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I'm consuming this content[/porn], I think it's super hot and it's great that it exists, and I applaud the aesthetic good sense and the heart and the guts of the people involved in making it.
But even though I get great vibes from this particular production in terms of the makers having the best of intentions wrt working conditions, I can't shake the feeling - with respect to this video in particular - that I'm consuming something that was factory-farmed, or made in a sweatshop. Like too much suffering has to have gone into this. Like maybe the people making this weren't exploiting each other, but they had to have, to some extent, been exploiting themselves.
Because the obesity[/overweight] epidemic just keeps getting worse every year, right. Spreading to more and more geographic areas, higher and higher percentages of the populace.
But somehow the weight-fashion pendulum has swung back around to where it was in the late '90s and '00s - which happens to be more to my taste! - and suddenly once again everyone is having to find actresses with BMIs of, like, 16, to make haute content. And there just aren't very many of those people any more, and they aren't as skinny, and it's harder for them to be skinny than it used to be. And the entertainment industry was a crucible for starlets in the '90s.
I'm not saying there aren't people who can be skinny without "self-exploitative" effort. And I'm not saying that "self-exploitation", itself, must inherently be a problem that warrants outside intervention to interrupt the "self-exploitation" at the expense of whatever else the person valued. I've been falsely involuntarily committed for anorexia [as a minor] myself. I'm not trying to strangle people's pursuit of self-actualization by pretending to "look after their mental health". I know that's unjust.
I'm saying my heart is breaking for the new generation of earnest aspiring artists - who were taught that, if they have to torture themselves to be beautiful and beloved, that's the natural order, and if they fail or fall short of perfection, it's their fault - when, in reality, most of them have crippling lipostat dysfunction that they have been given zero actually appropriate medical tools for dealing with, because the concept of "crippling lipostat dysfunction" has been heterodox to the prevailing medical order since the time of the modernists/Rationalists/Behaviorists, in the 1920s and '30s.
It's rare that kinks get advertised, but the companies that pull it off make some art.
Anoeses in Ukraine put this ad together for their Spring line.
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speaking of drugs i got my 250mg mexidol recently and i am a firm believer in this stuff. reviewing my posts here on tumblr from 3+ years of taking it on and off, the difference in POTS symptoms, pain, nerve pain specifically, and brain function is really stark. and i think larger doses (250mg as opposed to the smaller 125mg pills) are better. mexidol will keep me awake if i'm trying to go to sleep, so i have to be careful when i take it, but about an hour after a 250mg pill i will physically warm up and be able to take off the heavy sweaters and coats i usually have to wear indoors in any room under 75F. i start remembering things ive been struggling to remember, like words i couldnt recall or memories of events that i had forgotten. and most interestingly it seems to have restored my spontaneous idea-having. it's pretty normal for artists and writers and musicians to just have concepts or "paintings i would like to do" or "this would be a good plot for a story" come to them randomly while sitting around, i dont think every creative works that way but i think most of us experience it when our brains are running well. that brain function, which usually is one of my most reliable brain functions, has gotten extremely bad for me in the past ten years from what i assume is childhood TBI catching up to me, postviral neurological damage from covid and other stuff, general allostatic load, etc. mexidol doses seem to be correlated with Having Ideas, which is really interesting.
all of which is expected behavior based on mexidol's mechanism of action, which is a systemic antioxidant that increases blood perfusion throughout the entire body and is able to cross the blood brain barrier. i'm very interested to see what comes of the recent patent announcement in Canada as hopefully more research will be done in English.
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All of the background/minor characters in Helluva Boss are much more interesting than the main characters and Iām entirely certain itās because they arenāt forced into the Stolitz universe and theyāre the only reason I watch the show now.
Like, look at this imp family/single parent unit here.
Theyāre watching the trial, but before that the imp woman was washing dishes and the son was grabbing cookies off the shelf.
Hi! Thanks so much for reaching out.
I absolutely agree and I think there are a couple of reasons for thisā
FirstāThe imps actually have RULES for how theyre designed as a species.
These rules are really simple, and so pretty much anyone can design an imp.
1. Imps have red skin and yellow eyes.
2. Scars, birthmarks, freckles, and other skin markings are white
3. All imps have horns. Biologically female imps have black horns and black hair, and biologically male imps have white hair and white and black striped horns.
