maybe this wasn’t perfect. Maybe it would never be easy. But with Y/N and Dani, he was willing to try. For once, it felt right.

Maybe this could work after all.

SMUT STARTING - SKIP NOW IF YOU WANT

They left the pub together, a little tipsy and really turned on by each other. As they reached Jamie's apartment, the latter desperately tried to unlock his front door, but it was hard. He could hardly concentrate. Not when his spanish-speaking friend was busy making out with his gorgeous crush, in the hottest way possible.

Jamie has watched many porn videos in his short lifetime but this, this was the epitome of pornographic.

As they finally entered the apartment, Jamie spun around and locked the door, he felt Y/N's and Dani's looming presence behind him, turning and finding them waiting patiently, almost as if waiting for permission to proceed. Y/N bit her bottom lip and leaned against the nearest wall, her legs visibly rubbing together. She looked so fucking sexy. Jamie took the opportunity, swiftly moved forward, and tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear. And that seemed to be the invitation she was waiting for because she closed the gap between the two of them, finally kissing him.

Jamie was lifting her by the back of her legs and pressing her against the wall, while Dani adjusted himself. His length grew harder as he watched his lover and his friend share such an intimate kiss.

Y/N's hands tangle in Jamie's messy hair as he claims her mouth, the kiss turns more heated, more wanting. His hands tug Y/N's legs tighter around his waist before roaming elsewhere, leaving trails of goosebumps as he traces the contours of her body.

A needy buck of Jamie's hips has her tugging at his t-shirt, craving more of his touch with each passing second. His large hands reach up and cup the mounds of her breasts, kneading them roughly as he grinds into her, teasing.

“Jamie, Dani please,” she moans into his mouth.

Jamie smiles cockily as he pulls away from her, feeling accomplished in having gotten her riled up already. He starts carrying her towards his bedroom, looking back towards Dani and nodding his head to the bedroom door "You comin', amigo?"

Dani just nodded, following the intertwined couple. Losing his shirt casually on his way to the room.

Jamie threw Y/N on the bed lightly, tracing the inside of her thighs which made her mewle loudly. “Shhhhh baby,” he croons, “Don't want to wake the neighbors, right?”

"She's a loud one, mi amigo," Dani said honestly, his bulge painfully prominent in his pants.

"Is she now?" Jamie smirked. "Dani, be a good boy and help me take her clothes off, wanna see her."

Jamie and Dani came up left and right beside Y/N on the bed and started to gently undress her. Her pants. Gone. Her shirt. Off.

Left in only her black lace underwear, Y/N laid on the bed smiling up at both the men she loved. A damp heat pools in her core.

Dani and Jamie were mesmerized by her body, nearly losing themselves in the sight. "Pretty girl, do you want us to touch you now?" Dani asked her, lightly tracing the outline of her bra.

"Please," she moaned. Dani and Jamie gave each other a look of agreement. Dani started to attack Y/N's neck in kisses, sucking and licking marks into her skin.

Jamie was unsure how to touch her at first, he's never pleased a woman together with another man at the same time. Dani noticed his hesitance. "Kiss her thighs, mi amigo. Pretty girl loves that." Jamie nodded and started to leave small butterfly kisses up her legs, which made her shiver in pleasure. As he reached the edge of her panties he left a kiss on her mound, receiving a flinch and a moan.

He smirked at that and started licking above the lace fabric, her wet patch grew bigger and it turned him on even more.

Her panties came off next and Jamie started to trace his fingers further down her wet swollen lips. Dani freed her from her constricting bra and started to suck on her tits. The view almost made Jamie go feral and he couldn't hold himself back anymore, he had to taste her.

Y/N looks down at her two favorite boys with heavy lids as Jamie licks his lips and pulls her legs over his shoulder. Y/N's back arched at the first swipe of his tongue through her wet folds. 

Jamie hums at the taste of her, burying his face in deeper, while Y/N's hand is tangled in his blonde locks, biting down on her lip to hold in her moans. Y/N's only successful in doing so until Dani unbuckles his pants and slides them and his boxer briefs off altogether. His length sprang free, and he started touching himself at the sight of Jamie eating her out.

Jamie prods a finger at her entrance, and the sudden stretch of his finger has her mouth falling open, allowing a throaty moan to escape her. Dani used the chance to tuck his length into her open mouth muffling her moans.

Jamie quickly adds a second finger and curls them along the spongy wall near her entrance, causing Y/N to press her head forward and take Dani's cock further down her throat. A deep grunt escaped Dani's mouth. " Yes pretty girl, you're doing so well for us."

