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aroacewxs · 10 months ago

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terrible terrible part of not growing up with a very very big piece of media is that once you get into it older, there is just So Much. and you're like well shit how long will this take

#im the kind of person who HATES missing details about a show or a game or anything #like i have to know everything #which is. close to impossible #but i have to feel like i have a very large and accessible library of Source Material that i can consult at all times #because i am also terrified of having a surface level interpretation of a character like man just take me away to the guillotine atp/j #let me atone for my sin #it's a fun process though.. Learning Shit #it just takes so long. and i want to know everything NOW NOW NOW #but alas i am a human being with basic needs and responsibilities and not as much time as they'd like to have #whatever!!!!!!!!#yeah this is about dr who #making my way through modern who first #then ill find a way to watch classic who as well #i know there are audio dramas and also books but i have no idea where to start with those #if anyone actually knows I'd appreciate your Friendly And Wise Guidance Thank You

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unlimitedbutchworks · 1 year ago

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ultimately you have to remember that complaining about "4chan white trans women who are bigoted and so and so" is almost entirely pointless for any purpose aside from raising transmisogynistic sentiments in observers. this specter of an evil tranny is constantly looming despite the individuals being rare and often total shut ins, and people expect transfems to take this shit seriously and be constantly swearing off association with """bad people""". these people, when they do exist, by and large lack the power to actually do anything with their beliefs; obviously if they do it sucks but this idea that there are trans women ~getting away with it~ and that all transfem communities allow and hide this behavior is blatantly transmisogynistic in addition to often being completely imagined! its insane to act like you have to choose between resisting white supremacy and resisting transmisogyny, and yet, people wind up continually portraying it as this

#trust me brother most of the people I’ve been friends with are trans women ive seen trans women say racist stuff before #my circles challenge it and figure it out #these subhumans are talking like we dont deeply value the contributions of black trans women to transfeminism #im all for combating white supremacy in lgbt spaces including transfem ones #which is why we have to stop people just adding 'white' in front of whatever transmisogynistic shit they want to say #transmisogyny and racism are closely linked due to the racialized expectations we have for womanhood and tackling them together is critical #and talking over trans women on this- especially trans women of color and jewish trans women- is batshit insane and yet impossibly common #genderposting #sasha speaks #stop putting spacelazarwolf on my dash lol

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mrpenguinpants · 4 months ago

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you ever just read your wips from an outsiders perspective and once you’re done, you think, “wow, I really hope the author finishes this,”only to realize you’re the author that needs to finish this.

#I’m back with the milk #You have no idea how many wips are so close to being done #If I just sat down and wrote 2 paragraphs to conclude the story I would be done #But those two paragraphs bake in my cerebellum for 2 years #I’m holding a gun to myself #Gun to your head finish a fic this month #Impossible challenge don’t disappear for months at a time #Like the wip doesn’t even need to be good but it’s not done #Therefore incomplete and I do not read incomplete stories #My ao3 perma tags are English and complete works #One is non negotiable the other is a need #I’m not telling which one is which

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schrodingerseurydice · 2 months ago

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odysseus the moment when, for the first time in 20 years, nobody is trying to kill him: whelp, guess it's time to kms

#epic the musical #like he's so real for that #it just makes me giggle #also the fact that ruthlessness is mercy #in this case being ruthless to himself is the only mercy against the voices in his head #also also the fact that he became the monster #i.e. the thing he is now fighting #man vs monster to man vs self pipeline is the same battle #also also the fact that he chose his life over everyone else's and is immediately like #fuck #actually i don't want this #but not just because of the guilt #which would do it for any mortal #but because he's battled hunger and storms and monsters and gods to get home to his wife #and now he's on a literal magic prison that makes it IMPOSSIBLE for him to get home to his wife and kid #the only thing he wants to do #like no wonder he's going through it #“please let me close my eyes” king i love you #you may have killed a baby and your idea of greeting the world with open arms is pre-poisoning wine with lotus juice but i still love you #at least the musical version #fae rambles #odysseus

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whos-hotter-jjba · 6 months ago