Whatās nice is that, even with these general guidelines, thereās plenty of room for variation in designing imps. Some impās legs are bent like a satyrās some have more human legs, they have varying lengths of tails, different body shapes and sizes, etc.
Idk if these design rules were in place for Imps as a species from the very beginning of the show, but I think having these rules helps A LOT because it means the character designers do have freedom to make unique and appealing designs, while not getting TOO crazy, which prevents them from being too over-designed:
(All character design sheets by Erin Frostāformer artist and character designer for Helluva Boss)
Secondādue to being background characters, theyāre less likely to over-designed in general. This hasnāt always been the case (and sometimes still isnāt) with Hellaverse shows, especially Hazbinās Pilot:
I donāt even think these are all necessarily ābadā or incompetent character designs on their own, but they have a lot of little details, and when theyāre all squished together like that, it causes some pretty rough visual clutter. Charlie is supposed to by the main focus of the above shots, but she doesnāt really stand out from the background crowd.
Same with shot of Alastor watching the broadcastāhe stands out a little better since heās silhouetted, but the characters in the foreground having so much going on really detracts from Alastor as the main focal point.
This is also just like. Not a very good composition. Iām really not trying to be mean or rude but, the characters being so overly designed and having such similar color palettes really muddles things.
Alsoābecause there are so many design elements trying to be incorporated at once, we sometimes end up losing all those little extra details that are added due to the visual clutter. I didnāt have any idea Alastor was a deer until like 2 years ago, because his antlers were so small I never noticed them. I thought he was an owl, tbh.
I think we get the most overly complicated designs when the character artists and designers are given like. 3 or 4 different themes or ideas that they have to blend together. Alastor is a deer AND a āradio demonā AND a practitioner of voudo. Angel Dust is a spider AND a mafioso AND a porn star. Some of those ideas absolutely end up being lost because so much is trying to be fit into the design.
The most infamous example of this is Queen Bee, whoās supposed to be a honey bee, lava lamp, fennec fox, party girl, and apparently also an animal tamer?
And Iāll be honest, Iām actually one of the few people who kind of likes her design. I think if you were to simplify her and take out a lot of the extra details, she could still be a fun sparkle dog-type character. But thereās so much going on with her, that a lot of her design elements get lost.
Like, apparently the little pink mark on her forehead is actually a closed eye??? Like I think itās supposed to be an Ocelli, the third āeyeā insects can have:
But itās just like. Closed usually I guess. In theory, itās not a terrible design idea for an insect character, but Bee has SO MUCH going on visually that this design choice gets entirely lost. I just thought it was like. A weird symbol on her forehead, and it took me AGES to realize itās supposed to be her Ocelli or a third eye.
This happens a lot with more of the main characters in Hb and Hazbin, because theyāre apparently supposed to be SO many different things that the character designs get too cluttered.
I think this is the main reason for a lot of the less appealing character designs in the Hellaverse, because theyāre trying to be like. Ten different things at once. The imps avoid this fate though because, other than maybe their general profession and age, theyāre supposed to be imps. They have those design rules we outlined before. I think thats what makes the biggest difference and is also why Mammon is actually the best design of the seven deadly sins because heās literally just a round jester you look at him and your brain goes āyep thatās a jesterā and youre not left trying to figure out what heās supposed to be for 10 minutes. Heās not trying to be seven things at once. Heās a jester. With some extra arms. Sorry I was wrong when I said it was belphagor before. Itās mammon. Dudes literally just a jester.
#helluva boss critical#hazbin hotel critical#helluva boss critique#hazbin hotel critique#hb critical#hazbin hotel criticism#helluva boss criticism#character design#character design critique#funhouse convo#media criticism#media critique
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Hey honey.
It's been a long time since I've thrown out some theories.
Before the new part is released at the end of January. I want to share a few ideas about what can happen in general in the arc of Dissomnia.
In Riddle's dream, we see that his subconscious (no, guys, Malleus doesn't create all these dreams, he just gives them sand and various shapes and throws them into the sandbox) made his childhood veryā¦Happy? His loving mother, who doesn't treat him like she's cultivating some kind of experiment. On the contrary, she has a big heart with a tender love for his son. Maybe his parents will be one of those sweet romantic couples with a long and strong marriage. A quiet, serene life. The friends who had been with him for all those years that he was actually locked in the house. Lots of hobbies. Lots of fun, lots of childish curiosity, games and adventures. Yes, he is still respected. But he is loved. Love as a friend and an undergraduate who has earned a good reputation.