Jamie's tongue dances circles around her clit. Colors dance behind Y/N's eyelids as she fights to maintain her composure, the knot in her abdomen pulling tighter as she yanks at Jamie’s hair, earning a grunt of approval from him. 

Her tongue flicks around Dani's shaft, and his knees nearly buckle. She could feel his body shift, but before she could pull back and inspect him or inquire further, he gripped the top of her head and pressed her down, a mumbled moan of surprise escaping both as he tickled the back of her throat. Y/N screwed her eyes shut, willing to take more of him as she began bobbing her head up and down, earning a hiss of approval from Dani.

Meanwhile, Jamie was losing himself in the taste of her.

Dani's grunts and the wet sounds of Jamie eating her out began to fill the room as Dani presses her mouth further and further down his cock. Pushing Y/N to her limits until her gag reflex is triggered and she sputters and gags against his length.��The feeling of her gagging made Dani lose it completely and he spilled ropes of cum down her throat. Y/N swallowed everything he gave her, while Dani was riding out his high.

He kissed her head and let her enjoy Jamie's mouth some more. She could finally concentrate on him alone.

And Jamie, oh fuck, now he was determined to make her cum.

“C’mon baby, let Dani hear you,” he purrs before attaching his lips back to her clit, she feels him wrap his free hand around her hip to hold her in place. Y/N felt that cord inside her snap. She let out a string of curses as her orgasm rippled through her body, her moans morphing into whimpers as Dani worked her through it, massaging her breasts and kissing her. Jamie kept watching her fall apart for him. With a satisfied smirk, he pulls away from Y/N once her hips have stilled, his chin dripping with her arousal as he brings his fingers to his lips, licking them clean.

"Our girl tastes good, yeah?" Dani asked breaking the kiss with Y/N and looking down at his teammate at the end of the bed.

“Fuck yes, baby you taste as good as you look,” Jamie smiles devilishly up at her, and god... Y/N's not sure if she has ever seen anything more sinful.

He gently pulled her legs from his shoulders and stood up from the bed. Jamie came back with a towel and three bottles of water. He tossed the towel towards Dani who understood immediately and started to clean up a fucked out Y/N.

Jamie opened the bottle and gave Y/N a sip. "Good girl," he praised her, "Been so good for us."

Dani finished cleaning her up, and both men found their significant spots beside her. All three cuddled up together under the blanket.

"Ok, so this poly thing," Jamie said, his arm tightly wrapped around Y/N and Dani. "Fucking fantastic, innit?"

[solavelyan]

What gets me about Solas is that he says things that aren't true pretty often, but that he rarely straight-up lies on purpose. I don't think he likes doing it, and he's not great at doing it purposely. He thinks being clever is the same as being correct and views his cleverness as a trait that gives him inherent value. Fitting, given that he seems to consider himself wisdom and pride in equal measure. His value is in being what he is at the core, before all this other complex physical being stuff got in there.

When he thinks he's being more or less honest, he does just outright say things that are questionable or untrue, usually because he's projecting or mirroring and too caught up in himself to realize that he's fucking up. I think if you're too biased toward him, you'll end up with a hostile relationship with the rest of the canon because of the dissonance. He acts the part of the villain because he thinks being that kind of self-aware balances it out, but it really doesn't.

And I do think some of this comes from the fact that his devotion to Mythal is a part of himself that he has to work backwards from. I'm not against a romantic reading of Solas and Mythal, I'm not generally someone who's "jealous" about my ships in that way, but even with the in-character conversation about it, I'm really not that convinced. They don't interact like lovers outside of that one memory. His devotion doesn't read as romantic to me -- but his issues make 100x more sense to me if Mythal occupies this sort of beloved companion/functionally his mother kind of space. There are just ways that only our parents can really fuck us up.

Even in his private memories, Solas not only regrets taking a body, but remembers himself as reluctant. I don't think he had the necessary conviction to take physical form for its own sake. I don't think he could have taken a body and still called himself "Wisdom" (or whatever the Elvhen equivalent is). I simply do not believe he had the force of will for that -- which tracks with other things in canon about Wisdom spirits being rare and kind of delicate and uninterested in permanent manifestation. I think the conviction he needed to get into that body came mostly from his devotion to Mythal; his physical form is literally built on his service to her and the need to keep Elgar'nan from running amok.

