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What’s your take on the idea that a “realistic” large flying dragon should have a short tail so as to lessen drag? Long tailed Pterosaurs and early birds were all fairly small. Birds have short tails, as did the largest Pterosaurs. Bats are variable but they’re small.
So when we say 'my take' are we meaning...
My Take As a Scientist
This is sound logic! In every large flying animal (we're talking Azhdarchid pterosaurs such as Quetzalcoatlus, or giant Cathartiformes birds like big vultures or Argentavis) the tails are short.

Image from www.prehistoric-wildlife.com
We just know this as a fact; every flying animal over a certain size has a small tail, and from our own experiments creating aircraft we can safely assume this is to reduce drag.
Image from NASA
Our long-bodied planes all have horizontal and vertical stabilizers on the end of the tail - the horizontal ones act as an extra earofoil to generate lift - similar to the tail feathers of birds. Our long bodied planes lack the dexterity of fighting planes, who are triangular (so the 'wing' extends down the full body, no tail) or have much shorter tails compared to the long bodied planes.

Image from Aviationfile.com
Planes have the added benefit of being lifted by jets rather than powered muscles. To make a dragon or monster a similar size to a plane, it would need equally novel ways to propel itself, and then it's tail would need to be short, ideally with horizontal flukes (think whale tail) so the tail could provide lift to perhaps counteract the drag. A creature of this size would not have nippy, fast flight; even thermal currents would be difficult for it to soar on (which is how large vultures manage to fly most of the time). Sure the dragon could get from A to B but it could not maneuver or hunt like a hawk or falcon while doing so. And it's tail? Kinda short.
Link to some cool dragonlike aliens designed by Cydork with short tails.
My Take As A Dragon Designer
As a dragon enjoyer I think dragons should have long tails - it ties them back to being majestic serpents from cosmology. Behind every legend that's "a dragon was slain here" is a "loathesome wyrme spat poison in a ditch" and behind that is a "ancient serpent symbol of dark and scary waters". Dragons should have the tails because they are fun.
So how do we make fun snakey dragon tails work when we know that logically, physically and biologically we need less tail to reduce drag while flying?
We could accept the dragon has short and powerful flights like a galliform (chickens, pheasants, peacocks) - peacocks can fly (not long distances like an albatross, but enough to be in the sky and get from A to B) while having 60% of it's length be long, dramatic tail feathers. Tail feathers are lighter than a meaty tail, but from an artistic perspective you can get a good wing-to-tail ratio for your dragon designs.

Image source: Haribabu Pasupathy/Wikimedia Commons, found attached to This Article
Alternatively you could go down the route of one of my favourite dragon designs ever and basically make a plane-shaped dragon and stick a swishy tail on the end for fun - the Ikran from James Cameron's Avatar are basically fighter-plane shaped with a thin tail sticking out the back. Realistically that little tail is contributing drag, but aesthetically we're enjoying this very cool dragon design.
Another take is something like the Legiana from Capcom's Monster Hunter games - this dragon has a thin whiplike tail which has extendable flaps - these flaps can form another lifting surface (think horizontal flukes on the plane tail or tail feathers of a bird). Legiana would still experience drag, but the way it can change it's surface area to meet it's aerodynamic needs is something fun you could consider in dragon design.
Of course Avatar and Monster Hunter take place in fantasy worlds with lower gravity (actually stated in the Avatar film about Pandora, and Monster Hunter's low gravity is just a fun theory because all the weapons and monsters are huge and you never suffer fall damage) - this doesn't affect drag but does affect the amount of lift compared to creature body size needed to be airborne!
My Take As Author Of Dracones Mundi Specifically
So this issue does not affect the Dracones Mundi dragons because they fly by levitation magic. This allows me to even allow wingless dragons, such as East Asian dragons, to fly around. As my dragons 'swim' through the air, long tails are permitted as they move like crocodiles, eels, sharks - all things that benefit with added length to their anguilliform-to-subcarangiform locomotion.
(images from my blog @draconesmundi )
To get into the gritty details, my dragons have magical fat throughout their bodies, and these fats produce a magic field that interacts with atmospheric magic, so they are 'swimming' through the atmospheric magic rather than through the air, their bodies pushing and pulling against unseen forces. So their tails aren't dragging as much because they are being used to actively push through the magic to propel the dragon forward.