Well, it can also be as tall as a two-meter-high Epel. Ahahaha.
Or 1.1, as we saw in Leona's dream. For Riddle, the dream is a nightmare where he continued all his mother's instructions and ended upā¦.broke down. When he realized that the world was completely different from the narrow, tiny world in which he was trapped.
Ace's dream is something wild. It haunts me that we didn't see Ace at the very beginning. You see, we met the characters exactly in the order in which we met them. For example. Epel-Rook-Vil, Floyd-Jade-Azul. Jack-Raggie-Leona and so on. The meaning is clear. But in the arch with the dreams of Hearts, everything went topsy-turvy. It's pretty funny if they just switched places for the sake of Alice's chaos theme.
Ace is definitely going to be a wild card in every sense. Maybe his dream is a simple school life? Or is it an endless amusement park?
But you know, I want to see one detailā¦.
What if Ace's subconscious gave Yu and Grimm better conditions? A Loving Family? A house?
I had an idea what he could give to Yu's - parents. Yuu mother, for example, is a famous photographer and artist (Yu's love of photography and art), and Father is an inventor or craftsman (I will fight with anyone who says the opposite, that Yu does not understand repairs and all sorts of things, after so much has been done in their dormitory) Definitely a man who has golden hands, in short. And Yuu will be their favorite child, having inherited their passion for certain crafts. A modest but very very cozy house where you can exhale and leave all your sorrows at the door. Where there is always a smell of something delicious or pleasant.
Grimm is a part of this family unconditionally. Is he also loved, also slightly spoiled?
The reason, which has strong and deep roots in the form of family and home, is that neither Yu nor Grimm will leave college. Yuu doesn't have to go back to his world, Grimm doesn't have to get used to living alone without Yuu.
Maybe Yuu will even have magic in Ace's dream, who knows?
2.2 We turn the chessboard around again and his dream is all his hidden fears. The horrors and nightmares that haunt him.
Riddle remains the same Tyrant, the rules are becoming suffocating in every sense. There is no help from senpai, teachers, or the principal. Yuu either returned to their world, or were injured or died in one of the overblots. Or they were expelled when Grimm's behavior was no longer tolerated.
Consciousness and subconsciousness are very complex things. Therefore, it is difficult to say what can break out and turn into a dream.
The arc of the other characters' dreams will end. Finally, these filler series will end.
The plan of Idia and Styx. Discussing exactly HOW to wake everyone up and reason with Malleus. Most likely, this will again be a division into groups. 22 characters in one scene, it's a nightmare for a screenwriter!
After we wake up the "last one," Malleus decides to make a move. You know, I couldn't help but think that this Dragon, beautiful as a god, was just waiting for a very convenient moment to attack. And this guy, let's not forget, is also smart. VERY Let's say we woke up the whole "gang for a fight". What's not a great opportunity to sneak up and not destroy the entire pillar? My bet is that there will be a repeat of the sleeping beauty scene. Silver started it, so there will be an attack on him. He's the only one who can walk through other people's dreams without Draconia's knowledge. Permissions NOT too.
What is easier to deprive the only chance to wake up the others again than to fix the main problem? We put Silver to sleep, we throw everyone back into their dreams. Voila!
This will most likely happen after Riddle wakes up. It would make sense because we started the game with Riddle (figuratively speaking), and Malleus closes the door back at the very end. They have some similar themes, which would be well reflected by some of their parallels. Both have a theme of roses and thorns. Both follow their own "rules", both have their own "reputational image", both don't know much about the "outside world".
Finally, let's bring Lilia back into the story. Yes, I miss the reunion of the Diasomnia family.
Yuu will see more dreams about "Sleeping Beauty" as a warning that Malleus has been watching them all this time and waiting for the moment to cut down this weed.
7.1. Yuu also sees all the horror, all the nightmare from the prologue.But not fleetingly in a moment like beforeā¦..and live every second of this desperate and hopeless situation. It's like they're being burned alive, torn to pieces, and they see each death in slow motion, like an endless torture.