He is incapable of being honest about her. His feelings about her are literally part of who he is. It's why I really don't have a problem with needing Mythal's fragments to let him go to get the redemption ending. But living his life in the place that he was living it without wholesale rebelling against Mythal (because he did rebel against her, but only technically; he fully believed she would join his rebellion and was just getting her shit together first) would have required that he make a lot of excuses for her when she wouldn't follow his advice.

I'm sure Mythal was "the best of them". Maybe before they were all Blighted and she was murdered, she really was the smartest, strongest, kindest, or the Most Good. But I think it's more likely that a lot of that was because of Solas's advice that she did listen to (because I think it's likely that did happen quite a lot, she asked him to take a body so that he could advise her), or messes that he cleaned up, or plans that he made work. He made her better, but he enabled her, too. Mythal went down in history as the slayer of the Titans, but Solas made her the knife when she asked for it instead of saying no.

And I think that when you lie to yourself so consistently about the most important thing in your life... you end up lying about everything else in some fashion, too. Because if your sense of reality is clouded, it sure does get harder to be objective about pretty much anything. And like many a genius who gets sucked into a cult because they think they're too smart not to see it coming, I think that Solas's cleverness -- and the fact that having a body seems to have tipped his scale toward Pride much more often, given his name -- only made it that much easier for him to come up with justifications and reasons anytime he might have risked a serious introspection about Mythal. To the point of be absolutely delusional for what seems to be hundreds of years about Mythal's role in the rebellion.

He can't even admit with hindsight that she was allied with Elgar'nan and actively in a war against him for centuries. There's no fucking way he's a reliable source for What Mythal Was Really Like anymore. It's questionable that he ever was. And it's not because he was under compulsion or enslaved or bound by a spell, but because spirits are creatures of emotion first and foremost. You don't need a geas to engender that level of devotion, you just need a deep companionship between creatures made of pure emotion that don't change easily.

[charmingradiobelle]

Hazbin Hotel AU where the sinners are forever haunted and mentally tortured by their ‘inner demon’ which is an entity that branches off of them and appears just as they do but is far more unsettling and gruesome-looking (perhaps with features that highlights the way they died). It’s a constant reminder of their sins, their failures, their insecurities, their flaws, their mistakes. It’s that voice you often hear in your head when you think you’re not enough, but it’s made 100x times worse.

Many sinners end up selling their souls so they can have some freedom from these monsters that follow them around everywhere. Because if they are no longer in possession of their own soul—which contains the inner demon—then they no longer have to put up with it and it becomes their owner’s problem.

Overlords gradually figured out a way to dispose of the inner demons of the souls they own, which paints the idea of selling your soul in a much better light.

It’s also why Charlie is so insist on redeeming sinners. Yes, the extermination is terrible but it provides mercy to these poor souls that have that reminder of their past mistakes following them everywhere they go. But she knows there’s a better way to save them not just from second death, but from the psychological torture of being a sinner in Hell. Redemption is made 10 times harder with the inner demons following the patrons around telling them they can’t be fixed and that they’ll never be worthy of living in Heaven.

[simp999]

A New Home Ch. 27

Various! Splatoon Manga x Skilled! Isekai'd! Reader

Wc: 1.1k

A/N: Sorry for taking so long chat I had to walk my fish

A/N 2: (Checks watch) uh. Damn sorry ya'll. Don't expect too much out of me but I think my life should be a lil less hectic perchance. We'll see ww

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One by one, over the course of a few hours, you each put the blindfold on and attempted to hit your teammates. The difficulty increased as you went on, from standing still to slowly moving, to running. By the end of the training session, you had multiple teammates whizzing past each other in different directions getting splatted.

As the four of you sat near or against the wall to catch your breath, you congratulated them on their improvement.

"I can't really put into words how impressed I am, nor will I admit I'm a poet at all. But I will say this; what you guys showed me today was something I never thought was possible when I got here," You spot Leo's smile grow wider, glad to be getting praised for his efforts, then you lazily point at him, "Hey, that doesn't mean that you can slack off now, you dork. Don't forget that there's going to be loud music, bombs, people cheering, ink being thrown around, not to mention communication between teammates that'll make this 100x harder."

You take another glance at each of your teammates. - No. - Your family members.

"...But I can promise that this will be worth it. Every time we train, great progress is shown."

...You sure are good with compliment sandwiches, huh?

You can't promise that you'll win against team Emperor, but you're sure that every minute you spend training will prove helpful on the battlefield.

You're all exhausted from training and just on time. The next big match is going to begin in roughly a half hour. The battle between Team Monarch and Team Yellow-Green. The manga had skipped how much time was spent between important matches on the smaller, less important matches. You allow your family to relax however they so desire while you wait for the match to begin. Leo playing games on his phone, Milo stretching, and Tasha cleaning her weapon.