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Second Chance Round - Match 2

#okay theres no contest for me you cant beat abbacchio its impossible #prosciutto might come close but its the true lesbian icon leone abbacchio #also theres so many part 5 characters here in the second chances huh #im eventually going to do a statistic analysis on which parts won or lost the most #leone abbacchio #jjba prosciutto #prosciutto #paco laburantes #jjba ghiaccio #ghiaccio #vento aureo #golden wind #the jojolands #jojolands #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #who's hotter jjba #hottest jjba character bracket

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lemongogo · 26 days ago

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college … wasted on the youth (me)

#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN #forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just #so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing #and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif #dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z #bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore #ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually😟#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school #i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do #science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only #reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed #and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during #covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what #i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg #for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO #i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now #like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad #guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)

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galmiahthepigeon · 7 months ago

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Massive protest in Buenos Aires against severe budget cuts for free public universities. People sing "And now you see, and now you see, those who don't jump voted for Milei".

#i didn't take the best video #but i hope it's clear that this agglomeration I recorded here was not even close to the entirety of the people gathered up to protest #it was so massive you couldn't get to the plaza where the protest was meant to culminate #because there was so much people it was entirely occupied and it was physically impossible to advance #the subways were filled to the brim in both directions and you had to stand in line to use them. which NEVER happens #people who you could never even concieve of going to a protest were there. people ideologically opposed to protests were going.#people of all different political leanings were singing their own songs and suddenly united singing our national anthem in unison #you do NOT fuck with our public education. universidad gratuita pública laica y federal.#on a tangentially related note #there were basically no reports of repression even though they had been going crazy with police brutality in all the previous protests.#i think it's bc there literally weren't enough cops to handle this amount of people #a revolution is sounding reeeeeeally appealing right about now

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timeofjuly · 6 months ago

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I’ve been too scared to reread rtc to work out what needs to happen in chapter 13 because I convinced myself that the whole fic is a flaming pile of cringey flimsy garbage, but ya know what, I finally gathered the courage to (skim) read it and it’s not as bad as I thought lol. My interpretation and understanding of the characters has changed a lot since I started writing it (thank you to all of the extraordinarily talented writers in this fandom whose works have since shaped my characterisation for the better) so if I could go back, I’d make some different choices. But - and this is me putting this into words in an attempt to convince myself of its truth - this is a hobby, not a test. I’m not a failure because I’m not retroactively meeting the standards I have for my writing today with words I wrote six months ago. Are there bits of clumsy writing and mischaracterisation? Yes, absolutely. Does that mean I’m a bad writer and a bad person who should throw their laptop out the window and never write another word again? Probably not lol, even if rereading that mischaracterisation makes me want to do exactly that.

I’m glad I’ve pulled the bandaid off and reread it, a) because I kinda know what I want to happen in the next chapter now and b) because rereading it, despite the Shame and Embarrassment, reminded me that I actually like writing rtc. Even the bits I cringe at now - I remember having fun writing them. And then I looked back at some comments and remembered how much I love the sense of community that comes with putting myself out there, even though being perceived by others is probably my biggest fear. I like writing, and I like sharing my writing. Why am I letting shame ruin this for myself? I want to stop feeling icky and embarrassed about things I worked hard on.

Anyway. All this to say: I like writing rtc, despite the flaws I see in it, so I need to learn to work through my learned response to imperfection, which is to just feel terrible about it lol. I’m going to start messing around with chapter 13 soon. I really do miss playing around in the rtc world and I’m so excited to show you all what I have planned for the characters <3

#finally doing tumblr right by oversharing like this blog is my diary #I hope this is relatable to at least one (1) person #stop aiming for the unobtainable goal of perfection challenge level: impossible #all of this and I’m still too lazy to actually edit any of it lmao #I think I’ve been more motivated to work on Wishbone because I think it’s an objectively better piece of writing #compared to rtc which I think is patchier #I am so very grateful that people like rtc #we are all just our harshest critics #on the bright side I still think the dinner scene with black and the electrician is one of the funniest things I’ve written lol #‘close your mouth and open your menu’ remains hilarious to me

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shanastoryteller · 2 years ago

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I FORGOT TO ADD HAPPY VALENTINES DAY IM SORRY INWAS THR YOUR FAVORITE PAIRING ASK ♥️♥️

Kim has been missing for three days.