Silver, because of his unique Magic, can see this nightmare tooā¦ and they both realize that this is not a dream at all, and not because of Malleus.
Lilia drinks blood. (maybe Yuu, maybe not) LISTEN, he ate frogs and mice, and another Bag knows what else. Technically, he's a flying mouse fairy. Sooo some species feed on blood. What's not a great solution to give Lilia the "opportunity" to regain her powers and magic before completing the entire arc of studies? It might work as some kind of move that just nobody knew about. Let's think that the Senate hated Lilia because his kind could feed on someone else's blood and become stronger? It's not the most pleasant thing, but we have something. It's a good and logical argument why they didn't want him in the capital so much.
So far, these are all the points that I can come up with in my tired head.
and also
Chapter 8!!
Each chapter has its own "theme" that is discussed one way or another throughout each arc. I may be wrong, but I only use the ones that I noticed myself during the passage. Chapter 1. tyranny and despotism, parental overprotection. Chapter 2 other people's hopes, a brick ceiling (I don't know how to say for sure that even if you give it your all, there is something that you can't go through in any way to achieve more) Chapter 3 - bullying, self-doubt. Chapter 7 the inevitability of loss, grief and loss, and so on.
For chapter 8, it could be Loneliness, isolation, and the outsider. Loneliness? It seems that this topic has not been raised in other chapters.
Yuu's loneliness, because they're not from here. Grimm's loneliness, because he doesn't belong to any part of society either. It's possible that the "puppeteer" is so distraught from loneliness and grief from the loss of something.
Hmm. Most likely, I'm wrong, and the topic of chapter 8 will be different.
They are both isolated from the world in one way or another. Remember how in the same novel, everyone kept them at arm's length and a mop, just to avoid dealing with them.
I understand that we still have a lot to see in Chapter 7, but frankly I have no idea what they have in store for Chapter 8!!
Oh, yeah. Most likely, on this anniversary, the 8th dormitory will be made official and they will be given a "badge", the one with the ribbon that students wear on their uniform jackets. In any case, it's very likely. If they also give you a uniform for Grimm, it will be very cool.
That's the end of my brain gum and I'm taking a break from work.
What do you think, dear?
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Okay okay okay BUT: Steve Rogers writing Spencerian cursive.
For those who don't know, Spencerian was a fancy-ass 19th-century style of handwriting that was already falling out of fashion in the 1930s/40s, and it looked like this:
My granddad, who was born around the same time as Steve, learned Spencerian as an adult, partly because it was fancy and he needed to look fancy sometimes (he was a jumped-up farm boy from Ohio with a high-school education who ended up signing Very Important Documents for the US Army) but mostly because it made his handwriting difficult to forge. It also hung around in graphic design--among other things, the Ford and Coca-Cola logos still use it.
Steve was an artist. It's generally accepted that he painted signs and did illustrations at least occasionally. Fancy lettering would have been an important skill for him--something he could learn from books at the library, something that didn't care about asthma or colorblindness. There's a good chance he learned Spencerian before the serum. And even if he didn't, he then started working for a spy agency where one of his first assignments was accurately reproducing documents. You think he WOULDN'T want handwriting that was hard to forge, working with (and trying to impress) Peggy "I Left Bletchley Park Because This Was More Challenging" Carter? Please.
So yes. He has his nice, accessible, everyday print, neat and legible enough to be a comic-book font. He has his elegant public-school cursive. And then he has the REAL SHIT, which he uses in only a few scenarios:
1. To impress heads of state and other bigwigs as he refuses (in fancy writing) to follow their orders
2. To write Avengers communiques he thinks might be read by other eyes (whether historians or enemies--there's a lot of overlap there, in his mind)
3. To fuck with Tony.
Tony CAN read Spencerian, but it gives him a headache.
@stuckyfingers @amarriageoftrueminds tagging the experts in Steve Rogers meta.