Soon, it's time to make your way over to Sturgeon Shipyard, biting your inner cheek as you realize how packed the seats are. What you weren't expecting, though, was for a path to seemingly be made as you walked through. You tried to avoid the many pairs of eyes on you. It almost felt like back when you first got here and rose the ranks, but the gazes were much more uncomfortable back then. The whispers paired with them used to be much more curious and sometimes rude. You almost cringed remembering those salty players you had to drown out with your headphones what feels like forever ago. But now; you take a quick look around you, - they almost seem to be staring in awe.

You glance back at your team. You wouldn't say you're standing tall, maybe a more introverted kind of confidence if that makes sense. You're still not a fan of being the center of attention. But looking back at your team- your family- a lot sure has changed.

Once you begin to settle down in your seats, doing your best to take up the least amount of room possible, you catch the way the sea of cehalopods appear to disperse yet again. This time much more obviously. From your position, it isn't too difficult to see who it was, easily spotting purple tentacles above the crowd as the tallest of the group makes his way closer.

Aloha's quick to tug you into a hug before you can sit down, dabbing Leo up before taking a seat behind you. You don't remember them being here to watch this match last time, which is odd to you. Skull's got a lollipop in hand, sitting behind Milo after being instructed by Army to do so. He does so without questioning, as airheaded as ever- but Army has a reason, given the heights of the two inklings. Army takes a seat behind Leo, and Mask - you.

You would have jumped if you hadn't noticed Aloha slowly get closer to you ear, attempting to surprise you.

"Sooo~, how's the training goin'?"

You're about to answer, but the immediate terrified look Leo shoots his way almost makes you snicker.

"Hey, it's not that bad. C'mon now."

Leo once again turns towards Aloha and dramatically grabs his hand with both of his,

"Save us, dude!"

You let out a chuckle at the scene.

"Leo, chill."

His hands shoot up in the air, and his voice cracks as he tries to make his point.

"You blindfolded us!"

"Which isn't that bad!"

He faces Aloha again,

"You have no idea how much pain I'm in."

You gently nudge his side as another chuckle escapes you, shaking your head.

Leo dramatically points to where you gently nudged him,

"See?! Abuse!!!"

Aloha's forced into a fit of giggles as he watched the scene play out before him.

"Oh, can it, dork."

"I think I deserve some sort of reciprocation!"

You sigh and roll your eyes. You rest your chin in your palm. This was most definitely his plan all along.

Aloha leans down once again, this time whispering to Leo. Obviously, you could still hear him;

"Don't worry bro, I'll set something up for you."

You've got no idea what that means, but they dab eachother up again. Whatever makes Leo happy, you suppose.

The match is about to begin, and you hear Goggles blabbing away to his team a few feet in front of you. You ignore it as you pull out a pencil, along with your old manual. You're nearing the end of the pages, and it has clearly done its time by now. But this match is crucial to be taking notes of since you'll get to see a new emotion in Emperor- frustration. As long as it goes as planned, of course. You analyze the stage, zeroing in on the exact spot that Emperor will step foot in yellow-green ink.

Once it begins, a smile filled with pride makes its way across your face. Rider obviously had many, many plans for this battle. It was almost comforting seeing the wide grin he wore all along the match, even when he did lose. He was having fun. It seems you're not the only one who's changed lots since the beginning of the manga. He was so organized right out of the gate, and only once did he falter, and only a little at that. Which lead you to assume his only goal the whole time wasn't to win, because he knew he couldn't- his end goal was to only force Emperor to feel the frustration of stepping in his ink.

Maybe, just maybe, you think: Rider truly did stand a chance at winning against Emperor if he so chose to have that as his end goal. How does that saying go? Shoot for the moon, land among the stars?

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Feb.1.24 

[csuitebitches]

Heylo, I don’t know if you answer to personal relationship questions. I have recently stumbled to your account and I really love your content and I would love your advice on this.

I have recently realised I am not comfortable around masculine energy. I mean I always knew but I thought I had a progress and like I would want a relationship with a guy with healthy masculine energy. Turns out, being around masculine energy still scares me and I just don’t know what to do. How to overcome this uneasiness?

Hmm. I used to be the same way. I’m not sure if my story will resonate with you but see if it helps.

Growing up I wasn’t the beautiful friend. I was the chubby, spectacled, shy girl with a stutter. It took me a while to get myself sorted and feel confident.

