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Valentine - @black-brothers-microfic - wc: 789 - Starchaser + Wolfstar
James had been looking forward to this night for weeks. Heâd made the reservation in advance, picked out his outfit days before, and even spent an unreasonable amount of time trying to figure out if Regulus would prefer flowers or chocolates (heâd settled on both). It wasnât often that Regulus let himself be romanced, and James was determined to make it perfect.
So of course, something had to go wrong.
Regulus looked stunning. It was the first thing James had noticed when he picked him upâhow he was dressed sharply in a dark suit, perfectly tailored, an image so different from the usual oversized jumpers and effortless laziness that James loved just as much. Regulus had even let his hair fall in soft waves instead of the usual loose curls, and James had to resist the urge to shove him against the nearest wall and kiss him senseless.
âStop staring,â Regulus had murmured, adjusting the cuffs of his suit jacket.
âCanât help it,â James had grinned. âYouâre beautiful.â
Regulus had rolled his eyes, but James had caught the tiny smirk he tried to hide.
They had arrived at the restaurant exactly on time, James feeling smug and accomplishedâuntil the hostess had frowned at the reservation list, flipped a few pages, and said, âIâm so sorry, Mr. Potter, but it looks like thereâs been a mix-up. We donât have any two-person tables left.â
James had blinked. âWhat do you mean?â
âWe accidentally double-booked, but we do have another couple who agreed to share their table, if that works for you?â
James had sighed, exasperated, but before he could protest, Regulus had spoken up, voice clipped. âFine.â
James had turned, eyebrow raised. âYou sure?â
âIâm hungry, and Iâd rather not wait another hour for another restaurant. I donât care who we sit with.â
That had turned out to be a mistake.
Because as they were led to their table, James quickly realized that the couple they were sharing with were none other than Sirius and Remus.
Sirius, who immediately burst into laughter upon seeing them. âOh, this is fucking fantastic.â
Regulus, to his credit, did not immediately turn around and leave, though his jaw did tighten noticeably.
âIâm going to kill you,â he muttered under his breath to James.
James just gave him a sheepish smile before sitting down across from Sirius and Remus. âFancy seeing you two here.â
âDidnât realize you had a date tonight, baby brother,â Sirius said, smirking as he swirled his wine.
Regulus merely picked up the menu and ignored him.
Remus, who was clearly trying to keep the peace, smiled politely. âWell, at least this way we get to enjoy each otherâs company. Happy Valentineâs Day.â
âHappy Valentineâs,â James replied easily, nudging Regulus under the table with his foot. âSee? Could be worse.â
Regulus finally put the menu down and shot James a withering look. âHow?â
âWell,â James said, grinning, âwe could be stuck with, say, your mum instead of Sirius.â
Sirius snorted, and even Remus failed to hide his amused chuckle.
Regulus exhaled sharply and picked up his wine glass. âFine. But Iâm ordering the most expensive thing on the menu.â
James, who would have bought him the whole restaurant if he wanted it, just winked. âAs you should, love.â
Dinner, surprisingly, was not a complete disaster. Sure, Sirius spent a fair amount of time making thinly veiled comments about how proud he was of Regulus for having âan actual social life,â and Regulus spent an equal amount of time glaring at him, but Remus kept the conversation pleasant, steering them towards safer topics. James, ever the optimist, enjoyed watching the brothers interact in their strange, passive-aggressive way. It was almost endearing.
By the time dessert arrived, Regulus had begrudgingly accepted that this wasnât the worst thing in the world. He even let James feed him a bite of his chocolate lava cake, which Sirius dramatically gagged at before Remus elbowed him.
After the check was paid (James insisted, despite Regulusâ protests), they all stood to leave.
âWell,â Sirius said, slinging an arm around Remusâ shoulders, âthis has been an unexpected delight. We should do it again sometime, baby brother.â
Regulus shot him a withering look. âWe wonât.â
Sirius smirked. âI love you too.â
James, watching the exchange, leaned down to press a kiss to Regulusâ temple. âI had fun.â
Regulus sighed but didnât push him away. âYou would.â
As they stepped outside into the cool February air, James laced their fingers together and squeezed. âNext year, weâll get our own table.â
Regulus glanced at him, something softer in his expression now. âYeah. Next year.â
And when James kissed him under the streetlights, he tasted like chocolate and something sweeterâsomething like love.
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JUST MEET ME AT THE APT.â K. SAE-BYEOK
CHAPTER ELEVEN
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synopsis: managing a rising rock band is already chaotic enough, but when you're stuck touring with four reckless musicians, things get even messier. between late-night facetime calls, teasing that feels a little too knowing, and a certain guitarist who might just be your biggest problem, keeping things professional is getting harder by the second. but hey, no one said the music industry was easy.
warnings: mutual pining, intense eye contact, teasing that borders on flirting (or maybe it is flirting), friends who refuse to mind their business, secondhand embarrassment, slow burn that burns, emotional whiplash
playlist: spotify
You were going to throw up.
Not in the cute, haha-Iâm-nervous-but-still-functional way, but in the actual way where your stomach was twisting and turning like it was personally offended by your existence.
Because this wasnât just any event.
This was the Grammys.
The biggest night in music. The night where HOT DIVISIONâyour bandâwas nominated for two awards. The night where the entire world would be watching them.
And, more importantly, the night where you were responsible for making sure everything went smoothly.
Which meant no wardrobe malfunctions, no missed cues, no PR disastersâjust a flawless, effortless evening where everything went according to plan.
No pressure.
The limo ride to the venue was filled with a mix of excitement and chaos. Ji-Yeong was buzzing, practically bouncing in her seat as she scrolled through Twitter, reading fan reactions in real time. Se-Mi was dramatically practicing her âOh my god, we won? I had no idea!â face in the mirror. No-Eul wasâwell, No-Eul, calm and composed, quietly observing the madness.
And Sae-Byeok?
She was sitting silently beside the window, arms crossed, her jaw set in that unreadable way that meant she was thinking too much.
You, on the other hand, were gripping your phone with a death grip, mentally running through your checklist for the hundredth time, trying not to spiral.
Okay. Arrive at the carpet. Do the interviews. Smile. Keep them moving. Donât let Ji-Yeong say anything that will get her canceled. Check their places for the ceremony. Manage post-show plans. Keep them out of trouble. Oh god, this is a disaster waiting to happenâ
A gentle squeeze on your hand pulled you out of your thoughts.
You blinked, looking down to see No-Eulâs fingers wrapped around yours.
It wasnât obviousâwasnât dramatic or attention-grabbing. Just a quiet, steady warmth, grounding you.
âYouâre doing fine,â she murmured, her voice low enough that only you could hear.
You swallowed, suddenly aware of how tightly you had been holding onto your phone, your shoulders hunched with tension.
No-Eul gave your hand another squeeze.
âBreathe,â she said simply.
And somehow, you did.
Sae-Byeok saw the whole thing.
She had been sitting across from you, watching the way your fingers trembled slightly, the way your breathing had gone shallow. She had felt the nervous energy rolling off of you, had wanted to say somethingâdo something.
But before she could, No-Eul had beaten her to it.
And now, Sae-Byeok was watching you relax under her touch, watching the way you leaned into her comfort, watching the way No-Eul was able to calm you down in a way she hadnât.
And it pissed her off.
Not at No-Eul.
Not really.
But at herselfâfor hesitating. For sitting there, watching instead of acting.
She clenched her jaw, looking away, forcing herself to ignore the uncomfortable twist in her stomach.
This wasnât the time.
The limo pulled up to the venue, and suddenly, it was real.
The red carpet stretched ahead, cameras flashing, reporters lined up, calling out names. Fans were screaming, banners waving in the air, the energy electric.
And then the door opened.
Ji-Yeong stepped out first, exuding effortless confidence in a stunning baby pink gownâsoft, elegant, the fitted bodice flowing into a delicate train behind her. She looked like a princess who could either charm you or absolutely destroy you, depending on her mood.
Se-Mi followed, dressed in a sleek black suit with a deep red pocket square, her hair styled in effortless waves, looking every bit the rockstar she was.
No-Eul stepped out next, wearing a similar black suit, but with a silver chain accenting her waist, her look sharp and refined, effortlessly cool.
Then Sae-Byeok.
And godâif looks could kill.
Her suit was jet black, tailored to perfection, the crisp lines making her look absolutely lethal. Unlike No-Eulâs refined style, Sae-Byeokâs was dangerously effortlessâlike she had barely tried, and yet, somehow, she looked like the most powerful person in the room. A single silver ring adorned her finger, a thin chain peeking from beneath her shirt collar.
And then there was you.
You stepped out last, the moment slow, almost surreal.
Your dressâdeep wine red, shimmering subtly under the lights with tiny jewels woven into the fabricâhugged your figure perfectly. It was elegant without being overwhelming, a statement without trying too hard.
And on your feet?
The heels No-Eul had bought for you.
The second you stepped out, the cameras focused on youâflashes going off, murmurs passing through the crowd.
You werenât the celebrity.
But standing next to them, you looked like one.
Sae-Byeokâs jaw tightened.
Because now, it wasnât just No-Eul who had noticed you.
It was everyone.
And she hated that she wasnât the one standing next to you.
The energy in the Grammy arena was electric.
You sat sandwiched between Se-Mi and No-Eul at your table, your heart still racing from the red carpet frenzy. The girls had handled the interviews like prosâJi-Yeong had been her usual chaotic self, Se-Mi had flirted with at least three different reporters, No-Eul had stayed effortlessly cool, and Sae-Byeok had been⌠quiet. Focused.
You werenât sure why.
Now, settled into your seats, you tried to relax as the ceremony unfolded around you.
Tried being the key word.
Because holy shit, they were nominated for two Grammys.
And the nerves were absolutely killing you.
âRelax, sweetheart,â Se-Mi murmured, nudging you playfully. âYou look like youâre about to pass out.â
You exhaled sharply, gripping the stem of your champagne glass. âIÂ might.â
Ji-Yeong, who had been casually fixing her lip gloss in the reflection of her spoon, grinned. âWell, if you do, at least make sure to do it dramatically. Give the cameras something to talk about.â
No-Eul rolled her eyes, but there was warmth there. âYouâre worse than the reporters.â
The show continued, performances lighting up the stageâOlivia Rodrigoâs haunting vocals, SZAâs effortlessly stunning set, a rock tribute that had Se-Mi absolutely losing her mind.
And thenâ
Then it was time.
The first award.
âAnd the Grammy for Best Rock Album goes toâŚâ
The presenterâa legendary rock artist whose posters had once covered Se-Miâs childhood bedroom wallsâpaused, tearing open the envelope with a smirk.
âHOT DIVISION, ROCKSTAR!
For a second, there was silence.
As if none of you had actually processed it.
Thenâ
Ji-Yeong shrieked, grabbing Se-Miâs arm in a death grip. No-Eul let out a rare, genuine laugh, shaking her head in disbelief. Sae-Byeok exhaled sharply, a small but unmistakable smile breaking through.
And you?
You felt everything all at once.
Pride. Relief. Overwhelming joy.
They did it.
They hugged each other, still half in shock, before making their way up to the stage.
You stayed at the table, watching them from below, your chest aching in the best way possible.
Ji-Yeong, of course, grabbed the mic first. âHoly shitâwait, can I say that? No? Whateverâholy crap, we just won a Grammy.â
The audience laughed.
Se-Mi took over, grinning. âThis is insane. We started as four idiots playing in garages, and now weâre here. Thank you to everyone who believed in us.â
No-Eul spoke next, her voice steady, sincere. âThis album was everything to us. To our fansâthis is yours as much as it is ours.â
And thenâ
Sae-Byeok stepped forward.
She wasnât one for long speeches. Usually, she let the others take the spotlight.
But this timeâ
This time, her eyes searched the crowd.
And found you.
âThis award means everything,â she started, her voice softer than usualâbut firm. Sure. âBut thereâs someone who isnât up here with us who deserves just as much recognition.â
Your breath caught.
Sae-Byeokâs gaze didnât waver.
âOur manager. Our best friend. The person whoâs been with us since the beginning, making sure we didnât completely ruin our own careers.â
Laughter rippled through the audience, but you couldnât move.
Couldnât breathe.
âSheâs the reason weâre here,â Sae-Byeok continued. âThe reason this album even happened the way it did. Sheâs the one who picks us up when we fall, who believes in us even when we donât believe in ourselves. And she never asks for credit.â
She exhaled, gripping the mic a little tighter.
âSo this is for her.â
You felt your eyes sting.
âShe might not be on this stage,â Sae-Byeok said, a small, almost-smirk tugging at her lips. âBut sheâs just as much a part of this band as the rest of us.â
The applause was deafening.
And youâ
You had never felt more seen.
You could see a camera pan toward you and you waved, holding back tears with a smile. They weren't tears of pain; just pure tears of joy for your girls.
You were still reeling.
Still trying to process the fact that Sae-Byeok had just dedicated a Grammy to you in front of the entire world.
Your heart hadnât slowed down since she stepped off that stage, her words still echoing in your head. Your best friend. The reason weâre here. Just as much a part of this band as the rest of us.
You werenât going to cry.
You refused to cry.
But when Sae-Byeok sat back down next to you, her knee brushing against yours, her gaze flickering toward you as if to check if you were okayâyeah, you almost lost it.
Instead, you swallowed the lump in your throat, forced out a small, shaky laugh, and muttered, âThat wasâum. That was a lot.â
Sae-Byeok smirked, her voice low, just for you. âYou deserved it.â
And that was definitely not helping your whole donât cry on national television thing.
Before you could respond, the next award category popped up on the screen, and suddenlyâholy shitâit was happening again.
The presenter smiled, glancing down at the envelope in her hands.
âAnd the Grammy for Best Rock Performance goes toâŚâ
A pause. The dramatic build-up.
You gripped the edge of the table, heart pounding.
âHOT DIVISION, ROCKSTAR!â
For a full secondâabsolute chaos.
Ji-Yeong screamed so loudly that Se-Mi actually jumped, knocking over her champagne glass. No-Eul blinked in shock before breaking into a rare, wide grin. Sae-Byeok exhaled, shaking her head like she couldnât believe it.
