#which i’ve wanted for agesss

[barklikeagod]

deleted hundreds of posts from my oc blog so that i could try to speed up the export blog process and it didn’t work

[cieloclercs]

𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐞 | 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐜

in which childhood rivals turned best friends realise they were always meant to be something more

charles leclerc x noêmia senna borges (oc)

arriving this summer!

✧.* NOÊMIA SENNA BORGES is a trailblazer. It makes sense, when you take a look at her family tree. She comes from a family of history-makers: the daughter of four-time World Champion Gabriel Carvalho Borges, and niece of one of the greatest drivers to have ever lived, Ayrton Senna. Her future career in Formula 1 had already been written in the history books before she’d even learnt what it was. Everyone in the world of motorsport knew, from the moment the Senna Borges family announced her birth: it was only a matter of time.

✧.* CHARLES LECLERC has faced his fair share of obstacles on the long road to Formula 1. But amongst crashes and failures a plenty, no other challenge has been more difficult to overcome than eleven-year-old Noêmia Senna Borges. Ever since (literally) running into the daughter of his idol at the Junior Kart World Cup, Charles and Noa have been inseparable: even despite their fierce on-track rivalry. Years pass and things change, but the one constant in their lives is always each other. By the time they are grown — with Charles making his way to Formula 1 and Noa setting record after record in the lower categories — they’re sure there is nothing that could ever tear them apart.

✧.* THEY ARE WRONG. After two years of no contact, Noa finally earns her place in Formula 1, becoming Aston Martin’s second driver alongside Sebastian Vettel. The friendship she was once certain would last a lifetime is now shattered and broken. But as the year passes, and Noa and Charles fight for their place in the Formula 1 history books, it becomes clear that maybe absence does make the heart grow fonder — and all they needed was a little incentive to realise that they are something far more than just best friends.

CAST!

yasmin barbieri as

NOÊMIA SENNA BORGES

2000 | Capricorn | ESTP Rio de Janeiro, Brazil

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charles leclerc as

CHARLES LECLERC

1997 | Libra | ISFJ Monte Carlo, Monaco

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INCLUDING!

pj tomasi as luiz senna borges marianna rozmajzl as raffaella di angelo ugh_liza as eloísa dos santos alves alessia lanza as anneliese beaumont michael cimino as oscar de conceição soares

and all other characters as described!

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞.

so this is going to be my summer project after i’ve finished gcse’s!! i’ve been wanting to do a senna!oc story for agesss but what with studying and everything i just haven’t had time to write anything :(( BUT for the last couple of weeks this idea has been stuck in my head, so as soon as i leave school i’m gonna be writing this non stop :))

obviously it HAD to be a charles fic because he’s the love of my life <33 and i’m obsessed with the idea of childhood friends to lovers with charles (it’s just HIM) however, this fic is a bit more complicated than just childhood friends to lovers… i’d say it’s rivals to childhood friends to (kind of) enemies to friends again and THEN to lovers… but i have the whole story planned out in my head pretty much and i actually love it so i have to get it written down :))

i’m thinking of making a taglist for this story for when i publish it, so if you’d like to be a included, go to my navigation page and click on the google forms link! you can select to be put on the taglist both for this fic and for sliding doors! as always, feedback is always appreciated, so a like or a reblog would really make my day <3 i’ve received some lovely messages from sliding doors readers, so i really hope saudade might get the same treatment :)

countdown to summer break: 28 dayss!!

stay tuned for updates!

rose 🤍

[m1ckeyb3rry]

will you ever share what other routes you were thinking of taking threefold 👀

(your writing is absolutely stunning btw 10000000000000000000/10 stars)

HIII first of all thank you so much!! hehe i really appreciate it and yes of course!! to be honest i mostly had threefold planned out from the start i wrote it all down in like a fever dream but there are def small things in my original note that didn’t make the Final Cut of the story which i can share!! it’s mostly worldbuilding stuff that i just didn’t think was necessary/forgot to add so it’s not that it didn’t HAPPEN it just wasn’t mentioned if that makes sense 😭

i will also add that the idea for threefold did marinate in my mind for a while because i have had a very specific gladiator au that i’ve wanted to write for AGESSS and i was thinking of doing it for dan heng!! but then i was like wait why would i put him in a greco-roman setting when there are characters that CANONICALLY are of that vibe?? but i didn’t know mydei/phainon (who were the options for obvious reasons) Like That so i never got around to it even though ig it kept marinating in the background…like i think that’s where the idea of mydei as a prisoner came from JFKDND it was just an offshoot of him being a gladiator really🙂��↕️❕ since many gladiators WERE prisoners of war

adding a cut here because i don’t want this to get too long on the dash/for any lurkers HAHA

so this is like the ORIGINAL thought i had…i’m not joking when i say i woke up at an obscene hour with the paragraph in my mind KDHDDJ time stamp included for proof

obviously i ended up editing it a bit more to flow better in the actual story but this is quite similar to the paragraph included to the masterlist!! i’m not sure why my brain included the term “thrice-blessed” but that throwaway description is actually where the entire motif of threes came from HAHA which is kinda crazy actually (fun fact the original title for threefold was “panthera” which is now the title for just part one!! it took a bit before i was like wait maybe i should just have the motif of three be the title itself too) also note that i do typically write in cursive but i wrote this entire thing in print to make myself think about what i was writing OFJDJDJ

i think mydei’s backstory is the one i left out the most about looking back on my original note!! these are what i first had planned for him:

i honestly just forgot about this part i think but it’s fine it wasn’t Necessary to add just cool i guess!! so yeah there’s some threefold mydei trivia for you 😜 i also remember he was going to mention that in kremnos if a man kills a woman’s husband he essentially marries her?? which was supposed to be the outcome of him destroying the statue — he “wins” reader which frees her to give him to her husband. i ended up not including that because i feel like poor reader already has enough trauma from marriage and i think mydei would not Want to do that to her 🙂‍↔️☝🏻 like he loves her so much he only really wants to set her free even if that means she won’t be with him if that makes sense !!