But as a result, guys never really paid attention to me till I turned about 16-17. Which, for a girl, is pretty late considering that my friends were all dating boys since 11-12 (not like it even counts but basically the fact their crushes reciprocated their feelings and mine never did was a bit … crushing).

This meant that I began dating boys, that very frankly, didn’t deserve me. I began dating boys who were ready to “settle” for me because I thought I could never get the guys I wanted anyway. Or I began dating guys I would have the upper hand with; as in, I knew they liked me more and I could leave the relationship anytime. I know it sounds psychotic.

Confident guys made me nervous. Even as I grew older, lost all that weight, grew my hair out till my waist, learned how to use make up, got a dermatologist, went to speech therapy and became objectively 100x more attractive, I still felt like that “ugly” 12 year old on the inside even if i showed a very confident front. As my confidence had grown in another aspects of my life, my career, hobbies, academics were good - but men still made me nervous.

I realised that the problem was with me.

The fact that I dated men “below” my level showed what I thought of my own self, what I thought I truly deserved.

My fear stemmed from the fact of never being good enough for a man, not being beautiful enough, smart enough, fun enough. All these other girls were so seamlessly confident and I seemed to only have the fake kind of confidence.

True confidence can be spotted from a mile away.

Here’s what helped me. I began focusing on myself and began cultivating healthy platonic relationships with good men. I can never date these guys but they’re like my family now.

I think what made me sort of wary of confident, healthily masculine men was that their sense of identity was very strong. They knew what they liked and didn’t like, they knew who they were, they weren’t afraid to say what was on their mind. The last guy I was seeing projected exactly this and in that relationship (it was healthy, ended for other reasons) I felt very comfortable in my feminine. Which he was equally appreciative of. But I still felt not good enough.

You need to essentially develop friendships with men. Don’t look at them as creatures from other planets. Talk to them, make them your friend. Men are much more easier to befriend than women in my opinion - I’m always more conscious of myself around women than men. (that doesn’t mean that i don’t like being friends with women; I love my girlfriends, I feel it’s harder to impress a woman than a man).

At the same time, work on your confidence and try to figure out the root cause of why exactly you feel so uncomfortable.

Here’s another post that I had written about this topic.

[fake-married-my-dead-fiance]

This isn't really a My Demon problem, but I'm getting really tired of the "can't make food" trope because it keeps being used in ways that I just can't believe. Do Do-hee is supposed to be a very intelligent woman, baking a cake is really not that hard, and sugar comes in much bigger packaging than salt, so that's a dumb mistake. Also, the icing job on that cake was 100x more difficult than baking the cake (as someone who has both iced and baked cakes) so it's ridiculous that it looks so good but tastes so bad. It would be more realistic if it tasted good but was iced poorly. Also, doesn't she operate a drink company? Shouldn't she be familiar with food???

Amateurs are most likely to burn food, overseason, underseason, and undercook. But the trope is always that they make perfect looking food that somehow turns out to taste terrible, which is so unbelievable. Most inedible food looks inedible. Business Proposal and Tale of the Nine Tailed also annoyed me with this trope, My Lovely Liar and Perfect Marriage Revenge did it well (he overcooked a steak and she overbaked a brownie). Also, the FL of PMR had a very strong aversion to food which made her lack of cooking ability more believable.

I also don't mind this trope if the is person nobility and is from the past. Because 1: no YouTube, 2: that is a servant job, and 3: cooking was much harder because you had to use open fires (those who have camped know). Alchemy of Souls did a fun twist on this trope without making me angry.

[evicted-processor]

SCREW TWITTER!

I've made an official announcement that I'm moving away from Twitter. This blog right here was made about 2 years ago, but has gone unused (save for me liking a few posts and following the wogot3 blog). What really pushed me to do this was the per-post wordcount limit which made formulating image captions 100x harder than it should be!!! >:(

Now it's time to start anew. I brought this little guy along with me (with his owner's permission, of course). To celebrate, he shall get not one, but two bowls of fresh, ketchup-mixed spaghetti!

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Was that knocking on my window, just now?

[kulemiwrites]

Love your works🙏 I always read most of ur fics and you made me like Aizawa too, but please maybe in future I will ask in humblest way possible to write more about Kashiwagi, he is so good and I wish there were more works with him😢 (sorry for mistakes, english is not first language)

Your English is fiiiiine- likely a 100x better than my second language hahaha. I know it's hard but please be easy and kind to yourself! <3

Anyway, I feel you and honestly, I adore Wagi too! He's definitely in my top five, but he's one of those characters that once I placed him in a bigger project, I wound up sidelining him out of fear of beating a dead horse (for lack of a better phrase). Majima wound up getting this treatment as well, which is super unfortunate and I HATE that my brain works like that.