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PSA
i got notified of more than one person doing this throughout a week, and i am just going to come out and fucking say it:
i'm not making this post to the artists that took inspiration: i'm directing this to artists that just don't care.
i understand some people who follow me or know me from my art can be inspired by her design, and that's fine. however, redrawing her in your style and putting eyes in her head and calling it good is NOT okay.
i've literally been sitting here, pondering if i should make this post because i could be too paranoid, or be too mean to fellow artists in the fandom, but finding out one of these artists blocked me because i was in their general vicinity, or in the same area as them after seeing their design made me rethink the decision of not saying anything.
i noticed three people in the fandom so far on separate platforms ripping her off, and it ain't coincidence of this happening. THREE. one of them, as i said, put eyes in her head and called it good. THEY EVEN REDREW HER DRESS. this stuff is incredibly infuriating and i am, frankly, very tired of seeing it on my dash, to a point where i want to stop drawing susan as a whole.
gonna say this again: being inspired is one thing, which i genuinely appreciate those who are inspired, but completely stealing her design for your OC is another.
this isn't coincidence anymore. this is blatant disrespect.
please stop.
#;psa#oc; susan petal#my art#im tired of people doing this#im about to leave the fandom and not come back if this happens again#because im done.
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what’s your fav bloom and rage outfit/style choice for the girls? Also is any of the specific characters look your fav?
I can't choose just one! Now that DN is uploading their Artstation portfolios, these are really easy to share as well.
For Kat, I love her second casual outfit. I love the cutoff overall shorts with the oil stain, which implies she repurposed old overalls into shorts. I love the bandana to get her hair out of her face but also adds a cute girlish touch. I love her purple t-shirt with star motifs. It's just an overall fun outfit for a kid who wants to have a good time outside.

I love all the concert outfits and how very over-the-top, 90's riot grrrl they are. Swann's glam makeup look is my fave though for how the colors complement the others' while still feeling distinctly Swann with the moth shape. Also, purple lipstick! And GLITTER!
Adult Nora as a whole both intrigues and saddens me, because compared to how enthusiastic and excitable she was as a teen, it's so much more difficult to get on her good side as an adult. Her avoidant tendencies are much more pronounced and her overall monochromatic look is so much more conformist and generic than her wild teen self. She's literally wearing business casual when reuniting with her friends. Girl, you're at a bar!! Still, I love her overcoat. I love a good winter peacoat, it's so timeless and looks great on all genders.
I also like Autumn's second casual look as a teen. It's so funny how 90s and Y2K fashion is making a comeback with today's teens, because Autumn's outfit wouldn't look out of place in 2025. She really nailed the fashion rule "baggy top and tiny pants OR tiny top and baggy pants" to a tee! Her crop top contrasting with sweatpants conveys "I'm a confident, sporty, skater gal who also is down to laze on the couch with video games." The skeleton design adds a cool, slightly edgy touch to her normally very cautious and serious personality.
The "riot" masks that the girls wear during their raid on the ranch goes SO hard, but I love how it still has that slight amateur, teen crafter look to it. I love the thought of Nora staying up all night to design the perfect themed mask for each of them and how all the protagonists have an artsy, nerdy side to them. They're definitely well-made masks, but they have visible uneven stitches, streaks of paint, and the textures suggest cheap materials. But it amazes me how DN went the extra mile to enhance the visual language of the game with this rougher, DIY look.
All the girls have their own handwriting, and it's consistent. Swann leaves doodles and old homework assignments all over her room, and they were clearly hand drawn by an artist at DN and have realistic imperfections like stains and scribbles. Kat's journal is a generic composition notebook that she covered in personalized stickers and slogans. When Kat mentioned the Bloom & Rage stickers I thought, "That's weird, when did she have time to design and print her own?" But then you see them, and of course they're not custom designed stickers, but just dollar store stickers that she wrote "BLOOM & RAGE" on with marker. The girls make do with what they have, and it just adds this really nice cohesive, charming look to the whole thing. Especially compared to (again, sorry) Max's journal in Double Exposure with these cartoony, borderline stock image drawings and such boring, corporate UI all over the game.