Ann understands why. She doesn't like it, but she understands.

Kimmy's business relies on her being unthreatening. She has to be beautiful and unarmed and smiling and people will call her in instead of other, more violent options for the good PR. They'll call her because she's cheaper and palatable and they can talk about supporting a small business. If they do something, it's examined and picked apart, or subject to layers of red tape.

Her daughter does it with a blowout and a coordinated outfit and suddenly those things matter less.

But Ronald has been missing for four days.

And he hasn't been taken by Draken or Shego or someone Kim can trust not to be too cruel or even someone that fears her enough to still their hand.

Ron is missing and what Kim is is willing to do to get him back can't happen under the world's eye. It's not something they'll forgive her for.

Ann has taken oaths against inflicting harm on others.

Kim hasn't.

#i didn't get a favorite pairing ask but i'm assuming you were asking me to write my fav pairing lol #which is impossible so have my first fave <3 #prompt answers #prompts are closed #asks #anon #kim possible

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fishnchip3011 · 8 months ago

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everytime i actually open up sdv to play i get flashbanged with sebastian's white ass sprites because i always forget not everyone sees him as wasian💔 my current hc for him is half chinese (liable to change... but ik for sure he's half asian) but he is Not bilingual he can't rly speak or write the other language he can only understand it when listening but even then he's not very fluent LOL this is just turning into a sebastian hc post might as well go full out. to me sebastian Does have relationship experience but has been thru shitty ones in the past which is part of the reason why he's so pessimistic & brooding </3 and he'd hook up with ppl in zuzu city for a night for a while but it just made him feel shittier so he's stopped since ☝️ also people make him out to be way cooler than he actually is like yea sure he's kinda cool but he's also a Massive Loser especially when he tells you how he hates "seasonal fads" like pumpkin spice and that one line about the potluck soup where he's like "Why ruin the potluck? Hmm... I guess some people feel liberated when the rigid structures of society break down a little. Maybe I'm weird.” WHO ASKED😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 his ass also can NOT cook he can make spaghetti but it's mid. he probably has low ass stamina and yeah he's tall and lanky (rn i see him as around 5'9-5'10) but you could snap him in half over your knee. when he's in an actually healthy relationship he gets really flustered over certain romantic gestures cuz he's not used to feeling valued or being considered someone's #1. he picks up on little things and does acts of service but i also think he can be really callous and insensitive at times because while he can be pretty perceptive he is also Very Emotionally Stunted. he unlearns lots of unhealthy behaviors & mindsets with the help of his partner & family & friends ^__^

#i almost popped a vein trying not to mention rowan in all of this so this post is more. consumable i guess #but rowan to me is soooooo perfect for him to me because rowan's whole thing is empathy and warmth #where it's a strength but also a weakness for him because he's also a chronic people pleaser and a doormat #out of the need he feels to make people feel valued which is a good thing but not when its to the point of self negligence #rowan gives rly good advice but overburdens himself cuz he feels responsible for ppl&doesnt give himself the same treatment he gives others #when he's with sebastian he helps him feel valued and sebastian learns to trust people more and not to immediately assume the worst of ppl #and seb is sooooooo perfect for rowan bc seb is vocal about what he dislikes and when hes not happy w something/one #and is good at setting boundaries whereas rowan is Not. he helps rowan learn how to say no to ppl and be more assertive #& think abt his own feelings more! they both help e/o vocalize their feelings #for rowan its vocalizing his opinions more and valuing himself more & for seb its vocalizing more for the sake of better communication #w other ppl so he can establish better trust & relations w ppl. and stop being so closed off/unapproachable LOL #their differences match up well but it also leads to arguments/tension cuz seb doesnt communicate and resorts to avoidance #and rowan is too pliant sometimes to the point where it hurts not just himself but the ppl around him including seb #also fun fact rowan is the type to cry when he gets really angry/upset & when seb resorts to avoidance instead of reassurance #(which is what rowan wants) rowan sometimes ends up catastrophizing & also bottles up his emotions similarly to seb #they always reconcile in the end tho even if it takes a while </3 they r both learning ok!!!!!!!!#not perfect to the point where they dont argue bc thats Impossible but they suit each other well. they r good for each other qwq #eon babbles #stardew valley #farmer rowan #<- i talk about him in tags. hehehe