I suppose too, I never really felt super incentivized to post about him often because when I did in the past, I didn't recieve much feedback? I don't know... And I know that's strange of me considering my Aizawa posts flop harder than anything here 😭 buuuut, I guess when I decided to take him on a few years ago, I commited to the idea of converting as many people to Aizawa lovers as I can. No matter how long it would take to see it happen hahahaha!

I don't want to promise anything because I'm harder on myself than I should be, but I will tell you that I will keep this in mind and work toward getting over my hang-ups so that I can share more Wagi fics and ideas. Even if we're the only ones that enjoy them ^-^

p.s... did i hear you say that I've converted you to an Aizawa enjoyer???? 🥹🥹🥹 that makes me proud beyond belief!!!

[onebedtorulethemall]

Hi! I love your fics, TWR is one of my favorite coworker AUs to this day and BO deserves all the flowers it gets. I find it hard to leave comments sometimes as I’m reading since I usually need to chew on what I’ve read for a while to really decide what I want to say (and I never want to sound pushy for updates or whatever!), but I went back to leave a comment on one of your oneshots and found it deleted so that’s why I’m here. It was called A Life We Never Lived or something along those lines? The conversation you wrote between D/Hr involving the ring theory for grief literally lives in my brain. When Draco says something like “only you could create a system for grief and mismanage it”, maybe it was just a passing joke/throwaway line, but it felt so genuinely in character for both of them and really got to the core of why I love the Dramione dynamic in fics so much. Specifically post war/post canon with Hermione tackling her emotions with pure logic and not putting herself first, and Draco being kind of an ass but offering his own brand of support by recognizing shes struggling too and their sort of awkward kinship/healing together. It also just made me laugh out loud, your humor always comes through so well and that’s such a hard skill to develop! I know it wasn’t going to be overall lighthearted/HEA, but I loved what you had posted so far and just wanted to make sure you knew. Was there a reason you decided not to finish it/to delete it?

Ahaha! I really thought I'd gotten away with hiding that unfinished one-shot. It had all of 230 hits. Never in my wildest dreams did I think anyone would notice, let alone quote a line to me. Thank you, I'm incredibly flattered!

That poor fic was doomed from the start by an uncommitted author. The concept was to write a snapshot of their meeting on the anniversary of the Battle of Hogwarts every year for a decade, with letters exchanged between meetings, a secret relationship, heartache, and an eventual painful breakup. Sort of a "right person, wrong time" quiet tragedy. I posted the first 3k and struggled through another unposted 5k before I called it quits.

Actually, I did a little mental postmortem on it when I took it down, because it confirmed some things about myself as a writer that I thought were good lessons. So, here you go:

1. I need a plot before I start. I mean, I knew this, but now I *extra* know it. I had only a rough idea of where I was going, and that is not enough for me. A pantser I am not.

2. I have to finish a fic before I post it. My fics are usually 95-100% complete before I post, and this was the exception that proves the rule. I'm not sure why the post-as-you-go method doesn't work for me, but writing became instantly 100x harder once I'd posted part of it (which I only did because of the fest deadline).

3. I'm not really in control of the plot. To me, creating an outline is the process of discovering the story, as though I'm documenting something that has already happened. I always feel as though there's really only one way a story can go, once I know the characters. Well, I figured out pretty quickly once I belatedly started plotting that this one does NOT have an unhappy ending, but rather an angsty yet ultimately happy one. And this was for the UHEA fest, so...

4. Just because I want to read it doesn't mean I want to write it. I could have finished it with a HEA and removed it from the fest, but once I realized it was a quiet story about the slow unfolding of a relationship over the course of a decade, I'm afraid that was the end of it. I think it would have been an understated, bittersweet, character-centric little relationship study, but none of those things light up my genre fiction-loving brain. Love to read it, but I just can't find the spark to write it. And thus died my dreams of ever writing literary fiction (kidding, I never had those).

So that's the story! I dug up the part you mentioned and had a fun time rereading. I liked it way more than I remembered, and I'm sorry it won't come to fruition. If I knew how to get myself to write something I wasn't wholly invested in, I would absolutely finish it for you.

From "Scenes From a Life We Never Lived":

Thank you so much for this ask. Sometimes if I'm having a bad writing day or if the imposter syndrome is hitting, I like to pretend someone out there is laughing at some stupid joke I wrote (or, since finishing my gothic, is having a pleasant nightmare). Usually my brain tries to convince me this is impossible. I stockpile your kind words as evidence.