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i am on my hands and knees begging you. stop encouraging artists to nuke their internet presence every time a website updates its ToS or updates its functions. please
#spitblaze says things#artists thrive off of having a presence. often times longtime accounts function as an archive. scraped datasets are already scraped.#by getting jumpy about every possible threat you are only encouraging artists to reduce their reach and visibility.#which is generally not very good for artists
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Beautiful, But Broken
#bg3#tiefling#tw blood#c: Viivi#so I redid my bg3 character because I wasn't feeling durge that much. So now my sibling does durge and I regular tav Viivi#(changed her to tiefling for funs)#at least I meant to do regular tav but uhhhhh things have gone very unfortunately very fast#anyway. Viivi is an artist; she does painting sculpting poetry and some prose. Experimenting with this and that#unfortunately she is deaf which made making connections a bit hard in the fine arts world#fortunately she has a patreon with one very generous patron (she's fey warlock)āØ who has bestowed some gifts of charms for her#which have opened doors of many art galleries#She's not a fighter so although she is confident in her own lane she is also very aware of her mortality#so she avoided any fights she could#which might have saved her but also got her into the mess of her lifetime#you see she couldn't fight the entire goblin camp and their leaders. She would've just not survived that. So she convinced them#that she is a True Soul. She is good at convincing people. It worked. They thought she is on their side. Good#Halsin also though Viivi was on their side. Halsin attacked Viivi's party. Now Halsin is dead.#So Viivi and her group were still alone deep within enemy fort. Viivi made new plans. She frees the prisoner who says he will warn the grov#Good thinks Viivi now they know to flee. I will go to Minthara and tell we got the information from prisoner of the grove location#she will trust us and we walk off#when we get back to grove they have not fled and Minthara is at the gates#Minthara wants Viivi to sound the horn. Zevlor wants Viivi to sound the horn. Viivi asks Zevlor to please tell this plan in detail.#Zevlor says just blow the horn already. Viivi does that. Minthara thanks Viivi for leaving the gate open as planned#Zevlor does not thank Viivi for that. Viivi is confused as she did not leave the gate open. (for real the damn gate was left open)#So I did a Massacre.#now Karlach is gone Wyll is dead. Lae'zel is also dead#but apparently Minthara is ready to be very loving and sincere with Viivi. The most helpful person she has met in very long time.#Viivi might love her#so that is how she's doing.
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Every day I am haunted by the fact JJK could be amazing but it will be just idk Bleach or something
#I've seen a lot of people complaining about the fact that it's impossible to fit the ending of every unfinished arc#in the five chapters that remain for the manga to end for good#And it all just... legitimises my fear and apprehension haha#And it's a pity! It's a pity! The dynamics were so good! And yet nothing! Sukuna was so good! And yet nothing!#It was so nice how he seemed to play with the idea of transcending human categories and values but even the values of curses so to speak#Well beyond everything. Well beyond positive/creative nihilism even! He was not like Mahito#I wonder if Mahito is more a negative nihilism with a funny edge or a positive nihilism. For now it seems positive#with how he seems to have said something like 'nothing matters so we can do whatever we want and create what matters'#But Sukuna transcends all that! It could have been interesting to see how that developed in a way that wasn't just childish edginess#But no. And then there's all the idea of curses and sorcerers not being all that different#and so not really entirely possible to say one side is good and the other bad#There was the idea of the very source of powers with fear and love playing a role here in such a juicy way#And then there's the entire thing happening with Gojo as a concept and the very concepts he plays with which I could eat like an apple#but also I would let those very concepts eat at my heart as a worm inside an apple#Full of holes and rotting inside out and yet delighting at the sweetness#It could all be so good! And yet! Most of the manga is a few sketched dynamics and concepts and a very long fight with Sukuna#promising half finished arcs#WHY it could have been so good. And I don't think criticism is a matter of 'fans being spoiled! Go write your story!' or something#It's not a matter of things not going as fans would want them to be. It's a matter of not writing well#or cohesively things established by the author themselves. And I think that's a fair criticism#If we are to take manga as an artā which I wholeheartedly supportā#then we can subject mangas to artistic or literary or whatever you want to call it analysis. There are works that are better constructed#than othersā and there are works that have good ideas but poor execution. And it's always a pity#In the case of JJK it's truly breaking my heart and the comments I see around about these five last chapters are not helping xD#God it could be so good. So good. And I'm not talking about in specific to meā which yes that too given the topicsā#but just so good in general. It could be so good. It could have been so good#And yet it's starting to look more and more like any other shonen. It truly breaks my heart haha#I talk too much#Jujutsu Kaisen#I used Bleach because I think that's one of the mangas that has been the most a let down to the friends I have who like shonen
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I love your work :). Where do you get your inspo?