And you?
You just sat there, hands covering your mouth, watching them win again.
Two Grammys. In one night.
Your girls.
Your band.
They pulled you into a tight group hug before rushing back onto the stage, still half in disbelief.
Ji-Yeong, ever the chaotic menace, grabbed the mic first. âOkay, now weâre freaking out.â
Laughter rippled through the crowd as Se-Mi practically bounced next to her. âI donât even know what to sayâholy shitââ
âLanguage,â No-Eul muttered, but she was smiling.
Sae-Byeok took a step forward, shaking her head slightly as she looked out at the audience. âThis songâŚâ She paused, looking back at the girls. âThis song was everything to us. It wasnât just about making musicâit was about proving to ourselves that we belonged here.â
The audience quieted, hanging onto her words.
âAnd now, standing here, holding thisââ She lifted the Grammy slightly. ââit still doesnât feel real.â
Se-Mi leaned into the mic. âBut it is, babe.â
More laughter. More applause.
Then, before they ended their speech, Ji-Yeong grinned mischievously. âOh, and one more thingââ She turned toward you, still seated at the table, eyes wide. âOur manager? Our favorite person in the world? Sheâs two-for-two tonight.â
Se-Mi nudged the mic closer. âWhich means she officially has to party with us after this.â
No-Eul smirked. âNo excuses.â
Sae-Byeok, standing slightly behind them, simply met your gaze.
And for a momentâjust a momentâeverything else disappeared.
No cameras. No flashing lights. No roaring applause.
Just her.
And the silent, knowing look that said, We did it.
We did it together.
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//Random romantic things you guys do/he does! with the stardew valley bachelors// :-)
(Apologies again for bad writing, not proof read⌠T-T also FYI my asks are open)
Characters: all of the bachelors from stardew valley
Tw: mentions of Shane being hungover and drunk. Mentions of being freaky idk
Alex would buy you flowers a lot.
He misses you? Flowers. Youâre mad at him? Flowers. He would go and get you flowers for no occasion, just to bring you flowers. Probably something his grandfather told him to do when he was younger, since his grandma likes flowers as well.
The first time you got flowers from him you remember like it was yesterday-
"What are these for?" You say, grabbing the bouquet from the out of breath, and almost disheveled looking man on your door step. He only smiled up at you and answered. "No reason, I just love youâŚ"
Yeah, you were giddy the entire day while tending to your crops.
You and Sam are in a constant competitive flirting competition.
You two try to out-flirt each other with over the top, and bad pick up lines⌠Even in serious situations.
It was another rowdy Friday night at the saloon, on the couch you sat on Samâs lap while Abigail and Sebastian played darts.
"You know-" Sam begins, putting his joja cola down for a moment before continuing. "If you were a vegetable, youâd be a cute-cumber." You nearly choke on your drink and wince at the awful line.
"Oh, wow. Thatâs terrible. But not as terrible as how much youâre gonna blush when I say-" You lean in close, your voice going into a whisper. "Are you French? Because Eiffel for youâŚ"
Sam groaned, then a smirk grew onto his lips. "Weak."
"You want strong? Alright, watch this." You say, noticing poor Emily walk over to grab some of the empty glasses left behind by previous patrons. "Excuse me! Can I get a to go cup? Because my boyfriend is too intoxicating to leave behind." You say, the VERY awful line making even you cringe.
Emily just sighed, looking done with life, and walked away. Sebastian and Abigail already having tuned you two out.
Sam shook his head. "Truce.. only because I donât want to be banned from the saloon for a month again."
Sebastian letâs you win when it comes to games- any game.
Youâre a sore loser who sometimes storms off in frustration, and he couldnât care less. To him, itâs about seeing you happy, not about the victory. Growing up with a little sister, heâs pretty used to letting someone else win, especially if it means keeping the peace or just seeing that excited grin on your face.
Heâll always pretend to be super serious when you win, giving a defeated- "Youâve beat me, my mighty opponent!" and might even offer an overly dramatic bow, but deep down, itâs a running joke between the two of you. Heâs fine with it. Itâs not about pride, and honestly, he likes seeing your excitement when you win, even if itâs clear that heâs playing the long game and letting you win.
If you throw a little fit after losing-huffing, pouting, and trying to find an excuse, heâll just laugh and say something like "Donât worry, Iâm sure the next one will be your winâŚ" all while giving you a teasing smile. He just loves the playful energy and the way you light up when you finally get a win under your belt. And after all, heâs just happy to be there with you.
Shane has this thing he does called "hear me out" meals.
He spends a lot of his time drunk or hungover, so heâs definitely made a lot of⌠interesting meals.
These meals come from him when heâs in one of those moods from being hungover or tipsy and he gets a burst of "inspiration"
Like the time he made you try "pasta surprise" which consisted of spaghetti noodles and random ingredients he found in the pantry⌠A bad day for peanut butter and gravy.
But there are more bearable ones like "Breakfast Pizza" Eggs, sausage, bacon and whatever leftovers he has in the fridge.
"Breakfast of the futureâŚ" Shane said under his breath, placing the "pizza" down at the table in front of you. You rub your tired eyes, and look at the meal. "Wow⌠this was certainly a choice."
Elliot leaves you notes, like little love letters.
You find them everywhere, your pockets, on the fridge and even on your pillow. He canât help it, he just wants to let you know how much you cross his mind.
One day you remember you needed to grab something from Pierreâs shop, pulling on your coat for the chilly fall weather. A little note falls you and you pick up, confusion written all across your face.
"To my Dearest, Lover- Thinking of you, as always. I hope your day is as lovely as the sea breeze, Yours truly, Elliot<3"
You feel your face heat up, and your heart starts beating faster. "Man Iâm so lucky" you think as you canât help but smile. Itâs crazy how little things like this get you flustered, but, MAN, do you love him.
Harvey loves to play doctor, and not in a freaky way. (He would if you REALLY wanted though.. wink wink.)
Whenever you get the smallest scratch or feel even slightly under the weather, he goes full doctor mode. He insists on checking your pulse, listening to your heartbeat and even wrapping your finger in an unnecessary amount of bandages.
"Just⌠to be safe" He says, just as he put a second bandaid onto your finger that you cut while chopping your garden fresh vegetables. You canât help but to giggle and tease him, thinking about his face stone cold serious, brows furrowed like he was preforming life saving surgery, when in reality he was just doing something as simple as putting a bandage on your finger. "Okay, Doctor Harvey~" Your words playful as he blushed and stammered a bit.
"J- *Ahem* Just making sure youâre okay⌠now get some rest, Doctors orders." You laugh, giving him a kiss on the cheek. "Of course."
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Why Her? - Ch 1
MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI
Warnings/genre: SMUT, piv, sexting, Minho is a tease
Pairing: Lee Minho x fem!reader
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"But why not? I want to go with you." You pout. "I haven't been, and I want to see Felix again." You cross your arms and look up at your older brother.
"Why do you want to go so bad?" Seungmin sighs and looks down at you, raising a brow.
"Because I want to see JYPE. I want to see where my favorite brother works. And like I said, I want to see Felix again." He just stares at you with his brow raised.
"I'm your only brother, Y/n." You roll your eyes at his comment.
"I haven't seen Felix in two years. You don't bring him around to see me or mom anymore. You know she loves him like a son, too." You pout again. "Plus, I want to be able to meet the rest of Stray Kids. I don't know why you won't let me meet them."
"Because they're annoying, and I don't trust them around you. They're guys, after all." He turns around and walks into his mom's kitchen. He was there to visit and you happened to be home from your studies.
"You're a guy, too, Seungmin." You follow him.
"But I'm not like them." He goes into the fridge and pulls out a water bottle.
"Yes, you are. You're annoying, and I've seen you do plenty of 'guy' things." You air quote, watching him. He sighs and opens his bottle, taking a large sip.
"Fine, but you need to not cause trouble. Otherwise, I'm bringing you right back home. Understood?" He puts the cap back on the bottle. Your eyes go wide, and you smile big. You rush over and give Seungmin a big hug.
"Thank you, Seungmin!" He can't help but smile, hugging you back.
The next day, Seungmin brings you to JYPE, getting you a visitors badge.
"Did you want to see the studio where 3RACHA usually works, or did you want to go to a dance studio first?" He asks, passing you your temporary badge.
You put it over your head and think. "Let's go to the dance studio first. Maybe I'll get to see Felix there." You smile.
"If I didn't know any better, I'd think you have a crush on him." Seungmin chuckles.
"No. Felix is like another brother to me." You laugh. "He also makes the best brownies I've ever had." Seungmin laughs and leads you to the elevators, taking you up to the dance practice room where he knows some of the members will be.
Entering the room behind your brother, youâre met with three of the group members, one of which was Felix. The other two being Lee Know and Hyunjin. All three look over when the door opens, Hyunjin and Lee Know give a questioning look, never having met you before. Felix's face lights up, a wide smile across his lips.
"Y/nnie!" He shouts and runs over. He scoops you up into his arms, enveloping you in a hug as he spins you around. You laugh loudly as you hug him back.
"Hi, Lixie!" You bury your face into his neck as you hug him. "I missed you so much." Your voice muffled.
"I missed you, too." He sets you down, pulling away, but keeping his arms around you. "How's my favorite sister?" He grins.
"Sister? We've met your sisters, Yongbok. Unless you had a third one?" Hyunjin says.
Felix lets go of you and turns to face his friends. "No, not like my real sister."
"She's my younger sister." Seungmin speaks up.
"You have a younger sister, and never introduced us?" Hyunjin asks.
Lee Know looks at Seungmin, squinting his eyes. "Trying to hide her from us?"
"Yes, actually." He says, flatly. Hyunjin gasps dramatically and walks over.
"How come you were trying to hide this cutie from us?" Hyunjin says as he bows to you in greeting. "Hi, I'm Hyunjin. I gathered your name is Y/n from Felix shouting it." He laughs.
"See why I don't trust them with you?" Seungmin looks at you, brow raised.
"Isn't Hyunjin like this all the time though?" You question.
Seungmin is quiet for a moment, crossing his arms, he mumbles out, "âŚyes." You snort.
Lee Know finally walks over and bows his head. "Hi, I'm Lee Know. Or Minho." He straightens, smiling at you. You look up at him and smile wide.
"Hi, Minho. I'm sorry if this is weird, but you're my bias. It's nice to meet you!" You say quickly. Felix and Hyunjin feign being hurt, not being your bias. "Don't get me wrong, I love you all, but I love Minho the most." Minho smirks and raises an eyebrow.
"Oh, you love me, do you?" He crosses his arms, his signature smirk playing across his lips as he teases you. Your face flushes and you put your hands up in front of you.
"That's not what I meant!" You say quickly. Seungmin rolls his eyes.
"Don't tease her, hyung." He watches his older member. Minho just continues to smirk, letting out a quick, sharp laugh. "Y/n, go sit on the couch so we can practice. Ok?" Your brother points to the couch by the wall. You nod as Felix finally releases you and you go and sit down.
The four of them go to the middle of the room, one of them turning on music and they practice. You watch them through the mirror on the opposite side of the room. You catch Minho staring at you a few times, a playful smirk across his lips every time. At one point, he actually winks at you, making your cheeks flush again.
About 30 minutes into them practicing, the door opens and the rest of the group enters the room. None of them notice you sitting on the couch as you stare at them like a deer caught in headlights. You can't believe you're in the same room as Stray Kids. After a few minutes, Han turns to walk towards the couch, stopping mid step.
"Uhh..there's someone sitting on the couch you guys." His eyes just as wide as yours. You stand quickly and bow.
"Hi. I'm Kim Y/n." You stand up straight. "I'm Seungmin's younger sister."
Chan looks over, surprised. "How did I not know you had a younger sister, Seungmin?"
"Really only Yongbok knew." Seungmin shrugs like it was obvious you existed. Han finally walks over to the couch, setting his jacket and bag on the couch. He bows to you and straightens.
"Hi, I'm Han." He smiles a toothy grin at you.
"I know." You laugh. "I'm a fan of you guys."
"You look like Seungmin, honestly. Well, more like a puppy, I should say." Jisung says, still smiling.
"Thanks?" You laugh. Chan, Changbin and Jeongin all come over as well, introducing themselves properly to you.
"So," Jisung starts. "Who's your bias?" He grins.
"I actually like all of you, but Lee Know is my main bias." Your cheeks flush again, remembering what he teased you about. Jisung leans over to whisper in your ear.
"He's mine too." He leans back and laughs. "I hope you enjoy your time here, I'm sorry that we aren't able to talk much since we have to practice."
You wave him off, saying it's ok. You go and sit back on the couch and watch them practice again.
After an hour, the boys take a short break. Minho goes and sits next to you on the couch, sharp eyes watching you as he saunters over. He plops down on the cushion right next to you.
"You having fun sitting over here?" He looks around at the view you have before turning his head to you.
"Watching my favorite group get to practice?" You smile. "Of course."
"Would you want to practice with us?" He smirks. You stare wide eyed.
"N-no. That's ok. I don't want to get in the way." You shake your head.
"You won't be in the way." Minho stands up and grabs your hand, pulling you up. He brings you to the middle of the dance room. "Just follow my lead." He smiles and slowly starts to show you the steps. Seungmin watches from his spot on the floor. Minho catches your brother watching and smirks. He steps behind you and places his hands on your hips, guiding you in the steps. Minho chuckles quietly and lets go when he sees Seungmin start to get up.
"So what do you do when you aren't home, Y/n?" Jeongin asks, popping up out of nowhere. You jump a bit and stare up at the boy.
"I uh..I'm going for my certificate in professional makeup. I've always been in love with doing makeup and decided to go for it professionally." You tuck some hair behind your ear.
"Maybe you can be our makeup artist." Jeongin winks at you. Seungmin protests from his seat. "Why not, hyung? I'm sure she's amazing."
"I mean..her skills are really good, but why would you want my sister as your makeup artist?" Seungmin pouts. "Wouldn't that be weird?"
The rest of the group all say 'no' in unison. Seungmin grumbles and sits back against the wall.
