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Whenever Arthur talks badly about himself in the mirror I always think about this one picture
#because like#yeah#he sees himself as this cruel ugly bastard who will never make up for his sins#but ask quite literally anybody who knows him well and they'll say otherwise#the fact that his other relationships have failed for whichever reasons only reinforces his belief that he is unlovable and unworthy of love#which isn't true#arthur *wanted* to run away with mary more than anything even during the events of the game#after all those years he still *wanted* that#he wanted to run away with mary and be happy and be *loved*#and arthur knows that he has done a lot of bad#he says it himself that you can't live a bad life and expect good things to happen to you#but the whole idea of arthur being unable to see himself the way that others see him physically haunts me#oh arthur#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick thinks#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers
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"Write for yourself" and "Comments are good" are not mutually exclusive ideas.
"Comments are good" is true! They are good! We like them! It's nice to leave them and it's nice to read them.
"Write for yourself" is how you get through the draft knowing that feedback is not (and it never is) guaranteed.
#people get so up in arms about this#i assume because they think 'write for yourself' means you shouldn't want comments#which isn't true#it's fine and normal to want feedback#to hope that people read your work and that you can have a connection with them#that's all good#it's just not ENOUGH imo to motivate your when you're struggling#it can't be JUST for the comments#there has to be another reason you're writing#why you keep going even when it's hard or you're stuck#that's where 'write for yourself' comes in#there's a reason you started writing in the first place#don't lose sight of that#writing
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Ghost and Roach being the type of best friends that do things like cuddling, laying on top of each other, going to each other's rooms and sometimes sleeping there, anoying each other constantly, sometimes even (more roach) giving kisses in the cheek and forehead (sometimes as a way to annoy but mostly as affection) and just being extremely close together but all very, platonically (maybe some people think they have a thing going on but no they don't, they are just best friends and have know each other for very long)
And then Soap comes
And kinda starts doing the same thing (after getting closer to Ghost) Roach and Ghost already do
And for sometime everyone is like 'Oh, this is normal, they're close friends too...'
Not Roach tho. Roach clocked those two dumbasses with the 🤨 stare the first time he saw them cuddling.
So one day he comes up to Ghost and is like: 'So you like Soap.'
Ghost: No, I don't???
Roach: 🧐 you cuddle with him.
Ghost: We do the same!
Roach: Yeah but you look stupid while doing it.
Ghost: No, I don't.
Roach: 🧐🤨
Ghost: ...
Ghost: okay maybe I do like him a little but-
Roach: 😏
Ghost: I'll kill you
All I'm saying is that Roach and Ghost are besties and AS THE BEST FRIEND Roach has the job to call the bullshit when he sees it
#all I'm saying is that something is only romantic when you have romantic feeling involved#like i love shipping and all that but#sometimes it makes me a little sad when people dub things that aren't really 'just' romantic#as 'only people who are romanticly interested in each other do this'#which isn't true#i do most of those stuff with my friends and siblings sometimes for example#so i bring to you this *jazz hands*#also yes i do live hc that Roach is extremely touchy and does not give mich fucks to personal boundaries#especially Ghost's bc he's just a little dumbass#GIVE ME MORE ROACH AND GHOST BEING BEST FRIENDS PLEASE#also the image of roach being like 'yeah we do the same but you guys look so sus doing it'#he feels the tension a mile away#cod#cod mw2#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty roach#call of duty soap#call of duty ghost#john soap mctavish#simon ghost riley#gary roach sanderson#ghost/soap#ghostsoap#soap/ghost#soapghost
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I think it’s super interesting to get different peoples perspectives on what “darkness” means in terms of story telling. Like seeing some people react to Vere killing the MC with positivity or some people hoping for Yandere Leander. Those things don’t really appeal to me, but that doesn’t mean I’m not here for murder in general or monstrousness. I’m not judging* anyone either. This isn’t a fully fledged out thought/point, just something the livestream made me think about again.
*Honestly even when I am being judgmental you shouldn’t care I’m just one person.
#Touchstarved#Touchstarved Game#tbh I'm mostly not into one sided violent relationships in these kinds of games/stories#but I have no issue with love interests trying to kill each other in certain contexts#dark for me is about aesthetic#and what's relative to the mainstream or *safe*#I think some people mistake not being into certain tropes with not wanting to go to dark places at all#which isn't true#now I'm rambling
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I'm glad people are finally seeing what an incredible character Eichi is, with all his contradictions in the way he acts, and his severe push/pull tide of emotions (ex. EP:Link, Element, Sanctuary) it's what makes his character so beautifully human.