But perhaps my favorite outfit is adult Swann's. It just looks SO cozy and SO comfy and SO her, exactly what a girl like her would wear by middle age. I bet the artists at DN pulled up Goblincore moodboards and said "That's it! That's our main girl!" She wears those earth tones beautifully. When Double Exposure was revealed, I was disappointed that (AGAIN, I AM SORRY!) Max seemed to be generically prettied up with feminine adult clothes of all random colors that didn't distinguish her from any other young working professionals her age. But what I love about Swann's adult look is that coupled with the fact that she learned to love herself as she aged, her 2022 outfit so clearly conveys that confidence and self-love. The overall silhouette hasn't changed (I bet Swann cried with joy when the low-rise jeans trend of the 2000s finally died off 😂), she still has her high-waisted clothes and backpack. But her visual evolution communicates way more narratively than Max's look in DE; Swann's outfit actually says something. At one point, adult Swann reveals, "I didn't feel like I was the type of girl who was 'allowed' to be into sexy, girly stuff." Aka, fashion choices that society said she wouldn't look "conventionally attractive" in due to her weight. So when we finally see her at the end of the game, it's extra rewarding to notice the longer hair, makeup, nail polish, jewelry, and skirt, which all wonderfully communicate that Swann has embraced her queerness, femininity, and inner and outer beauty as a plus-sized woman. I love Swann's character arc so much. Also, her tattoo is fucking sick.
Thank you for asking!! Dontnod (Juliette, Ricardo, Sam Bradley, and the rest of the art team) seriously knocked it out of the park with these character designs and the overall look of the game.
#I love them so much I love them so much!!#lost records bloom and rage#lost records: bloom & rage#lost records#lost records bloom & rage#lost records: bloom and rage#swann holloway#nora malakian#kat mikaelsen#autumn lockhart#lost records swann#lost records nora#lost records autumn#dontnod#juliette devillers#ricardo madariaga#dontnod montreal#my post#anon#answered asks#lrbr
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—for birthday shenanigans
Hello! Hi!
So, here's the deal: for a lot of different reasons, I have been unsubbed from FFXIV since June last year. Which means that I haven't seen my WoL Aureia in a very, very long time, and I also haven't played around in gpose for an equally long time. And I miss it!
My birthday is at the end of the month ����, and I was thinking that it would be fun to do a gpose for art trade.
I am a very new artist, but I like drawing other people's OCs for practice and for fun. You can see some of my art here. I am going to offer colour busts, something along the lines of my galaxy hair series. ✨
I'm still developing a style, so don't expect it to be exactly like this, but it's the vein of what I can currently do.
—Let's Trade!
Open to anyone, it doesn't matter to me if we're mutuals or not 💖
Message me via DM or an ask. My tumblr DMs only allow messages from blogs I follow to keep spam out, so if you can't reach me that way, send me an ask! You must be off anon so I know who you are. You can also DM me through Discord, if you have mine. Alternatively, if none of these work, reply to this post and I'll contact you!
I will send you the link to a folder with Aureia's .chara file and the single mod necessary to make her her (she's half-elezen/half-Midlander, so she needs her ears!)
Make whatever you would like! I am really easy going, I don't mind folks messing around with my OCs. This is her gpose tag for her general vibe, as well as her character tag and my fanfic tag.
Send me your WoL or FFXIV OC's gpose tag, and a couple good screenshots for refs. Something with neutral lighting is ideal, just so I can get their hair colour and skin tone right! If you have Hrothgar OC, I'm sorry but I probably won't be able to draw them since that's outside my skill level right now.
No Dawntrail spoilers, locations or gear please! I haven't played the expac yet and I'd like to stay surprised for when I do play it.
Aureia's usual vanilla hairstyles are Head Hound (Hilda's hair), the Bold and the Braid, and Great Lengths. I'm 100% open to modded hairstyles, too, if you have something that you think would suit her!
If you want to throw other mods on her, go for it! I have no idea what is current in the mod scene, and I'm very easy going about sticking her in different things.