now as for reader’s backstory most of it stayed the same!! we learn the most about her just because so much of part two and the story as a whole is reliant on mydei knowing her whereas we don’t really need to Know mydei himself — the obstacle on reader’s side of their love was coming to trust him if ykwim…but here are the original plans for reader!! the hometown’s similarity to carthage/south italy was kinda just hinted at because ofc that wouldn’t make sense to outright state but that is indeed where i got the inspiration for the southern sea and its kingdom!! i think everything else in this was mentioned besides her being very sought after as a girl although i think given that she’s a princess it makes sense she would be?? plus we got the news that mydei has been in love with her since he was a little kid and heard her name for the first time (at the announcement of her birth) so i think it makes sense LOLOL

AND FINALLY the proof that the ending has been planned from the beginning!!

the only things from the ending that i changed from my original plans: the husband didn’t mock mydei for thinking that he was in love with reader (in the first draft as you can see he was going to say something about how in kremnos they don’t understand love so it makes sense that mydei confused “bloodlust” with “actual lust” but i wrote the entire ending scene in a trance and it just didn’t come to mind HAHA instead we just got a throwaway line of the husband saying mydei isn’t capable of love) and originally the husband was going to shame READER for thinking that mydei would’ve loved her (in the final draft, he shames mydei for thinking he loves reader…honestly either way could’ve worked but i think it ended up a two-birds-with-one-stone moment where having him say it to mydei served to both deride mydei and get the message across!!)

SO that ended up being a lot of nonsense LDJDJS i am sure you were not asking for this much of my original ideas 😭 but yeah!! threefold has been a very complete idea in my mind almost from its inception and almost all of the changes have just been the natural refinement that comes along with actually writing something in full vs just jotting down notes for an outline 🤩

[littlemissmentallyunstable]

hiii bella, since tkd tournament season is FINALLY over for me (cal state championships were yesterday) i really wanted to talk to you, i miss you so much omggoshh. well. i dont have a conversation starter, but then again i never seem to need one when im with you so i guess i just talk. read it, respond, or ignore my ramblings i dont mind.

life has been busy recently, in good ways and bad ways! its always for to have stuff to do but too much is literally suffocating. but, iv ebeen trying to read more so i started the powerless and lightlark series... (and so far, reckless is freaking amazing but i wouldnt recommend lightlark LMAO the writing is super cringey and the fmc is a player-) speaking of which, what are you reading bella? have you been writing recently? ohhh my gosh and im also so excited for glorious rivals but jlb could not have released it later, like no i dont want to wait to read about whats going to happen to rohan and savannah MY MISUNDERSTOOD BABIES!!! did i mention i met eun this week? it was crazy, like i literally just pulled up to her swim meet like wassupp baee... sighh if you lived closer i would have gone to you too meeting you irl would have been a dream. oh, oh! and im going to dye my hair red today yayyyayyyy<33 how are you doing, pretty girl?

hiii maddie!! omggg I’ve missed you so so much, it was so so lovely to see your user pop up, it literally made me smile so freaking hard!! (and sorry it’s taken me a hot minute to reply, I have been super busy today!!)

ahhhh omgoshhh how did your tournaments go!? I want to hear all about them!! awwww I really have missed talking to you too and it’s so weird because I was literally going to message you tonight and there you popped up in my asks!! 💖💖 I also never feel like we need a convo starter, like it just flows. how could I ever ignore your ramblings, they’re the best part 😘😘

I totally understand you, sometimes busy is good when you’re in the thick of it you don’t notice what a physical and mental toll it takes, so I hope you’re doing okay 💕💕 AHHHH POWERLESS MENTION ALERT!! Kai Azer 🤤🥵 my baby!! oh just you wait until you get to the end of reckless girlie *evil laugh* and oooo I’ve had lightlark on my the for agesss!!

currently I’m reading ‘kiss of deception’ by Mary E Pearson but I’m in my mock period at school right now so I haven’t had a lot of time for recreational reading. BUTTT my preordered copy of sunrise on the reaping arrived and it’s staring me in the face begging to be read but I’m saving it until after my mocks end so I can properly enjoy it!! IM ACTUALLY SO EXCIYED LIKE MY BB HAYMITCH 😍😍 (always had a soft spot for the guy… I can’t help myself)

writing wise I’ve been really lacking sadly, I’m in the middle of two late birthday fics which I feel so bad for not getting done in time and an aaron warner x reader fic… so that’s what to come I suppose but nothing much else bc of mocks 😔😔 I miss writing so so so much!! have you been doing any writing lately??

OMG GLORIOUS RIVALS IS LITERALLY SAT IN MY BASKET LIKE DHSIDJHD I NEED IT NOWWW!! fr, like I want more savrohan, I want to see where the game is going wheidjjwjdh but I have to wait ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I’m too impatient for this!!

OMG YOU DID NOT MENTION!! THATS SO COOL!! and super crazy like what on earth!? and omggg I actually can’t get over how surreal that is and like woah you met a tumblr friend irl!! I am in shock!!

sighhhh if only we lived closer 😔😔 maybe some day eventually… awwww girl youre so sweet!! it’s a dream of mine too 💖💖 I hope one day we’ll make it a reality!!

OMGGG WHATTT!? I LOVE THIS NEW RED HAIR MADDIE ERA, ITS GIVING ALREADY 😍😍 I JUST KNOWWWW YOURE GOING TO LOOK SO SO SO INSANELY STUNNING!!

ahhhh thank you for askinggg!! I’m okay, like I said I just finished my first week of mocks and I’ve got my second week starting this monday so my life is pretty much revision, eat, try to sleep, repeat 😭😭 it’s very boring!! but I had two dance presentations today which were a fun and a little chance for me to let loose!!

ANYWYAYSYS it has literally meant the WORLD to hear from you girl 💖💖 I have really missed out convos!! hopefully we’ll chat more when our lives are a little less busy!! but I hope everything’s going well for you and continues that way my love <3333

[usdemigods]

Your Katsuki is a simp.💖😔 Good, good, and that top energy from Izuku?💋🔥 you're cookinggg!🔥🔥🔥

Hahaha, that aside, I wanted to ask you, which do you think are the parts that you enjoy writing the most? Is Izuku, because you usually use his pov? and which do you think are the parts that you have problems with?

I mean, for me you totally rock!! I love your fic cause It feels sooo cozy but also, kinda of real, sometimes I feel like I'm watching everything happen in front of me. Is so cool.

I wanted also to ask If you have any fic recs that you would like to share? Cause I have one 'the art of falling' by sapphicflower is soo funny and charmkng, and any work from seeress is awesome but she left ao3 since 2022 I think?