#ensemble stars#eichi tenshouin#tenshouin eichi#Also in the post I'm referencing they mention the common misconception that#eichi started the war because he was in love with wataru#which isn't true#exactly the opposite#he started the war because he loves idols#and wanted to create a better environment for new idols#as idols were the ones who kept him happy when he was in hospital#the war was something he did out of his love for idols#not his love for wataru#that was why he targetted Wataru as one of the five eccentrics#he realised it would mean Wataru would never feel the same as he'd hurt both him and his friends#but wataru (another very beautiful and complex character) realised Eichi's intentions far quicker than anyone else did#and thats why now they're side by side#Eichi never started the war for Wataru's attention#he actually assumed it would make him resent him#a lot#and expresses to this day#even after EP:Link#that he feels he is undeserving of wataru's love#because he is wracked by guilt over his own overly severe actions during the war#because he hurt so many people#it's not just wataru though#he feels undeserving of *any* love#me after making a post and then writing an eichi monologue in the tags
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Lemon stop feeling like you're bothering ppl by texting first challenge. Smh.
#half of me is like#I'm bothering them#And the other half is like#But if they always have to text first they probably think I don't like talking to them#Which isn't true#But like#HOW DO PPL NOT FEEL THIS WAY?#lol
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This, I personally think I have autism as well but I keep getting told to stop self diagnosising, SPECIFICALLY when I bring up the fact I have many traits of ASPD, something I want to get looked at. The thing is, is that it's very likely I do have it because my psychiatrist was wanting to keep an eye on me for potential B-cluster personality disorders, which aspd is a part of. My mother had bpd, one of my aunts very likely has histrionic disorder whom I unfortunately grew up with and was never medicated. My mother got therapy is doing loads better, same as myself. I still have traits though, but I feel that I probably wouldn't be diagnosed now that I'm dealing with it better.
“You shouldn’t self-ID as ADHD/autistic, you’re turning a very real mental condition into a trend” Ok then stop saying delulu. Stop speculating on which cluster C personality disorder the criminals you hear about on the news have. Stop saying “schizoposting” and “acoustic” and “is it restarted?” Stop using “psycopath” and “sociopath” as catch-all ways of calling someone a bad person. Stop saying “the intrusive thoughts won” when you bleach your hair and then turn your nose up at people who suffer from very real, very scary urges of physical/sexual violence. Stop saying “I’m so OCD” as a way of calling yourself neat. Stop treating BPD/ASPD/Bipolar as inherently abusive. Stop saying “OP I am living in your walls” without tagging for unreality. Stop diagnosing complete strangers you’ve never met on r/AITA with NPD.
You first. If you don’t want our disabilities to be treated like trends then stop belittling and minimising them. I’ll NEVER judge a person for trying find labels for their symptoms when an apathetic, racist, sexist, ableist healthcare system refuses to. But I will absolutely judge a hypocrite. Which a lot of you are
#serious post#ableism#medical information#mental disorders#on a side note ASPD is really bad because of the fact if you have it you're considered a psychopath#which isn't true#ASPD comes in many forms as well and yes I have to mentally check myself sometimes#because sometimes I don't understand why I should care about someone's feelings when I don't like them#yes that could be my adhd but I suspect it's more due to the degree of it
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ik it's all in its head but why does it kinda feel like they don't like me
#Like ik bee n pey do obviously but#The others idk#Trex definitely doesn't like me cuz he thinks I'm an asshole who doesn't like him#Which isn't true#Ash is always tellin me to shut up n insultin me and he's prolly joking but#N Em is. Em.
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Does anyone have some trick that they either never figured out how to do as a child or could never find someone to teach them?
I could never get anyone to teach me the trick to drawing stars super quick. I literally sat down and figured out how to do it this year during a boring online class. But like why??? I distinctly remember asking my friends and my mom to teach me how to draw them and they all refused to show me??????
Anyways what is a trick or skill that you either never learned or had to teach yourself as an adult?
#honestly it is so weird#if i asked my mom she'll say i never asked#which isn't true#funny#funny things
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One day I'm going to feel confident enough to post art and leave it up for more than two seconds but alas. today is not that day
#I just hate being so insecure about it#every time I post art I feel so instantly unhappy with it#and I feel like everyone is going to hate it#which isn't true#I posted art in the LOJ discord before#and everyone in there has been super sweet and nice and supportive#so I know people don't hate it or me#but I get so insecure about note counts it's driving me crazy#I just. feel really bad all of the time#Jules being annoying on main#vent
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It's weird how often teachers say I'm a perfectionist considering that I don't consider myself to really care about making something perfect, I just like making something that I like
#Like my standards obviously raise for myself as time goes on but they're realistic standards I think#As I'm able to realistically meet those standards#It often happens that I look back on a work and say that it's old and that I can do better#Which a lot of teachers take as me putting myself down for making something I no longer deem perfect#Which isn't true#I'm putting my current self up and saying that while that old one is good and fine that my skills have grown since I made it#I guess I should say something like#“That's good but I've grown since then” instead of just “yeah yeah but yk I've grown since then”#Much to think about with this dude
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Made a post talking about how things could've been different and may have made it seem like i don't like Lizzie. I do 😶
#i appreciate all interactions with posts#but seeing most of them being people putting more blame on lizzie than i intended there to be in the post#is making me go eeeeeeeeh#i meant it more as a tragiv what if#*tragic#but guess I made it seem more like a “lizzie's to blame for Tommy’s family falling apart”#which isn't true
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okay making a list of moody boy w daddy issues vs ray of sunshine love interests in as many pieces of media as i can remember and deciding who's my favorite. work in progress because my brain forgot everything i have ever watched and or read:
- the vampire diaries
damon x
stefan
(hear me out. damon was the actual sunshine the whole time. stefan is the one who keeps multiple diaries and writes poetry and has daddy issues so. my point still stands)
- the summer i turned pretty
jeremiah x
conrad
- twilight
jacob
edward x
(i hate both of them, but edward isn't a pedo, so)
- the hunger games
peeta x
gale
- teen wolf
scott x
isaac
and
stiles x
jackson
one tree hill:
brooke x
peyton
and
jake
lucas
friends:
joey x
ross
#ray of sunshine will always win#moody boys are only hot when you are a teenager and think that being traumatized by your love interest is cool#and the only way in which a love can be “epic”#which isn't true#epic doesn't have to mean tragic#the trick is finding someone who can be there when love runs out. someone you actually enjoy and whose mere presence isn't a fucking workou#rambling!