Thank you!! Most of my inspo comes from either nature or medical stuff, lots of the backgrounds I use for my work is based on pictures Iāve taken myself while going on random nature walks and Iām still riding the high from seeing the Mutter museum a few years ago. I also tend to lean into the aspect of nostalgia/loss of innocence in my work as a more underlying theme to my more personal works.
#ask#Iāve been meaning to type out an artist statement to better describe what drives my work#but Iāve never been good at explaining stuff at ALL. which is why I draw haha#give me an old medical textbook and Iāll be set for a year#never underestimate the power of walking through the woods and watching a bunch of ravens pick apart a deer carcass. very therapeutic.#also found footage movies those are always fun#for some old college classes I focused solely on roadkill I should do that again#also just old paintings in general! I love mannerist and#baroque art#idk why it cut off the last tag
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The Liverpool Songbook | Eurovision Song Contest 2023
#eurovision#eurovision 2023#esc#general thoughts: needed more ukraine#more specific thoughts for each performance:#mahmood: no. no no no. absolutely not. NO. NOOOOO#imagine was already overdone long before gal gadot killed it for good in 2020#netta: fun choice fun performance over the top costuming#dadi: fun!! very much in his style. he seems to be enjoying himself#and I'm also very happy for him for finaly FINALLY performing live to thousands in the arena and millions back at home#(he recently tweeted that they should get rid of prrecorded vocals)#(which I agree with but I'd love to ask him more about it)#(because his music relies a lot on voice effects and he did use a recorded choir in his own esc performance)#cornelia: not only she said ''I'm going to do the most'' she also added ''and I'm doing it for the sapphics'' nothing but respect for that#sonia: the hometown girl!! I always love to see an older act that maybe we wouldn't immediately think of#ofc she's from liverpool and it is the 30th anniversary of her participation so it makes perfect sense#I've always enjoyed her song too#duncan was very nice too especially when everyone joins him on stage and we see ruslana with the kids back in kyiv#what's next?? if sweden does something similar next year (various artists covering different songs) I don't want to see any of these people#I don't want to see them for the next 3 or 4 years at least#there are SO many artists that have participated the possibilities are endless we don't need to see the same people every time
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swiftie mutuals please know that i still love you i just cant help but be a hater
#my opinions on ts are complex#like i think she's an insanely good and hardworking performer#you cant ignore the amount of work it takes to perform something like her eras shows#AND i think that when she puts her mind to it she can really knock it out of the park with a great song#every album has at least one A+ song#like genuinely i think anti-hero was her best ever lyrically#and she's at her best when she leans into the sappy over the top vibe like w love story or ybwm#my main problem with her is ofc her excessive private jet use#i understand that shes too famous to fly commercial bc she'd get mobbed#but when travelling within a single country she could at least be using road travel#anyway#wrt her music my main issue is that a good 80% of it is very... bland#she doesn't really do anything new or push any boundaries artistically#just plays it safe#and her lyrics can be genuinely awful when she takes herself too seriously (1830s but without all the racists)#and that sucks bc when she DOES decide to explore a new concept or play a character#she generally makes something interesting and fun!#blank space was fun bc it was a play into the media's constructed narrative about her#reputation was. a choice. but i'll defend it for being something different and actually taking a risk#this is a long ass tags ramble but i guess my point is#shes a pop singer. shes a pop singer who makes catchy pop music and thats okay#but she has a habit of taking herself too seriously and trying to be a deep meaningful 'poet' type songwriter like phoebe bridgers etc#which is just. not at all what she's good at#her music needs an ounce of self awareness to be good but her new album completely lacks that#sigh#dont ever get a diploma in music theory worst mistake of my life
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I had a dream about drawing Paz and having the time of my life. That's it I was just drawing. I should do that I think.