We'll share what we've made during my birthday week, which is June 22 to June 28! 🎉
Post yours and make sure to tag me in it! 🩷
I will post my half of the trade and tag you in it! 💜
If you have any questions or would like to trade, please message me!✨🖤
#ffxiv#ff14#ffxiv gpose#gposers#art trade#i am SO nervous posting this since it feels so silly and a little needy#but i want to do a trade!!#i miss gpose!!#i miss my baby i haven't seen her in so long 😭#if i'm a little slow replying to you don't panic! i'm not on tumblr a lot during my work day#and i'm not always signed in so sometimes it takes me a little bit to respond#aureia malathar#oc tag
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I have drawings and writing ideas, but instead of doing either of them, I just keep imagining them in my head because I know the final result won't be as good as what I imagined.
And this, friends, is why I will never understand AI bros, because how can you tolerate every little mishap the machine makes? It'll never be to the level of my imagination. The only thing that can get close to matching it is my own writing, my own art, or if I heavily guide another artist to do it.
I used generative AI (for personal intertainment purposes only), and I was always annoyed at something. The more I was annoyed, the more I was realising: why am I even messing around with that? I'll just do it myself since the AI frustrates me so much.
So, in case you were scared of real artists becoming rare, I don't think you should. It's the same reason as to why lots of people still make their own plushies and get money from doing homemade plushies despite mass-produced plushies existing. It's all about the ability to heavily personalize something to your exact liking, which AI will never be able to do... it will get close to doing it, but it'll need a LOT of learning and inputs to do so.
Being scared of big companies getting rid of real artists because it can save them some money? Yeah, it's a fine concern. But, if we take game companies as an example... even with lazy triple A games existing (looking at you, EA) indie games still come out often and strive. Real art will never die. People like me who are never satisfied with AI or need to express themselves in very specific ways will keep existing in high number.
#ramblings#random thoughts#why did i write this#i dunno...#i felt like being positive#fuck ai#kinda...#for the purpose of making art mostly#or writing
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Do you mind when other people blog Rothko
Ha, no. The whole point of this blog really is to educate people on his art and spread it around, the problem is that there are some things that go along with that.
One of them is that if I correct somebody online about their fake painting or a painting that's upside down generally they will not pay attention and if they do pay attention generally they will not fix it. Sometimes they block me. Other times, a "lifestyle blog" will put a bunch up and those are much more popular than art blogs so it's difficult to correct this new audience to the possibility that what they're looking at is fake or mutilated,
Sometimes, as many of you know, I will re-blog one as an example of something to avoid. I try not to blame the people that are putting it up because there's no reason they should know any better, but some of them don't want to know any better and it puts me in a weird position because the work is copyrighted and it could be taken down, and I'm not going to encourage that, but I also don't like to encourage people mutilating works of art. I'm not the person who thinks it's cool when you colorize old movies so we can all "relate" and I'm not the person who thinks that presenting color photographs in black-and-white is good if it goes along with your "theme", I just don't think we should meddle with the artist's intentions if possible
I have a close relationship with many people in the Rothko world and I know that, for instance, if a museum person sees a painting at their museum and somebody has photoshopped it or it's a terrible picture? they would love to see a good one in its place. This blog is often able to provide those pictures by keeping up with the newest scans, but people don't want to re-blog because they like to get the credit for posting the pictures in the notes, which, to me, is very immature blogger attitude.
My blog has greatly benefited from submissions and I get a lot of them, many here and many on Instagram, and I always credit the photographers and keep their credit intact, which seems like the normal thing to do, and that way when one of the people that takes museum trips and takes good pictures gets to the next Rothko exhibit, they are sure to offer me some pictures they took because I'm not going to just steal them. It's not that I am a saint, I think it's polite but its also practical, and I think that sometimes if you play the long game rather than alienating everybody, you end up in a better position to do the things that you like to do. (obviously I am speaking of etiquette here or not alienating nazis or punching fascists which I am greatly in support of).
It can also be a little bit frustrating when all the information is stripped from the painting, when a lot of people would like to know the details and they are right here.
I don't mean all of this to sound holier than thou I think of it as a simple fact. I have put this work in for reference. If you don't want to reblog me, or let's say you were at San Francisco MOMA and took a picture of number 14 1960. You could look it up here and get the details if you did not know them, and I would consider that to be a good use of this blog.