Anyway, I hope you are doing great and thank you for sharing your hard work with us! You're awesome 💖

My love for Katsuki knows noooo bounds. It’s interesting bc I started watching/reading MHA agesss ago (must’ve been 2016), and I dipped in and out of it since then. And I’ve always had an Izuku bias, but returning last year and catching up from season 4 onward…. something shifted 🤭 Katsuki is defo my fave character now, oop.

I’d say my fave part is writing Katsuki from Izuku’s POV, for this reason! I plan out Katsuki’s POV fairly heavily, so dipping into his feelings and motivations in my notes/thoughts, but then shifting out of that when writing Izuku’s POV is soooooo so fun 😛 Like…. Knowing what Katsuki’s got going on in his mind, but only writing what Izuku can see and hear through a layer of his own misunderstandings and hang-ups is a great exercise into perspectives.

The problem…. I think it’s having an idea of the wider plot but having to decide how to reveal things. I always psych myself out when it comes to: “Ah, I really wanna execute my plan of what’s really going on but idk how to develop it realistically while also making it feel entertaining to read”. So I end up writing filler scenes to make the plot feel real and fluid but sometimes I think “argh this just doesn’t feel interesting from a reader’s POV asdfghjkl”.

And YESSS thank you for the recs (I’ve been going through a reading slump so this is SO needed). The Art of Falling is one of my faves, the author does such a good job of slowing the burn and making the characters feel realistic but also their own. And Seeress 👀 their story “Let me assist you personally” was my DekuBaku awakening!! But I read it at a time where I felt I was drowning in fics to read so I never looked at their other stuff :( I took a peak now and there’s soooo much good food, I’m gonna be well fed tonight so THANK YOU ☺️

Here are some that have stood out to me:

[Kill God] by Majjale - AU but heroes. Villain Deku and genuinely SOOOO well done. I think this is my fave hero-verse AU. I love when fics are plot heavy but the romance between BKDK is so intertwined that you can’t separate it from from plot. And it has a good take on the top/bottom dynamic discourse. 10/10, but unfinished (don’t let this defer you pls!)

Every Other Freckle by DeerMeadows - CRIMINALLY underrated. When fic authors try to tackle a genre/style is just 🤌🤌🤌. it’s 90s-2000s survival thriller meets supernatural/horror. I highly recommend. It really commits to the genre and has horror themes (so plssss don’t read if any of the tags freak you out!!! >.<)

Chasing the rabbit by Mimiwrites - stands out as one of my fave fluffy (w a side of angst) oneshot !

My fave fantasy au is imperial retrograde by mynameis152. Truly a great slow burn 🤌

An author that doesn’t disappoint is thunderpoint ! I love their writing style so much

I’m aware most of these are fairly popular, and I defo fall into this habit of reading things that I can find easily :( BKDK fic recs can become a bit of an echo chamber so I’m gonna think harder !! And I’ll message you if I think of anymore (I’ve read so many it’s embarrassing 😭 and have lost track of a lot of my faves). And feel free to send me anymore you’ve really liked as well (in dire need of more recs) <3

(AND thank you for your kind words 🫶💋 I hold them dearly)

[gowonders]

puppy gp heejin. that’s all i can think about

nooo i’ve been thinking of this ask for agesss !!! sorry this took me like 91837389291 years to get to, i didn’t know how to execute this at all 😓 first time writing domish reader kinda nervous… hope u like this anonie!

warnings; sub gp heejin, service top fem reader, jerking off, veryYYYY messy, ‘ma’am’ thing, mentions of heat, reader calls heejin ‘doll’… lmk if i missed anything

minors dni

walking into your room to find heejin sprawled out on your bed, both hands wrapped around her length, and her tummy, hips and cock are covered in lube :(( she looks so pent up, her length flushed and rock hard, squirming and whining the second she sees you. “pleaseeee ma’am- help me-“ you didn’t think getting a puppy hybrid would entail getting her through her heat >_< oh well, you wanna help your heekie, right?? “doll.. you’re such a mess!” you sit next to her on the bed, hands gliding over her slick stomach and hips, your gaze falling on the bottle of lube. “tried to.. help myself.. dunno how, ma’am…” of course she didn’t, she’s just a puppy! you’ve gotta help her, right?? “okay doll.. let me just..” your hands pull her fingers off her cock- which she was so hesitant to do, poor girl had a death grip just to get friction :( your fingers wrap around her length, and you giggle at the way she immediately shivers, floppy and fluffy ears going down in submission. “p-please, ma’am.. it- please..?” she begs, she just wants you to help her out, and who are you to deny your puppy? you nod, placing a small peck on her nose before moving your fist up and down, and she immediately whines out, bucking her hips up into you, sooo needy :( you basically don’t have to do any work, though. she’s using your fist to reckless abandon… poor pup will get what she wants soon enough!

[theuwuafterhours]

I bought more medicube stuff… as well as some Arab perfumes~ I’m most excited for Yara - Lattafa, which I’ve been wanting to get for agesss!

[olivers-cocoapuffs]

i finished watching the second season of bridgerton yesterday, and since i have no idea what's your opinion about bridgerton i'm going to be very careful to don't spoil anything because maybe you want to watch it and you haven't yet. so i'm going to tell you what i think about it without spoilers.

i really enjoyed the first season. it was really fun. i enjoyed the second season as well, but i'm not very happy about what happend at the end. my favourite characters had a really bad fight and i think that they won't be friends anymore, which is making me kind of sad. i'm planning on watching queen charlotte now, but i'm too tired to do it.

also, i'm waiting for the third season, i hope that it will be as good as the first two

I watched the first season when it was popular a few years ago and then tried to start the second one but it had been so long since I saw the previous one that I had no idea what was going on. It’s been on my watch list for agesss

I’ve been looking for something new to watch so maybe later today when I’m bored (I still haven’t left my bed)

Have you read the books?? I kinda want to just to see how different they are

[pretending-ican-write]

Tinder but make it your girlfriend

I'm so sorry I haven't posted anything in agesss but I've been very much preoccupied with university and writer's block but this came to me after reading @sour--disposition 's fic on a similar idea!

In this, the reader is a mcyt/streamer and Tommyinnit's sister and dating Ethan.