[brights-place]

Hi !! If it’s not to much of a bother could I request a Clay x Male Reader? Maybe Reader is really extroverted and helps Clay be more silly? Ty !!

Clay X Extrovert M! S/O

Pairing: Clayy X M! S/O

Warnings: Fluff FLUFF AND MORE FLUFF

A/N: LOVELYYYY! I love clay so much he is so cuteeeeeeee

- CLAY IS LIKE THE SHOULDER TO LEAN ON IN THE RELATIONSHIP WHILE YOUR THE CHAOTIC BALL OF ENERGY HE LOVES JAGSOWBD

- Clay may use to be the funny one but he’s definitely smart (HE’S AN LICENSED CPA PUT SOME RESPECT ON HIS NAME FOOL!)

- Clay when first seeing you when he first arrived to putt putt village he was in awe.

- you were like Viva but… 100X More energetic which was terrifying to him at first

- Wondered how an troll like you had so much energy.

- Multiple things caught his attention about you… too many things…

- You where electric and hyper yet soothe and calming when needed to be he witnessed that when you comforted an troll who was having an panic attack

- He was in awe at how quick you switched up

- What he also noticed about you was that your pupils would grow about something you like or are daydreaming and shrink back when your brain is like being deep fried with information

- He giggled at how your doe eyes grow

- you were the one that made his romper outfit as an welcome gift and he cherished it.

- He enjoys the fact that you know all the choreography to the brozone songs and mainly his parts but wouldn’t speak up about it cause he was still in his ‘I don’t wanna talk about my past’ era

- Clay is VERY Petty (We all saw how he was with John Dory) now imagine that if you did something bad…

- You’d literally bother him so he can go back to talking to you and not be an petty tall shi-

- AHEM! Anywaysssss Clay would notice the smallest details about you and how your emotions shift abit before going back to normal in situations. - When John dory or his brothers hug him he freezes but when you do it? dude will melt and hug you back quickly as John dory would stare in utter confusion while Bruce, and floyd snorted while Branch makes eye contact with poppy who scooches closer towards him while Viva laughs

- Bought you an plushie of an character you REALLY liked

- Was mad at the plushie since you hugged it to bed instead of hugging him

- He threw the plushie to the wall and then made sure you clinged to him instead which made you laugh.

- Literally staring at his baby and teen photos with an Wtf look

- “Babe why do you have yellow hair then but your hair now is like green?” “well that’s because-“ Literally furrowed eyebrows “that’s because… holy shit wait”

- overtime he got used to it and even got used to you kicking open the admin room with your foot just to annoy him and rant to him about the dumbest things or just about something you enjoy.

- He had written an schedule about when you enter take up his time then leave and would always keep that space and time open just for you and would stay in the same spot for an moment waiting for you to enter and as soon as you enter he starts the timer.

- He fell first and you fell harder

- He realised his emotions about you and went to Viva about it

- Viva couldn’t stop squealing loudly

- Her TWO best-friends liking each-other was everything to her

- She literally plotted and sketchbooked ideas on how Clay would confess

- Clay would seek out his brothers help since viva’s plans where… So corny

- His brothers helped him out to try ask you out and gave tips and comforted him when he freaked out abit

- “WHAT IF THEY DON’T LOVE ME BACK?! IM SO SCARED WHAT IF IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH?! WHAT IF THEY DONT LOVE ME JUST THE WAY I AM?!”

- He freaked out and started clutching his chest that Floyd had to soothe him which worked pretty well.

- Literally forgot everything he was taught once he saw you again

- He loves your hair, your eyes, personality and how you currently where cheering and dancing to some music

- tried to confess to you and failed miserably

- YOU WERE OBLIVIOUS

- He tried about Two times to confess to you but failed

- Literally ended up saying “Dude I like this person but every time I try to confess to them they don’t even know what’s going on” “Yikes dude just straight up tell them!” “okay”

- He literally confessed as you nodded saying that’s how it was suppose to go.

- Man had to grab you by the shoulders and speak slowly “I Like You”

- Flustered mess THE BOTH OF YOU

- You went on an few dates before starting to go out on your third date when you kissed him by accident cause he got you some flowers - He loves how you bounce off walls like an Bouncy ball and then run into his arms as he just says your name in the softest tone ever

- Literally if you scream out “THATS MY BOYFRIEND!” To Clay and doing his choreography in the front row which made Him blush and his brothers snicker at Clay.