"Show Channie-hyung some of what you've done, and see if he can put in a good word." Jeongin chuckles. You nod and start to head over to the oldest, Minho grabbing you by the waist.
"After we are done with our dance." He smirks down at you. Your cheeks flush as you watch him. Seungmin squints as he watches you and Minho. After 15 minutes, Minho finally lets you go and see Chan, Jeongin already having explained to him. You sit next to him on the couch and show him some pictures on your phone of the makeup that you've done.
"Wow, Y/n. You are really good. I'll definitely see what I can do about getting you here. Maybe even as an intern to start." Chan says, swiping between the pictures you showed him.
"No no," you say, waving your hands in front of you. "You don't have to go out of your way to do that." Chan laughs.
"It's not a problem. Plus, it'll get you some good experience working with idols, aside from your brother." He indicates towards Seungmin, who has been watching you like a hawk since the rest of the group came in. You raise your eyebrow at Seungmin who just watches you as you talk to Chan.
"He really doesn't trust you guys." You sigh. Chan looks at you confused. "He said he doesn't trust you all around me, and that you're 'guys after all.'" You roll your eyes as you air quote your brother. Chan laughs.
"He is definitely an older brother. I'm sometimes the same way with Hannah. It's the protective side of being a big brother." He smiles at you. "At most, the boys will probably tease Seungmin by playing around with you. Don't take it to heart if they take theirâŚ" he waves his hands, trying to think of the right word. "Flirting..? Too far. But do tell them if they make you uncomfortable, yeah?"
"Of course. I'm honestly just glad to be able to hang out with you all in general." You smile at him. He smiles back and stands up. He gathers the group to continue practice.
ââ
"Y/n?" You hear your brother call from your apartment's front door. You had given Seungmin a spare key in case he needed it, or you locked yourself outâŚagain.
"I'm in the kitchen, Seungmin. Just making some lunch." You call back.
"Make extra. Felix is here with me." He takes his shoes off and slips on house slippers. Felix follows suit but runs past him into the kitchen after putting house slippers on. Seungmin laughs seeing his friend run off. He steps into the kitchen just as Felix wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you into a back hug.
"How's my mini?" The blonde asks, resting his head on your shoulder. You smile at the nickname. "I've missed you all week." He pouts as he watches you make extra sandwiches, holding onto you like you would disappear if he let go.
"I missed you too, Lixie." You feel him hum against your back. Seungmin sits at your dining table and looks out your balcony door. "I've been ok. Just attending my classes. Nothing exciting."
"Have you heard anything from the company yet? About an internship?" He gently rocks your bodies back and forth. You shake your head.
"No, nothing yet. Classes are almost done for the semester though, so maybe they're waiting?" He hums against your back again. It's silent for a moment before your phone dings. Felix reaches between your bodies to pull your phone from your back pocket, unlocking it for you. He's probably the only person you trust with your password. Seungmin doesn't even have access to it.
"It's a text from Chan-hyung. Did you want me to open it?" He asks you, showing you your screen. You nod and he opens it, reading it with you. "Looks like you got the internship, mini." He smiles wide and kisses your cheek, congratulating you. Seungmin looks over towards you and Felix.
"Really?" He asks from his seat. Felix lets you go and brings your phone to Seungmin to show him. "Wow. I'm impressed. Congrats, Y/n. Honestly." You smile and bring over sandwiches for the two boys, going back to the counter to clean up before bringing your plate to the table.
ââ
You met with the makeup artists at JYPE and we're told, due to very adamant requests from the group, you were going to be interning as Stray Kids make-up artist once schooling ends. You were so excited to be working with your favorite group. Seungmin took you up to the dance studio where you met the group last time and you told them all the good news. They each gave you a hug as a congratulations. Minho's hug lingered a bit, teasing Seungmin with the closeness.
"Alright, alright. Let Y/n go, hyung." Seungmin steps up and Minho lets go of you. You pout slightly and glare at your brother. He just rolls his eyes in response while Minho silently chuckles.
"How about we go out to eat sometime this week to celebrate Y/n's future internship with us?" Chan asks the group. Before you can deny, the boys all say yes, even Seungmin, which surprised you. You pout again and thank the boys.
ââ
The months flew by and the end of the school semester came up, meaning you start your actual internship with JYPE in a few weeks. Seungmin brought you around the members more often so you can get used to being around them. Most of them teasing Seungmin by being touchy with you. You didn't mind it, as you liked to bother your brother, and the boys told you in advance they were probably going to tease your brother this way. Chan says under normal circumstances they wouldn't do this, but they love to mess with the puppy of the group.
You were hanging out with the group in Chan's and I.N's apartment, practicing doing their makeup. Nothing too extravagant, but just simple makeup that they would wear when on camera. Seungmin, Chan and I.N sat off to the side, having their makeup already done. Minho sat in the middle of the couch, waiting for you to start on his.
You come back to the living room after cleaning out and drying your makeup brushes, Minho smirking up at you. You raise a brow at him but don't question it. You know he's a troublemaker and he could be smirking for any reason.
"You ready, Minho?" You ask, grabbing the foundation that matches his skin tone. He nods and playfully pulls you into his lap, making you sit sideways on him. You gasp a bit making Seungmin turn his head towards you and his hyung.
"Lee Know-hyung. What are you doing?" He moves to the edge of his seat.
"Nothing. She's just doing my makeup." He looks at Seungmin, a mischievous grin on his face. He looks back up at you and winks. You shake your head, a light blush on your face. You carefully apply the makeup to his face. He watches you with his dark eyes, smiling softly when he sees how concentrated you are. When you sit back to see how he looks, he makes a face at you.
"Minho, no faces." You laugh. "I need to make sure the makeup looks ok." You smack his shoulder playfully. He chuckles and smiles. When you go back to applying his makeup, he makes a face everytime you turn from the makeup to him. You just roll your eyes and smile. He places his hands on your hips and puckers his lips at you, making you blush a bit.
"Don't you have to apply lip balm, Y/n? Why are you blushing?" He asks quietly, making sure Seungmin doesn't hear.
"R-right." You grab the lip balm from your makeup kit, turning back to him, he puckers his lips again. Your eyes linger on his lips a bit and he smirks. You shake your head some and apply the balm to his lips. When you're done, you carefully climb off his lap. He smiles at you before getting up himself. You grab the mirror to show him.
"I trust you, Y/n. I'm sure you did amazing." He reaches up and tucks some hair behind your ear, fingers trailing down your jaw before lightly tapping the bottom of your chin. He smirks and walks over to the others that have their makeup done already. You compose yourself and do the makeup for the rest of the boys.
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date | zayne
pairing: zayne x non mc actress!reader
prompt: -
summary: you did your own stunt but it went wrong.
words: 1,680ish
warning(s): mentions of loss
a/n: inspired by this hc by @sylusonychinus and valentines day also i think i have to preface this by saying that english is not my first language and my laptop broke down so this is poorly edited and.... yeahh enjoy <3 reblogs, comments and feedbacks are much appreciated since its been a while since i wrote anything
It was supposed to be a simple stunt; thatâs why the Director even allowed you to do it in the first place. You were supposed to jump of the railing, with a harness attached of course, but accidents happen and you ended up having to land earlier than the timing agreed beforehand. You didnât have enough experiences with stunts, therefore you panicked and landed on the wrong position.
âIâm fine, Tara.â You said as you were holding an icebag against your right foot.
âWhat do you mean youâre fine? Your ankle is purple and swollen!â
âThe standby medic said it was fine. You didnât need to call for a freaking doctor.â You knew Tara, you best friend and assistant, meant well but calling for a doctor over a sprained ankle is just way too dramatic.
âNo, but what if it doesnât heal right? Or what ifââ
âDonât be so dramatic. Iâm pretty sure Dr. Greyson, whoâs a heart doctor mind you, has other and more important things to do than tend to a sprained ankle, donât you think?â
Tara had been dating Greyson for the past few months and itâs not the first time Tara has called him over for you. She did that once when you got a fever after shooting a scene in the rain and another time when you caught a stomach bug.
âHeâs a cardiac surgeonââ
âExactly, my point why would heââ
âAlso, thatâs not who I called.â
âWait, what? Then, whoâd youââ
At that exact moment, the door to your trailer swung open and Dr. Zayne, the Dr. Zayne, walked in carrying a small white bag.
âWait, Dr. Zayne? Whatâ Why are you here?â
âI heard from Tara that you got into an accident. What happened?â Zayne looked frantic, a detachment to what youâre used to seeing from him, calm and composed.
You were about open your mouth, to tell him that it was not a big deal and to just go back to the hospital, when Tara interjected, âShe fell, sprained her ankle and now itâs swollen. You shouldââ
âMiss Tara, could you please come to the Directorâs tent? Thank you.â The walkie-talkie snapped onto Taraâs waistband interrupted her.
âI have to go. Thanks for coming Dr. Zayne.â Tara said before she left the trailer, leaving the two of you alone.
Zayne walked over to your chair and knelt in front of you, taking your right foot in his hands, examining the swollen area of your ankle. You winced as he tilts your foot from one side to another.
âItâs fine. Itâs not a big deal. The medic said itâll heal in a few weeks. You must be pretty busy so you should head back, Dr. Zayne.â
âI told you to call me Zayne.â He said as he grabbed a compression wrap from his bag and started wrapping it around your ankle.
He did tell you that the last time you guys met, when you came over to the hospital to give him coffee and visit the kids two months ago.
The two of you have somewhat of an odd relationship. You first met him at a fundraising event held by a charity specializing in helping children in need to get treatments and surgeries for Protocore Syndrome two years ago. Where the two of you had a meaningful conversation about wanting to help those with the disease, whilst also keeping the memory of the ones youâve lost. Your sister and his childhood best friend.
And then thereâs Tara and Greyson. Tara would visit him during the monthly filming breaks and more often than not youâd come with her. At first, you only tagged along to do somewhat-of-a-research for an upcoming project that youâll be filming in eight months, in which you were cast as the lead in a medical romcom. At some point, the hospital visits got boring because you would only sit on the lounge as to not intrude on Tara and Greysonâs time together, and observe the doctors as they rush through the halls to tend to their patients.
On your visits, you rarely ever encountered Zayne. Greyson had mention that whenever heâs not in surgery, he prefers to spend his free time in his office. Until one day, you were sitting on one of the seats in the lounge, doing your usual people watching routine when you saw him.
âDr. Zayne, what a lovely surprise.â
âLikewise, Miss Y/N.â He responded, as polite and curt as ever, continuing to stride towards the nurse station a few feet away from your seat. You felt that it was nice to see a somewhat familiar face because the observation had just gotten boring, since it does not seem like a busy day at the hospital.
âI told you, just Y/N is fine. I never see you around during my previous visits.â
âSo, what brings you here,â he pauses, before continuing, âY/N?â
âTara wanted to see Greyson and I agreed to come along since I needed a breather from the scripts, rehearsing and all that. Oh, and Iâve also been taking notes of how doctors act and work, you know, for a project.â
âI see.â
He turns his attention to the nurse behind the station desk, âHello, Yvonne.â
âGood morning, Dr. Zayne. I assume youâre here for the treats?â
âYes.â
The nurse grabbed a small jar of what seemed to be candy and hands it over to him, âHere you go.â
âThank you."
âSo, what are you up to, Dr. Zayne?â
âIâm visiting my younger patients over at the kidsâ ward.â
âOh, that's so sweet of you, Dr. Zayne.â
He hesitated for a moment before saying, âWould you like to join me?â
âAlright, why not?â
You tagged along and got on to the elevator behind him, him pressing the sixth-floor button.
âSo, youâre just going to hand them candies?â
âYes. To cheer them up as they recover, I suppose.â
The two of you arrived at the sixth-floor and got off the elevator to a hallway of rooms, all of them filled with kids and their families as they recover. You follow behind Zayne as he approaches the first of the beds, where a young girl, probably seven or eight, sits up.
âHello, Eleanor.â
âHi, Doctor Zayne.â The child says cheerfully.
âHow are you feeling today? Does anything hurt?â He asks as he places the end of his stethoscope over the girlâs heart and she shakes her head in response.
âHave you been taking your medicine regularly?â
âYes, but they taste awful.â The child grimaces.
âHereâs your reward for listening to your doctor well and it might help with the bitterness.â He hands the kid two pieces of wrapped candy.
âThank you, Doctor Zayne! But, Doctor, why is the Princess of Solon behind you?â Eleanor questioned, referring to your character from your latest movie.
âWell, sheâs here to cheer you up.â He says as he nudges you forward.
âHello, Eleanor.â You said, putting on your princess voice.
And that was the start to your somewhat tradition with Zayne. The two of you would come to the kidsâ ward, heâd check on their progress, give them their rewards and youâd talk and take pictures with them. It was refreshing to see that there was actually a warmer side to Zayne, as opposed to the polite and curt side he always seemed to project.
âThat was fun. We should do that again.â
âI agree. The kids were infinitely happier in the presence of the Princess of Solon.â
And that became a regular thing. Every time you had your monthly breaks, the two of you would spend the day at the hospital chatting and playing with the kids. It just became a regular way for you to spend the day or two off each month you got it. You also managed to feel somewhat closer to Zayne through the days spent together, as you genuinely enjoyed spending the day with him. Seeing him interact with the kids and care so much about more than just their physical well-being made you admire him even more.
But despite being able to act warmly towards the children, whenever it was just the two of you it felt like heâd go back and forth from his warm side to his regular curt self. Heâd open up a little bit, do little things that makes your heart race like remember your exact coffee order and have it ready by the time you came by, but then heâd shut down again, going back to his distant self. But you still looked forward to seeing him and spending the day with him each break.
A gentle pressure against your foot brought you back to the present.
âWell, you did. But youâre always soâŚâ
His voice from your last meeting two months ago rang in your head.
âYou know, you can just call me Zayne.â
âI hope to hear it the next time we meet.â
He looked up at you, âSo what?â
âFormal? I donât think thatâs the right word. I donât know. You always seem so close but distant at the same time that it kind of sounds weird to just say your name like... Zayne.â
He stopped, never taking his eyes off yours, âSay that again.â
âZayne.â
He shifted his gaze back down and continued to wrap the bandage over your ankle, putting slight pressure against the adhesive, making you wince. And you swore that his ears were red.