#it's like that one time I had a dream about drawing a mossy tree stump for some reason and in the dream it made me so. happy?? to draw it#and I've been thinking about it for literal years. I've been a bit obsessed with them ever since which is really funny#like I look at tree stumps in forests to take pictures for reference and I found some really good ones throughout the years#not on purpose just if I'm already there but still it's a whole thing#it kind of grew into a huge fondness of forests in general I think. I did like them before but now it's like. an artistic thing#I've been working on forest stickers for a bit I drew one for that. so much stemmed from that dream I'm serious#for the record my dream are usually more. abstract#like I do not do normal everyday things in them#this is the second dream about drawing I can remember. both were very happy ones which I think is nice. I do love doing that yes#faksyan talks
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coming to the horrifying realization that i actually do want to be an artist while fully knowing how dumb and ill advised that is
#*****NOT actually in a career way#i want to like. be known as an artist i want to have people like my work on mass i want my art to stand on its own#i feel like people only like my art as like a friendly gesture towards me shelby and it doesnt really stand up on its own#(it being fanart doesn't help....i want to change thag i have ideas about original content but thats a whole other thing)#and idk i want to. create skilled work. and for people to know that about me that i can do that and like it LOL#i also do have enjoyment and love for art ive been thinking about art more and more lately even if i havent been drawing......#its not just an ego thing but yes its a little bit of an ego thing i think very justifiable (cope)#idk. i was thinking about like revamping and trying to organize my art better and my art accounts and accounts in general#my art does pretty bag algorithmically#and i dont want to change the content but i wonder if there is#actions I can do to become more like algorithm friendly as in size of canvas#layout formatting composition color etc etc yknow. jazz it up make it ''punchy'' make it more eye-catching to the mobile#experience LOL#there r definitely pieces that really do well bcs of their layout which im bad at esp on twitter#i need neeed to use twitter more for art actually#i always just refresh the for you and its actually pretty good at finding me different artists I actually like which....no other platform is#doing for me rn Pinterest sucks i keep going there for art inspo but it takes so long to like#hit a vein of good images......
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one thing about me is i have very serious somewhat arbitrary opinions for things of and relating to aru sekai series & u will be hearing them
#magu songs in general perhaps but series things especially#i take this silly little song series so seriously it hurts.#ik i make jokes occasionally & im fine with it if its at least somewhat based on canon info#but if u reduce the series to jokes & memes. well. tip: i am so mad#literally the only reason i havent done any in depth analysis recently is because im very aware its going to take up all of my time#its not that ive lost sight of or am tired of canon info. its that i care so much it will consume me entirely#which is fine if theres a new series song but when its just going over the existing songs i feel like#it just becomes 'uve said this 7 times now can we find something else to talk about'#& i feel bad. but i care so much. i care so so much#good thing im an artist bc no one complains if im out here drawing way too much fan art. i feel a lot less guilty about that#hands u images of pretty girls as a way of saying 'i love this series so much' without having to actually say that#a story about loss & sacrifice & the importance of being human told solely thru obtuse voca songs can be#something so personal actually#the importance of being human is a bad way of phrasing it but like i said its 4 am u have to excuse me#im talking about the message of if u ignore ur own will ur doing urself a disservice & reducing urself to a tool
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corvietans terrible horrible no good very bad day (every day)
#artists on tumblr#my art#asphodel#corvietan#ever since i got back home it's been uh. very turbulent#like not in a particularly bad way so much as adjusting to being able to draw again vs having a newfound love for the people i live with#along with generally wanting to take on more irl responsibility#has just made the aspect of drawing and being creative put a bit on a backburner#which frankly might be good for me. because what the fuck is this thing i drew.#i didn't know what the hell i was doing while drawing this or why i was doing. i think that might be the point of art actually#so from now on i think most of the art i will draw (not including commissions) will be because i simply ''felt like it''.#a foreign concept to me#also i accidentally gave him trans colours lol. which like. it's not like he Isn't trans. i do not think he knows what a gender is
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Sacchin is your blog description a reference to anything in particular?
yes !! to HEARTLOVEPOWERTEMPLE
indie vn made by sofa/yogurt200 who is a rlly cool awesome artist i follow and made/is making 8eyes... its about girls who become LOVEMAIDENS at a temple where they worship VENUS and the BEATINGHEART and its rlly weird and odd but in a good way that i rlly like
#sofa in general is a big inspiration to me..#not artistically per se but like#the way i type. and i guess for laxk of better terms#how i carry myself online#i very much would like to capture the vibe sofa gives off...#which is hard to do when u are not a creative type but still... u knowwww...#anyways go check out 8eyes i really like it#which doesnt mean its good but i like it. so.
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