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where-the-water-flows · 4 days ago

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What are 3 things that are nice around you? We gotta remember that positives exist

tagged by @howlingmoonrise - <3

bingley! the sweetest, stupidest little guy. traded all his braincells for soft; definition of eyes closed three paws can't lose.

my fancy bitch (not really)(kinda) mechanical keyboard, which has a set of lotus ink painting caps from aliexpress and delights me immensely.

a tin of danish butter cookies, which actually (currently) contains cookies, and not sewing supplies.

no pressure tags: @qilingxiong, @lianhuajing, @bettercostume, @junemermaid

yes pressure tags: @a-memory-a-distant-echo

Cat tax: mr beeps himself, asleep in the plush cat bed,apparently unbothered by the heat despite the fact it's like 34 fucking degrees °C

#waters words #tag games #I would have counted my wife (my WIFE!! idiot fuckin married me. lmao. terrible choice on their part but gr8 for me)#but they are asleep still so. they are actually not in the room rn.#also sort of thinking about swapping the switches out on my keyboard #(which is a skyloong gk104 currently on the silent ruellia switches which have ~50g actuation #if any of you...uh.. care about that sort of thing and aren't my wife who already knows)#if I can find anything that fits in the tiny venn overlap of tactile +#not as loud as a fucking gattling gun next to your ear #+ an actuation force of min 50g but ideally closer to like. 70g+.#and not like nine billion dollars for a full set.#AND in stock anywhere that doesn't cost one squillion dollars for shipping that will take eleven thousand years.#(I want them quiet because I don't actually want the sound I just need the feedback to... know when a key is actually pressed #and not feel like I'm sticking my hands repeatedly into mashed potato filled with like. teeth.#my wife who shares the office would - reasonably! - skin me alive if I went back to cherry green level volume tho.#or like. they wouldn't. because they're a nice person.#but they would be attempting to develop psychic powers to explode me with their brain just like. subconsciously.)#(holy grail is like. dead silent tactiles with an actuation of ~70-80g ish but uh. that is... physically impossible or close to. so.)#you are all being spared the much bigger wall of text about shit I'm doing to my phone. so. I am deeply Just Fucking Like This

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cold--carnage · 6 days ago

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as the day goes on, the pit of dread in my stomach grows deeper

#💢.butcher #🫀.vents #expecting an email about court results #I feel pretty sick about it honestly #extremely concerned that if he gets sentenced worse because of us he'll come after us #which is impossible but he already tried to fuck with us using his family and shit so who knows #I'm not going anywhere without a weapon #I'd buy a gun if I could #I know that our roommate would straight up kill the guy if he came near us though #I told her the whole story and she had a look like “oh yeah I'll kill him if needed”#we're probably fine #we live in a high rise #our roommate has a dog which is some level of protection #and also many family members close by who all know his face and what he did #whatever #I'm just trying not to think about it

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running-in-the-dark · 23 days ago

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I'm hoping this next week will be better than the last. not much has changed really but at least I'm trying now. at least I'm working on making it better.

#I'm so tired and so stressed and I really did not do much at all this week #hopefully I'll manage to make an appointment with my GP soon #and I think I'll apply for a job... literally just one. I looked at over 1300 listings and that was the only one that I feel I could #do right now 🙃#it's very easy. I won't get it I think. but at least I'll try #oh and I need to call the therapist I saw last month. gotta wake up at 8am for that which is close to impossible for me. but I'll try #(wanted to do it last week but then I felt like shit so I didn't do it)#personal

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a-s-levynn · 1 year ago

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