âThere. You should be fine in about two weeks as long as you donât move too much.â
âThank you. But really, you didnât have to come all this way for a sprained ankle. It didnât even hurt, much.â
âI didnât come for a sprained ankle. I came for you.â
That was not the response you expected from him, ââŚWhat?â
âI was worried when I heard from Tara that youâd gotten into an accident. I wanted to come and see for myself that you were alright. And you havenât been to the hospital in a while. The kids missed you.â
âYeah, about that. I havenât gotten a day off in the past two months since theyâre reshooting some of the scenes andââ
âAlso, I missed you. And Iâd rather not wait for another accident to see you.â
âIâ What?â To say you were baffled by the confession and would be an understatement.
âLetâs have dinner instead. When youâre all better, of course.â
âAre you asking me out, Zayne?â
âYes.â You chuckled, amused at despite how confident and blunt he sounded, yet you could see the entire time that his ears were red.
â...Alright, then. Letâs set a date once Iâm doing better,â you paused to smile at him, âZayne.â
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A love story told through voicelines (Alhaitham ver.) I
C/W: alhaitham x gn!reader, not that slow of a burn, characters find the other annoying, reader is a teacher at the akademiya (Vahumana), they have history (iykyk), one nsfw innuendo, not proofread
Note: my humiliating attempt at writing Alhaithamâs smart ahh attitude >A< anw, lmk how you guys want this story to go! (comments and reblogs are encouraged and appreciated)
(You) About Alhaitham
Scribe Alhaitham? Heâs⌠intelligent. Thatâs all I have to say.
(Alhaitham) About you
Hm.
(You) About Alhaitham: History I
He and I partnered up in a thesis which, thankfully, got approved by our professors. Working with him was challenging, to be honest. Every idea I had, heâd shut it down with some counter argumentââtheyâd never approve of that,â or âit has too many defects.â A conversation with him may as well be a debate! Frustrating and infuriating.
(Alhaitham) About you: History I
They are competent, Iâll admit that much. But their ideas? Flawed. Reckless. Itâs as if they refuse to consider consequences before leaping into action. Every discussion turned into an exhausting debateâbecause, naturally, I had to be the one to explain why their half-formed theories wouldnât hold up to scrutiny.
Really, for someone who specializes in history, youâd think theyâd have learned from past mistakes. And yet, they persist.
(You) About Alhaitham: History II
Talking about this in my place of work is not really appropriate. ⌠Fine! Yes, we were in⌠amorous congress. But it happened a long time agoâwhen we were still students. Just once. A drunken mistake, thatâs all it was!
⌠Keep this between us, though. I love my job.
(Alhaitham) About you: History II
Iâd rather this particular detail remain in the past where it belongs. It was years ago, an irrelevant event. I fail to see why anyone would find it worth discussing now.
Though, knowing them, theyâd likely frame it as some dramatic mistake rather than what it wasâan ill-advised but ultimately inconsequential decision. Either way, I donât intend to entertain the conversation.
⌠You think I should drop by? Hm, I suppose it wouldnât hurt to evaluate their current methodology.
(You) About Alhaitham: Work
Itâs inevitable that we cross pathsâheâs the Akademiyaâs Scribe, after all. I can handle brief interactions, but when he lingers, itâs⌠bothersome. Always with that unreadable expression, listening too intently to everything I say. I know heâs just waiting to poke holes in my arguments. Ugh. Some things never change.
(Alhaitham) About you: Work
They have an irritating tendency to be vague, as if I wonât immediately notice the gaps in their reasoning. Do they think that being imprecise will make me less inclined to argue? If anything, it has the opposite effect.
I donât intend to debate them at every opportunity, but when they make it so easy, I see no reason to hold back.
(You) About Alhaitham: Annoyance
Do you know how aggravating it is to give a lecture, only to see him sitting there in the back, arms crossed, silently judging every word that comes out of my mouth? He doesnât even work in my Darshan! What is he doing there?! âIt was on my way,â he says. âI had time to spare,â he says. Liar.
Having the Scribe in my classroom is distractingâboth for me and my students. Iâd appreciate it if he found a different way to pass the time. Preferably far away from my lectures.
(Alhaitham) About you: Observation
I fail to understand how they manage to get results. Their lectures lack structure, their methods are inconsistent, and yet⌠their students actually retain information. It goes against all logic.
Still, I suppose thereâs something to be said about efficacy, no matter how unorthodox. Not that Iâll be admitting that to them. Theyâre insufferable enough as it is.
(You) About Alhaitham: A Final Thought
I swear, he only comes to my lectures to irritate me. He just sits there, arms crossed, waiting for me to say something he can nitpick. Itâs distracting. The other day, I caught myself scanning the room to see if he was there before I even started teaching. Ridiculous.
âŚNo, that doesnât mean anything! Itâs just easier to prepare for battle when you know the enemy is near!
(Alhaitham) About you: A Final Thought
Theyâve developed an odd habit of pausing mid-lecture, glancing toward the back of the roomâtoward me. If I were to be charitable, Iâd say theyâre checking whether I have any objections.
But that would imply they value my opinion. Which, of course, is absurd.
(Your student) About you and the Scribe
⌠So, uh. Are those two dating or something?
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#Early morning Maria vent post#my anxiety the last couple days has just been so high itâs like walking a tightrope#and I saw a friend yesterday and talked about a lot of the under the surface stuff#and it was good but it also brought so many things into this sharp clarity#that made me dizzy#and made me hate my own desire to have everything just laid out so clearly and so starkly in words#like why canât I just leave things to cliches. Leave my own psyche to cliches. Thereâs a reason they exist!!!#but the hunger to understand and articulate is always so strong but when itâs for the big stuff you canât really put into words#doing so always just leaves me so raw and vulnerable and wretched afterwards#and gosh itâs just been building and building the last few days#and Iâm just so tired and so fraught and so tired! Of my own overthinking and circling round a problem#but never being able to talk myself into a clear understanding of what I want to do#I am just. Wrecked and wretched!#which is dramatic because I will be fine and things will keep going#but itâs five in the morning and I am completely taut with anxiety#and itâs awful and everything is awful and I need to cry and sleep#but clearly it was time for my early morning vent post that will be deleted later#the hallmark of me on vacation I guess#so this is me [ screaming into the void ]#this is me trying to get some of that out#thanks for listening etc.
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local man haunts (me) open practise yet again more news at 11
#txt#what an experience#i didnt go alone this time which means shenanigans heightened by 20#and by that i mean we were by the glass drinking mate (that security thankfully let us bring in)#and ___ kept going (lifts mate up to the glass) quieres? to all the players that skated by#and i had to just go STOP THAT#and they went they dont want our mate hmph what do they know about mate and i went. well thats the thing. they dont đđ#theres was a bunch of kids next to me which meant a lot players over to our side and ekky trucked over#and knocked the glass w his stick on a driveby and scared the shit out of me I ALMOST DROPPED MY MATE he had this shit eating grin#maffhew also kept doing little toodle-loo waves at the kids behind him it was so cute đđđ#but anyways i think its so funny ___ kept focusing on ekky too and i didnt realise why until they just drop the bombshell of#âthey remind me of your brotherâ and i went âDONT FUCKING SAY THAT WHAT THE FUCK MAN DONT SAY SUCH SACRILEGEâ#the rest of the convo was in spanish and i dont know how to like fully convey đŚđˇ banter in eng but it roughly went#âno he does. he has the same dumb face when he starts shit (because he kept bodily bumping into boqy and forsy)#the same 'was that me? did i do that?' troublemaker face. hes a shit stirrer but never answers to it. hes sleazy in that way.#he has the same beard too dont you see itâ#and then i promptly spent the whole time going god he is just like my older brother oh this is a horrifying revelation oh god#anyways they kept saying look at his dumb face look at it just like your brother the whole time in spanish when he crept near#and i had to go SHUT UP PLEASE HE CAN HEAR YOU to which they snorted and went you said its fine if we spoke spanish here theyre not gonna#understand us and i was like OKAY BUT IM SURE 11 YEARS HERE HES GONNA PICK UP#SOMETHING AND WE KEEP CURSING SO FOR MY SAKE CAN YOU SHUT UP#mikksy and schmidty were super playful with eo. tuomo ruutu kept messing w mikksy. and ekky was like a damn bumper car bumpin everyone#maffhew ofc was very dramatic when he couldnt get a goal in against knighter and he did the horse headshake in front of us#and i went âyou can tell whos number 19 because hes the most dramatic person on the ice alwaysâ#ekky was super vocal i know he wanted to practise against the empty net but aj was practising tipins and he goes#MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. and aj so confused just moves like ???#and ekky notches one in goes over to him and waves his glove at him to move#also dmen + lundy were practising on my side of the ice afterwards (lundy ekky uvis kuli. kuli was practising solo. lundy was feeding ekky#for some slapshots uvis got some passes in with them) and anyways i did not fucking realise swaggy was still out because i was so focused on#the dmen until he shot a puck straight at my face and like man i know its not personal but damn did it feel personal with the lookback
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there's an essay jumbled up in my brain about dunmeshi's beginning and how clever and deceptive it is as a sleight-of-hand trick that distracts the audience from the depth and scope of the worldbuilding and foreshadowing that's being set up the entire time by dangling zany characters and wacky dishes and biology fun facts in front of us, and how that serves to catch invested viewers off guard when those elements come to the forefront, but also how it works against it with other viewers wanting "more" and not seeing it because the plot bait isn't laid out up front
how people getting frustrated with the characters "not taking things seriously" is mirrored and refuted in the confrontation between Laios and Shuro. how the characters' attitudes aren't just a result of shallow low-stakes "comedy rules" where nothing matters, but are an extension of their personalities (Laios's nonstandard expression of emotions being offputting even to people he knows) and the world and social environment (adventurers being desensitized to death and injury because resurrection magic is commonplace). the way the party refers to "saving Falin" instead of "retrieving Falin's corpse," indicating that they still see her with full personhood, and how that phrasing leads to some readers/viewers believing that Falin is alive in the dragon's stomach, conscious of being slowly digested while the party carelessly fucks around "wasting time." how the weird tonal dissonance makes sense in-universe and yet is deliberately challenged more and more the deeper the party goes
all the character building and pieces of lore slowly weaving together the shape of the larger world, laying the groundwork for the major themes that will surface later. so much is right there in the "low-stakes" early episodes if you know what you're looking for (or pass the perception checks).
it can be so satisfying to see new viewers/readers pick up on the clues even in the earliest "simple" episodes, or notice new things and make connections yourself....and it can also be frustrating to see people dismiss oddities and dissonance as shallow or bad writing because they don't expect a "cooking anime" to have depth like that. why try to question and understand and peel back the layers when you don't expect there to be any layers?
why can't laios take things seriously for once?
#mypost#i'm majorly out of practice for doing any real critical cohesive writing lol#trying to put this into coherent words has been such a mess so here's a vague gesture at my thought process about it#it's both my favorite and the most frustrating thing to see#because i've seen SO MANY people say they dropped the show after a couple eps thinking they know what it's about and where it's going#a cute but ultimately unsustainable gimmick#people for whom the characters and the food/biology infodumping weren't enough of a hook#but i wouldn't change anything about the structure to put a more obvious plot hook in the beginning#because it would give the game away TOO much#i LOVE how the audience has to acclimate to the characters' attitudes about death#only for our assumption that it's all normal and fine in this world to be thrown back in our faces#how we're left to notice the winged lion appearing in statues and carvings and coins and armor in the background#long long before it's ever brought up as a real entity by the plot#the history of the kingdom laid out in plain view but nevermind that. magic painting food!#i've seen the language around falin and her resurrection cause so much confusion#but of COURSE the characters involved wouldn't directly say 'we need to get her corpse to revive it'#bc pragmatically they already understand that as their goal. it doesn't need to be stated out loud; it's just how this process works.#but also they don't SEE her as an object. a dead body.#they need to 'save her before she's digested.' 'the spell couldn't reach her in the dragon's stomach.' 'hang in there falin'#death isn't real to them. not really. and so it doesn't quite feel real to the audience either#not until they find her skull and that realization slams home#like......i keep comparing it to gravity falls#which is episodic and goofy in the beginning but also has a much more obvious plot hook to keep people interested#(a main character entering a secret bunker indicating that he's lying about his ignorance of the town's mysteries)#the main characters in gravity falls are AWARE that there is a mystery to be solved and are trying to find more information#but i don't think that approach would work as well for dm!#laios's goals were never that lofty. not until they HAD to be because the situation demanded it of him#it's the characters trying to solve one personal problem and finding themselves entrenched in something vast and dramatic#that they weren't even fully AWARE of when they set out. and we the audience are on that journey with them!#it's SUCH a good structure i wouldn't trade it for anything. but also. tragic to see people give up and dismiss it so fast.
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i love not knowing if i'll ever be healthy again i love all of the time i've used to move my body become nothing i love spending my adulthood wasting away year after year for various reasons baby!
#i know i'm being dramatic and privileged etc etc right now but i hate living like this#i probably had covid in the beginning of august and since then my heart and lungs have just been fucked#so now i'm probably looking at at least 2 years of long covid and maybe permanent neurological damage#could i be lucky and get better in few more months? maybe. do i believe that will happen? no. optimistically maybe next summer id be better#my symptoms are not that bad considering what i know other people have suffered but at the same time that makes it feel not real#otherwise i'm pretty much fine except i feel like fainting alot after standing up or excerting myself and anything beyond walking#spikes my hr to 160 and right now even laying down my hr is around 80. this comes with the associated shortness of breath etc#what fucks me up about this is that my normal hr is low with my rhr being under 50bpm and i'm physically active#so basically i've went from regular running and half marathons being no issue to not being able to jog 1km at the slowest pace possible#without spiking my hr to zone 4#so now with the recovery time of this being however long if properly ever i'll have to basically start all over again with everything#i biked to the grocery store yesterday and that took me out for the rest of the day because my heart rate just didn't go down afterwards#outwards i look fine and i wouldn't be as affected if sports and moving wasn't a part of my life and relationships but it is#i've read studies about recovery times and a lot of them don't feel applicable because the test groups are either very different from me#based on the baseline health info such as activity levels or they're elite atheletes which i am not#some have given me hope that keeping my hr under like 130 by doing activities like walking until maybe someday things get better works#but who knows and even if it does this will be yet another thing that takes the littlest bits of muscle tissue i have on me away once again#because besides deconditioning muscle loss is yet another symptom. so i will be even weaker than i am right now#i don't know how much of what i'm experiencing in terms of mental effects is from anxiety over my physical health and how much is brainfog#but we'll see i'll just have to start walking a lot every day and keep up with simple and slow strenght training so i'll want to die less#i don't think my family will ever properly understand because almost all of them are athletes and the one who isn't never does any excercis#so either i just look like i'm weak but i was always weak so it's not a big deal or my experience isn't really that important#this is so so so pathetic both my reaction and the issue but it's difficult to not feel this way especially with the uncertainty#shit talking
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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.