Y/H/T (your hometown)

Y/A (your age)

Y/H (your height)

You were sat in the green room, idly scrolling through twitter responding to replies from fans and your friends, waiting for one of the crew to let you know it was your turn. Everyone else had already had their turn, returning to recount the lines used by the boys through laughter.

Originally you weren’t meant to be in the video but one of the girls had pulled out last minute so the boys had asked you to fill in the spot. As Ethan’s girlfriend you’d agreed to take part because you thought it would be funny to be involved instead of just being behind the camera.

Emma came back into the room, drawing you out of your thoughts, “good luck Y/N, I think you’ll need it.”

You smiled at her before getting up to follow the crew member into the shoot room. As soon as you walked in, the boys cheered. You stepped onto the footprints and looked at the camera to introduce yourself.

“Hi. I’m Y/N, from Y/H/T and I’m Y/A,” you looked at the line of your friends in front of you, “do your worst boys.”

Simon stepped up to the cut out first, trying to hide his smile, causing you to smirk back at him.

“Hi. I’m Simon, I’m 28 and I’m taller than Ethan,” he deadpanned, looking straight at you.

Alongside the other boys, you burst out laughing at Simon’s line, as Ethan made noises of insult from further back.

You stopped laughing enough to respond, “I mean the thing is, you’re right. So I’m gonna go for yes.”

The laughter resumed as Simon went to the right, flipping off your boyfriend as he went when JJ went up next. You took a deep breath, steeling yourself for what your friend was going to say.

He looked at you, “I’m JJ, I’m 27 and um, I’m not a weatherman but you can expect a few more inches tonight.”

“Oh God I feel sorry for your girlfriend, “you replied with a small laugh, “I think you might be exaggerating with a few inches there JJ.”

JJ put his hand to his chest, staggering back into Stephen at your response.

“It’s a hard no for me JJ. Not sorry,” you decided, dramatically swiping your hand to the left.

He moved over to the left, with an overdramatic pout, “I will never recover from this Y/N.”

“I’m sure your ego is big enough to survive this,” you smiled at him sarcastically, “who’s next?”

Stephen stepped up to the footprints, “I’m Stephen, I’m 25 and- you know what? Nah.”

You looked at him in shock as he went over to JJ whilst the others descended into laughter, Simon falling over and a couple of the others leaning on each other for support.

You pointed an accusing finger at him, “you know what? I expected that from Freezy but not you Stephen. I’m disappointed.”

“What did I do for this slander?” Cal protested.

“We haven’t got the time to explain that,” Lux laughed.

Tobi was next up, “Hi Y/N.”

“Afternoon.”

“I’m Tobi, I’m 27 and I’m 6 foot tall.”

You looked at him with amusement, “Ethan how tall am I?”

“Y/H,” he replied with a matching look.

“I thought so. If you’re 6 foot Tobi then I must fucking snow white,” you answered, pointing him towards the no side, “that’s just a bold faced lie.”

After Tobi came Callux who you knew was gonna be using a pick up line, “give us your worst then Lux.”

“The standards are high Y/N?” Asked Simon, currently the only when who you’d said yes to.

“We’ve established the bar is in hell, I’m dating Ethan,” you deadpanned, smirking at the laughter that followed.

Cal began after you’d all recovered, “I’m Calum, I’m 29. I have 206 bones in my body. Want to give me another one?”

You nodded, “yeah sure. Come here and I’ll break your leg in 2.”

Lux looked at you in complete shock whilst you just stared back at him, “off to the left you go Luxxy.”

Following him was Vik, “I’m Vik, I’m 25 and I play minecraft.”

“I mean I think Tommy would disown me if I said no but because you’re also an mcyt I feel I’m legally required to swipe right,” you explained, gesturing to the right.

Finally it was the turn of Ethan. He stepped up to the cut out and looked at you. You stared straight back at him, not breaking eye contact.

“Are they having a fucking staring contest?” Exclaimed JJ.

You nodded, “and I won.”

“I’m Ethan, I’m 24 but I’m pretty sure you know that. If you swipe left then I’ll no longer give you access to my wardrobe.”

You sucked the air in between your teeth, “see as funny as it would be for me to swipe left that is not something I’m willing to risk.”

You put your hands in a heart as he joined the other boys. He smiled back to you and you knew you’d be stealing the very t-shirt he was wearing later.

As Freezy stepped up you took a sip of water from the bottle in hand, “Hi. I’m Cal, I’m 26 and I’m also taller than Behzinga.”

Ethan put his middle finger up at Freezy which made you nearly spit the water from your mouth. You managed to swallow the water before pointing a threatening finger at your boyfriend warning him to behave.

“It just isn’t funny when you steal the joke Freezy. But I guess that’s why most your content isn’t,” you mused, siding him to the left.

He staggered into JJ who brought him to the floor as he ‘died’ at your take down.

“You’ve managed to kill 2 of them today Y/N. I hope you’re proud,” Ethan huffed.

You nodded, “yeah and now I’ll steal all their subscribers. Thank you KSI for your help, Freezy less so.”

“Can we have her removed from the set please?” JJ complained, “she’s destroying all of us.”

Vik shook his head, laughing, “it’s hilarious.”

“Only because you’re on the other side of it, fam!”

A crew member called out to you all, “can we move on to Harry please.”

When your best mate stepped up with his upside down notebook you burst out laughing, “I’m sorry Bog. Please continue.”

“Um, I’m Harry, I’m 24 and I actually have a poem for you.”

“Let’s hear it then.”

Harry cleared his throat to read, “Roses are red, the sun is bright, Y/N can’t play bedwars, she is so shite.”

“Insulting her doesn’t work,” shouted Stephen.

You flipped him off, “shut up Stephen. See I have some issues here. On one hand, you’re insulting me Harry but it’s also true. Plus, I actually wrote that poem Harry.”

The others 'ooed’ teasingly at your point before you continued, “but because it’s you I’m gonna say yes.”

He gave a little cheer and joined the others on the right, fist bumping Ethan.

The last one left was Josh, who you were praying wasn’t going to say anything weird given that you saw him like a brother.

“I’m Josh, I’m 29 and… no I just can’t do it. It’s too weird,” Josh laughed and walked to the right.

You breathed out a sigh of relief, “I’ll be honest I’m quite glad for that.”