So no I am happy for people to spread the word and get the art around to different audiences and different people but I wish they would have cared about it, partially because I'm right here to help and it would not be much effort to ask me or Reblog, but the truth is that most people don't care about that stuff and there's nothing I can do about it unless I want to go to great lengths.
Sometimes frankly I just don't understand it. There are particular blogs who put up bad scans but worse they put up fake paintings year after year after year and it's not like they have not been informed that they are fake. I don't know if they are art bots like the off the easel scammers who had all the "artist Rothko" type blogs, but those people were tech Bros stealing your personal information and mining wiki paintings which is a terrible place to get art, and they were spreading paintings that were sideways year after year. There's a rule on Tumblr against bots but it's not enforced, like everything around here.
So the short answer is no, but the long answer if you made it through it, is  that I wish people had a little bit more interest in precision. This month I must've told 20 different people that they had a problem in their painting post, not a single person changed it. And everybody makes mistakes, but I actually prefer if people correct mine because it embarrasses me!
Apologies for the long reply
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i am on my hands and knees begging you. stop encouraging artists to nuke their internet presence every time a website updates its ToS or updates its functions. please
#spitblaze says things#artists thrive off of having a presence. often times longtime accounts function as an archive. scraped datasets are already scraped.#by getting jumpy about every possible threat you are only encouraging artists to reduce their reach and visibility.#which is generally not very good for artists
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Beautiful, But Broken
#bg3#tiefling#tw blood#c: Viivi#so I redid my bg3 character because I wasn't feeling durge that much. So now my sibling does durge and I regular tav Viivi#(changed her to tiefling for funs)#at least I meant to do regular tav but uhhhhh things have gone very unfortunately very fast#anyway. Viivi is an artist; she does painting sculpting poetry and some prose. Experimenting with this and that#unfortunately she is deaf which made making connections a bit hard in the fine arts world#fortunately she has a patreon with one very generous patron (she's fey warlock)✨ who has bestowed some gifts of charms for her#which have opened doors of many art galleries#She's not a fighter so although she is confident in her own lane she is also very aware of her mortality#so she avoided any fights she could#which might have saved her but also got her into the mess of her lifetime#you see she couldn't fight the entire goblin camp and their leaders. She would've just not survived that. So she convinced them#that she is a True Soul. She is good at convincing people. It worked. They thought she is on their side. Good#Halsin also though Viivi was on their side. Halsin attacked Viivi's party. Now Halsin is dead.#So Viivi and her group were still alone deep within enemy fort. Viivi made new plans. She frees the prisoner who says he will warn the grov#Good thinks Viivi now they know to flee. I will go to Minthara and tell we got the information from prisoner of the grove location#she will trust us and we walk off#when we get back to grove they have not fled and Minthara is at the gates#Minthara wants Viivi to sound the horn. Zevlor wants Viivi to sound the horn. Viivi asks Zevlor to please tell this plan in detail.#Zevlor says just blow the horn already. Viivi does that. Minthara thanks Viivi for leaving the gate open as planned#Zevlor does not thank Viivi for that. Viivi is confused as she did not leave the gate open. (for real the damn gate was left open)#So I did a Massacre.#now Karlach is gone Wyll is dead. Lae'zel is also dead#but apparently Minthara is ready to be very loving and sincere with Viivi. The most helpful person she has met in very long time.#Viivi might love her#so that is how she's doing.
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Princess Jinjur! She may not be the rightful ruler of Oz but she has a can do attitude and a lifetime of injustices seething beneath her skin!