#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun#and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel#and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation#after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free#oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date#nah man. itll be fine#and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi#and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and#buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine#the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies#shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains#and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs#and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes#and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a#panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye#he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and#oh.
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Ë . ęˇ đŤ . đŚšËâ HEART 2 HEART
⎠soft cuddles & kisses with sevika while on your period âŽ
fem!reader x girlfriend!sevika âŞâŞâ¤ď¸âŹ nothing but pure fluff, poorly proofread bcs im lazy (áľâá´â)
âVika, Iâm going to be honest. I think Iâm going to die.â You groan and bury yourself deeper into Sevikaâs side, one leg over her waist and your face squished against her chest. A sock-full of raw heated rice was held to your stomach as a makeshift heating pad, but it just wasnât enough.Â
Periods. Horrible things. As if you needed the monthly reminder that you werenât pregnant. You were with a woman; periods were just useless and all the more annoying to you. The stupid bullshit heating pad gets pulled out from under your shirt and tossed onto the floor, earning a laugh from Sevika.
âYou say this every month, silly girl. Youâre fine.âÂ
âOkay, rude. Hold me tighter.â
Despite Sevikaâs scoffs and eyerolls, you're happily smothered when she rolls on top of you. You asked to be held tighter, but this was just as nice, if not better.Â
Feeling her lips brush against your cheek. Tossing your legs around her waist. Yeah, this is real good. Youâre wrapping yourself around her frame like a cat as your arms find home at her neck. The scent of tobacco with citrusy shampoo wafting into your nose as you get a face full of her hair. It makes you laugh; anything Sevika does makes you giggle like an idiot, but thatâs because sheâs Sevika, and sheâs perfect to you. âMhm, this is what I needed,â you purred, returning her affection with a quick kiss to the top of her head.Â
You swear you can hear the word spoiled leave her lips, but you let it slide, melting under her weight as she starts to smother you with attention. Firm pecks are pressed on every inch of exposed skin, from your forehead to your cheeks to your nose and even your eyelids. It makes you forget the dull ache in your lower abdomen, and okay, maybe your periods werenât all that bad. At least you got to be smothered like this.Â
âOh, VikaâŚâ you breathed, easing up even more into the mattress as her tongue laves at the skin of your neck. Short and quick, as if to tickle you, only for her to nip at where your pulse thrums under your skin. âHey!â Alright, that didnât hurt one bit, but it was funny to act dramatic.
And clearly she thought the same as she snickered at your faux complaint, nuzzling her nose against the area where she nipped you. And of course, the tip of her nose is cold because that woman always runs cold.
Which is why she absolutely could NEVER leave you because who would keep her warm? Exactly, she basically needs you. A woman like her needs a girl like yourself to occupy her lap and chatter her ears off and kiss her all over. Just as she does the same for you.Â
Even now you feel her lips brush against the shell of your ear and squirm from the way her hot breath tickles you. More soft kisses are laid to the side of your head, and more giggles fill the room. âMy silly, silly girl,â she muses, nudging her nose against yours. Breaths mingling and hearts beating in tandem; can you love a person any more than this? Those darling puppy eyes of hers and those scarred lips pulled in a little smirk. Itâs like sheâs trying to give you a heart attack.Â
âPrettiest princess Iâve ever laid my eyes on. And thatâs a fact.â
Oh my god. Iâm so in love.Â
Thereâs no shame in you when you squeal as Sevika captures your lips in a kiss, fingers digging more into her hair. Itâs that type of kiss where you canât stop smiling and laughing, and itâs more chaste than anything else. But itâs over quick, too quick. You donât let her pull her away too far before youâre tugging her head down back to your mouth, reveling in the way her breath hitches in surprise.Â
Now this is a proper kiss: slow and passionate but gentle. Thereâs desire, but itâs faint and lazy, something thatâs for later in the night. And when you pull away for the second time, youâre smiling like a fool in love. Because you are.Â
âYou look like a puppy, girly.â
âVika, you look like a puppy. A really cute one too.â
âShush!â Youâre promptly shut up when she butts her nose against your cheek, and you let her words slide, taking it as her bizarre sense of humor. Between her dad jokes and this, she would make quite the comedian. âBut you forgot all about your period too, huh?â
Damn, she got me. I really did forget.Â
#arcane sevika#sevika#arcane women#arcane#sevika x reader#sevika x female reader#hello milly nation (my two followers) đ#the writing is chopped asf ik itâs been a while đ#but I really like sevika as we can tell :3#and im actually on my period so this was fun#i unironically make heating pads by microwaving uncooked rice in sock btw#it saves money đ¤#áśť đ đ° .á drabbles
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` ęŁęŁâ ONE WIN, ONE DATE : ěŹěŹě¤ âââ đđđžđ đđşđđž đťđžđđ đđđ đş đ˝đşđđž đđż đđž đđđđ đđđž đđşđđž đđđđđđđ
ĘŹĘŹ. football player!jake x cheerleader!reader đĽ Ý ARCHiVE 7OO wordcount fluff . . . skinship, kisses ę°ËľËáŻ
ËËľęą happy bday to jakey, && for my juni bby
YOU'RE STANDING ON THE SIDELINES, pom-poms in hand, watching jake tear through the field like he owns it. heâs got this intensity in his eyes, the kind that makes your pulse pick up because you know heâs giving it his allâjust to win this game. all for one reason: he bet you that if he wins, he gets to ask you out.
itâs been a fun, flirty thing between you two for weeks now, but this? this is new. he made sure the whole team knew about his little bet, which has them teasing him endlessly about finally "making a move on his dream girl." you catch a few of his teammates smirking and nudging him before the game starts, and jake just rolls his eyes with a lopsided grin, eyes glancing at you every now and then. you swear you can feel his gaze even from across the field.
the game is close, way too close for your liking. youâre on edge, practically jumping each time he gets the ball, and maybe youâre clapping a little louder than anyone else (not that you liked him, or maybe you did). in the final minutes, itâs tied, and jakeâs team has the ball. you watch as he gets the ball, weaving through the opposing team with an ease.
the crowd holds its breath, and so do you.
with a swift, clean kick, jake scores, sealing the win. the stadium erupts, but jakeâs eyes find you instantly, a smug, triumphant smile on his face as heâs mobbed by his teammates. when they finally let him go, he sprints over to you, his eyes lighting up with joy.
âsoâŚâ he starts, leaning over, hands on his knees, slightly out of breath but still managing to look cocky. âstill gonna pretend youâre not into me?â
you roll your eyes, though your cheeks are definitely giving you away. âwho said i was ever into you?â
âi could tell.â jake flashes that heart-melting smile, moving closer. youâre aware of the other cheerleaders watching, and youâre definitely aware of his hand grazing your waist, lingering just long enough to make your heart race.
âoh, yeah? youâre that confident?â you ask, trying to sound unaffected, but your voice betrays you.
âconfident enough to win a game for you,â he says with a smirk. âand i did say iâd ask you out if i won.â
âso ask away, sim,â you challenge, folding your arms.
he lets out a chuckle, his fingers brushing yours as if testing the waters. âokay, let me ask properly, then.â jake clears his throat dramatically, taking your hand in his. ây/n, would you do me the honor of going out with me?â
youâre pretty sure the butterflies in your stomach are doing somersaults, but you manage to keep your coolâsort of. âhmm⌠maybe. depends. what kind of date are we talking about?â
jake grins, squeezing your hand gently. âwhatever you want. something fun. something thatâll make you smile like that.â he nods at you, obviously noticing the way your lips are curving, despite your attempt to stay composed.
âfine,â you say, relenting with a playful eye roll. âbut only because you tried so hard.â
he leans in, closer than before, his voice just above a whisper. âonly the best for you.â
your heart skips, and you glance down, trying to hide the way his words affect you. but jake isnât done; he tilts your chin up, meeting your gaze. "guess youâre stuck with me now.â
âguess so,â you whisper, feeling heat rise to your cheeks as you realize heâs not moving back. his hand is still at your waist, his thumb gently tracing circles on your hip. the stadium is still loud around you, but it feels like itâs just the two of you here, his face inches from yours.
âthink i can get a âgood gameâ kiss?â he asks with a wink, his voice teasing but hopeful. you roll your eyes, but you canât hide the way youâre smiling now.
âdonât push your luck, sim.â but before he can respond, you lean up, giving him the quickest, softest peck on the lips. itâs barely there, but itâs enough to make his eyes widen in surprise and a smile spread across his face.
âyouâre making me want to win every game now,â he says, looking down at you like youâre the only person in the world.
âi guess youâll just have to keep scoring, then,â you reply with a grin, stepping back slightly, though your hand stays in his, fingers tangled together.
âoh, trust me, y/n,â he murmurs, tightening his hold on you, âiâll be scoring a lot.â
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Cum with meâŚto the gym
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Your visit to the gym with Abby escalates quickly when you find out that a certain area can also be worked on by the adductor machine.
warnings: fingering (reader receiving), oh and the fingering is in public so yeahâŚ
I lowkey hate this but itâs the only thing Iâve managed to finish writing throughout the whole yearâŚsigh. I recently watched Arcane soâŚmaybe Iâll start publishing about Vi or Sevika or both.
âOh, câmon! We still have two more exercises to go before finishing with some cardio!â Abby exclaims with a devilish smile across her lips, enjoying seeing you sweating and panting after doing three sets of Bulgarians.
After weeks of your best friend begging you to pay a visit to the gym, you obliged with the condition of getting to see Wicked afterward since Abbyâs not a big fan of long movies, let alone musicals, so here you were; hair-sticking to your face, red cheeks, and skin glowing with sweat because Abbyâs routine is no joke.
âTwo more?! Can we just do one more? Pleaseee?â You beg in a whiny pout, giving her puppy eyes because you feel like youâll pass out any moment now if you keep going. Of course, youâre being dramatic, but thatâs just your zodiac sign being true to itself.
Abby playfully rolls her eyes, suppressing a smirk because she thinks you look adorable like that. She wonât tell you that, though, at least not in a non-mocking tone. âThe machines are easier, and you can hit whatever weight you want. Sounds fair?â
You purse your lips, looking at her while she chugs some water down. Itâs so unfair how godly she looks right now while you feel like a sticky mess. You nod, defeated more than anything because you might as well complete the routine properly. âFineâŚâ
The gym is fairly empty, but that doesnât surprise you since it was one of your conditions to agree to come. And so you walk to the bench press, which was as hard as any other machine even with the lowest weight. You were more of a workout-at-home type of gal, after all, and Abby always mocked you because sheâs a gym rat and this is her second home. To each their own, you donât like being around strangers that much.
âWhatâs this one for?â You ask with your head tilting to the side, confused but willing to learn all about the stupid machine, eager because itâs the last one youâll use today and for a while.
âThis is the leg adductor, great for toning your legs and inner thighs. Iâll show you how to use it and then you can give it a go, yeah?â
ââKayâŚâ
You canât deny that itâs fun to see her in a trainer-like role, and you decide that itâs not that bad and that the reward will come later when you watch the 190-minute-long film. You watch Abby setting the machine and its weight intently, trying to make mental notes of everything so you wonât need her help for each little thing. And here goesâŚyour eyes definitely find her hands gripping the handles more interesting than the exercise itself, or the way her thunder thighs push the weight inwards almost effortlessly. Phew. She finishes her set and stands from the machine so you can give it a go.
âSee? Easy.â She smiles before adjusting the weight so itâs lighter for you.
You hesitate to get on it because it looks silly, and you definitely feel exposed with your legs spread open in your yoga pants.
âOh wow, didnât know you could open up this much,â She teases with a quizzical grin and her head cocking to the side, which makes you scoff and roll your eyes.
âShut up, I do pilates after all, donât I?â You excuse your almost obscene spreading, and to only make it worse, youâre wearing a thong and you plead that Abby wonât look down because youâre certain sheâll be able to catch a detailed glimpse of your pussy.
âChill, Iâm just fucking with ya. Let me help youâŚâ Abby snorts, amused at how you respond to her mindless teasing. She bends down in your direction to adapt the position so you wonât be opened up like a christmas present, ââŚand there! Now hold onto these and try to push the weight inwards slowly, if you do it fast youâll hurt yourself.â
Abby instructs and you do as youâre told. Slowly, you push your legs together, gripping the handles because the weight is definitely challenging, and after the bench press, Bulgarians, and squats, your legs are not the strongest, but you manage to do it.
âHowâs the weight? Do you want me to lower it?â Abby asks, leaning on the machineâs weight rack, âY-YeahâŚitâs too heavy.â Your voice quakes tiredly, and the blonde wants to poke fun at you for it but decides to save it because she knows youâre doing your best. So she lowers the weight so itâs more comfortable.
Itâs definitely difficult to do it with your wobbly legs, but itâs also fun in its own way. You close and open your legs at a slow pace, breathing deeply as you do each one, and with Abby watching is only making it harder to pretend youâre not struggling as much. Although it hurts, youâre not sure if youâre targeting the right area since you keep clenching your core unconsciously, and it only causes you to breathe heavier and heavier for some reason. Abbyâs on her phone since you got the hang of it, and yes, you can do the exercise, but with each push from your legs, your body gets hotter and your breathing gets sharper. The last rep comes, and the pressure is overwhelming even after taking small breaks between each set. The muscles in your lower stomach tighten, and thatâs when you feel your pussy clenching around nothing, and you realizeâŚ
This fucking exercise is fun because itâs stimulating you, and your friend in front of you probably has no idea of whatâs happening since sheâs watching instagram reels.