- WHEN CLAY SAW YOU ONCE WITH LAZY EYES AND HELD AN RESTING BITCH FACE THE FIRST TIME IN THE MORNING HE WAS LIKE ‘OH DAMN?!’

- You two would mostly hangout together at his office sometimes or at your place most of the time at your place

- Shy about Pda in public but in private he peppers your face with kisses and teased you

- He likes to drop his serious side sometimes around you, you make him feel safe and you do too.

- He loves when you soothe and remind him that it’s okay to be funny and goofy in some moments

- He cries when you say that and cuddle this man 24/7 - He made you join his sad book club you two cuddled eachother bawling your eyes out together

- Small kisses on the cheek and knuckles when walking past each other while working sometimes

- you and him having dance battles at 3 am out of boredom

- gave you the job of stamping some papers… never again

- His face was covered in stamp marks aswell his hair is so fluffy and would melt in your hands if you play with his hair or brush it

- You remind him to take breaks and if he doesn’t you drag him out He’d literally blush when you got matching wrist hands like him yours an F/C as his are green.

- if you cup his face and squish it he would do it back to you oves having his arm on your waist or ontop of your head to remind you He’s taller as you try to bite him

- if your too hyper sometimes he’d pick you up by the armpits and keep you up in air jail for abit or hug you by the waist and keep you on the spot till you relax.

- He’d explain to you about his job if you ask and would be shocked by the fact that you understood it quickly - You actually had no idea and was just pretending like you understood - You let him be energetic and chaotic and he loves you for that so much

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[letmeoutofthebasementt]

on ur reading of which ateez member would like pr have a crush on the same person would u be able to elaborate this part a bit? San and Wooyoung would, and I’m getting they have before honestly. im not curious on who exactly it was lol but like how did it affect their connection and relationship? was it something that bothered the other members too? how did it pan out for the trio including the third person in the end? thanks very much! im so intruiged by this cause i dont believe the shipping stuff they do but i was always thinking that if they liked the same person would it not almost make them kinda resort to bickering or something like that? for instance woo would be the type to likely get the person in the end and san would be sulky about it. san already gives sad vibes in readings like he wants his love or his person but it either seems that distance is in their way or someone else perhaps is in their way like another member?

if and when san and or wooyoung does meet his forever person do u think therell be some subtle jealousy between the two? they always strike me at the type of pairing thay bicker and fight one minute then next they cant separate theyre like a toxic ex with each other always toying with the other members feelings and getting under each others skin but then they always seem to not be able to separate from each other and im wondering how thatll affect either san and wooyoungs fs in the long run? it would be off putting if u had to also compete with an other member for ur partners attention bc u would expect him to be supportive of his groupmates relationship? theyre not exactly romantic ship but theyre not subtle with their emotions when it comes to each other either. san sulks a lot too in general.

Oh 1000%

Like their relationship seems very…Almost obsessive? I don’t know how to put it

I’m not saying it’s awful but I’m also just saying I see some toxicity there

I personally wouldn’t really be surprised either way if they were/weren’t romantically involved

IMO they give the vibes of a friendship where the lines between platonic, romantic, and like…Erotic definitely blur a lot?

Don’t quote me on that

NOW

Take what’s after this with a grain of salt tarot isn’t 100% the normal disclaimers

Overall this particular situation probably made their dynamic very…Restless? Uncontrolled. Like I’m getting a lot of emotions and shit happening, and over analyzing every little thing and overthinking on both sides.

I’m getting San is actually the one who ‘won’ and Wooyoung was PISSED

For many reasons

Like it somewhat gives me the vibes of that toxic boy mom when her emotional incest son gets into a relationship

It’s a big bruise to his ego

Because it probably got between him and San, AND THEN to top it all off he was rejected by the sole reason

I’m getting on San’s end there was some confrontation. This anxiousness and him being very scattered

Maybe during the process and accepting this person’s feelings in return he deluded himself into thinking Wooyoung wouldn’t end up losing his marbles

WHYD THIS PART MAKE ME CACKLE

Not unexpected though

The third person very rapidly ends the situation because it became too much and they didn’t know any peace

They needed to recover and just couldn’t handle the stress that was Wooyoung TM and everything he brought after the accepting of feelings with San

I feel like this also affected the other members very negatively

They were afraid things would hit the fan and it would damage the entire group and that things would just end up really bad

They probably thought it’d be the end of WooSan TM as we know them

I definitely am getting Wooyoung sabotaged TF outta this relationship though

The devil works hard but Wooyoung says “Hold my vodka” and works 100x harder