Jinjur without the portrait
#Showed this to my mom and he said it seemed 'very ozian' to have puff sleeves with shoulder pads which I will take as a win#I didn't even mean to I just like shoulder pads ok. I am a simple artist I like shapes.#oz#oz books#wizard of oz#general jinjur#art#digital art#fanart#the marvelous land of oz#The Wicked Land Of Oz au#wicked musical#wicked movie#God it was so hard to find a good balance for her expression. Girl has multitudes#doesnt help I had to give her munchkin proportions. and also young.and also mature for her age and like she was dying of stress and paranoi#Going through everything at once fr fr
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See the thing is. I know I'm good at writing. Like I have my weak areas or things I need to improve in, but it's not a skill I otherwise spend a lot of time feeling insecure about because a) if I don't believe in my writing literally who will b) if I want to publish my writing I ought to at least feel a resting level of good about it because editors and agents likely will not be cradling my face like a prize cat and telling me how talented I am while asking for their edits c) I've always had an audience for my writing even at its worst– I started sharing my original works online when I was around 16 & that really helped sell to me the idea of 'there will always be someone out there who likes what you do' d) untalented men never think this hard about the quality of their works and they always end up published anyway and e) I don't have many other thoroughly developed skills so why not have one I feel good about. Having said this. Awkward feeling to realize you're one of the authorial weak links in your postgraduate creative writing degree's social circle
#part of the issue is definitely also like. i am good at what i do! its just that im the only one doing it#40 people in my fuckass degree and im the only one who writes fantasy fiction. we had one more girl but she did romance & dropped out#(to be an agent) (this isnt a sad story)#but yeah no im mostly surrounded by very talented poets and screenwriters. which makes my works seem a little. frivolous. in comparison#and my friends especially are so fucking talented it makes me ill. and they engage politely with me about my writing but its also#superficial and i cant blame them because its simply not what they write/what theyre interested in! i feel the same about poetry#but my friend actually seemed surprised a while ago when i mentioned a thing id been writing and i joked that it looked like she was#surprised i could have good ideas and she didnt answer. and like. man.#i am a good writer! i fucking know im a good writer but im a good FANTASY writer and these people are. different writers and theyre good an#im floundering in this environment next to them and theres something not as like.. artistic in what i do its so fucking embarrassing#and they also display just such a lack of curiosity as to others' writing like.. they wont check the moodle forum to read what the others i#our module have uploaded for each assignment?? like arent you even just CURIOUS? but now im also just wondering if theyre like 🤞 this#with each other in a way that excludes me and my stupid flop ass fiction. i dont know. its just so silly. everyone always talks about#finding community in writing groups & degrees & such and that is exactly the last and most isolating place ive ever been insofar as my#writing goes. like at least way back in high school no one cared in general. here people do care. just not about what i can bring to the#table. although again i really dont know if this is a larger scale lack of curiosity/involvement in others works so i digress.#notnow#tbd#sorry this is a very priveleged complaint to have i AM deeply enjoying my degree and ik im so lucky to get to go where i attend. i just#occasionally feel sad. and knowing i failed my last assignment (which WAS fiction) (one chance to prove myself! cute) isnt helping much#if the poetrypeople are better at me even in the thing im meant to be good at. baby we're about to enter the mental health meat grinder.#but we stay silly. i think i just need to find people online etc to talk to about writing again like i did at 17.#just full insanity paragraph analysis. that was fun. i enjoyed that.
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Every day I am haunted by the fact JJK could be amazing but it will be just idk Bleach or something
#I've seen a lot of people complaining about the fact that it's impossible to fit the ending of every unfinished arc#in the five chapters that remain for the manga to end for good#And it all just... legitimises my fear and apprehension haha#And it's a pity! It's a pity! The dynamics were so good! And yet nothing! Sukuna was so good! And yet nothing!#It was so nice how he seemed to play with the idea of transcending human categories and values but even the values of curses so to speak#Well beyond everything. Well beyond positive/creative nihilism even! He was not like Mahito#I wonder if Mahito is more a negative nihilism with a funny edge or a positive nihilism. For now it seems positive#with how he seems to have said something like 'nothing matters so we can do whatever we want and create what matters'#But Sukuna transcends all that! It could have been interesting to see how that developed in a way that wasn't just childish edginess#But no. And then there's all the idea of curses and sorcerers not being all that different#and so not really entirely possible to say one side is good and the other bad#There was the idea of the very source of powers with fear and love playing a role here in such a juicy way#And then there's the entire thing happening with Gojo as a concept and the very concepts he plays with which I could eat like an apple#but also I would let those very concepts eat at my heart as a worm inside an apple#Full of holes and rotting inside out and yet delighting at the sweetness#It could all be so good! And yet! Most of the manga is a few sketched dynamics and concepts and a very long fight with Sukuna#promising half finished arcs#WHY it could have been so good. And I don't think criticism is a matter of 'fans being spoiled! Go write your story!' or something#It's not a matter of things not going as fans would want them to be. It's a matter of not writing well#or cohesively things established by the author themselves. And I think that's a fair criticism#If we are to take manga as an art‚ which I wholeheartedly support‚#then we can subject mangas to artistic or literary or whatever you want to call it analysis. There are works that are better constructed#than others‚ and there are works that have good ideas but poor execution. And it's always a pity#In the case of JJK it's truly breaking my heart and the comments I see around about these five last chapters are not helping xD#God it could be so good. So good. And I'm not talking about in specific to me‚ which yes that too given the topics‚#but just so good in general. It could be so good. It could have been so good#And yet it's starting to look more and more like any other shonen. It truly breaks my heart haha#I talk too much#Jujutsu Kaisen#I used Bleach because I think that's one of the mangas that has been the most a let down to the friends I have who like shonen
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I had a dream about drawing Paz and having the time of my life. That's it I was just drawing. I should do that I think.