Your back arches ever so slightly from the seat, a familiar reaction from when you pleasure yourself, and the pooling between your thighs only worsens as you get closer to the end of the rep, clenching every muscle because it feels so good. A loud, raspy gasp escapes your lips, and your eyes immediately seek Abby, checking if sheâs seeing whatâs engaging between you and the machine, but she remains still so you keep going. Your thighs are shaking, begging you to end the exercise but you keep going despite already hitting the fifteenth one.
âAlmostâŚâ Even the voice in your head is ragged. Your cunt is throbbing, your abs are inhumanly clenching and the band in your stomachâs about to snap. The sweat is running down your face and your neck, but all you can focus on is that aching pooling in the pit of your stomach.
With your chest heaving and your lip caught between your teeth, you close your legs one more time and groan softly at your release, the chemicals in your brain plastering colorful dots in your vision, and you finally let go since your bodyâs all weak and shaky. You can barely ride out the bliss when it hits you.
You just had an orgasm. At the gym. With Abby two steps away from you.
âFuckâŚâ A throaty breath catches Abbyâs attention, and thank god your yoga pants are black and not pink today.
âYou finally done? I know youâre a newbie but it took you long enough.â Abby puts her phone in her pocket and looks down at you with that kind and charming grin of hers, and then there you are, a panting mess.
âIâŚneed to go to the bathroom,â You announce breathily, quickly getting off the machine because you need to take care of the situation in your pants. The blonde frowns and you know she wants to ask if somethingâs wrong, but she sees you in a rush and simply points at the ladies' room. You almost run, cursing in your head again and again because what the fuck is wrong with you? The bathroom stalls are empty so you enter the last one, immediately banging your head against the door.
âYouâre a fucking pervert. Youâre pathetic!â You whisper, and your legs threaten to give up once again, which only upsets you further.
You rest your head against the door and look up, battling the tears brewing in your eyes. This is it; the lowest youâve reached so far. Who knows if one of the few people out there saw you? Shit, shit, shit. You havenât had time to play with yourself but this definitely wasnât the solution to that!
Deep breath in and out, but no matter how calm you are now, the wet spot in your pants remains.
âHeyâŚyou in here?â Abbyâs voice makes you jump startled, and you curse again in your head.
âY-Yeah, last stall.â Your voice is weak and raspy, but you manage to get the right tone to not let her know youâre about to cry.
âYou okay? You lookedâŚI dunno, weird.â
Abbyâs worry makes your heart clench, and guilt showers you like a bucket of cold water. Sheâs your best friend though; you know every small quirk, have seen each otherâs awkward phases, and most importantly, have kept secrets you know arenât for anyone else to know. So youâll be fine, youâre adults now so this isnât a big deal, right?
You open the door and pull her arm so sheâll join you. Rapidly, you close the door again as if the entire bathroom isnât empty. Abby chuckles, amused by the sudden move from you, but the smirk fades as soon as she sees the sulky look on your face with your lips almost pouting and your eyes glossy. âHeyâŚwhat happened?â Her brows meet in a concerned frown, and she reaches for your hand.
The embarrassment is strong enough to block your throat and tighten your chest. You bite your lip, looking up when Abbyâs thumb gently rubs the back of your hand.
âIâŚâ How could you even put it into words? No fancy vocabulary would make this any better, â...the pressure of the exercise was really strong, and IâŚdonât know how but I think I came.â
Abbyâs heart dropped to her stomach, and for your sake, she contained as much shock as she could inside her, but the truth isâŚshe found that adorably amusing and even kind of hotâŚ? You look defeated, just like a puppy who knows did something wrong, and she wants to pet your head and cuddle you.
On your side though, youâre certain sheâs thinking youâre a freak that should be locked away from society. You look away from her. Your heart thuds in nothing but shame, pumping the blood to your cheeks, painting them a bright red color.
âHow bad is the situation?â Her voice is lower than usual, and you assume that is in case someone enters the bathroom.
âMy pants are soakedâŚâ You nearly sob, sniffing but holding it in.
Abby hums, taking a step close to your position against the door, and she hesitantly brings her hand to your clothed crotch as if to make sure youâre telling the truth. Your body reacts to that, naturally, and you jump a little, looking at her with your eyes widening because thatâs unknown territory.
âOkayâŚlisten, itâs completely normal, yeah? Tons of girls have gone through the same thing so itâs not like youâre the first one.â She soothes you, her voice low and smooth, almost like a lullaby, and her hand moves to your hip, squeezing it lightly to comfort you.
You huff in relief, still embarrassed but that statement definitely took some weight off your back. âThank god, I feel like a pervert.â
âYou probably are, but thatâs okay too.â Of course, she pokes fun at you at the first chance, but she manages to make you laugh a little.
The scenario is a little weird. Youâve been in the most insane and random situations together, but this could top any of those other ones. Your backâs against the door, and Abbyâs just centimeters away from you; her hand gripping your hipbone rather firmly, causing your hips to jerk unconsciously. Your eyes meet hers, and she has such an indistinct look on her face that you canât say youâve seen before.
âYouâre still sensitive,â She states huskily, and you catch her licking her lips.
âWell, yeah. I just had an orgasm.â You also state, almost sarcastically because itâs more than obvious why your body is reacting to her grip.
âYou knowâŚhaving multiple orgasms will help you relax your tensed muscles.â
âŚokay?
She takes the one step that kept you away from each other, and now both hands are on your hips as she glances down at you with her usual crystal-clear blue eyes gone several tones down to navy. You gulp nervously, your arms on your sides as you stand awkwardly.
âWhat exactly are you suggesting?â
âLemme help you.â She answers on the spot, with no hesitance or stuttering. And -shockingly- no hint of it being a joke.
You want to say no for the sake of your friendship more than anything, but your bodyâs been craving release for months, and if your best friend is willing to help you with such devotion then who are you to reject the thoughtful offer?
âOkayâŚâ
Your answer takes Abby by surprise, but she doesnât press on it because she doesnât want you to change your mind, not when sheâs getting worked up herself.
âTry to keep it down, though.â She winks a snarky smile at you, and before you can tell her to fuck off, she slips her hand down your pants, cupping your aching core.
âFuck, you are soaked,â Abby whispers surprised, her voice coming out ragged at the realization, and she begins to move her fingers over your folds, spreading them and feeling the slickness of your previous orgasm.
You wanted to be cocky, but one of your hands goes straight to your mouth to muffle the whimper you almost let escape. You know your friendâs anatomy almost as perfectly as her personal traits and her thick fingers were always secretly acknowledged by you, and now theyâre spreading your pussy, teasing you better than youâve ever done it yourself.
âI didnât know you were a thong girl,â Abby mutters sultrily, obviously noticing the lack of clothing for your cunt. Her fingers find your clit and she starts tracing slow circles, mostly to see your reaction.
Your eyes are fluttering, and your whimpers come out as hums with your hand blocking your lips. Her touch is gentle but firm, and god is it heavenly. Itâs definitely better than your own, and you canât believe youâre doing this in the bathroom of the gym Abbyâs attended for the past years. Still, your hips roll in the direction of where sheâs touching you, pathetically writhing under her to feel her calloused fingers even more against your throbbing clit.
âYou like that?â Oh her voiceâŚis as sweet as honey right now and it sends a shiver down your spine. You nod your head, too scared of being caught, but Abby -being the jerk she is- yanks your hand off your face, letting it rest on your side and very clearly hinting at you that she wants an answer vocalized.
âYâŚYeah,â You manage to gasp under your breath, your head hitting the door when her fingertips rub a little faster, right in that magnificent spot with the right amount of pressure to turn your legs into jelly.
Abbyâs having the time of her life. You look angelically sexy, as if you were trying to seduce her with those red lips of yours; parted open and inviting hers to get a taste. She canât, though, and she wonâtâŚfor now. She wants to see every twitch of your brows, every flutter of your lashes when you blink repeatedly, and every bead of sweat that rolls down your forehead and causes your flushed cheeks to glow under the dim light of the bathroom.
âAbsâŚâ It kills her to hear that beloved nickname of hers coming out of your lips in a needy gasp. She purses her full lips, pitying the situation because she wishes you could just whimper her name out loud. LaterâŚshe thinks to herself.
Abby calls out your name as well, matching your discreet and low tone, â...yeah? Feels good?â
You nod again, not risking a moan coming out. Your chest heaves, feeling tight because you can barely breathe. Itâs almost like a fever dreamâŚor a wet one, in this case. The blood is pumping hot and fast, adrenaline rushing all over you as she sends you to the fucking moon in steady circles. A loud gulp jumps on the walls of the stall, your best attempt at trying to keep quiet.
You feel that familiar pressure in your belly, but Abby whispers your name again. Her eyes are darker, with a loose strand of her blonde hair falling over her face, and she leans down. âI really wanna finger you, âs that alright?â She almost begs you, her pretty brows arching in eagerness for what your answer will be.
Your heartâs about to leap out of your chest at this point, feeling like youâre close to suffocating, but you lick your puffy lips and whisper a very needy âyesâ. And Abby does not waste a single second before guiding one of your legs around her hips and immediately lowering her two digits to your entrance, spreading your arousal so her fingers wonât come in dry. You close your eyes at the weird sensation, but your hips jerk in her direction more aggressively than before.
âSo wet for meâŚI wish I could taste that sweet pussy,â Abby hoarsely mutters in your ear, and before you can react, her middle and ring finger slip inside you oh so smoothly, stretching you open with her thick and long digits.
âFuckâŚ!â You hiss agitatedly, unconsciously clenching around her from how overwhelming everything is at this point. Abby slips them out and thrusts them until her knuckles become an obstacle, groaning under her breath as well, which only makes it harder for you to keep quiet. Why were you doing this again? Whatever the fuck was the reason, you wish she wouldâve brought it up long before today.
Heatâs consuming your body, colored in a passionate red from your cheeks to your chest, probably from holding your breath, or the force Abbyâs fingering you with. Either way, itâs all stimulating you in a way you know you shouldnât be enjoying. Your heavy sighs are getting progressively louder, but the loud beating of your heart in your ears silences them.
Abbyâs fingers thrust forcefully, almost abusing your soaking cunt, and squelching sounds filter out, causing the blonde to groan once again in your ear. Seemingly, the pornographic sound of her fingers pumping in and out only encourages her to seek deeper, finding a spongy spot at the very top when she curls both fingers expertly.
âThere!â A normal whimper escapes, and as if to punish you, the door of the ladiesâ room opens with two voices following as they chat about gains and what to have for lunch in terms of protein goals. Eyes wide as plates, you look at Abby, silently asking her what to do, unsure if it scares you more to keep going or stop.
Abby has her priority clear; you. So the solution is to cover your mouth with her hand and angle her fingers higher and deeper inside you, hitting the spongy wall repeatedly with the two girls chatting in the background, making enough noise to quiet the squelching of her fingering. Abby cages you between her body and the door, and her groans soon become growls, like a hungry animal salivating over its prey.
Tears brimmed in your wide eyes, beginning to tear up as you breathed raggedly through your nose and winced against Abbyâs hand. You shouldâve stopped, but the adrenaline rush of possibly -hopefully not- getting caught only caused your muscles to clench tighter, and the pooling in the pit of your stomach to swoop like a crashing wave. Youâre close, so fucking close that youâre seeing stars this time. Abbyâs eyes even shine before your eyes roll back and your body spasms like youâre being electrocuted. Creaming and cumming all over Abbyâs fingers and in your yoga pants for the second time today. A loud ringing in your ears almost concerns you and makes you think you passed out, but it only lasts a minute or two before opening your eyes again and seeing your blonde friend looking at you like she just saw a UFO or something.
She keeps her fingers inside until the two girls leave the bathroom, and you canât say it isnât awfully awkward to feel the emptiness when she pulls them out and retrieves her hand from your lips as well, letting you pant loudly while you ride out the thunderous orgasm.
Your eyes meet, and Abbyâs cheeks seem to get pink, which wouldâve been funny in any other situation. âYou, uh, you good?â
Itâs so awkward that it makes your stomach cringe uncomfortably. âYeah, justâŚrecovering.â
Abby nods, letting you know that she understands, but you can tell sheâs also embarrassed, probably regretting talking to you the way she didâŚpublicly.
âAre we still watching Wicked?â You ask out of the blue, trying to lighten up the mood, and when Abby snorts everything returns to normal.
âNot only are we watching it, youâre getting eaten out afterward,â She taunts you sweetly, licking her dripping fingers clean.
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ۜৠin which you and Spencer join forces to babysit both Jack and Henry.
who? spencer x bau!reader when? s6 category: novella content warnings: not proofed, contains nothing but pure fluff, reader and spencer get mistaken as Jack and Henry's parents... reid with warmth !! word count: 4.9k a/n: first novella fic whaaaa....i've been wanting to write this one for a while, but i knew it wouldn't be that long, so this is perfect for my first novella fic!!; enjoy!
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The morning was cold and frosty, and the only thing able to mend it: a large, hot latte. Hotch approached your desk as you set your things down. He leaned over and whispered conspicuously, âAre you sure you can come tonight?â
You rolled your eyes and whispered back, just as secretive, and perhaps some more to show how dramatic he was being, âYes, Hotch,â you saluted him, âJack will be in good hands.â
A gruff sound came from his throatâas if signifying his disbelief, âIf you say so, do you remember what time?â
âHotch?â
He looked around, glancing back at you with pressed lips. âYeah?â
âI got this,â you pushed his handâgripping your deskâoff.
âRight,â he nodded, âno I know.â
You raised a brow and crossed your arms, âso why are you stalling? Is this about your date? Because if you donât want to goââ
âNo,â he dusted his suit off, âIâmâIâm walking away.â
âUh-huh,â you biot back a smile, feeling Spencer slide up next to you, âand what was that all about?â He kept his inquisitive gaze on your boss.