With the boys all sorted to either side, the shoot was finally over and you were all free to go back to your flats.

You arrived back at your apartment to take a shower and change into Ethan’s t-shirt with a pair of leggings before joining him on the sofa to order takeaway and pick a movie.

He slid his arm easily around your shoulders, pulling you into him, allowing you to rest your head on his shoulder. You closed your eyes, the exhaustion of the long day finally hitting you.

“Thank you for being in the video,” Ethan murmured in your ear.

You smiled into his shoulder, “it was fun. Any opportunity to take the piss out of the boys.”

[wheredafandomat]

Hey lovelies, just letting you all know I’m gonna take a lil tiny break from writing because I’m having one of those moments🫡 I want to try and think of something exciting to write something that’s like omg I can’t wait for an update because rn everything I write is lackinggg something I can’t put my finger onnn! Is it the smut that’s bad? Is there a lack of flavour?? 😂 it’s bland I feel bland. Time to get back to sticking to just reading which I’ve not done in agesss. 💗

[literaphobe]

Gonna be honest I’ve been here AGESSS before sadf and I didn’t actually realise how big it was coz I was just reading it like ‘omg this tumblr blog I’ve been following for ages wrote this really cool fic that’s well written and I enjoy’ only to find out that’s it’s massively popular outside your regular tumblr following and that’s mad so idk just congrats and do I get a badge for being an og?

yes <3 sadf is my most successful fic evaaaa its crazy thank you all for being here since day one :) i calculate every possible outcome for when i publish i fic esp one i’ve been writing for as long as sadf but i never want to get my hopes up too much so i plan for every scenario and i told myself that my goal for the end of sadf was 500 kudos which would be a great achievement in and of itself only for me to break that milestone IN A DAY (<- dream voice) and now here i am ~2.5 months later and im close to 4700 kudos and i could even hit 5000 within the next week or two… absolutely insane thank you all for coming on this journey with me :) i will never not be grateful

[adonis-koo]

ahhh rereading some of my older oneshots and I really want to write a new oneshot in the style that I did for he too was a temper or ghostin him??? ugh 😭 I miss that poetic bitch I used to be.

I’m gonna try and finish Witch Hunt this week- which isn’t in that style but I’ve been promising I’d post it ever since October 😬 I just gotta convince myself to finish the last scene, I’ve been reminiscing on fright fest and I hope I can get it finished this year!

That being said I also wrote some more of wicked chapter 9 today!!! I’m about 5k in now and I’ve finished half of the new scene- it’s a pretty long one though and due to the new concept I’m adding it, I figured I’d might as well add in another scene involving a family dinner night with the Jeons 😬 which works out because I’m taking a VERY sad scene out of this chapter in its place so things should be level out!

I’m just kind of sputtering now but I’m hoping to write a series for Taehyung soon! Like I’ve been reallyyyy wanting to write for him recently and I had a vampire concept that I’ve been sitting on for agesss now bUt I’ve also been sitting on a backrooms concept for him as well and y’all KNOW how much I love horror-esque plots 😫 if push comes to shove I might just post a sad oneshot about him because I’m really feeling HTWAT vibes rn

[peterspideyy]

dear y/n

summary- on a normal study night, what happens when you’re supposed to find a science revision book and end up stumbling across letters, which are meant for you from peter?

warnings- fluff, swearing

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he’s going to realise where you are soon. you only went into peter’s room, looking for an science textbook, to help you with your test tomorrow, leaving peter on the kitchen table to go into his room. but, you can’t move. not after finding a box full of letters. which has your name written all over them.

you never meant to find them. the draw opened suddenly, and you saw the navy box. it made you curious. peter has never told you about that box before. you tell each other everything. so, you’re surprised when you open it, and find handwritten letters. letters that are for you.

it’s been a minute since you’ve found the letters, but it’s felt like an eternity. you haven’t read one, your eyes have just scanned the page not concentrating on what each word says. you’re too scared to. you don’t want to snoop into peter’s private life. it’s not your place to find out, unless he tells you. and him not telling you, means he doesn’t want you to know. but, it’s about you. don’t you deserve to know what he’s writing about you?

a sigh left your lips, as you glanced at the door, making sure peter wasn’t there before you sat down on the edge of his bed. looking down, you started to read the letter in your hand, guilt eating you away slowly.

dear y/n,

i don’t know why i’m writing this. i’m never going to give it to you. but, i hope one day i do. writing letters is the most cliche thing i’ve ever done, but it’s the only way i came express my thoughts. some of the things i write, may not mean anything, but they mean a lot to me.

you have no idea what you do to me, y/n.

ever since i met you, all those years ago-

the letter in your grasp disappeared suddenly, as you looked up to meet peter’s distressed eyes, “where did you find this?”

“i-i was looking for a textbook, and it was there. i swear i didn’t look for it. but, pete i want to see what your writing about me-“

“no, y/n,” he warned, holding the letter up; as you stood up trying to take it out his hands, “it’s private!”

“but, it’s about me!” you chuckled slightly, making him frown.

“private.” he repeated, moving away from your hands, trying to take the paper away from him.

“fine, if i can’t read it, you do it.” you smiled, crossing your arms.

he stopped moving, “w-what?”

“read it to me.”

he looked down, gulping loudly as he saw the hundreds of words he wrote, only just last week. words he’s been meaning to say to you, since he first saw you.

you noticed his hesitation, immediately feeling guilt overwhelming you again, “i don’t want to force you. if you definitely don’t want to read it then-“

“no,” he inturrupted, finally looking up to meet your eyes, “i-i’ll read it.”

you nodded, sitting on the edge of the bed, waiting for him to speak. he looked down again, trying to calm his nerves, before glancing at you quickly. you grinned at him reassuringly, as he looked at the letter once again, breathing out heavily.

“e-ever since i met you, all those years ago, made me realise how i can never live without you. i never want to live without you. you mean too much to me. as a best friend, a-and more.”

he stopped, looking up at you to see your furrowed brows.

“y/n,” he carried on, “not only are you the most gorgeous girl i’ve ever layed eyes on...”

he stopped, realising a mistake, before coughing slightly as he carried on reading.

“but you are gorgeous on the inside. you may not realise it, but as soon as you walk into a room, it lights up. of course it will light up due to electricity and whatever, but the people in it light up. they become happy. you make them happy.”

you couldn’t help but smile at his words. even on paper, he can still ramble on.