#it's like that one time I had a dream about drawing a mossy tree stump for some reason and in the dream it made me so. happy?? to draw it#and I've been thinking about it for literal years. I've been a bit obsessed with them ever since which is really funny#like I look at tree stumps in forests to take pictures for reference and I found some really good ones throughout the years#not on purpose just if I'm already there but still it's a whole thing#it kind of grew into a huge fondness of forests in general I think. I did like them before but now it's like. an artistic thing#I've been working on forest stickers for a bit I drew one for that. so much stemmed from that dream I'm serious#for the record my dream are usually more. abstract#like I do not do normal everyday things in them#this is the second dream about drawing I can remember. both were very happy ones which I think is nice. I do love doing that yes#faksyan talks
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one thing about me is i have very serious somewhat arbitrary opinions for things of and relating to aru sekai series & u will be hearing them
#magu songs in general perhaps but series things especially#i take this silly little song series so seriously it hurts.#ik i make jokes occasionally & im fine with it if its at least somewhat based on canon info#but if u reduce the series to jokes & memes. well. tip: i am so mad#literally the only reason i havent done any in depth analysis recently is because im very aware its going to take up all of my time#its not that ive lost sight of or am tired of canon info. its that i care so much it will consume me entirely#which is fine if theres a new series song but when its just going over the existing songs i feel like#it just becomes 'uve said this 7 times now can we find something else to talk about'#& i feel bad. but i care so much. i care so so much#good thing im an artist bc no one complains if im out here drawing way too much fan art. i feel a lot less guilty about that#hands u images of pretty girls as a way of saying 'i love this series so much' without having to actually say that#a story about loss & sacrifice & the importance of being human told solely thru obtuse voca songs can be#something so personal actually#the importance of being human is a bad way of phrasing it but like i said its 4 am u have to excuse me#im talking about the message of if u ignore ur own will ur doing urself a disservice & reducing urself to a tool
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Sacchin is your blog description a reference to anything in particular?
yes !! to HEARTLOVEPOWERTEMPLE
indie vn made by sofa/yogurt200 who is a rlly cool awesome artist i follow and made/is making 8eyes... its about girls who become LOVEMAIDENS at a temple where they worship VENUS and the BEATINGHEART and its rlly weird and odd but in a good way that i rlly like
#sofa in general is a big inspiration to me..#not artistically per se but like#the way i type. and i guess for laxk of better terms#how i carry myself online#i very much would like to capture the vibe sofa gives off...#which is hard to do when u are not a creative type but still... u knowwww...#anyways go check out 8eyes i really like it#which doesnt mean its good but i like it. so.
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you know what it is. i talk about how vain he is and how he only talks about himself and that is the impression a lot of people have of him and it is the impression i favor leaning towards. he has a very coded way of self-disclosure; he often seems like he's trying to impress people but i know him to be not-the-most-assured in a lot of ways. when i first complimented him on his poetry and told him how much i liked a few pieces (and i loved some of what i read before i knew his last name, so when i read his poetry i did not assume the person whose poetry i so loved was, well, that retired male model i met in passing every now and then). when i told him that. he was very moved by it.