âHotch had a date,â you stated, turning to look at him, âIâm babysitting Jack.â
He raised his eyebrows and noddedâbut when Penelope called you to the roundtable room and you began to walk away with her, you could hear him mutter, âWhy didnât he ask me?â
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JJ rushed in, she apologized for being late as she took her seat. The team watched her; she was flushed, but her face showed clear urgency. She rolled her eyes, âPlease do not question me today, I already have enough explaining to do.â
It was silent, but then you just couldnât help yourself, â...JJ?â She looked at you with a slight warning, but you still asked, âWhat happened?â
The air in the room evaporated as JJ sucked in a breath, then deflated against her chair, throwing her head back, âHenryâs babysitter quit this morning.â You kept quiet, waiting for her to elaborate. âWill and I were going to go out tonight, weâve been planning this for weeks now.â she huffs, running a hand through her hair.
Spencer caught your eyes, and though you shook your head, knowing itâd be a bad idea, he still said, âWell, hey, you know I could watch him for youâif you still wanted to go.â
JJ raised a brow and began to shake her head slowly, âI donât know, Spenceââ
âI wouldnât be alone,â you noted Hotch raising an eyebrow as Spencer motioned toward you, ââ is watching Jack, we could babysit them together.â
JJ glanced at you, then at Hotchâhopeful, âWould you both be okay with that?â
Hotch eyed Spencerâs grin for a moment, âFine, but â has to keep an eye on Reid too.â
âUhâwhat?â Spencer threw his arms up, âIâm a great babysitterâare you laughing?â He glared slightly at Morgan.
âSure you are,â you reached over and patted the top of his hand, you held his gaze for a split secondâthe both of you trying to hold in your laughter.
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You could hear giggling inside. Jack clung to Hotch, he was eight, and yet he still adored his father. The night was young, but starting to grow darker. Today, you had only been called to air a case, so you worked from the office, which you didnât have the pleasure of doing most days, making it pretty unique.
âOh, hey guys,â Spencer called, walking up behind you. You frowned, noting his relaxed attire.
âAnd I didnât think you owned anything but sweater vests.â
âOhâyou just had to comment.â He sighed.
âThat I did,â you nodded, âthat I did.â
The front door opened right as Hotch checked his wristwatch, âyou guys made it!â
âWould you believe it? Hotch hasnât canceled yet.â
Your boss glared at you, but your remark earned chuckles from the others, âYep, and Iâll be late if I donât leave now.â
JJ stepped out of the house and moved aside, âcome on in.â Henry popped his little head out from behind Will and motioned for Jack to follow.
Hotch leaned to the side, eyes only leaving Jack once the boys disappeared behind a corner. âOkay,â JJ approached you, hands on your shoulders, âI am trusting you.â
âHeyâuhm Hi!â Spencer waved, sticking his head over your shoulder, âIâm here too.â
âYes, thatâs why Iâm telling her to be careful.â
After a bit of teasing Spencer, Hotch, Will, and JJ left in their cars. âCome, on, itâs freezing out here,â you stuffed your hands into the pockets of your zip-up.
âLet the night beginâŚâ
Spencer stayed, feet glued to the floor for a moment as he watched you wander into the house. He couldnât help the small smile that grazed his face; he covered it with a hand, closing the door behind him.
Inside you were asking the boys what they wanted to do. Hotch had picked you up from your apartment and you, him, and Jack drove over togetherâso when Henry suggested the movie theatre, you could only glance at Spencer, wondering if heâd be willing to drive.
He huffed, rolled his eyes, and fell back on the couch in the living room. âWe can see what movies are playing, I guess.â
You huffed a laugh and gripped the couch with both hands as you learned over it, watching Jack and Hnery jump on top of Spencer.
âOkay, okay.â He pushed Henryâs foot out of his face and shot you a look when he heard you cover up a snort with a cough.
Upon scrolling through the nearest movie theatre, you found the newest Spider-Man movie was playing, but you had already missed the 7 oâclock one and the next showing was at 8:30. You, Spencer, and the boys agreed to that time, which left you about an hour before you had to leave. Spencer offered to pay and though you had debated with him about going halfâhe insisted.
You agreed, but only if he let you pay for the snacks. Spencer wasnât a boyfriend and he wasnât one of the girls, so it felt weird letting him pay for everything. He was older than you yes, but only by a couple of years, and though you had to remind him of that several times, he never once failed to pull that card over on you.
âWhatâs that?â Spencer motioned toward the bag you had broughtâthat you were now unloading on the kitchen counter.
âIngredients,â you shrugged, âit isnât real babysitting if you donât bake something.â
âYou bake?â He sat up, throwing something on the television to distract the boys before he made his way toward you.
You brushed it off, âSomewhat.â
âOkay,â he nodded, rounding the counter and meeting your hip with his, âso what are we baking tonight?â
âWe?â You raised a brow. He nodded, lips forming a thin line to suppress a grin. âOh, no,â you huffed a laugh, âwe are notâdo you even know kitchen etiquette?â
His face scrunched up, âIâm a quick learner.â
âSarcastic Spencer never fails to amuse me.â
âMmm,â he nodded, âwhatâs first?â
You shook your head, a grin escaping you. You snatched the butter he had picked up and smacked him on the shoulder as you went to go find a bow for it, âWash your hands.âÂ
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âSomething smells good.â Jack rounded the counter.
âThat would be the cookies.â You spun around and bent to your knees, pulling the oven open.Â
âWhenâs the movie?â Henry came waddling in, Spencer not too far behind.
You glanced at him, expecting him to answer for the both of you. You smiled to yourself, pulling off the oven mitts when he said, âuhâŚwe have about five more minutes before we should leave.â
You nodded and began searching for a container to put the cookies in, âboys, do you wanna go outside and help Uncle Spencer start the car?â
âAwesome!â Henry shouted, running off to find his coat.
âCan we really start the car?â Jack looked between you and Spencer.
âOf course,â you smiled, nodding.
âCool,â he too ran off.
âIf either of them wrecks my car, Iâm holding you responsible.â He jabbed a warning finger in your direction.
You scoffed, wiping your hands on a rag, âright. Spencer, you drive a van.â
âAn SUV,â he corrected.
âYeah, well, you donât seem the type to care about messing things up.â
He held a hand to his chest, mock hurt flashing across his face, ââand what is that supposed to mean.â
You shrugged, but a cheeky smile pulled your lips upward.
âIâll see you in the car,â he wandered off in search of the boys. You grabbed three cookies and set them aside on a napkin.
When you walked toward the door, you found Spencer and the boys already secure in the car. You locked the door and made your way down the drive.
âI have something delicious,â you handed each boy a cookie, promising to help Spencer clean out his car if it turned out they made a mess.
You took the third cookie and bit into it. Spencer watched you and he pulled off, turning onto the street. He hit a red light when you were halfway done with it, âwere you not going to offer to share?â
Your eyebrows shot up momentarily, âyou like sweets?â
âHalf you met me?â he shot back.
You huffed, yanking his hand from the steering wheel and toward you, placing the cookie into his hand. The light turned green, so he steered with one arm and used his other to eat the cookie. It was a darling sight, truly. You giggled when a few crumbs fell onto the floor.
âI blame you,â he muttered, his mouth full of cookies as he made his proclamation.
Spencer had bought the tickets online, so as you parked, you made a game plan with the boys. Spencer and Henry would go to the bathroom because he forgot to say something back at the house and you and Jack would stand in line. There were a few games aroundâand of course, the boys asked to play when they saw themâbut you only had ten minutes till the movie began, so you promised when the movie was over, youâd stay a bit longer to play.
There were only three lines open and from what you could tell, pretty long. Jack stuffed his hands into his tiny jacket pocketsâhe looked comfortable. âDo you know what you want to get?â
He pressed his lips together and notably looked around at the freezers and small box-like shelves separating the lines. They were only about two inches higher than him, maybe three or four higher than Henry.
âIâve never been here.â You frowned. Jack had never been to a movie theatre or he had never been to this theatre?Â
âWhat do you mean?â You stepped forward as the line moved up. A father and his daughterâprobably around fourteenâstepped behind you. You took notice, but only because youâve programmed your brain, they werenât really important.
Jack shrugged, âWhat kind of snacks do they have.â You understood Jack didnât want to speak more on the subject and because you cherished him, you dropped itâbut you made a mental note to speak with Hotch about it later.
âWell, I think they haveâŚgummy bears andâoh lookâthey have cornettoâpersonally I prefer the cup versionâbut thatâs just me.â Jack laughed and stood on his tippy toes, trying to get a better look at the ice cream flavors.
You caught Spencer walking toward you, Henry skipping a few feet in front of him. He caught your wave and nodded toward Jack, who now stepped to the side of the counterâlooking through the glass. âHow much time do we have?â
Spencer checked his watch once more, his casual attire contrasting. He wore his glassesâwhich you absolutely adoredâa pair of blue jeans substituted his normal khakis, and he wore a black hoodie with red writing on the back. He wore tenashoes instead of his work shoes and his silly socks were hidden beneath the fabric of his jeans. It made you frown slightly: you couldnât tease him about it.
âDo you want anything?â You asked as the boys began listing off candy to the cashier.
âNo, Iâm good.â He shook his head, stuffing his hands into the singular pocket of his hoodie.
âWanna share a bowl of popcorn?â You pleaded and eventually, he gave in.
You asked for two smaller bowls so you could split the large bowl between you, Spencer, and the boys. Spencer physically winced when you swiped your cardâyou saw it happen. It sent a flutter through you and your face reddened as much as it could. You covered it up with a laugh, hoping Spencer didnât find it weird, though the look he threw you said otherwise.
You found your seats, the boys settled in the middle of the two of you. You separated the popcorn between the boys, but then realized itâd be an issue sharing with Spencer if he was all the way on the other side, so instead, you gave him one of the smaller bowls, filled his and Hneryâs, and shared the big bowl with Jack.
You made it in time for the credits which you hated, but Spencer loved. It put a goofy smile on his face as he explained every ad,s aying how they were trying to tug at your heartstrings or logical side. âBut weâre too smart, arenât we?â He met your gaze.
The boys turned toward you, where you now adorned a serious nod, âoh, yeah, weâre way too smart to fall fo that, right boys?âÂ
âYep!â they nodded triumphantly.Â
âAnd why is that?â Spencer rounded the question back to him.
âBecause weâre profilers,â Jack asked hesitantly.
âExactly,â you jabbed a finger at him, messing with his hair a little. He laughed and leaned away, pushing your hand toward the popcorn bowl.
Spencer watched youâbut not just your person. He wanted your actions, your facial expression, the way you interacted and spoke to Jack, the way you joked with Henry, the way you took every opportunity you could to tease him about absolutely anything.Â
He felt his heart tense and then fall to his stomach once he realized what was occurring. Was he falling in love? Was this what that feeling was? Was this how falling in love happened? You noticed minuscule, insignificant things about a person like the way they laughed? Or the way smiled? You analyzed them so thoroughly that you could tell what they would say before they said it. Or know the action theyâre about to take before they make it?
He couldnât tell. Spencer had never been in love before. He had never fallen in love. But was that what this was? He didnât have a definitive answer, he just knew he wanted to be closer. To you. To you in every way. He wanted you to want to be close to him and he wondered if that was love.
Because if it was, wouldnât that mean heâd already fallen? But it didnât feel right. It feltâŚlike a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. Like he had been searching for an answer he knew was somewhere in his brain, but hadnât figured it out until just now.
The movie played and he tried his best to watch itâhe grasped the general concept, but he was more focused on, well, you.
Did he love you? Could he say that with genuine confidence? He wouldnât know until he tried it out, but he couldnât. Because what if he didnât? What if what he felt for you was simply pure friendshipâheâd be making a crucial mistake, one) if you didnât like him youâd be weirded out and if you did he chanced hurting you, two) you worked together, that was an issue in and of itself.
He jumped when you stood, watching as you stretched. âWhat?â You raised a brow, a tired smile forming you mouth.
He found himself smiling back, his stomach flipping, ânothing. JustâŚtired.â
âUgh,â you rolled your eyes, yawning, âme too. We should head back now, itâs pretty late. We need to take them baths.â
âYeah,â Spencer glanced at Jack, who was now standing, and Henry, who was fast asleep in his seat.
Spencer tried waking him slightly, but he wasnât budging, âjust carry him,â you suggested.
Deciding it was the only option, Spencer gripped Henryâs armpits and heaved him upward as gently as he could. You watched him as he laid Hneryâs head on his shoulder, the boy snuggling into the crook of his neck, hugging your coworker tightly.Â
âAwww,â you sounded like Penelope but you didnât care, this was too cute a moment not to capture. Whipping out your phone, you ignored Spencerâs pleas and snapped multiple photos from every angle.
Heading to the lobby of the theatre, you nudged Jack, âIâm guessing you donât want to play some of the games anymore?â
Jack shook his head and rubbed his eyes, âno. mâjust tired.â
You nodded, pulling him into your side as you walked, âMe too, buddy, me too.â
You passed an elderly couple on the way out, Henry slightly waking up when the cold air hit his face. âAre we home?â He asked.
The elderly couple snickered and said, âYouâre a cute family.â
You opened your mouth to correct the woman, but her husband added, âYou look just like we did, donât they?â before you could. He turned to his wife, made clear by the matching rings.
âOh, they do,â then she bent over and asked Jack, âWhat movie did your mommy and daddy take you to see.â
Instead of correcting the couple, Jack glanced at you, then Spencer, and grinnedâthough it was sleepyâ âSpider-Man 2.â
âAh, Iâm afraid I havenât seen that one, is it good?â
âReally good,â Henry answered from Spencerâs arms.
They laughed again, then apologized for keeping you and made their way inside.
You and Spencer said nothing as you made your way to the car. Jack and Henry were silent as well. You wondered just what was going through Jackâs head. Maybe he was too tired to understand or care about the womenâs words. Yeah, that must have been it.
You decided you would ignore it just as you would ignore the flutter that continuously courced through you the entirety of the night.