“before i met you, my world was black and white. but, now, my world is filled with colour. and i want it to stay colourful.”

he furrowed his brows, laughing slightly at how what he was saying didn’t make any sense.

“what i’m trying to say, if i’m saying anything, is that i-i love you. more than any friend could love someone. i want to call you mine. i want to give you to the love you deserve. because, you deserve everything great life has to offer.”

he glanced up, his heart beating fast to see your reaction but you were sat looking at the floor.

“i hope you feel the same way about me. it’s okay if you don’t. but, you mean the world to me. even if we stay friends i’ll still love you-“

he was cut off, by you standing up and rushing to him, planting your lips on his. he froze, eyes wide before relaxing, fluttering his eyes closed; deepening the kiss. he moved his hands around your waist, pulling you towards him if that was even possible, while you placed your hands on his cheek. pulling away a couple of seconds later, you leaned your foreheads on each other breathing in and out heavily.

“what was that for-

“i love you too, parker.”

peter beamed, giggling slightly before kissing you again.

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a/n- this has been in my drafts for agesss ahah! thanks for reading :)

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peter parker taglist-

@24kbucky @parkersbliss @dreamofaprilsblog @averyfosterthoughts @jannine00742 @beverlyparkerr @anapocalypseinmymind @emistrash @mrvlfangirl3190 @parker-potters @musicalkeys-blog @ncrediblelove

[cali-holland]

Sacred New Beginnings- Tom Holland One Shot

Pairing: Tom Holland X Reader

Requested by @stahpppppp​ : Reader is a famous singer and she is friends with Zendaya. Based on Taylor Swift song “Cornelia Street” 🙂 Thank you!