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I have recently acquired this "rabbit" and we can't decide what to name her. She is a Jersey Wooly and everything in the world sticks to her fur.
She looks like shit right now but don't worry I'm brushing her every couple days and making sure she has plenty to eat. When I rescued her she was matted and a little under weight, but that's all being taken care of.
#polls#i tell people i pulled her out from under the fridge#which isn't true but she sure looks like something you'd find in a crevasse#rabbits#bunnies#reblog for sample size I guess#may blathers about something or other#she doesn't really have an official name but she has hundreds of nicknames#mosty we call her dustybuns and wooly bear#or wooly bumpkin#or filthy beast#or snivvling bug eyed creep
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#also: erskine specifically waited until (poor disabled friendless desperate-to-enlist orphan) steve was ALONE#had an MP step in while he knew steve would be worrying about facing prison time for being found out AND THEN offered the alternative#and as for pggy: the clue is in the name SSR - STRATEGIC science#they weren't recruiting erskine to save a jewish man from nazis#they were recruiting a hostage doing nazi science nazis approved of;#to continue doing it for SHIELD and to have projects which would ATTRACT nazi scientists to defect to their side (not the soviets)#post-war when they were fleeing war crimes trials/hangings#erskine was a hostage of hydra and then a hostage of the allies;#what do you think the consequences would've been for him if he'd said 'no I will not make serum for you' to the Americans?#also people seem to forget why the cold war was called 'cold' in the first place#whatever zola made for SHIELD was NOT used on the USSR (since SHIELD was Hydra and Hydra was there + as it wasn't that kind of war)#instead it WOULD have been used on innocent third party (poor) countries throughout the 20th century in proxy US/Soviet wars#and given that zola's presence in SHIELD was kept SECRET so that steve didn't know about it#clearly he was NOT some 'redeemed villain' success story + whatever he was doing for SHIELD outside of Insight was also NOT good#something so heinous it had to be hushed up? you could guess even before canon Isaiah#we've never actually seen any proof Zola did work on tesseract stuff for SHIELD (like eg. Mar-Vel worked on a lightspeed engine)#on the surface that only leaves serum & (since he is one himself) computers but...#zola wasn't just an expert on that^ + serum + the tesseract; after bucky he's also an expert on supersoldier torture + BRAINWASHING#that leaves you with: authoritarian surveillance tech + human experimentation + torture + brainwashing#those are his areas of expertise - there is no 'redeemable' take on that#there is no 'it's ok to work on that because it's against the soviets' huMAN TORTURE IS WRONG EVEN AGAINST COMMUNISTS KAREN#saying op paperclip was NOT a second chance#when we're talking about a man who WOULD have been hanged at Nurenberg without it#and who took the place of a Nazi-created refugee who would've DESERVED to emigrate to America#you can't girlboss your way out of this one margaret via amarriageoftrueminds
hot take of the night I read right in my notes alert: apparently peggy carter worked with hydra scientists (n*zis) bc she believed in second chances
#mcu#anti peggy carter#project rebirth was literally eugenics/human experimentation#how do people miss this?#it's like when people claim shield started out good then became corrupted later#which isn't true#it was corrupted from the start#that was the point#you can't claim they started out good when the start involved hiring nazis
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moe moe beam
#limbus company#heathcliff lcb#heathcliff limbus company#project moon#dante lcb#draws#edit: i should make it clear that this isn't meant that heathcliff hated dante before canto 6 lmao#it was that he was still distrustful n couldn't bring himself to show care as openly as he could after canto 6#a lot of moments where he cared he immediately retracted out of distrust which is understandable#after canto 6 it's clear that he fully trusts dante now#especially after what they did during his canto#it's fitting that they released his announcer lines after that#to show that he now doesn't have to hide his true nature anymore n he has a group of support network now
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