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With much prodding, you were able to get Henry into the bath. Jack didnât take much convincing, but he assured you he could do it himself, which you shouldnât have believed because he ended up getting shampoo into his eyes.
Spencer finished helping him, though it was hard because Jack insisted on showering. Eventually, the two boys were tucked into Henryâs twin-sized bed, and you and Spencer had a little free time before the others arrived.
You grabbed the bowl of cookies that youâd tucked on the counter near the fridge before youâd left. You meant to eat them at the kitchen counter, but Spencer wanted you to watch some movie he had put on. You would blame and hold him responsible for any crumbs that didnât land in the bowl.
His chuckle was low and light, just like every other time you found yourself making him laugh. It sent a flutter through your chest and you had to turn away to keep from letting him know just how flustered that one sound could make you.
You shivered, you typically brought a sweater with you everywhere just in case, but you were going to JJâs house, and you knew sheâd let you borrow a few blankets.Â
âWhere are you going?â Spencer caught your wrist as you stood. Your heart jolted and you couldnât help but stare at it. You blinked a few times before he let go. He sucked in a breath as if youâd stung him. You werenât sure what he meant by that or if he meant anything at all by it. Spencer was normally an awkward person, but this didnât feel like something heâd be awkward about, in fact, Spencer would never be put in this situation simply because Spencer hated physical contact.
Maybe thatâs why he had such a reaction. You brushed it off, letting a shy smile replace the longing frown, âJust the hall closet to find a blanketâŚwant one?â
Spencer shook his head and wanting to escape the atmosphere, you bottled toward the hall. You retrieved the first blanket on top. It was white with little blue bunnies. Cute. You thought, it must be Henryâs.Â
âIâm back,â you hopped on the couch, keeping a cushion between the two of you, for fear of making him uncomfortable.
He declined your offer of a cookie and opted to lean back. It might have just been your imagination, but you were sure Spencer kept sneaking glances at you. You thought he must be bored, heâd put on a '90s romcom. Though you loved the, you were surprised when Spencer put it on. But then maybe he put it on for you and thatâs why he kept glancing at you.
You huffed under a cookie, thatâs so like him.Â
Halfway through the movie, youâd discarded the bowl of cookies with four left and began to feel the lights dim. Or maybe it was just you. You took a moment and laid your head back but it was uncomfortable. As you shifted on the couch, a yawn escaped you.Â
Spencer caught it, attention now fully focused on you, he smiled at your dreary state. He moved one leg under him and without really thinking much about itâif itâd make you uneasy or notâhe took you by the shoulders and lowered your head into his lap. You noticed, but barely. He pulled the blanket over you as your arms wrapped around his thigh. Your head snuggled into him and when a satisfactory hmm released itself from your throat, he snorted a little.Â
He loved you, or at least he thought he did. Spencer had never loved anyone. Well, he loved his mom, but he knew he was programmed that way. He loved quantum physics and math and chemistry and psychology, but those were very broad terms, and still not a being. He liked cats, but he couldnât love a catâwell, he couldâbut that was a different discussion.
You, on the other hand, he always wanted to be around. You, on the other hand, he always wanted to talk to. You, he fell asleep thinking about; you, he dreamt about; you, he woke up to.
You were always on his mind, there was no way around it. In every conversationâthough he rarely voiced itâhe could always draw back to you. Penelope bought a new pink fluffy pen? You loved pens. Dereck couldnât sleep at night because of his neighbor. You could sleep anywhereâit was a skill. Spencer couldnât sleep at all, really, and when he didâwell, heâd already know what heâd dream about.
He couldnât escape youâbut well, he didnât want to.
The biggest evidence of his feelings for you? He hatedâabsolutely loathedâthe thought of you talking to/dating/marrying anywhere else. He made a face, the thought disgusted him;; it made him sick.
The front door unlocking jolted him out of his thoughts⌠how long had he sat there watching you? Going back and forth in is mind? His mind began wondering and the lights began to fade. His shoulder drooped and he began pushing you backward, fixing you until you were both comfortable.Â
âJust forâŚa bitâŚâ he yawned before the lights went out.
Spencer jerked when he heard the front door unlock. He was always keenly aware of his surroundingsâit was a bad habit he picked up in his years at the BAU.
JJ and Will stepped through the door as quietly as they could, the credits were rolling. The movie must have just ended. 48 minutes?
âHeyââ JJ whispered walking toward him.
He rubbed his eyes and tried to sit up, but was weighed down, and upon lookingâfound you still sound asleep. He smiled, but when he realized JJ could see him, he fixed it to a plain expression.
Spencer held up a hand and pressed a finger to his lips, his eyes widened slightly in concern when he looked down at you. Which was ridiculous, he couldnât stay in this position the entire night, much less on JJâs couch. You both had work in the morning and you needed to get home. RightâŚbut where was Hotch? How would you get home?
He was startled by your shifting movements. Upon glancing at you again, he found you stirring. JJ covered up a small laugh, and turned back to Will, shushing him as he stalked over.
âHotch texted, he should be here soon,â JJ whispered.
Spencer nodded as you lifted your head, he raised his arms just enough for you to have free reign, if you pushed out of his hold, heâd have no choice but to let go.
But you didnât, you pulled him closer and buried your face into where his thigh met his hip. âFive more minutes.â
JJ snatched her phone from her pocket and began snickering, âPenelope is going to love this.â
âHeyâcome on, JJâdonâtââ Spencerâs protests went ignored as JJ clicked a few photos and slipped her phone back into the back pocket of her jeans.
A knock sounded on the door not a moment later, Will went to open it while JJ sat on the arm of the couch and smiled down at her two coworkers. âDo you think she can hear us?â
Spencer opened his mouth to say no, but raised a brow and glanced at you questioningly, he wasnât sure you knew where you were, let alone could make sense of a complete sentence. âIâm gonna go with probably not.â
They chuckled to themselves. Hotch waved, before following Will down the hall toward Henryâs room. You yawned and rolled onto your back, stretching over Spencer. âHi,â you blinked up, a slow smile turning up your lips.
He met your sleepy gaze with one of his own, âhi,â he answered.
Hotch came back out with a very asleep Jack, calling out your name, You sighed, forcing yourself upward. âGuess I better go.â
Once again, Spencer felt his subconscious take hold of his body as he held an arm across your stomach, âI could take youâŚI mean I wouldnât mind, besides,â he nodded toward Hotch and Jack, âhe should get Jack home.â
JJ watched in silent awe. It was one thing for Spencer to shake hands with someone let alone hug them, so when she stepped through her doors and found you snuggled up to him, her suspicion-radar was going off. Spencer definitely had a thing for you, or at the very least felt most comfortable with you. In her mind, you were his person, and that didnât have to be romantic, it was just how it was.
Now, though, watching his eyes, there was no doubt in her mind. Spencer Reid was in love. She wondered what kind of catastrophic event occurred for this to happen.
âYou sure?â You murmured, rubbing your eyes. You were halfway leaning against his chest, and halfway using his shoulder to stay steady.
âYeah, of course.â
Hotch seemed to get the gist of the conversation, whispered a few goodbyes, and headed out the door.
âYou made cookies,â JJa noted.
âYep, thereâs four left, but theyâre probably all stale now.â
âWell, maybe you two can babysit again and make me fresh ones.â
âI helped, you know,â Spencer added.
âYeah, âhelpedâ so much I almost had to buy you a new pan.â After a good laugh, you stood and stretched, catching Spencerâs yawn, âwell, itâs getting pretty late, we should head out.â
âAlright then, drive safe.â
âIâm always a safe driver.â
âI know you are, Spence.â She pressed her lips together, glancing at you, wondering if you even felt a smidgen of what Spencer felt for you.
The car ride was smooth, Spencer had been over a few times, and with his memory, he knew the way by heart. âThanks for doing this.â You grabbed his hand as he pulled into your complex.
Spencer jolted, his head jerked down: his focus on where your hands connected. âOhâsorry, I forgotââ
You snatched your hand away, but Spencer was quick to grab it back. âNoâno itâsâŚâ he stared at you. He could lose his mind and still be able to put a name to your eyes. They were like none heâd ever seenâwhich is opinionated, of course, in his mind, you were all there ever was. âItâs fine.â
âAre you sure?â You frowned, âIâŚknow how you hate people touching you.â
âWell, yeah,â he shrugged sheepishly, âbut when itâs you itâs okay.â
Your heart leaped at that and maybe it was because you were half-awake and when you were half-wake you became even more delusional than you were daily. âSo, you donât mind if I touch you?â
âNo, not at all.â He replied immediately as if he had been programmed to.
You couldnât help the goofy grin that made its way onto your face, âgood to know.â
You opened the car door and started exiting his vehicle. âHey, â?â
âYeah?â You yawned again, the sky a blue-black kind of color.
âWhat does that mean?â
âWhat does what mean?â You frowned.
âYou know,â he tried motioning with his hands, which only made you snort.
âNope,â you shook your head, âno idea.â You spun around, starting the path to your apartment, âsee you tomorrow, Spencer.â
Spencer frowned, he knew he would think about this the rest of the night, if he could sleep heâd probably dream about it, and when he woke up, it would most definitely be the first thing on his mind.
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a/n: lol i've been working on this forever (like a month) and i cried in my maths a few days ago because i couldn't understand itâ#mathisnotforme
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Danny in Metropolis part 4
oh look, gave in, masterpost
by HH discord vote, wrote on this while waiting for my nerve test today (good news, nerves good. bad news, hands bad because ?????. other news, OW) which was nice because this is very soft and I was very nervous about it all. Apparently I had another chunk not posted here too so have a decent bit!
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âYeah, well, you just metâsaw? You just saw my parents. Theyâre just sort of like that. Everything always becomes dramatic,â Danny said, some of his humor fading as he talked about his family.
âIâll remember not to come over for dinner,â Conner said with a purposefully light tone.
Danny snorted. âDonât worry, I wouldnât subject you to that horror. Easier to just eat out anyways.â
âAnd yet you donât eat lunch,â Conner pointed out.
Danny ducked his head and rubbed at the back of his neck. âYeah, well, school lunches arenât exactly appetizing.â
âYeah, thatâs fair,â Conner agreed after a beat. Him and Dad might still have some issues that they were working through, but Clark made sure that Conner always had a lunch to take to school, no matter how busy he was with a story. The only times there wasnât a lunch is when Clark was off world for three or more days.
Conner wondered if Dad would mind making an extra one.
âAnything you hate?â Conner asked curiously.
Danny gave a little shrug. His fingers twisted restlessly against Connerâs. âThatâs a complicated question.â
âIâm okay with complicated answers.â
âTurkey and chicken, but only if itâs the whole bird. Hot dogs. I guess all meat can be iffy a lot, depends on the day. Tofu. Um, plain broths and Jello at this point. Anything fake cherry favored. Lime Gatorade,â Danny listed off in a rush.
Conner blinked. âOkay.â Heâd do his best to remember that.
âOkay?â
âYeah. Like, I think thatâs actually not that hard to work around. And you can remind me if I forget anything, but, like, Iâll try not to,â Conner said. He gave Dannyâs hand a reassuring little squeeze.
Danny stared down at their clasped hands like it was the most confusing thing.
Conner tried not to worry too much about it. Danny could be odd like that.
The shop was actually a pretty nice one. Maybe it was a little too hipster, but it was a coffee shop. The music could be worse and the spray painted art on the wall was actually pretty cool. There was no one waiting, so Conner pulled them up to the front where they could easily read the menu to make their choices.
He nudged Danny gently with his elbow. âThey have some vegetarian stuff, if itâs one of those days.â
âThe beetroot sandwich is damn good,â the heavily tattooed barista who was waiting on them said.
âYeah?â Danny said, looking over that on the board. âIâll do that, I guess, and a large iced coffee.â
âWhole milk, skim, or oat milk?â
âOh, um, whole is fine,â Danny said.
âSame drink for me, but Iâll do the avocado BLT,â Conner decided. He went to pull out his phone to pay, but Danny beat him to it, holding out a credit card.
âMy treat, since we couldnât work at my place,â Danny said quickly.
Conner huffed. âFine. But next study session is my treat then.â
âYou two can go ahead and have a seat, Iâll bring your stuff over soon,â the barista said with a smile as they handed back Dannyâs card.
Conner followed Dannyâs lead over to a comfortable looking pair of armchairs around a low table. They were forced to finally let go of each otherâs hands to sit, and Conner tried not to pout. Now that he knew Danny would let him, Conner figured he could find another excuse to hold Dannyâs hand if he worked at it.
Danny pulled out his sleek, new laptop and set it open on the table. The assignment was already open on the screen, glaring in the large, red text that Mrs. Simmons liked to use for all of her assignment headers. It was especially bold on the black background of the dark mode that Danny seemed to keep everything in.
Under every poetâs name, Danny had typed a sentence or two about them. It was far from academic writing (some of it was actually hilariously blunt), but it actually had some really useful information.
âDamn, Danny, you call this only a little?â Conner asked as he scanned over the notes.
Danny fidgeted in his seat. âI mean. Just like I said, I'm not good at English work and I don't want to be why you get a bad grade.â
âHey,â Conner leaned over and bumped their shoulders together, âit's just a grade.â
âYeah, try saying that in my house with two doctorate already and a third on the way with my sister,â Danny muttered.
âWell, good thing we aren't in your house then,â Conner joked. When Danny rolled his eyes, Conner reached out and tapped Dannyâs hand, getting the other to look at him. âItâs just a grade, Danny, but I'll do my best to make sure that it's a good one, okay?â
Dannyâs smile was a little wobbly, but at least it was there. âThanks.â
âCourse. Tell me what you've done so far.â
His smile turned shier, but Danny started to explain that heâd wiki searched the poets and also scanned whatever there most famous poem was. He didnât really know how to talk about the poems, but tried to write a word or two about them. As they went through the list, it was clear that Danny already had some he didnât like, by the way his nose wrinkled as he talked about them, scrunching up his freckles. He also had some good points about some poets that they shouldnât do as two white guys. Conner didnât know if he actually really counted as a white guy, not with Clark, but he figured since socially Clark was seen and raise as one, it fit as much as anything.
(Not like Conner could talk about the whole half alien clone thing anyways.)
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