Prompt: You fall in love with Tom on Cornelia Street

Word Count: 3100

Based On: Cornelia Street (and kinda I Think He Knows) by Taylor Swift

Warnings: sexual themes, probably swearing

A/N: Sorry it took so long to post this, I’ve had it finished for agesss

Masterlist   Tom Holland Masterlist

*Gif is not mine*

~~~

“Come on, just a few drinks.” Zendaya nudged you, encouragingly, and you rolled your eyes at her. “Tom will be there.”

“Like that changes my answer.” You joked, hoping she didn’t catch the blush creeping on your cheeks. She did. “I need to finish writing for my album.”

“The bar will give you inspiration!” She insisted. “You’re coming!”

“Fine.” You huffed, not wanting to deal with her persistent nagging any longer.

She was your best friend, ever since you met at an awards show where the two of you both snuck in food in your bags and shared it with each other. You didn’t live in New York, you were renting a small townhouse in the city, seeking a new environment to finish writing your album. It happened to be that Zendaya was also in the city, filming for Spider-Man for a few weeks. 

While filming the last movie, you’d gone to visit her on set, and that’s where you met- and developed a school girl crush on, Tom Holland. He was dreamy, charming, handsome, and you had completely fallen for him over the course of those couple weeks you were in Georgia. Over the past couple years, you two had kept in contact via social media, but nothing too elaborate or special, and neither of you managed to see each other in person again. Until now, when you’d be seeing him for the first in a couple years and you just hoped it could take your mind off of your album.

You quickly got ready to go to the bar with Zendaya, who was already (because she showed up at your door, demanding you go after you ignored her texts). Once you were finally satisfied with your look for the night, you two left your place on Cornelia Street and got into a taxi, heading to the bar where you’d meet up with Tom and the rest of the cast.

“Do I look okay?” You asked, a hand subconsciously playing with your hair nervously until Zendaya lightly slapped it away.

“You look amazing, and by the way, I know for sure that Tom’s still single.” She said proudly.

“I didn’t even ask.” You replied, shaking your head at her in disbelief as the cab driver came to a stop in front of the bar.

“I’m just saying.” Your best friend shrugged innocently at you. You both shuffled your way out of the cab and hurried inside of the bar. Even though you’d only been outside for a minute, you already regretted not pairing your outfit with a jacket- the chill autumn air wasn’t your friend tonight.

“You all remember Y/N, right?” Zendaya smiled, pulling you up to the crowded table with her. Around the table, you recognized Tom, Jacob, and two others beside Tom- one you believed was Harrison (but you only briefly met him two years ago) and you were pretty sure the other was Tom’s brother, who you had never met.

“How could we forget?” Tom spoke up, smiling brightly at you. 

“Hey, everyone.” You greeted. Zendaya took one of the two open seats at the table, leaving the only open one between her and Tom. She smiled innocently at you. Before you even sat in your chair, you nodded your head back to the bar. “I’m gonna go grab a drink. Anyone want more?” With a chorus of yes’s coming from the group, Tom got up to accompany you over to the bar, insisting he could help you get all the drinks. After you two ordered the next round of drinks, he turned to you to start a conversation.

“How’s the album going?” Tom asked you, and you looked at him surprised, wondering how he knew that you were working on an album- you’d tried to keep it private. Seeing your shock, he explained, “Z said you were here for an album.”

“Oh yeah, came here for inspiration, but I’m slowly starting to lose it.” You sighed, feeling a little defeated. 

“What’s the album about? Is it like- what do they call it, a concept album?” He laughed, hoping he’d gotten the word right, and you nodded.

“I guess the concept I’ve been going for is a letter to love itself.” You said, “I know, it sounds cheesy, but-”

“No, it sounds great. I’m sure it’s going to be a killer album. Your music’s amazing, you’re really talented.” He reassured you as the bartender set the numerous drinks on a small tray in front of the two of you, but neither of you made any effort to move/

“Thank you. I just have two more songs left to write for this album.”

“Do you know what they’re about yet?”

“I have this idea from one of them.” You started and he nodded, encouraging you to continue. You laughed as you tried to think of the words, “It’s kind of a quiet confidence, but still cool and sexy- the feeling of that first feeling of attraction. I just can’t find the right lyrics for it yet.”

“Are lyrics normally hard for you to write?” Tom asked. You could tell that he was genuinely intrigued, even though you were worried you’d started to bore him with album talk. Tom took a sip of his drink as he waited for your response.

“Not really, which is why I’m so frustrated with these two songs.”

“Well,” He paused, “Why don’t you come up with a lyric about me? I mean, you said “that first feeling of attraction”, so-”

“Are you implying that I’m attracted to you?” You laughed, teasingly.

“Are you implying that you’re not?” He asked, leaning in closer to you.

“Fine.” You took a moment to look him up and down, your eyes landing on his hand holding onto his beer, before you looked him in the eyes, “I think he knows his hand around a cold glass makes me wanna know that body like it’s mine.”

“Were you two ever going to bring back our drinks?” Zendaya questioned, appearing behind the two of you, making both you and Tom jump back in surprise.

“We were just heading back.” Tom insisted, grabbing the tray of drinks, and you and Zendaya both quickly grabbed a couple glasses because all three of you knew Tom would absolutely not make it back to the table without spilling one of the many drinks. Once settled in back at the table, you quickly got out your phone and wrote down the line you’d said to Tom, feeling like it suited your song well.

After a few hours of laughing, drinking, and just catching up with the whole group, you all decided it was probably best to head out. Harry, Harrison, Jacob, and Zendaya all filled up one cab, and Tom stayed behind with you to catch a second one.

“Are you cold?” Tom asked as you shivered lightly, waiting for an empty taxi. Before you could even reply, he had taken off his jacket and put it around your shoulders.

“Then, you’re going to be cold.” You laughed, wrapping your arms around the back of his neck, keeping him close to you, “I’m not going to have you get frostbite because you gave me your jacket.”

“It’s not even that cold out.” He shook his head at you in disbelief, but rested his hands on your waist, pulling you even closer to him. After a moment, he moved one of his hands to cup your chin and kissed you. It was a little sloppy and drunken, you could easily taste the beer on his lips, but it was still perfect to you. He pulled back and rested his forehead on yours, “We should go.”

“Yeah,” You let out a small sigh, stepping away from him to hail the next taxi.

“Where are you headed?” The driver asked as you two got into the cab. Tom said the name of his hotel, and the cab took off, beginning its journey.

“You know, I’m renting a place on Cornelia Street.” You said casually in the backseat beside Tom. Feeling the strength of the bar’s alcohol (mixed with the overwhelming attraction you felt for Tom), you hoped you weren’t too forward as you said, “You could stay there tonight, if you want to.”

“I’d love to.” Tom smiled. Relieved, you informed the cab driver of your address, telling him to scratch the previous instructions. Tom tentatively reached over to take your hand in his, making you smile at him.

The driver pulled up to your townhouse and you paid him quickly before basically stumbling out of the car with Tom, his hand still tightly holding yours. Once inside, you had barely gotten the front door closed when Tom kissed you, his hand dropping yours to wrap around your waist. It was hungry and passionate, and you never wanted it to end.

“Bedroom?” He mumbled, just barely bringing his lips off yours.

“Third floor.” You laughed lightly as he sighed. “Gotta get some good cardio in.”

“We seem to have a different idea of what good cardio is at this moment.” Tom joked. You kissed him again, before pulling away and grabbing his hand, leading him up to the master bedroom.

The next morning, you woke up with the all too familiar nauseating feeling of a hangover. Groaning, you snuggled deeper into your pillow, taking a moment to realize it was not a pillow and more of a warm, strong, bare chest. Though some details from last night were fuzzy, you definitely remembered bringing Tom home last night. The only thing currently separating you and Tom was the shirt of his you were wearing and his underwear that he was wearing. Listening to the sound of Tom’s steady heartbeat and the light rain outside, you never wanted to leave your bed.

“Good morning.” Tom said quietly. His arm was wrapped around your shoulders and his hand played softly with your hair as you shifted up from his chest to look at him.

“Good morning.” You replied, a drowsy smile on your lips.

“Are you hungover?” He asked with a little laugh as you brought a hand up to rub your temples.

“If that’s your way of complimenting my morning after look, it’s a really shitty way and I don’t recommend using that on any of your other hookups.” You joked.