and i do talk about how vain he is; i do say he only talks about himself; but every now and then when he does say something about me it is not at all hidden that he does admire me. some of what he says that seems to coded to impress me or to get my validation, i know he is doing this towards me because he thinks im this smart poetry girl. and i am? i am that, he's not wrong. i think it makes me feel hopeless to think that he really does respect me and care what i think of him because i'd rather he didn't. i'd rather him be this charming but shallow pretty boy which i think he has been seen as by a lot of people throughout his life. despite that he is hardworking, despite that he has (or at least tries very hard to have) an intellectual side. perhaps what he says about himself is so often coded to please me even while it is fishing for my attention, and i want to see that as a reflection of his own self-regard but i don't know that it is.
i don't know that it's not, but i don't know that it is either and as neither of us is very frequently vulnerable with the other, it's not fair for me to say which is the case. or even that there's a "which" like it can't be both. i don't know that he admires me; i don't know that he sees me as this girl who is (or at least used to be) very charmed by him. i do know that he always comes to me and asks me about poetry because as far as he's told me, i'm the only one who has ever cared about his. for all i know that could also be bullshit, but then why should i assume it is either? i'm quite unfair to him in my assessments of him. i do have to admit, he has never actually seemed to have a disrespectful or unfair assessment of me.
#he told me today i was 'exquisite' basically#i think sometimes he's very shocked by my general lack of ambitions. while i do have all this artistic knowledge#i'm like some sort of poetry guru to him. which does make me laugh a little#his estimation of me is overstated.#im a fairy to him! a strange creature he doesnt understand#like how rochester used to call jane eyre a fairy. except we're both pretty good-looking#tales from diana#i dont call myself good-looking often either but i know other people see me as that. so. it is what it is#thats another piece of the puzzle is back in 2020 during quarantine he was... well he still is#but he WAS initially very flirty w me and sort of asked me out 'if we ever get out of this' (quarantine)#whether he sees me as some pretty smart girl who's 8 years younger than him. well.#thats probably exactly what he sees me as#although im not pretty enough or smart enough. or hell even young enough anymore#god we're both old now.#i do promise you reader i won't marry him
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ive inherited a copy of lolita from my parents (i.e. i stole it from the library in our basement and started treating it like its mine) with the 1989 vintage international cover and i think its actually not that bad. better than the 50th anniversary one with the lips anyway imo (which is the cover for the library ebook vers ive checked out).



like i think any cover that incorporates the "only convincing love story of our generation" quote anywhere kind of sucks on principle, and the fact that it features a photo of a girl at all really goes against nabakovs instructions, but compared to other covers that break those two rules, the haziness of the photo creates a really evocative atmosphere i feel matches the book more or less.
#im keeping most of my lolita thoughts to myself because i know it can be an uncomfortable book to talk about when#not intentionally trying to engage with it but. good lord ive highlighted a lot!#mostly stuff where H.H. is being a lying little bastard even in his narration#theres also this passage in ch14 after he um. 'stole the honey of a spasm' when dolores sat on his lap (not a fun passage to read lol!)#where he goes: What I had madly possessed was not she‚ but my own creation‚ another‚ fanciful Lolita—perhaps‚ more real than Lolita;#overlapping‚ encasing her; floating between me and her‚ and having no will‚ no consciousness—indeed‚ no life of her own.#(end quote. forgot quotation marks) which ohhhhh my god. subtlety is for losers lmao.#H.H. IS VERY VERY BAD AT MAKING HIMSELF LOOK GOOD DESPITE HIS BEST EFFORTS.#he claims he memorized charlottes confession of love perfectly and had conveyed in on paper perfectly#but also he completely skipped parts of it (including where she talks about her late son) and inserted the line:#'you would be a criminal--worse than a kidnapper who rapes a child.'#yes. im sure she said that. to the letter.#or when hes like i didnt marry charlotte with the intention to (extremely detailed grusome murder plan). but ill admit. i thought about it.#and then she oh so conveniently gets run over by a car when she discovers his journal. yeah. sure. right.#SORRY again i havent been Posting My Thoughts on it but i am having thoughts on it in general.#it really is a beautifully worded book though. its got great prose. makes the actions worse almost because its filtered through this#dreamy artistic self-justification. which - to go back to the original point of this post - i feel this cover conveys well LMAO#its so much better than the movies oh my god head in my hands#jumping between the most 2008 musical to ever exist‚ legally blonde fanfiction‚ and a controversial literary classic. im versatile.
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