“First of all, your morning after look is beautiful.” Tom stated, placing his free hand on your cheek, gently caressing it with his thumb, “Second of all, it was a question because I’m hungover. And lastly, who said this was a hookup? Do you want this to just be a hookup because I was going to ask you out?”

“You were going to ask me out?” You asked, a timid smile on your face and he nodded.

“I’ve been kicking myself for not doing it sooner.” He took your hand in his and pressed a small kiss to it, “So what do you say, wanna go out with me?”

“Yes,” You leaned over to kiss him. Pulling you away you both let out small laughs, “Morning breath and alcohol breath don’t mix.”

“They definitely don’t.” Tom laughed.

“Let’s get up. I’ll make breakfast.” You slid out of his embrace and the warm bed.

“Stealing my clothes already?” He asked, noticing you wore his shirt. Apparently he didn’t catch you putting it on last night, not like you really remembered that bit either.

“You’re not getting that jacket back anytime soon.” You teased.

“You can have the jacket, but I’ll need the shirt eventually. The media will already be all over me doing the walk of shame, they don’t need the added bonus of me doing shirtless.” He joked, and you ran a hand over his abs, smiling.

“Do you think anyone’s going to complain about seeing you shirtless?” You leaned up to kiss him again, before separating from him to go make breakfast. 

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“He got my heartbeat skipping down 16th Avenue,” You started to play your guitar as you sang, reading over the lyrics you’d written, “Got that, oh! I mean wanna see what’s under that attitude. Like, I want you, bless my soul, I ain’t-” You paused, hearing the floorboards creaking. Tom was awake from his nap.

“Don’t stop on my account.” He said, coming into the makeshift studio.

“I gotta get this chorus worked out.” You set your guitar to the side, letting Tom come sit beside you on the couch.

“I’ve heard you go over the same five lines for an hour. You need a break.” He laughed, wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you so that the two of you were lying on the couch cuddling. It was times like these that made you really feel like you were in love with him, but it was all too soon to think like that, right? With the rain pouring down outside, it was serenely peaceful there in his arms.

“I didn’t mean to keep you up.”

“It’s alright.” He kissed you reassuringly. He hummed in content, “I never want this to end.”

“What?” You pulled away from him a little. “Who said anything about ending?”

“I just thought- I mean I’m only in New York for a couple more weeks, and you’re going back to LA soon.” Tom explained. You stood up from the couch with furrowed eyebrows.

“So what, when we leave here, you were just going to walk away?” You questioned and Tom jumped up from the couch, defensively.

“No, that’s not what-”

“You said you wanted to date me? But was I just a glorified hookup? A fling? God, you were leading me on!” You accused, feeling disgusted with yourself for distracting yourself with a fling. Tom tried to step towards you but you backed up and turned away, “Just, please, go. I need some time alone.”

You couldn’t bear to look at him as you spoke. You heard him sigh, but leave the room without another word, the floorboard creaking as he left. You held back your scared tears until you heard the front door open and close again. He left, just like you told him to, and yet you didn’t want him to be gone.

After a few minutes of solid crying, you decided you had to leave, too. You couldn’t spend another day on Cornelia Street. As you started to pack a few bags, your phone began to ring, and you groaned, seeing it was Zendaya. You and Tom hadn’t really told that many people, other than Z and the group from the bar- maybe that should’ve been your first sign he wanted it to be a fling. You didn’t know if he’d go to Zendaya, if he’d tell her what happened; after all, it had only been a hour since he left.

Picking up the phone, you decided to act like everything was okay, “Hey Z, what’s up?”

“Tell me you’re still at Cornelia Street.” She said as if it was urgent.

“I’m packing to leave, right now.” You told her, getting the sense that she knew about it all.

“Unpack those bags. You’re not leaving, not now.” She was using her maternal voice, which only came out when you were about to make a bad decision that she didn’t agree with.

“Z, did Tom talk to you?” You asked.

“Yes.” She replied and you sighed.

“Then you know why I have to leave.”

“No, I know why you have to stay.” She insisted, sincerity rich in her voice, “Y/N, it wasn’t just a fling to Tom. Just, hear him out.”

“What-” Before you could get your question all the way out, there was a ring at your doorbell.

“Sounds like someone’s outside. I gotta go.” Zendaya said quickly before hanging up the phone.

You already knew it was Tom on the other side of the door, given by her reaction and the fact that no one’s ever rang the doorbell since you’ve rented that townhouse. Making your way downstairs, you tentatively rested your hand on the doorknob. When you opened the door, Tom stood there nervously on the other side, hair a little wet from the rain earlier with a box of chocolates in his hand.

“Apology chocolates?” He offered with a small smile. You bit your lip to keep yourself from laughing, opening the door wider to let him come inside.

“Let’s go to the terrace.” You said, taking his hand and leading him up the stairs, just as you had done the first time he entered your townhouse. Once on the roof, you both sat on the patio couch, having a nice view of the New York sunset with a few rain clouds fading away.

“When I said I didn’t want this to end, I meant I didn’t want us to end because Cornelia Street ends.” Tom started, setting aside the chocolates to take your hands in his, “Because I’ll go back to London or wherever I’m filming and you’ll go back to LA or wherever you’re touring. I didn’t want us to be over when we both leave Cornelia Street. This townhouse right here is our safe haven. I’m showing my hand right now, I love you.”

“We’ll make it work long distance because I don’t know what I’ll do if it doesn’t. I love you, too.” You smiled, leaning over on the couch to kiss him. Tom shivered a little into the kiss and you were surprised by how unusually cold his lips were. “Oh my god, you’re freezing.”

“Yeah, the terrace probably wasn’t a good idea.” He laughed.

“C’mon, let’s run a bath then and get you warmed up.” You stood from the couch and grabbed his hand. He picked up the box of chocolates and followed you to the master bathroom. Once you drew the bath, Tom slid in first with the chocolates open on the ledge beside him. Just before you got in, you paused and ran back to the bedroom.

“Where are you going?” Tom called after you. You came into the room a moment later with your notebook and a pen.

“I have lyrics. I need to write them.” You said, tapping your forehead with the pen, before sliding into the bath with your back pressed against his chest. His arms wrapped around your waist and he pressed a kiss to your shoulder.

“What’s this one about?”

“Cornelia Street”.” You smiled, writing out the chorus.

‘I hope I never lose you, hope it never ends, 

I’d never walk Cornelia Street again,

That’s the kind of heartbreak time could never mend,

I’d never walk Cornelia Street again,

And baby, I get mystified by how this city screams your name,

And baby, I’m so terrified of if you ever walk away,

I’d never walk Cornelia Street again,

I’d never walk Cornelia Street again…’

[kkulmoon]

Four songs I’ve been listening to lately

Tagged by @everythingoes thank you taylor🥰 I love these types of tag games uwu

in too deep - god jacob is a gift to the musical world, the melodies, arrangements and harmonies he makes are out of this word!! he’s basically a musical prodigy yet i never stop being surprised by what he creates. the beginning of this song IS SOOOO FREAKING GOOD!!! you get hooked from the start, his low tones are just 🥰🥰🥰 and kiana ledé is such a great feature here.

lost one - ahhh i’ve been listening to jazmine for agesss, she’s such a vocal powerhouse who delivers the most trilling runs, like i get shivers. this new release of hers is a journey of an album, practically a no skip album. now this song is also in the lower range (which you might notice is my favourite range lol), i love the lyrics to this song, idk they kind of make me sad but also make me feel comforted.

august 5th - i heard this song while watching ta series and from there the rest is history, baby rose is someone i listen to on repeat. yet another lower range singer hehe. now the lyrics on this one hit home for some reason even though i can’t really relate to what is being said. the highlight here is her voice, just listen yo i can’t explain.

wonder what she thinks of me -  MY BABIES!!! The whole ungodly hour album would be here if i were to be reckless, these girls are so talented! but this song is definitely my fave in the album (or maybe busy boy lol). it’s such a refreshing song that talks about infidelity in such a “nice way”, it practically sounds like a love song 😭😭😭 (it’s not romanticising anything, it just sounds really good) listen for great lyrics, amazing vocals and shiver inducing harmonies 😌

tagging (if you want to): @hobeah, @r-m, @joenns, @eternal-bangtan, @suhdays, @jaebam​ , @jimimon, @j-sope , @namjoonia , @minloop , @lifegoesmon  and  @chaylani

[gerrymike]

Also re: sparsholt maybe i havent been reading the right hollinghurst because i had to crawl my way through sparsholt affair and i’ve been like 80 pages into folding star for AGESSS because i want to throttle the narrator everything time he speaks which is all the time because hes the narrator . No Time for this clown